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        <pubDate>Wed, 16 Dec 2009 18:20:40 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Soon</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Jul 2009 08:47:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So my father hasn't ordered the new camera yet. My birthday was the 17th. He says he will order it this week, so hopefully I will get started on my project sometime soon.<br /><br />I still need to get myself into school. The more I think about it, the more I want to go away... North Carolina seems really really appealing right now. I'd be coming to NY for breaks though. I just feel that starting fresh, making new friends, and being on my own would be amazing. I know my way around Wilmington pretty well already.. New surroundings would do good things for me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squamus</author>
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                <title>oh my gosh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Jun 2009 08:25:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ screw that other idea, i just came up with the best idea ever. but im going to need a lot of models. i dont know whether i want to wait until after my birthday to do this though. cause hopefully then i will have a brand new amazing camera. ive got to recruit people. so far ive got my boyfriend to help out and my best friend to model. ima still need A LOT more people. hahah. EEK im so excited :]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squamus</author>
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                <title>WHEEEE</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Apr 2009 11:04:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So lately I've been wanting to bake and cook things and have come up with a lot of creative ideas for food and arranging it and whatnot. So I think that if I can get my hands on some brownie mix, cake mix, and a lot of other things I'll be adding pictures of my delicious creations here on deviantART. What you think about that? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Pictures.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Mar 2009 08:24:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I dont know... Ive been adding a lot of pictures of myself recently. And there will probably be more(once i get a new camera or charge batteries for my sisters).<br />I guess you can say Im starting to see the beauty in myself? I hate that deformed image girls can get... mine is slowly fading and Im starting to see myself as beautiful. Good right? I hope so.<br />So really, I dont care about what you think of my looks. I like my face. My innocent face that people say I have. hahah.<br />Confidence slowly building back up? yeah.. i think so :]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squamus</author>
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                <title>Finally</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Feb 2009 20:53:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things seem to be turning around maybe?<br />I dont know, Ive just been in a really good mood the past few days :]<br /><br />Anyways, I stole my sisters old camera.. hahah. So because of that, I'm hoping to take plenty of new pictures and upload them. Ive got loads of ideas. Photography is something I definitely enjoy and I feel complete when theres a camera in my hands. So now Im really happyyyyy.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squamus</author>
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                <title>Things just aren't very good</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Dec 2008 10:40:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Christmas is just around the corner. Truthfully... I dont even feel like it's christmas time. Doubt I'm going to feel it on the actual day. Anyway.. wish I could afford supplies. I want to sew so badly. Oh and what I wish I could have more than anything, a camera. Mine is broken. Still broken. I should probably send it in.. the thing is only about eh.. 2 years old? I dont even remember. And whats great is that it isn't even my fault that its broken. I stupidly let my little sisters borrow it. It then comes back with dents and wont turn on. Amazing. I feel naked without a camera constantly with me. To me... its worse than not having a phone.<br /><br />Rawr...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squamus</author>
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                <title>Halloween!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Oct 2008 08:45:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Soooo... I've noticed its really close to halloween. and I havent really thought about what I wanted to be. I didnt want to buy some stupid costume. I wanted to sew and create something using my baby.. which is my sewing machine hahah. I've decided to create a hoodie, but not just any hoodie.. a Togepi hoodie. I've sketched it out and I'm really happy with it. I won't be making it from scratch though, I don't believe I have the time to. So I'll be buying a plain white hoodie and starting from that. Maybe I'll model it and put a picture of it up on here :]<br /><br />oh and did I mention I can actually make the noise togepi makes? toge toge piiiiiii <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squamus</author>
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                <title>happy</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Oct 2008 08:27:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its amazing how one minute everything can be horrible but in the next everything is absolutely wonderful.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squamus</author>
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                <title>Quizzy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Sep 2008 09:51:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Will you answer every question honestly?<br />Mhm.<br /><br />2. Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?<br />hah, yeah.<br /><br />3. Have you ever punched anyone in the face?<br />i believe when i was younger i punched a cousin in the face..<br /><br />4. Do you miss anything or anyone?<br />my mom... who just moved to staten island.<br /><br />5. What makes you laugh no matter what?<br />dunk88's "shake it like a saltshaker" video on youtube.<br /><br />6. Who was the last person you talked to?<br />my sister olivia.<br /><br />7. What do you dislike at the moment?<br />my mom being so far away.<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />1. Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?<br />no, but you should be careful about it.<br /><br />2. Will you get married?<br />yes, i believe one day i will.<br /><br />3. Will you be doing drugs in the near future?<br />never have, never will.<br /><br />4. Do you lie about your age?<br />nope.<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />1. Are you happy with yourself?<br />Mostly.<br /><br />2. Would you change yourself for the person you love?<br />Nope.<br /><br />3. What do you think about when times get hard?<br />My friends, my family, the person im currently in love with, my pets.. lol my new fishie named Gummi makes me happy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />SECRETS<br /><br />1. When did you last cry?<br />today.. cause my mom moved today.<br /><br />2. Do you believe in religion?<br />No.<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />SHOCKING<br /><br />1. Have you done bad things with your parents near by?<br />Hah, yeah.<br /><br />2. Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?<br />I dont believe so.. if i had i didnt do it intentionally.<br /><br />3. Did you ever fail the school year?<br />yeah.<br /><br />4. Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?<br />Once.<br /><br />5. Do you think your future will be a good one?<br />Yes.<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />THE DEEP STUFF<br /><br />1. Do you think you were raised well?<br />Absolutely.<br /><br />2. Do you have a secret that you've never told anyone?<br />Mhm.<br /><br />3. How do you handle stress?<br />Clean.<br /><br />4. How would you spend your last day alive?<br />I'd like to spend it with family and friends.<br /><br />5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?<br />I cant lie.. im horrible at it.<br /><br />6. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?<br />my parents are divorced. I live with my dad.<br /><br />7. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends?<br />Thats a horrible question.. i cant choose.<br /><br />8. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered your family member?<br />Never.<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />1. Do you think you know the meaning of love?<br />I believe I do.<br /><br />2. WhatÂs the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?<br />Honesty and trust.<br /><br />3. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?<br />No, my parents would be happy as long as i am.<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />1. Do you spend time with the same people always?<br />Mostly.<br /><br />2. Do you think best friends can be replaced?<br />I dont think they can be replaced... no ones ever the same.<br /><br />3. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?<br />Now, because I believe things are turning around.<br /><br />4. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?<br />Depends on what you consider a long distance relationship.. im currently involved with someone a half hour drive away, and its 100% worth it.<br /><br />5. What is your favorite color?<br />purple!<br /><br />6. What do you do when you have a bad day?<br />usually hang out with friends.<br /><br />7. Do you really think exs can be friends?<br />Absolutely, im friends with all my exs.<br /><br />8. Who messaged you last?<br />anthonys the last person to instant message me.<br /><br />9. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?<br />No, i couldnt bear being away from the people i care about most.<br /><br />10. Do you fall for people easily?<br />Nope.. a guy has to be REALLY special for me to crush on them.<br /><br />11. Are you quick to start a fight?<br />No.<br /><br />12. Do your parents really know YOU?<br />I believe they do.<br /><br />13. Lyrics stuck in your head?<br />Lovehatehero - "red dress" bc i listened to it yesterday in the apple store on the new ipods.<br /><br />14. Are you tired?<br />nope.<br /><br />15. Do you own an iPod?<br />ive never owned an ipod, and i currently do not own any mp3 playe... ]]></description>
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                <title>When Will Things Get Better?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Sep 2008 10:42:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ugh, I've never written a journal entry on here ever.. never really felt it necessary. Kinda felt like doing one today. Maybe giving people a little info about me. But seriously, there's really nothing to know. Except for the fact that I haven't been myself in months. I've become extremely depressed and well, I feel as though I'm losing everything very slowly.. like life is just like "Hahah Sammy! In your face you dumb optimistic idiot, I'll show you!". And slowly.. all the happiness I feel is fading.. and is replaced by anger and sadness.<br /><br />Enough venting...<br /><br />I haven't gotten any pictures up in a while.. But two problems: My camera is broken, and I don't have CS3 anymore. I'm gonna try and fix those problems as soon as I can. First I need to work on getting a job.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squamus</author>
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