http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:solarismyst&section=today deviantART RSS for by:solarismyst en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 13:52:34 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/26958427/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/26958427/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 13:56:19 PDT
I've gone through thousands of deviations and pretty much just use this space to watch my favorite artist.

Someday I will update it, but for the most part...I have no reason to.

Although I've noticed quite a few people faving the Lock, Shock, and Barrel pattern...so thanks you guys and gals!

]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/21579732/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/21579732/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 10:47:15 PST
In January I told myself that I would draw again, that I would update this site again, and I would be artistic again. The most creative things I've done this year is make a few scarves. I've hardly drawn anything. I made one costume...but for the most part I haven't done much.

It makes me wonder where that spark I had went. It used to burn bright and now it just kinda flickers in the wind.

]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/16417814/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/16417814/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 13:33:17 PST
I should be submitting stuff, but to do that I need to actually make stuff.

Part of it is my depression, which is like an instant art block. I have the images in my head, they just don't want to come out through the pencil. Or through the fabric, or any other constructive thing I want to do.

It can also be partly blamed on my Wii, it takes up a fair amount of spare time. (LIKEOMGMARIOGALAXYHAS SUPER ANNOYINGLEVELSANDIHATE SLINGPODSANDHUNGRYLUMAS!!!)

Or my ds (FUCK YOU VON KARMA) Yeah um...Phoenix Wright.....

So yeah, but I'm also going through 1000 plus deviation back-up from not really checking this through december. So I think it's time for me to go through my watch list and decide on who are the keepers.

But if anyone here has a Wii and wants to trade codes, just note me! ^_^

]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/12531414/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/12531414/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 20:43:41 PDT
Hmm...I wonder, I wonder.

And I've been crocheting again, while it is creative, it just takes alot of time. Especially when you realize your mistake and have to take out three rows to fix it. -_-;

But! I gots me a webcam...so maybe I'll be on here more with wee tidbits for it. Dunno.

]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/10626458/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/10626458/ Sun, 05 Nov 2006 14:48:28 PST
It's not art art, but it's more of crafty kind of art, which I seem to be enjoying more of these days then the old fashioned pencil and paper.

yayness.

]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/10492758/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/10492758/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 22:31:56 PDT
I can't even see my own new friggin scrap, and it's new, but won't show up.

GOD idiots run this freaking place.

Stupid stupid stupid.

]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/9548079/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/9548079/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 22:16:08 PDT
1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

Now the good part. CHALLANGE YOUR FREINDS. PM ME IF YOU WISH TO CHALLANGE ME.

THE LIST
1. Introduction - [link]
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood - [link]
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/8505018/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/8505018/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 21:44:13 PDT
I graduated from college, so omg! XD Just waiting for the commencement ceremony and all that jazz.

Looking for work, in anything. Not really sure I still want to go into Graphic Design, anymore. Kind of want to be a librarian more.

But I shall do art again, I miss it.

It's just finding the willpower to pick up a pencil again, and finding even more will power to have the faith that everything I do, won't suck.

And lastly, I'm going to archive my costumes and stuff soon, so maybe I'll be uploading pics here.

Especially after I go to Anime Central. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/7080628/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/7080628/ Fri, 18 Nov 2005 13:00:33 PST
It was fantastic! Even though they cut out the sub-plots from the book and focused primarly on the TriWizard tourney, it was wonderful. The best one yet. And for it being 2 1/2 hours long, it never seemed long. The director did a wonderful job of keeping things moving. The Quidditch world cup scenes where beautiful, just like I imagined them. And Moody was great. The ferret scene is hilarious! XD
Also, Voldermort! OMG! So good!! And the twins got serious screen-time! XD YAY! And Rupert was adorable as well, all the boys where wonderful. And Emma was a total doll!

Speaking of the Weasley twins! I got to meet them in person last night! OMG!! They are so sweet and cute! They where at Hollywood Blvd. for the weekend. XD And they have a most kickass limo, and I got a picture and autographs! Insanely fantastic.

Not only that, Ashley, Angel, and I all got interviewed by Channel 7 news, so I have no idea if we'll be on or not anytime today. But like cool right? XD

So will be updating with pictures later!

Sooo cool! ^___^ ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/6711024/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/6711024/ Sat, 08 Oct 2005 09:03:53 PDT
And I have updated, just not much.

Don't know if I will due to the recent issues with the site.

Luv you,
Soli ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/5713077/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/5713077/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 10:43:05 PDT
This quarter things are okay I guess, I'm retaking photoshop and having some fun in that class, however I realize that I've also been extremely procastinating so I gotta pick up the slack the next few weeks and then I get a week long break. I also got a bunch of events, etc to head out to. So hopefully I'll get something uploaded up here.

Other then that I'm just looking forward to a bunch of new movie releases, reading Sin City and being a general geek.



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I am also taking part in the Alien Races by and

My Pheerai:
Black Orchid (design almost done)
Mistletoe
Moonseed (needs to be drawn out, non-doodle form)
Poppy
Wisteria (design in progress)

My Mixers:
Voodoo Sunrise (Prime Male) (suffering with)
Voodoo Doll (virgin mixer) (designs in process)
Tokyo Tea (female, prime) (chibi drawing done)

So if you see lots of designs with tails, you know what they are. XD There are a few other races I might do some designing for so stay tuned in that department.

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I got my own kiriban, so the offical next one is just going to be at 5,000, screencap and note me if you get it. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/4521152/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/4521152/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 10:02:59 PDT
Although, I almost have one finished sketchbook. ::knocks on wood:: Maybe I should scan something...mwahaha...

I want to be artful, I really do, it's just so hard these days.

And to think in a week or so, I have a college porfolio review with nothing to show...::





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I am also taking part in the Alien Races by and

My Pheerai:
Black Orchid (design almost done)
Mistletoe
Moonseed (needs to be drawn out, non-doodle form)
Poppy
Wisteria (design in progress)

My Mixers:
Voodoo Sunrise (Prime Male) (suffering with)
Voodoo Doll (virgin mixer) (designs in process)
Tokyo Tea (female, prime) (chibi drawing done)

So if you see lots of designs with tails, you know what they are. XD There are a few other races I might do some designing for so stay tuned in that department.

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Oh, yessss...next kiriban is 2, 500. Screencap and show me and you get a request of your choice drawn. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3978101/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3978101/ Fri, 03 Dec 2004 07:56:41 PST

A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3817635/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3817635/ Fri, 12 Nov 2004 12:48:45 PST
My grandmother passed away.

Con season is coming to a big end.

Family problems caused by my grandmothers death.

And lots of school issues.

Maybe I'll upload something soon, if not don't worry. I still linger around to see what everyone else is doing. Sorry.

]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3580672/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3580672/ Wed, 13 Oct 2004 12:05:13 PDT
I got cosplay picnic pictures, more of the woods, kid shots, and a few others from the renfaire.

Or, I could upload some doodles to. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3315257/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3315257/ Wed, 08 Sep 2004 10:41:06 PDT


Friday is Resident Evil day, huzzah. I think I am going to make becky come over right after work so I can play resident evil with her and just head to the late show. I can't wait. ^.^ ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3101044/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3101044/ Wed, 11 Aug 2004 15:54:14 PDT
Yeah, I kind of went a little overboard on the favorites today. But I found some really cool artist to stick on my devwatch as well. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3025830/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/3025830/ Mon, 02 Aug 2004 10:39:27 PDT
I guess I'm not sure anymore, seeing as a cosplay pic of me was used for something I found less then funny.

-_- ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2844253/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2844253/ Fri, 09 Jul 2004 20:02:21 PDT
However, Dawn of the Dead(remake) will be coming out on dvd soon.

Vacation Week! Yay! ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2721452/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2721452/ Tue, 22 Jun 2004 17:58:45 PDT I'm not used to having close to 50 hits in a month.

I might be selling prints on here starting in either July or August, depending if I get any good response to the photography pictures I will be uploading on my break.

I get to go have a photoshoot/picnic Saturday. Now I need to get film or find the backups for my digital.

Nothing new, just lurking for the most part still. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2569496/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2569496/ Fri, 04 Jun 2004 10:08:59 PDT I decided that even though I did scan alot of old stuff, I just don't want to put it up.
But there is regular new deviation, and then three more things in scraps. So eh.

I am going to burn a bunch of stuff on disc before I head to work on Friday, and upload some of it here while at work.

However, interesting enough, I found out that my old high school enemy is now working at a bondage/fetish fantasy house downtown.

::evil evil grin:: ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2482552/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2482552/ Wed, 26 May 2004 11:44:24 PDT
::sigh::

May 26th, 1:42 p.m and I break my own Kiriban. Happy 1000 to me.

Guess I'll have to actually do something on here then, eh? ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2415889/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2415889/ Wed, 12 May 2004 18:26:17 PDT
I haven't used like in a sentence that much in...like...forever.

Anime Central, going to be there? Look for a very pink priestess on saturday. ^_^

I promise an upload spree when I come back, most of it will be old sketchbook stuff in scraps, and con photos. ::squeels:: ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2234623/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2234623/ Fri, 16 Apr 2004 10:16:51 PDT
It also kind of well, sucks. Because I finally decided on what to do as for a cosplay site. And I have a name, that was the biggest thing. "Lady in Red" I thought it fitted quite nicely due to the fact that my first costumes where Rosebride Anthy and Alucard from Hellsing. Both very red characters. Plus, I kind of stay towards the color when it comes to anime. This year is a bit different though, doing a priestess Miaka varient, but her original priestess costumes is also "red".

Maybe I am just jonsing for a website because I have html next semester (three weeks actually!) for a class, and therefore I will be relearning it. But other then that, I don't have the time for webbie-work that much.

So I don't know, maybe I'll just look into buying a domain in a few months and some webspace. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2166075/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2166075/ Tue, 06 Apr 2004 16:31:57 PDT Stats for ~solarismyst

I have 709 pageviews total and my 51 deviations were viewed 423 times, with 830 fullviews, for a grand total of 1,253 views.

Overall, people left 86 comments and added my deviations to their favourites 6 times, while I commented 175 times, averaging 0.82 comments per day, which means that I gave 20 comments for every 10 that I received.

My most commented deviation was Sunny Day in the Graveyard with 7 comments, receiving an average of 0.5 per day in the first 2 weeks, while my most favourited one was Bridge, with 1 favourites, averaging 0.07 per day in the first 2 weeks. My most viewed photo was Heavenly Bondage with 284 views.

1 Favourites were given for every 10 Comments.

Every 4.1 days I upload a new deviation, and it's usually on a Tuesday , with 22%/11 of my deviations.

My favorite time of the day to upload is at 19pm with 13 deviations and my busiest month was September 2003 with 17 /33% of my deviations.

The majority of my deviations are uploaded to the Photography gallery (30 ), while my favorite category in it was Misc with 9 deviations

Comments per deviation: 1.68
Favourites per deviation: 0.11
Views per deviation: 24.56
Comments per day: 0.4
Favourites per day: 0.02
Views per day: 5.88
Pageviews per day: 3.32


Stats provided by *micahgoulart @ Ingenial.com / GalleryStats

Pitiful eh? ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2137693/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2137693/ Fri, 02 Apr 2004 14:00:25 PST
I have also decided to redo a couple of things, one being my current project, start from stratch on it. I wasn't like how it was turning out ( the verson you haven't seen on here) so I am going to redo it.

I am also directing a play, and prepping for a con a month away aka Acen. So I wil be sewing for the next month. ^_^ ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2051133/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2051133/ Sat, 20 Mar 2004 18:34:57 PST
If it doesn't make you squirm it will make you laugh. If it doesn't make you scream, it will make you giggle. I want to see it again. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2020068/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/2020068/ Mon, 15 Mar 2004 20:07:27 PST Anywho the new camera is a manual/autofocus Canon Ti Rebel. ::shrugs::

Found some new artist on here to devstalk... Lovely peeps.

Also, I'm still working on art stuff, but a little slower then usual.

Dawn of the Dead...oh my...do I want to see that movie. Zombies are really the only movie monsters that scare me. Put it this way, I feel asleep watching The Ring for a second time, but I stayed wide awake for Resident Evil.

Anyone else waiting to see it? ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1915932/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1915932/ Fri, 27 Feb 2004 13:32:13 PST
And I feel even worse that I haven't uploaded anything in awhile.

Not only that, I need a camera, a manual camera, by Tuesday. It sucks to be in a photography class and be without a camera right now. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1804358/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1804358/ Fri, 06 Feb 2004 15:28:56 PST
Anything for sketches to b&w photography...

I'm just in a mood to use Adobe and my tablet.

~*~

I am in the process of replacing works with watermarked ones.

Why?

Due to the fact that an amazingly large amount of people I like on here are getting their artworked ripped, I figured I might as well start sooner then later.

Plus, it gives me an excuse to clean up my gallery. ^_^

~*~

My camera, Ping-chan, is out to the doctor or tech so to speak. She was having trouble with her flash and resolution. So I am cameraless for three weeks. The pain...

~*~

There are so many great artist on here, and I stalk many of them. So if I am stalking you, I luv you. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1682033/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1682033/ Wed, 14 Jan 2004 20:17:15 PST

Anywho, I uploaded a new devId and icon, figure you should see more of me...since uh, this is my deviant account.

I'm happy to say that within the next five weeks I shall be getting a manual camera, pentax I think. What ever is required for class.

Thanks to everyone who is sticking around or reading and checking out my stuff. I wish I better things to put up here, but I am scannerless and the only scanner that I access to is the mac one at school. But good news though, a friend gave me Adobe Illustrator, so now I can work on stuff in there at home and upload it here.

Also, I found my pictures of Graceland cemetary from...Junior year? Wow...still though they are some of my favorites. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1653293/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1653293/ Fri, 09 Jan 2004 13:53:43 PST
001) What is your first name? Victoria, classy ain't it?
002) Middle name? Anne
003) Last name? Those who need to know it do.
004) Nicknames: Viki, Yamiko, Soli(aris), Flying Cabbit
005) Age? 18 going on 19
006) Sex? Female
007) Birthday? Jan 31st 1985
00 Your sign? Aquarius
009) Where do you live? Illinois
010) Do you have a boy/girlfriend? Nada
011) If so, what's his/her name? NA
012) Have you ever been in love? Once, long time ago.
013) Who are/were your crushes? Danny, Johnny Depp (I liked him way before the PofC fandom hit), Orlando Bloom...yeah that one is all pervy elf fancying,

Stuart Townsend, and many others.
014) Do you have any piercing, or want any? Just the basic set on the ears, but I would like to get more just to scared. ^_^;
015) If so, what do you have/want pierced? The middle of my ear and the tops.
016) Do you have a tattoo or want one? Nope, but I kind of do want one.
017) If so, what kind and where? NA
018 ) Where do you shop the most? Does the grocery store count? Because I really haven't gone pleasure shopping in a long long time.
019) What color is you hair? A a med-dark brown with very little natural blonde highlights
020) What color are your eyes? Hazel, but most people say gold
021) How tall are you? 5'11 and 3/4, but we'll say 6'0 for easy measuring
022) Do you smoke? Hell no! And you shouldn't either
023) Do your friends smoke? Mostly my family and those who do, know not to smoke around me. I'm allergic
024) Who are your best friends? Becky! ^_^ We're having our 5th aniversary this year.
025) Who are your friends? Well, the DA peeps, Kiana, mostly those who are on my livejournal.
026) Who are your best friends on-line? Eh, ~_~ not so sure.
027) Do you like Bath & Body Works? It's nice if you have money to waste.
028 ) What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? Sauve Clarifying and Pantene conditioner
029) What sports do you play? Don't have much time for them. But I was on badmintiton, and softball is pretty much the family sport. But I wish I could do

archery and fencing. No place around here to do it though.

(insert question thirty in here)
030) Huh??? Err... did you take this quiz seriously? Not really, just did it because I haven't done one in awhile.

031) What turns you on? Personality, good sense of humour, accents, looks (it's no shallow, it's biological), and intelligence
032) What turns u off? Liars! Liars! Liars! and stupid people
033) What places do you go for fun? Movies
034) What do you do for fun? Video Games, Anime, art, and history. Yeah, geekness.
035) How many phones do you have in your house? Including cellphones it's 5
036) How many TVs do you have in your house? 3
037) What's your favorite foods? Itallian, chocolate, soup!
038 ) Do you look like anyone famous? Hmm, don't ever recount anyone telling me that I looked like anyone before
039) Do you think Ricky Martin is muy guapo (very handsome)? Better looking then the other guy.
040) Who is the most attractive person you know? *thinks* Personally, don't really know, it's just not coming to mind. But Ashley Rice does.
041) Do you wish to be like your parents? No, hell, no.

(insert question forty-two in here)
042) Again??? Do I hate school? If I didn't at least some of the time I wouldn't be normal

043) What are you listening to right now? The sounds of silence at the library I work at
Eh... question 44 disappeared...

045) How many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? Guessing an hour, unless I make a call to becky, then it's about 3+
046) Do you have your own phone line? No, but i have my own cellphone
047) Have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex (NOT family)? Yes, and someone of the same as well.
048 ) What are your favorite shoes? My fuzzy slippers and my sketchers sandals
049) What kind of clothes do you sleep in, if any? I have a lovely collection of pjs.
050) Whats your favourtie soda? Vanilla Coke and it's better then that Pepsi ripoff
051) What things do you say a lot? I tend to talk in smilies
052) Are you the serious, loud, happy or shy type? Loud. http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1556718/ Fri, 19 Dec 2003 13:01:32 PST
So that means photography, pixel art, doodles, and maybe some other stuff. Not sure yet. It all needs to happen after I clean up my hard drive a bit, because my comp at home is running slow, to much Ayumi Hamasaki videos for my own good.

Other then that, I also want to update my website. I have a layout planned for the main part, (unless I change my mind again) other wise all is good.

As for the cosplay site, I dunno. I wanted mascots for it, but I don't think I'll be able to draw them how I want, and I haven't talked to my brother yet. Blaine-sama loves drawing stuff for me. ^_^ But I want him to get through school and not worry. He's going to be a great teacher.

So if anyone wants to draw mascots for me, and if I'll like them, I'll send you all my ayu videos and commercials in the mail. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1543180/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1543180/ Tue, 16 Dec 2003 12:40:32 PST
I rock, I rock so hard right now. Thank you Fandango! ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1525420/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1525420/ Fri, 12 Dec 2003 13:44:24 PST
On another note, I hate stupidity, and the stupid people on DA are getting on my nerves.

...ands it's not like I can actually help the situation.

It's just a certain few necks I'd like to ring.

Stupid is as stupid does, and the Happy Bunny thinks you suck and that's sad. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1420579/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1420579/ Tue, 18 Nov 2003 19:58:35 PST Queen Of The Damned
(Queen Of The Damned)

Moon hangs around
A blade over my head reminds me
What to do before I'm dead
Night consumes light
The honesty I dread
Reminds me what to do before I'm dead

To see you
To touch you

Epochs fly, reminds me
What I hide, reminds me
The desert skies
Cracks the spies
Reminds me what I never tried
The ocean wide salted red
Reminds me what to do before I'm dead

To see you
To touch you
To feel you
To tell you

The sun reclines.....remind me
The desert skies....remind me
The ocean wide salted red
Reminds me

I'm not dead yet, but damn...if it wasn't for the fact that I do have a pulse, I would be. This migrane has been haunting me for two days already, and it makes my whole entire head hurt. I feel like I'm going deft, and for some reason, I just can't get enough sleep these days. Hopefully tomorrow will be fruitful and I will get the stuff I need to done. T_T ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1401648/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1401648/ Fri, 14 Nov 2003 18:16:21 PST
::Breathes::

PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!! PoA!!

::dies:: ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1305121/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1305121/ Tue, 21 Oct 2003 12:21:58 PDT ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1252761/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1252761/ Wed, 08 Oct 2003 19:50:28 PDT

I feel rather fulfilled.

Not to mention, there is the con this weekend, going to fill up my camera there as well. I'm working security. ^___^

As for the pictures, majority of them are of St. James, so those who want to see something, anything in particular? ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1243061/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1243061/ Mon, 06 Oct 2003 15:19:26 PDT
They are of St. James Cemetary in Willow Springs, Il. (Township might be a bit off due to boundry lines, I need to double check)

And what is cooler, is that my 2-D design class is heading up there Wensday after we breakfast at Denny's or Ihop. Nifty huh? ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1225555/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1225555/ Thu, 02 Oct 2003 12:27:38 PDT
Yes I am a lazy ass.
But it brings me to the question if I should get a stock photographer account. I mean, I take enough of them, and putting them all up here, well, I wouldn't like that.

Any opinions? ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1207820/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1207820/ Fri, 26 Sep 2003 21:51:55 PDT
Next is Communications 101, which is all about learning how to listen and communicate better with others. The sub we had this week is totally awesome and just, very to the point. I mean, she openly admitted to having a substance abuse problem and all that jazz, and getting pot from one of her students as an end of the semester gift. Not to mention, she just crazy cool.

Next is Computer Info Systems, which is more laid back and just learning how to use Microsoft Excess, Word, Excel, and Powerpoint.

So it's cool, and for my first 2-D design project, I need to make an installment piece out of Transformers toys. I will be sure to take pictures to share with you all. ^__^ ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1188833/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1188833/ Sun, 21 Sep 2003 19:22:44 PDT
Yeah, that is really bad to say, but oh well. >.> I have a bunch of pictures to upload, but to make them interesting, they really need to be cropped down alot on some of them. Otherwise they look either to plan or to busy.

Tomorrow I start school, so most likely throughout the rest of the year, I will upload pictures from school. ^_^ I mean...college! Yes, college! Ha! It sounds so weird to say now, I'm going to be in college. o.o Speaking of, I need to go get my crap together.

On another side note, I just fell really ugly today, like...my self-esteem has just shot down the last couple of days, but I can't wait to just get active again. Hopefully, I'll get rid of the morning sickness (non-pregnant kind) soon. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1153774/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1153774/ Fri, 12 Sep 2003 20:32:21 PDT

Hurt, as done by Johnny Cash...

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stain of time
The feeling disappears
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1123183/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1123183/ Tue, 02 Sep 2003 21:57:40 PDT
Why?

They are deeply depressing to me. Seeing these things that where once of beauty, rotting in storage, makes me really sad. And I know the musuem is trying it's best to restore old cars, but, still. People these days really don't care about the past and what's comes before them as they should. I mean, there where cars in that place over a hundred years old, sitting there, rotting!! >.< Trains are apart of american history! I mean think about it!

And yes, I did donate to the restoration fund at the musuem, and I think they should get more money from people instead of just a few dollar bills in the donation box that I saw. They are keeping a history alive, and I swear that was nothing more peaceful this summer then going and riding on the old trains they had there. ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1116583/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1116583/ Sun, 31 Aug 2003 20:45:05 PDT ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1110008/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1110008/ Fri, 29 Aug 2003 14:21:48 PDT ~~~~~~~~
I have liked this song since I first heard it on the radio, and I have never stopped liking it. Very rare for me in general.


you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell
help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason I stay alive ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1102391/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/1102391/ Tue, 26 Aug 2003 22:33:35 PDT J. Geils Band

You love her
But she loves him
And he loves somebody else
You just can't win
And so it goes
Till the day you die
This thing they call love
It's gonna make you cry
I've had the blues
The reds and the pinks
One thing for sure

(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah

Two by two and side by side
Love's gonna find you yes it is
You just can't hide
You'll hear it call
Your heart will fall
Then love will fly
It's gonna soar
I don't care for any casanova thing
All I can say is
Love stinks

(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah

I've been through diamonds
I've been through minks
I've been through it all
Love stinks

(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah
(Love stinks)
Love stinks yeah yeah

____

DAMN STRAIGHT!! It's exactly how I feel right now!! RWAR!! ]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/876586/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/876586/ Wed, 25 Jun 2003 16:10:57 PDT
But on the otherhand I did finish Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Go me! Rather sad ending...one of my favorite characters died...or so I think...but dude, hopefully it won't be another 3 year wait for book six.

I kind of also wanted to see how they did on their O.W.L.S. actually....I was rather curious.


]]> ~solarismyst http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/869945/ http://solarismyst.deviantart.com/journal/869945/ Mon, 23 Jun 2003 21:49:53 PDT Beneath the vision lies the Myst. ]]> ~solarismyst