http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:spaz-kitteh&section=today deviantART RSS for by:spaz-kitteh en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 03:27:29 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13774967/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/13774967/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 20:45:11 PDT but i have been doing some wallpapers and stuff, so once i get the net back on my comp ((which should be some time this week)) i will post some wallpapers and some icons that i've made...
also i'll go searching through my notebooks and see if i can dig up some poems that aren't crap....

i've been going through THE WORST artist block of life T T
so bear with me, i will have some post worthly stuff on soon...



but on another note...
i graduated....
and i think i'm sick...
so yeah, that's pretty much what's been happening with me

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12837073/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12837073/ Fri, 04 May 2007 07:26:29 PDT even though i really should've been going to school, but oh well...
i walked over to game stop, twice....
the first time i swung by the dollar store that's on the way, grabed some water, some trail mix, cause i hadn't had breakfast yet, and a card for my mom, because she's been kinda touchy about me leaving to go buy something that isn't absolutely necessary, and for some reason that doesn't include games...
but anyways, i bought dragon quest VIII, i played the demo awhile ago, and i loved it, so bam i have the game, and so far i really like it, even though you have to train A LOT, but i'll live...
then around 4 my dad had the briliant idea to send me back up there with 2 games and 2 movies that i didn't really watch or play, and i once again swung by the dollar store, got another bottle of water, and a card for tiff ((i love how the dollar store has cards for 50 cents))
and i traded them in and got naruto ultimate ninja....
the game that i have really really wanted since it came out...
even though the controls are so mind numbingly simple, i still love it

so, i'm off to play some ps2

much love and rainbows
~!~Angel~!~

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12818748/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12818748/ Wed, 02 May 2007 17:07:59 PDT and i found out that i hate bacardi more than anything....
it tastes nasty and i hate how it feels going down, i think i'm going to stick to beer and mike's from now on...
and everyone found out how annoying i can be when drunk, and i went to a party store with kats mom, worst idea ever, but it DID keep me away from more booze, cause it all kinda hit me when i was in the car, everything was spining and crap, and when i got back to the house i COULD NOT walk, so i tried to go to bed, and that didn't agree with me either, i kept falling out of bed, i actually fell off and on to amandas foot, which is prolly why my back hurts....
but i fell asleep pretty quick, i was out within an hour and a half...
and i didn't have a hangover, even though i felt pretty crappy till me amanda and kat went to the blue star diner to get chili cheese fries, and then i felt a lot better....

also i dyed my hair a pretty shade of ash brown, it's really dark for now, but that'll change soon, my hair'll get a little lighter within a few weeks...
so it won't look so odd....
even though i like it, it looks awesome....
you can even see where my hair was turning red even moreso....
so yeah...i love my hair

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12690549/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12690549/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 11:05:21 PDT alright, i finally got a new sketch book ((my other one seems to be cursed)), a new note book ((my other one decided to run away from me)), and some new pens yesterday when i walked to the pharmacy for my mom...
so i'll prolly be drawing a lot in school and at kats, so hopefully i'll have some worthwhile pieces to upload....
so far i drew a pic of me, some of my letter art, and a pic of shizuru that's actually not that bad...
i have the worst luck with drawing Mai HiME stuff, i tried drawing the others, but i couldn't seem to draw natsuki's eyes right, so i'm going to practice some more...
also my pencils didn't seem to like me all that much, so that could be a contributer to my bad eyes XD

so keep watching, and keep putting up with my photoshop and photo's for a little while longer, i'm prolly not going to start scaning what i have until next weekend...
so yeah...
i'll keep ya updated

much love and rainbows

~!~angel~!~

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12641248/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12641248/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 08:38:08 PDT you know that feeling you get when something is going to change and your mood kinda rises?
well that's the feeling i'm having now...
i know this is going to work out, even though sometimes it feels like the whole world is closing in around my ears, i know things are going to be getting better soon
i just have a little over a month left and it's all over...
and with me and tiff's 3rd year anniversary coming up, things are looking a hell of a lot brighter....
so hopefully things are going to keep getting better and not start spiraling down to doom like they have a tendancy of doing...
nut since this has to do with tiff, and everything that has do to with her does get better as it goes, and continues to get better, even when things are at their worst...
so with that in my future and graduation only 7 weeks away, i think everything is going to be fine...
lets hope for the good times

~!~angel~!~

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12527329/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12527329/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 15:53:24 PDT my mom's been driving me nuts with her million complaints worries and plans ((i'm at my parents for the break))
i just want to graduate and go move closer to tiff...
at this point i don't mind if we don't live together, it's going to be a miracle in itself if i can move to ypsi with no real hitch!
*sighs*
i just want to be able to be with her every day....
i miss her so much...
she means everything to me, and no one in this god forsaken house can see that....
she's the only reason i'm still fighting for everything so hard, because i know it would just be easier not to fight with my mom and let her control my life for the next few years, i'd be miserable, but it's the easiest way...
but no, i don't want to settle, i wanna keep fighting with everything i have and not let her go...
this woman has brought me back to life and i owe her everything...
i just want OUR pain to end...
cause i know this is killing her, even though she doesn't want to say it or show it....
it's hurting her as much as it hurts me...
i want to start our life new...
i want to start healing all the pain that has been inflicted on us in these 3 years...
i want to start healing from this war...
we've lasted 3 years!
that's 2 years and 11 months longer than anyone ever expected....
every month we share is a miracle, because i know it'd be so much easier to give up, even though we'd live with a horrible pain we wouldn't have to fight for anything anymore...
but this is how things have to be for now...
just a little bit more fighting and it's over...
i'll be able to be with her again <3

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12302038/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12302038/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 20:14:21 PDT living at kat's house is great...
her parents are really nice, and kat's one of the few people that can actually put up with living with me, and not kill me...

i also rented final fantasy 12 again, and boy, i love that game more than anything <3
well not more than 7...but close enough....

but the first week at kat's i found myself missing my parents house, but that ended up being me missing the stuff that was there instead of missing the people there...
so after comming back, and getting that visit out of the way, i went back with my cd's and my ps2, and low and behold, it started feeling like home...
so i've adjusted quite well...
i feel alot happier being there, kat's parents are great, and kat's mom is quite a free spirit like myself, and she really gets me, and we have alot of conversations anytime we really have a chance....

but i'm here at my parents for yet another weekend, basically because my mom wants me here, and i'm such a huge sucker for making people feel better in spite of myself...
i didn't really wanna come back here, but i like my friday and saturday nights on the computer, and since it's getting so nice, i love being in my room over here when it's nice, because it's so calming there...
but my mom thinks i'm doing all of this to get back at her, and she fails to see that i'm trying to make my life better and not ruin hers, any ruining that happens from now on is all her doing, and i'm just trying to make my life better, so i don't have to live like they do....

being over at kat's has made me realize that i can make a better life for myself by just trying a little harder and working my ass off...
*smiles*

now i really know things are going to be fine

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12137725/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12137725/ Sat, 10 Mar 2007 23:18:55 PST i'm going to kats, so yeah, i don't know if i'll be writing so much ((and my note book decided to run away from me *shakes fist*))
prolly the only time i'll really be writing is when i'm over here, at the rents house....
which i still don't know how often that will be...
so, all of you avid watchers ((there really isn't many)) be patient....
cause this is going to take a little bit to get used to....

it's odd how fan art can change your perspective on a show...
cause for some reason i am now a semi kim possible fan....
damn kimXshego fan art....
so now i am slightly addicted to that show....

*sighs* i can't wait to get back to school, i just want to get this year nice and over with, so i can relax for 2.3 seconds before i have to start getting everything in motion for when i REALLY move out....
but it's such a pain, cause i STILL have to take my ACT's...
and since i missed the april deadline, i have to hit the june one....
which sucks
but i'm sure things will work out in the end...
so keep hopin for me, cause i need all the hope i can get

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12110948/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12110948/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 19:58:05 PST i've pretty much been booted out of my house ((i haven't left yet))
and i'm going to be living with my bud kat....
so that's cool...
her parents are awesome...
the only thing that i have to really do is get a job, and that's no problem....
i needed to get one anyways....
so thank god for friends like kat to be lookin out for me
no matter how strong and brave you are, it always helps to have a few people that you can run to....
the only really bad thing is now my mom is pretty much hysterical ((the bad kind)) about me going, she thinks that i need to have someone discipline me like some 5 year old....
which is bull, because i'm 18 and a half, and i really think that i can take care of myself...

so with all that crap aside, i've noticed something...
through all this hell that i've been through in the past 3 years, there has been three people that have heard it all and seen it all with me...
my little sister, sara, who is my bestest friend in the world....
and i love her just as i would my actual little sister....
she's basically seen my world fall apart and watch me rebuild it several times over, as i have done for her....
my little brother houston...
he was helping me from the very beginning of me and tiff's relationship, and i couldn't ask for a better brother...
we've been through alot, but now that things are starting to calm down and things are starting to click into place, we're now able to relax more....
and last but most certainly not least, the best girlfriend anyone could ever hope to ask for, tiff....
the one that met me at my absolute lowest point and has helped me to rebuild my life and regain my old self, and realize just how badly i was injured...
she's stuck bravely behind me through all this hell, despite everything we've had thrown our way...
and when it would've been so much easier to run, she grabbed my hand and told the world to bring it, cause nothing could stand between us....
i don't know where i'd be without her...
she took me from the bottom and turned me back to the bright shining star i once was....

and now i have this new fight that i have the joy of fighting with them beside me...
i'm sure it's going to be very hard at the beginning, but what transition isn't?
all we need to do is just keep going and things will be ok in the end...
it always works out like that...
just when we're about to break, the waves subside and we're alowed to breathe once again....

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12032492/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/12032492/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 20:49:16 PST
1. Can you cook?

2. What was your dream growing up?

3. What talent do you wish you had?

4. Favorite place?

5. Favorite vegetable?

6. What was the last book you read?

7. What zodiac sign are u ?

8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?

9. Worst Habit?

10. Do we know each other outside of deviantart?

11. What is your favorite sport?

12. Negative or Optimistic attitude?

13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15. Tell me one weird fact about you:

16. Do have any pets?

17. Do u know how to do the macerana?

18. What time is it where u are now?

19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be???

21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22. What color eyes do you have?

23. Ever been arrested?

24. Bottle or Draft?

25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?

26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?

27. What 's your favorite bar to hang at?

28. Do you believe in ghosts?

29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30. Do you swear a lot?

31. Biggest pet peeve?

32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11990485/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11990485/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 16:41:54 PST now i've always wanted out of my house, and i've had the "i want to graduate now" since last year...
but this is a feeling that i only get when i'm about to elave a place...
like when i graduated from middle school, and when i left central....
i wanted out, and i did not wanna be there a second more....
and typically when i feel like this, the place i'm in feels all dark and stuff...
and right now this house and northern are feeling pretty dark...

so hopefully things will go just fine...
which it most likely will since i've been working so hard to make things happen on my end, and tiff and marcus have been working hard, so things'll prolly sort themselves out fine

so keep your fingers, toes, and tails crossed and lets all hope together that things work out fine...

your fuzzy friend
Angel
Ashe

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11965159/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11965159/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 18:01:22 PST and for all of my non michigan people, that's not my county, but the county i've moving to over the summer....
and i found out that i don't have to take my ACT's, i just have to go to a simple orientation and take a placement test and voila!

so i'm happy about that...
i don't know which orientation day i'm going to go, but at least i have my app in...

with all that said and done i'm pleased with my poetry, it has turned out really good....
and i've had some pretty good inspriation from all the good vibes i've been getting....
so that means everything is going to be fine, dispite all the crap that has been going on, and will go on....

also i will be posting my drawings <<
i keep forgetting that the all in one works now XD

so keep an eye out

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11915089/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11915089/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 22:10:30 PST well, i'm not drowzy....i'm full out DRAINED...
and not only that, but it's really hard to type, cause you know the muscles in my hands don't want to really work...
and not only that, but for some ungodly reason the damn things kick my heart into over drive, which isn't very fun....
so if i get woken up by the phone, or some other thing that startles me, my heart starts hammering and i can't go back to sleep....

argh....
but other than that they're working beautifully, i mean my back could feel better, but it's a huge diffrence from what it was before....
and now that i found away to make sure i don't get too tired too soon, i think i'm going to be feeling even better =^ ^=

and some more good news, the all in one is back up, so i should have some more pics up...
and as for my poetry, i'm to lazy to go find some of my best ones, so i'm just going to be doing the fly by idea ones....
but those always work better than having to wrack your brain for a poem....
cause they have a better flow...
either that or they just end up being a tangled knot of words XD

ugh...
i still have to type those papers...
and do that trig crap...
if i can figure it out

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11901717/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11901717/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 21:53:55 PST past the age of 6 my parents have kinda discouraged me doing anything that involved getting out of here....

ever since i was little i've had big dreams of becoming a scientist...
and even though there have been times when i've changed my mind, i always go back to that...
and what does my mom do?
think i'm going to be a lab rat for the PONTIAC POLICE...
yeah right...
that'd prolly be the lowest paying lab rat job in the world....
and i kinda would like to be a lab rat...
but not in the yak....
i want to move away from here and get a really good job...
cause this really isn't an ideal town to make something of yourself in...

also i hate it when people don't believe that i've changed....
my parents are the main ones, and they LIVE with me...
my friends have seen a dramatic change in the past two years with my attitude, my work ethic, my priorities, even my choice in music, everything is showing that i've matured ALOT...
and my parents still think i act like i used to....
which is bull, because i wouldn't be caught dead doing some of the stupid things i used to do....
they also think i won't survive two seconds without them...
which is a lie...
because i can...
i actually do alot better when they're not around...
they hold me back...

ever since i met tiff almost three years ago i've been undergoing a major attitude reconstruction...
just about everything about me has changed and has been made better....

i think there's a part of my parents that don't want me to become more than they are...
even though they should be happy that i'm not going to turn out like them....
or maybe they're afraid of me getting to the top and then suddenly losing everything...
but sometimes there are things you can do to prevent losing everything...
like when things start getting tough, start fighting back, and not give up...
i'm never giving up on my dreams, because i know now that they can come true....
and i can live the way i want to...
and be happy...
unlike them, drowning in a sea of regret....
there is very little i regret, because i know everything has happend for a reason, even though we might not know that reason right a way, we will when the time is right...
and the only things you need to make your dreams come true is bravery and a will to work hard and tirelessly....
so once you find what you want, you have to go get it and not wish you could go get it....
because there's always a way to make things happen, you just have to find it

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11888653/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11888653/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 22:27:31 PST so i'm going to be ALOT more often....
and makeup hw is a bitch.....a really big one....
i have 3 papers to write and type ((i wrote one today)) 6 physics assignments ((i did 5 one of 'em i COULD NOT figure out for the life of me)) and 70 something trig problems, which kicked my ass so bad i gave up....

so now that my net is back i'm going to be posting some more poetry...
and hopefully if my dad can get the all in one working again i can post some pics....

i've been working on my fursona, ashe, for awhile....
trying to get her look down....
she's a black, dark grey and dark brown timber wolf...
i'm yet to work out any other details, but i'm getting there
so keep awaitin....

and also i take muscle relaxers for my back....
so it doesn't hurt me that much anymore...
the only problem is those damned things make me tired as hell...
so i have to take them right before bed or i'm knocked out within the hour....

so yeah, hopefuly we can find a way to get the van fixed within this week ((i have mid winter break this week)) so i don't have to bum rides off of my friends....

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11868696/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11868696/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 13:41:16 PST the past week and a half have been really horrible...
first the van broke down, then the internent decided it wanted to die, then i miss ALOT of school...
and that SUCKED, cause now i have mid winter break and a SHIT load of hw...

and now i'm at my friend amanda's house...
after an awesome night with my friends...

but yeah, everythings better now so the net should be back up soon ((i hope))
and i should be posting more stuff....

so keep awatchin'!

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11688275/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11688275/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 18:26:25 PST basically my friend sherri picked me up yesterday and kidnapped me and we grabbed a few of our friends and we went to her gramma's house and hung out...
it was awesome....

we basically watched movies all night and had a great time...
i really missed hanging with everyone
even if they are completely and utterly mental.....

and tommorow i can't go to school, because the school decided to call me on being 4 years late on my second round of chicken pox vaccine...
so i have to go to the dr's tommorow ((i needed to go again anyways, to get my back checked out))
so i get a 3 day weekend...
which i'm happy for, because i didn't sleep all to good, cause donovant and jess were snoring really loud XD
i'm not to thrilled about getting a shot tho <<
i hate needles more than anything....

also another bullshit thing...
the all in one isn't working properly, so i can't scan things
and i have a few pics to post...
hopefully my dad will get everything up and running soon....
cause these pics are actually pretty good....

i need to get me a new sketch book.....
one that's not bound....

and then i have to take the ACT's next weekend....
i'm nervous...
T T

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11655064/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11655064/ Fri, 02 Feb 2007 03:15:13 PST the popular kids get auctioned off...
for what reason, i've yet to find out, cause i've NEVER gone....
i usually just go home, or stay home...
so that's what i'm going to do today, i'm having my dad pick me up after fourth hour, so i don't have to be bored all the rest of the day.....

as for my art....
i'm working the kinks on refining my style...
it still kinda sucks, but i'm workin on it....
also i realized i'm beter at drawing furries than humans <<
not that much better, but still....
it's prolly cause i've been around animals for like ever....
so i'm prolly going to be posting just poetry for awhile while i work on my art....

also i've noticed that although i've kinda done and grown out of my goth/punk phase, i still love the hell outta manson....
which is odd, because i don't really like alot of the bands i used to love...
prolly it's cause i'm such a manson fan girl that it just kinda never faded *shrugs*
i dunno...

so it's on to school, where i'm going to attempt to sew a flower stich....
which i CAN NOT DO for the life of me!
it's so damned hard! T T
ah well, at least i can do the back stich...XD

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11638802/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11638802/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 17:49:03 PST because, once again, i was playing ratchet and clank, and i was in the same position for over 3 hours....
and my wrist hurt like hell when i actually moved it...

but on the good side of that, i beat and restarted the game last night, and i was barely off of veldin for the first time...
and now i'm almost to the end <<
i really have no life


and i think pretty soon i'm going to go digging through my poetry and see if i can find some post worthy stuff....
cause i know i have some pretty good poems somewhere, i just have to dig through a WHOLE bunch of notebooks which are convently packed away....
*rolls eyes*
i really hope i do get into eastern, so my binge packing wasn't for nothing...
i got REALLY sick doing that crap!


also i just realized something...
i'm helping tiff find some pics of gackt, and i realized that he is a tad bit attractive...
so that makes two...him and kyo from dir en grey XD

i don't know what about guys that just turns me off...
maybe it's cause they're too angular...
they have no real curves...
no soft lines...
it's all angles and lines, no actual flow!

but enough of that, i don't wanna get started on my "men have no curves" rant XD

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11628499/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11628499/ Tue, 30 Jan 2007 20:34:49 PST prolly within the next few weeks....
thanks to my dad's eBay binge we've been able to make 2 new comps <<
which is really sad...
but good for me...
because now i get a new computer to make up for my laptop dying...
so i'm happy...

except my dad's making me take the dying monitor...
so i hope it doesn't die on me anytime soon...
or i'll be really really mad...

but i'll just be happy to have my own computer again....
i really haven't had MY OWN computer for almost a year, and i really miss it <<


and today i really showed my geeky side in school...
as most everybody knows, i love star trek....
and i got into a real heated arguement with a few kids in my class about it...
(cause we're reading beowulf and they started picking on scifi and fantasy stuff)
so on of my classmates said all star trek is is a bunch of aliens on a plane...so what did i do...
i started yelling at her about that...
which made most of the class whip around and stare at me...
one of the girls in my class said it wasn't that serious, so i yelled at her...
and then after i calmed down, everyone knew for sure that i was as odd as they thought XD

and a side not on beowulf...
i love it

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11606895/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11606895/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 03:04:11 PST i played tekken 5 sooooo much that my wrist was sore <<
and then playing rachet and clank didn't help...
i was curled up in the corner of my bed, under the blankets just sitting there mumbling to myself looking like a zombie....

i had fun....

this damned computer is getting on my last nerves....
well, it's more like the moniter....
we have another one...
and my dad refuses to use it because it's smaller than this one...
even though this one clearly needs to be put out of it's misery...
*shakes fist*
i guess i'm still bitter after the laptop went boom XD

well all that aside, i'm wide awake and chipper at 6am, which is odd, and which usualy means i'm getting sick :S
i hope not, because i don't need to be sick anymore this year...
i had uber bronchitis at the begining of the year, DURING SWIM SEASON no less, and then several cases of SARS XD

i have also decided that if i don't get into eastern michigan, i'm going to go to OCC, and get all of my pre req's out of the way....
even though i really don't wanna stay home, i guess i have to if i can't get into eastern...
but lets not think about THAT...
lets think about happy thoughts, like me getting into eastern!

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11592420/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11592420/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 20:32:12 PST
but my dad got the back up comp up and running....
but i want my laptop back...

the dumbest thing is that my dad hasn't even LOOKED at it yet!
so yeah, i don't know what's wrong with it, all i know is it's dead...

and what also sucks, is this moniter is dying slowly, so it's really really dark compaired to my laptop screen....
so that sucks...
and my dad won't let me make my own log on name on here, so i'm stuck with his stupid "i miss windows 98" color scheme....
and i can't have firefox, and i can't have msn live ((but that doesn't mean that i can't download it and delete it when i get off later XD))
and i can't have paintshop pro, and there's no sound, and this is making me frustraited!

so all today and yesterday after i got my hw done i played playstation....
i've gotten near the end of rachet and clank, and i've leveled up my chars quite substantaly in tekken 5...
so my day hasn't been a total waste...

i've also been practicing my art alot...
so i'm improving...
so later i'm going to print some tutorials out so i can practice in school
because i have a few classes where i get my work done really fast, or we don't do anything for the first 20 mins of class ((crafts))

also i've learned how to do the back stich, cause we're doing this quilt in crafts, so i can sew a little now
i'll prolly take a pic of the quilt and post it when i'm done, and if it doesn't suck to much...

i want my laptop back

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11554824/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11554824/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 15:28:11 PST well my dad's computer died...
and he has a back up....
which in a normal situation would be a yay...
except its deciding it DOESN'T WANNA WORK...
so of course he's trying to take mine....
which sucks....
but good thing he's trying to putter with his new one...
and then jacks being, well an ass...
so what do i get?
a headache....
so i'm praying to all computer gods that my dad gets his thing fixed, because i like having this laptop without him touching prying and going through my files....
which pisses me off....

argh, this is one big headache....
i need a computer that i bought myself, so he can't take it away when his breaks...
actually i need to get out of here all together....
argh

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11542136/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11542136/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 13:53:44 PST my brit lit book...
now even though i don't really like the essay writing portion of the class, i know i'm really going to enjoy the reading portion, because we're going to be reading things that i enjoy, all that poetic stuff =^ ^=

and also i should have some more pics up, i'm going to go through my old sketch books and see if i can find something i like, and if i do, i'll post it, and then i'll post the pic i drew today....
i would post it today...
but i forgot my sketch book at school <<;;

so yeah, that's what's going on...
i just hope i don't break my back with my AP Bio books and my Brit Lit book XD

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11533112/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11533112/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 17:26:37 PST so yeah...
i found out that the school doesn't have STUDIO ART anymore so that pisses me off, cause i'm stuck with crafts and i am not a crafty person, i am an artistic person!

but yeah, today was easy, all my teachers did was introduce them self, pass out ALOT of papers, and crap...
except for my AP Bio teacher...who gave us hw already and we have a test tomorrow...
which doesn't really bother me all too much, because my other classes were boring...

and also i impressed my japanese teacher because i counted backwards from 20 to 0 in japanese really fast...
big deal...
if i wanted i could count backwards from 100....
and of course she annoyed me, as always...
i can't stand that woman...

*sighs*

but i'm happy...
as always....
i love school too much XD

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11510185/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11510185/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 20:14:23 PST i STILL don't know what i have...
well, kind...
i know i have physics ((don't be all impressed, it's a watered down class cause pontiac is just that dumb)) brit lit, jap II, and ap bio...
and i don't know if i'll still have algebra III ((a class i'm not even supposed to have!)) and if i'll actually get studio art, i really hope, because i know that when i have an art class my skills get boosted and yeah, i get really good...
so hopefully i will

i'm half way excited about going back, but then i have to deal with my slow jap II class, with the most annoying teacher in the world....
and the only reason i'm even taking that class is because i'm taking japanese classes next year, and it's gunna help to know this stuff...
it's just i hate hate hate the facilitator, she's waaaay too happy, and it's not the happy a person can stand, it's the kind of stressed but happy that gets on my nerves....
but oh well...

hopefuly i'll be drawing more so i can post some more stuff

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11498076/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11498076/ Fri, 19 Jan 2007 19:28:32 PST if you have a problem, you can stick it somewhere nice and toasty...

i have no idea why it's only 10 something, and it feels like midnight!
i mean, it doesn't really suck, it's just really weird...
cause it feels like it should be alot later than it really is...

also i am pondering on weather or not i should take the time and type out some of my poems and post them...
cause i have A LOT of them...
some are crap mind you....
because they're just a random mashing of words...
but some are actually good...
so yeah, i might post some of those...
but not now, cause although i am pretty board, i am NOT going to type up several poems......

also we have the camera, all we need to do is wait for the cord to arrive, and for my dad to dl the software ((joys of eBay my friends))
so i'll attempt to mash together some kind of photography thing...
so yeah....keep watching my little lovlies


~!~much love and rainbows!~!
Angel Morbid

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11492073/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11492073/ Fri, 19 Jan 2007 09:43:17 PST now if they were any younger than they are i wouldn't mind...
but chester is 3 and jack is 2....
and i think they can watch themselves, and plus when my parents leave, all they do is sit by the window and wait...
and so yeah even though is really should've been up by then, i still don't like being woken up to watch the dogs...

but anyways...
i'm proud of the two new pics that i've posted...
not the best in the world, but alot better than the other ones...

also i've been making some icons...
but they're really not usable in message boards or the like cause they're funky sizes...
one's of Duran ((from mai hime)) and the other is shizuru ((also from mai hime))
i'll prolly be making more, cause it's fun

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11480071/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11480071/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 09:19:29 PST please don't, that "sick" one was something i did in 4 mins in my health class...
and i'm also a beginer in paintshop pro, so yeah, it's not all that great...
i do most of my work in either color pencil and b & w, so yeah, tonight i'm going to be posting a new pic i drew so i can atleast have something decent up...
because i'm pickly like that ((yes i did say pickly))


also finals are over...
my college writing final wasn't all too bad despite being a hellish 200 questions long...
and as for japanese, that was the easiest thing on earth...
cause we all know that i'm "miss language sponge"....
so yeah....
all that crap is over with...
and now i have a 3 day weekend to rest and relax...
and hope that i get up enough desire to go back to school on monday...
because heaven knows i have the worst case of senoiritis in the world...
and it doesn't help that one of my friends in tennesse graduated early...
which saddens me...cause i have 4 months left <<

but yeah....
i'll have some better art work up, just you wait!!

!@!Much love and rainbows!@!

!@!Angel Morbid!@!

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11467528/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11467528/ Wed, 17 Jan 2007 03:15:07 PST i have today and tommorow ((they're only half days)) and then the semester is over ((thank god!))

now the problem is i have an advanced case of senoiritis, so i don't really wanna go to school....at all...
but of course, i'm going to force myself to keep going =@ @=
i just hope my grades don't get fucked up because of this damn senioritis....
but i'm sure i'll be fine...

now for a little update on pics...
i am working on another pic...
cause that other one is kinda blah to me...
i think i coulda done alot better...
but that was my first time in paint shop...
so yeah....

so keep watching, i should have it done soon...
this one i know will take me alot longer, because there's alot more in it =@ @=
so yeah

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11438719/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11438719/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 18:41:23 PST it's the line art to the pic i am going to be coloring once i get a hang of photo shop...
so yeah, nothing to special
just a pic i drew when i was sick....

i'll also be drawing more stuff, so keep an eye out

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11421805/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11421805/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 12:07:19 PST and so it doesn't get over shadowed by the stuff that i'm eventually going to post...

and unlike 2 years ago, there isn't going to be 5 million negitive pics of me, most of it going ot be drawings and stuff...

so yeah, i just spend around 40 mins scrapping every single pic i had in my gallery =@ @=
that was a pain in the ass...
*sigh*
but you know, it had to be done...
so yeah...

i also need to see if i can find the disk for MY scanner so i don't have to use my dad's and transfer all of the crap i scan to the lap top, cause that's a real pain in the butt...

so, keep waitin, cause i'm gunna have some stuff up soon

!@!Angel Morbid!@!

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11415513/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11415513/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 21:11:49 PST i really can't wait...
i know that i really have never done all to well in high school, but i know that i will do so much better in college, where i don't have to deal with them stupid ass little kids and crap...

also i'm pretty sure my parents are going senile, because they always tend to forget when i have plans to have someone stay the night or if i'm supposed to go somewhere or something...
and of course my mom does that stupid "you can do it another day" thing that she's been pulling forever, and the dumbest thing is, that there never is another day, she always says that there will be one, but there never is...
but on the other hand, my dad could care less, because he knows that i'm 18 and i know what i'm supposed to be doing and what i'm not...
but my mom still thinks i'm two....
which sucks, because i think she gave me more slack at two....
and the only reason i DO NOT wanna leave here is because of my dog and my cat....
pika and chester...
cause my mom doesn't really like them both and i can't take them with me....
which makes me sad, cause i know that they're not going to be taken care of as well with me gone
but i know that i do have to leave, because this house is just making me sick and my parents aren't really doing much in the way of
helping me, so yeah...

on a lighter note, i'm listning to ff7 music <3
and boy that makes me happy
!@!Angel Morbid!@!

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11402842/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11402842/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 19:20:15 PST i stayed home today, and my dad got the laptop going so yeah...
i'm going to be online ALOT....
'specialy on weekends....

so yeah......
my pics should be up this weekend!
so keep your pants on, and you shall see lovliness...

also i am now readdicted to ragnarok XD
so yeah, lovliness all around...

!@!Angel Morbid!@!

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11378267/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11378267/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 17:45:35 PST i have no clue weather or not that's going to help or hinder me when it comes to the progress of my pics...
i mean it shouldn't, because i should already be over the worst part of whatever i have by the weekend...
so i SHOULD have some things done and up by sunday morning at the lastest ((really early, because i don't go to bed till around 2-3 in the morning on weekends))

so don't worry, you'll get to see SOMETHING by this weekend...
weather it be just line art or some full blown colored pics, you'll get something, i'm determined to get something better up here, because frankly, i don't like much of what i have up....
so yeah, i should have something up, at least a "under construction" ID and icon so you don't have to see sam constantly stick his hand down a cats throught over and over again XD

so in short, i will have something up by this weekend and it should be good...
so keep watchin!
cause i'm gettin' there, i'm a pretty busy ((and sick)) girl XD

~!~Angel Morbid~!~

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11365245/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/11365245/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 16:44:02 PST and prolly all of you that've been watching me for the past 2 YEARS have forgotten that i even exist, but yes, i DO exist still, i just kinda...stoped comming here for some ungodly reason....

so here i am, i'm back and better than ever....
i AM taking requests, but please DO NOT flood me, because that makes angel a frustraited little kitten, so so 50 million and a half requests all at once ((which i doubt i will get alot all at once, but ah well))

my life so far has taken a turn for the better, i'm still with the girl that i've been with for 2 and a half years...
so all wonderfulness around...
i've cut my hair sadly enough, and i miss it....
and i will be getting a new cam, so no more crappy cam, and you will see me and my new glasses *gasp* soon enough...

so i just need to get things up and running, get photoshop back, so i can do some lovlieness with my pics....
i hope....
i'll prolly need someone to help me with photoshop <<;; so yeah...
it's going to take a tiny bit of time to get everything started up and going again, so bear with me...
ya'll'll be seeing some under construction crap for awhile, because i'll be resituating my stuff....
but hang tight, i've been drawing pretty good stuff in the 2 years that i've been away!

~!~Angel Morbid~!~

]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/6359854/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/6359854/ Mon, 29 Aug 2005 12:46:30 PDT my comp died and i have no way to scan my drawings....

and yes i DO still draw....actualy thats what i'm doing right now XP

so yeah....i dunno what the hell i'm going to do right now....

but in other words....i'm in the 11TH GRADE! YAY!
i am so happeh....
it realy doesn't seem like that....
but i have all the classes i wanted and i have all but one with my friends...
<3 so happeh

also if you want to do requests go ahead....i like drawing for people, just keep 'em to a minimum please....
and if you want me to draw somthin just drop me a note or if you are one of the lucky people to go to skool with me, just ask, and i'll be happy do draw somthin for you!

requests have no limits, i do anime the best, so i don't want 5 million "OMG I WANT GIR!!" requests, even though i WILL do a few Zim pics if you ask nicely, i don't garuntee much quality sence i draw mostly anime...also i don't do guys to good, so hold off on them, i do couple pics pretty good, i also do random amnials, i can also draw a pretty mean calvin and hobbes....

so....any requests?
please?
i have no life....<<;;; ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5906816/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5906816/ Mon, 11 Jul 2005 17:37:15 PDT i'm finaly getting net up in my room so that means i get to post more pic =^^=
and that means i might actualy get to posting my morbidly yours stuffs...
so just wait till the 18th and i'll have some of my backrounds up and shtooff....=^^= and some realy raly dorkey pics from last year hahahaaa...
more pics of me with short hair =^^=
let your eyes BURN *laughs like a idiot* ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5626595/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5626595/ Sun, 12 Jun 2005 11:15:56 PDT the cover's going to be up soon...
cause Izzy's working on it....

also on a weird note...
my dad just told me not to mess with USB HUB cords ((which is also MY scaner's cord...))
because i "don't knoe what i'm doing"
WHAT THE HELL!
I DON'T KNOE HOW TO WORK A USB HUB AND A SCANER?!
*sighs*
well i have them scanned and up...
i guess i realy don't knoe what i'm doing XD ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5610210/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5610210/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 14:12:34 PDT ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5497970/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5497970/ Sun, 29 May 2005 23:40:22 PDT
Jeepy Thorpe

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME (grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack):

Mary pizza (=Oo

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):

Swingline KFC (XDDD)

4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):

Pooh Pontiac

5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME(first initial + first three letters of your last name):

H-Huf

6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME(favorite animal + name of high school):

Wolf Pontaic Northern High

7. YOUR BARFLY NAME(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink):

Oreo Sobe

8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME(middle name + city where you were born):

Elizibeth Detroit

9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name):

Jawbrecker Ogata

10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):

Jake Nextell

11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name /+/ first 3 letters of your pet's name + first 3 letters of the town you live in)


Huf Odypikiac ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5236063/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5236063/ Sun, 01 May 2005 07:22:46 PDT i just found out how to work my dads scaner....so yeah....
i'm going to be scaning them and posting the ones you CAN read...and re-doing the ones you can't....
so alla ya'll that've been waiting for some _ART_ of mine...
have no fear ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5223303/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5223303/ Fri, 29 Apr 2005 16:42:23 PDT 2)What's your name?hannah huff
3)What's your favorite food? sushi
4)What's your favorite song? feel good inc
5)Favorite movie? res evil 2
6)Favorite animal? tiger, wolf, dragon and humming bird
7)Bestest friend? sara mayo
8)Favorite cartoon? wolves rain and sailor moon
9)Favorite actor/actress? johnny dep
10)What's your favorite body part? eyes
11)todays date? april 29th
12)Favorite weapon? my feet....((if you've smelled them you knoe))
13)Favorite subject in school? science and math...
14)Favorite candy? i don't realy like candy....
15)what do you think of me (from what you already know of course) you are awsome ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5173875/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5173875/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 06:58:34 PDT i knoe alla ya'll's prolly gettin hella impatent about more pictures...
but i haven't taken any...and as for my morbidly yours stuff...
i still need to figure how to use the damn scaner...XD
so just hang on and i'll have everything up and going....

and i'd also like to say thanks for all the possitive feed back from everyone...
i realy apreciate it...
and as for me and :ryu777:'s fight...ignore it XD
we're dumb :iamstupid:
or atleast i am XD ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5161869/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5161869/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 20:20:00 PDT
I committed suicide: cry....
I said I liked you: shrug and tell you to get into the line XD
I kissed you: scream
I lived next door to you: bug you every day
I started smoking: shoot the ciggarete out your mouth
I stole something: shruged and said "join the club"
I was hospitalized: cry
I ran away from home: told you to come here XD
I got into a fight and you weren't there: say damn

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

Personality: your werider than me and thats scary
Eyes: pretty
Face: your pretty
Hair: always changing and always kool
Clothes: love 'em...
Mannerisms: weird

[1] Who are you? hannah huff
[2] Are we friends? duh
[3] When and how did we meet? nagi introed us and i dun't member when XD
[4] How have I affected you? have no clue
[5] What do you think of me?very very cool
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? i don't knoe
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? *shruggs*
[8] Do you love me? as a friend
[9] Have I ever hurt you? no
[10] Would you hug me? i'd hug a fish
[11] Would you kiss me? i only kiss my girl
[12] Would you have long, sweet, sweet passionate love with me? uhh no...
[13] Are we close? i guess
[14] Emotionally, what stands out? i dunno
[15] Do you wish I was cooler? no...i dun't thinks thats possible
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? 10ish
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. i have no clue
[18] Am I loveable? like a stuffie
[19] How long have you known me? i have no clue
[20] Describe me in one word. you XD
[21] What was your first impression? i have no clue XD
[22] Do you still think that way about me now? yes XD
[23] What do you think my weakness is? i have no clue
[24] Do you think I'll get married? prolly
[25] What about me makes you happy? your jokes
[26] What about me makes you sad? dunno
[27] What reminds you of me? ddr
[28] What's something you would change about me? nothing
[29] How well do you know me? not that well
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? no
[31] Do you think I would kill someone? yes
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? yes XD ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5110674/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5110674/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 10:20:21 PDT 1. I love tiffany willson
2. I love final fantasy 7
3. I am a muggle XDDD

THREE OBSCURE TALENTS (you have or wish you had):
1. I can growl and snarl like a rabid wolf
2. I can pounce about 4 feet from a crouching postion
3. i can move my eyes in two diffrent directions

THREE WORDS OUT OF YOUR EVERYDAY VOCABULARY:
1. i love you
2. yo
3. fuck

THREE EXOTIC DISHES YOU HAVE TRIED:
1. sushi
2.
3.

THREE EXOTIC DISHES YOU WANT TO TRY:
1. snake
2. rabbit
3. squrill

THREE PET’S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. chester
2. ziggy
3. dimitri

THE MOST DISGUSTING, VILE THING ONE COULD DO IN PUBLIC (doesn’t have to be sexual, you pervs ):
scratch themselves

THREE MOVIES YOU THINK EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH ONCE:
1. to kill a mocking bird
2. young frankenstein
3. ya ya sister hood

A BOOK THAT HAS CHANGED YOUR LIFE:
Keeping you a secret...i've read it like 3 times...

A CELEBRITY YOU ADORE:
i don't realy "adore" famous ppl

THREE PET PEEVES:
1. show offs
2. Nickelodeon live action shows
3. mean parents

IF YOU COULD CHANGE THE WORLD:
no homophobes ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5110604/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5110604/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 10:12:19 PDT ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5110012/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5110012/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 08:43:07 PDT What's your name: Hannah
Birthplace: ponticrack....ick
Age: 16 1/2
Age you act : somewhere between 3 and 21
Current location : In front of the computer.
Eye color: can go from dark grey to steal blue or steal green
Hair color: very light blonde
Right, lefty or ambidextrous: right
Zodiac sign: scorpio
Height: 5'4

[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality: i'm a mutt...but mostly german
Your hair: the back is past my shoulders and the sides and bangs are a lil past my chin
Your fears: hights needles and loosing tiff
Your perfect room: any room with tiff in it
What you practically do in a day: slave awat at skool, slave away at softball pratice and then die

[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse: fuck, shit, damn, i love you, i'm sorry
Phrases you overuse: "mother monkey fucker"
Your greatest accomplishment: getting a run on mondays game XD
Something you want to do: be with tiff forever....

[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke : *shrugs* pop is pop
McDonald's or Burger King’s: i don't realy eat fast food anymore
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Adidas or Nike : don't matter
Black or white: Black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)): bills....makes me look like i have money
Burgers or hot dogs: Hot Dogs.
Egypt or France: Egypt...i hate france
Rock or rap: Rock

[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke : No
Cuss: like a fucking sailor
Sing well: does a cat bark?
Sing in the shower: Yep. sure do...to the detriment to the poor souls in the house
Talk to yourself --a lot-- : i hold covos with myself
Believe in yourself : depends....are ppl chearing me on?
Like taking these longass surveys: YAY! i looove questions
Play an instrument: cello and guitar
Want to go to college: Yep.
Want to get married: sure do!
Want to have children: yes
Think you're a health freak: scarily yes
Get along with your parents: Hell no.
Get along with your siblings: i have none...
Think you're popular: Never.

[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you…[x]
Gone out of state: No.
Drank alcohol: i have no clue
Smoke: No.
Get high: Sugar. ^^
Done any drugs: no....
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I don't realy eat sweets...
Been on stage: No.
Gone skinny dipping: no...hell no...
Been dumped: nope...
Dyed your hair: no...i did that last month XD
Stolen anything: No.

[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! [x]
Craziest: tammy
Loudest: me
Most shy: Me
Blondest: that would be a dead tie with me and tammy
Smartest : a tie between me and tiff
Kindest: All of them are kind to me.
Best personality: Like I can pick?
Most talented: tiff....i might be a lil biased tho XD
Best singer: tiff...and no i'm not being biased here
Most ghetto: =Oo= no one...
Drama Queen ((or King XP)):
Pain in the ass: I think it’s me. sonne...or me...XD
The one you just want to strangle to death: no one
Funniest: We’re all funny… I think…
Best person for advice: hum...jake
Dependable: all
Trustworthy: All.
Most likely to end up in jail: Me...
Person you've known the longest: Rhys...i've knoen him sence 3rd grade XD

[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream: a hentai one XD
Last nightmare: Haven’t had one recently.
Car ride: Ride home from the ball park
Last time you cried: have no clue
Last movie seen: Harry potter 3
Last movie rented: res evil 2
Last book read((No Manga!)): harry potter 5
Last word said: somthing about slytherin
Last curse word said: fuck....i think
Last time you laugh: i KNOE i saw something funny earlier...i just dun't knoe what
Last phone call: a VERY short one with tiff ((damn dad))
Last CD played: either manson or taty...i've done forgotten
Last song you listened to: either Zachem ya or mObsecene XD
Last annoyance: dad
Last IM: mah friend mary
Last weird encounter: don't 'member
Last person you hugged: i think tiff
Last person you yelled at: My dog...or cat...
Last time you wore a skirt : like 4 weeks ago...but it was a dress
Last time you've been evil: I’m always evil.
Sarcastic: I’m always sarcastic.
Last time you fought with your parents: don't remember
Last time you wished upon a star: i wish on butterflys and moths...they work better
Played Truth or Dare: when i was like 13
Spent quality time alone: last night and this morning

[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5108915/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/5108915/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 04:52:59 PDT it's down to the wire...
4 more days untill me and tiffs one year...
now that i look back on it i wonder where all that time went.
after this skool year is over ((well less than a month for seniors)) she's leaving for collage...
so i'm stuck here for 2 years without her...
i have no clue whats going to happen...
but what i do knoe is that i'm always going to wait for her....
but it doesn't seem like it's been a year!
*sighs* man how time does fly
*opens a kiosk labled "aniversary donation counter"*
i am now acepting dontaions of cash and art XD ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4907734/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4907734/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 09:11:57 PST
* Your name: Hannah Elizibeth Huff
* Your gender: Female
* Age: 16
* Height: 5' 3"
* Hair color/style: realy light blonde, mostlt down, but sometimes up
* Eye color: can range from gray to steal blue or green
* Marital status: not yet...
* Your location: ponticrack, MI
* Talents: cello, drawing, video games...holding my breath for a min and a half

SECTION 2: (Have you ever...?)

* Peed your pants: i guess....i don't remember
* Cheated on someone?: nope...never
* Fallen off the bed?: fuck yeh
* Fallen for a relative?: ew...no
* Had plastic surgery?: nope
* Broke someone's heart?: no...
* Had your heart broken?: YES!
* Had a dream come true: yes...only one
* Done something you regret?: yes....skipping a million to many times
* Cheated on a test?: nope...
* Been raped?: no...
* Broken a body part?: my pinky knuckle

SECTION 3: (Whatcha doin' now?)

* Wearing: my happy bunny pjs
* Listening to: Doschitay do sta, by taty
* Chewing: nothing...
* Feeling: Um. My fingers on the keyboard.
* Reading: uhhh nothing...
* Located: the kitchen XD
* Chatting with: my brother
* Watching: the computer screen.
* Should REALLY be: have no clue...XD

SECTION 4: (Do you...?)

* Brush your teeth?: duh!
* Like anybody?: yes....my g/f and its more like love XD
* Have any piercings?: my ears XD
* Drive?: a lil
* Believe in Santa Clause?: nope...never did
* Ever get off the computer?: ocasionaly.

SECTION 5: (Friends...?)

* Who is your best?: Sara Mayo, Felicia McGee, Tammy Bolt, Tiffany Willson ((my g/f XD))....blah blah blah...ya'll knoe who you are
* Who is the loudest?: me...
* Who is the shyest?: me
* Who is the 'hottest'?: Tiff
* Who is the cutest?: Tiff
* Who laughs the most?: deffinatly me
* Who have you known the longest?: hmmm....Tammy and my brother
* Who have you known the shortest?: Izzy
* Do you belong to a crew?: uhh no...
* Do you hang out with the opposite sex?: yeh...so?
* Do you consider yourself POPULAR?: No not realy
* Are you a good friend?: i keep getting told i am
* Can you keep a secret?: of corse

SECTION 6: (The last person you...?)

* Hugged online: my bro
* Hugged offline: Tiff
* IMed: my brother XD
* Talked to on the phone: Tammy...the only one i realy talk to on the phone anymore...
* Yelled at: hmmm...i think my mom...sorry mommy
* Tripped: i have no clue...i think myself XD
* Turned down: this kid who keeps asking me for a pencil XD

SECTION 7: (Personal)

* What do you want to be when you grow up?: a lab rat for a crime lab
* What is your most embarrassing story?: when i said "which right" in a 5th grade robotics compition
* What has been the best day of your life?: the day i met my wonderful girlfriend tiffany
* What comes first in your life?: Tiffany...duh
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?: sure do...
* If you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them?: hmmm....on my back? i don't knoe!
* What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: My g/f

SECTION 8: (Favorite...?)

* Movie: hmmm....van helsing
* Song: Doschitay do sta
* Group: Taty
* Store: gamestop, mediaplay...and any computer stores.
* Relative: my brother
* Sport: swimming, soccer, and softball
* Vacation spot: Ypsilanti michigan
* Ice cream flavor: i realy don't like sweets...
* Fruit: star fruit
* Candy: convo hearts
* Holiday: halloween....the day after my b-day
* Day of the week: ...wednsday...i started going with my g/f on that day XD
* Colour: Green, blue, black, red, purple and silver
* Magazine: any game mag
* Name for a girl: Lilly
* Name for a boy: ....benji? i don't knoe!


SECTION 9: (Do you...?)

* Like to give hugs?: only to my g/f and my _BEST_ friends
* Like to walk in the rain?: yeh...just as long as my hair isn't long XD
* Sleep with or without clothes?: depends on who i'm with XD
* Write in black or blue ink?: black
* Dress up on halloween?: yes
* Have a job?: nope
* Like to travel?: sure do
* Like someone?: fuck yeh
* Sleep on your side, stomach, or belly?: belly
* Think you're attractive?: no way...
* Want to marry?: yes
* Have a goldfish?: nope
* Ever have the falling dream?: Yeah. I cried XD
* Have stuffed animals?: do i breathe?

SECTION 10: (What do you think about...?)

* Abortion: no way... ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4906717/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4906717/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 06:23:41 PST i finaly found a taty song that has been stuck in my head for nearly a year...actualy this friday it WILL be a year...
my god...
when i first heard this song i was like "woah...i llike it!"
and then i looked at tiff ((i was spending the night at her house...this was before we started going out)) and i was like "and i think i love her..."
and then i shook my head and brushed the thought off...
we had fun that day...and the next...
i miss those days.... ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4860761/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4860761/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 07:25:15 PST *sighs* it realy doesn't seem that long ago...
but as i look back on it it seems ages ago...
i bet you're wondering why i'm getting all mushy on all ya'll, eh?
well, its coming close to me and tiffs one year...
i can't belive it...
alot has happend sence april 21st 2004!
i'm so happy we've lasted!
and may more april 21st's come our way!
I LOVE YOU TIFF! ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4733374/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4733374/ Sat, 05 Mar 2005 09:09:59 PST i would like to thank each and every one of you that have visited my stuff...
i have 230 page views already...
i thank you and i love you all
and i would also like to give you a cookie for putting up with my obession with the negitive-ness of over half of my pics...
and my constant whineing....
and random things...
and weirdness...
but in short...thank you all of my fans...
keep the comments, favs, page veiws, and love a-commin...
cause i just LOVE the attention ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4710493/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4710493/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 11:36:10 PST
you see we had realy wet snow yesterday...
and when its bad like that my g/f doesn't come to skool...
but OF COURSE i just HAVE to bug my rents to take me
and i end up getting into a fight with my mom...
that gets me depressed cause i was getting bitched at...
so i of course don't want to be in skool...
but like a good girl i am i go to my first 3 classes
then i meet up with one of my friends...
and i think "HEY! i can skip now"
and i do...
and i regret it
i went to first lunch ((i have 3rd mind you)) and i put my underwear on my head ((i had an extra pair....don't you DARE ask...))
and after 1st lunch i get pizza sauce lobbed at the side of my head...
so me and tammy ((my friend)) go to the bathroom to get it off....
now a WHOLE shit load off ppl saw us and we deffinatly can't go back to class...
so we decide to go outside....
bad idea....
30 degrees...
snow...
and whipping winds
we're dumb
i know....
so here we are stading out there frezzing our asses off in the forest to the side of our skool....
wishing tiff would've been in skool today to prevent all of this...
but of course its not her fault...
nothing is...
it was completely our fault for being so dumb in the first place...
i swear i am never skipping again...
we were out there for 3 and a half hours....
freezing...
my feet were frozen...
i couldn't move them for a hour and a half...
my hands were PURPLE for a half a hour...
and i couldn't feel my shins for the rest of the night...
it was HORRIBLE...
it was fun...
but i am still NEVER doing something that dumb ever ever again...
and now i'm all paranoid...
because i'm thinking one of the hall montiters saw us..
or we were seen on the security cameras...
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i need a life... ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4672212/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4672212/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 17:45:09 PST HELP ATTACK OF THE PRETZLES and...weed? ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4667225/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4667225/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 01:31:30 PST why you ask?
i got to talk to Tiff thats why
omfg....i am like floating right now
i am so fucking happie
YAY! ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4666943/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4666943/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 23:47:08 PST i have 2 more days of break! i'm SO happy! i never thought i'd ever be so happy so see the end of a break....but love makes you do very very odd things...like hate breaks with a horrible burning passion...
i feel so odd saying crap like this...cause normaly i LOVE breaks! but alas...i love tiff more than i do breaks...*sighs* ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4661622/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4661622/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 11:07:05 PST this week has gone by soooo slow...monday can't come any sooner...
i can't wait till i can see Tiff again waiting sucks soooo freaking bad....
i hate weekends
i hate breaks
i wish i lived with tiff
then i'd love them ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4660879/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4660879/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 09:17:50 PST yes i used to have a sex life : but yea....i feel all inadiquite...me and Tiff haven't done anything but make out sence october...on my b-day...what a nice b-day present anyway...my friend is like a vamp...so he's all telling me his interesting storys...and i tell him mine.... yes i knoe Tiff would kill me if she heard me telling crap like this....but...he doesn't go to our skool so i guess she wouldn't care ]]> ~spaz-kitteh http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4660428/ http://spaz-kitteh.deviantart.com/journal/4660428/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 08:09:12 PST ~spaz-kitteh