http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:sonar242&section=today deviantART RSS for by:sonar242 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 06:31:36 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/11344881/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/11344881/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 08:48:48 PST ATTENTION !!!PLZ DONT THINK THAT PSYH3RB IS A POLICY VIOLATOR COZ THATS ACCOUNT IS MINE TOO, I HOPE IT WILL NOT BE A PROBLEM!!! ATTENTION

i will move to a new account with only photography. i dont plan to submit stuff here tho, so if u want to see my new works, go to the page what i linked below!

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naszal regeltem egy fotos accountot ide. asszem nem nagyon fogok mar ide feltolteni kepeket, csak az uj accomra:

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remelem aki eddig latogatott itt, az ott is fog majd... hianyoznanak a commentek meg minden josag ^^
ide max. akkor teszek fel kepet majd, ha az nem foto... de ahogy en erzekelem ez nem nagyon fog bekovetkezni az elkovetkezo honapok soran. remelem.

nos itt be is fejezem, nem akarom hosszura nyujtani. akit erdekel bewatcholja, akit nem az meg nem. igy nekem jo lesz, ha nektek nem akkor sorry ^^

]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/11196923/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/11196923/ Tue, 26 Dec 2006 05:18:36 PST
latok neha olyan kepeket amiket egy kiscsoportos ovodas kepes elkesziteni, ebben hol a kurvaistenben van a muveszet kerem?!
sztem baszottul nem okes az, hogy ide mindenki minden hulladekot vidaman feltoltoget es a hulladek emberek ezeket a hulladekokat kepesek vigyorogva agyon magasztalni. a pofam leszakad mar komolyan mondom.
megint elfog az az erzes, hogy nincs itt semmi keresnivalom mert egyszeruen en is kurvanak erzem magam emellett a sok mocsok mellett ami itt van. nem akarom kurvanak erezni magam, ilyen egyszeru. at teleportalom magam valami olyan helyre ahol a kisebbsegi komplexusban szenvedo ongyilkosjelolt depis/picsogos/pandafestessel rendelkezo nyomoroncok valamilyen szinten ki vannak szurve. ez nem allapot keremszepen.

ezekrol a mocskokrol mar szeptember elejen is irtam, de azota meg tobb gyult ossze... elkezdem oltogatni oket, remelem bannolnak es akkor nem kell a kepeket torolgetni sem ^^

elore is viszlat ha esetleg hirtelen megszunnek letezni

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]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/10409310/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/10409310/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 07:01:57 PDT listening to kinda music what i listened last time many months ago.
its a crap day btw.
and btw im absolutely satisfied with my new cam.

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]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/10191227/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/10191227/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 10:13:35 PDT asszem megin leallitom magam es nem teszek fel tobb klise szart mert megint lehet torolni a felet. tok folosleges. majd jovok vissza tavasszal uj erovel meg minden oszt tolom a dolgokat.

bekattanas, magany, fos ido, fos napok, sotet estek... hatnekem nem kell... medve akarok lenni.

]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/9974044/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/9974044/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 07:44:34 PDT
the 'work' what i talking about is this

and when is checked it in full res hoping it this is only a joke, found a 16 years old humanoid in the profile... then checked his watchers and found some terrible thing.

001.
002.
003.
004.
005.

and this is just the top5, i checked many of those profiles and i'm absolutely confused when i saw the pagewiev counters and then took a look on some really great artists counter too.
how can it be? why the children flooding dA?

and before someone get angry i wanna clear that i really appreciate young artists who doing cool works and whos not putting every fooking scrap in the deviations gallery.
and i appreciate people too who dont try to lick asses everytime and wont make nice comments just for they want some nice comments back. i think its not the right way, theyre just making fool of each other.

in my opinion no comment is better than lie.
think about it fools.


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ohh i found something lol i wanna share with my favourite dA artist, ~nocturnal-glint

ezt csak Neked, Peka )) ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/9790682/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/9790682/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 08:33:21 PDT that's my luck lol

here ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/9423078/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/9423078/ Wed, 19 Jul 2006 15:51:07 PDT
gimme!

comments and others are appreciated and i cant wait for them ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/9143816/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/9143816/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 02:59:41 PDT
...its good to be fuckin' drunk...

...nannanannanannnanananananaaaaa... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/9043724/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/9043724/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 07:04:22 PDT night of fire
thanks for my friend, niume who lend me her user name and password to upload my first promotional stuff

its fantastic to feel myself absolutely free. i dont know the time when i felt myself like this. this week will be the first of my changing-sequence. i will submit some nu stuff soon.
hmm. i have a track what i wanna share with you deviants, but how? plz gimme some plce where i can store that track and link it to here.

now listening to marcel woods - serenity
some kinda euphoric trance. its fit my current mindstance well. awh i cant write down what i feel cuz i havent know enough words to describe it.

my summers programs changing as my feelings. finally i decided to go to ozorafest ( ozora
but i cant go to sziget fest. cuz the two fests are covering each other sadly. hmm only for a few days. hmhm.

a tobbit magyarul
szoval szigetre talan par napra elnezek. mert kivancsi is vagyok, meg mert hivtak is emberek. jo buli lesz az is.
vegre tudok magammal mit kezdeni, nincs olyan percem, hogy unatkoznek. munkat keresek a nyarra. meg a tovabbiakra is, de azt mar nem kecskemeten. a melo egy jo dolog lesz a valtozashoz, lekoti a tudatot, nem hagy masra gondolni, nem hagy Ra gondolni.
sajnos itt dA-n nem sok olyan ember van, aki igy a kozvetlen kozelemben el. jobban mondva csak egy olyan ember van, ~nocturnal-glint . szoval nem is tudom, minek irok ide ennyit hiszen ugy sem erdekel senkit. nembaj. tudnia kell mindenkinek, hogy vegre talan egyenesbe jonnek a dolgok. es vegre talan a barataimra is annyi idot tudok forditani, amennyit erdemelnek. ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8865706/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8865706/ Wed, 24 May 2006 16:11:55 PDT

smith ugynok (csak magyaroknak )

loituma

bunny kill hard hard hard ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8851707/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8851707/ Tue, 23 May 2006 05:59:31 PDT

i'm 19 yrs old now lol... getting older and older ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8842227/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8842227/ Mon, 22 May 2006 07:51:54 PDT sadly it havent got too much comments so i think that pic was the first and the last of my dark-art series lol

another thing: i'm still in love... : / ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8823473/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8823473/ Sat, 20 May 2006 07:34:18 PDT ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8706476/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8706476/ Mon, 08 May 2006 12:58:09 PDT [link]

just watch ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8496536/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8496536/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 06:02:19 PDT

thanks! ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8027027/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/8027027/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 11:24:51 PST
and if somebody interested in the fact 'why?' ... just ask...









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,,i,, ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7700304/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7700304/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 23:33:40 PST
thats all... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7682741/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7682741/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 06:50:45 PST listening to: Infected Mushroom - Scorpion Frog



i'm home, and it's monday...
on last weekend i planned to LEARN to block my thoughts, and the target day was monday, so it's a big day for me lol... in my fourth year in this school, the last half-year i will sit down and try to learn lol

yeah, really before this time i just listened carefully in the class and i had very good average marks... but now to block my thoughts i will learn and i will end this school and i will move to Budapest on summer!
this is the only stable point in my lifeline what laying in front of me... everything else are not sure.

why i want to block my thoughts? cuz i gave up yesterday... i wont search her, and i will never try to speak with her cuz she have her own life...
if she want to speak i want it too, but i will never try to initiate conversations and other things.


just listening to Infected Mushroom's Converting Vegetarians album... and the whole album cuz it's a perfect one without boring parts and without unneeded parts i love this album


awwh before i forget, the thing what changed my mind yesterday was a little accident on the train when i traveled to home...
we stucked in Cegled between Budapest and my hometown... it was crap lol
stucked on a train what havent got heating and sometimes the lights are off for a short wile
outside the wagons was -13°C, snowing...
i had a cold there, so my nose is full of snot

and if you are reading this entry, i can say one thing to you... u worth much more than this for me
you wont wait for me? what can i do than?... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7580151/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7580151/ Thu, 12 Jan 2006 04:56:13 PST

Totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends".

actually the reason why i post this entry is i dont want to get deleted from the friends list of that one above, cenobabe

and i really hope i have no fake friends here so i dont have to delete anyone"



And this quote from


I hope u understand it boys, i fully agree with =cenobabe *nocturnal-glint and others who do this thing so lets think about u call me a friend or you added me to your friends list cuz u counted on i will add you too... think think think u have one week, and then i will sweep out my friends list ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7554330/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7554330/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 13:22:28 PST i getting into the habit of this shit whatever

i dont know what will be my next step forward, i wanna go backward but i cant... i want to make a loop again but i can only do this with my computer pfpf... i'm a cube lol

i planned to move to Budapest to learn and to live with someone who i love so much... and to get out of this shit here, i mean my hometown, and the inhabitants here
i dont want to go anywhere now, i havent got plans and i havent got life, i realized it...

a short time ago i'm happily searched for flats on the internet, planed so many things to do in my next home but all the plans are gone and i'm standing here between the nothing and the everything and i cant choose...
i want to live without worries and without pain, *ahem* i wanted it before... right now i want to sleep so long and dream with my only love... i dont want to wake up tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and so long...

sleeping is a nice thing to forget unforgetable things, but what can i do if i cant sleep cuz i thinking about her in my bed... hmm not just there, everywhere... she's there in the air what i'm breathing, she's there in the food what i'm eating and she's here in my room but i cant hug her cuz she blocking my arms...

everyone who knows about her in my friendship say the same... to forget her, to overwrite the memories with something what can fully erase her from my head, but i dont know what's that thing...
in my opinion it's not the best way ... but what about my opinion? who cares? who tha fuck cares about my thoughts and anything about me? no one... i dont know why i try to share this pain with ppl who dont care about it...


i'm out...










]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7532946/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7532946/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 06:13:51 PST ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7486160/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7486160/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 06:37:21 PST listening to: kai tracid - suicide


waiting waiting waiting... i hate waiting bytheway....

waiting for someone who dont want to come online, who want to forget me...

i'm not depressed i need to say before u think it... hehe
i'm just confused like one week before and it s getting deeper in my mind... crawling under my grey matter and trying to make me sick but it cant! i'm stronger than my confusion... i can see only the fact i love her and nothing more







"have you ever thought about commiting suicide...
leaving the world behind...
the sorrow... the pain... and the fear of the unknown future..."


:* ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7453649/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7453649/ Fri, 30 Dec 2005 05:10:34 PST
so exactly i dont know where i am, and why i'm here... in this small room surrounded with white walls and containing a smell of incense sticks... i dont know what i'm searching here
btw lets think maggots, i have a task for you!

how do ya feel? commiting suicide is just a simple thing of the human mind to escape from a world what not liked too much... or it's weakness and cowardness to escape to the unknown space after death? how do you feel?

my opinion is the following: i think who commit suicide is the bravest human on the world, who have braveness to throw away its life and try another, what unknown for everyone...

so lets think, i dont want to commit suicide cuz i'm a coward... this question wasnt made from my thoughts, its just a task for you and its a way to make myself less bored

think think think!








btw... i forgot to place my only loves avatar into my journal entry before so i do this now two times
]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7437471/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7437471/ Wed, 28 Dec 2005 06:07:07 PST as usual...
listening to: noisia - the distance


its a good track now cuz i talkin with my ex-girlfriend right now... and i feel the distances between us
i dont know why i talking with her... she's just fuck me up everytime when we try to speak...

she have brand new friends, she have her own life fuck it... i want to forget but i cant, i want to step out from her life but i cant... i still have small wires what connected to her and i cant cut them forever ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7387740/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7387740/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 00:15:04 PST
mood: so-so
track: yoji biomehanika - sensation black 2005 l1ve


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so as u can see i uploaded some works while i wasnt here, but for now i think i can put both of my eyes on devArt...

i cant say anything but this for now... whatever, happy new year and merry christmas deviants









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luvz: ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7244932/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7244932/ Wed, 07 Dec 2005 07:39:32 PST song of the day... the week... the month... : ATB - Humanity

mood of the day: the usual...

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Hellothere again...

I just want to say that i working on a post-apocalyptic novelle (or a full story?) and i think this thing will be my next deviation... i think i can finish it in january, 2006.

I'm here for everybody who wants to talk with me or anything else... i'm watching my devwatches, and commenting if i want or if i have time... or whatever...

So, last thing... my only love remains still ... u know itt little dear...i love you forever...




Good bye, merry christmas and happy new year... happier than mine... I had a great time with you! ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7227997/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7227997/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 10:29:51 PST
remelhetoleg nem olvassa el az akinek a nevet emlitettem cimben, de ha elolvassa mar az sem erdekel...

szogezzuk le elso nekifutasra, hogy nemtudomholvagyok, nemtudommitirok, de nem is erdekel, szerintem mast sem...

nos, a bajom jelenleg az, hogy valami megszunt amihez baromira hozzaszoktam, baromira megszerettem azt a valamit, es most baromira nagy lyukat hagyott bennem... egy ures kibaszott tatongo lyukat, amit semmi nem kepes tokeletesen elfedni... nincs akkora kiterjedesu dolog vagy akarmi ami kepes lenne teljesen elfeledtetni velem ezt a hianyerzetet...

a cimben csak azert jegyeztem meg, hogy ne olvassa el, mert mar gondolom neki is a toke tele van a nyavalygasommal... nem tudok vele mit csinalni, mondom magamban, hogy mennifog, hogy hozzaszoktam mar ehhez a kibaszashoz, de most valahogy ez is inkabb csak lehuz... le valahova a picsaba ahol meg sosem jartam, de senkinek nem kivanom hogy itt legyen...

reggel felkeltem basszameg es mar nyultam a kurva telefonomert, hogy egy joreggelt csorgetessel udvozoljek valakit... sikeresen keson fogtam fel, hogy erre mar nem sok szukseg van, hat elbasztam... idegesiti, zavarja, vagy csak egyszeruen nem akar tudomast venni rola, en nem tudom, es nem is fogom megtudni...

az faj leginkabb, hogy ezzel a lyukkal en nem tudok egyszeruen mit csinalni... volt valami ami betoltotte a napjaimat, valami amivel tudtam foglalkozni... legyen inkabb valaki, mert tulajdonkeppen korulotte volt ez az egesz amirol most itt total feleslegesen pofazok...

tehat ha most azt vesszuk, hogy en 90%-kal kevesebb ember lettem, akkor elmondhatom magamrol, hogy ures az eletem... megszunt az az erzes amit szombatonkent ereztem, hogy 'basszus csak legyen mar vasarnap, csak meg egyszer ujra erezhessem az illatat...'
megszunt az is, ami betoltotte a hetkoznapjaimat... az allando kapcsolattartas, sms-ek, csorgetesek, minden... most ezeket szerintem rajzolgatassal, es minden mas lofasszal fogom kipotolni, de ez sajnos csak kis szazaleka annak a lyuknak amirol mar pofazok itt vagy fel napja...

a legnagyobb orom volt a kepalkotasban, amikor neki csinalhattam valamit... valamit aminek orult, es ami erzelmeket valtott ki belole... ezeknek nagy reszet fel sem tettem ide mert szemelyesek, csak neki szoltak...
mostmar ez sincs meg...

na es akkor nezzuk mi maradt: megmaradt egy erzes, ami viszonzatlan... megmaradt a lyukon kivul eso resz, ami kb. annyira kepes, hogy egyen, igyon amennyire szuksege van, es nezzen ki a fejebol bamban... mint egy megkopasztott tyuk, kb. ugy erzem magam...
hulye hasonlat, nem kell rohogni... megmondtam mar regen jol, hogy aberralt faszkalap vagyok tele minden nyuggel, es bajjal...



azt hiszem itt befejeznem ezt a marhasagot... el fogok tunni dA-rol egy idore, ha nem orokre... nincs ihletem, nem tudok semmit de semmit letrehozni... pusztitani akarok, valami olyat tenni ami nem elore hanem hatra mozditja az emberiseget... miert ne? azt meg ugy sem probaltam...


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and the last paragraph in english, cuz a couple of foreign ppl watching me tho... so, i planning to leave dA for a while or forever... i havent got any idea to make things... i want to destruct things... i want to try it cuz i never tried it before... why not?




byebye / papa... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7220644/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7220644/ Sun, 04 Dec 2005 13:25:34 PST

just walked through the rails, smoking, and listening to music... and waiting for somebody i never can see for now...

i want to agree with this 'thing' around me, but i cant... i will never can agree this... i hate every 3rd month...






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i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as usual)
i like to be a social enemy...
i like to puke blood-red hawhawhaw...
i like to listen cool music (what makes me move)
i like to fuck up my own brain
i like to be with my girlfriend anyways...
i like to change humans mind... (exactly to the wrong way muhawhaw)
i like to make my sister cry (it have a side-story... i dont wanna describe it)
i like to to be stoned... (sorry, i wrote this before? i forgot...)
i like sex...
i like to fuck up my classmates mind...
holy crap, i like to write 'i like to' thingiez...
i like to laugh with my friendz (yes of course, stoned...)
i like to like things...
and i like to hate things (exactly weed lol)
i like to laugh at drunk people (they are so funny...)
i like to kick them...
and i like to laugh when they are on the floor and they cant stand up...
i like to end this shit...
i like to turn on my amplifier (right now lol)
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Lonelyness and emptyness what i feel now... I hate blogging wwwff....




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::: rendered stuffz (BRAND NEW! ) :::





all of theze stuffz are in high resolution, but only for single display systems! (i mean, 1280x1024)

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i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as usual)
i like to be a social enemy...
i like to puke blood-red hawhawhaw...
http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7103444/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 08:31:37 PST

... nothing nothing nothing...





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::: my own wallpaper designs :::





::: rendered stuffz (BRAND NEW! ) :::





all of theze stuffz are in high resolution, but only for single display systems! (i mean, 1280x1024)

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i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as usual)
i like to be a social enemy...
i like to puke blood-red hawhawhaw...
i like to listen cool music (what makes me move)
... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7085447/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7085447/ Sat, 19 Nov 2005 00:58:43 PST These are always expanding, so come back later, and test your IQ with more difficult questions!

Here is the first pack:



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And by the way boyz and girlz, i have to thank you all of the pageviews what i get from you...
Umm, thanks too for the 6,570 views on my 219 deviations, and thanks for all of the 210 +faves!
My most commented deviation was Kitty from another world with 18 comments...
And my most viewed picture was Blow ov the mind, with 589 views!

And other statics:
I have 17.78 pageviews per a day
I have 34 watchers
I have 56 friends



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http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7063402/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 12:27:29 PST
So i feel here in devArt, everybody put a pile of shit on the others head, and they wont take care about the older works of the members...
It's not too good... I cant belive i'm the only one humanoid here... i mean, i dont check ONLY the fckin recent deviations... they're just for a little 'demo' for the artist... i like to browse him/her whole gallery but i can see nobody commenting or watching my older works... But they are mine too as the recent ones... I cant belive they call it 'community' ... Shit...

And other fcking things happening so i dont wanna write them cuz they ar fully private... bye..







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::: my own wallpaper designs :::





::: rendered stuffz (BRAND NEW! ) :::





all of theze stuffz are in high resolution, but only for single display systems! (i mean, 1280x1024)

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i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as u... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7024235/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7024235/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 04:00:58 PST DD






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::: my own wallpaper designs :::





::: rendered stuffz (BRAND NEW! ) :::





all of theze stuffz are in high resolution, but only for single display systems! (i mean, 1280x1024)

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i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as usual)
i like to be a social enemy...
i like to puke blood-red hawhawhaw...
i like to listen cool music (what make... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7007716/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/7007716/ Thu, 10 Nov 2005 09:33:24 PST
Hmm, i cant say anything strange, sorry bout that... hmm, i thin i will go out for a cigarette hawhawhaw...

Hmm, i need to say i become an addict of Nordcore! in hardcore we trust lol

something else... hmm...
i hate to set up thingz, but we think (with my friend, Eladamir) we will go out to the barracks again, cuz the fog and the naked trees shows the rotting of those old buildings wahaha! we will make cool pix on the weekend, and on sunday i will go to my love finally, and finally i can hold her in my arms again, and i can kiss her lips again... awww

nothing more i think... shit happens as usual, and i getting ANGRY cuz my fCk1n render getting tooooo tooo LONG! sycho:






______________________ ____ __ _ _ _ _

::: my own wallpaper designs :::



::: rendered stuffz (BRAND NEW! ) :::



all of theze stuffz are in high resolution, but only for single display systems! (i mean, 1280x1024)

______________________ ____ __ _ _ _ _


i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as usual)
i like to be a social... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6950609/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6950609/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 04:06:46 PST
I dunno what i wanted to write here!
I forgot it absolutely... Grr...
My memory not working like i wanted it to work... Hmmhmm

I dunno why the people around me think they HAVE to accept my mindfucking thingiez what i doing in my whole life... They think they need to accept, but i said them NO! Just leave me alone if they cant... hawhaw! Yeah, live me alone and let me do what i want... I will be fully happy, fully euphoric, and i wont making jokes bout them, cuz i will NEVER contact with them! ... It will be the best way to make myself fully cured from my stomuch problem

And for now, i will go out and smoke... BYEBYE friendiez DD






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::: my own wallpaper designs :::







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i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as usual)
i like to be a social enemy...
i like to puke blood-red hawhawhaw...
i like to listen cool music (what makes me move)
i like to fuck up my own brain
i like to be with my girlfriend anyways...
i like to change humans mind... (exactly to the wrong way muhawhaw)
i like to make my sister cry (it have a side-story... i dont wanna describe it)
i like to to be stoned... (sorry, i wrote this before? i forgot...)
i like sex...
http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6923300/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 06:54:30 PST owshit... i hate this, i hate when i havent got any ideas what can make me happier, or little bit unfrustrated... grr...

So, when i stood at the bus stop, waiting for my bus... i saw her bus leaving the station... When i left her at the station, i decided i will never i mean NEVER look back, but suddenly i had a feeling i need to look back now... and i saw that scene... i think u have an idea about my feelings

I hate goodbyes... i hate people who cant leave me alone when i listening to music, and they see im not in a mood for any kind of communication! i dunno why im the only man in this fucking boring and fucking hopeless city who looks as 'yeah, i have some coins, and if u wanna i can give you a cigarette, or everything else u need' ... WHY??? Why can they find me on every corner, and every moment when i just want to live in my own fucking world and want to forget my love's missing...

And those fcking dogs are shouting again... i will kill them all

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::: my own wallpaper designs :::







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i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as usual)
i like to be a social enemy...
i like to puke blood-red hawhawhaw...
i like to listen cool music (what makes me move)
i like to fuck up my own brain
i like to be with my girlfriend anyways...
i like to change humans mind... (exactly to the wrong way muhawhaw)
i like to make my sister cry (it have a side-story... i dont wanna describe it)
i... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6902637/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6902637/ Sun, 30 Oct 2005 01:49:02 PDT Mood: Waiting
Listening to: Pendulum - Out here

Yesterday i said, we wanna go to an old rock-processing plant... I just wanna say sorry, but we wont...
We will go there i think at the end of this week, cuz my friend havent got time for that... Sadly

So, the fact, why we havent gone to the plant, is my girlfriend will come to here on monday, wiiihihihi...
I wanna chill a bit before she come... i think u can understand this

Amm... and another thing: CALL OF DUTY 2 KICKS ASS!


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i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as usual)
i like to be a social enemy...
i like to puke blood-red hawhawhaw...
i like to listen cool music (what makes me move)
i like to fuck up my own brain
i like to be with my girlfriend anyways...
i like to change humans mind... (exactly to the wrong way muhawhaw)
i like to make my sister cry (it have a side-story... i dont wanna describe it)
i like to to be stoned... (sorry, i wrote this before? i forgot...)
i like sex...
i like to fuck up my classmates mind...
holy crap, i like to write 'i like to' thingiez...
i like to laugh with my friendz (yes of course, stoned...)
i like to like things...
and i like to hate things (exactly weed lol)
i like to laugh at drunk people (they are so funny...)
i like to kick them...
and i like to laugh when they are on the floor and they cant stand up...
i l... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6898284/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6898284/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 09:50:20 PDT Mood: Backflashing...
Listening to: Pendulum - The Terminal
Reading: My girlfriends messages =)
Watching: My girlfriend on webcam =)

So, tomorrow i eill go to an abandoned rock-processing plant i think, with my friend: niume

I will put the new photos on, tomorrow too, and i make them buyable if my poll makes good results






i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as usual)
i like to be a social enemy...
i like to puke blood-red hawhawhaw...
i like to listen cool music (what makes me move)
i like to fuck up my own brain
i like to be with my girlfriend anyways...
i like to change humans mind... (exactly to the wrong way muhawhaw)
i like to make my sister cry (it have a side-story... i dont wanna describe it)
i like to to be stoned... (sorry, i wrote this before? i forgot...)
i like sex...
i like to fuck up my classmates mind...
holy crap, i like to write 'i like to' thingiez...
i like to laugh with my friendz (yes of course, stoned...)
i like to like things...
and i like to hate things (exactly weed lol)
i like to laugh at drunk people (they are so funny...)
i like to kick them...
and i like to laugh when they are on the floor and they cant stand up...
i like to end this shit...
i like to turn on my amplifier (right now lol)
~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6881996/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6881996/ Thu, 27 Oct 2005 12:25:46 PDT Mood: stoned...
Listening to: KMFDM - Anarchy
Reading: Holy bible =D

I'm a subscriber for now... I dont know how can i thank this to my friend, *nocturnal-glint
She's decided suddenly to subscribe me too, as she did... She dont wanted to be a subscriber all alone... I dont know why cant she wait till 1 week... Ehh...



Yeah, people... I know nobody is interested, but i think i can write some things bout myself...
(As i know myself... not more)

i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as usual)
i like to be a social enemy...
i like to puke blood-red hawhawhaw...
i like to listen cool music (what makes me move)
i like to fuck up my own brain
i like to be with my girlfriend anyways...
i like to change humans mind... (exactly to the wrong way muhawhaw)
i like to make my sister cry (it have a side-story... i dont wanna describe it)
i like to to be stoned... (sorry, i wrote this before? i forgot...)
i like sex...
i like to fuck up my classmates mind...
holy crap, i like to write 'i like to' thingiez...
i like to laugh with my friendz (yes of course, stoned...)
i like to like things...
and i like to hate things (exactly weed lol)
i like to laugh at drunk people (they are so funny...)
i like to kick them...
and i like to laugh when they are on the floor and they cant stand up...
i like to end this shit...
i like to turn on my amplifier... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6879919/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6879919/ Thu, 27 Oct 2005 09:42:13 PDT Mood: stoned...
Listening to: Prodigy - VooDoo People (Pendulum mix)

I'm a subscriber for now... I dont know how can i thank this to my friend, *nocturnal-glint
She's decided suddenly to subscribe me too, as she did... She dont wanted to be a subscriber all alone... I dont know why cant she wait till 1 week... Ehh...



Yeah, people... I know nobody is interested, but i think i can write some things bout myself...
(As i know myself... not more)

i like to play with humans...
i like to smoke weed...
i like to smoke weed with my girlfriend...
i like to make photographies...
i like to be stoned (as usual)
i like to be a social enemy...
i like to puke blood-red hawhawhaw...
i like to listen cool music (what makes me move)
i like to fuck up my own brain
i like to be with my girlfriend anyways...
i like to change humans mind... (exactly to the wrong way muhawhaw)
i like to make my sister cry (it have a side-story... i dont wanna describe it)
i like to to be stoned... (sorry, i wrote this before? i forgot...)
i like sex...
i like to fuck up my classmates mind...
holy crap, i like to write 'i like to' thingiez...
i like to laugh with my friendz (yes of course, stoned...)
i like to like things...
and i like to hate things (exactly weed lol)
i like to laugh at drunk people (they are so funny...)
i like to kick them...
and i like to laugh when they are on the floor and they cant stand up...
i like to end this shit...
i like to turn on my amplifier (right now lol)
... ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6850894/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6850894/ Mon, 24 Oct 2005 15:34:39 PDT ::: song of the day ::: Penta - Inverter
::: mood of the day ::: --- proud


So, i sent 3 photos to epicentre, where my fav. photographer workin', *Tommy-Noker
I had recieved a mail from *epicentre and they said, the senior members are accepted all of the three photos what i sent to them


Another thing, my girlfriend is ill... It's 'just' 1 week but she's suffering
Be better! : ***






::: my Love :::



::: people who watchin' me :::





http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6798326/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 06:02:38 PDT ::: song of the day ::: assemblage 23 - lullaby
::: mood of the day ::: --- and bored


I'm planing to leave this school forever... I getting sick of it all
The teachers, the class"mates" and the atmosphere ... i hate it all
I can't learn what i want, and i just wasting my time with this shit... I will change school in thew next two months i think and finally i can learn what i want to... Computer graphics, and 3D modelling!

Another thing: i dont know what can i think about my love i'm confused, and omm... i can't write what i feel now... I waiting for the weekend cuz on the weekend, everything will be clear for me... I'm afraid... so afraid







::: my Love :::



::: people who watchin' me :::





~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6791647/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6791647/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 12:23:01 PDT ::: song of the day ::: apoptygma berzerk - kathy's song
::: mood of the day ::: *enjoying GOOD music*





The mood of my days are changing day-by-day... It's not too good for me cuz i'm here, between these moods, and nobody knows whats the problem with me... I can't be happy, when something happy happening... Or i can't be too sad, when something sad thing happening...


Otherwords, i'm in a deep love... With ~Akherousia u know... And i think we're getting back to life lol I dont think u can understand...









::: my Love :::



::: people who watchin' me :::





http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6771845/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 06:54:56 PDT or more...

I hate distances, and when somebody prohibit something... I hate when somebody say NO, i know this word is needed in life, but NOT TAHT TIME! Shit...
I hate to live here, far from where i belong... I'm lost, hopelessly lost in my own world, on my own...


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::: plus :::
I think i love her forever She remains my love forever ...
This was a shit day, as it's started, it ended like shit... I took some photos tonight, and i think i will submit them... I'm a little bit stoned again, cuz i wanna forget things

So, thats all...





::: my Love :::



::: people who watchin' me :::





http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6763237/ Fri, 14 Oct 2005 05:35:38 PDT It was rotten, and it was blowed up, when she pulled the opener thing on the can... The stinky rotten meat was splited out and a few seconds after, the smell was unbearable

I ran outside, with my shoes, and my schoolbag, and i ran to the bus lol


Now, i'm home, and writing this journal, and the smell is no more! Really, in my room is just like one day before, my perfume and my showergel Hehe...


PLUS

::: Worth to see ::: Niume
This is my friends VF profile!








::: my Love :::



::: people who watchin' me :::





http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6757044/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 11:43:31 PDT
I need a dark, industrial, and some kinda surreal avatar, in case a gif-animation! Not too fast, and not too coloured... I prefer dark colours like dark-red, black, dark-grey, and others...

And plz, if u made one, notice me and link it to me! Thanks a lot!!!





::: my Love :::



::: people who watchin' me :::






http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6745230/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 04:07:07 PDT i dont know why i'm tryin to make cool photos, cuz i know i CANT! shit...

I gettin bored and i miss my love much more than a week ago Shit too...

Aaawh... i want to make the time go faster, and i wanna stop it at the autumn-brake ...

Amm, that's the time to make a little style to my journal, whehe, here it comes:


::: my Love :::



::: people who watchin' me :::






http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6701534/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 06:14:31 PDT And, 24 people watching me
My deviations seen 2,760 times, in this two months!
And my deviations faved 106 times!


Thank you everybody for those huge numbers!








My love:
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Friends:





np: CHEMICAL CREW - [2004] - The Chemical Mafia LIVE At Glz Radio\02-chemical_crew_-_second_hour_dj_set-numb.mp3 ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6685931/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6685931/ Wed, 05 Oct 2005 10:49:57 PDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! : ***
I love you so much u know




My love:
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Friends:




np: CHEMICAL CREW - [2004] - The Chemical Mafia LIVE At Glz Radio\02-chemical_crew_-_second_hour_dj_set-numb.mp3 ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6667487/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6667487/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 10:02:54 PDT Sadly, i have to give it to their owner *ahem*

Ohhoh, i have good news lol My little love ~Akherousia shortened her hair Cool thing in this fuckin boring week...
And another cool thing: we r together for 1 month now Haha
Umm... I forgot, here is the haircut, what i talked about 'up there' (hehe ) >>> Haircut

Another thing again, i made a photo with this stand... So not only one, but i think this is the only one what i CAN put up here... So u can find it in my gallery (what an exact location )

I have to say another thing: My friend, Becca (alias ~cenobabe) submitted some new pictures, i think U have to take a look on them!

Here are the pictures:

Dr. 0nline --- My personal fav.
Wake up, my dear --- Kinda illustration for the Hellsing manga
Love song for a vampire --- I think this one is beautiful, and contains so many emotions! Nice work!
Sarrel --- A vampire again, but not an ordinary vampire! I love this one too






My love:
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Friends: ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6651336/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6651336/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 13:09:54 PDT lol
She's Becca, and u can find her here: Cenobabe
She's an illustrator, and she very talented in drawing american comics, i think I love her worx and i like her so much, i know her in real life too, so i CAN say that lol She's not just a virtual n00b friend...
Hmmh, tomorrow will be a fine day for me, i can meet with my love, Akherousia! I think we will have a good time together lol


... the end, again ...






My love:
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Friends: ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6631758/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6631758/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 06:40:57 PDT Finally i'm at home and writing some kinda journal...

My bus was stucked in traffic on the way to my home... Shit, i'v bored on this fckin long and slow steel crap, and i've got sick by a homeless-look person's smell... Some kind of alcohol and nicotine... wahh

Tomorrow we made a rasta for my "friend" ... If anyone interested in the phases i can put some image on to my scraps, hehe... Notice me, if anyone need those crap photos


Ohh! Something about my favourite classmates
They think they are the best in the school, they have a beautiful and no-problem life... They parents can put enough money into their pockets to buy the newest media shit in our newly finished mall... hehe lol
They only can think about fashion, cellphones, motorcycles, "what about your girlie" and anything what I cant understand why they think those boring shits are exciting, and wonderfull...
I think i have a problem with myself, cuz i CANT understand them... I think im in a wrong place and at a wrong time... ehh
They can laugh at anything i say... I mean ANYTHING... If i'm serious, they laugh on "how can i speak those HUGE words out..." and when i just joking, they laughing too... But not every time...
I tried to "joke them" with something to test their loyality... The facts are: the only thing what can make they happy is the money... nothing more... If someone gives them a lot of money, they do EVERYTHING what u need... I mean, the dirty work... And they dont worry about that fact: they can lose friends... One day some of them are friends, and on the next, they are enemies... I think they are the enemies of themselves!


The end...




My love:
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Friends: ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6552584/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6552584/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 07:09:27 PDT
I want to say that, i have a stock gallery!

Cool, isnt it? LoL

And nothing strange... Listening to Luke Slater, boring so much, and cant do anything in this rainy foggy cold weather
And sadly my little love has fell in a deep depression caused by this FUCKING weather... And other things, but they are not too public, hehe


My little love:

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My friends: ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6546465/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6546465/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 14:19:57 PDT
I hate this... Shit... And i missing my love so much





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My love:

My friends: ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6517281/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6517281/ Fri, 16 Sep 2005 03:15:21 PDT
In the first paragraph, i need to say, if u dont like my art-style, photos, photomanipulations and other, dont read this, u cant understand it... I know...


So, if u r here i think u interested why i making photos about abandoned complexes, industrial areas, and other cold and odd places...
Here is the facts:
- I very like cold places, where my breath is frozen in the air
- I like loneliness, and i like to walk on my own...
- I like industry... I like the noises what lurks into those buildings, and i like to fear... Fear from the dark corners of the buildings...

I think everybody fear from the darkness, cuz nobody knows what is in there... in the darkness.
This is one of the incomplete human mind's fears and deficiency.


Hmm, in this next paragraph i will feature you, how i'm working...

So, i like to work lonely... I hate that when somebody say i dont know what i'm doing... They wont wait the final work of mine, just say thats wrong.
When i'm working lonely, and i find something strange, or beautiful, i just turn on my camera and take a shot about it. And when i'm finished (256Mb memory card suxx ) i going home and see what i was made... The next step is to send some photos to my girlfriend to decide what's the best, and then i make a frame for it and make a little color enchant...



Okay, i think it's enough about it...

Something about me, something what the profile cannot represent to you:
- First i like ... khmm... I love my girlfriend Here is a link for her deviantart profile: [link]
- As i said before, i like industry, but not only industry... So i like industrial music too
- A little paradox: i like nature, insects, cats, and foggy forests too...
- I dont like too much to go out at the evening... Just only for walk lonely and think about something.
- I hate too much people... I've getting sick when i surrounded by humans
- I like Canada Dry, i drinking that now LoL
- I hate my schoolmates, cuz theye're primitive... And they think they have something to be proud
- I like to sleep, and dream ... I like my nightmares cuz they gives me some inspiration to draw, or work on my photos



So, thanks for the comments, and favs and watches what you made while i'm here! Thanks to everybody lol



np: Accessory - Strafbar ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6511024/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6511024/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 11:24:06 PDT
I will miss it i think, just want to celebrate, Akherousia is joined to DeviantArt
(She's my girlfriend )

[link] ]]> ~sonar242 http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6492208/ http://sonar242.deviantart.com/journal/6492208/ Tue, 13 Sep 2005 07:30:38 PDT

Nothing strange was happend with me... I had a very very very good holiday and nothing more...







np: Junkie XL - Breezer (extended remix) ]]> ~sonar242