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                <title>i'm back?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Oct 2004 08:53:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah, my computer decided that it likes  DA again, sooo looks like i'm back.  Dont all rush to say hi....anyway, i'll  post the utterly crappy story i've been  writing today. Anyway, i'm gonna be  nuking my msg folder since i've got  over 400 messages, and with that many  i'd go insane. ]]></description>
                <author>~spazma</author>
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                <title>Absence</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Aug 2004 06:36:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wont be here for a while, with school  startting, along with my computer  deciding that it doesnt like DA anymore  and spitting out the cookies, so i  apoligize if i dont read anything,  because i'll be nuking my folder when i  get back up and running. <br />
<br />
Thanks ]]></description>
                <author>~spazma</author>
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                <title>greatest writing chatroom ever :O</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Aug 2004 08:49:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/WritersDen">[link]</a><br />
cehck out this chat room! especially  11pm eastern time, thats when we come  out to play ^_^. Its a writing room,  but we usually just mess around and  have fun.<br />
Other than that, yep i'm back, and  theres little more to say other than  check out that chat!!!<br />
<br />
on another note, 700 views! WEE ]]></description>
                <author>~spazma</author>
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                <title>Gone for a while</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jul 2004 06:30:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm going down to rhode island for 4  days, so i'll be back on monday. cya  til then ^_^ ]]></description>
                <author>~spazma</author>
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                <title>Weee?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jul 2004 21:10:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Or..not. Right now, i'm a bit pissed  off and hurt. My friend went and  decided to do somthing that i did not  appreciate at all which has to so with  girls of course lol. And my brother  went and lost my guitar tuner and a  pack of strings, friggin moron. <br />
<br />
And another thing that i wanted people  to notice, is a guy who i'm very glad i  stumbled upon, and thats why hes  getting my featuredness for this post.  This guys incredible and its a shame  that he isnt being noticed at all, and  i'm hoping someone else will catch onto  this guy, so for the feature this post  the featured member is: <br />
<a href="http://taharial.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/a/taharial.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="taharial" title="taharial" /></a> <br />
or, if i managed to mess that up,~<a href="http://taharial.deviantart.com/"> Taharial</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~spazma</author>
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                <title>Bother</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jun 2004 09:30:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah this summers going to suck but i  wont let that get me down tooo much  O_o. <br />
Nothing else to say so i'll just  conform and post a bunch of lyrics to  make it look like i put alot of effort  into this. Oh and, Im almost done with  a long horror story ^_^ should be good.  <br />
<br />
Stone Sour-Bother<br />
<br />
Wish I was too dead to cry<br />
My self-affliction fades<br />
Stones to throw at my creator<br />
Masochists to which I cater<br />
You don't need to bother;<br />
I don't need to be <br />
I'll keep slipping farther<br />
But once I hold on,<br />
I won't let go 'til it bleeds<br />
<br />
Wish I was too dead to care<br />
If indeed I cared at all<br />
Never had a voice to protest<br />
So you fed me shit to digest<br />
I wish I had a reason;<br />
my flaws are open season<br />
For this, I gave up trying<br />
One good turn deserves my dying<br />
<br />
You don't need to bother;<br />
I don't need to be<br />
I'll keep slipping farther<br />
But once I hold on,<br />
I won't let go 'til it bleeds<br />
<br />
[Solo: Corey]<br />
<br />
Wish I'd died instead of lived<br />
A zombie hides my face<br />
Shell forgotten<br />
with its memories<br />
Diaries left<br />
with cryptic entries<br />
<br />
And you don't need to bother;<br />
I don't need to be<br />
I'll keep slipping farther<br />
But once I hold on,<br />
I won't let go 'til it bleeds<br />
<br />
You don't need to bother;<br />
I don't need to be<br />
I'll keep slipping farther<br />
But once I hold on:<br />
I'll never live down my deceit ]]></description>
                <author>~spazma</author>
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                <title>Gone for a week</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Jun 2004 17:19:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Right, yesterday sucked since i broke  down in front of my parents. They were  asking me if i was depressed and i  freaked on them and made them feel  really bad because they never gave a  fuck when i was depressed all these  years, and now they decide to ask.  Despite that i dont deny that im  depressed they decide that happy me is  actually depessed me. That made no  sense i know.  <br />
<br />
Note to self-i need a sharper pocket  knife, the one ive got now is so dull  it cant cut a piece of string. <br />
<br />
Im going on the church retreat to go  and try to convince some terminally ill  kids that they arent gonna die. Whats  the point? Your gonna die your gonna  die, come to terms with it instead of  lying to yourself, and then you wont be  afraid of dying anymore. Doing this  will either make me happier of make me  feel even worse from being around all  these little kids and knowing they are  going to die. <br />
On the bright side, i get to hang with  Jenny, and all the other church girls  (I was declared the official church  pimp on a retreat <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="XD" title="XD" />) Sooo i'll either  get lucky with one of em, but even if i  do, i still love you Steph <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smooch.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":smooch:" title="Smooooch!" />.<br />
Yeah i'm done ranting. 1 more thing, i  got a really bad haircut >.<. And i dont  own any hats. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stab.gif" width="24" height="15" alt=":stab:" title="Stabbed in the gut, just like Jack the Ripper!" /> the haircut lady who did  the shitjob. I'll be back next sunday,  Cya'll then.<br />
<br />
Featured person of the entry: <a href="http://blindrage.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blindrage.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="blindrage" title="blindrage" /></a> incase i  screwed that up, ~<a href="http://blindrage.deviantart.com/">blindrage</a>, because  she imd me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" />. check out her page, shes  got some really good writing,  especially her featured deviation. <br />
~out ]]></description>
                <author>~spazma</author>
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                <title>6/15</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jun 2004 19:35:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ great great, last day of school is  tommorow, and my closest friend decided  that she thinks i stalk her for some  reason (WTF???) and now she doesnt like  me, so now i get to say that that  sucks. Oh well, life moves on, and i  get to spend another shitty summer with  hardly anything to do.<br />
<br />
On the bright side, i get to go out for  a week on some church trip, and theres  2 hot girls there, but only the lesser  of the hotties will be appearing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />. <br />
<br />
note to self: being able to say you do  more volunteer work than the entire  keyclub combined (prolly 200+hours, 2  hours every sunday (i work part time at  the church) and prolly 20 hours alone  on the trip) is definately a hit with  the ladies ^_^<br />
<br />
i'll get a list of friends and stuff up  later, but for now, the featured member  is:<br />
~<a>Phoenix18</a> <br />
shes got some awesome writing, check  out her page when youve got a chance!<br />
<br />
oh and btw, how the hell do you make it  display a persons icon in your pf? ive  been lookin around and i cant find it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~spazma</author>
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