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Mmmmm... I got a scratch on my hand and it really, really hurts because of my dumb cat. Gato. Yay! Spanish!

I have Cake stuck in my head... How silly of me. Not much has been going on in my little life, but..... wait, I take that back.

I have to be sent off to Las Vegas in a few weeks, then I get back, sent off to Italy to go to an acadamy, then come back, go down to Mt. Hood for a weekend, then go to the Omak. It's great. I thought summer was for chilling, not having to deal with security and such. Oh well.

I HAVE FINISHED THE CASSANDRA TRILOGY!!!

For those that want to read it, I will give you a little piece from each book. So here it goes.

From Tainted Love, Part III Hunt Or Be Hunted, page 21, Chapter 20, Execution Under Extraction

In Violet’s quiet, black world, there was nothing but herself. She felt so alone with feelings of loneliness, but also sorrow, hatred, fear, and angst - all the bad emotions. She was lying helpless and pinned to a vast black earth. She was captive in her mind’s eye, but it didn’t change anything, her heart was still free. The feeling of rain came over her, it was so soothing, but then it was depressing. Her mind was ripped from the silence of her own thoughts and was brought back to reality. Her purple eyes first read the sky, but then looked to Kristopher. Something dropped inside of her body; dropped and shattered.
She could see him beyond Zeo’s protection, her eyes filling with tears, but never crying. It was just too hard to do that now. “Zeo.” She whispered, not able to get her voice much higher through her clenched throat. “Zeo you have to do something.” She said to him, not getting any eye contact with him.
“I can’t.”
“Why, you are a hunter, save him. Save him… please.” She begged him.
“I can’t.”
“Zeo, you know that you can do something.” Tears rolled down her face. “You know that you can do it. Save the person who loves you.”
“I can’t.” He replied.
“Why?”
“He’s already gone.”

Recoil, Part III, Is It Real, page 28, Welcome Home

Back on the island, she looked around silently. Zeo tugged on her arm to come, and she did, following him up the stairs into a great stone building. It looked so grand.
Inside was not. There she was met with the horrid stench of flesh and the glares from wounded vampires. She knew they all wanted to kill her. She didn’t need to be told. So Zeo did tell her. There was many things thrown at her, usually hitting where the thrower intended. It hurt her, but she said nothing of it. The bullets still hurt, but she said nothing of it.
She was brought though the dark hall and to the room Damien was in. She looked at him, emotionless. She sensed he was uneasy about being in the same room with her. “Good evening.” He started. What a gentleman. Not really though. She stared at him. “Anything to eat, darling?” He asked, approaching her. He put a hand on her chin, running his fingers over her broken skin. It was the side with the bullet wound and the X scar. She shook her head a little, looking down.
He continued. “You’ll be taking quarters with Zeo as I have no where else for you.” Great. Just what she needed. She nodded, thanking him.
Stepping out into the hall, she was hissed at almost, but she did nothing back to them, following him up the stairs. He opened the room and led her inside. “Sleep.” He snapped at her. Not arguing with him, she laid down on the bed.


Oooo... you guys get a treat now! Because I am nice enough, I will let you see some of Nightbird, which has never been before touched by human eyes... other then mine. This is like a world premier!! I'm so excited.

Nightbird, Part III, The Things that No One Should Have Done, page 28, Stay True

“It hurts.” Damien finally admitted, the wound had been worsening since the days ago when it was inflicted. Now he had it being poked and prodded, moving the detached bones around in his ribcage. He groaned with the pain, the jagged fragments of bones moving against his firm muscles.
“You should have said something earlier. You’re already bleeding in your lung.”
He shook his head, spitting blood onto the ground. “Just fix it.” He said, and then turning, he yelled. “Boy, get in here!”
A guard pushed the door open to the room and pushed in Andrew, his wrists tied together. He fell to the ground from the push, but got up after a moment. “What do you wan... ]]> ~spadenai http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/7431221/ http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/7431221/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 12:33:50 PST
I really don't know anything else to say other then have a good holliday and I'm not dead. I'm also going to post a ton of pictures so get ready for that.

Also, Devin is my new boy. He's cool. ]]> ~spadenai http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/6107801/ http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/6107801/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 00:58:02 PDT
It's 12:00 AM here. Good morning everyone! Heh, don't read that. ^^ Random comment. But onto more serious stuff.



Alright you guys, I'm gonna be gone for a loooooong time in a little while. I'll be going down to see my grandfather and grandmother. They are really old..... Yeah. So that will be in about two weeks or so and I won't be back 'till... August 17 or somewhere around there. So I might be able to get access to a computer durring then, but don't count on it. I'll be very busy to reply to that many comments so please do comment durring that time, but make sure to not overpower me with five paragraphs to read, okay? Okay.

Now, onto other business. My artwork. Not that it is more important then a lot of other things, but... forget it, I'm too tired to explain it. But anyways, so I have been reposting a lot of pictures of myself under the ID thing. So yeah. I've been posting a bunch of really strange things lately funny plants, feet, random people, left out plants, and whited out eyes. O.o Not what I usually do. Plus ontop of that I just don't give it some lable or something. I'm getting creative as the times pass. I have a lot of strange ideas... they are rather queer ones. I'm gonna go and make one of them in paint after I do this thing. So yeah. I've been posting a bunch of really strange things lately funny plants, feet, random people, left out plants, and whited out eyes. O.o Not what I usually do. Plus ontop of that I just don't give it some lable or something. I'm getting creative as the times pass. I have a lot of strange ideas... they are rather queer ones. I'm gonna go and make one of them in paint after I do this thing. I'm on the bad computer right now. Don't ask me why. But on with other stuff, I'm still working on Tainted Love.. that thing is taking forever. I've just barely started covering everything. At the end, I am planning on taking all of the pieces posted on DA and then repost all of it in a single deviantation so you don't have to keep finding them. ^^ Makes it easier on you but especially ME!

ART COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN NOW!!!!! Just in case you didn't notice before. Priced as you want them, doesn't matter to me. You choose the price. Just please, don't make them something rediculous like for free or anything. I'll do anything for you people 'cause I love ya.

These are the wonderful, amazing, talented, smart, enjoyable people that watch me-
~Addie-Aten ~andany ~Angel-Of-Anarchy ~BabyBottle *beloutte ~bleedingxinsidexout ~Chrishankhah ~CinnamonRed ~Dahdtoudi ~dark-angel-moonlight = Droakir ~fredflinstone146 ~galifardeu ~Hollyyy ~ImaginaryNight ~jessisamess ~jotape06 ~kyoki-intonsha ~llanfair ~love1008 ~PeqqyPeqPeq = phoenix-skies ~pinkbubbles711 ~Princess-Arwen ~ragemuse ~raindowofleaves ~rauie ~seannieboi ~spideronthewall ~spodger *StrayXWolf =tigrin ~Velox-Mortis

You guys all rock.

Well, that is pretty much it for my side of life. Until next time you guys, I love you much. I'm gonna go make my crappy drawing then be off. Alright? Sounds good to me. ]]> ~spadenai http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/5648454/ http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/5648454/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 16:51:39 PDT
Mood: Hoorah!!!
Listening to: Harder, Faster, Stronger, Better -Punk Draft
Reading: Inkheart
Watching: The Forgotten *Freaked out, thinks has a brother*

I have got an offer for a print, very excited about that. =nods= It's the rose thing, very new art thing. I was just randomly asked, but I'm not sure why.. DA has been nice to me these days. O.o Quite strange if you ask me. But, anyways, as some of my real friends know, I've taken up the art of slicing the wrists. That got me into a hella lot of trouble with the school. People are always looking at me now like I'm some kind of a demon or something. O.o Although I assure you, I am not.

So that about wraps everything up.

So long, and good night. ]]> ~spadenai http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/5475657/ http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/5475657/ Fri, 27 May 2005 09:40:34 PDT
I'm feeling slightly bored by everything so I am going to descide to post the first few chapters of Tainted Love. I'll be going by chapters. So.. keep on the lookout for that.

I talked to Sami, one of my friends a few days ago, yesterday, and the day before that. She has the funniest stories. And yet, I've only known her for about 10 months. But I trust her dearly. ]]> ~spadenai http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/5304630/ http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/5304630/ Sun, 08 May 2005 17:48:06 PDT
Father got a new car yesterday. It's really hot. A Ford Explorer Limited 2002 Edition. =nods= It's really spiffy. Leather heated seats, four-door stuff, lots of bass for music, seats eight people comforly, 13 people to make it a little close. ^^ It's really cool. Plus it's black so that's really hot. I must put a picture of it here. ]]> ~spadenai http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/5067213/ http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/5067213/ Tue, 12 Apr 2005 06:40:02 PDT
Anyhow, I have descided to take a script from a private Role Play and script it though. I don't know why exactally, but it seemed beautiful to me how everything was built up, then torn down again and again.

Yet, I am not sure about this for my friend just.. is never on and I need to ask her if it is okay. Then, I need to type it all out which might take a while... Maybe around two-four months by how large the RP is. ><

Just a heads up on the title, it's called Tainted Love. Soo.. if you see that just laying around... =looks around= here..... or in your Devwatch thing, you'll know that you should find some time to read that.

I would enjoy comments of whether I should start writing the thing or not.... please?

/////

Well, today is Tuesday.. April 12. (If you didn't know) It's the.... fourth day of spring break and I havn't gone outside for the weather has been all weird. Yet, mostly rain has fallen from the skies now. Weather report right now at this waking moment is.. cloudy and cold. Yep. That's Washington for ya. ]]> ~spadenai http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/4497314/ http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/4497314/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 15:18:26 PST <

Anyways... I haven't been on a lot for my peoples so please be nice.. =cowers= I've been overly busy and trying to catch up with everything that happened on my internet life.

(( You don't have to read the rest. ))

I'm listening to Sum 41, Hell Song. It's a good song.. But the music video is so messed up it's actually quite funny. Little action figure dudes! lays with them= And.. now I'm bored again. =tosses them out the window= ]]> ~spadenai http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/4363609/ http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/4363609/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 19:27:16 PST <'' At least on Friday when her mother is home and she can get onto the computer.

Anyways... I webcammed Annu, she said I was.. pretty; I guess. She wanted to steal my face. It's mine forever.. none shall take it from my body!! I still need to show my face to a lot of my other friends though.. =grumbles=

This is the first time in a while that I haven't been loaded up for homework in a while.. ^^ =cheers= And I keep getting pissed off at all my teachers on specific days it seems.. Tuesdays, Thrusdays, and Fridays.. So, you might want to steer clear of me on thoes days.. or I might bite your head off, or squish you, or stab you, or.. something painful to you. RAWR!

I am so tired right now.. it's acctually quite funny. I can't keep myself awake for at least thirty minutes. School was hard today. I had no sleep whatsoever last night for some reason.. don't know why. Washington has been getting a lot of warm air in the winter and it's kind of making me think that something bad is going to happen. I meen, it's never been this warm.. ever. It's kinda nice, but very creepy at the same time. I was too hot today.. >< The weather is the evilness..

Right-o, end of my stuff.. Buh bye now! ]]> ~spadenai http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/3703595/ http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/3703595/ Fri, 29 Oct 2004 18:11:06 PDT ~spadenai http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/3503631/ http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/3503631/ Sun, 03 Oct 2004 14:20:32 PDT
I'm still trying to persuade my neighbor for the scanner. He's an evil person.. =growls= I draw MUCH better by hand. As soon as I can have to scanner open for me, I could do requests for things. And, I CAN'T draw anime.. yet. ]]> ~spadenai http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/3494444/ http://spadenai.deviantart.com/journal/3494444/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 10:34:24 PDT < Or I suck at drawing and should give up forever.

No, I'm just probably not used to drawing with the mouse. I gotta get better at it..

I draw far better by hand and I'm looking for a scanner, yet, little do I know that there is one next door to me. XD I am trying to persuade him to let me use it. ]]> ~spadenai