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See you all soon,

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I am trying to stay positive and continue working on HEU but the lack of attention of the other page worries me. Especially when I post a teaser here and it gets 3 favs but the actual image itself on the other account has nothing.
Ignoring the previous statement it goes pretty well. Im currently working through some CAD software to make a 3D part by part make of Will's big gun. The .69 Cal now 3 shot revolver who's name is also going to be re-thought (formerly Goldie-Lox). I still have work to do on the character sheet which would be done by now if I kept working on it. But after im done with the gun I will go back to Josaline for a bit to finish her conception and then back to work on the sheet. So thats the news about it here.

College has started and the 2 ton load rained down quite fast with papers and assignments from all my classes as well as obligations towards the Track and Field team and such. I have a PACKED schedule so the time for HEU comes down to the 35 minutes I give myself between work and sleep. I find it nice, it keeps me in an ongoing cycle and as long as I try not to break it I should be alright.

thats all for now. if I'm too busy to update for the next few months, have a good Semester/Fall&winter/quarter/day.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/26190859/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/26190859/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 20:44:56 PDT Be there or be square.
[link]

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/26096727/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/26096727/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 21:20:45 PDT Newly invigorated by this tablet and spare summer time (for now) I have started working on it again.

Older DA watcher may remember characters being thrown left and right to be apart of this project.
The project consists of 2 parts,
A.) A special layout sheet and system that categorizes characters and such for a D&D like game, as well as integration of characters into HEU.
B.) A 7 to 10 part graphic novel series (tragic comedy for the literary competents) following an unfortunate soul rise through his trials of vengeance and fall back down into repentance.
Bc.) was supposed to hold a 2 to 3 part spinoff featuring a character from another Epiverse that is brought to HEU to learn some sort of epiphany as well as give a conclusion to the original 7-10 part series.

Bc at this point is scrapped as the other epiverse never evolved enough.
A and B still hold a LOT of potential and have evolved numerously in my head for years. I have started to spearhead my way to the finish with what was left of part A more than 3 years ago...
Part B will need a whole nother form of Gusto and practice with my tablet and other such things such as getting the plot and storyline on paper first. Not to mention that even though it has evolved significantly I have only figured out a little less than half of it in my head.

But I feel good about it... And I know that if I just focus most of my art skills and such towards it I will make progress.

Wish me luck!
for HEU related stuff.

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[link]

;D

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]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24659218/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24659218/ Sun, 10 May 2009 11:29:35 PDT
So I did my first half of a Decathlon, 100m, long jump, shot, highjump, 400.

I felt pretty good until the 400 to be honest. I mean my back hurt before but other than that i didnt feel tired. then that 400...

Anyway, the 100 went well for me. My fastest time was 11.6 hand timed junior year highschool. Today was FAT timed (means electronic, its more accurate) I ran 11.94, I had not seen 11 seconds since that year of HS, and i know that 100 wasn''t close to how fast i could have run it. My first step out of the blocks was short and in the transition from acceleration to max velocity I had somewhat of a studder step, its hard to explain. I bet I could get 11.8 but I was impressed, i was expecting 12.1 or something.

After that was long jump, you can look at my Deviation here [link] about that one... still unbeleivable.

Then was shot, the circle was slow and I didnt feel relaxed, or too comfortable for it. i had a horrid first throw, despite the 3 good practice throws. My best throw was 10.23, which is okay but my avg is 10.6-10.8, i was expecting along those lines.

high jump was after that, and I had no clue what to do, i never trained for it, never prepaired for it. Luckily one of the other guys was in the same boat as me. We put it as low as we could, 4ft 7 inches to start. He just couldnt seem to get over the bar. I did pretty easily after 2 practice jumps. By that time a friend on the team who is good at highjump was there to help me. He told me i was a good 4 inches over so i raised it a good 2 inches... but at that point my big fat butt kept knocking the bar over...
After he said i could atleast do 5'5 no prob after some good training in technique.

Lastly was the 400... I havent really worked for this event so the fact i ran a 62 second 400 was a surprise for me. I mean i hoped for sub 60 second 400 but i knew that wasnt gunna happen. So im ok with that time..
I got another half to run. So wish me luck.

2nd day of Decathlon, It was ok.
Threw open discus and dec discus, my best was 29m not exactly what i wanted to throw. I was hoping for 32, maybe 35. oh well.

I didnt do the hurdles on the offchance i might injure myself attempting an event thats fairly difficult, dangerous, and one that Im not experienced with. Didnt do polevault either, no idea how to do it, plus we didnt bring any poles anyway...

However the meet at this point was VERY poorly run, field events wise, we waited 4 hours between disc and polevault, then another hour between that and javelin.

Luckily i had another huge personal best, it is in fact a Life time personal record for me, 39.64 meters. 130ft in the javelin. I was so happy.
Right after jav we had the 1500 (30 minutes or so after) cuz at that point the meet itself was 2 events away from being done.
I ran a 6:05, 1500. Not that good at all concidering i ran a 5:30, 1600 in HS, but i havent been doing much in the distance running area so it was to be expected.

Im glad the way the season ended, I didnt beat the record for disc, i got close... but i managed to do a dec my freshman year, and get some great new personal marks for myself to work on for next season... I'll be beasting my training over the summer and next year me and my teamate will prob qualify for ECAC's (big deal BTW). If not then get extremely close.

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I made this statement on my Facebook, and to tell the truth, yeah there's some truth to it... At times I wish i could be comfortably numb < pink floyd reference> and just let the world go by.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24346621/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24346621/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 16:14:43 PDT Tho the waccom might help on that tho. still i dont want to spend 60 dollars on something i wont end up using.
But i cant decide. anyone want to help me on this decision?

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24317203/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24317203/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 23:31:58 PDT
Im thinknig of learning and doing Hammer throw for the "last chance" meet. Ive been dubbed King of throws on account of im the only guy who can throw 3 events, i figure i might as well make it all the throwing events so that i can be the undisputed king. I also dont have to wait for an hour to do anything in the morning.

But yeah, overall it was on okay meet, plenty of other peeps PR'ed and Stevens took 3rd place among the Empire 8 champs.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24226481/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24226481/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 18:33:33 PDT Ive really been putting the petal to the metal in practice to prepare. for 1 the school record in disc is 35.48 (116'5), my PR is 28.64 (93'9) @ less than 60% effort. at 100% i know i could launch that 2kg disc 40m (131'2) maybe more. so the record is within reach, i can friggn taste it. Ive gotten so much better these past 2 weeks of practices. Im throwing the disc straighter, spinning faster, and the discs are smacking the wall we throw against much harder and at better angles. when we go outside im tossing them well over 100ft but without a tape measure i cant be exactly sure.

So today on my last disc throw i launch one real well into the wall. But theres a *pop* in my finger... when i look at the pad on my fingertip guess what i get a front row seat at, a nice sized gash running across it.
after these past 2 weeks my fingertips have been drying out, and calusses had started forming from putting so much angular velocity on the disc (by spinning the disc as i launch it from my fingers). I just put so much on the disc that the pressure it put on my index finger ripped it open.

I guess im just that amazing!

It aint really a big deal, im just going to have to tape my finger for practice for now. We'll see what happens.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24120830/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24120830/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 21:54:24 PDT I have the list of items, and sites im gettn em from but i need help on the weapon choice. Im trying to decide between a P90, which is a favorite among animes and anime fans alike. Or a Specops MP5, which looks more authentic but is less favorable in anime.

I wont be using either for Airsoft, in fact ill be disabling their ability to fire so that I cant get in trouble for having them. (campus defines any firearm strictly as anything that can produce a projectile. )

So... P90 [link]
Pros: Popular among anime and gaming cons/comic cons alike.
smaller than the other guy at 500mm or approx 1.6ft.
Comes with attachable silencer, crosshair sight, and flashlight.
Cons: more expensive at $40
Not as authentic looking as the other
Or... MPA7 [link]
Pros: cheaper at $20
More authentic looking
Comes with more stuff i can use: Silencer, crosshair sight, Blue led flashlight, red dot laser sight
Cons: Isnt as popular in anime, but very popular in gaming.
longer, 29 inches, approx 2ft

It probably aint gunna be that hard to tell what will be chosen, as the majority of people who prob still read this are anime fans and will most likely choose the p90.
Thanx for any input. And if anyone suggests another site i can order a good looking replica gun for under $40 that isnt an M16/M4 or AK47, or shotgun. Im all ears. Thanks guys!

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24089252/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/24089252/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 07:53:52 PDT
thought id update it since technicaly im not really home anymore.

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]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/23550606/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/23550606/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 01:55:00 PST Probably because they took away my last one because of copyright issues with it being a screenshot of Gmod so i just ran it through a filter in photoshop and re-upped it... What if i just traced it though? they've said thats fine... Or would it still fit the bill to be deemed unfit for DA and removed.
Oh well.... so much for the most recognized peice of work in my gallery.

Actualy checking the rules my peice is a textbook example by DA standards... though technicaly screenshots of a game hardly count for these kind of things... other wise gaming websites would be buttfucked with lawsuits. oh well...

Also Watchmen was fuking epic.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/23254311/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/23254311/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 14:00:21 PST I feel broken. Not like "ow my pride" broken or "theres nothing worth living for" broken. Its more like that unexplainable feeling that just keeps you from being succesful at anything and everything. they have a word for that right? i think its called depression, but if thats the case then it's definitely not the kind where one would need prescription drugs to feel better. so maybe its not depression, still i feel like shit. Im unexplainably broken, i look down at the work i know i should be doing while fullfilling the need for self gratification. The work continues to linger on no matter what is done, i feel like i cant get a break from it. Though im unsure if im looking for someone to hand me a break or if im the only one that can give myself a break. If i just did my work like a good student did would there still be more work when im finished? Or would i get that break im looking for? If there is a break would i know it? Or would the knowledge that there is still more work to be done later just overshadow that feeling? Would it make a difference then if i continue to strain myself to the last vetiges of mental strength much like a child continues to stretch a rubberband to see how much more it can take before snapping? Or is it worth it to get the work done when it should be done knowing there will always be work to do after that. The answer isn't clear but the better choice seems to be. Yet the harder one is chosen instead for the sake of laziness, self-pity, and doubt even though its clear that the ramifications of such things is far worse than just doing the work despite those feelings. Why continue down such a self destructive path? Is it the hope that some angel will come and help? maybe. Is it the hope you can get by, by doing the bare minimum? maybe. Is it to test yourself? i hope not but somehow it feels that way...
I look on at this growing list of insecurities(what a waste of time). I could type pages worth of them. Yet im sure everyone else could do the same. I am not special because of this. Nor am i strong like i wish i was. It is the very opposite infact. But what's keeping me from becoming strong? Is it these insecurities? The inability to get over them and conquer them? Is it the world that forces me to face them? Or could it just be me?
So much that could be said, so little actualy put forth... So many question, insecurities i wish i could get answers for. but only I have the answers.

This is only a statement. it is not a cry for help, a plee for attention, an inquiry for input. It is something i need to help myself with. something i need to figure out. the help i ask for and whom it is from is mine to choose and act upon. I have the desire but lack the drive. So this statement will serve as a reminder to myself to get off my well toned ass (courtesy of Stevens Track and Field) and seek the help i need.

Thankyou for your understanding.
Oh and also those hourly things are put on hold until i find the time and shit to do them.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/22998520/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/22998520/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 08:33:47 PST This is supposed to be a special occasion from feb 1st. well its a few days past that but i still wanna try.
Basicaly you creaet a 2 panel comic that quickly describes what you did in the past hour. You make one every hour (or couple of hours if you need to skip an hour or several) for.... i dunno a week maybe? i dunno.
It seems fun and id like to try with Ms Paint as i cant scan something i drew (dont got a scanner here in my dorm). I invite anyone else to try. we'll see how this goes... knowing me. no where. I'll try to start tomorrow. wish me luck.

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]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/21009305/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/21009305/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 21:43:35 PDT Ill tell you what it is... a small chunk of debt i wont have to pay back to the banks if we win the competition!
Yay!

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i noticed today looking back on my submissions, that after bear stuff6, i lost half the views that bear1-5 had gotten. lol, if i knew everyone was so squemish id have started drawing bears taking pisses in the middle of roads WAY sooner!
just a heads up for future submissions ^^ heh

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/20414302/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/20414302/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 20:41:57 PDT [link]

I've made some sick shit but with no scanner of any sort well. Ya you get the point.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/20303312/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/20303312/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 07:16:25 PDT
Hahahha

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/20241982/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/20241982/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 19:40:02 PDT Oh wait sorry im taken ;D AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHH *snorts* AHAHAHAHHAHA
2008 is the coolest year ever :3

Ok so yeah AWSM timez call for AWSM measures.

Who wants an mspaint sketch? of waht? im in a groove here get em while there hot!

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]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/19835694/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/19835694/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 21:40:59 PDT Considering this would make it 6 or so attempts to find someone matching such criteria has failed me I think it makes it atleast a little justifyable.
Though im not sure i can take this kind of bullshit again. God knows it gets worse each time and my thoughts on self termination become all too realisticly easy.
Is it too much to ask to have fun and fool around a bit? With me i suppose it is.

Well now you know, but don't worry urselves any longer. Waking up today Im not even upset anymore. I'll still be mad at the girl, but w/e, her loss

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I swear if it wasn't for the fact that im so mentaly aware of my situation, friends and family. I'd be six feet under.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/19735887/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/19735887/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 13:01:25 PDT
How to be popular: Kiss ass. LOTS OF IT! but come off more intellectualy than a "OMG THIS IS AWSM" fancomment. Copy an already popular artists style in an indirect way, claim it to be yours, or make a crapload of fanarts for said artist in that style, then hope they feature you in a journal of theirs for INSTA-POPULO-MAXIMO-SPAGHETTI!!!!

Im already bored doing this, but theres just too much stuff i can go on about to stop now.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/19690358/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/19690358/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 22:44:44 PDT
How to be a good artist: Practice your work and development skills. Take what you learned from class and NUMEROUS anatomy tutorials and such (Not 1, not 2, i mean like 10 or 12 tuts) and apply them to your work. Figure how out your own individual style and learn to make your characters fluid and natural looking. A female has breasts that somewhat sag depending on age! Even though a male may have muscle mass, that does not mean his muscles are flexed 24/7! Simple things like this can mean the difference between just another hawt body picture and a real peice of work!
Also learn to diversify within your style, each face shouldnt look the same, neither should the eyes, neither should the body (and im pointing my finger right now directly at artists who are very popular and draw the same character a million times with a smililar pose with different colored skin and different hair and say its someone/something else). Diversifying helps keep things interesting, new, fresh! and will overall make you a better artist.

How to be popular: skip all those shennanigans!!! (lol super troopers ) Make a character with big unnatural breasts that are supported by the ultramicro-neutron anti gravity reactors hidden within said breasts. They dont need to flow fluidly and naturaly! Hell! they can look like Water balloons that were thumbnailed onto a girl with all the right curves but was given no breasts!( [link] sorry its too perfect of an example of what im talking about to pass it up! Warning Mature content)
Not getting that much attention? No problem, keep doing what your doing, try drawing the boobs bigger! that will bring in a crowd sooner or later!
Try changing the color, and give them a more cliche backround! (Succubus seems to do well) At some point the majority of perverts will be willing to overlook your superflouos amount of errors because all they need to see are big breasts. Get comfortable, this will be the only thing you need to do from now on! No need to recreate a new character! just take your original and change a few bits here and there! Different kind of tail! Slightly more slanted eyes, less hair, more hair! All thats needed is a few small edits and your good to go!


Disclaimer, I fully well know the artist whos work i used the example of, he is not a bad artist and this is in no way shape or form an attack on said artist and his style. The specific picture used as an example is just that, an example.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/19661087/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/19661087/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 12:55:43 PDT How to be a good artist and How to be a popular artist.
I feel like waisting my own time for no raisin so im gunna express my views on how to be a good artist opposed to how to be a popular artist 1 day at a time with these things.

In the first installment.
How to be a good Artist: Take an art class and learn the many forms, types, styles, principles, concepts, points, and kinds of art. Become somewhat proficient in all of them, or atleast try your hand in a few here and there. You will become experience and educated. You will also garner a higher respect for art, and have a higher appreciation for GOOD art, along with a better understanding of what BAD art is and why a person sucks at it so much.

How to be a popular Artist: Skip the class and read a "how to: anime" book. This skips the process of having to learn anything. After that do Fanart, lots and lots of fanart. It wont matter how much you suck (even after the how to), the more you do of any character with a fan following the better... Good examples would be Sonic The Hedgehog characters as that specific fan following has almost no standards what so ever... Another few are Digimon, Pokemon, Kingdom Hearts, Naruto, Inuyasha, (Truly any anime will do, it doesnt matter. Same shit, same audience) and just about any show, movie or video game with characters that appeal highly towards children and adults alike with similar mindsets towards "cute" or "adorable" characters. You can do lots of Yaoi (gay) of the popular male characters as that will get all the fangirls sucking and stroking your E-penis. As well you can also do Smut of the female characters, which will get the same effect from the male side of that fandom.

This concludes the first installment of How to be a good artist, How to be a popular Artist.
Stay tuned for more.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/19507963/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/19507963/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 21:32:10 PDT
Best song ever? or Bestest song ever.

Remember kids, your opinion doesn't count so regardless it IS the best song ever

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I just scanned 2 images which can be viewed in my scraps here [link]
and here [link] .
When you look at em, make sure their at full view...

They are beginning concepts to Will's Helden Eye Uhyrer attire, armor and look.

I implore you to leave comments on the costume/attire, what you think of it, if you think it fits Will or not, if it looks good for the fantasy setting or not, if it has too much this or not enough that.
Also leave any complements as well.... yeah lots of complements, that is very much appreciated.

Thankyou, i hope to add more and create a lot more soon.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/18308405/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/18308405/ Tue, 13 May 2008 16:24:38 PDT
Remember how i was all hitt'n rock bottom and mentioned that i havent scanned any of my pictures????
Well guess what, now even if i wanted to i cant because this power supply/cord also died. There's something in this scanner, my room, or im not sure, that is killing the power cords connecting to my scanner. and now it has officialy ticked me off.

Im pretty mad because i managed to create the look that Will, A character of mine you all havent seen in a while (unless you look at my featured deviation each time you come visit my page), will have in the Helden Eye Uhyrer Universe.
And let me tell you i think its pretty sweet, to me its like something out of a blender from Kingdom hearts, a Tim Burton film and Diablo/ any MMORPG of your choice.

Also, Nuts.... i dropped a snickers bar on the floor while typing this and now im ready to cut a tank in half with a dull butter knife from all this anger!


Yeah, tomorrow im heading to my sister's down in North Carolina to watch her Graduate. Ill bring me drawins and see if i can scan em down there.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/18218456/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/18218456/ Wed, 07 May 2008 20:21:18 PDT
Why a spoon m'lord?

Cause it's dull you twit it'll hurt more!

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/18172183/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/18172183/ Sun, 04 May 2008 21:04:53 PDT if you want posted pictures then fucking say something, im not posting my shit for all to see when all to see doesnt seem to give a shit.

Anyways, saturday came. It was ok, other then it was freezing fucking cold.... WHERE THE HELL IS MY SPRING/SUMMER NATURE!?!? the track meet went fast. thank god only like 7 teams came otherwise it would have been a lot longer. pretty sure i placed with my teams in my shotput relay and 4x100 relay.
Saturday's end was alright too until a friend asked me whether or not im going to go to prom with a certain some1. that person knows who she is.
My response centered around the fact that whenever i try to contact that certain some1, i never ever EVER get a response when i want a response. not even a 3 day later "sorry i didnt get back sooner but about what you asked blah blah blah" response.
So my friend said he/she would ask that some1 for me.

Sunday has come and left, it was good cuz i did nothing.... but did nothing with some great friends of mine. If theres one thing i love doing more than doing something with great friends, its doing nothing with great friends.
Then i get a message from my friend who said that the certain some1 is going to talk to me about it... Well shit, whenever certain some1 talks to me about something it means bad news is coming my way... i know this because if it was good news, there wouldnt be any hesitation to tell me it immediately because certain some1 doesnt do suprizes.
But if it has any chance of changing what i expect for tomorrow's forecast (assuming that certain some1 reads this before they tell me what they have to say). I've wanted this alteast since february of last year and there is no one else i would rather go with as my prom date.

Now let me come clean and tell all and any who come and read this last part that i have been in a depression for over a month now and it has only gotten worse and worse (though as i said i was getting better this past friday until the question was popped saturday). My emotional state has been constantly teter-tottering back and forth like a see-saw and my whole outlook on the days, weeks, and months that have past completely depend on the kind of news that come my way in the near future. This news that came today, which let me remind you means bad news for me, has completely destroyed the weekend for me and I am pissed...
April-May of 2008 has been the worst time of my life... i can state this confidently because no other time in my life have i contemplated the circumstances of my own death enough times that if i were to right all the different scenarios down, they would have to be written on a peice of paper as long as a toilet paper roll to fit.
So yeah, not looking foward to tomorrow....

Isnt the subject of this journal so comedicaly ironic?

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talks later buh bye 4 now.

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All you Team Fortress people will enjoy this. how many is that anyway? 2 or 3?

Oh well

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Also, february came and went... For those that dont know february is the month i decided to pick up a pencil and put it to paper to draw stuff... 2008 is my 3rd year drawing. Nifty. maybe i should try my hand at one of those side by side comparisons of every year. hmmmmm.

ok then.... uhh, still wanting requests, trades or whatever! cant garuntee ill get it done quick tho... as it is, im unsure of what i need to finish that ive already planned. oh well, journal later.

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Cya later people

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I currently cant upload anything cuz the DA website cant process any image i try to upload... So sorry to you all but the submition i had planned to upload will be put on hold...

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/16587106/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/16587106/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 20:01:35 PST I plan on making a video of me playing as every class, however not as long as this one...
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If anyone has steam and would like to play along with me just note me.

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I made a video of me playing counter strike source on my favorite server.
Its a zombie mod server and all we do all day is hunt down and shootup zombies in tha face... good times.

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If you would like to play on the Team Zissou server you can look em up on the server lists for CSS or ask me for their ip. I will note it directly to you.

Also, 3 images i gotta do... il get around to them eventualy.


Lastly, i saw I am Legend and Sweeney Todd.

Sweeney Todd leaves you at one fucking hell of a cliffhanger, which left me saying "WTF" over to my dear friend who couldnt stop smiling at the copious amounts of blood mind you.
But overall it was a good movie, However J Depp still has some Capt Sparrow in him which is blatantly obvious to hear in the lines hes not singing.

I am Legend is fucking sweet, if you like a solid story with good action and some suspense, its the movie for you.

(HEUGE SPOILER ALERT ON I AM LEGEND) scroll down to see it.
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Those who payed attention while watching the movie will get what im saying.

C you guys later.

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Consolation winner, my friend whatsherface (lol i didnt forget her name its.... it-its... DAMMIT!@). Unfortunately there isnt a consolation prize. But maybe ill get you a cookie or something during lunch.

Last thing on this journal.
Will you marry me? you know who you are. I DEMAND ANSWERS!

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/15074900/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/15074900/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 14:53:27 PDT A.) a trade or req i absolutely promised to do. (only 2 or 3 i got anewei)
B.) some picture or something (got this sick one of me wall running and doing high kicks Oh yeah!.)
C.) completely random doodles that dont deserve the light of day (Penis man and his sidekick ED boy.)
D.) or..... i cant remember. its something though im sure of it.

Whats all this mean? well it means im not really planning on doing anything that has anything to do with drawing as of this point and time. It also means all Comic ideas are pretty much postponed (not like i was working on them anyways XD ), and any character drawings of sorts. Pretty much anything i might of taken seriously.

Why? Im not gunna bitch and wine about some dumass reason, or even a reasonably decent/good reason. I just dont feel like it, end of story. Nothing more nothing less.

But hey ill still take requests, as long as they sound funy as hell and dont seem serious in anyway.
okey bye!

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Lol Hell Yeah....

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To anyone who has a picture waiting on me (that 1 person knows who he is) im sorry, ill try to get it done the week i come back.

To and Sorry i wasnt there this morning to say cya later, I was having rice krispies cereal for breakfast so ill C you 2 come monday. Cheers!

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Now please SOMEONE PLEASE! give me a god damned gun i HAVE to shoot the dog thats down the street, He just wont shut the f*** up! He just keeps friggn wailing! GOD DAMN why wont the owners do something! its driving me nuts!

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And again, my family is talking of getting me a drawing tablet thing, so if anyone could suggest a good model id be grateful. Ill repeat that, a MODEL, not a company, a MODEL!

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Im approaching 5K views, i dont know if im gunna do a 5k kiriban, but we'll see how i feel when it comes close, or if some1 manages to snag it this time around.

Also i was tagged..
THE RULES --->

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a blogpost of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. Go to their blog and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

THE FACTS --->
1. If theres nothing to do, im in my room the whole of the day.
2. I love ice cream, and my favorite is Strawberry cheesecake with graham cracker swirls by Ben and Jerry.
3. I really do hate most anime's as much as i let on.
4. I LOVE FAMILY GUY DAMN YOU! YOU HEAR ME!
5. Im not that interesting, least not enough for this thing.
6. I jump far, jump high, throw far, and run really fast, especialy for some jewish kid. Im always surprising people in basketball with that.
7. BABA-BOOEY! BABA-BOOEY! HOWARD STERN'S PENIS! BABA-BOOEY! BABA-BOOEY!
8. I suck at these tag things.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/13919361/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/13919361/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 08:11:03 PDT
Helden Eye Uhyrer:
1.) Might just finaly create the HEU version of Will. XXXXXXXXX(geezus i havent even tried this yet, guess i forgot XD. I am on it.... soon )
1A. i have the sketch of how Will should look. Which isnt any different from his normal version. But i need to get his Body tattoo and attire done.

Misc!
2.)God of War Fanart still not finished XXXXXXXX(I need to do Zeus Dammit!)
3.) Fanart of Starcraft and Warhammer im doing in MS paint, at the rate im going i may finish it in a month as when its done im moving it to OC to touch it up and color. XXXXXX (needs to finish color).
4.) Guerilla HazenMire, OC drawing, Hes blowing stuff up!
5.)Im taking part in this Pixel ID fad, it seems very fun and thats why im doing it. [link] link for details.

Requests and stuff im doign for other people (currently not done)
Special surprise for him and his mandyboo girl which im sorry to say, some DA people wont see.
doin something for her too which you guys will most likely not see. Sorry buds

Ye its all going well.

]]> ~spydermonkey15 http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/13822093/ http://spydermonkey15.deviantart.com/journal/13822093/ Mon, 23 Jul 2007 14:15:35 PDT
I need help finding a good image of a building exploding, and not like an areial or far away picture i mean like closeup its right there infront of us, image. Its for an OC peice im currently working on.

As for the other 1, the Starcraft Warhammer image, im fine tuning the shading and stuff. Itll be done soon enough.
Peace.

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