http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:soulsqueezer&section=today deviantART RSS for by:soulsqueezer en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 19:32:07 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/20300797/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/20300797/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 01:11:54 PDT never leave anything to fate.

there's no such thing as destiny.

what happens to you, happens because you chose it to happen.
you don't blame on it fate. you don't blame it on life.

and it wasn't God's fault either. nor is it His plan.
there is no "masterplan". we go through life day by day making decisions.
God doesn't make these decisions. you do.
it was your choice. it is your choice. and it will forever be your choice.
all the way. till the rest of your life.

its called free will. its what He gave you.
it was never His will. its yours all along.

we are not special.
we are not crap or trash either.

we just are.

and what happens, happens because we made it happen.
nobody else.

you can't just stand back and watch everything you've ever worked hard on crumble into pieces. you can't just leave it all to, what, fate? you pick up the pieces and you try to bring it back. but if you can't, it was your decision to give up, right smack in your subconscious, you know that it isn't worth it. but if you decide to fight all the way, it was your decision to keep it. fate has nothing to do with it. destiny is bogus.

you make your own destiny by your choices.

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/19452600/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/19452600/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 19:20:45 PDT "manila 1945: the forgotten atrocities" and i begun to hate the japanese even more.

ok, at first, i hated them from bringing in anime here in the phils (i hate anime, but that's just me.so don't tear my hair out) but now i hate them because they are sick sons of b i t c h e s.

i learned the cruelties they did to the filipino people at the time of the war. how they killed just for the pleasure of seeing people suffer and die. how they throw little children, even babies, up in the air and catch them with their bayonets. how they look for single, virgin women to sexually abuse. how they pour gallons of water down a tube on the nose when they torture.

and what's even worse is after the war, when they lost and they were held captive, the filipino people so readily gave them a pardon and let them go home without so much as a revenge for what they have done to us. nowadays, the streets of ermita, where in 1945 the japanese were so hated by the filipino people, now have japanese restaurants that only japanese tourists can enter. we suck up to the japanese so much nowadays that its totally being stupid. the japanase didn't even say a simple sorry for what they did in the past years. and we suck up to them?

that . is . just . wrong .

its really sad that people just forget that easily.

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/19280958/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/19280958/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 20:13:13 PDT
it has inspired me to write a book.

well, not really. maybe just a short story.

my mom says its probably because of all the books i've read and chocolate cakes i've eaten that triggered this series of very bizarre dreams that are connected.

and because of that, i love chocolate all the more.

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/18673695/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/18673695/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 05:00:53 PDT
on the other hand, i've caught up on my reading. read 5 books in 2 weeks. not bad.

i have a sudden craving to buy james and the giant peach AND alice's adventures in wonderland. feeling nostalgic all over. hmm. must re-read through the looking glass.

i must. really. i must.

(ramblings of a depressed person with absolutely nothing else to do)

i sat for one hour on a colliqium (did i spell that right?) about bioethanol production. i just didn't felt like going home early but seeing how utterly boring water hyacinths are, and the significance of napier and guinea grass, i left. i'd rather stay home and stuff my mouth with vanilla ice cream than stay there looking all stupid. i was probably the only art student there. not suprising.

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/18236545/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/18236545/ Fri, 09 May 2008 03:30:10 PDT
am still in the process of healing (naks)
all people must forgive.and forget.
forget.regret.
or life is yours to miss.

so.yeah.wuteber.

* * *

palahniuks' "diary" is so freaky. something i wouldn't forget for a very long time. i love it!

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/17644687/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/17644687/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 01:40:08 PDT i can blame it on the little girl living inside of me, foolishly believing in happy endings.

how do you start picking up the pieces?
how do you start being happy again when the walls you built with dreams and love suddenly falls apart?
how do you live again?
how can you breathe again?

i built my whole world around him. he was the foundation of my dreams. he was my life.

now he’s gone.

all those days.months.years. we fought for each other. learned together. dreamed together.

now there's no more.

no more nightime walks. nightime talks. no more sweet whispers. no more dancing without music. no more piggy bank rides.

no more kisses.
no more hugs.


no more.

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/17469111/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/17469111/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 05:38:21 PDT Where: DLSU-Manila
When: March 29, 2008 ; 9:00am to 9:00pm

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The 2nd Annual Young Multimedia and Graphic Designers’ Summit (YMGDS) sponsored by Moomedia will be the 2nd regional college students’ convention which shall focus on the different facets of multimedia technology.

This day long event will be divided into two parts, the first part of the event will feature seminars to be conducted by Anino Games Entertainment, Acid House, Inksurge, Tuldok Animation, and Weewilldoodle.

This day long event will feature seminars to be conducted by Anino Games Entertainment, Acid House, Inksurge, Tuldok Animation, and Weewilldoodle. This event will also allow students to showcase their works and also interact with other multimedia enthusiasts and the industry’s professionals. Performance art by Weewilldoodle, Tuldok Animations Film Showing and many more.

* * *

I missed this last year and I'm going to miss it again this year because March 29 is my mother's birthday...

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of all days.. pfft.

for more details you can go to:
[link]

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/17126683/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/17126683/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 01:08:36 PST
Jorge Rodriguez Erada
Urban Artist

"Jorge Rodriguez-Gerada transforms common people into icons by rendering them in charcoal as urban murals. He delves not only in the identity of the neighborhood where he realizes his work but also in his own identity. By questioning the controls imposed on public space,
the role models that represents us in the public space and the type of events that are guarded by the collective memory he brakes preconceptions of where art is permitted, when art is needed and to whom it is directed."

Documentary created by Ana Alvarez-Errecalde and FILMCHICK PRODUCTIONS.

[link]

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/16008281/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/16008281/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 23:49:22 PST
after years of obsessively maintaining it to be long.
after years of thinking if i should keep it straight or curled (but long)
after years of not having the courage to keep a new hairstyle, i finally did it!

i have short hair! a BOB! ha!

and it feels much more feminine than having long hair.

am so proud of myself *sniff*

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/15278738/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/15278738/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 19:44:04 PDT
what next?

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/15097405/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/15097405/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 05:53:09 PDT
happy.

i'm on a natural high.

my oh my. hahaha. such cheese.

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/15009653/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/15009653/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 02:27:42 PDT
i'm mad at myself for letting you hurt me.

breathe. just let me breathe.

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/14878840/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/14878840/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 23:23:58 PDT and you don't know why
Julie dips her toe in the tide
and she don't know why
No, she don't know why she got
all dolled up for a suicide
And when the stage lights dimmed on the fading scrim,
it was morning before the cheering died

Is it too late to tell you that I don't mind?

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/14821477/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/14821477/ Fri, 28 Sep 2007 00:40:42 PDT
goddamnit.

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/13905199/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/13905199/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 18:26:35 PDT added a few.

am getting rusty.

Groups



]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11976966/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11976966/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 16:27:38 PST Groups



People

http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11870843/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 16:41:03 PST
*i've already started with my cards! ^^ but i'm still lazy to upload some of the finished ones.
the cards are inspired my random movie lines,majority of which are from linklater's "waking life".

*the bus ticket project is going down the drain. lol.
i've used the bus tickets for the cards.

*short stories will be no more. i'm planning for a photography project, much like from asofterworld.com. i may not be as witty and funny as the makers of that site, but i will try my best.

there are tons of finished artwork at home, but really, i can't upload them yet since I'M FREAKIN LAZY when it comes to scanning.

so anyway, i have only learned just now how to make the avatars appear in the journal! Oh my freakin' god.

LOVELY PEOPLE with LOVELY ART




MY FAVORITES





LOVELY GROUPS

~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11794236/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11794236/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 04:26:47 PST
Illustration Weekly 07

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11738522/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11738522/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 17:41:31 PST
Anyway, i'm planning to make:

* artist trading cards - i was browsing the collage section and saw tons of these cool cards and i want to make my own! yipee!

* bus ticket artwork - i've been inspired by mrboonshine ^^
i've been collecting bus tickets from my trips for as long as i can remember. i just didn't want to throw it away, i had a sort of attachment to it, so there's a boxful of bus tickets at home, and I will do something about those tickets! soon soon sooon!

*a short story - whoah. yeah yeah.

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]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11474631/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11474631/ Wed, 17 Jan 2007 19:28:50 PST weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehh! XD

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11216721/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11216721/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 22:12:49 PST did gyre and gimble in the wabe:
all mimsy were the borogoves,
and the mome raths outgrabe."

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11155755/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11155755/ Fri, 22 Dec 2006 21:51:02 PST i thought i was going to have a really crappy christmas because i've been to a fight with my boyfriend. but all is well now, so bring out the champagne!

wishlist wishlist!
-a brand new wardrobe!
-new shoes!
-cash! hohoho!
-an iPod video
-nokia n90
-my own condo unit
-a bag of chocolates!
-new book (any book, as long as its definetly a good read)

and

-a kiss and a hug from my lovely.

merry christmas everyone. enjoy the holidays!

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11113583/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11113583/ Tue, 19 Dec 2006 07:05:25 PST
its gonna be so colorful.

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11012231/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/11012231/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 01:10:43 PST and i hate it

i used to love the rain. the sound of it. the smell of it.
i would spend the entire day just watching it fall to the ground and never get bored.

but now, i hate the rain. cuz it always bring something dreadful along with it, unlike before.

i don't want to fight anymore.. pls call...

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/10967880/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/10967880/ Wed, 06 Dec 2006 03:34:31 PST i've read all the hints on the goddamn forum but i still don't get it! seriously, i'm about to shoot myself because its suppose to be really easy according to those who already solved it! i feel so freakin' stupid!!

o_O

i'm gonna kill you weff jebster! you little ass! that poem was very meaningless that i don't know what i'm suppose to be looking at! you think its so much fun to see people going crazy over your riddles! you are a SADIST!!!

]]> ~soulsqueezer http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/10921845/ http://soulsqueezer.deviantart.com/journal/10921845/ Sat, 02 Dec 2006 06:53:49 PST [link]

i'm on level 25.woohoo! a great achievement! *i think*

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