http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:sk8er-girl17&section=today deviantART RSS for by:sk8er-girl17 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 14:31:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/28534265/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/28534265/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 17:36:45 PST I've not updated in some time and I figured I'd be rid of the awful, depressing journal. Things have just been so crazy that I've not had time to get on here n tell you all I'm still kickin' and I am working on some stuffers to put up! Yay!
Buuuuuuuuttt....my art teacher currently has it all since the only place I have time to work on art type things is on my 7th period art class.
I've got several things I need to put up, but she's keeping them for the Art Show on May.
I could prolly just take my camera to school n take a picture of them though...
I'm currently doing a free-medium assignment. I picked Photography and Photoshop.
Mrs. Ahern is teaching me to use my photoshop and I'm trying to teach myself too.

I go on break for a week tomorrow so I wn't be getting anything up anytime soon, but I am going to try to do some photography during break as well. I need to so I can pick an image for this current assignment.

Weeeelll.....I suppose I will talk to you all soon. And I promise to hurry with my deviations!!


]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/28131512/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/28131512/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 18:34:36 PST The reason;I've got a lot, and I mean a lot in my own little way, going on at home.
I came home one day..hmm, two weeks ago maybe to my mother crying.
She and my father were going to be divorcing for the third time because the man doesn't know how not to flirt and cheat. Although this particular time, it was just chats on the interent...still. It kills.
But I've been through this with my mom twice before, and it hurts us both.
I was four the first time, eleven the second and now. My siblings are four, almost five, and almost 7 weeks.
I hate seeing my mother hurt and it is seriously putting some weight on me because I am rather upset with my father. I've asked tat he please not touch and kiss all voer my mother for the time being around me. I feel he has lost the right bu that's up to my mom.
All I can say is that I've cried for nearly two nights in a row, my eyes hurt and I know that if I cry again, I'm going to be crying for a while. just like last night :'(
But I want my mom happy, as long as she is happy I dn't care. I dn't want her getting hurt again, but if she's happy, I will be too because she is truley my hero,best fr4iend and mother. I love her.
The two little ones won't remember this, but I've been through it all with her, and I know how badly this hurts her.
Let's hope for the best.

Love youy all, and Megz, hon I'm sorry I never messeged you I've been caught up in all this and trying to hold myself together.
Love you

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/27733141/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/27733141/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 18:55:08 PDT amazing websites ever. It makes me smile

Photography:
So, I have been taking a bucket-full (yes, weird thing to refir to) of pictures of Bailei. She's quite easy to set up, pose and then just capture lol. But I love it. It's cold out right ow, and Fall, the most beautiful season in my opinion, is finally here! I'm going to try n get some photos of the colorful trees and their leaves. I promise to upload some photos Soon. I'm just busy and although I would tonight, I'm waiting for Tyler to call me back.

Drawing:
Well, being in Adv. Art this year, I have a bunch of drawn stuff that I've had to turn in for grades. Plus, I'm working on a drawing for "The Time Traveler's Wife".
And also, I may steal it back from Tyler just so I can scan it again, I added a quote to my "The Notebook" drawing for Tyler's birthday present I also laminated it! Shiny.... but I'll get those up, the one I'm currently working on won't be done for some time though...sorry.

Well...I suppose that's all for now.



]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/27685299/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/27685299/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 10:40:36 PDT Today's been a slow, boring and hard day. I feel a bit emotional and like crying but I'm not gonna Cause I dn't wanna.
Tyler's just bein a butt today and a girl is at his papaw's with him that I really dn't trust or like in any way what so ever. But as always, I'll get over it, right?
I just feel like sometimes the things he asks me not to do sometimes, he turns around n does the same thing. It bugs me. Like he tells me not to stay at my cousins house when his friend Zach is there cause the kid likes me. I asked him not to stay at his papaw's when she's there cause she likes him...a lot. And I dn't trust her. Plus the other night he got a txt from her asking if he'd forgive her n he wn't let me ask her what she meant....Ugh! It's just annoying...I'll be okay tomorrow though. He always manages to make it better.

So to stop boring you all, I have started a new drawing, it'll tkae me awhile to finish it though. I beleive I'm going to have to erase much of it and redo it....i propotioned it wrong...well I think I did. Noone else does.
And I have some new photos as well of Bailei that I kinda made good. Mom had me put a pink blanket behind and under her for that lovely background affect. I need more to photograph but this weather sucks right now. Cold and Rainy.

Well, that's it for now I suppose.




]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/27264264/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/27264264/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 14:38:36 PDT She was born on Spetember 14th at 10:50pm. It was quite a shock seeing that she is three weeks early but we're very thrilled she's here!
She weighed 7 pounds and 8 ounces and was 21 inches long. She gave a mom a pretty rouch pregnancy, but now, she's amazing lol. A very quiet baby and a bvery good baby as well. I'll upload a pic or two for you guys and I'm also gonna draw her for my mom. She be a chubby little girlie. But she's still adprable haha. Bailei Paoge Antonara has already warpped her little fingers around our hearts♥


Katie


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there's a link until I upload one lol.

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26762285/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26762285/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 20:09:21 PDT )) is in quite a predicament. She needs people from all different states and countries to take a photo signifying where you're from to send to someone she loves very much. In these photos, we wish you to make a small sign yo hold up sayin "I miss you" Or "I love you" or something of that nature. She wishes to send all these to him and show she does truley still love him and that she went and got people all over the world to show it. So we ask that you please, please, please help us out. Just link the photo to her acount in a note. She'll appreciate it very much and she's very very sweet so please help her out? I'm going to Cause she definalty deserves this.
you girlie*

A HUGE thanks to , Ayesha, for sending in the first photo for this lovely cause for...well, love
She did a brilliant job, had Alana grinning "ear to ear" as she said, . Amazing job Ayesha!! One down, so many more to go! I hope more people will contribute!!

- [link]


We'll love you all forever!!!!


Kaitlan&Alana.

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26759299/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26759299/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 17:23:01 PDT School:
Okay, so school started on thrusday. Fun, fun. I suppose it isn't too bad. I've got Art, so I'm happy . But that fact that I'm a Junior, well that blows my mind. . I'm not goin to any dances this year, so yeah. I've got three classes with Tyler. And like all of them with Jenna () Yay! Well....gotta go shopping for school supplies tomorrow. Ugh, but ah well.

Photography:
I'm going to start playing with my camera some more. Me n Jenna have a Journalism class and I'm going to see if I may just use my camera if we are to take pictures. Like for our pages in the school newspapaer that we were assigned. My cousin Sandy was telling me a few things so I will be experimenting some. She's a professional photographer. so her advise means loads! Hope you enjoy them when they get here

Photoshop:
As you all know, I got the Adobe Elements Photoshop back in June for my birthday. Sandy was also showing me how to use some of the tools on there. So you will be seeing some new things I've played with on my Photoshop. I can't wait! lol. Hope you're excited as well!

Art:
Well, as I said, I have Advanced Art this year. I love the class so I'll have some fun haha. I'm gonna try to get more stuff up this year from class too so be looking for some drawings and things of that nature.

Well, I'm gonna get off'a here n chat it up with my cousins who are staying the night tonight.


Kaitlan.

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26585658/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26585658/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 08:48:17 PDT We had so much fun there! Rode Drop Zone, 360 ft in the air Scared me like always but I love it. Anyway, we had a blast and I can't wait for next summer now.
My mother just found out that my sister to be is like 2 weeks ahead and they'll most like;y be inducing my mother at 38 weeks. She's 32 weeks right now. So Bailei will be here very soon. 'll prolly draw her as I did Kylee and upload that and the original photo! I can't wait to see her!

Back to dA matters, I will be practicing some more with my camera. I'm wanting to get some more photos up, it's just hard when you don't have fresh ideas or models. I'm also still figuring out all the things on my camera. There's so many things I can do with it and I'm sorta teaching myself so yeah. Just be patient with me.
I'm also coming up with some writing ideas. Now how long they'll take me to write is a different story. So with this as well, be patient.
I've also got some new drawing ideas in mind and I'm gonna finish the Notebook soon with the calligraphy I wanna add to it with a short saying seeing that I drew it for Tyler. Anyway, I'll get to work soon I promise.


Katie.

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26427805/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26427805/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 16:38:48 PDT
I you guys!!

Anywho, tyler's phone was messing up. Although yesterday it was fine. He just wasn't talking to me much. I'm okay though. I'm turning a new leaf and form now on, if he doens't text then he doesn't and he will later Davey has helped me there.

Well, I may attempt a drawing seeing that I wnt see tyler til Sunday Yeah lol. It may take a bit to finish though. You know how I am.

So thanks again you three. I love you guys!


Katie*

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26405219/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26405219/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 15:14:07 PDT
I'm okay. Still upset cause I cant get ahold of tyler still. I've barely talked to him all week excpet for the two times I've seen him....It's depressing me.
And then where I'm a worrier, I always think of the worst.
he's avoiding me, he doesnt want to talk to me....stuff like that I know isn't true but I always think it...and worse. I hate it I'm just afraid to lose him.

I'm gonna try again here in a few. Bye.

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26337919/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26337919/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 13:06:09 PDT Making me happy.

I've started a story that I'm gonna try n finish lol. I've just gotta get enough time. I've gotta start Driver's Ed. And then school starts the 20th of this month. I getta be a big ol' junior....not yay lol. But I'm going to try hard to make it through all that and get this story done. Plus I wanna try to work on some new photography.

Well that's all for now loves

here's to my besties:


]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26034746/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/26034746/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 22:04:57 PDT horrid Tenneessee trip. No he didn't want to go. It's his step mom's family along with the step sister whore Jordan. His younger sister Chelsea goes, but she'll be with the girls. The younger boys and the teen cousin of Jordan all agrivate him. Shockingly his father is going for the first time since Brandy started this yearly trip. Tyler hasn't decied if that's good or bad. It would have been nice if Rick would have stayed home 'cause then Tyler could have as well. I'm going to miss him so much though :tear: I about cried tonight when he left but he made me promise not to for him, and I did. Then right before he left he told me he'd be back in no time, that he'd miss me insanely, that he loved me and he's always there for me to be held It made me smile...and tear up a bit. But it's all good.
Five days....what the heck am I gonna do? I'm usually talking to him on the phone or he's here with me. I'm gonna go insane. I have found a few things to do to keep my mind off of the time ticking by so SLOW.
I'm going to stay the night with my Aunt Mary
Then, I'm going to go to the Zoo and a Water Park with my Aunt Mendy. Stay the night there.
After that, I'm going to spend some time with brenda and jenna and amanda. My best girlfriends that I can hardly ever get ahold of haha. Bren works. Mandy works. And Jenna....well she's usually helping her mom or with her bf.

Well.....I'm gonna go to bed and wake up to a Tyler-less week.

Goodnight all.

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25970361/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25970361/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 18:27:14 PDT
Well, as we all know, I've not uploaded anything for a few days. I understand that I probably have too many journals that are totally pointless but it helps me think straight.

So as of now, I have possibly two projects. Maybe three.

A memoroal for my wonderful and missed Poppy
A drawing of 'Moulin Rouge' and an update on 'The Notebook' drawing.
Poissible band shoot for some friends. MAYBE. I dunno yet.

I'm hoping I can get some more stuff to do though I'm looking, so don't fret.
I'd like to find some photography ideas but that stuff just comes to me, I don't like poses to tell you the truth. Photos have more meaning when caught off-guard or are accidental. As I seem to have alot of

Well, I'm gonna go read my book
It's called 'Marked' by Kristen and P.C. Cast. You should check it out, I L-O-V-E it!!!


Kaitlan

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25847150/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25847150/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 20:01:26 PDT
But anyway, I've found some models if this all pans out the way I'm hoping.
I recently discovered that my friends Cody Delaney and Cody Hamilton have a band page on MySpace. I knew they had a band, their lead singer being a boy named Grant Ruth who I'm not close to. But the Cody's are pretty awesome, Delaney the beast-iest
Anywho, Delaney has offered to let me take their band photos for MySpace. I figure this is a great way for me to practice and attempt to get better. I have three models as individuals and as a group. I'll upload them on here as well. I'm gonna need some band photo ideas cause we all know you guys rock .


At the moment they have only one song up on their profile. It's short but good. They have more and better ones. I've heard a few when they played at school. They currently need a bassist. The rest is covered. Check'em out n let me know what you think
[link]

I tried to put their photos on my journal but it just turned them into links lol.



]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25784759/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25784759/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 21:53:18 PDT
Anyways, I don't think I've ever told any of you about my Poppy, my mom's dad. He was my favorite papaw. Truthfully the only one that's ever showed he cares. (my mamaw Jeanie has had many husbands. three for each of her kids. then the ones she's been with since i was five, Harold)
Well, Poppy and me were close. I called him when I was mad at mom, I was a baby He was always there for me, and I know he would be now too. But he passed when I was 2. He died in March and I turned three in June. And my cousin Chase was born that May. He never met Poppy. (don't be sympathetic, I'm okay lol) He was killed in a car accident on March fifteenth. I can remember that day and some of the days I spent with him before he passed. Apparantally that day I 'saw' him. I wasn'y alowed to go to the funeral so II didn't know what the accident had done to him. On my way home when dad picked me up, I looked at dad after babbling to myself in the back seat and said "Daddy, what happened to Poppy's face?" It scared him. So I know he's always with me. Always. But I miss him so much. I can't remmber what he sounded like and without my pgots I have out...I wouldn't even remember his face. But I do remember the things we did together. Eating fudge cookies and pizza roles while watching The Mighty Ducks........
Okay, enough of that. I'm tearing up. What made me start thinking this was that for fourteen years, I've been without a papaw. Neither of my papaws came to my 16th birthday. It botherd me. Papaw Steve didn't show cause grandma Ann made a direcTV appt. So that was more important apparentally. Papw Harold, because him and mamaw were fighting. I know if Poppy were still here. He would have been the first person here. He wouldn't have missed any of them. He was amazing and loving.

So, tonight while I sat here, cried and thought this up. I've decided I wanna make something for him. For the 14 years he WAS here with us. In our hearts and wtaching over us. Our family. I'm gonna take what few pics I do have and make sumthing. I hope you all enjoy it. I think it's good to make sumthing for our lost love ones. They're still here, always with us. We just can't see them. T

Thanks if you read this. Sorry it's so long and sad, I was just inspired to do this.
It's about one a.m. here so I'm gonna head off to bed. Night.


]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25736297/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25736297/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 13:49:06 PDT
Then there's the yummy family cookout coming up in like an hour
My aunt and her three boys will be here, along with my uncle Wade and his two boys.
So Mary, Cody, Jacob and Dylan. And Wade, Chase and Lane. I dunno if my aunt Mendy'll be here, she works

Tyler'll be here in a bit But until then I'm just gonna sit back n wait Listen to some tunes and talk to people online or the phone
I just L-O-V-E these little emoticons!! Especially him--->

What? Me? No! I am NOT crazy!

Well, I shall try n get some new pictures tonight....maybe. But I'll try n get some new stuff up. Happy fourth!

Love you all!!!


......

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25623768/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25623768/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 08:05:50 PDT
I've been playing with it some, it's kinda hard lol.
I think I've uploaded three things I've worked on. But I was just trying to figure out the color in the b&w photo thing. I'll get more up, once I work on it some more. I gotta teach myself lol.

But I also gotted the prettiest little heart neckalce from Tyler He's so sweet and I love him so much. Mom got me the Photoshop and a Penguin necklace that I love
And my mamaw gave me her Pontiac Grand Am. I think it's a '99. But I gotta getmy liscence before I can officially take it. Better get to work on that haha.

Well, I'll try n work on some new stuff while I wait on noon to role around, then i gotta call tyler. Maybe I'll getta see him today

Bye-bye all.


]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25485089/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25485089/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 23:04:33 PDT I made another journal!

Okay, so I've posted lots of new stuff and I'm hoping you all like it.
I'm gonna try n get some more new stuff up. More than likely just pictures and maybe some drawing if I can make myself focus enough to get it done.
As me and discussed, I must be committed to it or it'll never get finished. Thank you shelby I yew girly!

I'm hoping maybe I can get some new pictures though. Maybe some of those close up ones I'm liking so much. Maybe I'll beg Tyler to be my model I think he might. he loves me so if I beg he'll maybe let me have a few.

Okay, well I deleted the speely junk I was quite tired n slap-happy last night. But today I won't be doing an art stuff, maybe. There's really nothin significant to capture the moment for. Nothing's happening. It's a nice, sunny, warm, breezy day outside and too boring to go out alone so yeah. I may get it out in a bit and go take a few photos outside. Maybe. Tomorrow I'll prolly attmept something, just cause.

Me and my aunnt are starting to plan my mother's baby shower. So many invitations to make, the stuff we gotta buy. She isn't due till October but we wanna make sure we have it planned and everyone that we're inviting is prepared and not told at the last minute. SO much stuff to do for it. Well, I'll chat it up with you later all.



]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25340225/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25340225/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 22:22:57 PDT Tonight, I'm very bored so humor me, I've made a list of some ideas n I'm gonna try'em out soon. They're picture ideas and I will be working on a new drawing soon. I promise!

My gay birthday is coming up in a few weeks. June 26th. I'm turning sixteen and I'm not excited one little bit. It doens't seem that big of a deal to me. 'Cept that I getta go soemplace fun with my girls. I miss'em.
Well, I'm gettin slap happy. It's after one in the morning lol. Nighty nighty all.

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25261747/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25261747/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 19:54:12 PDT Several poems and one new drawing.I hope you guys likes them all. =]
Sorry if my journal's a tag sluggish, today's been boring n slow.
Tyler didn't getta come over. I swear his dad hates me.
And then I was stuck at home all day. Ugh. lol.
But it's all good.


I love you Meggie-Poo!!! Missed you like crazy while I was gone!!!




katie

]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25223365/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25223365/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 18:51:53 PDT
I drew it for him, and all that. I explained it on the Deviation itself.

But I had to take a photo of it so if the quality or anything is bad, lemme know.
I'm getting ready to start another drawing, no promises as to when it'll be done n up.
I'm gonna try some stuff with my photography so yeah. Well, that's all for now I suppose.

Bye bye!


]]> ~sk8er-girl17 http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25204146/ http://sk8er-girl17.deviantart.com/journal/25204146/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 18:50:21 PDT
I have a brand new drawing, I just need to get it scanned, it's a surprise though, lol. I drew it for Tyler, I still have to add one thing to it but that'll be a bit. The drawing itself is finished though.
I don't have much else right now though. I've not been too artsy lol
Well, I'll update tomorrow!! Love you all!

]]> ~sk8er-girl17