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The product of doubt, distress and disorientation.

Welcome: 'Terrible Truths' [ I LOVE ALLITERATIONS THIS MUCH ] <3

I thought it would be ok to share. Hell, even necessary in these wicked times of optimisms and crisis. In these, the times, where you are sure you recognize this freshly-fucked feeling of deja vú but you can't exactly put your finger on it. Because it would be socially awkward. And who needs that at(in) this day and age?

Hmmm, now that I think about it. We should leave my discourse of programmed philosophical despair for later. Lets take the pre-scheduled approach to this.

A reaction (or a reflection) of recent events. That is what a journal is all about. Not a diary, not a documentary of daily events.

This year I've been subject of change. I'm going to call it a fart. Kind of like an existentialist hiatus. Yes. That.

"... and this is how your life is supposed to turn out"
Fuck that I say. Love. Family. Work. A Profession. Your Life. Your Passion. Abstract social laws to benefit obscure entities.

= Induced means of control =

You'd think I should be smarter by know. I could be a doctor by know. When you count down the facts...its really depressing.

Wherever this leads me. Wherever I let it take me. I refuse to go back to happy and normal and stable. I'm afraid I can't afford it. With all this imperfections I mean.

But I don't want to re-live all the fucking mistakes now do I? But I read, once, that is the only way to keep yourself young. Find your biggest mistakes. Then do it all over again. Are we all avoiding risks to make it safely to death???

I won't. Death won't beat me to it.

So what do you say? "something beautiful or something free?"

I like men. I like how men look sleeping. I like muscle cars. I like men sleeping in muscle cars.

I really do like how men look sleeping. Something about the way their lips relax and their brow furrows and that shy rosy blush and "serious happy noises" they make when they have a particular nice dream.

I'll go on with my life, trying to keep some decent clothing on my back and my hands busy.

I wish I could attach some pictures to this. Since decent journals have pictures and drawings in them. But hell, I can still draw something up.

THE THREAT IS REAL.

FINAL WORDS?

NONE OF YOUR DECISIONS TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE ARE FINAL>


>>SO

HERE's TO LIFE...


NOW, your turn, tell me a gross personal story...


[...]
I'll be back when I sell out.

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/23202787/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/23202787/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 18:56:21 PST It really takes a lot for me to find a worthy book. Something brilliant that keeps me spellbound (as clichéd as it sounds)

I thought it would be nice to share my list of influential books. By influential I don't mean books that made you smarter, more witty and an educated young trendy person. By influential I mean books that changed your point of view on something, made you realize something about you that you didn't know. Made you feel pathetic. Made you feel small and dumb. Made you feel new. The kinds of books that you wished everyone read. The kind of books you read over and over again. The ones you can quote and re write with your name on them.
I would give out a list of books but it would be quite useless. Not to mention personal. Sometimes I don't want people to read the books I read. I think they loose something when people read them and don't get them. I feel cheated.

Now I leave you with this. I hope people understand it. Or better yet. That they don't.

An Excerpt from Paul Palahniuk's Novel "Invisible Monsters"

It's all mirror, mirror on the wall because beauty is power the same way money is power the same way a gun is power. Anymore, when I see the picture of a twenty-something in the newspaper who was abducted and sodomized and robbed and then killed and here's a front-page picture of her young and smiling, instead of me dwelling on this being a big, sad crime, my gut reaction is, wow, she'd be really hot if she didn't have such a big honker of a nose. My second reaction is I'd better have some good head and shoulders shots handy in case I get, you know, abducted and sodomized to death. My third reaction is, well, at least that cuts down on the competition.

If that's not enough, my moisturizer I use is a suspension of inert fetal solids in hydrogenated mineral oil. My point is that, if I'm honest, my life is all about me. "

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/22459270/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/22459270/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 19:15:35 PST And my scanner lets me down yet again. For some reason it completely gave out on me. Everyone that knows me understands that my attention span is very limited and whenever I finish a drawing its quite the event.
But fuck that. When ever I can'scan it I shall.

I hope this year goes better than the last and that I get to do more stuff. Like in everything I mean.

I am so very confuse though. I don't have much time to decide if I stay in my bachelor's focus, move to philosophy, or leave my life and my worldly possessions and move to another country and become a hobo. I'm seriously considering all 3 possibilities.

Really all my life all I've ever wanted to do is travel. As simple as that. I have no regard for my future, getting a profitable job or a social status. I think for people who plan their life, things rarely come out as desired. I decided to leave my destiny surprise me.

I'm happy and feel at peace with it all. Even though its very difficult for some people to accept that. I don't give a shit
(and I mean this in the most positive way possible)

Drama aside (since I hate dramatic journals)

I've been drawing some shit...
Ofcourse I'd be happy to take on request.


"Hay dudas que nos mutilan
hay deudas del corazón
hay días que nos estorban
hay "dioses" que van de dios

Pero hay voces que no callan
si las sabes escuchar
son los gritos de tu gente
que te animan a luchar

Y verás que en la vida hay que sufrir
y verás que en la vida hay que luchar
y al final si eres fuerte ganarás
no queda sino batirnos
no queda sino luchar

Ten cerca siempre a un amigo
y al enemigo a tu par
para aprender como piensa
y cuando actue reaccionar

Las traiciones que bien matan
son las hechas con amor
y no hay estocada más grande
que el acero de una voz"

No Queda Sino Batirnos
-Mägo de Oz

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/21505720/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/21505720/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 17:52:17 PST
]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/21411275/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/21411275/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 19:29:40 PST Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”



Mood: Apathetic

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/20832826/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/20832826/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 21:38:56 PDT
I consider myself a connoisseur of mortality. While my millions of brethren and sisteren

chew,
chew,
chew,

their way through whatever offal comes along comes along, inexorable but mindless, I preserve my energies for the sweetest meat: the carcass tainted by fear. The carcass that suffered the protracted death, the agonizing death. Meat crisped alive by fire, meat sliced open by steal.

Meat with a bullet in its gut.

Here in the slaughter house, I dine well.

It is everything to do with mortality.

It is the great beauty of the colour of meat, of its many colours:
the spongy purple of drowned flesh,

the translucent rose of fresh viscera,

the seething indigo of rot.

Bacon must have painted in the slaughterhouse. It is the great beauty of the flavour of meat, of its many flavours.

When we reduce a carcass to bone, we not only reveal its structure; we become composed of its elements. For most of the others, this is a matter of breaking down proteins and replenishing simple larval tissues. For me it’s a kind of catharsis. I take on the qualities of the deceased, i am nourished by his perceptions, and somehow I aid in releasing his soul.

Consequently, i have lived thousands of lives. I have memorised countless tomes, and written more than a few. I have constructed dynasties, then torn them down or watched them fall. I have been a foetus in a womb and a guru in a cave. I have digested the concepts of ‘freedom’ and ‘love’ and ‘eternity’ and excreted them, over and over again.

Men kill other men, sometimes for sport, sometimes for love, sometimes just sending them to the slaughterhouse to feed still more men – or, if left too long, to feed me and my kin. Each one thinks he has lived the worst of times, but nothing has ever been different.

I Curl in the slightly damaged brain of a young man who died for no particular reason, after a protracted and honourable hunt. The glistening whorls are dissolving, coming unglued, breaking down into their chemical components. I gorge myself on the primordial soup of his mind. The terrible realisation that dawned upon him at the moments of death sharpens the taste.

I become drunk on his flood of experiences and emotions. I synthesize his knowledge. I live his entire life in the time that it takes me to eat a path through his liquefying brain.

I wallow in his world.

I die his weary death.

As always, it makes me glad to be a maggot in the slaughter house, and not a man.

-------------
This is the poem "In Vermis Veritas" by Poppy Z Brite

I got obsessed with this some time ago. It's one think to read it. Its a whole different thing listing to Brian Molko whispering it.

Isn't it nice?

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/20671655/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/20671655/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 15:51:51 PDT Por ver crecer a mi pueblo aquí
Y perderé en un suspiro
Lo que en una vida tardé en construir

Si he de vivir, no será mendigando
Por mi cultura y por lo que creí
Si he de caer, será al menos luchando
Porque no secuestren mi libertad

Si he de callar, lo haré dejando
Que hable por mi, el viento de aquí
No quiero ver a mi pueblo adorando
A un Dios que no puede al sol oír

Si he de gritar mi odio irá levantando
Tal tempestad que ira os helará
Si he de matar no será asesinando
El hombre blanco lo hace,
No por sobrevivir

Se que llegará el día
En que llueva libertad
Y que escrito en la luna
Con la tinta de un clavel
Se lea "vive en paz"

No dejes que la melancolía
De tu memoria sea el retrovisor
No dejes que una frontera consiga
Determinar el país de una flor

Beso el suelo y de rodillas
Me despido de la mar
En otra vida volveré
Hoy van a rodar cabezas
Hoy van a rodar


- Van a rodar cabezas

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/20564365/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/20564365/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 07:14:32 PDT
I'll be moving to Spain in February.
I'm am very excited about it and even though it is proving to be a difficult process I am looking forward to it all.

Sadly I have gotten no support from anyone. Only a few people I can count with like 3 fingers. By support I DO NOT MEAN MONEY. I have never asked anybody for any money. I feel really discouraged and depressed. I didn't know what to expect of the people close to me but certainly not this. (Doubts, Negative comments, Hypocrisy, Anger...)

I am aware of what am I doing. This is not a caprice,a whim or an impulse. It goes beyond studying and achieving anything.

I never had anything to prove or to loose.

This is a personal choice. Being a personal choice I believe it will only involve ME as a person. Opinions are appreciated, not needed.

Still, all negativeness aside, I am happy. I really wanna live somewhere else for a while and hang around and I'm sure I won't miss anything too much. I'll be occupied in my intense studying.
Alright, that was a joke. I won't study.

Well, I am focusing on not taking myself too seriously and on taking everything that comes my way as lightly as I can.

I will also visit some other countries while I'm at it.
I'll post my tour dates on another journal


"No eches raíces en un sitio, muévete
pues no eres un árbol, para eso tienes dos pies.

El hombre más sabio es el que sabe que su hogar
es tan grande como pueda imaginar.

Cuando veas una estrella fugaz..."

- 'La Danza Del Fuego" -Mago de Oz


(Ask for translations if needed)

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/17210258/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/17210258/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 13:46:28 PST
Happiness

Life salvages its happy hour
Lets me fish eyes from sand uncover
So I can stitch them over mine
And watch you through the water shine
And catch the water snakes that crawl
In motley knots in your skull’s bowl

Mist

When the mist the meadow leaves
I cut my skin in sweet release
Two fathoms sink into the pores
My collarbones a white sea’s shores

I scratch my eyes all out to find
No windows now, the house is blind
My skull is open to invite
The freezing snow to fall inside

I stab my chest – amusing pain,
My heart will soak in pouring rain
And in my veins you will discover
A bouquet of red, bloody flowers

I shred like paper every day,
And each will take a bit away;
I put the bits upon your brow
Inside your brain they will be now
Until, diminished and quite small,
I fit into your body whole

And then upon your breast I rise
All open now is the disguise
I have to crawl in through your lips
And trap your tongue in teasing kiss

A mole upon your skin I see
My little island it will be
And nested on a scar I sit
A hair into my grip will fit
When pale is the dress you wear
And you read fairy-tales in tears


Both poems are the works of Till Lindemann
extracted from his book "Messer"
Originals below:


Glück

Das Leben birgt auch gute Stunden
hab Fischaugen am Strand gefunden
werd sie auf meine Augen nähen
kann dich dann unter Wasser sehen
und alle die bunten Wasserschlangen
aus deinem schönen Schädel fangen.


Nebel

Wenn die Nebel aus den Wiesen steigen
werd ich mir die Haut aufschneiden
zwei Faden unterm Schluesselbein
lass ich das weisse Meer hinein

Ich steche mir die Augen aus
ohne Fenster ist das Haus
schlag mir schoen den Schaedel ein
dann schneit es und mein Hirn friert ein

Ich hacke meine Brust aus Spass
es regnet und mein Herz wird nass
oeffne meine dicken Venen
und schenk dir Straeusse roter Traenen

Ich schneide wie ein Blatt Papier
jeden Tag ein Stueck von mir
leg dir die Teile auf die Stirn
versenke sie in deinem Hirn
bis ich winzig und ganz klein
zieh dann in deinen Koerper ein

Ich werde auf deine Brueste steigen
und mir selbst die Aussicht zeigen
durch die Lippen kriechen muessen
kann ich deine Zunge kuessen

Der Leberfleck auf deinem Bein
soll meine kleine Insel sein
die kleine Narbe wird mein Nest
ich beiß mich an den Haerchen fest
wenn du das blasse Kleid anziehst
und weine wenn du Maerchen liest

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/17026271/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/17026271/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 13:40:27 PST
How's it hanging?!

ok, let me just say that this is kind of pointless since I'm not really *that* much around DA anyways but *shrug* I'd just thought I should let all my minions know that they'll be saying even less of me.

It will be odd my friends but listen to this...
I will have no internet by the end of the month

BUT -!

I'll have a new laptop soon

So that is good news right?

oh and did I mentioned I am working around the scanner so I expect to unload some artwork EVENTUALLY this week

BUT -!

Then again I always say the same thing and never do it so
you should know that's how I roll by now

soooooo...
yeah

not to mention my eternally on going art trades (in which I just can't freaking stop getting my self into!)

of the resent one I have only finished one and a half-ish
of about 5
which are mostly drawings


Man, I find posting journals using Modest Mouse's songs as subject amusing (But I'll rant about that some other time when I'm drunk or something)

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/17026125/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/17026125/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 13:31:26 PST
How's it hanging?!

ok, let me just say that this is kind of pointless since I'm not really *that* much around DA anyways but *shrug* I'd just thought I should let all my minions know that they'll be saying even less of me.

It will be odd my friends but listen to this...
I will have no internet by the end of the month

BUT -!

I'll have a new laptop soon

So that is good news right?

oh and did I mentioned I am working around the scanner so I expect to unload some artwork EVENTUALLY this week

BUT -!

Then again I always say the same thing and never do it so
you should know that's how I roll by now

soooooo...
yeah

not to mention my eternally on going art trades (in which I just can't freaking stop getting my self into!)

of the resent one I have only finished one and a half-ish
of about 5
which are mostly drawings

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/16499794/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/16499794/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 04:50:03 PST
My only regret in this life was that all my friends are wankers, I didn't wash behind my ears and that I didn't bitch slap Chuck Norris

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/15474554/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/15474554/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 06:45:16 PST
ACT 1 :

A lone schizophrenic prostitute and her halucinated monkey singin under the moon light on the streets of 18th century London

Prostitute: -"I stabbed a John in the guts an now they call me nuts!" (Happy upbeat music)

A sex crazed psycho with a granny complex walks up to her. Pets the monkey and kisses her cheek.


Psycho: -"I can not believe something so beautiful can be so cheap? No from where do you hail my fair lady of the deep?"


(I'm working on a tragic comedy)

LOL yes, what a trip ehn? well, since all the Broadway writers are on strike I figured "Hey, why not give it a chance?"

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/15392160/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/15392160/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 13:29:01 PST
But doing alrighty

I'm just bored and I you people know how much i freaking love those damn pointless test


75 Random Questions:
Random
Do you have any pets?

A cat (Hanibal) a chicken (Paul) a Snake (Cute) a roach (Honey) [ dead]
What color shirt are you wearing?

very bright yelow

Name three things that are physically close to you:

a rug. a table. my remote

What is the last book you read?

One flew over the cookoo's nest

Are you or were you a good student?

Never good enough claro

What's your favorite sport? Badminton

Do you enjoy sleeping late? Hell no

What's the weather like right now? Cloudy night

Who tells the best jokes? My best friend

What was the last thing you dreamed about?

It involved a scalpel and stairs

Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? I drive, but I have never crashed

Do you believe in karma? Karma is a lovely bitch

Do you believe in luck? Yes

Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? Scrambled if you will

Do you collect anything? If so, what? Straws and empty cans

Are you proud of yourself? Not at all

Are you reliable? Not at all

Have you ever given money to a bum? All the time

What's your favorite food? Ice cream

Have you ever had a secret admirer? Not that I know of (But in that case it wouldn't be secret right?)

Do you like the smell of gasoline? Love it

Do like to draw? I like to doodle

What's your favorite invention? Pants

Is your room messy? I forgot what my floor looks like if that gives you an idea

What do you like better: oranges or apples? Oranges

Do you give in easily? Really easily

Are you a good guesser? Nop

Can you read other people's expressions? Absolutly

Are you a bully? When I have to

Do you have a job? I call it "life"

What time did you wake up this morning? 3;15 am

What did you eat for breakfast this morning? a ham, cheese and
bacon sandwich (courtesy of Sammy)

When was the last time you showered? 2 days ago

What do you plan on doing tomorrow? shower

What's your favorite day of the week and why? Friday (coz I only take French)

Do you have any nicknames? A bunch, junkie (for starters)

Have you ever been scuba diving? No but God do I wanna...

What's your least favorite color? yellow

Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who? yeah...Till Lindemann lol

Would you ever go skydiving? Hell yeah

What toothpaste do you use? Whatever is available

Do you enjoy challenges? NO NEIN NON

What's the worst injury you have had? I "twisted" my nose and I dunno if it counts but I was stung by a jellyfish

What's the last movie you saw? The Birdcage

What do you want to know about the future? Nothing

What does your last text message say? "Ven pa casa el viernes q me compre guitar hero 3 y tengo otra botella de vino"

Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to? My best friend

What's your favorite school subject? French

What's your least favorite school subject? Spanish

Would you rather have money or love? Money to buy love

What is your dream vacation? Greece

What is your favorite animal? Cat

Do you miss anyone right now? YEAH..a whole lot more that I thought I would

What's the last sporting event you watched? A bike show?

Do you need to do laundry? really badly

Do you listen to the radio? ehn...not much

Where were you when 9/11 happened? In my grandma's house watching cartoons

What do you do when vending machines steal your money? I steal someone elses

Have you ever caught a butterfly? Why the hell would I want a buterfly for?

What color are your bed sheets? Stripes, few colors

What's your ringtone? I had "Trogdor"

Who was the last person to make you laugh? Paul

Do you have any obsessions right now? YEAH...you should know by now

Do you like things that glow in the dark? Love em

What's your favorite fruity scent? Grapefruit or melon and cucumber

Do you watch cartoons? Yep

Have you ever sat on a roof? Yeah, one of the best experiences of my life

Have you ever been to a different country? yep

Name three things in the world y... ]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/15217843/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/15217843/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 15:22:02 PDT
now, you people! the people that study in the freaking UPR with me! (you know who you are!)
Don't forget to go to la "degustacion francesa" from my french class!
Es el 1 de noviembre! en el salon 307!
de 11:00 a 1:00
espero verlos a tos ahi carajo! yo voy a estar de fotografa y los quiero ver a tos los frikin cascaras poniendo sus caras y posando y comiendo por q me van a dar nota por eso! now, no pongan caras y prueben las cosas. vayan por ahi, y vanyanse rapido, no se queden hangiando por ahi coz me van a crampiar my style. lol es tripiando, vayan vayan ^_^
me va a backtripiar verlos probar el pate, y toa las otras cosas que van a haber...bwahahahahaha!

los espero bitches!!!

"I'll look at you like your stupid"

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/14757642/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/14757642/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:26:00 PDT
Skin Cancer

The sun, is my new enemy, it..ugh. I'm considering moving underground after this one. I felt asleep for like 15 minutes I swear and when I woke up I was red. I changed from tanned, to red, to burnt and finally to over cooked.
Let's just call it, the color of pain for the sake of the argument. It hurts to smile at this point you know.

My best friend fell asleep with a towel over her....and her damned freckles are safe and sound.

Betch

On other news...the trades. The trades. They are actually looking up. Just very very mucho muy slowly.But they are happening eventually! (just don't hold your breath)

As if...I have a bunch of doodles to upload! I'm just waiting to finish one in special for a certain

to upload the shit out of my drawings..oh and another one for someone but its a surprise ^_^

anyways

adios!

"asslolcute"

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/14647379/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/14647379/ Sat, 15 Sep 2007 16:20:23 PDT I would like to express my eternal gratitude to for this nifty new avatar she made for me! I love it and it's neat ^_^
GRACIAS!
for all you un-cultured numb nuts , it's a pic of Till Lindemman, lead singer of Rammstein. A man i greatly admire, in the vid for the song "DU HAST" which was the song (and video) that made me fall in love with them, specially Till I guess.

I'm so in love with the icon, watch it and weep bitchez! ain't it adorable?!

in other news, I'll be uploading some doodles in the near future, just need to get of my lazy ass and do it, they are accumulating up in my doodle book (I have been doodling a lot since I got into the university)
So until next time, enjoy my new icon and it's all credited to the awesome go and check her awesomeness now

"awlolasscute"

bye bye now ^_^

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/14460396/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/14460396/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 18:32:11 PDT but now for the real reason of this...I've been tagged, and that is
reason enough to sit on my lazy ass and upload this bit!
so here goes, just so you know , some :SalemSaori: tagged mich!

ah and it goes something like this...


: Rules :
1. Tag minimum of 6 peeps & tell them in their page that they've been tagged
2. Copy paste the tag and answer the questions
3. You can add your own favorite categories to the list

Write your favourite from the following:

01. Family member............................ My cat Hannibal

02. Age............................................ 17, in dog years

03. Hair color.................................... Brown, dull plain brown.

04. Book.......................................... American Psycho, Anansy boys (anything to do with Neil Gaiman, Marquis de Sade, Oscar Wilde and Will Self)

05. Car............................................. *sigh* ye olde Camaro

06. Shop........................................... Suncoast , they sell movies you know

07. Movie.......................................... Paris Je t'aime (is my new high)

08. Cafe............................................ lol not.

09. Restaurant................................... ehn..el Zipperle

10. Style of music.............................. Industrial, lounge and alternative (and Opera)

11. Band............................................Rammstein, First Arsch !

12. Dish............................................ Ravioli, rotinni, Veal, olla podrida (and aceitunas! solas, just that)

13. Channel....................................... Comedy Central

14. TV show....................................... Just stand up comedy and maybe some Scrubs every once in a while

15. Computer program....................... Word

16. Person "living"...............................i have to say Oscar Wilde lol, nah really Till Lindemann

17. Style of photography..................... Architecture/ indoors

18. Form of art................................... Sketching

19. City other than your own............... Well, other than my perfect Bayamon in this island I'm suposed to say Hatorey. But i really wanna go to Vienna, Berlin, Barcelona and Tokyo.

20. Country other than your own.......... Germany and Costa Rica.

21. Activity....................................... Walking around the city.

22. sport.......................................... Badminton

23. hangout...................................... As stupid as it sounds, the mall , the food court to be exact, next to a picture of some man's crotch in Santa Rosa mall and the train

24. season........................................ Winter (not like it makes any difference here)

25. month......................................... December.

26. actor........................................... Gaspard Ulliel.

27. game.......................................... Resident Evil (todos!)

28. song/piece of music..................... Mein Herz Brennt, Reise Reise, Laichzeit, mann gegen mann by Rammstein and Luna by Alessandro Safina

29. material...................................... Aluminum paper

30. scent.......................................... Cherry (black cherry)

31. perfume/cologne.......................... Farenheit ( i know it's a man's perfume but i love it!)

32. joke............................................ Who can't see the genius behind dead baby jokes?! I'll have to agree with my tagger

33. drink........................................... Mountain Dew (you can get me to do anything for one)

34. animal........................................ Cat. Scorpions.

35. part of your body......................... hmmmm my feet.

36. deviant........................................ Just one? they are a lot! starting by Salem alone then all the other Rammstein comrades in their respective order...

37. email host.................................... Hawtmail

38. time of hour of the day.................. 5 am and 5 pm

39. hobby............................ ]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13924493/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13924493/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 08:25:07 PDT
Well, I'm static. I found what I was looking for. I found the First Arsch songs! (listening to them as we speak) and well, I sort of didn't find them, i was given them. (thank you!) They are even better than I expected them to be!!

Putting aside my new First Arsch obsession (my favorite songs are: Priest in love, Big Dong, and Crowded house)

I have a lot of thing I wanna do before the Summer end and well...

More Kroenen art! (to upload in the Klub )
Upload mein Resident Evil doodles ! (Have you seen the trailer for the next video game?! )
My art trades! (I'm trying my best I promise ^_^)
Get some toast (I'm kind of hungry)
Read (The picture of Dorian Gray)
Find more books to quench my good reading thirst! (haven't read a good book in a while)
Doodle some more ^_^ .....

And well, that's about it for now.
I think I might have more time to catch up on my stuff when I start in the university
(Since I have 5 (five,cinco, fünf) effing hours between classes!) Which I might as well dedicate to the art of living and existing or maybe learning another language *shrugs*

*salutes*

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13865776/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13865776/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 20:32:48 PDT I know, I screwed up...
I know that i owe...and well
I wanna apologize before hand to all the people i owe
*deep bow*
but well, i am just unable to comply right now but i promise...
all the trades are in process or even finished...just need some tweaking or retouching or finishing or just tipping

so here goes...my list of trades
Eternal trade with Salem- incomplete
fic trade with ~:dark-gurl86:~ -incomplete
fic trade with Gunn Irene -incomplete
trade with a new friend from far-incomplete

the other things i owe, are from people who possibly forgot i still owe them lol

*sigh* now..as it has become a bad habit of mine, i found this on ~:SalemSaori:~ 's journal..so i must steal it ^_^


Psychoanalyze Yourself. Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means. [No cheating!]

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you?

Shit..I just *cant* picture anyone beside me!

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?

A reindeer, one of those with the really big horn thing on it's head.

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?

Basically a staring contest, we just stare at each other.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house. how big is it?

Big, two stories high, with almost no walls, instead just glass walls.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?

No fence of any kind anywhere near it.

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?

Fancy silverware, Fancy place mats. Chairs...elegant and armrest less.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?

A wine glass...with red semi-dry wine.

8. What do you do with the cup?

Drink it's content..(what?! it's my dream house! I can't drink *my* wine?!)

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it?

One of those deep black lakes...really big and seemingly big.

10. How will you cross the water?

I'll swim it...or maybe get a motor boat.

-------------------------------------------------------

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.

That's akward...i have no one.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.

Oh-oh...it's big...

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

I take slight notice of it..stare at the possibilities for a while the I'll just walk away.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

Big enough.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.

Well, you can drop in anytime, I'll be there with cookies and booze or something you like ^_^

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

Come on..i'm not *so* unhappy...what about the fancy silverware?!

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

LMFAO ....Glass?! shit...

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
It has alcohol you say? bottoms up!

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.

Hmmmmm..I guess it's a hormone thing *shrugs*

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.

I'll swim by it...it'll be alright eventually, ^_^
I'll get a motorboat lol


It was all so much awkward that I thought it should be lol

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13656460/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13656460/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 09:02:57 PDT (I cant seem to help my self i just love doing this shit! ^_^ )

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name


If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
My Curse-Killswitch engage
(I'll just spit out my favorite course word)

How would you describe yourself?
Special Needs- Placebo
(that was just mean, you stupid windows media player!)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Freak on a leash-Korn
(oh my....yeeeaaahhhh...)

How do you feel today?
Choke-A Perfect Circle
(This is turning out to be weirder than i thought)

What is your life's purpose?
96 Quite Bitter Beings-CKY
(....?)

What is your motto?
Digging up the corpses- Devil Driver
(Don't let'em lie there ! dig'em up !)

What do your friends think of you?
The Flame that Guide us Home-Demon Hunter
(Isn't that nice, they worship me)

What do you think of your parents?
This apparatus must be unearthed-The Mars Volta
(wierd)

What do you think about very often?
Mas Cerveza-Genitallica
(*blush* I do not)

What is 2 + 2?
High Anxiety- Sugar Ray
(numbers make me nervous)

What do you think of your best friend?
The chauffeur -The Deftones
(my loyal servant)

What do you think of the person you like?
Babe-Emigrate
(hey, I got you babe)

What is your life story?
This cocaine makes me feel like I'm on this song-System of a Down
(OMG, nein, i don't do cocaine man)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
I'll be yours-Placebo
( woa..isn't that sweet?!)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Join me in death-HIM
(now isn't that just sick?)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Hell and Consequenses-Stone Sour
(BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!)

What will they play at your funeral?
Mein Teil-Rammstein
(That would be fucking hilarious)

What is your hobby/interest?
Van a Rodar Cabezas-Mago de Oz
(I also like to stab people)

What is your biggest fear?
Seven Nation Army-The White Stripes
( I'm just not an army person)

What is your biggest secret?
Skinny Man-Static-X
(Do i like skinny men?!)

What do you think of your friends?
Monologue-She Wants Revenge
(' Lover forgive me my guilt is my only crime' )

What will you post this as?
March into the sea-Modest Mouse
(awwww that's a good song to end with)



Do this !! you'll learn a lot about your self! jajaajajajaja

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13656459/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13656459/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 09:02:53 PDT (I cant seem to help my self i just love doing this shit! ^_^ )

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name


If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
My Curse-Killswitch engage
(I'll just spit out my favorite course word)

How would you describe yourself?
Special Needs- Placebo
(that was just mean, you stupid windows media player!)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Freak on a leash-Korn
(oh my....yeeeaaahhhh...)

How do you feel today?
Choke-A Perfect Circle
(This is turning out to be weirder than i thought)

What is your life's purpose?
96 Quite Bitter Beings-CKY
(....?)

What is your motto?
Digging up the corpses- Devil Driver
(Don't let'em lie there ! dig'em up !)

What do your friends think of you?
The Flame that Guide us Home-Demon Hunter
(Isn't that nice, they worship me)

What do you think of your parents?
This apparatus must be unearthed-The Mars Volta
(wierd)

What do you think about very often?
Mas Cerveza-Genitallica
(*blush* I do not)

What is 2 + 2?
High Anxiety- Sugar Ray
(numbers make me nervous)

What do you think of your best friend?
The chauffeur -The Deftones
(my loyal servant)

What do you think of the person you like?
Babe-Emigrate
(hey, I got you babe)

What is your life story?
This cocaine makes me feel like I'm on this song-System of a Down
(OMG, nein, i don't do cocaine man)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
I'll be yours-Placebo
( woa..isn't that sweet?!)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Join me in death-HIM
(now isn't that just sick?)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Hell and Consequenses-Stone Sour
(BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!)

What will they play at your funeral?
Mein Teil-Rammstein
(That would be fucking hilarious)

What is your hobby/interest?
Van a Rodar Cabezas-Mago de Oz
(I also like to stab people)

What is your biggest fear?
Seven Nation Army-The White Stripes
( I'm just not an army person)

What is your biggest secret?
Skinny Man-Static-X
(Do i like skinny men?!)

What do you think of your friends?
Monologue-She Wants Revenge
(' Lover forgive me my guilt is my only crime' )

What will you post this as?
March into the sea-Modest Mouse
(awwww that's a good song to end with)



Do this !! you'll learn a lot about your self! jajaajajajaja

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13459985/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13459985/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 12:58:45 PDT
2) Male/Female: Lady.

3) Were you named after anyone?: God I hope not.

4) Does your name mean anything?: Not that i know of.

5) Nickname(s): Zokripy, Junkie, Sade, Pelayo, Idiota, No, and some nice people call me Debie.

6) What do you think you look like... name wise: I dunno you tell me!

7) Date of birth: 7 December

8) Place of birth and current location: Bayamon, Puerto Rico.

9) Nationality: I have no idea, Caribbean?

10) Astrology sign: Sagittarius.

11)Chinese astrology sign: Snake, BEWARE.

12) Religion: *sigh* Catholic, please, don't blame me, blame the Pope.

13) What's your favorite smell?: Black cheery and melon.

14) Political Position?: Independentista ! Que viva la revolucion!

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Beer, lol, nah, just Mavi and maybe some wine .

16) Hair + eye color: Plain+dull =brown. (but proud enough not to change my hair color! )

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: I hope not, nothing ever comes out of comparing people.

18) What do you look like?: Like a nice person ^_^.

19) Any unusual talents?: I can tie my own shoelaces !

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?: Righty, working on the lefty thing to be a ambidextrous.

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?: Straight ^_^

22) What do you do for a living?: Appreciate art, the weather changes and good wine.

23) What do you do for fun?: Stab people.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: Crayons XD.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Arsenic and plutonium.

26) Have you met your grandparents?: Yes, nice people whom I appreciate dearly.

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Privileged guy friends more likely. XD

28) Crush: Insekts.

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: People don't *want* to date celebrities, people just want to *do* them...but in that case certain members of Rammstein ^_^

30) Current worries?: Will I ever learn to speak and write one language with out the help of those squiggly red lines?. Is the "zombie scare" really over? am i infected? Is my pet chicken infected? Do i have any more antidote left or did i mix it all with the peach vodka? What's for dinner?

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s): Hmmmm the people who talk to me on a regular basis?

32) Favorite place to be?: The train.

33) Least favorite place to be?: Out in the grass/dirt/jungle or anywhere near plants and hippopotamuses.

34) Do you burn or tan?: I seem to carry an perpetual tan which i hope to get rid of this summer (as ironic as it sounds).

35) Ever break a bone?: Not mine ^_^.

36) What is your favorite cereal?: The one with the little colorful little round crunchy thingys of flavor and goodness.

37) Person you cry with: That sounds pretty pathetic, get together with someone to cry over stuff? Well, I think it's called a drinking buddy

Do you have...

38) Any sisters: Not that i know of.

39) Any brothers: Some guy that sleeps in the room in front of mine..seems like a nice fellow...

40) Any pets: A gay little flamboyant cockatoo, a ballhead phyton and a sadomasochistic violent cat called "Hannibal" who enjoys raping unsuspecting stuffed bears and has an acquired taste for human flesh. A chicken called Heiko and a fish called Fernando (but he escaped) .

41) An illness: The flu.

42) A pager: OMG! nein ! Do they even make those now?

43) A personal phone line: What for?

44) A cell phone: Sip. A beautiful flip phone called Candido which i hate passionately.

45) A visible birthmark: Eeeewww..no.

46) A pool or hot tub: A pool, i wish i had a hot tub in my balcony, wouldn't that be awesome?.

47) A car: YES.

Describe your...

48) Personality: As sweet and easy going as a brick on the face ^_^...and maybe a little greedy from time to time.

49) Driving: Like I'm the only one on the street!

50) Your clothing style: Not suitable for Tropical weather apparently, but i try to fit in with nice bright colors and flip-flops to match every shirt...mostly shirts, shorts and flip-flops ^_^ (as cliche as it sounds)

51) Room: On the process of remodulation, planing on going for the more "industrialized" look, plain, no plants just more gray and modern...maybe I'll get a couch/bed and a clean rug *shrugs*. (any designers will... ]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13364813/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/13364813/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 05:09:31 PDT The water was warm, the pool was clean, no clouds in the sky perfect moonlighting. Good times, good laugh, good people.

At one point we leaved the pool (after Mast3r-sword complaints that he was getting too wrinkled) and we go to "play" on the swings. Nice clean innocent fun in the swings. We even went down the slide (mind that our ages went from 22-17 years old, all of us)

At another point someone gets the idea that we should take turns to slide down the grass hill (that leads to a huge cement electricity post) on our little foam flotation thingy while someone pulls from the thin cable attached to a plastic tab on the foam board. So they do..we all go down the hill (weeeeeee!)....

Now it was my turn to go, but being the good little sister i am i insisted for my brother to go first (since he had been pulling at everyone) and he agrees, he gets on. I pull gently.
-"This isn't gonna drag you, you're too heavy"
-"nonsense just pull harder"

And that I did, I pulled. Hard enough for the cable to snap.

Jeder lacht,Todos ríen, everyone laughs. The cord snapped, it was funny, no one saw me in the floor twitching and in pain. With the metallic taste of blood in my mouth i start laughing too.

Soon everyone rushes to my body sprawled on the floor.

I open my eyes and i see my bro (ssj4nivek) and (Mast3r-sword) kneeling in front of me.
-"You ok?"
-"It doesn't hurt, but it tastes a lot like blood" (I'm still laughing)

So how the story ends? you can guess it, with we having to go back because i couldn't feel my lip.
What hit me? the plastic tab on the foam board, square in the face at a hundred miles per hour.

How does it feel?
oddly enough, it doesn't hurt at all, i look like i just went thru a really nasty plastic surgery and my lips are swollen and i can't even eat right...

Was I to learn something from this all?

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/12956802/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/12956802/ Mon, 14 May 2007 17:57:54 PDT
01) First name: Deborah..supposedly so everybody could call me Debie, but no one ever does

02 Your nickname in dA: snakeberry...long embarrassing story actually
03) Birthday: 7 Dec

04) Horoscope sign: Sagittarius...

05) Birth town: Bayamon, Puerto Rico

06) Religion: Catholic, (among other things , since karma's a bitch. I've learn to believe in it the hard way )

07) Nationality: Caribbean mon! seriously easy going!

08) Parents: Nice people..

09) Do you love them: yup

10) Brothers or sisters: One brother...

11) Do you like the place where you live: I love it, but wouldn't want to die here

12) Where would you move to live forever?: I dont see my self living anywhere forever , but i guess a big city like Berlin or Tokio..really crowded

13) Color of your eyes: ever changing contact lenses, depends on my mood

14) Height: Short...umm 5 foot with some inches?

15) Weight: Ah, average, wouldn't want to go there..in the prosses of losing some, i even joined a gym...so we'll see

16) What school/grade are you going to: Done with grade school ! ha!

17) What marks do you have: baaaad...

18) How many piercings do you have, and where are them?: umm, one in each ear

19) What do you want to be in your life: wow, a cooler version of me? nah, i'm cool enough, a interpreter..but i just really want to travel i guess. around the world living under fancy bridges....

20) Your life: Living *THE* life

21) Personal quote(s): " So that's why it's called the middle finger! because it's in the midle!" - "I saw a guy do it on the T.V, it's perfectly safe I assure you" *BOOOM*

22) Lucky number: 6..not that it has given me any so far..

23) What are you interested in: Your money

24) Good side of your character: I wouldn't know i guess..

25) Bad side of it: My pride ,vanity or so people say...( those envious lowlifes )

26) Is your life happy: Of course who wouldn't want to be me?!

27) Do you think that you are crazy: oh yeah call me "crazy" but if i were rich I would just be "Eccentric"

28) What is the time: 6:59 pm

29) What is the date: somewhere around the middle of the month i think

30) What’s the weather like: Annoyingly tropical and sunny

31) Favourite day in a week: Thursday...(starting up the preparations for the weekend! )

32) Favourite music: Industrial , alternative...

33) Singer: Till Lindemann.

34) Band: Rammstein.

35) Song: Mein herz brennt, Reise Reise ,and a whole lot o other songs from rammstein ,but aside that ...la posada de los muertos, Stand alone from Godsmack would be my theme song.. and from Rammstein my theme song would be"buck dich" XD

36) Best concert you have been: I would rather not remember it..it was awful man..

37) Actress: Umm, dont have any

38) Manga: Legal drug- from CLAMP

39) Film: Would you hit me if I say "Water world" ?..I cant help it! it's genius i tell you!

40) TV serial: "The golden Girls" "The Nanny" ( I'm just asking for it right? )

41) Theatre play: Madame butterfly

42) Film director: Guillermo del Toro

43) Do you want to be famous: >: YES!!! not so much rich..but to be famous would be awesome!

44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: Hell no! wouldn't have the guts

45) Do you want to be a singer: An opera singer...but i don't even come close! (i don't have the voice or the guts sadly)

46) Book: Anansi boys - by Neil Geiman ...and a certain salem's fics!

47) Colors: Gray(all shades of gray, gun metal and so forth , blue and orange!!!

48) Flower: Tulips! (white)

49) Food: Carrots, honey, cantalopes and olives

50) Drink: Redbull and Mountain dew

51) Sweet: honey

52) Fruit: pineapples

53) The worst food: Cocunuts! (kind of ironic living on an island eh? i cant seem to escape them!!)

54) The worst Drink: I once bought this generic cheap imitation drink at a ridiculously low price and though "what a bargain!"...It tasted like the insides of a strech armstrong ...corn sirup on it's purest form.

55) The worst Singer: ah..i duno

56) The worst Band: to many to mention

57) The worst Actor: Billy Cristal (i think thats his name...he's just not funny)

58) The worst Actress: eh, Kirsten Dusnt (she's sort of the same in every movie)

59) The worst Movie: again, to many to mention, but i hate Spiderman, doe... ]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/12827494/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/12827494/ Thu, 03 May 2007 12:28:33 PDT

with love; sneaky snake berry...

]]> ~snakeberry http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/12528124/ http://snakeberry.deviantart.com/journal/12528124/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 16:48:48 PDT I went to school...i walk thru 2 construction sites...so you get the idea (damn you perverted constructions workers!!) but i digress... I got sick at school...after my first class and barely made it to the mall for breakfast...I felt too sick to walk back to my grandma's house so i called my brother to pick me up (he took pity on me and picked me up) ...the thing is i was sick and sad but still i helped my grandmother with the dishes and to add to the overall suckiness of my day i slashed my finger open with a knife...
So when i finally get hometo relax and watch the golden girls (yes, i watch the golden girls,i have for years so what?! sue me!)...i sit down and eat a pice of cantaloupe and the last carrot of my stash.
No more carrots!!! how am i suposed to make it thru without more carrots!! and to top it off, my mp3 batery just died on me...so this will be a sad silent night with out my music...the last song i heard was "keine lust" (no desire)-Rammstein.....a little how i feel ....
ps: pardon my English...is not my native language...

]]> ~snakeberry