http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:snape-a-holic&section=today deviantART RSS for by:snape-a-holic en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Fri, 01 Jan 2010 10:52:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/29357919/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/29357919/ Fri, 01 Jan 2010 01:42:15 PST I've tried to keep in touch, tried to keep you in my life if at a bare minimum level, but for my aching heart that's not enough.
Even though it's only been 4years since we last spoke, touched, talked face to face it's felt like eternity, for me at least. Has it felt that way for you?
When I saw your pictures, I thought that it was nice to see you again in some form. But then the happiness that they held, your happiness, was like a knife to my heart.
I felt my breath catch in my throat and my eyes start to tear up. I fought hard to keep my composure, to keep myself from crying for our lost relationship.
What am to you? What do you see me as? Do you even see me in your life?
Truthfully, I don't think I could stand not being a part of your life anymore. Not having you in my life is killing me, I hate it. I know this sounds like a weighted demand but we were close once, but then life intervened and you left with a little goodbye.
Do you know the impact that you had on my life? Do you know that I still hold onto the hope that you'll actually come visit, and that we could re-connect? It seems foolish but that's the only thing that I've wanted since I walked out of that room 4 years ago, knowing that I was losing someone important from my life.
I know that we'll never be "friends" in any sense of the word but at this point I'd settle for "acquaintances"if it meant that I got to see you and talk to you regularly.
I don't know what to do. I feel like I should call, write, email, or instant message you, but I don't know what to say. I've tried to keep in touch but it's mostly been kept up in vain I feel, a few words of greeting, but I want an actual conversation, face to face. I want you back in my life. I wish I could ask you these same questions that I've asked myself but if I did that would I lose you completely? I don't think that I could bear that.
Would you being willing to see me? Hear from me? Get to know me again? Stay in my life this time and not just as a picture on a computer screen? or memories from 4years ago?
Oh, how time has changed...would you like to see how much? How much time has changed me?

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/25993966/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/25993966/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 20:30:21 PDT
~Eric was into all this German shit lately: Nietsche, Freud, Hitler

2. Stretch your arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?

~My TV screen

3.What was the last thing you watched on tv?

~Will & Grace

4. Without looking, gues what time it is?

~10:20pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

~10:15pm

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

~tv, crickets, and my phone occasionally

7. When did you last go outside. What were you doing?

~uh, three hours ago, I was getting into my car

8. Before you started this survey, what were you looking at?

~switching back and forth between DA and FB

9. What are you wearing?

~pink shirt and navy blue shirt, jeans, and a t-shirt

10. Did you dream last night?

~I have no idea

11. When did you last laugh?

~a few minutes ago

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?

~uh two harry potter things, some random stuff

13. Seen anything weird lately?

~no

14. What do you think of this quiz?

~a distraction

15. What is the last film you saw?

~Uh, It's been awhile

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

~uh, pay off my college and grad school

17. Tell me something that I didn't know about you?

~*scratches chin* let me think about it

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

~hmm,idk
19. Do you like to dance?

~not really

20. George Bush:

~What I have to say would take way to long and be to inappropriate to say on here

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

~Taylor or Alex

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

~Caleb or Chris

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?

~yes, definitely

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

~uh, *looks over glasses and says* Can you really see me or do you not believe where you are?

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal
uh, they'll tag themselves *i think*

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/25606499/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/25606499/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 12:32:14 PDT [x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn *It was Edward Penishands. Not a great movie*
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[ ] taken painkillers.
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[x] seen someone die.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] missed curfew.
[ ] stayed out all night.
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair.
[x] been in an accident. *It wasn't a major accident*
[ ] been to a club.
[ ] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[ ] been to a wild party.
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap. *Don't normally do, but yes on one occasion*
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL SO FAR: 23

[x] dressed gothic.
[x] dressed girly. *I was forced*
[x] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[ ] stole something.
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything.
[ ] blacked out.
[ ] fainted.
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL SO FAR: 26

[x] had a crush on a friend.
[ ] been to a concert.
[ ] dry-humped someone.
[ ] been called a slut.
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[ ] broken a mirror.
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush (ew)

TOTAL SO FAR: 28

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[ ] cruised on mail.
[ ] skipped school.
[x] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[ ] gone to court.
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. *Tipping sometimes, and once I left money, cause there was no one there at the time*
[x] caught something on fire. *More like set something on fire*
[ ] lied about your age.

TOTAL SO FAR: 33

[x] owned/rented an apartment/house. *Half rented*
[x] broke the law in the police's presence. *Yeah, but never got caught for going over the speed limit*
[x] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[ ] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger.
[ ] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL SO FAR: 38

[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[x] been called a bad influence. *I call myself that*
[ ] drank and drove.
[ ] prank-called someone.
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] cheated on a test.

TOTAL SO FAR: 45

GRAND Total: 45

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/24505341/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/24505341/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 21:08:48 PDT [ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blonde.

TOTAL: 3

[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 5

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You type with three fingers or less.(usually when typing passwords)
[ ] You have caught something on fire by accident.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.

TOTAL: 6

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside' voice.

TOTAL: 8

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 12

[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[ ] The word "um" is used frequently.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[ ] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

Total: 15

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.


and re-post as: I am ?% Mentally Ill.

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/23857386/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/23857386/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 20:51:16 PDT [ ] tall
[x] in between
[ ] short

[ ] blonde
[ ] redheaded
[x] brunette (my hair darkened over the years, I was born blonde)
[ ] black-haired
--
[x] blue-eyed (blue-green technically)
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel eyed
[ ] gold eyed
[ ] grey eyed
[x] with glasses
[ ] with contacts
--
[ ] with braces
[ ] with freckles
[x] with piercings (cartilage piercing on my right ear)
[ ] with tattoos
[ ] and have long hair
[x] and have short hair
[ ] and have mid-length hair


Your favorite color(s) are?
[x] red (blood red)
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[ ] green
[x] blue
[ ] gold
[ ] white
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] indigo


Some things you've done/played include...
[x] soccer
[ ] cheerleading
[ ] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[x] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[ ] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross countr
[x] basketball
[x] baseball
[ ] golf
[ ] chess
[ ] playing in the mud
[ ] playing music
[x] hiking
[ ] kayaking / canoeing
[x] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[ ] marching band


You are sometimes...
[x] annoying (mostly when I spend too much time with Liz)
[ ] talkative
[x] shy
[ ] sweet
[x] funny
[x] mysterious (I try to be)
[x] serious
[ ] bubbly
[ ] spazzy
[ ] paranoid
[ ] fun-loving
[ ] laid back
[ ] strict
[ ] hyper
[ ] nervous
[x] weird


The music you like is?
[ ] rap
[x] rock
[ ] pop
[ ] country
[ ] hip hop
[ ] r&b -
[ ] slow jams
[ ] Christian
[ ] classical
[ ] techno
[ ] oldies
[x] the 80s
[x] punk
[x] Metal
[ ] reggae
[x] Goth
[ ] Latin
[ ] 90's Grunge
[x] musical (Repo the Gentic Opera, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Rent.)


The pets you have are?
[ ] cat
[x] dog (2)
[ ] lizard
[ ] snake
[ ] ferret
[ ] spider
[ ] rabbit
[ ] fish
[ ] bird
[ ] hamster
[ ] other


You're mostly labeled as?
[x] goth (that one time that i wore all black to school for one whole day)
[x] emo (by people who don't know the difference between goth and emo)
[ ] prep
[x] punk
[ ] hippie
[ ] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[ ] hyper
[ ] happy
[ ] everything
[x] I hate labels! I'm just me!!!
[ ] I have no idea


You eat?
[ ] dessert every night
[ ] no meat
[ ] diet stuff
[x] healthy foods (i try)
[ ] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs (i love pasta)
[ ] ice cream
[x] lots of meat
[x] salad (on occasion)
[ ] seafood
[ ] exotic dishes
[ ] Mountain Dew/Cherry Pepsi
[ ] Dr.Pepper

A typical friday night...
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[x] doing my homework
[x] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[ ] staying home
[ ] playing videogames
[x] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun


Currently you are...
[ ] in a relationship
[x] single and lovin it
[ ] crushing
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up... and so sad about it


Online, you use:
[x] lol
[ ] sup
[x] lmao
[ ] stfu
[ ] ty
[ ] j/k
[ ] <3
[x] ttyl
[x] g2g
[x] XD
[ ] ^^
[ ] T_T
[x] x_x
[ ] ^_^
[x] o_O
[ ] TOT
[ ] v_v;
[ ] ^_^;
[x] WTF

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/23515023/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/23515023/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 20:14:00 PST
Snape-a-holic is derived from my slight Alan Rickman addiction, plus I love Snape!
2. Why did you join this site?

I had friends on this site and plus, I'm an aspiring artist myself.

3. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?

uh, idk? *shrugs*

4. How many watchers are currently watching now?
I don't really know.

5. Your first gift ever was to?

IDK!!!

6. List five things you are a fan of?
Harry Potter
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Def Leppard
Alan Rickman
Elizabeth Mitchell

7. Have you ever slept in the back of the car?

Not intentionally

8. List four people you look up to the most?
Hallie
Emily
Liz
Jen

9. How many pets do you own?
I own an Australian Blue-Heeler

10. Who is your most played character?

erm...dunno...?

11. What do you prefer, white or black?

Black

12. Name 3 aspects of your personality?

passionate, determined, loyal

13. If you could have a power what would it be?

ability to conjure souls

14. Who was the last person you talked to?

my r.a. (resident assistant, I live in a dorm)

15. Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?

my mom

16. Write the first five things that pop into your head?
I miss my dad
I should probably be in bed right now
I'm glad that Emily is staying
I've got a speech to write
It's really late

17. What are the things you wish you could do better?
not procrastinate so much

18. Do you like who you are?

Yes.

19. Summer or winter?

Fall

20. Rain or sun?

Rain

21. List 2 odd things about yourself?

I'm so much like my dad that it's scary, I'm really clumsy

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/23338965/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/23338965/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 08:56:19 PST If you open this you take it. (SUCKERS! you read, you write!)

Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks

Rule #3:
Only answer True or False

Q: Been arrested? False
Q: Do you like someone? True
Q: Held a snake? True
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Been fired from a job? False
Q: Sang karaoke? False
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? False
Q: Kissed in the rain? False
Q: Sang in the shower? False
Q: Sat on a roof top? False
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False
Q: Broken a bone? False
Q: Shaved your head? False
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Shot a gun? True
Q: Donated Blood? False
Q: Had your heart broken? True



"Who was your last?"

just be 100% truthful.

1. You hung out with? Emily

2. You texted? Amy

3. You were in a car with? Emily, Katy, Amy

4. Went to the movies with? Emily, Katy

5. Person you went shopping with? myself

6. You talked on the phone? Mom

7. Made you laugh? Emily

8. You hugged? Angie

9.You cried with? Aunt


WOULD YOU RATHER
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Nose

2. Die in a fire or get shot? Shot


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? Moon

2. Winter or Fall? Fall

3. Left or Right? Right

4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy

5. Where do you live? (Somewhere)

6. Club or pub? Pub

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yes

8. Do you want to get married? Not really

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl

10. What time is it? 10:53 a.m.

11. Are you afraid of commitment? Sometimes

12. Are you gonna have an 18th party? Already did

13. Do you cook? No

14. Current mood? Sleepy

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? No

2. Sang? Yes

3. Listened to music? Yes

4. Seen someone you care a lot about? Yes

5. Danced Crazy? No

6. Cried? No

7. Like someone you can't have? No

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/23338877/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/23338877/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 08:50:03 PST
[ ] You watch anime.
[ ] You read manga.
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[ ] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[ ] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[ ] You enjoy drawing anime.
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[x] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Anime/manga nerd = 1


ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[ ] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[ ] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[ ] People actually ask for your drawings.
[x] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[ ] You have considered a career as an artist.
[ ] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

Art nerd = 9


MUSICAL NERD

[ ] You play a musical instrument.
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[ ] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[ ] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.

Musical nerd = 0


VIDEO GAME NERD

[ ] You play video games.
[ ] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[ ] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[ ] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[ ] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[ ] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[ ] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

Video game nerd = 1


COMPUTER NERD

[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[ ] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[x] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[ ] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[x] You can type really, really fast.

Computer nerd = 8

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/23253303/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/23253303/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 13:01:38 PST Mark which things you have done, then calculate your score by counting the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is also your percentage. Tag all of your friends, and re-post as "I do stupid things __% of the time."

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [ ] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [ ] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blonde when you're not, or had people tell you that your blonde highlights are going to your head
7. [ ] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10.[x] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 5

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [ ] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [ ] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [ ] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [ ] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [ ] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 6

21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
25. [ ] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [ ] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke ("I don't get it." "I'm halfway through the joke." "But i still don't get it so far.")
27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [ ] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [ ] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 7

31. [ ]After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [x] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [ ] Have walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [ ] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [ ] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [ ] Walked into a pole
40. [ ] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 10

41. [ ] Put your shirt on backwards/inside-out without realizing it then left your house
42. [ ] Tried to take a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [ ] Walked out of the bathroom with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it is was that you were going to do (who hasn’t done that? been there, done that!)
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [ ] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ ] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 14

51. [ ] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [ ] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [ ] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [ ] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [x] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then r... ]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/22929970/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/22929970/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 19:43:41 PST [ ] You don't have very many friends.
[ ] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[ ] You were always picked last for kickball.
[x] You don't like to talk a lot.
[x] You tend to avoid mass social activities.
[ ] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities.
[ ] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[ ] Your friends have blown you off before.
[x] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[ ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[x] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange.
[ ] People don't find you friendly.
[ ] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype.
[ ] You eat alone at lunch.
Total = 4

Party Girl/Boy
[ ] Lets face it: you like to party.
[ ] You party every other weekend.
[ ] ...Or every weekend?
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[ ] You're the defending beer bong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state... world.
[ ] Everybody who's anybody goes to the same parties you go to.
[ ] You've hooked up at parties.
[ ] You spend time getting ready for parties.
[ ] You've passed out from being too drunk.
[ ] You've partied all night.
[ ] You've snuck out of the house to party.
[ ] Actually, your parents really don't care if you party or not.
[x] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[ ] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[ ] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party.
[ ] You've thrown up from drinking too much.
[ ] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[ ] You can dance.
[x] You're friends with a lot of people older than you.

Total = 2

Scene Kid
[ ] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean.
[ ] You have a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon.
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr
[ ] People have called you scene before.
[ ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your myspace.
[ ] You have a mirror pic.
[ ] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[ ] You enjoy going to shows.
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[ ] Your hair is multicolored.
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows.
[ ] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[ ] You mosh.
[ ] You often mix vintage with modern.
[ ] Your myspace picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[ ] You don't know many of the people on your friends list in person.
[ ] You take angled pictures of yourself.
[x] You enjoy photography.
Total = 1

Prep
[ ] You pop the collar.
[ ] You won't go near the "goths".
[ ] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[ ] You are very clean cut.
[ ] You are squeamish.
[ ] People have called you preppy before.
[ ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume.
[ ] You have a lot of money.
[ ] You know who LC is.
[ ] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.
[ ] One favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters.
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic.
[ ] (Girls) You carry a purse wherever you go.
[ ] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready.
[ ] (Girls) You do not leave the house without make up. (usually)
[ ] You are content overall with how your life is going.
Total = 0

Band Geek
[ ] You have played an instrument before.
[ ] You still play an instrument.
[ ] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band.
[ ] You are/were in Marching Band.
[ ] You've never dated anybody outside of Band.
[ ] Most of your friends are in band.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[x] You enjoy listening to Classical music on occasion.
[ ] You aspire to be a Drum Major.
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a Band bus or at a Band competition.
[ ] You have trouble getting your non-band friends to go near the band room.
[ ] Band is your favorite class.
[ ] You have been to band camp.
[ ] You walk in step with all your friends.
[ ] You talk about band constantly.
[ ] You know that American Pie has got it all wrong.
[X] You hate rap music.
[ ] Marching Season is your favorite time of year.
[ ] When you go to football games, you don't really pay attention to the game itself.
[ ] Your favorite jokes are band jokes.
[ ] You know it's not about the bloods... ]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/22584820/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/22584820/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 19:01:39 PST
Instructions:
Start with 100%. [x] everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% virgin.

1.[x] Smoked.
2.[x] Drank alcohol.
3.[x] Cried when someone died.
4.[] Been drunk.
5.[] Had sex.
6.[] Been to a concert.
7.[] Gotten/given a handjob.
8.[] Gotten/given a blowjob.
9.[] Been verbally/sexually harassed.
10.[] Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 97% (Not to bad....heehee)

11.[x] Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12.[] Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13.[] Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14.[] Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15.[x] Been to prom.
16.[x] Cried at school. (i'm such a loser...)
17.[] Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. (pht...like when I was 5 :/)
18.[] Went streaking.
19.[] Given or received a lap dance.
20.[x] Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (pretty often too, and my parents don't care)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93% (Whoo that took out a bite)

21.[] Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22.[] Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23.[] Kissed a stranger.
24.[] Hugged a stranger. (why not?)
25.[] Went scuba diving. (almost had a heart attack tho. me+claustrophobia+underwater=not good...)
26.[x] Driven a car.
27.[x] Gotten an x-ray.
28.[] Hit by a car.
29.[] Had a party. (like a b-day party?)
30.[] Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91% (D: they're dropping like flies...)

31.[x] Played strip poker/darts/basketball.
32.[] Got paid to strip for someone.
33.[] Run away from home.
34.[] Broken a bone.
35.[] Eaten sushi. (i want to sooo bad)
36.[] Bought porn. (does the good yaoi count?)
37.[] Watched porn. (same as above)
38.[] Made porn. (WTF!)
39.[x] Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40.[x] Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88% (phew, that was a bit better)

41.[x] French kissed. (no, seriously. i'm not telling who tho)
42.[x] Laughed so hard you cried.
43.[x] Cried yourself to sleep.
44.[] Laughed yourself to sleep.
45.[x] Stabbed yourself.
46.[x] Shot a gun. (what type?)
47.[] Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48.[] Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49.[] Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (those were the days X3)
50.[] Watched an animal die


PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 83% (I guess I'm not that innocent. *shrugs*)

51.[x] Watched a person die.
52.[] Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53.[] Pranked somebody.
54.[] Put somebody in the hospital.
55.[] Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56.[x] Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57.[x] Dressed punk.
58.[x] Dressed goth.
59.[x] Dressed preppy.
60.[] Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78% (Yep,my friends might kill me.)

61.[x] Avoided somebody. (My ex-boyfriend,things did not end well.)
62.[] Been stalked. (O.O really. by this guy on campus early in the morning every day. it freaked the crap outta me)
63.[] Stalked someone
64.[] Met a celebrity.
65.[x] Played an instrument. (i still do when i feel like it)
66.[] Ridden a horse. (duh)
67.[] Cut yourself.
68.[] Bungee jumped. (NO HEIGHTS!)
69.[] Ding dong ditched somebody.
70.[] Been to a wild party. (and left)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 76% (still doing okay i guess...)

71.[] Got caught stealing something.
72.[x] Kicked/punched a guy in the balls. (does hitting them in the balls with your knee on accident count?)
73.[] Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74.[] Gone out with your friend's crush.
75.[] Got arrested.
76.[] Been pregnant.
77.[] Babysat. (for a long dang time...even in the morning for the next three days >3<
78.[] Been to another country. (duh. we're even going to germany this summer)
79.[] Started your house on fire.
80.[x] Had an encounter with a ghost. (I live in Pemberton Hall, it's very likely to happen!)


PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 74% (this doesn't surprise me..)


81.[] Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82.[x] Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83.[x] Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84.[x] Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.
... ]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/20992434/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/20992434/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 19:36:55 PDT
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.

[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.

[ ]You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.

[ ] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. (hey it happens all the time XD)

total = 1

[ ] You have ran into a tree.

[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow.

[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow. (hey it was worth a try XD)

[x]You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.

[ ] You just tried to sing them.

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.

[x] You have choked on your own spit.

[ ]You have seen the the Matrix and still don’t get it.

[ ] You didn’t notice that in the last question “the” was spelled twice

[ ] You just looked at it.

[ ]Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.

[ ]People have called you slow. (I'm slow most of the time XD)

total so far = 3

[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire

[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.

[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.

[x] You’ve fallen asleep in class

[ ] If someone says “fart” you laugh.

[ ] You just laughed.

total so far = 4

[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking

[ ] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about

[ ] people are often shaking their heads and walking away from you

[ ] You are often told to use your “inside voice”.

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.

total so far = 5

[ ] You have eaten a bug.

[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important. (I don't have anything to do right now except write this letter XD)

[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it

[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket

total so far = 7

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t even when you know it won’t happen to you.

[ ] You break a lot of things.

[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you. (um...I am the one who uses big words XD)

[ ] You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused

[x] You have fallen out of your chair before

[ ] When you’re laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.

total = 8

lol I think I am not stupid after all XD...but I am at some moments =O

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/20976699/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/20976699/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 19:59:06 PDT 02) Your nickname in dA: Snape-a-holic
03) Birthday: June 30, 1990
04) Zodiac sign: Cancer
05) Birth town: Belleville
06) Religion: Christain (sort of)
07) Nationality: German, French, Irish
08) Parents: Mom-Shirley Dad-Rich
09) Do you love them: of course
10) Brothers or sisters: only child (cousins are like siblings)
11) Do you like the place where you live: Yeah, except no AC!
12) Hair color: light brown/dirty blondish mix
13) Color of your eyes: blue-green
14) Height: 5'4
15) Weight: 130
16) What school/grade are you going to: Freshman in College
17) What marks do you have: uh none to my knowledge
18) Do you work anywhere: still on Mickey D's payroll
19) What do you want to be in your life: Certified HS History Teacher
20) Your life: hectic and confusing
21) Personal quote: Thou shalt not be a victim. Thou shalt not be a perpetrator. Above all, thou shalt not be a bystander.
- Holocaust Museum, Washington, D.C.
22) Lucky number: 7
23) What are you interested in: drawing, writing, day-dreaming, music, history, movies, Halloween
24) Good side of your character: I'll always offer an open mind
25) Bad side of it: I can be very dark-humored
26) Is your life happy: happy to a certain point
27) Do you think that you are crazy: who isn't in this world?
28) What is the time: 9:35 pm
29) What is the date: October 13, 2008.
30) What's the weather like: warmish
31) Favourite days in a week: Thursday
32) Favourite music: 80's rock, classic rock, gothic rock, Christain
34) Band: Def Leppard
35) Song: tourniquet by Evanescence
36) Best concert you have been: never been to one
37) Actress: Elizabeth Mitchell
38) Actor: Alan Rickman
39) Film: Horror, Drama, anything with Alan Rickman in it, comedy
40) TV serial: LOST
41) Theatre play: The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
42) Film director: none
43) Do you want to be famous: no
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: stage actress is fine with me
45) Do you want to be a singer: can't sing
46) Book: Devil in the White City
47) Colors: Blue, Black
49) Food: healthy foods
50) Drink: Mountain Dew
51) Sweet: French Vanilla Cappuccinos (they're sweets to me, I don't like candy)
52) Fruit: banna, apple, grapes
53) The worst food: corned beef sadwiches
54) The Worst drink: V-8
55) The worst Singer: Brittney Spears
56) The worst Band: tie between Backstreet Boys and N'SYNC
57) The worst Actor: Kevin Costner
58) The worst Actress: Jessica Simpson (she's not even an actress!)
59) The worst Movie: erm...dunno...
60) The worst book: I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings
61) Do you drink alchocol: no
62) Do you smoke: no
63) Do you take some drugs : no
64) What do you adore to wear: jeans and a t-shirt
65) Do you think you're pretty: uh, people tell me I am, I don't consider myself to be
66) What languages do you speak: english, german, little spanish
67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: Alan Rickman
68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: Elizabeth Mitchell
69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: no idea
70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: no idea
71) 5 your best friends on dA/male: n/a
72) 5 your best friends on dA/female: n/a
73) The ugliest person on dA/male: n/a
74) The ugliest person on dA/female: this is getting stupid
75) The person on dA who you love the most/female: all my friends
76) The person on dA who you love the most/male: all my friends
77) The person on dA who you don't like at all/female: stupid people who take what's not theirs
78) The person on dA who you don't like at all/male: no one
79) Are you in love?: no
80) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
81) How does he/she looks like: doesn't apply to me
82) Is he/she from dA(put avatar): look at question 81
83) When was your Very First Kiss: my Junior year in High School
84) How was it: pretty good I can't really judge
87) E-mail addess: nice try
88) Do you have something against gays: nope they have my full and complete support GO GAY PRIDE!
89) The best experience in your life: meeting my friends in college
90) The worst experience in your life: my best friend leaving
91) When were you the happiest: last night hanging out with friends
93) When were you the saddest: every April 20th (two reasons and I'm not saying anymore)
94) Who do you want to go on deserted island with: a Navy Seal
95) Do you have a secret: yes, but you're not going to find out
96) What would you do if you were invisible for one hour: oh so many possibilites!
97) Who do you want to get stuck in a lift with: Hallie a... ]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/20789612/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/20789612/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 08:12:30 PDT (x) Smoked A Cigarette (ew)
( ) Smoked A Cigar (double ew)
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (Um...I'm gay so....duh?)

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 5

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking (though it wasn't really from the alcohol...)

SO FAR: 6

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 6

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Taken Pain Killers (Again, I blame Lillian)
(X) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 8

Level 7
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding (what the fuck is that??)
(X) Played Dress Up (...I didn't have much of a childhood.)

SO FAR: 11

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
( ) Cheated While Playing A Game (the handcuffs were too loose...)
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 14

Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 15

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood (who hasn’t?)

SO FAR: 17

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (stupid people talking on their cellphones on the freeway… )

SO FAR: 19

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (I got close once)
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 19

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced (…don’t ask.)
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 21

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
( ) Felt Like You Were Dying (well…to be fair I was dying at the time)

SO FAR: 22

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep (countless numbers of times)
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke (on a dare)
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (that was an interesting night)

SO FAR: 25

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 26

Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 29

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People (Ah, summer.)
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (....the hell?)

SO FAR: 31

Level 20
( ) Worn pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge (I love my wings.)
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (it was for a game/dare)
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 31

Level 22
( )Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (Skirts are fun)
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 32

Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel.
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours.
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about.

SO FAR: 35

Level 24
(X) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(X) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 38

Level 25
(X) Believe(d) In Ghosts (How can I not considering a ghost happens to inhabit my soul and refuses to leave *twitch*)
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 39

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into... ]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/20783358/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/20783358/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 19:17:14 PDT I copied this from MidnightEbony.

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1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random and facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

1)I'm 5'4 and have light brown hair.
2)I'm a thaeter geek aka Drama Geek.
3)I'm at Eastern Illinois University in Charleston Il.
4)I'm a complete Harry Potter 'Holic', hence the name.
5)I'm an only child.
6)I love anything that involves, features, stars,etc. Alan Rickman.
7)I had a Russian Dwarf Hamster named Igor.
8)I'm very much a tomboy.

midnightebony
rainstar5711
icyflames91
kokachu
mystic-blood
noah-kh
snowhorse

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So, i'm trying to handle 7 straight classes, a job, due dates for papers and art projects and try to not go completely bonkers in the process!

I get things done, but sometimes i'm just to tired to muster up the strength to do anything other than sleep. So, to anyone who knows what i'm talking about, this will explain my sudden moods.

Not to mention that i have to deal with the issue of being gay. My family are, as usual, not supportive and blissful in their ignorance. So, that's one more issue to pile on to my life.

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/16408851/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/16408851/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:37:45 PST
]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/16359250/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/16359250/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 15:09:37 PST
I missed my one chance to see this person and I've been trying to set up a time/place that we could meet and catch up.

So I so confused! I don't know what to do!

This is just one more problem to be added to my long list of issues going on in my life right now, at this exact moment!

Any advice would be soooooo helpful!

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/16332760/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/16332760/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 16:27:44 PST
My friend told me that I should just leave it alone, and let time take caare of it!

Another told me that I should give it a month and then see!

I also was told that maybe I crossed a boundary, and maybe I messed up everything!

I don't know who's advice that I should follow!

I can't just talk to the person, because that would just mess things up even more than they are now!

Why are things in life never this easy!

As, if I didn't have enough problems in my life already!

Apparently, someone thinks that I need more problems in my life so I now have more problems!

I am so screwed right now!

Why can't things just work out for me now!

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/15997363/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/15997363/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 08:09:08 PST Why do I feel like I need to releave my inner pain?
Why do I think that I am constantly trapped in a dark room, never able to see the light again?
Why do I feel this pain, and know not where it comes from?
Why am I drawn towards the dark things that life has to offer?
Why can I not feel anything?
Why am I trying to please everyone, but it blows up in my face?
Why do I even bother sometimes?
Why has my life taken this turn for the worst?
Why have I become such a different and unknown person to myself?
Why did this happen to me?
Why?

]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/15983299/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/15983299/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 07:33:58 PST
]]> ~snape-a-holic http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/15969684/ http://snape-a-holic.deviantart.com/journal/15969684/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 07:22:48 PST Blood has no effect on me, I look at it as nothingness! Ok, on a bit of a tangent, but this is how I really am.

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