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        <pubDate>Sat, 18 May 2013 05:10:08 PDT</pubDate>        
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                <title>Questions OPEN</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 May 2013 05:28:55 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Questions OPEN</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Questions are open and Comments can be drawed too,all characters are ready to answer and more of em is here:<br />Boys:<br />Chase                 &#304;nferno<br />Shift                   Flame(inferno's brother)<br />Neon                      <br />Fear<br /><br />Girls:<br /><br />Maru<br />Savannah<br />Kath<br />Stephanie ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I really hate my life...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 May 2013 03:03:06 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I really hate my life...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ My life sucks,i have the worst dad you can ever have,he is totally a bitch,he always yells at me,my brother and my mother,he is an agressive piece of shit.He thinks he is something.&#304;f we didnt have a bloodline contact and my mom didnt like him,i would kill him without thinking.My brother is annoying.My teachers are bitches.My school sucks.My gf is kms away from me and i hate all of this.<br /><br />&#304; hate living.&#304;ts pointless.<br /><br />&#304; hate Love<br /><br />&#304; hate Feeling<br /><br />&#304; hate my dad like i never hate something<br /><br />&#304; hate being alone more than anything<br /><br />&#304; hate this worlds curse<br /><br />&#304; hate humanity<br /><br />&#304; hate our selfishness<br /><br /> ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>The feelings shattered.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Apr 2013 13:04:56 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">The feelings shattered.....</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Neon....she is gone.......the souls i know dissappear slowly....where is everyone going?........ ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Married or not you should read this...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Apr 2013 07:39:10 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Married or not you should read this...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Married or not you should read this...<br /><br />"When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.<br /><br />Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?<br /><br />I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had ha ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Apr 2013 07:55:32 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Devious Journal Entry</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ ok, so I was walking down the hall way when a :iconteresaisahob1234:  leaped out of no where and shot me with a werehog force a.k.a she tagged me xDD<br /><br />The Rules!<br />1. Each person must post 6 things about themselves in their journal.<br />2. You have to choose 8 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.(i wont...)<br />3. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.<br />4. No tag backs.<br />5. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this".<br /><br />1)&#304;m a otaku<br />2)I am a bit pervy :iconpervynarutoplz:<br />3)I have a very huge imagination<br />4)I am shy<br />5)I easily fall in love<br />6)I am very protective for those people w ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Free membership!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Apr 2013 20:41:51 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Free membership!</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ http://moomin-man.deviantart.com/art/Giving-away-FREE-Premium-Memberships-366265274 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Ask my characters!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Apr 2013 12:31:13 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Ask my characters!</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Asks are open again,i ll do them now just ask! ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>WE ARE STARTED</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Apr 2013 11:45:36 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">WE ARE STARTED</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmgi4nbGzYY<br /><br />Me and my cousin started a channel,please subscribe and like if you enjoy . ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this.</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Wanna-kill-yourself-Imagine-this-364894060</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Apr 2013 08:34:46 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this.</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this.<br /><br />You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.<br />A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Why....me?...</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Why-me-360929445</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Mar 2013 12:52:15 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Why....me?...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Why does everyone get what i said wrong?..grrrr....i hate my life anyways,why you make me hate more! WHY YOU PUSH ME TO SUICIDE! Thats what happens after i drain so much pain! &#304; try to be good always,and all i get it pain,sadness,sorrow and shit! &#304;f it will be like this anymore,i will be the worst person in the whole universe and get what i want by doing bad things.Because it seems like this stupid world's rule is this.&#304; never trust people because i hate them,my hatred never goes away.&#304; hate all of the humanity! We are the worst fucking creatures in the whole universe.We are selfish and we destroy eveything before thinking ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Just What Am I To You!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Mar 2013 14:48:30 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Just What Am I To You!</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Do you know what is being betrayed and getting backstabbed over and over,or when you feel lonely theres no one to make you feel ok...When you help people when they need someone most,when you are in a bad mood.Even when you feel like dying,you take care of them,take their pain to your own shoulders,and they forget you...everytime....no one remembers if you dont tel them you are still here,i feel like that..i feel alone,with there is just Maud here,for me.She is the only thing that keeps me up.And because of some people our lifes get ruined,we dont have to care about your f*cking sh*ty life.But because of the pure goodness and heroic soul insid ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Team H.O.P.E</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Team-H-O-P-E-358202475</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Mar 2013 11:19:07 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Team H.O.P.E</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Yes,i created a team named H.O.P.E<br />Help<br />Other<br />People<br />Emphaty<br /><br />We are here to help someone alone in rain.Did you ever tought about a room inside you where you stuck,there might be people who is still trying to get out.Follow us.We will give you a new hope and light your world.Me and my firends just workung in local area for now.But i wanna share this all around the world.My mission is drain all your pain to me .M is here for talk to you. I might fall but i have people to get me up.If you wanna join and help people.We are open.We will teach you how to not give a damn.Say "f*ck the world" .Cheer up,f*ck the whole universe.Its time for make a ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Nothing feels right</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Mar 2013 10:53:35 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Nothing feels right</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ &#304; really hate my own being more now..... ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>TAG *headshot*</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Mar 2013 09:05:38 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">TAG *headshot*</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ :iconteresaisahob1234: *click*<br />:iconsonic654: =  0_0<br />:iconteresaisahob1234: *BANG*<br />*HEADSHOT*<br /><br />The Rules:<br />1. You must post these rules.<br />2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create new questions for the people you tag to answer.<br />3. You have to choose 10 5 people to tag and post their icons on your journal<br />4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.<br />5. No tag backs.<br />6. No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this." You have to tag 10 5 people.<br />7. All people who are in possession of cookies must hand them over to me, or else this journal will self destruct. (XD)<br /><br />1 how did w ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Almost Gone Suicide,Came back to life...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Feb 2013 05:54:04 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Almost Gone Suicide,Came back to life...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ &#304; never felt that bad yesterday night,i lost my eveything...My mom and dad said some things about Maud and Me meeting up.....&#304; gone crazy.....&#304; tought throwing it could hold it...i was wrong....&#304;t grew bigger that i couldnt hold it i cried like crazy,and got my knife in my hand.Was about to end my life.&#304; couldnt stop think about Maud,i cried more.....And she was so scared,one voice was saying : ''Kill.........Kill......K&#304;LL'' but other one just said ''NO,PLEASE.&#304; BEG YOU''Yesterday i lost my mind,i was crazy to a moment...Maud saved me..like she always do...And if i die tomorrow or later,&#304;m sorry to peo ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Almost Gone Suicide,Came back to life...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Feb 2013 05:54:08 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Almost Gone Suicide,Came back to life...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ &#304; never felt that bad yesterday night,i lost my eveything...My mom and dad said some things about Maud and Me meeting up.....&#304; gone crazy.....&#304; tought throwing it could hold it...i was wrong....&#304;t grew bigger that i couldnt hold it i cried like crazy,and got my knife in my hand.Was about to end my life.&#304; couldnt stop think about Maud,i cried more.....And she was so scared,one voice was saying : ''Kill.........Kill......K&#304;LL'' but other one just said ''NO,PLEASE.&#304; BEG YOU''Yesterday i lost my mind,i was crazy to a moment...Maud saved me..like she always do...And if i die tomorrow or later,&#304;m sorry to peo ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Almost Gone Suicide,Came back to life...</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Almost-Gone-Suicide-Came-back-to-life-356168079</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Feb 2013 05:53:57 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Almost Gone Suicide,Came back to life...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ &#304; never felt that bad yesterday night,i lost my eveything...My mom and dad said some things about Maud and Me meeting up.....&#304; gone crazy.....&#304; tought throwing it could hold it...i was wrong....&#304;t grew bigger that i couldnt hold it i cried like crazy,and got my knife in my hand.Was about to end my life.&#304; couldnt stop think about Maud,i cried more.....And she was so scared,one voice was saying : ''Kill.........Kill......K&#304;LL'' but other one just said ''NO,PLEASE.&#304; BEG YOU''Yesterday i lost my mind,i was crazy to a moment...Maud saved me..like she always do...And if i die tomorrow or later,&#304;m sorry to peo ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>To those wonderful people who is my friend</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/To-those-wonderful-people-who-is-my-friend-353494751</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Feb 2013 07:01:28 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">To those wonderful people who is my friend</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/Lighthning  &#304; will be glad to rp with you all ^^ ,Put your fav music on and come here ! ^^ ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>This is just right,no one can say this isnt</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/This-is-just-right-no-one-can-say-this-isnt-352440471</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Feb 2013 11:41:19 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">This is just right,no one can say this isnt</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Ok lately i have waiting friends to show up just 3 people on here is a good friend.&#304; must call em angels as always you know that trio,they are ''Savers of a Soul'' Others are just fake,they showed me that.&#304;m getting ok because they arent on my watchlist anymore,will block all of them and continue my way.&#304;ceshard,if you read this,time up...<br /><br />&#304;ts over... ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Found these words describe the moment now</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Found-these-words-describe-the-moment-now-350680700</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jan 2013 09:27:31 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Found these words describe the moment now</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Tonight<br /><br />I hide<br /><br />Again.<br /><br />I will<br /><br />Pretend<br />To die<br /><br />Again.<br /><br />And I will<br />Embrace<br />Myself<br />Again.<br /><br />'Cause that is what it means to be<br />Your very own<br />Best friend.<br /><br />So<br />I look down to hide<br />From these shimmering lights<br />These planets and stars<br />Far above,<br />Far above,<br />Because they make me long<br />To know just where "You" are,<br />Just who "You" are.<br /><br />Yet<br /><br />Tonight<br /><br />I cry<br /><br />Again.<br /><br />But<br /><br />I will<br /><br />Try to<br /><br />Be strong<br /><br />And win.<br /><br />This is a losing battle, where<br />Everyone is on the wrong team<br />Me, against Me, against Me.<br /><br />And through the new <br />Backwards-lit window<br />Peeking to <br />The permanent past. <br />An empty phone<br />Filled to the brim with<br />No Hello<br />How long will  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Lets see what will go out of this damn thing</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Lets-see-what-will-go-out-of-this-damn-thing-349296027</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Jan 2013 02:22:04 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Lets see what will go out of this damn thing</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ If you hate me or think I'm a horrible person, unwatch me.<br /><br />If you think I'm nice, comment with a smile. : )<br /><br />If you think I'm a good person, comment with a hug. :hug :<br /><br />If you ever liked/loved me before, comment with a red rose. I won't judge. :rose :<br /><br />If you think I can be heartless, comment with a black rose. :blackrose :<br /><br />If you're in love me right now, comment with a heart. I won't judge you. :heart :<br /><br />If you think I'm brave, repost this as you're journal and show the person you love most on it as well.<br /><br />Person i :heart:  = :iconlolfactoral2: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:<br /><br />She saved me from becoming a monster and hurting everyone next  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I just made a research and found out this for me</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/I-just-made-a-research-and-found-out-this-for-me-347550996</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jan 2013 23:57:17 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I just made a research and found out this for me</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ 1)My friend list will be re-designed.Will delete the ones never talk to me,just having space there.<br />2)My friends will count as "worthless" so I won't spend too much time on their comments,replies,journals.<br />3)The reason of #2 is I am emotional and I get sad when backstabbed or get ignored.Shaelabay-Production is the main reason of it.<br />4)If you even dare to annoy me or say some bad things to me I will reflect it to you and break your heart so badly.And don't get any responsibility.<br />5)I left dA so I ll be on rarely.Because I have exams.<br />6)I will break the hearts of the people who ignored me before this of they don't apologiese .You have 8 h ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>My nightmare...</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/My-nightmare-347005234</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jan 2013 23:19:34 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">My nightmare...</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Ok last night I saw a terrible nightmare . it was about the people I know .I lost them....Ok story started like this: I was finally with Maud,thinking it's over.But suddenly some black suited guys popped up from nowhere.They tried to take her.And I fought,but I failed.They taken her.And when I saw that she is crying I felt a heavy thing on my back and shoulders.There was some kind of power going around me and I could feel the energy inside me.I clenched my teeths then I realized it was The Lotus Wolf I created in my mind.It was like real.And them I ran to Lilly's house.Idk how I was just running in tears and When I arrived she came out and hu ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Fake friends</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Fake-friends-346483997</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2013 10:57:41 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Fake friends</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ There are some people who are getting too fake here on dA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are... Re-post this if you are a friend... Don't reply... Just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake Friends." ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>MAUFTY ISH BACK</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/MAUFTY-ISH-BACK-345621410</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2012 04:00:00 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">MAUFTY ISH BACK</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Me right now:  http://z0r.de/L/z0r-de_3714.swf ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Im about to loose my mind without you....Maudy...</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Im-about-to-loose-my-mind-without-you-Maudy-345287938</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Im-about-to-loose-my-mind-without-you-Maudy-345287938</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2012 11:03:11 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Im about to loose my mind without you....Maudy...</media:title>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ 1 day without her,didnt hear her voice,saw her face,feel her warm smile.Dreaming about she is okay,hoping she didnt leave me....rage,sadness,sorrow,fear grows inside me......if she dont come back,i will be gone with her,as i promised.... ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Justins voice</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Justins-voice-344872059</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Dec 2012 07:25:28 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Justins voice</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qDMwKfR8Xk ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>If you do this to my girl,i will tear you apart</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/If-you-do-this-to-my-girl-i-will-tear-you-apart-344281382</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/If-you-do-this-to-my-girl-i-will-tear-you-apart-344281382</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Dec 2012 00:20:46 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">If you do this to my girl,i will tear you apart</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ This is my biggest fear in life...<br /><br />Guy: "Can we have sex now?"<br /><br />Girl: "Can we do what?"<br /><br />Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"<br /><br />Girl: "Um.....no."<br /><br />Guy: "Why?"<br /><br />Girl: "Because you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."<br /><br />Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell."<br /><br />Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."<br /><br />Guy: "I'm not special to you?"<br /><br />Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."<br /><br />Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.<br /><br />5 minutes pass.......<br /><br />Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.<br /><br />Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.".<br /><br />Guy: tr ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Savers of My Soul</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Savers-of-My-Soul-344114817</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Dec 2012 04:06:04 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Savers of My Soul</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ &#304; was standing awake,i was afraid to sleep.&#304; wanted someone to help me.And you girls came.The angels i was searching for.Never left me.So i found the power to defeat the Lotus and become a happy person.&#304;n this way,iceshard,lilly,jayden,mark,bethy tried to make me drown in sadness.But my angels was always here for me.&#304; found my reason to live.Now i forgot that persons.Just have my lovely little angels ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I sense something strange...</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/I-sense-something-strange-343593947</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Dec 2012 21:38:07 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I sense something strange...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ We all know iceshard is having hard days lately,she is feeling pain.And I try to keep Cole out of here and edit the Page over and over.His grades goin down,he is just a robot lately.He just goes to school from his room and school to room it's just strange.He lost his color .I found it wrong and watched him,guess what I see?  He was on dA on his phone,so he saw it all.When I saw him he was crying and I'm worried when he cries it doesnt mean a good thing .I'm telling on here if something happens to him.I will finish your stupid life's on here,I will screw your life.You will wish you will never be born, so prepare yourself .It can be very.....DA ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Attention''friends''</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Attention-friends-341304244</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Dec 2012 02:31:17 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Attention''friends''</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ From now on eveyone is disabled to contact with me.My brother will take over the account he's known as ''M'' before contacting me he will answer u and if I let you you will have a hour or minustes that I will decide,whatever is the subject I will leave the talk on the timeline I gave to you.This site is a posion to me and I can't take it,its all over.PEOPLE WHO DON'T NEED PERMISSION TO TALK TO ME: <br />:iconlolfactoral2: and :iconAlleychick391: after you read this journal,it means I'm gone and ''M'' is on my page.Goodbye''friends''. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Project:Iceshard break Objective:LEAVE...read unti</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Project-Iceshard-break-Objective-LEAVE-read-unti-340827639</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Project-Iceshard-break-Objective-LEAVE-read-unti-340827639</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Dec 2012 06:24:40 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Project:Iceshard break Objective:LEAVE...read unti</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ ep... I did my last stand,I'm goin.I know you are thinking ''he's lying he did it before'' but I'm really going.Lately I was in a dangerous mood and a stupid person.One decision changed my life.Made me suffer and try to kill myself.But I couldn't,I survived I used to be a light of one girls life.I screwed it,I was afraid,and confused that I made so many wrong things...I failed...I'm sorry I let you down.This won't help I know.But I am a paranoid now.Getting scared from people only feelings safe in my own room aand dying,slowly.Sanity is low,tried to kill self over and over again,cried for days.Couldn't take anymore.So I was in lockdown,wouldn ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>One step closer to sadness storm</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/One-step-closer-to-sadness-storm-340793637</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Dec 2012 23:49:11 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">One step closer to sadness storm</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/o/sonic654.png?10</media:credit> 
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ If u ever look at my dA ID pic u will spot two eyes and one mouth with sharp teeth that is the beast.and its awaken one step closer to change me and today thanks to :iconiceshard123: and. Ninjakat awaken them. Now I have flashbacks,nightmares and deadly hallutionations I owe you one to show me I'm not wanted here too... That ''precious persons'' means the ones keeping the beast away from me one gone ,chains broken. New list:<br /><br />Lost Friends:<br /><br />:iconiceshard123:<br />:iconlillyjamielee:<br />:iconjaydenj1:<br />Ninjakat<br />Steven<br />Everyone except :iconlolfactoral2: and :iconAlleychick391: ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>HACKER</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/HACKER-339701815</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/HACKER-339701815</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Nov 2012 12:15:06 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">HACKER</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ There is a hacker going around deviantart with the username of<br />"neomoti"<br />she will comment on one of your deviations saying<br />"stolen by :link:"<br />IF YOU PRESS THE LINK IT WILL SHOW YOU A LOGIN WEBPAGE OF DEVIANTART<br />DO NOT LOG IN<br />IT HACKS YOU<br />PLEASE SHARE THIS WITH EVERYONE<br /><br />PLEASE PASS THIS JOURNAL ON TO HELP SAVE ACCOUNTS!!! ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Please you get it...</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Please-you-get-it-338422387</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Nov 2012 09:38:57 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Please you get it...</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TWmO3TOBew&list=FLvzU5V7CVMxxQn9wekv3GDg&index=30&feature=plpp_video<br /><br />&#304;....feel.......terrible.......i have mins so i ll be gone when u read this... ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>WIN POINTS EASY WAY :D</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/WIN-POINTS-EASY-WAY-D-338198640</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Nov 2012 06:57:33 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">WIN POINTS EASY WAY :D</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ http://proasha.deviantart.com/journal/WIN-AN-EASY-145-POINTS-CLOSED-338172855 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Losing hope</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Losing-hope-337592680</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Nov 2012 11:05:50 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Losing hope</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Without you... :iconlolfactoral2: Hope is draining away in darkness.The tears of fear showing up.Afraid to loose you.Dying every second.Smile is missing on my face.A day without you is not lived...Please talk to me whenever you are on. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Working for points</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Working-for-points-336693265</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Nov 2012 08:00:32 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Working for points</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Starting now, i am working for points....for everything.Character,couple,effect and many many more ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>comic!</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/comic-335807253</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Nov 2012 06:37:11 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">comic!</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Now making a comic named cant remember!<br /><br />Wanna be in it?<br /><br />Just comment and show your characters that you want to put in.<br /><br />Sonic654-Me will look and if agree will take them in comic.<br /><br />Detailed info needed ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>join me for fun</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/join-me-for-fun-335155607</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Oct 2012 10:16:05 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">join me for fun</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ FUS RO DAH! https://secure.join.me/329-828-496 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Justin themes</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Justin-themes-335152853</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Oct 2012 09:54:40 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Justin themes</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ &#304; put them for let you know what you will listen on my arts.<br />Normal Theme :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLQs0OrHiPY<br /><br />Sad Theme:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TWmO3TOBew&list=FLvzU5V7CVMxxQn9wekv3GDg&index=3&feature=plpp_video<br /><br />Black Eye Mode Theme: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6TyzdAm-jLs&list=FLvzU5V7CVMxxQn9wekv3GDg&index=9&feature=plpp_video<br /><br />When is about to save earth: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZHrVKtkaZ4&list=FLvzU5V7CVMxxQn9wekv3GDg&index=10&feature=plpp_video<br /><br />Fighting theme:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQwffUmyl8Y<br /><br />Lotus Mode Theme:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2pWEtpcFCjo ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Justin themes</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Justin-themes-335152883</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Oct 2012 09:54:55 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Justin themes</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ &#304; put them for let you know what you will listen on my arts.<br />Normal Theme :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLQs0OrHiPY<br /><br />Sad Theme:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TWmO3TOBew&list=FLvzU5V7CVMxxQn9wekv3GDg&index=3&feature=plpp_video<br /><br />Black Eye Mode Theme: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6TyzdAm-jLs&list=FLvzU5V7CVMxxQn9wekv3GDg&index=9&feature=plpp_video<br /><br />When is about to save earth: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZHrVKtkaZ4&list=FLvzU5V7CVMxxQn9wekv3GDg&index=10&feature=plpp_video<br /><br />Fighting theme:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQwffUmyl8Y<br /><br />Lotus Mode Theme:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2pWEtpcFCjo<br /><br />WHEN HE PLAYS SLENDERMAN : http://www.yo ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Tagged :D</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Tagged-D-334997508</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2012 11:33:25 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Tagged :D</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Tagged by:iconlolfactoral2:<br /><br />1. What do you think bout me? <br />well,You are cute.Cool,helpful,friendly.One of my most lovely friend.&#304;m proud.<br />2. What's ur real name? <br />Mithatcan.But everyone calls me Cole :)<br />3. Where do you live?<br />Turkey<3<br />4. Is your bed your best friend too?<br />Sure!!!...&#304; hate beds....<br />5. Did you ever kissed someone?<br />No....:c<br />6. Did you know this is question six?<br />No,i tought this is OVER 900000!!!!<br />7. Of what word do you think now?<br />Karma<br />8. What sport do you?<br />Freerun,basketball,<br />9. Wanna marry me?<br />Sure B3<br />10. Say goodbye? <br />NUUUUUUU ;m;<br /><br />&#304; TAG:<br /><br />:iconlillyjamielee:<br />:iconAlleychick391:<br />:iconices ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>join me for fun</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/join-me-for-fun-334990965</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2012 10:53:45 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">join me for fun</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ https://secure.join.me/243-966-041 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Angel appeared</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Angel-appeared-333934905</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Oct 2012 09:54:20 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Angel appeared</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ :iconlolfactoral2: seen her now...flashing in my mind,keeping happiness in me and covering it.Making me feel.&#304;s like staying behind me and her hand on my shoulder.Draining pain away... ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>My life's theme song can be this...</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/My-life-s-theme-song-can-be-this-333931298</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Oct 2012 09:25:07 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">My life's theme song can be this...</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TWmO3TOBew ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Friendship Stats</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Friendship-Stats-333566099</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Oct 2012 08:36:00 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Friendship Stats</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ After studying hard,theser stats:<br /><br />Enemy::iconjaydenj1: <br />Unknown::iconlolfactoral2:  :iconlillyjamielee:<br /><br />The never forgotten(angel hiding): :iconiceshard123:<br /><br />if you are in these,u r about to change not includng iceshard<br /><br />Good luck. Your karma,your life. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Searching for hope ended</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Searching-for-hope-ended-332716225</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Oct 2012 10:56:11 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Searching for hope ended</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ My searchings for hope is all over with failure,nothing can fix my broken heart.&#304;ts all over for me.Theres no hope outside,its all a fairytale.&#304;f you want you can look by yourself.And see how useless is everything you done,will do.And The arts i most fave are the people i hate.&#304;f you have any stupid words to say.Keep them to your own @sses.&#304; wont reply and report it,block you and delete.Dont say 'sad to hear,awwww,dont be sad' this makes me sick.You know you cant do anythig about my life,if i want i can just leave here and leave you looking after me like a dumb.Warning some persons secretly now.&#304;ts your last chance.&# ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>sick</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/sick-332156243</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Oct 2012 06:38:40 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">sick</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ ok i am sick from friday and it still didnt stop i have a fever that doesnt go down and having some balance problems cuz of it,i hope i ll ebe ok .i need to go to school monday :/ in my school if u loose 1 day u loose 1 week lessons :c ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I AM BACK :3</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/I-AM-BACK-3-331996208</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Oct 2012 08:02:13 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I AM BACK :3</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ NOTE FOR FAWKFACEZ:if ya have some problems with it go firetruck yourself dont comment i will reply rude,and break ur heart.<br /><br />Problem? *trollface* ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Last Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Oct 2012 08:34:59 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Last Journal Entry</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">sonic654</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ &#304;m Leaving da i have millions of reasons,if you are reading this i already left and just posted this for you to know.<br />i had so many bad days lately,broken heart,fallen braveness,i became a silent one i became a person just got remembered when talks.So again: if you are reading this you are a good friend of mine and thank you for helping me up when i fell but this time...nothing can change me.Out of Hope. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Sonic OC Avengers</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Sonic-OC-Avengers-330795269</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Oct 2012 07:43:53 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Sonic OC Avengers</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Ok i ll make my own characters as avengers and change their clothes<br /><br />1.Justin as &#304;ron man<br />2.Takashi as that cat man :D<br />3.Neon as Thor<br />4.(you :P)<br /><br />REQUESTS OPEN...........................NOW! ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Cutting my road away</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Cutting-my-road-away-329979844</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Sep 2012 08:24:36 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Cutting my road away</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Yep im cutting my road away if u wanna walk it with me comment on this journal,if u dont i ll delete you from my friend list and my life,lets see if u rly care about me ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>chat rp!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Sep 2012 06:21:14 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">chat rp!</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ who wanna chat rp? join me on http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/Lighthning ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>OMG OMG OMG :DDD</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/OMG-OMG-OMG-DDD-329805215</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Sep 2012 10:51:14 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">OMG OMG OMG :DDD</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Today i got my OWN laptop mom and dad bought it!!!!1!!!  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>join me ya all :D</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/join-me-ya-all-D-328965365</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Sep 2012 08:54:01 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">join me ya all :D</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ https://secure.join.me/698-206-037 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>What i have become...</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/What-i-have-become-328559158</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Sep 2012 06:24:27 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">What i have become...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ After all that pain and hard times,&#304;'ve been through them all i have to thank these guys for helping me:<br /><br />1.Jayden<br />2.Lilly<br />3.&#304;ceshard<br />4.Pinkpunkcat<br />5.Alleychick<br />6.Yoshimister<br />7.Exploding puppies<br />8.Awesome team<br />9.Teresaisanob<br />10.Crazy husky<br />11.Hollythecat<br />12.Ninjakat<br />13.lolfactora<br />Thank you guys  for being with me i love you all and im sorry if i broke your heart,and jayden.....im sorry for all i have done to you,if theres anything i can do tell me,i miss you brother,will you be my bro again? :,) ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Tempest freerunning academy !!!</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Tempest-freerunning-academy-324316778</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Aug 2012 13:32:32 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Tempest freerunning academy !!!</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ im thinking to join tempest freerunning academy :3 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Drowning in Sadness</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Drowning-in-Sadness-322693596</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Aug 2012 06:10:16 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Drowning in Sadness</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ My grandpa had an heart attack on july,he was at hospital to yesterday....and hes dead now...i was so upset and now mom and dad fought so bad and they ll talk about if they ll stay together or not tonight :,c i really wanna die ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Gonna BLOOOOOOOOOW</title>
                <link>http://sonic654.deviantart.com/journal/Gonna-BLOOOOOOOOOW-322154302</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Aug 2012 13:24:52 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Gonna BLOOOOOOOOOW</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Since im changed,i started to feel some fake feelings...i sence it....u know how hard is it to just dream and the time you wake up and know it wont come true,it kills ppl.And thats bullsh!t im dying over and over.Before DA i was just a person that no one even notice....but when i came here my friends made me the strongest guy ever,and coolest...why? cuz they care about me.And i know if something happens to me some of em will follow me to other side :,) maybe im wrong....but i believe it..and when im back imma make a LOVE BLOOOOOWWW <3 ]]></media:text>            
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