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I'm officially signed to Once Source Talent Model Management company. They're marketing me as an Actress and a Print Ad/Promotional Model.

Go figure.

]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/11895144/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/11895144/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 13:33:55 PST
Yay kidney.

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Well, I mean...I take that back...I don't "use" them...I just happen to like their apartments/neighborhoods more than I like them.

Go figure.

]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/10333947/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/10333947/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 08:03:03 PDT
I don't know.

But on to other news...

I'm completely smitten with this cute little Polish guy. Every time I see/talk to him, it's like...butterflies. Oh man. I rarely feel like this about guys. Especially guys I don't really know that well. Usually it's just like...hit it, quit it. Move on. With him, it's completely different. I don't turn on the sex appeal like I usually do. I'm the kind of girl who always knows the right thing to say, the right thing to wear, the right LOOK to give a guy...but with him I feel like I'm in high school again. Like, he makes me so giggly and nervous. Ew. I hate it. I don't like not being in control of myself. I always get hurt that way.

And the funny thing is...he's totally not my type AT ALL. He's the complete opposite of everything I usually look for.

It always seems to happen like that with guys that I actually LIKE. They're never what I expect them to be.

I think it's the accent.

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I've totally lost inspiration to write about ANYTHING. Life's been going well for me, and I pretty much have absolutely nothing to write about when I'm not completely entirely depressed.

Good for my life, bad for my art.

Go figure.




A lot's been going on since I've been gone. Some of it bad, a lot of it good.

I'm currently in the midst of a crazy relationship I never consented to even be a part of. I have this guy calling me literally 9 to 15 times a day, leaving me voicemails and text messages trying to find out where I am and who I'm with and it better not be another guy...ugh. I went out with him ONCE--I had a terrible time--and all of a sudden, he's suddenly my boyfriend? What?!?

The scary part is...he's totally a cop.

Eesh.

]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/7349698/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/7349698/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 21:38:54 PST
(kidding, I <3 you)


10 things you like:
- Men
- Cologne
- Accents
- MySpace
- Music
- Pictures
- Friends
- Kiss FM!
- Shopping
- Shoes

3 things that make you happy:

- Men
- People
- Shopping

3 things that anger you:

- Men
- People
- Shopping

10 things you hate:

- Boys
- Sports
- Being broke
- Bugs
- Racists
- Having to work
- The Winter
- Gas Prices
- Jerks
- Did I say boys?

3 facts about my name:

- I was named after my maternal grandmother.
- My mom wanted to name me Princess...wtf...
- Only 2 people in this world call me "Chris," and 2 other people call me "Tina." Everyone else just calls me "Christina"

5 facts about yourself:

- I have freckles
- I'm taller than Nan-shi
- My tongue is pierced.
- I works at Sears
- I look like my mother!

2 things you expect:

- Life will always suck.
- I won't ever find Mr. Right.

4 random thoughts:

- Jerks!.
- This candy's really chewy!
- Ouch!
- Mission Impossible

Song you're listening to:

Weezer - This is Such a Pity

Time:

11:38 pm - Central

10 people you'll tag to do this:

Feh...I'll leave this part blank... ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/6470314/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/6470314/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 18:31:18 PDT
Meanwhile, who still even looks at this page!?!

So why don't I be cool and do the "3000th view gets a fun gift!" thing...and by gift, I mean I'll write you a poem! ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/6409475/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/6409475/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 22:34:31 PDT ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/6377714/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/6377714/ Wed, 31 Aug 2005 11:40:03 PDT
Pants...let's talk about my pants now...

Come on people, now...this is the time to unite on the revolution of the pants!

Yo, Bobby and Billy....BLEEP...me and bobby we was BLEEP BLEEP....ouch!! Billy, Timmy, hello there! Yeah, cause we in the street BLEEP. Talkin' about the Bobbies and the Billies out there with their tight pants on! BLEEP!

Yes, these are, in fact, the lyrics coming out of Autumn's speakers....and yes, they're all the same song!

About pants ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/6377663/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/6377663/ Wed, 31 Aug 2005 11:33:57 PDT Wizard Needs Food, Badly song is actually kind of catchy, and I find her thirst for Dew to be rather refreshing...

Except she's warning me and forcing me to listen to some creepy music...

Dun Dun Dun...

Oh, yeah, and she pulled out the crazy vegetables too! ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5987943/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5987943/ Wed, 20 Jul 2005 15:36:56 PDT
Also, I wanted to get the last journal off my user page, so, yeah. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5547436/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5547436/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 23:22:10 PDT
My hair's a mess. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5538233/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5538233/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 00:40:04 PDT Pete and Pete on Nickelodeon? ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5481101/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5481101/ Fri, 27 May 2005 22:05:30 PDT
I'm not really REALLY bored.

I need to vent.

Why does everything always have to happen to me?

Because I bring it on myself, that's why.

I need help this time.

Who do I turn to with this? Who do I trust? Who out there would understand? Who would actually even care?

I've lost touch with the world. That's my fault too. I should make more of an effort to reconnet with people, but I just can't right now. I'm trying to keep everything self-contained.

I'm trying to keep it together. Apparently, I'm not doing a very good job.

Control is a funny thing. Control and will power.

I always had this theory...

Happiness is a state of mind.

Yes.

Happiness depends on other people.

No.

I've always been a firm believer in God (or whatever higher power) helps those who help themselves.

Okay, so I try to be happy. I do everything in my power to improve my self-esteem, state of being, and life in general. Does it work?

No. It doesn't.

This is where the control comes in. If I try to take hold of things and steer them in the direction in which I want them to go, things will work in my favor, right?

Wrong.

The very thing you try to control ends up being the thing that controls you. You become so caught up, so obsessed over wanting to take charge of the situation, that you become dependent on it. You need the guidelines. You need the order. You need the power.

Will power.

This can work both ways. Some days it's your best friend. Other days, your worst enemy.

As soon as you deviate, you hate yourself. You hate your weakness. You hate your lack of focus. You hate everything about yourself.

This loathing is a dangerous thing. The loathing is the true enemy.

This, in truth, is the root of all your problems. When you get right down to the bare bones, this is what decays your life.

Everything it touches turns to crap. Everything.

Control.

The loathing.

The fear.

The hate.

Take a good look in the mirror. You aren't in control anymore. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5480888/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5480888/ Fri, 27 May 2005 21:38:15 PDT ask me already!?!

What was the point of that whole admittance if nothing's to come of it?!? I know there's still something there...if only you would just say something, it'd be all good.

Then again, I guess I could say something too, but I won't.

I'm the girl, remember!?!

Plus, I told you I would/will never say anything (else).

ARG! ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5453136/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5453136/ Tue, 24 May 2005 23:17:23 PDT Mood: Hurt
Listening to: Jet - Are You Gonna Be My Girl

Why the fuck does this hurt so much?

I know it's not supposed to...you were the only one who never made me feel this way, and now you're in on it too.

Although I can't really blame you. It's not your fault. You didn't really try.

You rip my heart to so shreds, smiling all the while.

Your smile is the worst thing...though I can't help but love it.

I'd give anything to keep this feeling...

This hurt.

Anything.

I would set my soul ablaze if I knew I could always feel this pain.

I want it all. Everything you could never give me.

Hurt me again.

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Is this like a free one week trial or some such nonsense?

Mood: Eh?
Listening to: Ben Jelen - Christine



]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5157028/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5157028/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 10:11:30 PDT
What?!? How did that happen.

The doctor kept asking me if there was any possible way I could be pregnant...seriously, like four times. I kept telling him I wasn't sexually active, so he's like "well, when was your last time?" I kinda blinked at him a couple times and said "never..." to which he replied, "Really?!"

What's that supposed to mean.

But it's okay, I'll let it slide because he was definitely a hottie hot hot hot. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5144415/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5144415/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 01:16:36 PDT
In LOVE, love...where it can be reciprocated. I've been in love twice; once unrequited, once mutual (although it didn't lead to anything but a friendship). I've had two people tell me they love me. And mean it. I'm sorry I didn't love them back.

I feel like...maybe I should have. Maybe love is one of those things that grows on you if you just give it a chance. I don't know...I'm not one for taking chances. My heart's been ripped open enough. I honestly don't think I can take it anymore...it's driving me insane. It's like...there's something so empty inside, I can literally feel it.

In high school...someone told me he'd always be there for me. What happened to that? It never really went anywhere. Maybe I shouldn't have called him a jerk. Maybe I should have pretended like I didn't know what was going on. Maybe I should have said yes when he wanted a second chance. Maybe, just maybe, I should have known better...

Why does it hurt so much? More improtantly, why do I care so much?

I'm sick of feeling so dependent. What happened to me? When did I become this way? When did my life get so empty? I hate feeling like I need someone in order to be happy and whole...but I also hate not having someone to make me happy and whole.

I think I just had my heart broken without even knowing that I cared. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5143856/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5143856/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 22:44:26 PDT ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5107384/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5107384/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 21:44:41 PDT
Go fuck yourself. I don't care that you had a fucked up life. Sorry, not my fault. What can I do about it now? Over and done with. What the hell is taking your misery out on me going to do? Shut the fuck up.

You think I'm stupid, think I've experienced nothing of the world.

Just because I'm not out screwing whores and getting drunk like you were at my age, doesn't mean I don't know anything. I probably know more about life than you did at my age...more than you do now.

Open your eyes to the goddamned world. You don't have to be 18 to be naive. You're more than fucking twice my age and you are more naive than I.

Seriously, you think I'm some little saint? I know about human nature. I know all about ignorance. I live with it everyday. How fucking blind can you be to not be able to see your actions affect others? Grow the hell up! You think I'm the one who has infinite amounts of learning left to do? Look in a fucking mirror for Christ sake! What the fuck is your problem?

I'm sorry we can't both be perfect. Now that I think about it, I'm really not sorry. Hell, years of degredation has made me this way. You should be the last one I'd hear it from, but you're not. No. You're the first, if not only.

You think the world is what I need to be sheltered from? Think again. It's you that I need protection from.

You say my childhood wasn't as screwed up as yours, but guess what, it was. There's more than one way to be abusive. Just because you don't hit me doesn't mean there isn't any pain.

But of course you don't realize that. You're too fucking blind to see that you aren't the only one with feelings. The world doesn't revolve around you, you know.

You and your problems, that's all you ever care about.

Money, work, money, work...

Have you ever taken a second to see that there's a lot more to life than making money. Fucking money is what makes you miserable. Not me, not your wife, not your perfect other daughter. You. You and money. That's all it is with you.

You should provide more than a roof over my head and food on the table. What about a sense of love and security, huh? I never felt safe with you. When I was little, you used to frighten me. Your words, your tone, your actions...

One of my earliest memories is sitting on the stairs listening to you starting an argument. Seriously, do you know how many times I've wondered about you guys getting divorced? I'd go with her...even if she doesn't make as much money as you do. I decided that from an early age. Hell, I'd put my education on hold and work my ass off to get out of this hellhole.

And you know what makes it a hellhole? Not this town, not this house, but you. You.

Do you know how many years I spent crying, cutting, hating myself? Do you? Do you have any idea!?!

I can't even see through these tears in my eyes anymore. You have caused me so much torment, and you don't even know. I haven't been able to bring myself to ever materialize these feelings before. I guess you just pushed me over the edge.

If I died today, I'd be fine with it...and I know you would be too, because I as never good enough. You can't live vicariously through me like you can with her.

Why do you care so much more about her? Why can't you care about me the same way?

Don't deny it, you know you don't. Don't even fucking pretend. We both know how you really feel.

You think I haven't heard you before? You think your "whispers" go unheard?

Do you know how many scars are on my fucking body? Do you? Do you know how many of them are your fault? No...you'll never know, because unlike you, I have the common decency to suffer in silence. Through all this, I still can't bring myself to say this to your face.

You know why? Because you're my father, and believe it or not, I love you, and I don't ever want to see you suffer by my doing. I just wish you could do the same, but I know you can't. You never could.

You always have to let me know how much of a fuck up I am.

You have no idea how much strength it takes to not start this all over again. I thought I was out of this hole, but it looks like I'm starting to fall right back in.

Thank you for that.

Thank you for hating me so goddamn much... ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5064777/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5064777/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 20:56:30 PDT I believe that's what you said...
Or at least what you implied.
I'm sorry we can't all be perfect. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5056583/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/5056583/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 00:49:25 PDT
INSPIRE ME!

Give me something to write about! ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4976109/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4976109/ Sat, 02 Apr 2005 02:17:42 PST ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4947668/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4947668/ Tue, 29 Mar 2005 21:56:45 PST completely different point in my life, both mentally and emotionally, than I was a year ago. It's funny how things can change in such a short amount of time...

And a year really is a short amount of time. It never used to be that way. It used to be that a year seemed to last ten times longer than the specified amount of time. The days used to drag on seemingly endlessly. Now, it's as though I wake up, and the day's just about done. Where does the time ago?

I suppose that's a sign of me getting old. er.

Still, my days seem fairly meaningless...and I guess that's one thing that hasn't changed with the seasons. What am I doing here? What have I made of this life?

Really, when I sit down and think about it, I haven't done anything worth mentioning. If my life was to end tomorrow, what would I have to show for it? A CD collection? Woo, that's amazing...

This qualm seems to be a recurring theme throughout my journal, and yet, I have done nothing to amend the situation. Seriously though, what is there for me to do? What can I do to make me feel as though my days aren't wasted?

One thing. I just want one thing that gives my life meaning and fulfillment. What is it I'm searching for? What do I want out of life? Dear God, just make me feel as though all this emotional/mental suffering I've endured through the years has led to something other than the realization of this emptiness.

Wow...I use a lot of italics when I'm emo. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4876679/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4876679/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 21:00:08 PST
I miss Pensacola. I had friends there...people who weren't away at college (although I guess technically I was away at college there) having tons more fun that I was...

Damn you fate.

Or maybe damn me for not exploring other options. Damn me for not toughing it out. I wouldn't even have had to tough it out really...a whole bunch of people offered to let me stay with them rent free...

So why did I come back? ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4657489/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4657489/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 20:24:35 PST 2. I will also tell you what song(s) remind me of you when I hear it.
3. I will also tell you what celebrity/public person you remind me of, either personality-wise or looks-wise.
4. I will also give ONE WORD that I associate with you when I think of you.
5. We all could use a boost now and then, so steal this for your journal and make someone else's day as well. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4540771/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4540771/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 18:44:37 PST
Let's see...my mom turned fifty. Woot for her...heh. We're all getting old.

Work has sucked...immensely. I hate it. It should die. Why wasn't I born rich?

Well........................I sent Matt a V-day card. I sent one to Frank and Nan too, but his is a "special friend" card, and I included a little "I love you" teddy bear sticker. Let's see if he catches that.

Speaking of V-day, I have no valentine! Waah! Nah, I don't really care. Last year it was John...and now I don't even speak to John! A couple years ago, it was Wil (with one L, mind you...that ass), and then shortly after that, I stopped talking to him too (although John still pops up every few months or so). What's up with that?! My V-days are doomed forever.

Damn it, now I miss John. He got in a serious wreck on Thanksgiving....I heard from him a couple months after that and we did the whole "how's the weather" thing. Funny, it never seemed like I'd get to that point with him...but then again, we didn't really know each other that well when the whole summer mini-romance thing happened...or whatever you want to call it. :sigh: Oh well, what can you do.

I guess I might as well admit that I still think about him sometimes. Yeah, I do wonder what he's doing from time to time...I wonder if he's seeing anyone...and of course (probably the most emo of me), I wonder if he wonders about me. Guess I'll never know. I still have his phone numbers too...but I'm never gonna call him. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4444416/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4444416/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 10:36:37 PST ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4418883/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4418883/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 10:06:27 PST
Oh well, I'll just go to Seattle and buy a sun lamp.

Now, the question is, do I want to go there completely alone?

Eh, I'll cross that bridge when I get there...

If I don't burn it first. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4409857/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4409857/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 09:14:24 PST
Damnit! Go back and do it again! ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4392491/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4392491/ Sun, 23 Jan 2005 09:43:49 PST

The first entry is my profile, the second is my "Ode to Ramen Noodles" poem, and the rest is filled with people who listed me as friends, people I listed as friends, people whose galleries I've visited once, etc.

I wonder why they chose to list "Ode to Ramen Noodles" and nothing else? ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4330213/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4330213/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 21:10:03 PST
What's with everyone and doing surveys all of a sudden? Now I'm all freakishly addicted.

Stolen from a friend of a friend,


1 - YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet + Street you live on):
Jack Juniper

2 - YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food + Grandfather's first name):
Muffin George (lol...I demand you all start calling me this!)

3 - YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left + Favorite restaurant):
Mohawk Empire (damn, I need to start using these as nicknames...)

4 - EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice + Last Vacation Spot): Lemon Pepper Pensacola

5 - SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied):
Giggles Pensacola (this one sucks)

6 - FLY GIRL ALIAS: (aka J.Lo) - (First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name):
C.Ha (haha, I like this...)

7 - ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen):
Mango Kool-Ade

8 - DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to High School):
Puppy Rich East

9 - BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink):
Ritz Margarita (I've never had alcohol...but I like virgin Margaritas, so I'll fake it)

10 - SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived):
Joanne Oswego (I don't remember the street I lived on in the Philippines)

11 - ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy + Last Name Of Favorite Musician):
Twix Willmon

12 - GREASE ALIAS: (Favorite Swear Word + Last Word of Favorite Movie):
Bitch Mile

###that was hard###

Thirteen random things you like:
1. Mountain Dew
2. Music
3. Matt
4. Poetry
5. Loud laughter
6. Men
7. Cologne
8. Friends
9. My blanket
10. Singing
11. Writing
12. Driving
13. Starbucks

Twelve movies:
1. The Green Mile
2. What Dreams May Come
3. The Notebook
4. Sixteen Candles
5. The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
6. Pay It Forward
7. The Others
8. Some movie with Kevin Bacon and some little kid that communicated with this dead girl named Samantha who was accidentally murdered and purposefully stuffed behind a brick wall in the basement.
9. The Breaks
10. 28 Days Later
11. The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (2002 or 2003?)
12. The Patriot

Eleven good bands or singers/musicians:
1. Trent Willmon
2. Green Day
3. Simple Plan
4. Gary Allan
5. Edwin McCain
6. AC/DC
7. Coheed and Cambria
8. Smile Empty Soul
9. Dashboard Confessional
10. Trace Adkins
11. Eminem

Ten things about you, physically:
1. I have freckles
2. I'm 5'6
3. Brown Eyes
4. Pierced Tongue
5. Layered Hair
6. Ten Fingers
7. Peachy Pale
8. I have a tiny scar on my hand from where a nurse poked me with a needle...but missed my vein
9. I also have ten toes
10. and I have boobs

Nine things about you, mentally/emotionally:
1. I'm super sentimental
2. I remember odd things...like the time in kindergarten when we were asked to count to 100 and I skipped over number 32
3. I feel the need to talk...a lot
4. I tend to put my heart into certain things a little too intensely
5. I'm paranoid
6. My brain is overactive
7. I can come off fairly confident, when really, I have super low self esteem
8. I often second guess myself
9. I have a weird obsession with smelling things...namely men

Eight favorite drinks:
1. Mountain Dew
2. Mountain Dew - Code Red
3. Mountain Dew - Live Wire
4. Mountain Dew - The New Black One
5. Tazo Berry (Starbucks)
6. Carmel Apple Cider (Starbucks)
7. Any flavor Slurpee
8. Virgin Margaritas!

Seven things you wear daily:
1. Underwe... ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4320799/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4320799/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 17:56:46 PST
Spirit by Antonio Banderas

Go. Buy. Now.

Rawr. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4320769/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4320769/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 17:55:46 PST
But until then, here's a survey I stole from some random guy from DL

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1) Christina
2) Tinio
3) Hey You...

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD :
1) Butterfly1030 (woohoo, that's me now!)
2) xPunkRock10x (haha, I'm such a poser)
3) BROK9899 (haha, go Backstreet Boys!)

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF :
1) I'm Filipina
2) I like guys
3) I dance like a white girl

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF :
1) I have freckles
2) There aren't many things in life I thoroughly enjoy
3) I tend to talk too fast and confuse people with my nonsensical babble

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU :
1) Creepy bugs
2) Snakes
3) Eggs

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS :
1) Clothes
2) Extra Polar Ice
3) Make up

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW :
1) Underwear
2) Tongue Ring
3) Bear Claw Slippers

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment) :
1) Trent Willmon
2) Simple Plan
3) Me, singing in the shower

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment):
1) Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day
2) Here - Trent Willmon
3) My Sister Doesn't Dance - Me, not in the shower

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS :
1) Moving Out
2) Getting My Own Apartment
3) Living somewhere that isn't here

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP :
1) Compassion
2) Spirit by Antonio Banderas (cologne)
3) Matt

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE :
1) I don't like eggs
2) One time, I killed a cat
3) I got headbutted in the eye by a puppy

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU :
1) He's taller than me
2) He smells good
3) He's Matt

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES :
1) Music
2) Writing
3) Smashing butterflies (haha Tiff)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION :
1) London
2) Australia
3) Matt's house

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW :
1) Get up and get something to drink
2) Go to Starbucks
3) Tell Marilyn she's a douche

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO :
1) Get up and get something to drink
2) Go to Starbucks
3) Tell Marilyn she's a douche

THREE KID'S NAMES :
1) Brendon
2) Madison
3) John David

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE :
1) Get up and get something to drink
2) Go to Starbucks
3) Tell Marilyn she's a douche

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY :
1) Um...
2) I don't know...
3) I have no idea...

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK :
1) I like shopping
2) I love shoes
3) I love men

THREE CELEB CRUSHES :
1) Russel Crowe
2) Mel Gibson
3) Trent Willmon

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW :
1) Toffifay!
2) Katie...?
3) Whoever feels like taking it...? ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4304938/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4304938/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 18:11:43 PST what's something a guy/girl will wear that'll turn you on? Black ribbed turtleneck sweaters
is cussing a neccesity in life? Hell yes, bitches
what's one look trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? Their face...how all the features work together on said face
what's one personality trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? Genuine
who's phone number are you hoping to get? I already have it
which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now? Matt
at one point in a girl/guy friendship will one them like each other even if it's only for a little bit. true or false? True
waffles or pancakes? Waffles...definitely waffles
how's your cereal in your bowl? It’s doing great, thanks...
what's something you ALWAYS have on you? My sex bracelet
do you stay in bed thinking or do you fall alseep in 5 seconds? Stay in bed thinking
favorite berries- Strawberries
what was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? Matt
chalk or crayons? Crayons
coffee, tea, or me? Coffee
Who was the last person who complimented you? Matt
movies at home on in a theater? At home
sun or moon? Moon
what's your opinion on love? It’s like a box of assorted chocolates...sometimes you bite into one, only to find you don’t like the flavor...and by the time you think to look for the flavor you desperately crave...someone else has already eaten it...TAKE THAT FORREST!
Sing any commercial jingle: “Here’s our jingle for Goldfish. We wrote a song for Goldfish, the wholesome snack that smiles back until you bite their heads off...”
What is your favourite element on the periodic table? Polybendium...? Does that exist?
Sunrise or sunset? Sunset
Introvert or extrovert? A little bit of both
Hugs or drugs? Hugs
Popsicle, creamcicle, or fudgecicle? Fudgecicle
What happened in the last dream you remember? I moved to New York and my new, cute neighbor guy fell in love with me while using the outdoor shower in my backyard...
Tightie whities or boxers? BOXERS!
Gummi bears or gummi worms? Bears. Classic.
Would you rather sky dive or deep sea dive? Sky Dive.
Beach or mountains? Beach
mounds or almond joy? Almond Joy

WORD ASSOCIATION
Grey: Beans
Human: Nature
Fruit loop: Roller coaster
Glove: compartment
Plum: Forgot
Structure: Fructure...?
Race: Bean
Heart: Beat
Parasite: Eve

Make up a word and define it: Merklyface - the first word to pop in Christina’s mind when asked to make up and define a word
Favorite pick up line? There’s a party in my pants...and by party, I definitely DON’T mean crabs
Do it fast or do it right? Do it fast
What was the last book you read? A Rogue in a Kilt
Have you ever had surgery? Yep
Random fact about you: I love black Bic Roundstick pens
If you could learn any foreign language, what would it be? Russian...or mandarin chinese
If you had the choice to live forever, would you? No...I couldn’t bear to see everyone I love die...


DO YOU BELIEVE IN
Fate? Yes
Ghosts? Yep
God? Maybe
Big foot? Nope
Soul mates? Sometimes
Angels? On occasion
Loch ness monster? No
Love at first sight? Nope...I believe in Lust at first sight
Karma? Yep
Vampires? Haha, no...but I believe in creepy weirdos with sharp teeth

Name something nostalgic: The Backstreet Boys
What are your turn ons in the opposite sex? Big rough hands, strong arms, taller than me, loud laughter
What are your turn offs in the opposite sex? Expulsion of gas from either end, nose picking, hairy chests
what is your favourite smell? Men...clean men....
Which is your favourite month of the year? October
Do you smoke? Nope
What was your favourite subject in school? English
What was your worst subject in school? Math
Do you follow your head, your heart, or your crotch? Heart
Are you sentimental? Indeed...sometimes overly so
What is your favourite pie? Cheesecake...although I’m not sure if it’s a pie...but it most definitely is NOT a cake
Do you like roller coasters? Yep
Do you talk in your sleep? I don’t think so
At what age do you think you will be married? Hopefully 24What is your weakness? Men and shoes
What was the last movie you saw that made you cry? The Notebook
If hate were a flavour, which flavour would it b... ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4298227/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4298227/ Tue, 11 Jan 2005 20:35:37 PST I want: Matt
I wish: Things were different...
I Have: Something stuck in my teeth
I Hate: Heartbreak
I Miss: Matt
I Fear: A life of lonliness
I Hear: A violin...on TV...and now they're making laser sounds
I Search: For happiness in a world of disappointment and pain
I Love: The one I cannot have
I Ache: 'Cause I did Tae Bo last night
I Care: Too much sometimes
I Always: Fall for the wrong one...
I Dance: Like a white girl...cause I am one!
I Cry: In the darkness...
I Do Not Always: Understand why I'm still alive...
I Write: Because I can't take the pain
I Confuse: myself
I Can Usually Be Found: Doing nothing of importance...
I need: To be loved...truly loved ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4239571/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4239571/ Tue, 04 Jan 2005 16:57:54 PST
LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Christina
-- Birthplace: Subic Bay, Philippines
-- Birthdate: October 30, 1986...now go buy me presents, bitches! (JK)
Gender: female
-- Eye Colour: Light Brown
-- Hair Colour: Naturally, super dark brown/black, but it's been a wide array of colors, most recently several shades of red
-- Height: 5'6"
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Scorpio...damn straight!
--Chinese Zodiac: Tiger *rawr*

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Half Filipina, half white (german, dutch, british, french...eh, it goes way back)
-- language: English, and a little bit of Spanish
-- The shoes you wore today: Skate Shoes
-- Your fears: Snakes, bees, snakes with bees in their mouths...and when they hiss they shoot bees at me
-- Your perfect meal: Tacos!
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Move back to P'cola within 2 years

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Ah!!! Life sucks! Go back to sleep!
-- Your best physical feature: Eh...I dunno...?
-- Your bedtime: Whenever I feel like going to sleep
-- Your most missed memory: Being comforted by his arms...

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: I Do the Dew...but since that's not a choice...coke....preferably cherry
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Neither...
-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: Don't care...just love shoes
-- Usually wears: Um...a bra?
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino...but I'll take coffee if it's flavored

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: hell yes bitches
-- Sing: All the diddly-damn time
-- Take a shower: Twice a day!
-- Have a crush: Yep
-- Do you think you've been in love: both unrequited and unfulfilled
-- Want to go to college: been there...haven't finished that...
-- Liked high school: The social aspect of it...
-- Want to get married: Yep
-- Get motion sickness: No ... *vomit*
-- Think you're attractive:
-- Think you're a health freak: haha...no
-- Get along with your parent(s): at times
-- Like thunderstorms: Nope, they're quite annoying...but I do like rain
-- Play an instrument: The recorder

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...

-- Drank alcohol: no
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had Sex: no
-- Made Out: no
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall?: but of course...many, many times
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope...and aren't they technically a bag?
-- Eaten sushi: Yup! Mmmm...sushi
-- Been on stage: No
-- Been dumped: No
-- Made homemade cookies: I made cupcakes!
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Dyed your hair: Yep....twice, in fact
-- Stolen anything: Well...I have captivated someone's interest...

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl..

-- Best eye color?: crystal blue
-- Best hair color?: any, really...
-- Height: at least 5'10
-- Best weight: eh, don't really care
-- Best articles of clothing: Pants...definitely pants.

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of piercings: My ears and my tongue
-- Number of tattoos: currently 0
-- Number of scars on my body: Eh, I dunno...9876813212186?
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Eh, I dunno...9876813212186?

LAYER ELEVEN:
-- Pets: 0
-- Dogs or Cats: Dogs. Definitely dogs.
-- Breed of Dog: The Hot dogs!
-- Name of pets: N/A

LAYER TWELVE:
Favourites!
-- Colour: Hot Pink, Black, Blood Red, and of course, Seafoam
-- Shape: Triangle...?
-- Food: Chinese!
-- RPG: Eh, not a fan of games
-- Game: Twister!
-- Tie: Yes.
-- Sex Position: N/A
-- Drink: virgin margaritas!
-- Fighting Style: For me...verbal. For a man, use your fists!
-- Movie: The Green Mile; The Notebook; What Dreams May Come ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4208567/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4208567/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 01:42:26 PST Me: Haha, yeah, but it'd be like our equivalent of you getting hit in the balls ...
Jeff: Yeah, that hurts...I've been hit on the dick though...
Me: Ouch
Jeff: Oh, yeah
Me: Yeah....I try not to hit men there...but sometimes you have to
Jeff: If I go down, you're going down with me...I'll grab you on the way down...
Me: I think grabbing me will be the least of your worries
Jeff: When I get up...I will find you! But, I don't plan on making you mad at me...
Me: Yeah, like I'd be mad at you for finding me after I hit you in the crotch...
Jeff: You just want to touch my crotch...
Me: What?
Jeff: You touch me, I touch you...It's all good!
Me: SUPER WHAT?! ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4079820/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4079820/ Thu, 16 Dec 2004 10:27:02 PST who stole it from someone else...

if you were______ what would you be?

[a flower] a blood red rose
[a fruit] I am the Mango! (haha, I love SNL)
[a vegetable] Po-tah-to
[a spice] Cinnamon
[a color] brown...cause I'm a mix of a lot of things, and when you mix a lot of colors, they always seem to come out brown
[a bug] a lady bug...but not the "evil" ones

Short Answer
[are you left handed or right handed?] right
[are you smart?] hah...no
[whats your middle name?] how about no... i hate my middle name- it's a grandma-ish one (haha, Tara, I'll leave your answer cause I feel the same way about mine)
[how many personalities do you have?] too many to count
[how many piercings do you have?] my ears and my tongue
[tattoos?] nope, but I will when I get back to PF
[do you like v-8?] ew, gross
[what was your first word?] Haha, I don't know...hopefully something funny
[are you superstitious?] Hmm...not really.
[do you read your horoscope?] Yep, at work with Holly...and we laugh and criticize the writer
[do you believe in that stuff?] heh, sometimes
[can you do a cartwheel?] Haha, no...
[do you have bangs?] Well...not really...I just got my hair angled so I have long strands that USED to be bangs
[do you have contact lenses?] nope, but I think I need them
[can you drive?] Yep...
[what do you drive?] a black 2000 Nissan Sentra GXE (big pimpin')
[do you snore?] I don't think so (I know Tara does...), but I probably drool every once in a while...
[Do you drool in your sleep?] haha...read my previous response
[do you lick your envelopes or use a sponge?] I used to lick...but since I got my tongue ring...it's kinda hard to...I still try though, and I cut myself every time
[do you keep a journal?] an online one...
[do you like cotton candy?] not really
[do you like Pina coladas?] well, I've never had a real one, but I like pina colada
[what instruments can you play?] The recorder...woohoo!
[what words do you overuse?] bitches
[what do you sleep in?] clothes
[whats your bedtime?] when I fall asleep...
[how many pillows do you have?] Well, right now I have four...but I don't really use pillows...I sleep on my blanket
[do you like to dance?] Yep!
[do you like to sing?] Yep, all over the place! In the car with the windows rolled down, in the shower, at work, shopping...
[are you any good at it?] Heh...I'm aiight...(jk)
[how many cds do you have?] At last count...a little less than 300...but I haven't counted since I've been in FL
[do you like to talk on the phone?] Yes...but I hate making the very first call to a person.
[how many times have you moved houses?] well...it will be six when I get back to PF...but I've moved into 2 of the houses twice (does that makes sense?)
[what do you think of chain letters?] annoying pieces of crap!
[do you like where you live?] Kinda
[is your room messy?] right now, yeah...I'm in the process of packing up my stuff...my method is to dump everything (and I mean EVERYTHING) on the floor so I have absolutely no walking room...
[how many people go to your school?] I don't know...a lot...
[do you like your writing?] sometimes
[do you like to finger-paint?] no
[what do you smell like?] Calgon's Hawaiian Ginger
[are you organized?] not really...no
[what do you put on hotdogs and hamburgers] ketchup
[do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] nope
[do you sleep with socks on?] not unless I'm freezing...or I fall asleep on the couch or something
[are you ticklish?] yes, very...so don't touch me
[are you shy?] Well, I'm not shy...but I don't like walking up to a new guy and talking to him...that's the man's job
[do you talk to yourself?] internal monologue, yes...external...no
[is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories?] the one in PF, 3 (including a basement)
[do you have a basement or an attic?] heh, yep
[what flavor fluoride do you get at the dentist?] passion fruit...it doesn't matter...it all tastes like toothpaste to me
[are you a morning person?] No...I'm a mid-afternoon to late evening (early morning?) person
[whats your favorite outfit?] Eh, I don't have one...but I like shoes.
[do you have a friend that you wish wasn't?] well, I did...but I ki... ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4079689/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4079689/ Thu, 16 Dec 2004 10:05:33 PST
Jami: Miss Harris, please stand up.
Me: *stands up* (Oh crap, I wonder what I did)What did I do?
Jami: Class, congratulate her. She has written the best argument/persuasion essay I have ever read. It was spectuacular.
*everyone appluads*
Me: *blush* Um...thanks...? (Haha, bitches! I win)!
Random Classmate #1: Good job!
Random Classmate #2: What did she write about?
Jami: She wrote about why persuasive essays should be abolished.
Me: (Who the hell says "abolished" anymore?)
*laughter*
Amy: And you were all worried...
Jami: Yeah, the process memo sounded really worried.
Me: (Should I sit down now?) May I sit down, please?
Jami: You may be seated.

While that was kind of embarrassing...it was a great way to end my first semester of college, eh? I may not be the "phenominal Nancy" (Oh, miss Johnson...I'm still bitter about you saying that out loud on the first day of class), *shakes fist* but at least I'm "spectacular Miss Harris."


::-posted from my LiveJournal::: ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4025433/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/4025433/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 08:45:53 PST Me: I know you're a guy and all, but shouldn't that be the other way...?
Bud: Dude, you're sick...
Me: Who, me...or inverted nipple man?
Bud: Nipple boy.
Ash: I AM *dun da na na* Inverted Nipple Man! :swishes pretend cape:
Me: Ah! I created a superhero.
Bud: What kind of superhero is that?
Me: A flasher...?
Bud: How the hell does a flasher fight crime?
Ash: I flash my inverted nipples and make bad guys cry!

]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3957905/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3957905/ Tue, 30 Nov 2004 16:49:15 PST [link] ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3899556/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3899556/ Tue, 23 Nov 2004 08:53:21 PST
Meanwhile, I got into a huge argument with my sister last night...resulted in hurt feelings on both parts, much screaming, both over the phone and over IM (you know...CAPS lock...). Whatever. Fuck that.

I bumped my work schedule up by ten hours a week, so hopefully that should be some extra cash for the trip home.

Otherwise...I feel like shit. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3695001/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3695001/ Thu, 28 Oct 2004 14:40:59 PDT
My grandfather passed. They didn't close his eyes. I had to....

I was there from 8:00 p.m. to 6:30 a.m. I left for a little over an hour to pick something up, and he died before I got back. I hate myself.... ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3647540/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3647540/ Fri, 22 Oct 2004 07:52:26 PDT
So, looks like I might be coming home sooner rather than later, ...

My grandfater is in ICU...what started out as pneumonia quickly turned into kidney failure, blood poisoning, fluid on his heart, and now there's a hole in his heart valve and he's having trouble breathing....

It's his name, and while that sounds morbid...let's just say I have a feeling... ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3617706/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3617706/ Mon, 18 Oct 2004 10:13:52 PDT
( ) I have been drunk
(x) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex
( )I have kissed a member of the same sex
(x) I crashed a friend's car (well, I crashed my grandfather's car...?)
(X) I have been to Japan
(x) I rode in a taxi
( ) I have been in love (tough to say)
( ) I've shoplifted
( ) I have been fired
(x) I have been in a fist fight ( but only with my sister )
( ) I've had a 3-some
( ) I've snuck out of my parent's house ( with the car also )
( ) I have been tied up
( ) I have been arrested
( ) I've made out with a stranger
( ) I've stolen something from my school
( ) I've celebrated New Year's in Time Square
( ) I've gone on a blind date
(X) I've had a crush on a teacher
( ) I've celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
( ) I have been to Europe ( i wish )
( ) I've skipped school
( ) I've slept with a co-worker
( ) I have thrown up in a bar
( ) I have purposely set myself on fire
(x) I have eaten sushi ( and I love it)
( ) I have been snowboarding
( ) I have been snow skiing
(X ) I have made a snow angel (even when it wasn't snowing)
(x) I have been happy with myself (rarely)
( ) I have met a movie star
( ) I've bungee jumped
(x) I have been to a pop concert ( Well, not really pop...DC and Guster/Wallflowers)
( ) I sold naked pictures of myself
(x) I have been in a car accident ( fender bender )
( ) I have slept in the nude
(x) I've eaten cheesecake (How could you NOT eat cheesecake)
( ) I've had jury duty
() I've hated someone without knowing them ( )
( ) I've shot a real gun
( ) I've ran around with my trousers around my ankles
( ) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
( ) I've done ecstasy
( ) I've gotten my ass kicked
( ) I've been caught smoking
( ) I've milked a cow
(x) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher (well, not fight....friendly argument)
( ) I've cheated on someone
( ) I've lied one time in this survey ( no, cause if I didn't want to answer I just deleted it :-P )
( ) I've lied more then once in this survey
( ) I've thrown a party at a friends house when they were gone
( ) I've partied every weekend for the last month
( ) I've sniffed markers to get high
( ) I've been asleep for more than 15 consecutive hours
( ) I've petted a live tiger
( ) I've kissed someone in the snow
(X ) I've found a four leaf clover
(x) I've given my parents the finger behind a closed door
( ) I've gotten drunk in Germany
(x) I've cried in public ( not CRIED excessively, but more like let a few tears slip out )
( ) I've cried in public in the last 5 days
(X) I've been hit on by a member of the same sex (it was actually kinda funny...and also kinda creepy)
( ) I've been asked to perform oral sex by a complete stranger
(x) The SuicideGirls.com banner bugs me ( Yes...perverts ) ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3543258/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3543258/ Fri, 08 Oct 2004 14:59:06 PDT
Meanwhile, I'm almost 18! I can finally almost buy super glue and white out at Wal-Mart! Woohoo!

My friend Kelly is trying to hook me up with her brother who lives in a COMPLETELY different part of Florida. AND he got some chick pregnant. AND he has a kinda/sorta psycho girlfriend. AND...that's about it.

Did I mention I'm dissecting a cat. An adult cat. A very skinny adult cat. A very skinny adult cat who had his throat slit.

Mmm. Them's goot eats! JK. Ew. EWW. Why did I just type that? More importantly, why am I not deleting it? ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3509449/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/3509449/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 09:11:20 PDT
I will update on my college's super-fast cable connection. Yay!

I'm also taking advantage of their superfast connection to download music.

^_^ ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2796307/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2796307/ Sat, 03 Jul 2004 16:17:28 PDT ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2444123/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2444123/ Sun, 16 May 2004 21:07:11 PDT ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2426520/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2426520/ Fri, 14 May 2004 08:50:21 PDT
I was never one to believe in an eye for an eye, the death penalty, etc, but those four bastards (five, including the camera man) deserve to die a slow torturous death and rot in hell for all of eternity.

I now believe in the existence (existance...tence?) of God, which is odd because most people would be turned off of God considering he "let" this happen, but I'm the other way. I'd like to belive that that poor man, Nick, didn't come to that sort of end. That there's something better for him. He's not just a headless corpse. I'd also like to believe that the men who killed him will receive what's coming to them.

That's the bell. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2377560/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2377560/ Fri, 07 May 2004 08:23:17 PDT ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2373688/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2373688/ Thu, 06 May 2004 17:46:57 PDT
And now...Lady Marmalade...DA stylel...kinda...

Where's all my soul sisters:


Let me here y'all flow sisters:


Better get that dough sisters:
(hehe, can you figure out why I put you here)

Voulez vous couchette avec moi:


Just kidding about that last part guys.

That all better work, or someone's getting a swift kick to their...kneecap! ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2340660/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2340660/ Sat, 01 May 2004 22:15:36 PDT

The reality of Pensacola is starting to hit me. I'm not going to have any friends there for a while. Scary prospect. Usually when I move somewhere, it's not a bad thing because it's during the school year so it's easier to make friends. I won't be in school until late August, so I'll have a few months to do nothing. If anyone lives in that area, send me a note. Don't worry, I'm not a stalker...for the most part.

Senior ditch day is on Monday, so I'm definitely going to ditch so I can do something better...like sleep.

Meanwhile, I'm emotionally drained, and therefore, no poems seem to want to invade my brain. I need to occupy that space and do something productive with my time, like sleep. On second thought, I don't really like unnecessary (sp?) sleep. It seems like a waste of time to me. I mean, I could always go out and do things, but there's really nowhere to go in this stupid town. I think my friends and I have the Starbucks employees convinced that we're obsessively stalking them, so it's best to lay low for a while. I'm seriously not kidding when I say there's nothing to do. There's a Starbucks, a Borders, a crappy mall with nothing in it, a little coffee shop in the "center" that no one goes to, a hair salon, and um...a couple places to eat. I mean, there's always the movie theater, but I'm not big on watching movies. I hate this town. That's the only upside to P'cola. There's slightly more to do. Dude, freakin' prison has more to do than this town.

And, as you may have noticed, I can get poems up now. I just can't upload pictures. Oh well! ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2269130/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2269130/ Wed, 21 Apr 2004 15:37:07 PDT
Anyway, the point of this is.....

Don't expect me to upload anything unless I'm at school. Not that you care, or anything. :-P ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2251945/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2251945/ Sun, 18 Apr 2004 20:59:43 PDT
In other news, I'm going to a Dashboard Confessional concert in may, the day before my graduation! Yes!! Awesome! ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2227921/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2227921/ Thu, 15 Apr 2004 09:15:09 PDT
And Here's my AOL horoscope for today:
Emotionally speaking, you are in pretty good shape as you find ways to balance your own needs with those around you. The problem is that you are more vulnerable than usual, and therefore could act in ways that protect yourself from undesirable pain. Even with old fears rising from your subconscious, you still will be better off by letting it all hang out instead of holding those fears deep on the inside.

I'm vulnerable, eh? No one hit me. ]]> ~snax-mcgee http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2201038/ http://snax-mcgee.deviantart.com/journal/2201038/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 15:48:56 PDT ~snax-mcgee