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                <title>time off</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Dec 2005 02:49:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this is my first time being active on DA in a LONNNNGGG ass time. i was about to get back into being active again while i was at art center... but then Jark got booted out of here. and that sort of was the final nail in the coffin of the once tight knit group that was DA. guess this will jsut be a place for me to store some images to show the occasional person every now and then.  the other reason i havent submited anything for a while, is because of Artcenter... that palce takes a lot out of me, and doesnt leave much time for eating, and sleeping much less being active in an online comunity.<br />
<br />
might as well come bakc here for a little bit and be a bit more active, befor i have to head back to LA in a month. maybe wheni gradutate ill be able to work on my DA acount more, or maybe jark will cook up a new enterprise. ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>failed revolution</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 May 2004 19:59:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ last term i tried to create a new  method of painting dealing with  experimentation of the capabilitys of  paint itself <br />
<br />
and nothing more <br />
it seemed to be a prettty simple  concept in which i arrived with the  "pealed paintings" <br />
<br />
today i had a crit of the stuff that i  made and it turns out the same movement  had happend .... nearly 40 years ago  ... how frigan depressing a movment i  never knew existed or heard anything  about had already happend and run its  corse <br />
and here i am 60 years later totaly  ignorant of the fact thinking i had  something new ... bummer hahha <br />
<br />
i cant help but feeling that after  ruffly 5000 years of art making that  humanity is doomed to no longer being  capable of new methods iwht in the art  world we will forever be doomed from  now on to recreate what has been  created .... so why bother <br />
<br />
i think a similar problem happend to  classical music when there was a time  that evey note had been played in every  possible combination what do you do  then ?<br />
<br />
perhaps new technoligys will be our  only anwser in an attempt to create  something new ... with something new <br />
but i belive enevitably that we will  only be recreating the past with a new  method <br />
<br />
yea just my ramblings on a thought that  art will soon be nothng more than  recreation of history ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>ninja project finished</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Mar 2004 22:38:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok i just finished my final project for  my analysis of form class <br />
<br />
wow that took a long time and cost  about 200 bucks hahah <br />
<br />
maybe ill post some of the renderes  here when im done <br />
<br />
yea that might bee coo ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>ugh soo tiered</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Mar 2004 22:07:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i dont sleep much any more and i havent  gotten to make much personal art work <br />
<br />
which is kind of a bummer maybe ill  submit more of my old unpublished stuff  soon i have been slakin here at DA and  i feel kinda bad about that cause this  is the place that really kept me going  with my art work and ended up helping  me land a place at Art Center<br />
<br />
hmm oh well ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>art center</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Feb 2004 00:03:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow artcenter if frigan amazing <br />
<br />
people describe it ina few ways <br />
<br />
- its like taking a drink from a fire  hose .... you could die of thrist<br />
- its like med school with out the  blood<br />
<br />
<br />
theres soooo much work and soooooo much  information and incredible people that  its overwhelliming <br />
<br />
ive only been here for 2 months and im  totaly in love with what im learning  and experienceing <br />
soooo much knowledge that i cant type  it all up <br />
<br />
sooo sorry to anyone hoping i would  submit some more work i think that once  i get to a break here at school ill  submit and comment some more again but  right now with class i hardly have time  to sleep and eat much less talk and  hang out at DA like i used to<br />
<br />
sooo yea ill keep stoping by and  commenting on the work that  im totaly  in love with ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>Im Leaving</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2004 18:52:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im leaving <br />
<br />
no im not leaving DeviantArt but i am  leaving sacramento <br />
its finaly down to the zero hour my  stuff is packed and the cars are being  loaded i leave tomarow at 3 A.M. <br />
im headed to Los Angeles to school at  art center college of design<br />
<br />
tomarow is a major turning point in my  life that should be a whole lota fun <br />
i seriosely need to respond to the  comments that i got on my last peice  when i get online down in LA <br />
<br />
but yea talk to you guys again in a few  days ill keep you folks posted on what  my experience is like <br />
<br />
see you again soon folks ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>xmas time is comming</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Dec 2003 19:16:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ gad dam it<br />
its xmas time <br />
<br />
its not that i dont like xmas its just  that i hate xmas music and xmas  advertising <br />
<br />
i kinda want to kick some one when i go  into every friggan store and stupid  music is playing ... just when you  think they wont possibley put worse  crap on that elivator music ... xmas  music comes along <br />
<br />
oh and not to mention that they have  been loading the store with xmas crap  since holloween ..... GRRRRR <br />
<br />
i need to hit the person who had the  idea of haveing xmas stuff befor  thanksgiving ... perhaps i should loby  congress to make a law ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>IM IN PANAMA</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Oct 2003 21:42:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey if you need me im not here im in  panama in some jungle taking pictures  of camin aligators poison dart frogs  and what ever else i can find with out  getting kidnaped by columbian gorillas <br />
<br />
ill tell you guys how my trip went when  i get back <br />
<br />
see you soon if im still amung the  living and not kidnaped heheh<br />
<br />
later <br />
<br />
-spider ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>Degas</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Oct 2003 21:23:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok i went on a feild trip today to see  the Degas show at the legion of honor<br />
and i cant describe on how amazed i was  <br />
<br />
in figure studys and gestures i have  never seen such incredible and acurate  renders of hte human form in 3d <br />
<br />
its not that he got the surfaces of a  person down its that he got the pose,  balance, weight, motion and absolute  esences of what it means to be a human<br />
<br />
it gave you the feeling of being within  a body when you see the forms<br />
<br />
i think this is going to be one of  those major turning poins in the way  that i look at 3d works especialy now  that my 3d animation is starting to  mature in the relm of character work <br />
<br />
<br />
if you live in sanfransisco GO TO THE  DEGAS show at the legion of honror  youll be smiling in amazement the whole  time ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>admited</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Oct 2003 11:00:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ holy crap yesterday i got my admisions  letter from ART CENTER IM IN FOR THE  LOVE OF GOD <br />
<br />
i totaly wasn't expecting it when i  went to get the mail yesterday hoooky  smokes bull winkle looks like im movin  to LA hooooo yea ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>new work</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Sep 2003 13:42:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i really went kinda crazy yesterday and  took like 150 pictures and knocked 3  ideas off of my list of photos to take <br />
<br />
lots of work but a whole lot of fun i  wonder how people will responed to my  new stuff especialy since this is a  really diffrent set of stuff from my  usualy cause i planned a lot of them  out and really controled the lighting  and color usage i also used a total  diffrent color palete than what i  usualy do <br />
<br />
oh well only one way to find out ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>drunken bash at kerstens</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Sep 2003 13:04:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok yesterday was a night to remeber  losts of fun<br />
<br />
after 10 good sized shots of vodka i  had a good night <br />
<br />
where i ended up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" /> ing kerstens roomate  fun times ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>gallery clean up</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Sep 2003 00:37:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i went through and cleaned out a bunch  of cobwebs from my gallery <br />
come to think of it as more of a  gallery overhall <br />
<br />
i sugest EVERYONE out there do the same  <br />
but the crap out of your gallery make  it something really worthwhile that has  only your best stuff <br />
keep the stuff your like "mmmm i wonder  what people think"<br />
post it if you want but get rid of it  later <br />
i think i just leanred a lesson from my  teacher from painting <br />
<br />
"paint a stroke... then wipe it away ..  then paint it again 3 steps forward and  1 step back" well i just took 140 some  odd works out of my gallery i hope it  looks better and people can see my work  in a more profesional way<br />
all the stuff that i thought wasnt all  that great <br />
sorry if i toasted anything you liked ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>man do i suck</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jun 2003 14:17:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i really suck ass at lighting <br>
<br>
... no really i have no idea what the hell im doing<br>
<br>
i really need to take that studio lighting class so i can actualy get  better <br> ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>tatoo</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 May 2003 00:55:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok im probibly getting my dragon tatto realy soon probibly end of the  moth beggining of next <br>
<br>
but i just noticed something <br>
<br>
a tatto is more than just something that you want for your body <br>
<br>
its a peice of art <br>
<br>
its a work from an artist that you love so much that you are willing to  keep it with you for the rest of your life ... thats one hell of a  statement as an artist that not many people can make and make well <br>
<br>
just some random rambaling by me see you around ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>people i keep an eye on</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Apr 2003 00:01:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ these are the people on my devwatch they help to inspire me in my art <br>
they have something that i admire <br>
they can do something that i cant <br>
i hope to learn from them<br>
so i can become better at what i do<br>
<br>
<br>
adigitalfreak, angelcurls, atila, budmedia, calx, deathcabbage,  lorrainemd, niklasindustry, pixelfish, seventeen, starforge, suzi9mm,  tonybonacci, unitedmodellers, yumi, tzen ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>CGTALK head model WIP</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Apr 2003 18:58:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.cgtalk.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=57294">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<br>
yea there it is ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>back and man what a trip</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Apr 2003 18:34:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok in 3 days i slept about 6 hours <br>
<br>
fun stuff <br>
<br>
any way i went to 2 art schools <br>
<br>
<br>
otis school of art and design<br>
<br>
and <br>
<br>
art center of design<br>
<br>
otis wants me to go there as a junior photography major but iwant to go  as a digital major <br>
<br>
art center watns me to improve on the meaning behind each peice of art  taht i do so i think im going to experiment with that for a while <br>
<br>
i have till october to learn how to draw again <br>
<br>
and create meaning witih my photographs <br>
<br>
today i am going to submit alll of the photos taht i took while in LA i  really like a bunch of them a lot ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>leavin on a jet plan</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Apr 2003 20:38:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im gone for the next 2 days <br>
<br>
<br>
i have to get up at 3 in the morning AHHHHHHHHHH<br>
<br>
<br>
see you guys soon <br>
<br>
dont kill any one while im gone ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>leavin on a jet plan</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Apr 2003 14:26:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ going to la in a few days <br>
<br>
to go to 2 art colleges <br>
<br>
hope things go ok <br>
<br>
or elese i dont know wehre i am going to school next year heheh ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>worst week i have ever had ...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Apr 2003 01:44:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok week starts out pretty shisty <br>
<br>
averge lame stuff lots of home work ... i can deal with taht <br>
<br>
then i talk with my friend ( the one i have a makor crush on ) <br>
<br>
turns out shes seeing some dude now  *excuse me while i go shoot myself  <br>
<br>
then i quit my job at teh paintball store .. yea i worked there 4 years  <br>
my boss was determeined to run the bussness into the ground .. guess he  doesn liek moeny or something <br>
<br>
after taht i go try and become an intern witha photographer my dad  knows ... only thing is that the guy isnt much of a artsitc  photographer well he used to be but now he jsut does weddings and his  eyes are soo trapt on the all might y $$$ that he cant get back into  art serieosely any more ... to top things off the guys is a complete  dick to me and acts relativly unprofessional with his atitude ... oh  and hes not willing to pay me for work i have to voluntiere <br>
<br>
can we say so long to steady cash incom<br>
<br>
think the week cant get worse just wait kids theres plenty mroe <br>
<br>
<br>
my friend gets sick ... but she has all the symptoms of SARS ... yea  thats right hte desiese doctros are scared of cause THERES NOW GAD DAM  CURE<br>
<br>
yea and a girl i have know for like 4 years that i got to model for me <br>
we tried to make plans and as usual both our lives get in the way and  the plans fall apart .... 4 days in a row<br>
<br>
my back hurts more than it is suposed to <br>
<br>
my portfolio isnt up to what i want it to be and i have a review by 2  art colleges in one week something that is going to decide wehre my  life goes ... not jsut a month of my life but my entire life  AHHHHHHHHHHHHH <br>
<br>
things dont get mcuh scarier than that <br>
<br>
oh and my sister moved to santa cruz to live on a far ... in a tent <br>
<br>
shows you waht a masters from stanford gets you hope she enjoys living  in debt <br>
<br>
oh and yesterday i went to my freinds party for her little sister <br>
<br>
i drove liek 30 mins to stand around and paly 2 video games  ....................................................AHHHHHHHHHH<br>
<br>
<br>
and this is the 5th weekend i havent been able tj ogo play paintball  and shoot the living snot out of people ... thats my ususal weekely  relase of agresion and anger ... but now i have had like 5 weeks of  pent up crap from all the weeks before<br>
<br>
things like this make people go crazy <br>
<br>
but for some reason almost non of this has bothered me at all <br>
<br>
its liek the worse things get the less i care <br>
<br>
a few years ago i would have fliped out and checked my self into an  institution but now it just doesnt seem so bad <br>
<br>
like life is suposed to be this bad and its just become normal<br>
<br>
<br>
bad things have become normal ... dude how much does my life suck<br>
<br>
i dont think a single good thing has happend this week<br>
<br>
i think i need to quit waiting and need to make things happen <br>
starting with my portfolio im going to go take pictures till i cant  feel my fingers drive to the mondavi center <br>
<br>
i need to force the new ideas of ive had out ... and they need to get  out qucik befor i lose them <br>
<br>
need to push myself harder than i ever have <br>
<br>
i need to start today ...<br> ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>worst week i have ever had ...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Apr 2003 01:43:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok week starts out pretty shisty <br>
<br>
averge lame stuff lots of home work ... i can deal with taht <br>
<br>
then i talk with my friend ( the one i have a makor crush on ) <br>
<br>
turns out shes seeing some dude now  *excuse me while i go shoot myself  <br>
<br>
then i quit my job at teh paintball store .. yea i worked there 4 years  <br>
my boss was determeined to run the bussness into the ground .. guess he  doesn liek moeny or something <br>
<br>
after taht i go try and become an intern witha photographer my dad  knows ... only thing is that the guy isnt much of a artsitc  photographer well he used to be but now he jsut does weddings and his  eyes are soo trapt on the all might y $$$ that he cant get back into  art serieosely any more ... to top things off the guys is a complete  dick to me and acts relativly unprofessional with his atitude ... oh  and hes not willing to pay me for work i have to voluntiere <br>
<br>
can we say so long to steady cash incom<br>
<br>
think the week cant get worse just wait kids theres plenty mroe <br>
<br>
<br>
my friend gets sick ... but she has all the symptoms of SARS ... yea  thats right hte desiese doctros are scared of cause THERES NOW GAD DAM  CURE<br>
<br>
yea and a girl i have know for like 4 years that i got to model for me <br>
we tried to make plans and as usual both our lives get in the way and  the plans fall apart .... 4 days in a row<br>
<br>
my back hurts more than it is suposed to <br>
<br>
my portfolio isnt up to what i want it to be and i have a review by 2  art colleges in one week something that is going to decide wehre my  life goes ... not jsut a month of my life but my entire life  AHHHHHHHHHHHHH <br>
<br>
things dont get mcuh scarier than that <br>
<br>
oh and my sister moved to santa cruz to live on a far ... in a tent <br>
<br>
shows you waht a masters from stanford gets you hope she enjoys living  in debt <br>
<br>
oh and yesterday i went to my freinds party for her little sister <br>
<br>
i drove liek 30 mins to stand around and paly 2 video games  ....................................................AHHHHHHHHHH<br>
<br>
<br>
and this is the 5th weekend i havent been able tj ogo play paintball  and shoot the living snot out of people ... thats my ususal weekely  relase of agresion and anger ... but now i have had like 5 weeks of  pent up crap from all the weeks before<br>
<br>
things like this make people go crazy <br>
<br>
but for some reason almost non of this has bothered me at all <br>
<br>
its liek the worse things get the less i care <br>
<br>
a few years ago i would have fliped out and checked my self into an  institution but now it just doesnt seem so bad <br>
<br>
like life is suposed to be this bad and its just become normal<br>
<br>
<br>
bad things have become normal ... dude how much does my life suck<br>
<br>
i dont think a single good thing has happend this week<br>
<br>
i think i need to quit waiting and need to make things happen <br>
starting with my portfolio im going to go take pictures till i cant  feel my fingers drive to the mondavi center <br>
<br>
i need to force the new ideas of ive had out ... and they need to get  out qucik befor i lose them <br>
<br>
need to push myself harder than i ever have <br>
<br>
i need to start today ...<br> ]]></description>
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                <title>head model WIP on cg talk</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Mar 2003 14:34:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ heres the link<br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.cgtalk.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=51671">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>feel like a cacoon</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Mar 2003 11:20:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i totaly feel like a caccon when it comes to art right now <br>
<br>
i got a feeling im going to change my style again pretty soon <br>
<br>
be cool to see what happens ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>latest post on cgtalk</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Feb 2003 17:12:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.fineart.sk/index.html">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<br>
must go here to colect anatomy refrences ]]></description>
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                <title>latest post on cgtalk</title>
                <link>http://spider2544.deviantart.com/journal/515884/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Feb 2003 18:31:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.cgtalk.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=46342">[link]</a><br>
<br>
cg talk is the bomb shizel <br>
<br>
nizel<br> ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>essay for english</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Feb 2003 23:39:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok heres a site for people who use warez so that they can get kicked in  the sack when they click on the link .... note if you dont use warez  dont click on this<br>
<br>
<a href="http://meshier.com/fs/a/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>dam i suck</title>
                <link>http://spider2544.deviantart.com/journal/505806/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Feb 2003 21:55:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok i just realized that my martini render has some really shitty  compostion and when i get my second computer up its going to be render  time for that badd little mama cita<br>
<br>
oh some cool photos and stuff are comming pretty soon to ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>anoying web site</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Feb 2003 21:17:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok heres a site for people who use warez so that they can get kicked in  the sack when they click on the link .... note if you dont use warez  dont click on this<br>
<br>
<a href="http://meshier.com/fs/a/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>lost a friend</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Jan 2003 18:20:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ on december 17th my pet rat died <br>
<br>
i only had her for about 4 months and she died <br>
<br>
i think that she might have been hurt cause she fell off of my deska  few tiems (she was always kind of a klutz like that)<br>
<br>
she died in my hands right after i gt home <br>
<br>
she was really cold just befor she died and she squieked one last tieme  and then she was dead <br>
i burrired her wih her lego house that she loved so much <br>
<br>
ill miss her a lt ]]></description>
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                <title>got the guts</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Dec 2002 17:00:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ever have one of those days where you finaly sack up and do waht you  ahve been fearing for so long <br>
<br>
yesterday was one of those days <br>
<br>
i called agirl up who ia have had a crsuh on forever <br>
<br>
....and things went well <br>
<br>
you put things off because of fear of bad <br>
<br>
when really all you are putting off is a chance for something good <br>
<br>
and prolonging your fear <br>
<br>
im kind of sick of being worried and scared of stuff i think im going  to sack up a bit mroe offten now hehheh ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>got the guts</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Dec 2002 17:00:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ever have one of those days where you finaly sack up and do waht you  ahve been fearing for so long <br>
<br>
yesterday was one of those days <br>
<br>
i called agirl up who ia have had a crsuh on forever <br>
<br>
....and things went well <br>
<br>
you put things off because of fear of bad <br>
<br>
when really all you are putting off is a chance for something good <br>
<br>
and prolonging your fear <br>
<br>
im kind of sick of being worried and scared of stuff i think im going  to sack up a bit mroe offten now hehheh ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>second picture post on cg talk</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Dec 2002 22:55:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.cgtalk.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=32035">[link]</a><br>
<br>
i have to rember to bump this thing up so that it stays up on the front  page for a while ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>second picture post on cg talk</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Dec 2002 22:54:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.cgtalk.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=32035">[link]</a><br>
<br>
i have to rember to bump this thing up so that it stays up on the front  page for a while ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>second picture post on cg talk</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Dec 2002 22:54:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.cgtalk.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=32035">[link]</a><br>
<br>
i have to rember to bump this thing up so that it stays up on the front  page for a while ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>first picture post on cg talk</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Dec 2002 18:06:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.cgtalk.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=32323">[link]</a><br>
<br>
i have to rember to bump this thing up so that it stays up on the front  page for a while ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>walk cycle</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Dec 2002 18:28:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.3dfestival.com/story.php?story_id=416">[link]</a><br>
<br>
great tutorial for a walk clycle for any program<br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/953632">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>walk cycle</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Dec 2002 14:34:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.3dfestival.com/story.php?story_id=416">[link]</a><br>
<br>
great tutorial for a walk clycle for any program ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>martini 5.0</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Nov 2002 22:35:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its almost done my half way point on my martini glass <br>
<br>
i really trhink i have finaly done it <br>
<br>
my finger tips are just barely touching photoreailsm and man does it  feel good <br>
<br>
expect the final render of it in the next couple of days ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>final my paper is done</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Nov 2002 19:44:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i can now get some rest my paper is doen and i ca focus on the things  that are important to me <br>
<br>
my art work ]]></description>
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                <title>research paper</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Nov 2002 15:18:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.deviantmag.com/issue01/tradvsdig.html">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.hfhs.s-cook.k12.il.us/tema/tradit.html">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://members.rogers.com/swansonart/digitalvsregular.htm">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.lastplace.com/LivingHistory/artsite2.htm">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.zonezero.com/editorial/marzo01/march.html">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://pub36.ezboard.com/ftalentxfrm3.showMessage?topicID=12.topic">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://blackouts.redunlimited.biz/htm/art.htm">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>research paper</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Nov 2002 14:55:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.deviantmag.com/issue01/tradvsdig.html">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.hfhs.s-cook.k12.il.us/tema/tradit.html">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://members.rogers.com/swansonart/digitalvsregular.htm">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.lastplace.com/LivingHistory/artsite2.htm">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://www.zonezero.com/editorial/marzo01/march.html">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://pub36.ezboard.com/ftalentxfrm3.showMessage?topicID=12.topic">[link]</a><br>
<br>
<a href="http://blackouts.redunlimited.biz/htm/art.htm">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>broke  my hand</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Nov 2002 16:35:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i was helping to move a display case today and my hand was at the top  corner of the case and ... well i sort of got my hand smashed in  between the glass case and the front counter .... <br>
<br>
note to self dont let another glass case corner smash hand <br>
<br>
<br>
i seriosly think i fractured my hand back to you with that in a bit <br>
<br>
<br>
more as it deveolopes ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>time to go have fun</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Nov 2002 13:54:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i think im going to go down stairs and play some GTA <br>
<br>
<br>
i heard wizzo was gone ... and now hes back .... i wonder what the heck  happend ?? oh well<br>
<br>
<br>
<br>
to bad i couldnt go play paintball today cause of this gad dam rain  maybe next week ...i hope jose doesnt get all pissy ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>time to go have fun</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Nov 2002 13:53:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i think im going to go down stairs and play some GTA <br>
<br>
<br>
i heard wizzo was gone ... and now hes back .... i wonder what the heck  happend ?? oh well<br>
<br>
<br>
<br>
to bad i couldnt go play paintball today cause of this gad dam rain  maybe next week ...i hope jose doesnt get all pissy ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>got my life back</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Nov 2002 15:13:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ things are ok ]]></description>
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                <title>one mistake</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Nov 2002 09:05:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ one mistake can make your life change forever <br>
<br>
i feel like this one is going to end mine <br>
<br>
i need to go get some anwsers <br>
<br>
if i get teh one i want .... every thing will be ok <br>
but if not ... god knows what i will do ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>HEY LET ME KNOW</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Oct 2002 20:53:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ going to do a remake of <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/815659">[link]</a><br>
<br>
but in 3d tonight dont know why but i really think it will work out  nicely ]]></description>
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                <title>HEY LET ME KNOW</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Oct 2002 23:14:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey im getting close to 1000 page views ... yea i cant blive it either <br>
<br>
<b> IF YOU ARE THE LUCKY DEVIANT WHO GETS 1000 PAGE VIEW TAKE A SNAP SHOT  AND SEND ME A NOTE LETTING ME KNOW AND SUBIT IT ON DEVIANT ART FOR ME </b><br>
<br>
if you dont know how to takea snap shot just hit the prnt scrn button  and paste it into what ever image aplication and post it on deviant art  <br>
<br>
thanks again ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>going to jump off a cliff</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Oct 2002 22:28:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ work sucks school sucks being single .... not to bad <br>
<br>
hey remeber the quote from my friend reid <br>
<br>
"pizza is a lot like sex when its good ... its realy good . but when  its bad ... well its still pretty good " ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>going to jump off a cliff</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Sep 2002 21:47:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ remind me to go die next time you see me <br>
<br>
brain and thumper just got hit by a truck i think who would have  thought something so week could cause so much pain ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>IN A FUNK</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Sep 2002 20:10:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im kinda sad ive been in an artistic funk now for some time i dont know  if this is normal or what but i just havent been able to complete works  latly<br>
<br>
i just sort of start them and they are going good but then ... the  pitter off into nothing <br>
<br>
i havent done a decent deviation since martini 3.0 i used to do like 3  to 4 deviations in one day and now nothing ... perhaps its time i go  out with my camera tonight and take a few night shots i still got no  clue what the heck is wrong with me some one help me for the love of  pete i need some inspiration ]]></description>
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                <title>BUGGER OFF</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Sep 2002 23:51:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ bloody hell i havent done a submison in like forever and a day and my  last ones werent really up to my normal standards ....??/<br>
<br>
i think i should submit a few things tonight befor i go to seelp and go  back to the old work school repeat aspect of my life ]]></description>
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                <title>BUGGER OFF</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Aug 2002 00:22:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ god dam why is it that the stuff i think is cool no one elese likes <br>
<br>
am i some kind of freak or something <br>
<br>
 one this i really hate about deviant art is how really great artist  keep going unknow it really blows i saw a lot of peoples stuff today  that just kept getting passed up ... though i guess the same thing  happens in real life to<br>
<br>
 oh well maybe one day they will get discoverd ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Aug 2002 20:12:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://forum.deviantart.com/528636">[link]</a> <br>
<br>
this is my forum post ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jul 2002 23:57:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ man i am glad that i have 200 page  views finaly very cool it wont be lon  till i have 1000000 oh yea only a lot  to go <br>
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<a href="http://spider2544.deviantart.com/gallery/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://spider2544.deviantart.com/journal/196464/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Jul 2002 23:24:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ man funny on how all the deviations  that i think are going to do good do  bad and all the ones that i think are  ok and not my best every one seems to  love i just dont get it may i should  care about any of the art i do and  people will think im a geneouse oh well  im donee for now i want to try the link  thing out so here goes<br>
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<a href="http://spider2544.deviantart.com/gallery/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://spider2544.deviantart.com/journal/171749/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Jun 2002 10:28:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so bummed out that i have to work all  day every day i want to go home to my  computer and do soem art but i cant  cause i have to make some friggan  money. <br>
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my pay cheack better be fat or im going  to just snap like a twig ]]></description>
                <author>~spider2544</author>
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