http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:sleepyoldvamp&section=today deviantART RSS for by:sleepyoldvamp en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Fri, 01 Jan 2010 05:33:24 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28870332/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28870332/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 18:06:29 PST ga'na - 'father', affectionate
dor'na - 'child/ren, offspring,' or 'what has been bore' in contexts

high language
Orna - father
Orsha - mother
Chachojo - child/ren

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28863327/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28863327/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 12:13:07 PST "So, Starscream, is that the reason you changed?" Megatron asked the silent space around himself, moving steadily and silently towards the sleeping flier and his... HIS... sparkling. As if sensing his presence, the tiny creature squirmed and chirped, waking. The greater mech almost withdrew, but held his ground, finding tiny violet optics staring up at him. It chittered, the dor'na completely innocent to the thoughts that crossed its genitor's mind. Megatron sighed, reaching down and picking the miniscule thing up, caging claws around it, bringing it to eye level. The sparkling wriggled and clung to him, automatically knawing at his joints, tiny claws pinching onto him."


Yes?
No?
Goddamnit, stop it already?

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28784862/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28784862/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 11:04:21 PST
[link]

Oh but hey there's nothin' there.
Heheh.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28778524/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28778524/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 01:59:19 PST I realized today because of your birthday
why it was so hectic at work.

Lovingly,
Haruka

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28726018/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28726018/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 10:53:46 PST
]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28593435/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28593435/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 15:26:25 PST
The origins of my user name have subtly been destroyed.
From 1996, a sliver of a stiletto has been carefully inserted under the ribs of what was my building block.

I won't go into details, but back in the day I was the vampiric seducer extrodinaire.
Who slept around on the couches in the inn - a lot.

But. I know what's what. And I'm not a repressed 12-year-old masturbating to my own published word. Or who doesn't understand continuity physics.

I'm still a tired ol' vamp. And I'm still the goddamned boss.

<sub>But I like to put big words together sometimes and think I sound smart


"REALLY PLEASED WITH TWILIGHT'S POPULARITY BECAUSE IT MEANS MORE TEENS WHO WILL PUT UP WITH ME TREATING THEM LIKE SHIT." - yelling_bird</sub>

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28426551/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28426551/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 04:20:42 PST [6:17:40 AM] Cubi!: wut
[6:17:43 AM] Vamp: wut
[6:17:44 AM] Nil: in
[6:17:45 AM] Nil: the
[6:17:46 AM] Nil: butt





]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28304143/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28304143/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 22:12:19 PST After 7 months I went 'walking' with my brother. Two miles, no problem, right?
Except, we were speed walking.
And yeah. Definitely not exactly the jogging pro anymore.



I don't have conventional cable/awesome television. So I got treated tonight and got to watch two episodes of Living With the Wolfman.
Holy SHIIII-
I must get this series if they have it out. It is inspirational and excellent.

Oh and by the way, knowing all your CDs are in a CD book before freaking out after finding all the CDs are missing from the cases - good information to keep.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28199932/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28199932/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 14:24:31 PST Like I haven't for about 2 years now 8D

Other than that...
IT'S CATURDAY!
POST SOME FUKKIN' CATS.


On another note, I'm hoping the copius amounts of energy drinks I consumed today have somehow jolted the creative juices in my brain - and we'll be seeing another upheaval of Eric and his crew.

Things have changed for the better at work though. A god's smite of students were moved to another branch of our flight school - leaving only a handful at my place of work. Definitely not as busy.

I've been having weakness in my lower arms recently. Fingers curl up and lose almost all muscle control, and I'm not sure if they're going numb or not. Also been having what could almost be called 'anxiety attacks', but they're extremely tiny bursts of welling/tightening sensations in my chest, I feel like I'm going to break down and my voice fails on me. That's nothing new, but I'm wondering if the arm thing might be related to the recent iodine supplements I've been taking. Something to look into.

I think I might need more vitamin B or more iron_hide in my diet.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28050459/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28050459/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 17:22:47 PDT
Size 'medium' has changed in the years.

I guess I'm going to have to start looking for NUMBERS to wear now.
Shit, I don't even know anymore.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28021917/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/28021917/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 23:55:01 PDT
"Ratchet head is not operating properly."
"Ratchet head was dry of lubricant."

These are in regards to torque wrenches.
Take it as you will :3

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27974485/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27974485/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 09:22:00 PDT
]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27790792/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27790792/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 01:29:26 PDT Very appreciated

Meanwhile, I had a hearty laugh after seeing a panel strip from Megatron Origins - where he flings his 'hair' out. I about died, but loved it at the same time ^u^ I'd like to read the whole thing now.

Read Spotlight: Drift.
One comment;
"I'LL SIEV U PERCY!!!1!" _*gropegrope*

Overall, I'm very impressed. Kup = winnar.

I will be visiting a friend this weekend. So I'm very excited. Brownies will be had and sheet forts will be made. And much taking over the world! Muahahahaha!



I found a doll that is worthy of a repaint today at Walmart.
It's the "Covergirl" GI Joe 4(?) inch little action figure - fully poseable with lots of joints, and surprisingly reminds me of myself - with a little more tits and ass (but that's okay). Still relatively reminescent of the military style I like. I stared hard enough at the Baroness figure, and it reminds me a lot of someone else on my friend's list, at least how I think of her, in all black and sexy at the get-go. Hmm~ we'll see how this develops.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27758666/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27758666/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 08:10:19 PDT [link]

if anyone who lurks on y gallery and saved some of my things, if you have either of those titled pictures, I'd like to know what they were.

I know the Bee/Prime one, and I think the Let me Be one is a Scorp/Blackout pic, but I have no idea what the Lunch Break one was. Or the Worship one.

And you know y gal, always on top of their socialist regime, letting people know just what the fuck they're deleting by (not) leaving a note in your PM box. They also state 'lease wait a week' within getting those violation notices - yet they do not date the time that those reports were made. SO I have no idea how long they have been sitting in my box.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27729576/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27729576/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 15:56:48 PDT [link]
Titan Atelier

This is not safe for work - or people that would be concerned for what you're looking at on the internet.

And if you have any inkling of love for Transformers or Mechs in general, you'd be crazy NOT to go here. Especially if you're a female.
Who has strange preoccupations of metal things.
Mmm...

*flee*

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27644673/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27644673/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 03:49:50 PDT
There's a difference between things being talked about, and both sides not working out. But when something's talked about, and I do my part, where the fuck is my two cents and or piece from your side that makes me want to stay on equal ground with you? Yeah. That's what I thought.

I'm all for giving people second chances, a few more minutes to prove themselves, but there's only so far that my limit can go, and it's on that edge. Especially, ESPECIALLY, when I've done twice more than what that person's done.

God. Damn.
I hate humanity.
I hate this goddamned new generation.
I just hate.

I bet you don't even have the decency of giving me a reach-around while YOU'RE FUCKING ME.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27589644/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27589644/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 00:35:36 PDT
Ffffuuuuc-

Hoping to go to Corpus for it with the mother unit.
She needs to get out of this accursed building.
I just need to get away period.

Hmmgh.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27468071/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27468071/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 13:31:51 PDT [link]

There's also a Billy Mayes one, but this one made me cry a little.

[link]
Expialodocious!

[link]AwR6w2TgxY&feature=channel_page
Down the rabbit hole..

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27460430/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27460430/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 01:55:01 PDT
But I have the burning question - has the 'idea' been done with a male cast before?

Because my mind track just took a seriously sharp, deadly, gay turn in that way.

Of course my guys won't be prancing around in skirts (OR WILL THEY.) but it's a slightly enticing idea.

Eric bathed in flame and rebirthed into the staunch warrior of his previous life. Alex cradled in his light, the very seed of innocence turned into a sharp and able fighter. Gabriel the ever-present guardian taking on his once pristine and empowered wings of what he was. Bitter Sebastion taking up arms again and returning to the role of knight, burning with the fury of lost souls. Jazz joining with his geminus soul Chase to become the brilliant ethereal palace guardian of their prior existance.

It's 4 in the morning and way too early/late to be thinking about this stuff.

Tell me what you think.
*passes out*

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27318729/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27318729/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 11:48:22 PDT
Since colors are out of the option, I'd want something that says 'lol I have lion mane'.
But still look good.
ARRRGGH.

:c I'm just tired of my current curtain of boring.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27243786/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27243786/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 11:29:04 PDT [link]

Pink bugs 8D

[link]
HEAVY METAL FARMMMEEERRR

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27225546/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27225546/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 11:14:39 PDT
I found out a friend here on dA has the same name as my sister. Strangely ironic.

I want to take more pictures of my Broll.
Preferably in the sunlight and with plenty of plants around me.
I need to visit a park. Maybe scare the local population C: lol

I think I'll start digging up left over materials for a helm... definitely will have my antlers one way or another.


[link]AwR6w2TgxY&feature=channel_page
one song for today. c:
enjoy.

^^^^^ ok, THAT right there, pisses me off. I hate you deviantart. Get your coding identification straightened up, right the fuck now.

[link]
watch "ALICE"

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27178205/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27178205/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 20:18:24 PDT
[link]
omg toys.

[link]
This. This one is for Gabriel.

[link]
Ok, READ THE LYRICS. What the fuck does this have to do with vampires? Original version of this song is just as good as the RMX.
(for a twitch-inducing movie, the soundtrack is pretty awesome, in my opinion)

[link]
This makes me want to drive at 180km/h down the highway
Also reminds me of Eric about to kick someone's ass.


ALRIGHT, YOUR TURN TO SHARE SOME MOTIVATIONAL MUSIC.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27128014/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27128014/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 07:08:03 PDT [link]

was thinking about doing that sometime this week. I'm pretty sure it'd be entertaining...

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27089018/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27089018/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 06:42:12 PDT I just don't know what. I originally wanted to put some kind of flat tassles on the front and back. Blegh. Still need to fix a lot of what I didn't finish.

Also thinking about making some sort of head piece that incorporates both tiara and antlers - I'll probably wind up having to actually make the damned antlers.
My poor feather decorations got crushed in luggage. I'm pretty sad.

I've been drawing on paper a lot more recently - which is what I'm sure some cosmic message telling me to hook my fragging scanner back up. Doing a lot of base art for characters (Kaiji, Eric, Chase, ect.) and wings n' things. Still figuring this whole mess out. It'd probably help if I sat down and actually started writing a first chapter. But I don't know if I should deviate from what's been written - by all you wonderful folks out there that have fueled this whole 'storyline'.

Quite the conundrum.

*retreats back into the dark cave*


<sub>I want to play my palli but servers are dooowwwnnn! *weep*
...

*bubblehearth*</sub>

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27046682/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27046682/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 02:30:31 PDT
[link]

Let's go demolish those evil tallywhackers!

Oh Johnny, will you ever stop bringing the lulz?

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27027724/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/27027724/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 03:17:15 PDT You know damned well that everyone on this website is a little faggy.


Well. Except the Christians.



Damned fads going around.
*drinks expensive Starbucks tea unwillingly*

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26990663/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26990663/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 05:50:54 PDT
Just because some people want to show their accomplishments, others have to instantly inject their negativity into harmless lives.

If I ever meet those people in the in the second realm, I'm definitely gonna roundhouse kick them in the face.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26948860/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26948860/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 01:11:06 PDT This is where I was, and where I will never be again.

Catching a plane
[link]

Winging shit off the deck - was there for this action, pretty crazy stuff seeing those cats steam up and go PEW!
[link]

And this was the exact day after I left - feel very sorry for the poor bastards standing on the flight deck.
[link]

Anchors fucking away...
[link]


Chief Chatman, I hope you somewhere along in your poor navy career you regret everything you ever did. I sure as hell regret the day I ever shook your hand, or ever met you.

Midshipmen and officers who I met, I hope they enjoyed the depressed brutal honesty I brought to the officer's mess. Being foxholed into kissing ass wasn't my favorite pastime.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26888766/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26888766/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 04:28:32 PDT Then I noticed something out of the ordinary Energon box set.
G1 Prime and Megatron?
Season One?
FFFFFF.

Oh, it's all mine, precious. Allll mine.
*rocks back and forth impatiently for this afternoon*

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26700832/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26700832/ Wed, 19 Aug 2009 20:14:06 PDT Although I have no idea what that gives me xD
I'd like to know about those folders a lot of people have though.

Meanwhile, I've gotten to Dallas for the evening and will be leaving to Californication tomorrow morning. After that, it'll be destination unknown.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26682006/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26682006/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 22:17:55 PDT
WHEERREESS YOUURR HEEAD AAAAT
[link]

it makes you want to fly (about 54 seconds in)
[link]

ALIEN INVASION!
[link]

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26642422/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26642422/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 04:11:19 PDT WA WA WAAAA
ROBOT ROCK
DUN-NA-NANANANAAAA


[link]


1 song a day, KEEP IT ROLLIN'.
Dig?

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26600725/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26600725/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 23:57:30 PDT
Rules
1. Choose 8 of your OCs.
2. Tag anyone if you wish to.
3. If you don't have 8 OCs, use someone else's OCs or use characters from a Manga, Anime, Cartoon, Movie, etc etc.
4. Have fun.

OCs:
1. Eric
2. Sebastion
3. Alex
4. Auth
5. Namon
6. Gabriel
7. Jazz
8. Keusch

1) Questions, here they come. Ready guys and girls, ladies and gentleman?

2) It is 2's birthday. What does 6 get for 2?

Sebs: *mopes and stares out the window*
Gabriel: SSSSUPRISSSEE BUTTSECHS
Sebs: FFFFFUUUC-!!

3) Spider Man hits 5's camera. What is 5's reaction?

Namon: *glares at the small human then piledrives him*

4) 1 and 7 are taking a walk when 4 runs by behing chased by a pack of bulls, giant spiders, and dinosaurs.

Auth: *turns around and uses unholy author powers to decimate the herd*
Jazz: Holy-
Eric: *guffaw*

5) HEY! LISTEN!

Alex: GOD I HATE THAT GAME.
Namon: *snarls and catches the fairy in a fist and throws it at Auth*

6) Who would number 3 rather go camping with, 6 or 8?

Alex: *stares at the two*
Gabriel: .. you know, I have this awesome way of starting a fire.
Keusch: Is this kid even old enough to be in the military? *points*

7) Why is 6 afraid of 7?

Gabriel: *shudders* Agility. So... much... agility.
Jazz: *cackle*
Sebs: AND JUST HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT.

8) 4, do you think this is delicious? Or is it caketown?

Auth: Oh god this is so delicious.. mm... nomnomnom...

9) RINGRINGRINGRINGRINGRINGRINGRING BANANA PHONE.

Eric: *slaps Gabriel and Alex in the back of the head* YOU HAVE A BAD CONNECTION.

10) Hello 7, is this pizza castle? I want a pizza with pepperoni, cheese...

Jazz: Sorry you've got the wrong number *in a way too cheerful tone*

11) 5 is taking a shower and 2, 8, and 6 come over his/her house. What happens?

Sebs: Maybe we missed him.
Gabriel: Probably banging Auth...
Keusch: *peeping through windows.

12) What do you think of this quiz, 3?

Alex: *rubs back of head* I think it's causing a little stress and abuse *sob*.

13) 4, could you see 1 as a goth?

Auth: *stares at Eric*
Eric: *fidgets*
Auth: ...
Eric: FFFFINE, YES, I WAS IN HIGHSCHOOL.

14) Aww. 2 is sick. What does 7 do about it?

Sebs: *coughs and wails in utter agony*
Jazz: *comes in with cup'o'soup and crackers, which promptly gets abandoned 20 minutes later for snuggles*

15) 8 trips and 3 laughs. Then 5 kicks 3 for being a meanie. 4 is just standing there and watching a fight form. What

happens next?

Namon: ... Auth.
Auth: Namon wouldn't do such a thing *glare*
Alex: *helps Keusch up*
Keusch: Thanks, squirt.

16) Is this quiz boring you, 6?

Gabriel: *passed out on a couch with a magazine covering his face*

38) Why did the numbers suddenly skip to 38?

Blitzwing: AHAHAH TIME PARADOX!
Vamp: *facepalm*

18) Oh, I figured. Anyways 2, how're you today?

Sebastion: *working on a clock* GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY OFFICE PLEASE, I JUST DROPPED A GEAR.

19) B**** SLAP FOR YOU, 7.

Jazz: *Stunned*
Chase: *angry shriek and piledrives the sonofabitch*

20) Poor 2 is in the hospital. Who visits him/her, 1, 4, or 8?

Eric, Auth and Gabriel, because he JUST WOULN'T NOT GO. Keusch is busy black-marketing drugs to get Sebs better.

21) Why is this quiz so long?

Vamp: *facepalm, yet again*

22) Oh, right. Everyone goes to the beach. What activity would they do there?

Eric: *grabs Alex and throws him in the ocean*
Sebs: *stays mostly in the non-sandy areas, but ventures out once in a while with Gabes*
Alex: *SHRIEK*
Auth: *chills with Keusch in smokin' hawt bikinis*
Namon: *observes vigilantly everyone else, acting as lifeguard*
Gabriel: *tries to get Sebs to give him a smooch in public*
Jazz: *has fun with Eric and Alex in the water* ^_^
Keusch: *chills with Auth, and is carrying the cooler packed with questionable drinks*

23) Do you has a crush, 7? >w>

Jazz: Um... well. As ambiguous as the relationship is...
Chase: *huge grin*

24) This quiz is over since I have no better ideas. How does everyone feel now?

*collective sighs and groans from sunburns*

25) The end. You may tag someone.
Umm

and anyone else that has O... ]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26582712/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26582712/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 04:21:27 PDT I CAN'T EVEN WATCH TFA ANYMORE WITHOUT THINKING DIRTY NAUGHTY THINGS.
Like 'uhhhg he's so flexible' or 'DEM LIPZ' or 'DAT AFT.'

xD juuuust kidding.
It's all my fault too °u°


HNNNNGH DAMNIT.


Vroom vroom baby <3


_{Yaaay finally getting blood tests tomorrow. I'll study hard.}

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26567933/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26567933/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 11:47:59 PDT

Thank you everyone for your support. IT MAKES A DIFFERENCE.

I'M NOT OUT YET.


And mum will be helping this evening so I'm super-retarded-happy at that.
AHHH MUCH DRILLING TO BE DONE.




_{Vamp: I'll drill you...
Megatron: *facepalm*}

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26558088/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26558088/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 21:43:27 PDT That wonderful staff prop I was working on just got fucked. As It's too big to fit into any suitcase I had this awesome idea of splitting it in the middle - instead of three-parting with the top and bottoms like a smart person.
It didn't work out, to say the least, and with the lower half hoof already attached to the dowel, I'm sort of boned.
And pissed off to say the least. The head is still slavagable, but overall... fuck.

I was half tempted to just give up this morning and scrap it. I planned poorly for this. Everything sucks, is half-assed and doesn't even look halfway decent compared to Broll's outfit. My goddamned antlers won't stay on my head... A lot of everything is made but isn't put together, and I've got until next Wednesday to fix shit - with Saturday through Tuesday halfway taken up with work.

Unless there's some miracle item that can stick shit together and be able to take it apart again, I'm going to have to give up on my staff project.




]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26520806/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26520806/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 06:26:49 PDT
It dawned on me in the insane hours of morning light.
Phil LaMarr sounded DAMNED familiar...
..then it hit me harder than a Companion Cube bricking me in the back of the head.

Mr LaMarr also voiced the infamous Vamp of Metal Gear Solid.
FFFFFF.
That just amped up the SEXY factor about 100 times.



Meet Vamp:
[link]
[link]


(no this isn't the Vamp from which I draw my name - although I have to say he's just about as sexy)

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26517663/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26517663/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 00:29:03 PDT urple' make-up for my costume.

I'm not worried about it, but it's kind of the whole essence of night elf that will be lacking. It'd still be something I'd want to wear - even if it's my face that's going to get painted xD Hopefully I'd still be recognizable. I still have ears!

7 more days until I leave. Fff excited.
I don't even know what to do~
I'm very excited to meet Cala and Nick.
And all the cool people at the convention.

Gosh gosh gosh.
I'm so hungry >_<
So I'll go make something to eat, and get back to work.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26508523/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26508523/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 15:19:11 PDT Still finishing up the staff.


Seeing 's birthday post in my box today I thought I might try something for the same idea next month. Opinions?
I'm going to try and get a comission from him in October~ since that's my birthday muahaha.


FFF back to work! *cracks whip*

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26489776/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26489776/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 18:13:58 PDT
Why does it turn out to be 67?




Never ever use Cricket wireless.
EVER.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26476237/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26476237/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 02:22:05 PDT [link]





asldkfm.

She is my inspiration.



That is all.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26391634/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26391634/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 22:44:18 PDT Pick one, listen to it, post a comment about it xD if you want.
I think they're all good (apparently) but they all have different messages.


Great Escape - Kevin Rudolph
In the City - Kevin Rudolph
Heatwave - Julien Creance
Bring me Down - Pillar
Worlds on Fire - The Prodigy
Stealth'd Up - Druid Boyz
Welcome to the World - Kevin Rudolph (trend?)
I Gotta Feelin' - Black Eyed Peas
All I Ever Wanted - Basshunter
Unbreakable - Fireflight
3 Little Words - Frankmusik
Better off as Two - Frankmusik
Confusion Girl - Frankmusik
What It Is to Burn - Finch
Sky Might Fall - Kid Cudi
Sugar - FloRida
Paper Planes - MIA
Jolly Rancher - Tino Cochino
I Love Raiding - DecisionMusic
Chemical Beats - Chemical Brothers
Echo - Gorilla Zoe
I Kiss - DJ S3RL
White Flame (Original Mix) - Modulation

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26364298/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26364298/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 17:14:10 PDT
Have to go to the doctor on the 6th for blood tests. Trying to find out if there's something wrong with me. More on that later, I guess. Been thinking about a lot, and there's never anyone to talk to about it. Like more schooling, jobs and the like.

I still don't know what I want to do for a living, and I'm stuck in this hellish vortex of sitting and waiting. For what, I don't know. I'm constantly trying to push myself forward but it's turning out to be harder than I thought.

Writing is getting slow. I found a few surprisingly good fics though of late, and have been reading though (even though they have to do with certain mechanical deviants).

Drawing is mediocre, although I did have massive fun in iScribble
I want to try more robots since I think I'm finally getting a hang of them, even if they're direly terrible lol xD I've been pulling out my old Gundam stuff. I need to start drawing more things other than hot old guys, sexy young guys, and sex inbetween.

I need to learn how to use PaintShop. At least to maybe color or draw. It'd be fun and I'd feel better how to learn it.

I'd like to start doing more chibi/cute things for people. It'd make me feel better as well. So if you'd like something, feel free to note me. I'd make a goal to draw at least one thing a day, ink it and get it colored. It'd help me get back into progress, since all I've been doing recently is scribbles ^o^ I'll even try to draw robots!


I think I'm finally getting out of my shell a little more. At least I'm feeling better about the world around me and not hating every day I'm roused to. Keep inventing things to keep yourself going (even if it's trying to clean up your language, and using 'frag' a lot), and make every day interesting. And I don't care if people wonder why I'm talking to myself! Trying to stay in the gray, instead of the black, like always.



]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26341922/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26341922/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 16:41:57 PDT
HERE COMES IRONHIDE ON SOME 22s


I heard a Transformers rap song. On the radio. At work today. And I mean it included all the recent movie-formers, so it's pretty recent.

If I could find this song, it would make my day.
I'm really hoping it wasn't an original Texas Beats song, because then it's gonna be nigh impossible ;-;

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26323216/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26323216/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 17:58:43 PDT How far back can a transformer's memories go? If they are completely insoluable machines, what type of memory system would they have? 9k terabyte memory sticks? Then of course I had to take the other route - some sort of techno-organic memory 'base' that they have, that would expand and make room for more storage in incrments as they aged? Or do they just have a continually refreshing 'updater' in their memories? There's two ways to take it; machine-like or organic-like.

Then I got to thinking about TFA. I haven't seen the whole series, but I thought about some things I had read about Megatron - apparently he's been around for quite a few vorns and I think he might actually be the Megs from G1. I mean, OP in TFA isn't OP from G1, obviously, but... You would wonder about what Megatron would remember. Does the data just stack up or does the 'system' that makes them live edit and delete and store particular pieces of data? Hmm. SO MANY THEORIES.


I re-found my Jetfire figure today. It's the Voyager version, so he's a pretty-boy. Transformed him and came to the conclusion that for a Seeker/scientist/explorer, he sure does have a lot of artillary. For protection, I suppose (or protecting Screamer, daww). I don't remember if he trans-scanned some other flier in G1, but I still love his body kit. I also still like the fact that he's one of the bigger bots.

I'm kind of having a fit though. I cannot find my Blackout or Scorpinok figures. This is very troubling and slightly depressing. I can't remember the events of what happened before I moved back home from VA, so I'm hoping I didn't lose them somewhere along the way. :c

Off to make some dinner before embarking on another trip of paper macheing and crying on the inside.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26305351/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26305351/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 19:34:47 PDT


Because it's giving me very, very bad ideas that involve ungodly amounts of craft foam and spandex.



....
STAHSCREAAAAMMM

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26264344/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26264344/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 21:07:31 PDT
My idea, because the things have a lot of lateral weight, which means they want to pull out and down, was to have a small aluminum plate to base them into, then sit that on top of the headband. Man, that sparked the sudden onslaught of everyone throwing in suggestions.

This is a harder project :C
And I don't really want to pay 40$ for fake ones ;;

Meanwhile, the kneepads are about 90% done, and I should have some pics tonight to post. I'm very happy how they came out. The shoulders are almost done. Just need to put in the under layer of foam and back strap so they don't fail and fall off

Tunic needs hemming. Need to figure out these damned furry arm things..

[link]
C: I like this one. But in dark green, please!

Dear dA: PLEASE FIX YOUR MACRO RECOGNITION SYSTEM. I'M GETTING TIRED OF GETTING 'WINK/RAZZ' WHEN I TYPE CERTAIN THINGS. I'M PRETTY SURE EVERYONE ELSE IS TOO.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26246950/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26246950/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 03:15:41 PDT
Things I'd like to get done within the next season;

- 1 or 2 chapters of Chasing the Flame
- 1 or 2 chapters of my Grau project [серый виток]
- definitive character descriptions for both of these
- character and chapter illustrations

- finish my English and literature classes
- take another art class (possibly computer graphique; Photoshop drawing and that sort of stuff)
- find a better job
- get finances in order [they aren't bad, just unorganized keeping ]
- reorganize my living space - terrible feng shui

- visit Lita
- better my mental condition and try to stop being so negative
- eat healthier and exercise more
- build something [shelves lol]
- maybe make a penpal, or just send friends letters or cards

- adopt a mudkip
xD

===
On the other hand, I've been in a werewolf/fox mood lately. No idea why. I guess working with all this fur and bone lately is tapping that feral side. Meh. Maybe it'll spark some art soon, eh?

Vamp

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26226119/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26226119/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 05:04:52 PDT
Please step your PETA-worshipping, animal-rights activist ass out of my gallery.

I already had fisticuffs with a Finnish dyke over my preferences of hunting and eating POOR INNOCENT ANIMALS a little over FIVE YEARS AGO.

Next time think about what you're going to say before putting it in my in-box. Research your facts before getting hoity-toity and throwing the 'Butcher' title on me. I may be a hard-ass and a dick, but I don't go out a slaughter mindlessly. I'm not like That Other Guy at the lease who killed over the hunting limit, just for exotic racks.

It's 0700 and I'm not in the right state of mind for reading your happy anti-animal-use horseshit.

If you don't like it, get the fuck out of my space and mind your own business.

Thanks.

Unappreciatively, Vamp

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26194204/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26194204/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 16:13:31 PDT
And they are fabulous! My brother-in-law managed to rustle up some of his old collection for The Cause, and one out of three sets is just the perfect size. Soon, my pretties, I'll be running around goring people *cackle*

Pics later. Much scrubbing to do now.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26107348/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26107348/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 11:54:59 PDT
which gives me evil ideas.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26086556/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26086556/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 12:20:45 PDT
Like the question, "Is this something my mother would be able to read?" haunts me now and then. Perhaps a heavily edited version. Mom always knows I'm writing about something or other, I've just never given her the base of WHAT it is. I'm pretty sure her Christian heart would flop over if she found out her youngest was writing terrible naughty things between two men. Guilty.

Although I have to give myself some kind of pat on the back. Over the past four years I've managed to downgrade from outright smut to at least something halfway intelligible that deals with human problems and concepts. With a little kissing thrown in.

How would society take in a fiction that centers around the relationship of a 30 year old man and an 18 year old boy. With all the pandering old men with young wives happening, I'm sure it would normally be looked over - if it weren't the fact that Alex is a hell of a lot less mature at the time. Consciousness comes into play then, as Alex is more than enthused about getting the game on when Eric's like "chill out, killer."

While Alex isn't an outright gerontophile, it's a situational relationship. Eric is all too aware of the possible outcomes of what could happen between he and Alex, and I think it's something I need to expand on further. The way he thinks of it is like clipping a bud too early - what if what he does effects the boy for the rest of his life? The reason the unfolding of their relationship takes three years is for that reason; Eric does love Alex, he just doesn't want to ruin it. Needless to say, he's the one that says 'wait', and Alex just wants to prove himself, and on the way grows up. It is - a reflection of breaking into adulthood - through hardships and learning, despite the fact they're a little more than human.

===
(notes from work)

Alex was missing for (...) days.
"No, killing someone for what I seek would be too easy. Giving Eric the utmost agony of seeing someone he loves in peril would be much more sweeter. It might just drive him to bring me my (item) I seek..." -Ion
(what if Eric didn't know where it was?)

- the Shop came into speculation after that; "This is bad publicity. Makes us look like a bunch of perverted old cradle robbers." - Gabes

- while not outright rape as most put it (I hate that concept with a passion), Alex was mentally and physically molested by Ion in the end, and as any young mind would take it, it did traumatize and effect him. His parents didn't help much, they didn't know who did it, but empathy was short and disconcerting. After he was rescued and returned to his parentals, it was mostly Eric & co. who took care of him, even as he withdrew from his usual bright self. Sebs was mostly worried about alien cooties. He didn't want anything to do with his friends or family after that. It was even hard for Eric to step back into his life. He did, though, almost forcefully, but he had to break the self-pity fuck Alex was pulling. It happened, now you have to get over it and be a stronger person. Not to mention vengeance on Eric's half.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26067015/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26067015/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 13:41:12 PDT [link]

xD I got a 51.
How terrible.
I only answered questions that pertained to anything that 'features' "myself" in it - i.e. my Chasing the Flame series.

Hopefully one day I'll be able to fit a lot more other people I know in there.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26053620/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26053620/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 21:14:05 PDT

I managed to catch a lot of what I missed the first time because I was probably having a fangasm.

But I'm pretty sure my mother and myself wasn't expecting the full-fledged sob of grief and sissy crying that I did when Optimus fell. I'm pretty sure the people next to us were wondering wtf was going on. I pull some crazy shit sometimes...

On the other hand I think I can start warming up to Sideswipe and Volt(?), but I'm still mildly disturbed by the Twins. Arcee is still the top notch, despite the fact they personalized her more in the book than the movie.

Oh, and where the hell was Ratchet during the first half of the movie? He didn't showcase until the fight between Prime and Megatron >:c I think. Well, it was late in the game.

HE BETTER'VE BEEN FIXING JAZZ FOR THE THIRD MOVIE.

===

Picked up a TFA Prowl and Megatrawn (Cybertron version) today. Ooo~ now my little G1 Jazzy has a friend to play with xD. I just had to laugh, though, because it was the one that has his samurai gear - a riceburner with a sidecar is highly amusing concept.

And now all my other figurines have a new Lord to worship. I have NEVER had a Megatron figure until today unfortunately. And oh is he so princely and worshiply. Anyway. I don't like his arm cannon though - not detatchable, ungainly, and makes him unbalanced. Chestplate pops open when arms are moved. Want to buy remedy for this. Also, no swords > I do like the click-action joints though. Manages to keep him from collapsing from the massive weight of his cannon.

_{Megatron: YOU KNOW YOU LIKE THEM BIG.}
*muffles that with a pillow*

More about this later. Moar sleep inbound.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26017560/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/26017560/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 00:12:09 PDT All I ever wanted was to make you mine
I know that I love you, oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted, was you and me
- Basshunter [All I Ever Wanted]

Thanks, to everyone who writes my TF humans better than I do. Thanks to all the people that listen or just watch. Thanks to everyone that I've run into within the past 4-5 years of being here. For the faves, the input, the chatting, the help and the shoulders to lean on. For putting up with the rants and bitches, the silence and the awkward moments. In this big black hole of anonymity that I enjoy too much sometimes.

I'm also sorry. For anyone that I didn't reply to, get back to, or was too scared to start anything with. I'm sorry that I'm onry and stubborn and antisocial. Everyone has an ego or some personal rift they can't get over, or it's just the worst thing about them that pops up. It's everyone's hearts changing, all over the world. It's everyone's minds cranking over and replacing new gears. Slowly but surely, we will all change.

Maybe one day we can all be together. I think I'd like that a lot better, than being apart.





[DAMN YOU WALMART WHY DON'T YOU HAVE ANY TRANSFORMERS FIGURES. ]

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/25929563/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/25929563/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 20:31:59 PDT
"You are Ironhide. You are a tough skinned old war horse. You have to be one of the onriest individuals ever. You are a natural protector and you will place yourself in harms way for any of your comrads. Your body and mind both move a little slowly, but when things get hairy, you are the one who can take all the flak and still be standing at the end. Rock on with your tough as hell self."

I sure am onry and hell yes I move slow in both departments. It irks people the most, that part of me.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/25889367/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/25889367/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 22:33:33 PDT
First person to draw this little morsel I imagined the first time I heard that dead-sexy monotone voice in the new movie gets an art trade.

Seriously.

===

Meanwhile, I would really like to get my scanner back up so I can put up some of this non-digi work I've been scrawling out. Boobs, man-chest, nipples.... amped up Chasing the Flame characters. And get it colored. Pencils are becoming my friends again.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/25869522/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/25869522/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 21:33:56 PDT Especially when you live out... where I live. I don't know if it's a location thing, although I bet it is, service blows.

Wrists are starting to hurt. Do not want arthritis this early in my life ):<


What is 'drawing?'

]]> *sleepyoldvamp http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/25494760/ http://sleepyoldvamp.deviantart.com/journal/25494760/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 12:13:42 PDT that tonight's gonna be a good night.

I know that we’ll have a ball
if we get down
and go out
and just loose it all

I feel stressed out
I wanna let it go
Lets go way out spaced out
and losing all control

- Black Eyed Peas


I think the fact that I heard this song on the radio today made my mood jump up about 10 notches. Strange how music can do that.

]]> *sleepyoldvamp