http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:soulconvict&section=today deviantART RSS for by:soulconvict en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 21:07:20 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/17834801/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/17834801/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 15:29:44 PDT I haven't been on this thing in ages!
I've done some recent art,
And others were pwned by my school.

I can't get any of that stuff 'cuz I was kicked out.

A group I was in recently won a film makers competition,
with our animation Oblivious.
It was screening at theatres which was rad.

Uhm.
I'll update pics and what not later.

Peace nig nogs.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/15670008/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/15670008/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 18:54:26 PST
]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/15236282/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/15236282/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 22:25:02 PDT It's a brand new day...or should I say night. Ho ho he he.

Any who, just wanted to post a journal entry of the daily dos and what nots as usual.

I. Here's something really funny that happened a couple of days ago. I was on my usual bus ride to school when suddenly, BAM! We got hit by a truck. It was pretty funny because the back bumper fell off and the back of the bus totally dented. What's funnier, is that on my ride home after school, My bus totally power outed. The engined 'kapooted' and everything just shut down. Is it a coincidence? I think not! My bus rides are being Sabotaged.
>.>
<.<

II. Just finished working on a flip book at school, if the final product turns out as planned, it might get aired. I'll try and post the finished product as soon as we put it all together. I'd say we did a pretty good job since we had around 3 days, 2 people, and over 400 pages to produce.

III. I need a girlfriend. XD

IV. I'm thinking of holding a contest. Should I or shouldn't I? Vote now! ;O

V.I really appreciate all the comments I've recieved lately, and I apologize for the lack of updates. My scanner is a piece of shat and all the works I've produced lately is mainly traditional. I'll probably post pictures of them sometime.

And that concludes my rants for the day. <3

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/14488689/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/14488689/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 14:25:47 PDT I'm not going to be online anymore.


Well, not lately.

School's such a burden.

=_=
&& it just started too...

So meh.

See ya l8ter.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/14358649/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/14358649/ Mon, 27 Aug 2007 02:22:32 PDT
I'm T-10 insanity.

[har har @ egroeg]

It's approximately a week till I have to start High school, so I'm trying to make a little money to start off with, but my commissioner totally screwed me over.
Now I have no one to turn to but a few people out there.

Huhuhu.

So incase anyone wants a commission, here are the prices now.

Lineart:

1 Character:
Head: $5
Full Body: $10
2 Characters:
Head: $7
Full body: $12.50

Coloured Art:
1/2 characters:
Head (only): $15


Prices can definitely go lower if you come up with a good enough reason.

Anywhoo.

I don't have a school bag, so that's what I need the money for right now, and then I need it for my school admission fee.

What sucks is that I still haven't gotten a job, whilst all my untalented friends seem to have gotten one as easy as pie.

;.;
[made me wanna go emo]

Anyways, to end this mindless rant.

Goodnight to all, and to all a Good night.

lmfao.

P.s: I entered miskityooo's inking contest. My entry is *skulljammer's King Power character. Hopefully I place something.

=]

Pee.pee.3ss: Would anyone be interested in seeing plushie's I've made? So far I've got a few, but I haven't really shown them to anyone.

Comment if you're interested.

Ho he ho ha ha.

I got monkies in my jammies dancin' fo' sum munnies..

Alright, I'm totally gone now, so goodmorning.

@_@
*bricked*

ADD ME ON FACEBOOK

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Thank you! =budgie You're loved.
Mr.~hoppopngo Let's start on that collaboration Brotha!
~ryebread w00t! Exchange Buddy
~ComplexCo Brother in Law, b.k.a person who's gunna make me famous at Centennial. Lmfao

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/14027324/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/14027324/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 10:57:43 PDT
This is to those that I owe things to:

Ryan [Rye-Bread] - I sent out my package about a week ago, but they sent it back, so now I have to send it again. So I hope you're not mad. && Thank you for the print <33 I received it the other day.

Mr.Hoppopngo [Hoppopngo] - I'm still working on your picture, so don't get your panties in a knot bro ;O. Lawl. Just kidding.

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As For commissions, that I know no one will really want unless I become uberliciously famous in the matter of a couple of hours,

I've set prices, that I find reasonable:

Sketches [via Pencil or Digital]:
(Prices may be higher or lower due to the complexity of the image and or roughness of sketches)

Head Shots: $5 - $10
Full body: $12 - $17
Character+Background: $20 - $25


Coloured Work:
(This includes line work and colouring)


Head Shots: $15 - $20
Full Body: $25 - $32
Character+Background: $35 - $45

Note: Prices may also increase or decrease depending on whether I send you the actual work via snail mail or if I send it to you via internet.

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P.S. If anyone can help spread the word, I'll be sure to make you gift art. <33

Thanks && Bye ~<3

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/13751024/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/13751024/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 00:08:32 PDT
I need to learn how to be more independent, so I'm looking for job offers. Most likely commissions, which I know I won't get any of.

Just for the heck of it, I accept paypal and credit cards.

No set prices yet, so it's all negotiable.

Please and thank you. <33

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/13400221/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/13400221/ Mon, 18 Jun 2007 22:21:08 PDT One week till Graduation! && One week and one day till Summer Vacation!!

N3kkid Man && Tampon Boii3 are gunna go part-eh-ing after grad.

Fo' shizzle <-utter mockery lawl

Updates on the Daily do's and what not's:

- I won second place in an art competition SE2 = $50 bookstore gift card - Chaching
- I won second place in a K.C.C.C. art competition = $75 Cash muneh! Pinay Pride
- I was elected as Valedictorian for Graduation - Fack, I'm going to trip on stage again.
- I was elected as a Grad committer - lmfao I committed a grad. lawl.
- I just got back from Wonderland - first ride = Drop Zone / last ride = Timber summin...
- I almost died of a heart attack on the rides.

Muneh in da bankzz! - I'm illiterate. lawl.


Updates on the other daily do's and what not's:

- Shanah is my best friend lawl - Tampon boiie.
- Ayesha fell into a garbage can.
- Faresha kept screaming my name on the Cyclone.
- Kevin liked the bracelet I bought him - aww <3 [ one sided love ] Lawl.
- Melissa got on my nerves today.
- Megan stole my money.
- Nylyssya bought me food.
- Kevin ran up my phone bill.
- Katie looks like a girl.
- Angel is an angel.
- Terri-lynn is fun.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/13044160/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/13044160/ Mon, 21 May 2007 21:05:50 PDT Today was Victoria Day, so we celebrated with fireworks...er..a bit too much that is..
There were fire trucks, and cops everywhere, and the whole park was filled with our own layer of smog.

> I feel sick from eating too much BBQ, and I have school tomorrow. ;_;

Hmm...

> I've become more of a procrastinator than I was before.
> I have 7 major ISU's due by thursday, and I still haven't started.

> I'm too busy working on my novel && Prints for buttons to care really.

> Graduation: about 4 weeks away, I need a dress before I can go for my hair style consultation.

> Wheee I've got such a bad headache.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/13011182/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/13011182/ Sat, 19 May 2007 09:10:33 PDT So long as you were close to me,
My heart was warm and content.
But then you started drawing back.
Seeing me less and less.
Each day decreasing the amount of time you spent with me.
Soon you ceased coming at all.

I can't even remember what you sound like anymore.
Your voice once as clear as the sounds of chimes in spring,
Now is lost, like the cries of a child that now grows old.

Your scent, that floral stench you eluded every time I was with you.
That scent that made you lucious, and mouth watering,
Now remains as a faded withered one.
Once as strong as a flower in full bloom,
Now as dead as a dried up rose in a funeral bed.

Your face,
Once a clear image carved in stone,
In my head,
Now just a pixelated blur.
All my memories of you are dead.
Gone.
Gone.
They're all gone.

All I have left to remind me of you,
The only things that help me keep my sanity day by day,
are a picture of you and an old t-shirt drizzeled with your lovely scent.

Oh that scent that I crave,
Your body once mine now gone forever.
How I wish to examine every curvature of your very being once more.

Alas my chance is gone,
You've found someone else.
I was just another one of your pass-times.

I was just a memory to you.
Just like you are now to me.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12942440/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12942440/ Sun, 13 May 2007 14:07:05 PDT My heart's in the wrong place.
&& Good things don't come to people that wait.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12881865/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12881865/ Mon, 07 May 2007 21:51:28 PDT
I can't get my head straight..
I'm so out of it...I just really need to let go..To get away...
I hate it. I hate it all.
How much longer will I be able to manage a fake smile?

I'm getting careless.
Soon enough people will be able to see right through me...
Not like they're doing anything less at the moment.

I'm so exhausted.
Why do I have to help people?
No one gives me anythig in return,
Yet I still do it.
Every single day, carrying out tasks bestowed by others.

I can't concentrate.
I can't take it.
Even the slightest of whispers seems like a shrill scream.

Just let me go.
I just want to let go...

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The Day before && Today:

Took apart & Fixed up the school stereo system
Spent 5 hours at a highschool helping out with their yearbook.

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I'm already so exhausted, and now I have to start track again.
Fuckin' 800 meter relay...It's not a lot, but when you've got a knee problem, you start to feel like you're dying after the first 400.

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Walked 6 miles.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12756588/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12756588/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 15:46:41 PDT I beat this kid up, cuz he was being mouthy on the same day that I ditched school to go out. && I was reported, so the principal came all the way there to drag my ass out, and take me to the office. Haha

&& This one teacher's been hearing rumors from other kids about me being a bad child so he gave me a piece of his mind.

Later on, we had to complete our play based on Apartheid. I tried my best to stay back stage, and I was appointed the roles as director, script writer, costume designer, and prop designer. But in the end I ended up having to come out infront of everyone to recieve a leadership award. @_@

&& Then I found out that my contest entry for $150 didn't win, but was second on the poster they're putting up. So I'm not sure if I'm getting anything yet. I really need the money though ;_;.

Ha ha, last but not least, tomorrow is my birthday
&& I hate my life. Haha

Oh well, much love to everyone, especially Julia who gave me my first and most loved b-day present(s) : A conjure one CD, and 10 dollars.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12673639/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12673639/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 22:00:38 PDT Anyone care to throw some at me?
I'll give you a penny for your thoughts.

((ha ha those lines are so cliche))

Anywayz, I'm out of emotion, and my system's are drained.
To me it seems like every piece I produce looks the same.
&& I barely do any like...full body views ne?

I wanna try something out of my 'style' ((if you wanna call it that))

Any ideas on something I should attempt at drawing?

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12659431/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12659431/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 19:02:19 PDT As I said to Mr.Hoppopngo, Art is addictive.
It's a rush of adrenaline but also an invitation to stress.

I HATE IT! I welcome it with open arms, and what does it do?!?!
IT FUCKS ME OVER!!

hahah

Anywayz, my birthday is coming up on April 28th.
Bun that. I don't wanna grow up.
I like being 13. haha
I'm not the least bit excited && I have nothing on my 'birthday list.'

Oh well.

Pee-Ess: IT'S SO HOT OUTSIDE I THINK I'M GOING TO MELT! ;_;
Where are the April showers? The temperature is so intense, damn you global warming. I'm soo not used to this. && I'm the FOB from the hot country. Haha

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12556099/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12556099/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 16:09:28 PDT All my goals are just fading away and crumbling to dust.
I'm not good in art && I won't get any better even if I practice.
I'm starting to fail in school, oh well I guess it was bound to happen right?
My teacher wants to send me for counselling because I wrote a poem (which was a project) that was supposedly too deep and hints towards me being suicidal. Like what the hell is that?
My contest entries suck. I probably didn't even get more than 2 votes for my entry at Amber's contest.
I have a math competition to attend sometime this week, doesn't matter anymore, I guess I should just drop out.
I've been zoning out, and as I said before I can't define my own existence.
Fuck this.
I'm quitting at life.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12500464/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12500464/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 18:30:51 PDT I can't help but feel that one day I'm going to lose myself.
Lose control of everything and anything insight.
My head keeps spinning, I don't know which way to go.
I can't tell right from wrong. It's like I've lost all sense of morality.

I can't tell dreams from reality anymore.
I don't understand the words coming out of my mouth.
I can't understand what others are saying.
I can't feel what I touch.
No matter what material I run my fingers through, I can't define its texture.
I can't even say whether or not the pain I'm feeling is real or not.

I have the faint sense that I'm concious and alert, but what if I'm not?
I'm writing this so that tomorrow when I wake up, if I wake up, I can say it really happened.

Everything's so foggy.
I've got it all within the palm of my hand,
yet I can't seem to reach it.

Reality is tricking me.
So are my dreams.
This is all too much to handle.

I saw myself jump off the balcony edge,
I don't know if that really happened or if it didn't.
I hear voices calling out my name,
But I don't know if they really exist or not.
I can't say whether I'm alive or not.
No one can really help me get through what I'm feeling.
I don't know if I exist.
I don't know if you exist.
All I know is that I can't handle this anymore.
I can't take this.
It's just too much for a kid to handle.

This is how I really feel, don't get it confused with a creative piece of writing or anything.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12475129/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12475129/ Thu, 05 Apr 2007 19:10:15 PDT 'The first time I laid eyes on her,
I despised her.
I always wondered why the boys followed her around?
But then...I got to know her...
&& Now, I hate myself, because I've fallen in love with her.

-Tap left running [pg.13] ((a sorta book I'm writing))

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Today was such an awful day. I totally lost it at school and flipped out at everyone.
People these days are so heartless, so conceited, and so lazy, they always want to use other people.

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Will update again when I have more to put on...

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12434197/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12434197/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 17:16:27 PDT Anywayz, You know how I entered ~EternalLullaby's contest? Well now she's accepting the public's vote, so all you have to do is go to her page, and vote by noting her with your top 3 favs from the enteries

I hope I get atleast 1 vote!! <3

Edit: FUDGE!! Okay so to vote you have to go to her page which is [link], then go to her journal entry with the list of all the entries, choose your top 3 faves, and note her with the list. =]

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12432085/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12432085/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 14:38:52 PDT
]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12380425/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12380425/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 19:09:46 PDT
So far I've gotten closer, to ma boi Samim, than I've ever been. && Jay is just funny. So is Pirate Pedrae, it's sad that she's moving. TT_TT. Hani's comin soon time. && Nyla's been..let's say she's just being an ass.

The new girl at school is a snob. && Yes I actually took the time to try to get to know her, but apparently, I'm too brown for her, she can go shove that up her juice box. (inside joke)

Lol..

Anywayz. The 1100 page view thing is off now since I'm well over that now.
I've decided to try and start accepting commishions and stuff, even though I know I won't get any.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12340000/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12340000/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 17:29:10 PDT
ii.<3.Keshyr.Nheiira [if anyone knows where to get the CD or any tracks plz tell me]

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These are my reportcard marks: XD

english:
reading: 93
Writing: 87 ( she told me she forgot to change my mark to a 95 XD)
Oral Visual: 90

French:
Oral Comm.: 94
Reading: 91
Writing: 94
(wow I do better in french than english @_@)

Math:
Number sense and blah blah: 88
Geo.: 84
Algebra: 98

Science: 91

History: 82

P.E: 79

The arts:

Music: 87

Visual Art: 75 (like WTF?!??!)

Drama and Dance: 90

Computers: 78 (hey! I tutored you you mofo!!)

Design and Tech. : 94

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Quote of the day: "big is good, sell it!"

Good points of the day:
-Azim taking his shirt off
-my teacher telling me she's gunna raise all my marks to high 90's for 3rd semester
-dancing on stage
-singing on the courts XD

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12314155/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12314155/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 19:19:16 PDT
]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12303874/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12303874/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 23:21:39 PDT I hate school, it's such a burden. Everyone thinks they're so good, and they're such persistent lil' buggers. =/ You tell them to go away, and they won't leave you alone till they've totally gone over board.

I need money to make repairs for my new acoustic, so I'm taking up any gig I can.
Ha ha the AGS company can't really do anything now cuz of the climate. I guess we'll start again when it gets warmer.

So far, I'm participating in 2 contests for the TDSB. Each giving out money as prizes. One of them is due on the 28th which means I probably won't be able to finish it on time. Stupid me I forgot to write down the theme TT^TT. So basically that'll be 150$ prize money out of reach.
The second one's worth $200, $100, and $50. I have all the basic details, but the theme is somewhat...a challenge I guess so I have to try really hard on that one. It's also due this month. Meh. Even if I don't win, I don't really care cuz Juan is paying for all the repairs <3 I have to remember that I owe him gift art.

Meh, if only my art skills were good enough that I could start accepting commisions. Maybe one day.

Holy crap, I forgot I also have to save up to buy a grad dress and for the banquet hall @_@ Fuck this. I hate money.

I don't want to think about anything right now, so I'm just painting some anime/realism/crappy-ness.

&& to add to all that I have slept a total of 12 hours in the past week.

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Highlight of the week:
the photographer for grad pics was a hottie && such a flirt.
Shanah didn't come to school today. Yippe!
Went crazy with sister [will post stupid pics later]

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12209458/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12209458/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 17:17:34 PDT I'm such a damn procrastinator, and my moms getting pissed because school starts in 2 days, and I still haven't started on my homework.
Oh well, I've already made it into highschool, and my teachers even say that theres no need for me to even do anything anymore.
So far I've been failing math. ^_^" Strange ne? A gifted student's education going down the drain because she wants to live a creative life. Anywho, these are the subjects upon which each picture should be created:

100 Picture Challenge

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again - Work in progress
11. Memory
12. Insanity - Work in progress
13. Misfortune
14. Smile - Work in progress
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. One of two
23. Bend
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12148226/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12148226/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 19:08:07 PDT
Just 200 more to make it to 1000 (which isn't even close to what other people are getting TT^TT)
Oh well, I'm happy that my art is atleast being given a glance or two
&& Thanks to all the people that are watching me <3
I really appreciate it
(i just realized that I use too many lil symbols to depict what my expression is ) ( see there I go again)

I've been experiencing major art block ever since 7 am this morning @_@
If anyone has any suggestions on how to overcome it I'd be glad if you could give me a pointer or two. <3

N e who Ciao ~<3
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On another note, here's a stamp created by =joteivv supporting anti-rape
rape is not sexy by =joteivv on deviantART

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12042469/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/12042469/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 16:05:00 PST
Now working up drafts for the Couples contest, still don't know if I should try something new and go anthro or if I should just stick to normal characters.

So far, my art style's been pissing the fuck out of me. I don't like my attempts at realism. And I can't colour for beans XD
I keep trying to leave the line art in there and try some cel shading, but in the end it just ends up the same.
>_<

Must look up some tutorials.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/11964206/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/11964206/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 16:43:32 PST
So there's contest numero uno which is the character contest for a novel, written and held by *EternalLullaby

Then there's a contest based on couples held by *meisan

Then there's this 100 picture challenge posted on the journal of ~Starlit-Luna

So far I'm half way done with the sketch of the first contest entry.
I'm still thinking of what to draw for the second contest.
And I'm stuck on the first 100 challenge picture XD

Also working on a new picture somewhat yaoi related
[link]

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/11318980/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/11318980/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 21:40:26 PST As we all sit idle,
Our emotions start to fade away.

Love becomes tainted.
Blood gets poisoned.
Hearts no longer beat.
Bodies linger without souls.

Among these events,
There is only dead hope.

Soon after we lose our minds.
Reckless wars will begin.
Our time is soon drawing to an end.
No golden breeze, no birds to sing.

In this tainted life we live,
There is but one way to survive.
Change your greedy, and selfish desires.

However...
How is one to change their desires on their own?
Man has grown weaker over the decades,
and no longer obtains the knowledge of how to survive.
One cannot help another,
because one doesn't know what mechanics can be used to aid.

As this confusion lingers on,
so do the children of the new generation.
Soul less bodies lingering on.
With no education, no emotion.
No love.

Love is the main tool in the mechanics of life.
To receive love, you must administer love.
But man has no more heart to love.

Again and again,
Time and time repeats itself.
Forcing no end to the misery of this dead hope.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/11267688/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/11267688/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 00:13:34 PST
Tonight, my resolution is to find a Girlfriend! Yes a girlfriend <_< >_> I'm bi...just deal with it...

Girls are more, intelligent and caring...They don't throw themselves around like boys do...unfortunately, there aren't many girls out there interested in the same Gender...so..it's time...to MANIPULATE THEIR MINDS WITH SMUT!! BWAHAHAH n e whoo, im just working on a contest entry to the Raider's ace comic thingy!! I hope it'll turn out satisfactory!! I'm doing my best on it, and I've never entered an art contest before, so I hope I won't be too disappointed...

WAH I DONT GET A TABLET TT^TT!!

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]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/11215759/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/11215759/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 20:20:35 PST I see images in my head, but they're only blurred sketches embedded in my mind, so I have to use my hands to recreate it, in order to see it through my eyes...
Sometimes, it doesn't end up, the way I imagine it would, however, that's how everything in life works doesn't it? You always expect something, something more wonderful, so bright, but when you obtain it, it's dark, and shady...Nothing that you want it to be..But over the time, you'll force yourself to like it, just so that you can be happy...That's the way life works...That's the way the world manipulates your mind to work...Everything's just a shady reality...I hate the world, however I can't help but love it.

]]> ~soulconvict http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/10549774/ http://soulconvict.deviantart.com/journal/10549774/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 14:45:00 PST this planet soaked in the rich,
vibrant colours of nature and its whims,
it would be plain to see that the divine palette out of which humankind was fashioned has but two colours: black and white, good and evil.
And for most human beings, gray is their default setting...

--D.Gray Man [Shonen Jump Issue 4]

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