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Anyway.

[link]
Gotta see that, first off.

Christmas approaches, everyone.
Late now. Must sleep.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/24258855/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/24258855/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 15:10:28 PDT
it's been a long time. i'm not putting the points up no more, there's no concerted effort. consider my titles... a gracious addition.

let me see, last entry... july 20th, 2008?

well.
I've had to move for a job. I'm working now, yes, tis true. On a graduate wage doing graduate things, spending graduate cash.

behind my laptop, from where i write is my new PC, fresh install and update this very evening. apart from the really, really annoying vista comments about my GPU drivers (it's 64-bit, you evil sod, i can't help it...) it's not a bad thing.

We won't talk about what it took to make. Note to all computer builders, don't bother with independent shops, they couldn't find their own arse if you stabbed them in the gluteus maximus with a pin.

this week is thankfully a half-week due to Easter and a paid holiday i took in order to return to said place for said half-week of work.

so what have i been doing, reading or watching?

final series of avatar,
left 4 dead,
hellboy 2,
christmas,
er...
Lone wolf and cub,
Boom! comics warhammer 40,000,
Hellboy 1946,
Empowered,
scouring the internet for paaaaarts,
talking about said parts too much...

and eating. i like them eatings.

links:
[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

yeah i got nothing else to talk about.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/19487351/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/19487351/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 18:28:57 PDT
you CAN use google / internet etc. the extent to which you use it is up to you.

last time's quote was from (wait for it...) Serenity.

Morena Baccarin as Inara, gives the operative a slight, but very effective warning.

bang.

Ms. ~waiting4moonlight gets 100 points for a correct film, 50 points for character and 50 points for Actor. Full points.

I am ashamed of the rest of you. You call that a battle? she might as well have brought a tactical nuke to a knife-fight.

Scores so far:
is on 450 points.
is on 200 points.
is on 400points.

Well Children. Things have changed.

firstly, I'm going to be an Engineer. I'll be trained, tested, and given the space to make a difference.

and by God I'll make sure this world feels it.

secondly, i've just finished watching a show about superheroes.
hoowever, on a list of 'top 20' it seems indy, skywalker and MIB are superheroes.

RRRRRreallly?

did I miss something? I'm sorry, it seems superheroes don't start in comics, or are actually completely human.
BULLSHIT.

I want to know your TOP FIVE. Very High Fidelity, I know, but I want to know. That show CRIPPLED my ideas of pop culture. Batman barely fills the ticksheet for superheroes (lack of any superhuman powers is a BIG problem)but he doesn't belong BEHIND Superman...

but the fantastic four are more important than Hellboy? fuck no.

For me, my top five:

5.Motoko 'the Major' Kusinagi - She needs to be in here. She doesn't care about anything, you can tell. It's so wierd, she still does her job, she's smart as anything, and she can bench-press a bus. With people in it.

4. The Shadow - Laughing sociopath, with a pair of colt .45's and a mean idea of justice. plus margo, the autogyro-flying rifle-carrying sharpshooter pilot. you need one of these.

3.'V' - Mask, acute kinesthesia, sociopath, Knives. yeah. I don't need anything else.

2. Batman - Dark. Anti-hero. Sociopath. Merticulous. Patient. And fooking SMART. He kicked superman's ass...wait, have you not read ANY Frank Miller? you stupid queef. go read NOW!

1. Hellboy - Demon from hell. Saves the world. A Dark world requires the best kind of Blunt instrument. He's the instrument. I could mention the BPRD, abe Sapien, Liz Sherman, Lobster Johnson... August 20th. I'm there, poking holes in guilmero del Toro's paper coffee cup as he *might* ruin my favourite character.

There were others. I almost put The rocketeer in, or Spawn, but I don't quite love them as much as some of these. I know that there's a manga Character in there, but don't fuck with that woman. she make you punch yourself in the scrotum.

Things are very interesting on the modelling side of things too, Selling some stuff on Ebay, if anyone wants to see then i can send you the links. I can't find a particular model either - that's 20 squid worth of stuff. monkeys. somebody find it for me.

My life is otherwise...er...doing something at the moment. I'll keep you posted.

IT IS A WORLD RULED BY MAD SCIENCE!

tata!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/17191666/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/17191666/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:15:31 PST
you CAN use google / internet etc. the extent to which you use it is up to you.

last time's quote was from (wait for it...) Independence Day (ID4.)

Jeff Goldblum, As David Levinson, Quotes this just before they take out the mothership with a tactical Nuke above the planet, running their asses off all the way.

Lovely.

Ms. ~waiting4moonlight gets 100 points for a correct film, 50 points for character and 50 points for Actor. Full points, first try. Now it gets harder.

Scores so far:
is on 450 points.
is on 200 points.
is on 200points.

Well Children, it's that time again where i natter on. I'm in a slightly better position this time round, having gained a little ground and a point from which to strike back. Defenses are on-line, and my power is in the green, so let's hope I weather the storm.

I start a new job next week, and my Geek side is florishing at the moment. It feels good to be back in this position.

I saw the trailer for 'The Dark knight' and I'm feeling impressed. there's several films i wish to see this year, and now that's one of them. I invite you all to come along and share in the ass-kickery.

Things are very interesting on the modelling side of things too, Selling some stuff on Ebay, if anyone wants to see then i can send you the links.

My life is otherwise boring at the moment. what would you expect?

anyway, to all, i bid you, enjoy yourselves.

IT IS A WORLD RULED BY MAD SCIENCE!

tata!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/16832184/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/16832184/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 12:31:34 PST
-100 points per answer. 50 points for actor/actress, 50 points for character.

you CAN use google / internet etc. the extent to which you use it is up to you.

last time's quote was from (wait for it...) Transformers.
Shia Le Beouf (sam Whitwicky) has just fought off (with His ladyfriend's help) Frenzy, and Bumblebee has just settled a score with Barricade. He approaches, and Mr Whitwicky talks about what his car suddenly is.

Mr ~rainblind gets 100 points for a correct film and 50 points for character.

Scores so far:
is on 450 points.
is on 200 points.

We now have a new competitor, and her photographic memory serves her well, but she was second. no points, but definately a shot for the next one.

Well Children, it's that time again where i natter on. I sit here with my Pipe, and wonder what is to become of my life. I'm currently not earning the hours to get by after this month, and i'm desperate for a chance to prove my mettle in the world of Engineering / Graduate work. I'm smart, Creative and Capable, but inexperienced. go figure - i think the rest of the world has sometimes.

I'm also looking forward to the rest of the season of Avatar. it's not like it's unpopular, but their just taking their sw33t-fannyass time about putting up the episodes. Discussions about torchwood and other such programs are leading me to think that i'm out of touch with my Geek side, and i feel even more so when i think about my WH40K figures just boxed up and going dusty. I REALLY should sell these necrons, and paint this/that/the other, but i can't even find job security these days. alas.

Team fortress 2 is my game of the moment. I can't decide on my favourite class, as i seem to be hanging around engineer / soldier / medic / demoman. it seems to just be preference or what i feel like giving the team. Anyway, you find yourself gaming with someone called Plum, that's me.

I suck at DoD source. True Dat. And my chair is getting uncomfortable.

Anyway!

For those who like webcomics, i hope you're reading your fair share of the good ones - Girl Genius, Goblins and Megatokyo.

anyway, to all, i bid you, enjoy yourselves.

IT IS A WORLD RULED BY MAD SCIENCE!

tata!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/16127703/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/16127703/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 17:39:35 PST
-100 points per answer. 50 points for actor/actress, 50 points for character.

you CAN use google / internet etc. the extent to which you use it is up to you.

so.
Scores so far:
is on 300 points.
is on 200 points.

last time's quote was from (wait for it...) Street Fighter.

You all Suck ASS because no one got it. you lose. you all lose you lame suck-heads.

Said by Mr Van Damme 10 minutes from the end to Kylie on the Vid-communicator. YOU ALL SUCK.

Right.
Portal.
I felt my brain expanding and my angry rising in the right kind of way, and it made me so happy to throw bits into big fires, talk to turrets so kindly before tossing them into an abyss - won't hurt me? yeah right eat PIT.
All i can say, without spoiling anything, is that i got delicious, delicious Cake and it was nice and you can all hop through a portal to join me.
Find a wall that works, obviously. You can't lay a portal otherwise. fools.

Secondly.
Hellboy II : The Golden Army - Trailertrailertrailer My god i think i might enjoy it - including self wetting possibly. Guilermo keeps all his favourite actors really close - doug jones is in it all over the place AND he's voicing Abe Sapien, thank the stars. i swear that that other doctor who's a big Gas guy - Shitiforgothisamewhatisit? - Johann Kraus - thanks wikipedia-is in it too.
They gave sherman a gun. hope she earns it by losing it and BURNING STUFF in the film like she should. BURN with FIRE!

He's got to live up to the animated ones. Fuck he better do.

Shit work on Saturday SHITshitshit. Shit.
I need a more respectible job. like, that pays better.

sleep well all, get the DAMN quote or SAY THAT YOU CAN'T because i expect answers from all of you even if you can't get it.

Take care you miserable muppets!
ttfn!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/15775484/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/15775484/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 07:17:36 PST
-100 points per answer. 50 points for actor/actress, 50 points for character.

you CAN use google / internet etc. the extent to which you use it is up to you.

so.
Scores so far:
is on 300 points.
is on 200 points.

last time's quote was from The Mummy - said by Benny, the little fez wearing monstrosity, (who's moaning is strangely better when he plays Igor in Van Helsing) as they're on the barge about 40 minutes into the film. Edit: Mr. Collective got it. nice one Lukewarm

i've seen it a lot.

I've decided - when it comes to cleaning, my housemates are fucking useless. true, i'm also lazy, i know it's my turn to wash up the dishes or whatever, but what's the fucking point? seriously? i'll wash em up, then two weeks later it'll be exactly the same and i'll have to fucking beg for them to clear up.

Fuck THAT for a game of Chess.
Currently sitting in my room on my last day off, cursing the name of my Boss for something that any person under that much stress could easily forget...but still it annoys me. oh well, i'll talk to him tomorrow and i'll feel better. Also, i have a telephone interview at 7pm this eve. I'll get paid more, but i dunno about the company. not yet anyway. Data Handling? what good is an engineering degree with that?

ah well. Beggars can't be Choosers. We'll see, it might be ok. might.

Listen to GGRT (Girl Genius Radio Theatre) if you haven't already, it's Freaking amazing. i listened to all the shows for a 3rd time last night and they're still funny.

Byesies.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/15183598/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/15183598/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 06:04:07 PDT
-100 points per answer. 50 points for actor/actress, 50 points for character.

you CAN use google / internet etc. the extent to which you use it is up to you.

so.
Scores so far:
is on 300 points.
is on 100 points.

last time's quote was from Predator - you can go look up which character and actor said it on IMDB but it's not worth writing that part.
well done to Mr Rainblind for getting that one.

basically i'm writing this journal today because, normally, under different circumstances i would be wishing someone happy birthday - but i can't. Other people's birthdays are good times that fill in in the year gap between your own, making you both happy that you still have friends, and making you look forward to the time when you get to be the birthday person hosting a party for these wonderful people.

but today is different.
we all miss him, especially today, and i can't imagine how his family feel. He didn't deserve what happened. he was never a bad person. but as they say...

these things happen.

but today is not about what happened, it's about remembering the good times, in order to make this day better for all of us. I know that, at least in spirit, he's always around, and more so tonight, when we all sit together and talk about how he wouldn't shut up about Tool, or what new fad had overtaken him, and how he would rather prefer to practice breakdancing than work...

For Toads, this day is about memory. I wish it was about a good time, with the promise of more to come.
With us always, in our hearts never forgotten.

I think i heard that somewhere, i just don't know where.

Happy Birthday Toadsy.

In other news, i'm still waiting for a reply from a company about a job, and i have an interview tomorrow at 12.45...

wish me luck.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/14625719/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/14625719/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 03:05:18 PDT
now, lets briefly go over the rules of this game.
-100 points per answer. 50 points for actor/actress, 50 points for character.
-These rules only apply from now -> onwards.

you CAN use google / internet etc. the extent to which you use it is up to you.
however.
Only the first one to answer gets any points, and they only get as many points as they fufill of the quota. so someone who quickly answers with just the movie gets 100 points. if someone else tries to comment after with a more detailed answer, then no points are awarded - too slow.
so.
Scores so far:
[link] is on 200 points.
[link] is on 100 points.

The films so far:
# 'That IS his name Sir, Asshole, Major Asshole.' on Sep 9, 2007 - spaceballs
# 'Chic-CARG-GO!' on Aug 26, 2007 - Ace Ventura, Where nature calls, Jim Carrey.
# 'i'm fireproof...you're not.' on May 2, 2007 - Ron Pearlman, Hellboy
# 'ow, you shot me you A-hole!' on Apr 21, 2007 - Mike Myers, Dr Evil, The spy who shagged me
# 'you wanna stay alive you stay with me.' on Mar 19, 2007 - Bruce Willis, John McClane, Die Hard
# 'it's like jello on springs!' on Jan 24, 2007 - Some like it Hot, Jack Lemmon
# 'Haaow joo like dat, haans bwix?' on Jan 20, 2007 - Kim Jong Il, Team America
# 'and reeally bad eggss...' on Jan 18, 2007 - Johnny Depp, Jack Sparrow, Pirates of The Caribbean
# 'one shall stand...one, shall fall.' on Jan 15, 2007 - Optimus Freaking Prime, Peter Cullen, Transformers the movie (80's)
# '...al maade IN TIE-VAN!' on Nov 18, 2006 - Armageddon
# 'well, you're not reading IT right!' on Nov 14, 2006 - Vasquez, Aliens

and so i'll update every Journal with the previous journal's quote and so on.

Anyway.
Funeral Next wednesday. in a way i'm Glad i'm going, because i want to Say goodbye. thinking about it, i also want to talk to all my friends and his family at once and say just how awesome he truly was. but, it is my second funeral inside of a year. i'm 22 now, these things have a hugely solid impact. they make me feel mortal, vunerable, and worried that i might forget things about these important people that once existed in my life. I never want to forget, but i always want to remember.

The PC beast arrived last night, and i was putting it together. it makes you feel geeky, powerful, intelligent and scared all at the same time. parts you've paid for could break in your hands, but you and your skill are turning it into a tool of Pure power (once plugged into the mains o'course.) However, how random, Foxconn supply me with a FDD (floppy Cable) that DOESN'T PLUG INTO the motherboard! what a bunch of retards! i dunno why i wanna plug the floppy in anyway. i was looking at card reader bays this morning, they're only a 10er and i can replace the floppy and plug the gap with something useful (a 3rd usb port on the front )
Still not finished hardware connection, and every time i look in the case i feel like i'm gonna bend a pin
I plan to do a Case Mod, be it a spraying Black, but i'm gonna put some designs on my case. if i get round to it of course, i'm gonna need miles of masking tape.

Well, back to work. i do have some stuff to submit but it won't be until next week now. You never know, i might have even MORE by then...
until then, peace out. lolz.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/14550698/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/14550698/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 19:18:11 PDT For.
The.
Quote.

After a stroke of linguistic genius, my friend stated the words 'quotographic memory' and they've stuck.

it's my skill, to quote films after seeing them only once. hell, i can quote films i haven't seen. it's my thing.

anyway.

Saw 'Solid State Society' today. what a fooking good film - It follows on from the GITS series nicely, holding onto several familiar elements as well as giving a few new ones.
Saito is the Sniper Don, and Togusa, you're still my favourite. Batou doesn't get anything but moody in the film - it's not his place. he got his chance in GITS: Innocence.

Drawing is good atm, i'm having fun just getting dynamicism into my art. having seen the textures of brom and the never ending sword profiles of Royo, i'm kinda getting a feel finally for where iwant to take my art.
but we'll see. for another time. not a student, not got a real job. priorities must be dealt with. swiftly.

Lawgiver to Armour Piercing...

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/14338575/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/14338575/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 18:41:33 PDT
Points for the quote. I'm no longer a student, and i have a pants job entering data and such. I've been drawing a bit, hence the submissions. I'm just taking my time nowadays, but i best get moving again soon, before the shit hits the fan.

Got 53/100 for my project in the end, so therefore it was ok but not as in-depth as what was needed. never mind.

My Friend died. i don't think the truth has really sunk in yet... i expect that i will mourn, but i dunno when it will begin. the world seems a different shade when i think about it. i may be in denial.

I'll miss you man. i already do.

Sorry to be glum.
ttfn.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/12813359/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/12813359/ Wed, 02 May 2007 08:37:55 PDT
basically been in my department today messing with the lab equipment in order to build up some more info/knowledge on the rig my project would use. i also FINALLY got the motion capture example program to run! it did however output a picture- not exactly helpful to my cause. i'm also having trouble taking the commenting away so that should be fun.

oh well, i'm getting somewhere with that which is more than i can say for previous attempts.

my girlfriend is taking me to an eatery tonight

well still lots of work and code to do and a good report to write. i definately have something new to write about anyway...

toodle pip, ttfn!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/12678845/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/12678845/ Sat, 21 Apr 2007 10:20:10 PDT
i fecking hate work. it has to be said. i hate it lots. it sucks ass.
should i like it? should i want to do it? if i don't, what happens?

oh wait, i know the answer to the third one.

yeesh.

sucky.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/12241000/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/12241000/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 04:51:45 PDT
noticed the date of my last entry and i thought i'd better put in a new and brief one. to all those in the UK, see hot fuzz, it's awesome

loads and LOADS of work to do. there's so much i just really hope i don't go mad, i really do, it would help not too. a 60 credit project, a job search and a house search are all on the cards. doesn't seem like much but it feels like it is.

urgh.

anyway, i'd said i was gonna be quick.

take care all.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/11552899/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/11552899/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 12:24:45 PST
two down! the one i had today was a tough plod, but i'm through it. Hoorah!

i read up to date on Dr. McNinja. it's freaking HI-larious. as for megatokyo, i have no idea what's going on there at the moment and i want applegeeks to update sooner.

so, i've got a week! this is good news. tonight is revision free and to be enjoyed. i've gotta decide what i'm doing on the weekend, and i have to think what i'm doing next weekend, without feeling guilty if i don't go home. i want to visit/be visited by friends in manchester.

the need for a fresh pc is on my mind a little again, as my laptop is playing up a little bit. grr.

off to the pub shortly, i'l see you all soon. takecare, y'hear!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/11496557/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/11496557/ Fri, 19 Jan 2007 17:11:25 PST
the leaderboard is thus,
~rainblind = 200 pts
eveyone else = nada!

there are still 2 quote on my previous entries that NO ONE HAS GOT. points to be had!

so, i'm a grump (only slightly) because i really should have done more work today. i have learned some new things that i am proud/aware of as long as i remember them, but i really should have done more today! i never really want to work beyond 1am, as it's about that time when my brain frazzles. (a problem when revising.)

i went to see a lecturer because i thought i had a 'question' but it turns out i just had an ignorance for his course. AND he wasn't feeling well. so, great, i've made a sick man annoyed and wasted his time. yay.

my housemate has, in fact, started downloading. this means there needs to be a constant working out between us as to how this downloading should work, as i don't wanna have to WAIT for things to LOAD when i need to use the internet. i'll see if late night's ok...

anyway, i'm gonna melt out a little bit before sleeping, i want to get a LOT of revision done tomorrow.

w00t.
i hope i work like this during term...
adios!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/11480654/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/11480654/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 10:23:50 PST
well, again it's a slight bit of procrastination. i'm stuck at a crossroads of a little revision then food or the other way round- i'm a little hungry but i need a reason to go off to hunt my catch.

revising, at least. hopefully i'll be up to speed by monday, however wednesday is a different matter and i have a lot of sifting material to scout out.

3 exams, 3 to go.

someone asked me about my quotes the other day. they're all from films you can buy on Dvd, i don't nessessarily have all of them, and they are all said by a protagonist character.
so guess away!

procrastination is a troublesome problem of mine, but i'm glad i'm through the worse of it and im perservering on.

take care y'all, work to do...

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/11445713/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/11445713/ Mon, 15 Jan 2007 09:56:35 PST
how's everyone doin? personally i've not done a great deal since my last confess...i mean entry. but hell, i should have done loads.

for example, i have an exam in a week. no ,less than a week. starting from the 22nd of Jan, i have 3 exams.

and revision is currently going nowhere.
i'm on a trail, in my brain, of struggling to understand why people find it...easy? to work. i have an exam in a week, and yet it's taking every fibre of my being to remain considering revision.

and i want to start tonight.
this is true procrastination. i'm sitting here, talking to you, discussing my inadequecy to revise.
i mean ffs i have only 3 exams. seriously.
and what if i fail any of them? it will not go well. i need to pass them all, and well...it's my last year fer christ's sake!

ive managed to do this every year. every year, after every exams even, i say 'this will not happen again.' and here i am. in almost the same position.

al i have to do is GODDAMN REVISE.
and i have a lot to do. i have done for 2 years. i can't have a one-track life with no commitments, but do i really want one?

i don't think i do. i reckon, deep down in my thick brain, that there is a part of me that wants a life of intelligence, sophistication, and a well-paid job.

well, maybe not sophisticated. i like chicken wings and action movies. there's no sophistication in that...

revision to come...i hope.

adios.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10759052/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10759052/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 18:15:55 PST
i haven't played Properly online in a few days, nearly a week- am i worried i'll suck?

heh.

no, i understand that out there on the internet, there are cockwalruses (no, really?) and that there can be alot of them in certain places (nowhere is SAFE! LOCK UP YOUR HDD's!!!) like online gaming. but there are also a lot of nice poele too, who are quite simply a better shot, a better team-player, a better soldier in the digital realm.

and i am not them. what i enjoy is what makes me feel good.

urgh, almost evangelism.
anyway. Saw the 'Borat' movie.
wish i hadn't- cringe humour makes me ill. i suppose it's why i don't/didn't like 'the office.' that's all i'm gonna say-oh, and the fact that it was soooo borderline racist, that it could make people explode (like melons- much worse than exploding like a potato. like....10 times worse and five times as juicy)

putting up a little bit of stuff, please enjoy (oh godohpleaseihopesodon'thurtme.)

Muse tomorrow-
see you all around.

anon!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10719534/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10719534/ Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:49:27 PST
i've been playing team fortress classic (TFC) and today it's been annoying me- i was on a server (as you are, playing online) and some ass-raper decides that i'm 'getting in his way' or something, along the lines of 'fuck off you cunt.'

now i have a microphone. so i question him, and i get silence- 'why are you teamkilling me? what did i do?' etc. this is where it begins. all i merely have to do is come within 5 feet of him and he shoots me in the back- and i just keep getting annyed, until all i want to do is TEAMKILL him. fuck the objectives, shoot the retard in the back.

so the team turns around and sides with him.

WHAT did i do? was a new person logging on so bad for you? so i'm not as good at TFC as you are, well whoop de doo! i want some fun.
becuase of this, i can't find fun in that game anymore. a teamplay game is a shit thing if people have their own agendas. hell, even CS is shit, unless you work together.

and that's why i'm in a clan- a pub clan, as we call it. heh.
i'm not irritated, i'm annoyed now.

FUCK.

anon.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10616866/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10616866/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 18:04:11 PST
it seems that one ~poisondarts is maing me a 'facebook' profile- i have always tried to resist getting myself added to a 'mycult' site (sorry, myspace) until now, but it seems that she really wants me to. plus, no one other than the people who know what my life is about actually read this journal...

i may turn turncoat. or browncoat. or whatever it is now.

there were stormtroopers at work! i wish it hadn't been so furiously busy, as i would have gone and talked to them. they looked bloody good...

but so does the empire. plenty of shipping lanes and illigal tech to smuggle. i love it.

ahem...

er, leeroy?

no.

the bar didn't work either...strange thing for about 10 out of 15 pumps to not work, but they just wouldn't sort out. very annoying, especially when there's about 1000 people trying to get to the bar to buy a beer. and i'm trying to sell it.

oh sorry, i'm a barman. it's my job while at Uni.

missed something out...

sniping! still loads of fun. Americans are really magnetic to lead- like, pin-cushion style. heh. Especially their heads.

anon!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10591830/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10591830/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 10:16:27 PST
look. quite simply, i know it's a shit team if i'm leading it on the scores. i mean, comeon. i'm not that great, my kills usually equal my deaths, and i'm TOP of the board? no wonder we're gonna lose! you all suck!

yeah, i was playing one of my pastimes, the amazing Call of Duty 2, of which i'm a big fan of multiplayer. i know that there's something a little wrong with the game however when all the Elite players (of which i am not one) end up on one team. therefore I end up at the top of the board. with the N00b5.

now, if your new to CoD2 (ie a newb, and therefore mearly inexperienced) then i apologise. but sometimes wouldn't it be nice if an elite player stopped trying to get the easy kills and very cheap-shot thrills by joining us fools on the other side? they may have to actually shoot a skilled player.
urgh. the virtual inhumanity.

but i've changed to being a sniper! my friends can tell you i love the rapid-fire weapons, but i'm afraid i've found a new love for the thrill of

'BOOM HEADSHOT!'

Ahem.

my favourite rifle is, wierdly, the Kar98k with scope.
god bless german engineering. and springfield can go to hell.

Thompson can stay.

BTW if you play CoD, and want to find me (or on most FPS for that matter) i usually go by the name RANK_Plum, where RANK is the rank of soldier i decide to give myself.

for CoD3 however...i'll need a PC.
Fuck.

also, wierdly, it's much easier to pump bullets from a sniper rifle into americans than any other allied force.

most strange...

anon!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10584712/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10584712/ Wed, 01 Nov 2006 16:48:25 PST
just wanted to blog- makes a change. as for halloween, i hope everyone had a good one- i shared mine with friends, two of which were dressed as each other's characters (we're all artists) as was i. it was most impressive.

Torchwood is still shit.

you can find the two friends in question here:


everyone had fun. i had fun carrying around a 4.5ft rocket launcher.

there may be pictures at some point, we'll see.

drawing still, but there's nothing i want to put up. i'm actually tired for once today, as i've been running all over the house today, cooking and cleaning. i'm actually worn out.

just need to do some work this semester and it'll all be well.
i like blogging.

Anon!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10508301/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10508301/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 15:48:18 PDT
so, the abridged version.

it's horrible. i only saw half an episode, and it wasted my life for five minutes and killed several hundred brain cells.

hence, i'm disgusted. my initial reaction:
AAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!

and i never want to see it again. costumes, locations, it's all good, but writing and acting and characters? fookin' aweful.

somebody back me up here.
anon.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10508210/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/10508210/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 15:39:52 PDT REALLY,
REALLY,
should.

i have a lot to do.

anyway.
i'm here to talk about one thing-
TORCHWOOD.

it's an Anagram for 'doctor who' if anyone wants to know, but in addition it's also the name of a new show (made by the same people who made doctor who, i may add) which i caught just HALF of an episode.

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHH!!!!!!!
what the crap was that? i mean, seriously? that was abismal- a badly written copy of 'species' meets some other crap! what's even more worrying?

i can a. write better, b.act better, c.fight better. seriously. i'd lay captain jack on his arse for six.
ah, captain jack. you cliched wuss. you wanna look like mal from firefly? then fight him for it- oh wait- your crappy webley .303 will bounce off his pewter buttons- and then he'll blow your head off.

god bless you mal.
anyway.
seriously, the entire show was all about how some alien needed to get 'orgasmic energy' by shagging loads of men, and then dusting them.

so, fair enough. i just feel that the only good thing the show had going for it was in fact, the exploding rat. i mean, BANG with muchos gratos gore.

according to my housemate, cardiff is actually LIKE THAT on a saturday for those interested.
i care not! for it was cak. utter cak. true cak. bollocks and cak.
pugwash, if you will.

can you see my point?
someone's gonna tell me i'm getting inflated here...but i'm glad to be. so there.

UK TV needs better sci-fi.

anon!

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/9952313/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/9952313/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 14:21:34 PDT rainblind is especially good, as is my girlfriend (even though she's more open in her blogs, obviously a habit from being a member of myspace) and so i, a small-time writer lacking any kind of grace, tact, and at this moment, calmness, could really do with a broad vent for his proverbial steam.

so i'm shit at scrabble.

i think a lot of people are. i'm upstairs on my lacky little bitch of a laptop, (affectionaly know as 'jeff' for his love of viruses and other previous things that i have removed/weaned from him) calming down from my annoyance at my random ,annoying, self-inflicted scourge of stupidity.

and i feel especially shit because i did it in front of other people.
the simple fact is i take games seriously. i see them all as a test of my mettle, composure, ability and grace, but i have none of the above (i may have some ability, but that's off-topic right now) and so when it ALL goes to pot, and it does every time,

i end up looking like a raving lunatic.

i'm annoyed with myself. my small, inventory-listed warddrobe is also aware of this, as i've just given it a few jabs and hard left hooks. my hands deserve it for failing me.

to be honest, feeling like this is not uncommon, but i've not felt down about myself in a long time- meeting my girlfriend at age 19 made me happy, confident, a real source of power to behold.

and now?

i'm getting back into the self-detrimental routine.

so where did it all go wrong/get lost/get forgotten/not felt anymore?

the simple fact is, i dunno. i HAVE let myself slip i think- i think that things have not been practiced, skills flexed, a sense of purpose achieved. i went back to my judo club on thursday, and just fell short of a heart attack with aches and general lack of fitness.

i'm beginning to see where this blog is going- it's a large poke at myself-or is it? either way, it's adding to the self-destroying routine. if it's entertaining you however, oh reader, then why, may i ask, are you reading this instead of myspace?

LOADS more entertainment there. but you wont find me.

adios. beaten by an immense number of points. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/9027226/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/9027226/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 11:15:22 PDT
***

1) 2D Fighters. - mortal kombat. i was a kabal-bastard. blowing up your head ftw.

2) Fluid animation in anime - huh?

3) Comics. - the most awesome thing ever... for geeks, and they have to be written well and original or you can die horribly in a sea of angry organs.

4) Glasses and girls who wear them. - every comment possible. my girl ~poisondarts ftw.

5) Internet. - it's awesome, but it saps my time- i can see my time running away right now...

6) Anime who's dub is better than the japanese voice acting. One word: Trigun. - trigun? well, if i see it, i'll let you know.

7) The Daily Show. - what, GMTV? i'm still in bed.

8) Zombies. - all i need is my 12 gauge and something blunt or motorised.

9) Innovative Videogames.- hum. one word- YES.

10) Funk Rock.- i may need an example?

11) Religious Fanatics. - arrgh! your religion tells you NOT to shove it down people's THROATS!!!

12) My facial hair. - what, mine? need more on my chin. or less. don't hurt me honey

13) Journal memes. - don't have the time...

WHO DO I TAG:

*toadsy666
~rainblind

Disco says: "All shef maseeve ftw"
rainblind says:
Soulfreeze says: "don't leave the oven on...your house will burn down." ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/8244502/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/8244502/ Thu, 23 Mar 2006 09:33:26 PST
most students can't empty a bin.

i stress, empty. or take bin bags more than 2 feet.
or clean dishes.
or wipe sides.
or brush the floor.
or mop up...

need i go on?

of all my friends, it now seems i'm the only one without i myspace. i REFUSE to sell out...but then again, it's just like deviantart from what i've heard. yanno, either no one talks to you or only your friends do.

and i don't have that many friends here...
yeah, maybe i should sell out.
then someone might reply to a blog (OMG) other than teh friend mark and my gorgeous, sexy girlfriend of which i'm always thankful for

i also discovered Youtube.com as well...man that place sucks.
50% crap, 25% unfunny humour, 23% interesting things (but only mildly) and 2% porn. i think i was better off not finding it perhaps...

there is some PROPER crap on this internet thingy.

anon. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7854635/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7854635/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 09:56:12 PST
this
IS A GOOD THING

but.

The cash problem. i don't have any. i need some.
i need a job. argh.

bloody hell. so when do i get to play games and draw a lot?
i dunno.

comments welcoms as always kiddies. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7731581/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7731581/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 12:09:46 PST
down to two now. Thermodynamics this morning was better than dynamics yesterday, but Dynamics was quite dire. urgh.

and so, Systems identification is now my monday exam, followed by the farce on the friday. i need to look at monday's material tonight tbh, as it's best to be prepared!

shit, i really have nothing to say. how lame.

Brain go splodey!

ah well. as to my Friend Sparky, welcome to deviantart...you's gonna love it.

Rock on! ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7712544/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7712544/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 10:49:26 PST
GAH! ARGH! PLEH!

that's the sound of the gods of funnyness striking my down for my complete lack of skill with sarcasm. wit fails me too at this moment, as soon too will the ability to speak in a fairly straight line, without 'relaxation bastard coefficient of fucking friction damping by internal viscosity' just popping out.

Fuck you Rongong, you turd. give some solutions that are understandable in future. AND ALSO that produce the right answers.

i'm facing my exam for dynamics at 9am tomorrow, followed the following day by my thermodynamics exam at 9am. ON A SATURDAY! exam! Saturday!

hence i'm not on here for long. today and the last few days are gonna be nothing compared to tomorrow. ooo, i so look forward to running round like a little scalded cat wishing and hoping that the thermodynamic properties of heat pumps and refrigeration cycles suddenly become know to my tiny, tiny brain.

then, on monday, a slightly easier exam. i look forward to it somewhat, not to the revision, but to the process of being in a better position with one farce of an exam on the 3rd of January.

but before that one, my brain will EXPLODE, showering everyone in bloody pulp and grey matter! may you look forward to it.

i love thee, my Girlfriend.

signing off! ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7514381/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7514381/ Thu, 05 Jan 2006 04:39:22 PST
well, the approach of exams is one thing, i'm really not in the mood to put up with revision yet, but it's got to be done. curses.
i thouht i was gonna be up early today as well. HA!

i'm off to my girlfriend's normal home tomorrow for the weekend, i like it there. people don't tell me to 'lose weight, cos your belly's huge' (cheers mum, now kindly fuck off.)

my girlfriend, ~poisondarts also has a myspace account. in her recent searching she came across some wierd people. that thought stupid things.

A small point before i continue. if you are naturally skinny, then my apologies, and take no offense, because this is aimed at those fools that decide that anorexia/ eating disorders is their best choice for life.
ok, if i can see your ribs and you want it to be this way, you have none of the following:

1. hotness points for being 'skinny'. so there. get some protein and carbs.

2. wanting to be skinny and have huge boobs at the same time. simple answer: how you gonna hold up your mammaries with no abs? read grays anatomy dammit. be happy with what you've been granted. or better yet, get your boyfriend to play with them... it promotes growth, don't you know? if you have or desire fake boobs...then i have nothing more to say.

3. body fat. so eat healthier and put the diet pills down now. everyone needs at least 2000 calories in a day, so if you don't get them... then make sure you tiny matchbox coffin has enough room for your death- bloated head.

mind you, i'm big. seriously. but i'm happy with it...i haven't felt 'overweight' in a year, ever since i met my girlfriend. and she likes me the way i am, and i love her...what more could i ask for?

feel good about who you are, eat healthy, and conquer your world for what it is... sitting around and moaning a lot doesn't help anyone.

there, i've done my first proper blog ever. huuurah. now i'm gonna go moan about exams, drawing and why my computer won't stop driving me insane.

laters, ttfn! ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7424144/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7424144/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 16:22:54 PST
but i've watched 2 episodes....

and both have huge bloody goofs.

did anyone in that editing room think to remove them? did they?
joss weadon, no offense, i loved the film serenity. it's ace, it really is.

but you Fecked up. you really did.

sort it out. buffy didn't have this problem.

anyways, rant over. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7196980/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/7196980/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 17:27:06 PST
i wanted to go out.
but it's 1.22am, and at 2pm i have 2 German Exams.
so no going out.
damn.

i am submitting more, and working more, and getting stressed more than i think i ever have been (bar that work i did for my GCSE's, that was mental.)

so, y'all having a good time?

anyway.

i, the rocket-powered potato king just wanted to rant some, and then rant some more. but i'll do that offline and save myself the humiliation.
i'm a little tired with somewhat of a minor headache.

ich muB Deutsch fur funf minuten sprechen, auf fast-food Gesundheit, Gliechberechtung und beuten Grunden.

marvellous, i tell thee.

rock on. i'm off to procrastinate some more.

enjoy. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/6982342/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/6982342/ Mon, 07 Nov 2005 15:26:34 PST you'd think that in an engineering degree, more work would hit me...

(well the truth is, it has...i'm just not doing it. anyone got a good work ethic that will make me work harder? lol you don't have to answer that. i need to start saving my own ass!)

books to read:

anything by... let me get this name right...

Masamune Shirow.

well, he is one for stupidly complex storylines. i enjoyed reading his stuff, but i just don't have the money for appleseed.

interon depot though, i will have to collect my way through that at some point.

well, i'm lacking money...so what else is new. honestly, i'm a student, so we really don't have a concept of cash. cash-flow is one way, and one doesn't have to be a scientist or accountant to figure a cash sum, minus spending, makes a smaller sum.

of doom.

damn cold. have to fight off a bunged-up ear with continual 'what?' notions to anyone talking to me. the world is going quieter...to the doctors i think.

argh curse the day work became a chore.
it's like i got a frikking job.

regardless!

enjoy. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/5413163/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/5413163/ Fri, 20 May 2005 15:21:32 PDT
Mood: Determined
Listening to: Rammstein- Ich Will
Watching: Star Wars, Episode 3

well, three exams today...a lazy ass one i did nothing for this morning, and so i have lots of doubts for that one. doesn't matterthough...i just need to hit those lab reports like a ton of shit...

oh, i forgot to say, I'm studying for a mechanical systems engineering degree...haha, i'm supposed to be a smart one...

what's that i hear? your a pencil artist, but you're doing an engineering degree? shouldn't you be doing an art degree, or graphical design?

well no boys and girls, i'm not. i fucking hate Design Technology, which is like the Graphic Design / crappy design thing that we have in our high schools / colleges here in the wonderful UK.

this is also combined with the fact that about 6-10 months ago, i couldn't draw what i have done now. (i'm serious, i was pure crap.) you can check early work if you want, but i don't care, the past is behind me, and sketching awaits me with a sharpened HB.

omg, why such a long Journal? i don't bloody know. oh well. it's reading material, isn't it? it kills time, and my thoughts are put down on something semi-tangible.

She is loving, she is sweet, she is my wonderful Girl and i love her.

lol...off on a tangent.

anyways...erm, yeah. no i'm lost. haha. BLARG!!!

see these people:



BOOYA!! ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/4868964/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/4868964/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 04:37:36 PST hope everyone who visited got something out of it, even if it was along the lines of 'who draws THIS shit?'

anyway, just a quick note. haven't journal submitted in a while.

laters. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/4623816/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/4623816/ Sat, 19 Feb 2005 18:01:06 PST
listening to: the hives

submitting a few things, starting my own little drawing series. more details on that included with the deviations. if you haven't seen my monica furious fanarts, DO SO then read the webcomic. Jerimiah's doing a fantastic job of it over at leadsalad.com.

there are about...26 webcomics i read, and about 20 of them are REQUIRED READING for all cartoon artists. they're just brilliant, and the list goes on, my library of them increasing....monthly. i hardly hunt for them anymore, it usually means catching up.

i refuse to catch up on PvP. it's just too much.

enjoy my deviations, i certainly enjoyed drawing them.

laters. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/4447764/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/4447764/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 18:41:41 PST
i went across *ladymorgana's site, theronidy in velvet (i've misspelt that, go to her page to get the link) in an attempt to add weight to my arguement/explanation.

but.

i knew she was a satanist. and it's their anti-religion/religion or whatever, they're choice to choose the...other side. i can't resent the choices of others, unless their fucking stupid...jumping in front of a bus? you retard!

but then i saw a downloadable trailer for 'satanic sluts,' a upcoming DVD of...stuff?...did i download it to add more weight to my explanation, or for a better understanding of a rare faction i'm not usually aware of, or...

because i was intrieged? Gah. do i sound stupid or what? i actually dowloaded something called 'satanic sluts!' hummm, porn name anyone? (i'm a man dammit, so no argument from anyone)

and i downloaded it and watched it.

now there are only two things i'm truly aware of that can cause serious implications on my mind.

one, is the visage of 'Frank' from donnie Darko. that bunny opens gates in my mind to areas of fear and repulsion that i could not truly map conciously. it makes me shiver... the ears, the eyes, the glassy complexure, the claws... the sheer demonism of it's teeth.

the other, is the feeling i got when i watched that trailer.

watch it to see if it affects you... or not. i don't care. i had the sudden urge to take up arms (namely a sharp, silvery longsword) against the enemies of...my god? my God?

hell, i'm not even a practising catholic! yeah i believe in God, i was raised with a catholic background. but i'm an engineering student... creationism fell before my better judgement, and my religion slips away slowly.

is it a past life? a warrior for god perhaps? naaa. i watch it again, it gets lamer and lamer...but as i think, i can still feel that velvet hilt in my hand, my eyes narrowing as i see mine enemy...

anyway. i exhale. the visions dissapear. i remember freedom of choice, and a regular game of counterstrike (with those AWPing noob mother fuckers!!! stoppit for christs sake, you frikin' cunts...)

and exhale again. sorry. 'tis a game.

well, as for me. believe it or not, i actually still do pieces of artwork. i have...oh maybe 10 or 12 i want to share? but i'm so bloody useless at the moment! i want to get them up they will go up THEY WILL GO UP...

just a quick note to anyone who reads this. if you reply...don't say 'umm. yeah. a few good points.' give me SOMETHING SUBSTANTIAL IN YOUR ANSWER. i am a good conversationalist, i really FUCKING AM so give me conversation DAMMIT. you can't learn stuff if you DON'T strive forth. i'm willing to learn from you too.

you want to see links to pretty pictures, look in my favourites gallery, cos i love pretty pictures, so that's where i put them. if i can, i do my conversing here.

my exams are over. my art will come back.

this is where i will be. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3876661/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3876661/ Sat, 20 Nov 2004 07:14:41 PST

i'm in a good mood at the moment... just caught up on 19 years of existance...and i want some more. it's hard to resist the urges, i gotta say.

nobody told me life was gonna be this great!

i'm having trouble concentrating on anything coporeal, i keep getting lost in my thoughts...ah, the thoughts.

so how's life for y'all? leave a message or something, i may actually reply.

see these people's work :



cos their ace. they are.

speak soon y'all.

]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3647035/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3647035/ Fri, 22 Oct 2004 05:21:20 PDT
it made me think when i was looking at ~ Rimfrost's stuff, with her little entertaining character RIP, that cartoons can be dark and funny too. so i thought, just try some two frame toons.

you may see some of them soon enough...i dunno. also, i miss * b33lz3bub's stuff...where have you gone, my genius master?

as for life, i feel for once i should start kicking it's ass/arse... whichever pronunciation you prefer. this means i must work and study, as well as enjoy the fun of life (and hopefully find someone to share it with, unsurprisingly that hasn't happened yet.)

just a few things left...

i know ~lake-of-blood will probably be the only one to say anything to this journal, so i thank you now dearie.

see my friend's stuff :


and a happy weekend to all. i have a friend coming from lancaster to see the sunny land of sheffield... (or so i lie to her ...no i kid.)

that is all.

must dash ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3596323/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3596323/ Fri, 15 Oct 2004 13:20:55 PDT
sorry bout the outburst. hell, but i'm allowed to be bitchy. ~lake-of-blood was the only one to reply. how thoughtful. thankies.

take cares now... ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3586473/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3586473/ Thu, 14 Oct 2004 05:05:17 PDT
right, i've had my rant. i'm gonna go sulk some more. just ignore me, don't reply, just know this day lives on as infamy incarnate. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3562382/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3562382/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 04:13:19 PDT
erm. ~Disco-Logic deserves your undying attention, because he's kinda the guy who got me drawing again. (not that anyone comments, but hey ) so he deserves both mine and everyone's attention.

enjoy. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3532307/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3532307/ Thu, 07 Oct 2004 06:00:08 PDT

right. 900 views. it kinda appears to be a thing where i submit to thank for a high number. so i gotta get a goodun done in oooooh, some 100 pageviews? might be able to pull it off. might. we'll see.

more drawings on the block... ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3470999/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3470999/ Wed, 29 Sep 2004 06:01:43 PDT
]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3277956/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3277956/ Fri, 03 Sep 2004 12:49:53 PDT why can't life be more understandable? ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3081362/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/3081362/ Mon, 09 Aug 2004 09:36:53 PDT i've just got back from a weekend away reenacting the english civil war, i dunno if anyone out there has heard of the sealed knot...anyway, it's good fun. in three weeks i got a big multiperiod one, so i'll be shootin at some vikings!

anyways, gotta do some more of the reaper whispers. it's lookin a bit unfinished and idle. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2949299/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2949299/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 11:33:27 PDT and his 'whispering death' squadron. so far, i'm impressed with it, so as long as it stays that way, all will be well. stay tuned. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2890483/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2890483/ Thu, 15 Jul 2004 16:45:50 PDT the train sequence? holy crap yes!

lifes just peachy... ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2802982/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2802982/ Sun, 04 Jul 2004 15:03:50 PDT but now, i have to sleep. TTFN. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2725816/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2725816/ Wed, 23 Jun 2004 11:23:17 PDT
arrgghh!!! any ideas anyone? well appreciated! ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2644107/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2644107/ Sat, 12 Jun 2004 14:23:28 PDT so, broadband in my accomadation in september, or... not?
we'll see! ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2462670/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2462670/ Wed, 19 May 2004 12:45:38 PDT anyways, still no gallery comments really...makes me feel like i got crappy work, which is not preferable. i don't reckon i have, just wish i'd get some critisim so i can get better! (good think i assume?)
anyways, gonna try and stay away from the computer for a while...revision and all that...hopefully when i get back i will have a)more to submit and b)have some comments!
that's all i gotta say really.

'fight on, little man! fight....ooooooo,thats gotta hurt.' ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2438547/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2438547/ Sun, 16 May 2004 03:17:10 PDT well, i've submitted some more work for you all to enjoy, i hope it looks good...colouring is still a bit advanced for me (well good colouring) so i submitted em like that.
not too bad though. anyways, all your inspiration is appreciated. i've got a story to add in a few parts, but i need a picture for the submissions and it need's a look over. woo. but soon- soon it will be here. ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2413708/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2413708/ Wed, 12 May 2004 12:52:44 PDT helpy help if you can. pleaz.
ah well, that aside, thank god for university computers. my hard drive is dead, what fun, so scanning, working on pc etc is a tadge more difficult.
i'm hoping it all picks up before my exams.
i hope.

'let the fires burn, and stoke the furnace! passion lives!' ]]> ~soulfreeze http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2392611/ http://soulfreeze.deviantart.com/journal/2392611/ Sun, 09 May 2004 14:01:18 PDT currently after obtaining photoshop for all my pictographical needs, as i realised i could drw again. not touching pen to paper for entertainment in several years can take the strength away.
well, to all out there who granted me inspiration, many thanks, and i hope to be seeing your work a lot more, and i hope it's a mutual feeling.

'with passion, the world is happy. with art, the world is ours.' ]]> ~soulfreeze