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                <title>Mmmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Oct 2009 11:40:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mmm I love the song The Smiths - I am human right now ... heh <br />Staples is boring. It's so repetitive. "Hello, how ya doin? Do  you have a Staples rewards card?" "Hey, how are ya? Do you happen to have a Staples rewards card?" "Howdy. You usin' a Staples Rewards card today?"<br />UGH<br />Give me something ... funner.<br />Oh yeah and for those who want something interesting to listen to ... <br />Aphex Twin - "Windowlicker"<br />xDDD Do it<br />And the video, you have to wait like 4 minutes for the real music to start ... <.< expect to be disturbed.<br /><br />I want to see Simon Birch again! !!!! <br />And Earth Girls are Easy, but I cant find that one anywhere <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Soooooooo yeah, I got a job..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Jul 2009 12:24:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I work at Staples now, in customer service...<br />I mean, it's really not that bad once you get the hang of it, there's just a lot of things to do, and I haven't been outta my house except to leave it to go to another one for 6 months (Damn you World of Warcraft!!) but anyway xD<br />I know 3 friends who work there, so that helps pass the time. <br />But..<br />I had a big blunder my first day <.<<br />Ok, so this family walks up to the customer service area, and I start ringing them up, and their daughter I noticed was mentally challenged. And she was trying to talk to me. So I was nice to her and answered her questions about the box of crayons she was playing with, y'know, which one if your favorite color, "Green? Oh, that's mine too! Ehehe!" And what I didn't notice was, after everything was payed for, the father payed with a debit card. And then the drawer pops out. So, I'm standing there hanging him the receipt, wondering why the drawer popped out, and then I shut it and I even say out loud "Hm, Why Did This Drawer Pop Out. That Was Random." and the man stood there, patiently, smiling at me, and I look back at him. I was waiting for him to leave and wondering in my head "What does he want o.0" "Sir, is that all?" I thought maybe he wanted some paper a calculator or something. Blink. <br />"It popped out because I wanted cash back."<br />My jaw dropped. "Oh..I...Oh...uh..huhhh..." I fidgeted around with the thing because I didn't know how to open it so then I called whoever was supposed to be guiding me through everything and she giggled when she heard what happened and talked to the man casually, in a friendly way, and apparently he worked there but was off v_v He couldnt stop smiling and teasing me because I was turning so red and I said "I'm starting to think you did that on purpose D:" everyone laughed..they left...and I had to go and cool off. I could feel my face burning up lol  ///...D:< BAH<br />He said I was lucky I was cute, whatever that means. Creepy.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New stuff in my life!!! &lt;Pst I GRADUATED&gt;</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Jun 2009 13:19:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WOOHOO YES I GRADUATED!!!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAH~<br />It's like a new sense of freedom...<br />I can come home at 3am and nobody would bitch TOO much about it...<br />I can go and make my own legal decisions... because I'm not a student...<br />And so, plans:<br />Next weekend I am supposed to be going to the shore with Stubel, Kenny, Sam, and Steve. Stubel's aunt owns a shore house and we'll be staying the weekend. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /><br />New Jersey's legal drinking age is 18... I am pretty sure it is.. heheh...wonder if they got any karaoke bars... ^_^ Balls yeah!!<br /><br />Man yesterday I was feeling mad salty when I went to the Chick Fil A for breakfast... they were doing this "Free breakfast" thing on Wednesdays... so I got up at 6 in the morning for nothing... bah!!<br /><br />And the day before that...<br />I had played Dungeons and Dragons for 20 hours straight D:! Oh my gawd. I don't think I could EVER do that again. I lost 20 hours of my life that I ain't gettin' back. ~.~<br />Oh wow, I should tell you what happened! A lot! And we aren't even level 2 yet! (Wtf??)<br />Ok.<br />Sam, Stubel, Steve, Bryan, Justin and I all gathered over Steve's house around 2pm.<br />We started playing after I drew the boards (I was fidgeting while watching Bryan draw it crappily..so I took over anything that had to do with drawing or writing ^_^).<br />Steve played an Eladrin Wizard, Sam played a Dragonborn Cleric, Justin played a Eladrin Ranger, Stubel played a Goliath Fighter, and I was a Goliath Warden (big woman!!). So I was the tank and Sam was the healer.<br /><br />In one of the dungeons, the boss was a baby white dragon, and we had killed all the other guys in the dungeon, so the dragon flew into the air and tried to Peace out, but we chased it into the other room, and I knocked it out of the air unconscious (I am 7'4"...I could reach). Justin then claimed it, and we all thought about killing it or selling it, then Sam said "Hey I'm Dragonborn, I can speak to it" so we stabilized it after tying the dragon up and Sam got to speak to it and it joined our side... but only if we keep it amused with gold and treasures...so half of Sam's gold goes to the dragon as well... sigh. He got WAY too attached to it too. He named it 'Ahki.' The cool part is, we can use it as a meat shield in normal dungeons!<br /><br />Alright, and then the next dungeon, there is a broken 3 level tower. The boss is at the top. We make it to the top, and there are no walls in the eastern part of the room. Well, I was standing with no wall behind me..so the boss BULL RUSHES me off the top of the tower, and I fall 3 stories. I SHOULD have died, but, being Goliath, I only suffered 15 damage of my full 35 health. So I got up at the bottom, dusted myself off, and ran back into the tower. However, by the time I got up there, the boss was defeated. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br />We spared his life since he pulled out the white flag. He turned out to be a Goblin with amazing thievery and stealth skills.<br />We then made a pact with him. <br />We would hire the best of the Goblin militia he had in return that they leave the nearby village alone. We would reform the tower and make it our HQ. They would defend the tower and area around it with sharp shooters and fighters. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />But first we need to go to this ancient Elven man who could cast the ritual to reform the tower for us, since it'd be a level 26 thing... and he's proving to be quite difficult to persuade.<br />And then it ended with us in the town, Stubel getting drunk in a pub with all teh people in the room staying as far away as possible (Goliaths are feared race), and me sitting with him and making sure he does nothing stupid v_v Greedy, selfish, drunk of a giant... well I enjoyed a cup o ale too myself ^_^. However I am more civilized than he!!! <br /><br />So I am thinking of making a Bard..........^.^ I would have, but we needed a tank... >.<<br /><br />Yep...... I need a car<br />Oh yeah, I went to prom a few weeks ago, it was fun, I'll put pictures up as soon as I can ^_^<br /><br />And my mom just made me this really awful smoothie<br />She put ice, milk, chocolate, half a banana, and peanutbutter in a blender. It tastes salty and gross. She told me she was gonna make me chocolate milk then I get this and I'm all like "Whaaaaaaaat is that" v_v ew....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dry inspiration</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 May 2009 14:06:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm having trouble drawing stuff.......I don't know what to draw......my river of creativity flow has diminished to a trickling stream ~.~ <br /><br />Any suggestions?<br />I need practice with body positions, too, so include a position/camera angle if you'd like <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />No wg or vore.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Stolen from Jasty kins; 100 personal questions!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2009 10:30:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ List a 100 things about your self<br /><br />1) Full Name:<br />Annette Stevie Baldwin<br />Shaddup I was named after my uncle D= who died in a crash before my birfday<br /><br />2) Male/Female:<br />Female<br /><br />3) Were you named after anyone?:<br />My CRAZY grandmom.. she built herself an underground shelter in her backyard, cemented and everything, for Armageddon<br /><br />4) Does your name mean anything?:<br />Graceful... sadly isn't true at all. <br /><br />5) Nick Name(s):<br />Squishy, Squish Chan, Miss Squish Chan, Annu, Ten-tan, Tenchy (the latter two are from WoW). <br /><br />6) What do you think you look like:<br />Sexy <br /><br />7) Date Of Birth:<br />August 27 1990<br /><br />8) Place of Birth and Current Location:<br />Crozer Keystone, Chester PA<br /><br />9) Nationality:<br />French-Irish<br /><br />10) Astrology Sign:<br />Virgo <br /><br />11) Chinese Astrology Sign:<br />Dog = 1990<br /><br />12) Religion:<br />Searching..<br /><br />13) Whats your favorite smell?:<br />Potpurri<br /><br />14) Political Position?:<br />Independant<br /><br />15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?:<br />OJ<br /><br />16) Hair + Eye colour:<br />Caramel brown w/ auburn streaks<br />I just discovered my eyes are greenish blue :L Teal<br /><br />17) Do you look like anyone famous?:<br />I am famous xP<br /><br />18) What do you look like?:<br />a combination of family genes of the Baldwins o.0<br /><br />19) Any unusual talents?:<br />There's nothing unusual about this *flex*<br /><br />20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?:<br />Righty<br /><br />21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?:<br />Pansexual <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":o" title=":o (Eek)" /><br /><br />22) What do you do for a living?:<br />Hang around Steve's house and eat all his food!!!<br /><br />23) What do you do for fun?:<br />Hug trees<br /><br />24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?:<br />I like to erase my mistakes so..a GIANT ERASER!<br /><br />25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?:<br />Art tablet :3 Agree with ya<br /><br />26) Have you met your grandparents?:<br />Yes but I'm confused about a few of my grandfathers..which one is the real one 0_0<br /><br />27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend:<br />Yes I have one.<br /><br />28) Crush:<br />Steve :3<br /><br />29) What celebrity would you date if you could?:<br />Jim Sturgess (21, Across the Universe..)<br /><br />30) Current worries?:<br />DragonBall:Evolution<br /><br />31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s):<br />"That would have to be Miss Squish Chan"<br />Aww jasty you are always my favorite :3<br /><br />32) Favorite place to be?:<br />Anywhere BUT home ~_~;;<br /><br />33) Least favorite place to be?:<br />Philly in the bad parts ._.<br /><br />34) Do you burn or tan?:<br />Tan<br /><br />35) Ever break a bone?:<br />Nope<br /><br />36) What is your favorite cereal?:<br />Honey Comb<br /><br />37) You cry with:<br />A BURNING FIREY PASSION<br /><br />Do You Have...<br /><br />38) Any sisters:<br />Amelia<br /><br />39) Any brothers:<br />Nope, but Stubel (ironically), Kenny, and Sam are like brothers <br /><br />40) Any pets:<br />A kitteh: Patches, 2 parakeets: Squishy and Willow, and 1 cockatiel: Muhummad aka Moo<br /><br />41) An Illness:<br />Allergic to gold Dx<br /><br />42) A Pager:<br />Nu<br /><br />43) A Personal phone line:<br />Nu<br /><br />44) A Cell phone:<br />Nu<br /><br />45) A visible birthmark:<br />On my right leg near my knee IT LOOKS LIKE Australia <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /> some would argue Greenland<br /><br />46) A Pool or hot tub:<br />No pool no hot tub..but I like heated pools <3<br /><br />47) A Car:<br />I was supposed to have my dad's 88 Cadillac D: but it's a piece of junk that he doesnt trust for meh xP<br /><br />Describe Your...<br /><br />48) Personality:<br />Confident, open minded, easily amused, goofy, affectionate, laughs a lot, and likes to make fun of I mean tease people >o> lol<br /><br />49) Driving:<br />Calm but I get mad easily<br /><br />50) Your clothing style:<br />I like to think of myself as... bohemian xD <br /><br />51) Room:<br />Crazy..can't describe it..there's paint all over teh walls, graffiti, newspaper clippings, pictures, art... @o@;;<br /><br />52) WhatÂs missing:<br />A work out bike <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />53) School:<br />Total fitness and senior seminar... only half day... fun i guess<br /><br />54) Bed:<br />I share with my sister..it's king sized xD<br /><br />55) Relationship with your parent(s):<br />Drama and ignorance<br /><br />56) Do You believe in yourself:<br />Yes<br /><br />57) Do you believe in love at first sight?:<br />No.. that's like, physical attraction...<br /><br />58) Consider yourself a good listener:<br />Yes<br /><br />59... ]]></description>
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                <title>General update / WOW: WOTLK WOOOT!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Nov 2008 11:18:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ughhhhhhhhhh I has no money to buy the new expansion wtf. <br />But I went last night/this morning to get WOTLK with Steve and Sam. Haha... Steve hasn't made a Death Knight yet. ISNN'T THE CURIOSITY EATING AWAY AT YOUR MIND, MAN??!<br />Grr<br />Ah well ... it's moreover my curiosity and me wanting to see what the death knights are/skills/armor/etc.<br />Sorry guys but I'm Alliance. Draenei women are HOT. As with Night elves. ;]<br />I'm proud of my 67 shadow priest...she only took a month to finish <_<<br />Watching Steve play now......killing bat spider things...that scream......oh it's so intense..xD<br /> <br />Hmm Twilight the movie is coming out in theaters dunno if I wanna see it yet.<br />OF COURSE I WANNA SEE IT DX<br />Just I dunno if I want to in theaters...<br /><br />I need a job. It depresses me that I have no money...and that I have to bug my parents for any and they have bills to pay...<br /><br />Schools going great..I feel so tempted to skip third block almost every other day though. It's not so much I hate the subject just the teaching method of our teacher v.v;;(Human anatomy + physiology) <br />Gahhh.....<br />I don't hang out with much of my friends anymore either (that's my fault though, cuz I can't stay away from Steve >&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />. That's kinda depressing, too.<br />I just want something that both of us can enjoy together ..besides WoW. xD and going out to eat.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I haven't updated in a long time!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jul 2008 12:51:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ **I stole this too ^_^<br /><br />"Open up a media played of your choice. Put it on shuffle and go in order of the songs that come up, no skipping. The name of the song is the answer to the question being asked."<br /><br />1. What's my mood like right now?<br />California Dreamin' - The Mamas and the Papas<br />(Yeah definetely in a hippie, nostalgic mood.)<br /><br />2. How's tomorrow going to be for me?<br />Kashmir - Led Zeppelin<br />(Uh....flyin' high through time and space ...I'm goin on an epic journey.)<br /><br />3. What kind of person am I?<br />Seventeen - LadyTron<br />(Oh yes a techno song! My favorite xD I've only fully enjoyed life on my seventeenth year.)<br /><br />4. Am I loved?<br />Satisfaction - Benny Benassi<br />(...Kinky)<br /><br />5. How can I achieve my highest potential?<br />All My Love - Led Zeppelin<br />(If somebody wants my love, they must show me they want it and deserve it..I'm not to be taken for granted anymore.)<br /><br />6. What should I do with my life?<br />Around the World - Daft Punk<br />(I always wanted to travel :] )<br /><br />7. Is everything really going to be alright in the end?<br />Robotron 2000 - Freezepop<br />(Woah....Y2k has passed, and as long as I'm with my robot friend I guess it's gonna be ALLLLRIGHT.)<br /><br />8. What is my best quality?<br />Gimme Shelter - The Rolling Stones<br />(.......rape?)<br /><br />9. How does my sex life look?<br />La la love you - The Pixies<br />(Looks pretty exciting <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />)<br /><br />10. What's the meaning of life?<br />Island in the Sun - Weezer<br />(Not feeling bad or stressed..^_^)<br /><br />11. What do people think of me?<br />Calabria - Enur ft Natasha<br />(They all wanna hit it. 80)<br /><br />12. Would I make a good lover?<br />Disco Mushrooms - Infected Mushroom<br />(My lovin is like an acid trip. Woah.)<br /><br />13. How crazy am I?<br />Enjoy the Abuse - Combichrist<br />(Sadomasochist, psycho crazy.)<br /><br />14. Will I have a good life in general?<br />The Pot Head - The Pixies<br />(...)<br />(Fuck)<br /><br />15. What's going to happen to me this week?<br />Hurt - Nine Inch Nails<br />(I'm going to get really depressed I am guessing.)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Birfday day</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Aug 2007 16:58:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Weee, I spent the night over Amandas and had lots of fun...#^^ then I went home after having CHICKEN for breakfast lol. Umm. I went home in the morning...10am....got on the computer......talked to WIll, we hung out around 12 30, and went to his house, played Stepmania, drew, ordered chinese(though I couldn't make up my mind for like 20 minutes) aaaaaaaand he sang me the birthday song and I was like "twitch ARGH nou T_0;;; eeek ... pooter o.o"<br />
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Um yeh. Now he is toweringh over my rtrying to kiss me he is in the way of the screen yey i cna see now wait no i can't AAAH hes kissing me and shoving his tongue nevermind LOL he stopped anyyway.  AAAAAAAAAAAH STAY AWY FJdshfjksdfhsdjfhsyuc zxdfzxd zxc help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaape..and now a word from Willie<br />
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**None of you heard or saw any of the evidence that I am raping her just go back to drawing and submitting. >.> ^_~<br />
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Back to you Annette!<br />
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                <title>WTF!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Apr 2007 09:08:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I CANT UPLOAD ANY DRAWINGS THAT I TOOK PICS OF BECAUSE I HAVE NO DAMN SCANNER AND THIS SHIT SUCKS I WANT A SCANNER YOU HEAR ME????????????<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Today...I broke down.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Apr 2007 13:40:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (OFF TOPIC!!)Well I may be workin' at Joe's waterice on McDade soon. The Folsom one. Yea. It's perfect walking distance.<br />
But srsly.<br />
I'm considering these future careers: <br />
-Yoga instructor<br />
-Massage therapy<br />
-Aromatherapy<br />
-Marriage counseling<br />
Blah.<br />
I am not that flexible yet to be a yoga instructor hah..OH! That reminds me..<br />
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Back TO topic. What the title introduced...<br />
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Ok. So my school schedule goes like so:<br />
Block 1 - Dramatic Arts<br />
Block 2 - Spanish 1<br />
Block 3 - Career Tech<br />
Block 4 - Child Development<br />
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So I'm in Dramatic Arts, and the teacher is telling us to space apart and she's gonna make us "float."<br />
I figure it's gonna be one of those meditation excersizes so I'm happy because I need some relaxation and enjoy that kind of stuff. Eagerness to reach Zen? Very much so.<br />
So...we're sitting in the chair...the lights are out.... eyes are closed....basic meditation stuff where you relax your muscles and stretch out your different ligaments and get rid of any tension...<br />
Then the real..stuff...begins.<br />
Sooner or later she's telling us to imagine the sky and I'm doing this, imagining myself flying around..having a good time... then she tells us in this soothing voice like she's my "mind guide" to go to a familiar place.  I end up at the place me and my friends used to always hang out. THOUGh I have intention of going to Will's grandmom's house I ended up at the "spot" and was there in traffic. The trees and buildings were like a blur and everything like that. <br />
When I get to "the spot", it's just as it was in 8th grade: No weeds, the rocks were only grafitti'd by us and our group of friends, no shopping carts, and the fence was still green in some parts.  I could smell the wildflowers that grew below the thin vines that grew along the walls of the tunnel that led beneath the HomeDepot. There were gnats flying everywhere a flower bloomed and the bushes nearby were growing wild and were in need of trimming.  The swampish field nearby(that they were reserving for a building I suppose)smelled a bit fresher then it did now(with recent pollution and all).<br />
Then I saw 4 people standing in front of the fence in a half circle.  <br />
I see Steve(middle school age) first. Then Josh appears. Then Will(middle school age) appears.  Then someone with a blurred outline and face and seems almost translucent, but he stands apart from the group for some reason.  Everyone but Steve disappeared after I remembered the good times I shared with each and everyone of them, each memory feeling like it lasted 5 seconds. <br />
Then I remember confronting Steve in the present tense and feeling a sort of..hostility from him. Because he hates me, and he knows it and I know it because of what I did to him.  The worst thing you can do is break someone's heart who really truly loved you and would probably give themselves for you. <br />
I remember yelling "Don't hate me!" in the picture over and over again .<br />
Then like.. my face grew hot around my temples and I started to cry. But it was a silent cry.  I could feel my head start to hang forward and the tears just dropped from between my eyelashes, never rolling down my cheeks.<br />
Then Josh reappeared and I remembered how fun it always was to hang out with him, and then I remembered how alone he must've felt after he moved away and I never went to visit him. I don't talk to him on the computer either.  The heaviest feeling settled over me and I stopped yelling.  All I did was stare at Josh, gaping like I was choking on words.<br />
Then the weird part...<br />
They all disappeared as if they were grains in the wind and young, cute chubby Will appeared, wearing his plaid jacket that Mandy now owns.  I remembered how I used to hide from my mom when she would come looking for me and how he took my first kiss and how innocent the flirting used to be. And how innocent and happy I was before he broke up with me the first time.<br />
Then I heard Mrs Gov's voice lead me further into my childhood in Elementary school, where scenes of all the kids ignoring me and me being left alone and being laughed at or mocked for my appearance(I had really..REALLY frizzy hair..I should show you all a picture) kept playing over and over in my head.  The worst part is when I watched myself as a young girl cry from loneliness in my bedroom, my little sister being too young to understand to be of any comfort.  And parents...pff...Mom just crammed the bible down my throat and dad sat at the computer-another example of loneliness, I suppose.  Not much communication with him if he's playing Everquest.  The feeling of loneliness sucks so much that I hope anyone I'm friends with does not have to go through with it if I can help.  So..I guess I must seem weird for remembering or even being affected by my elementary years but it's caused me to fear being ignored or being "the friend... ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Broked Foot</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Mar 2007 13:07:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well it's(foot) better now. I've been rollerblading, practicing my breathing/stretching/yoga wannabe techniques in my bedroom, and walking/dancing. Yes. Fun.<br />
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It felt so weird after I took it off. I didn't have to lift up my leg an extra inch. o3o <br />
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I JUST WANNA RUN, ENJOY LIFE, AND LET THE WIND LIFT MY SKIRT.<3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Xmas gift</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Dec 2006 07:22:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yall know how I don't celebrate the X to the M-A-S right xP Well Will bought me a gift anyway; the new Supernova DDR game and a good dancemat. It was a little over 60$. It's fun but I still favor Extreme2. X3<br />
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I can do double now..on standard. <3 Mwa!-Kisses for all-<br />
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Hmmm, yesterday I was sick too. TT.TT; throwing up and whatnot...I even went commando 8D<br />
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Yea, I have that tendency-whenever I'm sick like a stomach flu or something, I don't wear clothes. I just walk around-or run to the bathroom- in a towel or XLRG pajama pants and a white tshirt. o_0 Weird. <br />
Whoever has to take care of me in the future better not take advantage of my naked sick body D: PERVERTS >w<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>5Toes</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Dec 2006 12:36:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yeah it is the beginning of the holiday break...I wander what to do........oh and Torrie, I will try to get me pictures to you soon!! Sorry for not gettin em to ya in ANime Club >< I dont have that time/patience anymore.(Disrespectful, hyper Freshmen are bothersome...)<br />
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But me and Megan became Narutard nerds and made our own original characters (shutup don't laugh)...I'll have mine uploaded soon; she is kinda like a foil to Resa, to those of you whom know who Resa is; her name is..Riiza xD and gets..er..excited(underline <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />) in combat.<br />
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Now my mom's bein friggin annoying-just blabbing on and asking me the most unimportant questions like a little sister v.v <br />
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HAHA Oh yes that's right I have like 20 short comics involving me and Megan it is so funny xD I need those scanned too.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>New job opportunity &lt;3</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Nov 2006 14:30:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yea, I applied for a job and got an interview on the spot...Im expecting a phonecall....oh wait...............................wait..........crapolla!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! o.o weird word. ANYWAY. MY PHONE DOESNT WORK. Oh no, I guess I'll go back tomorrow after school after I make up another class for Life Fitness and do my Research Project at the school library...<br />
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-By the way, I applied at a bakery. In your face, Jast! ^_^<br />
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Mmm it smelled SO nice when I walked in there...just think, I'll be smellin like that 2 days a week ~ MWAHAHAHHAA -evil laughter/point-<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>So....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Oct 2006 13:39:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm finally going to get some new art sometime this week, if BRITTANY scans my things by Friday. xD Oh well. It's better than trying to scan them and failing....using Amanda's broken scanner. >.><br />
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I think this is my fav bunch <3 Well the first one.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Homecoming'06</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Oct 2006 10:38:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It was so much fun.<br />
We went for the game, and hopped the fence...because we didn't want to pay to get in. vv; anyway.<br />
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Me and Amanda had Monster before we went. It was crazy!! We were off da hooks. =]<br />
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Umm... I danced a lot, and took my shoes off. Will was getting jealous because guys and girls were coming up to me xD <br />
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I even had raver makeup on; I put pink eye smudge all the way across my eyes including the bridge of my nose past my temples. I was hot <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>I gotz a job</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 Sep 2006 15:10:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm an Arby's girl <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>I HATE EQ.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Aug 2006 09:35:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ DAMN YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU!!<br />
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<a href="http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y87/squishchan/IHATEEQ.jpg">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>How emo are ya</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Aug 2006 10:52:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ How emo are you?<br />
<br />
[ ]You hate the world<br />
[ ]You hate society.<br />
[x]You think vampires are cool.<br />
[x]You write poetry.<br />
[ ]You have colored your hair black Halloween<br />
[x]You wear black/blue eyeliner At times.<br />
[x]You write poetry that's not for school.<br />
[ ]You are freakishly obsessed with darkness.<br />
[ ]You think love is a waste of time.<br />
[ ]You've given up on the world.<br />
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Total = 4<br />
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[x]You've shopped at Hot Topic <br />
[ ]You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic.<br />
[ ]You wear more bracelets than a Russian<br />
[ ]You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog<br />
[ ]You're extremely pale.<br />
[ ]You are a member of a poetry site.<br />
[x]Your screen name has been an oxymoron.<br />
[ ]You are an atheist or agnostic.(better than getting dragged into a holy war)<br />
[ ]You don't believe in god.(Still loking for Proof)<br />
[x]Your screen name has/had X's in it.<br />
<br />
Total = 3<br />
<br />
[ ]You have been referred to as scary.<br />
[x]You have been referred to as demented.[in a perverted way?]<br />
[x]You have been referred to as weird.<br />
[ ]You have been known to hate teachers.<br />
[x]You have been known to cause trouble.<br />
[x]Your hair has been dyed a color that was not natural.<br />
[x]You have at least one photoshopped picture on myspace.<br />
[x]You think pictures look better in greyscale or sepia tone.<br />
[x]You are scared of yourself sometimes.<br />
<br />
Total = 7<br />
<br />
[x] Suicide has crossed your mind<br />
[x]You have screamed before<br />
[ ]You use big words that no one has ever heard before on occasion.<br />
[ ]you've seen The Exorcist.<br />
[ ]You liked The Exorcist.<br />
[x]You've seen Saw.<br />
[x]You liked Saw.<br />
[ ]You've done voodoo.<br />
[x]You hate sports.<br />
[ ]You dress up as the most morbid thing posssible on Halloween.<br />
<br />
Total = 5<br />
<br />
[x]Halloween is one of your favorite holidays.<br />
[ ]You have an obsession with fire.<br />
[ ]You have only a couple of actual friends.<br />
[ ]You're not afraid of spiders.<br />
[x]You have had a conversation about how you want to die.<br />
[x]You've painted your nails black<br />
[ ]One or more of your myspace pics had writing on them.<br />
[ ]You have had the word "...." in your display name.<br />
[x]You love art.<br />
[x]You like art with negative meanings<br />
<br />
Total = 5<br />
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Now add up your total and multiply by two.<br />
I'm 48% emo.<br />
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<br />
Rawr. Same as Shadow, whom I stole zis from -Nod- ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>My Celeb Look-Alikes</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Aug 2006 15:16:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ROFFLCAKEZ<br />
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Nelly Furtado, Shalom Harlow, Ayumi Hamasaki, Veronica Varekova, Billie Piper o.0<br />
<br />
Find out yours!<br />
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<a href="http://www.myheritage.com">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Woo I gots a job</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Aug 2006 10:38:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I guess you can call it a job <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />; Afterall I'm getting paid. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> <br />
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I'm watching Amanda's dog while she and her family are away in Virginia for 8 days. <br />
<br />
It's already been a day and I took Rockney[her german shepard mix dog who loves me <3] for 2 walks today. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> Amanda and her lil *PERVERtED* 8yr old cousin came too[she asked 'HOW DO U HAV SEX>?'] because they didn't leave for Virginia yet until the walk and lunch. o.o I was walking ahead some and she started to pop a squat and I didn't pay attention then I pulled hera way and and some old guy who's lawn she was on[a big lawn] was like 'rawr get your dog off my lawn] and I was like 'crap' so Amanda made me ignore the guy, which I still feel guilty for, and had us walk away quickly... His lawn was so big, by the time he walked over to the area where Rockney....'went', we were 2 and a half blocks away *GONK* <br />
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When we went back to Amanda's house she showed me the official DVD that she was in *2 times* for the Bermuda vacation... Man, I never been on a cruise, plane, out of this country, off the east coast... D:<br />
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And she been to Bahamas/Jamaica too >.<<br />
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She was hitting on a 27 yr old guy there too..*Sweatdrop* Of course<br />
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But I wanna talk about the hoagie I had<br />
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It was italian classic[10"]with a little bit of oil, little bit of mayo, lettuce[they did not put enough lettuce and I love lettuce >=0]sweet peppers and hot peppers on the side...I love peppers <3 I got my own jar of cherry peppers in the fridge. >yummy<<br />
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Ah it was good. Amanda got a 10" meatball hoagie...I wanted a bite of that..xD my sis always gets those<br />
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Oh and I got an iced coffee. McDonald's has good iced coffees...I love Dunkin Donut's fruit coolatas...<br />
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I like pearls... ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>I'm LONELY!T_T</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Aug 2006 07:29:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[  ]]></description>
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                <title>Tag</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Aug 2006 09:32:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. Then you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Also, leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours!<br />
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1.   I know almost every Linkin Park song by heart. '-'<br />
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2.  I talk to people on the internet more then I do in real life. lol<br />
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3.  I've influenced almost every friend I know...now they're perverts. I think Amanda's got it the worst. xD<br />
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4.  Whenever I listen to music w/ headphones....I have to chew on the wires....*Doing it now*<br />
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5.  I eat and eat and eat and eat..and eat.... but I get no stomach pudge, it's all in the hips B]..and boobies <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":o" title=":o (Eek)" /> *boobies yay me I'm wearing a purple bra*<br />
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6.  I like to rollerblade in a short flimsy skirt. xD with booty shorts, of course...maybe that's why those cars kept...nevermind<br />
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[Reserved for taggers] ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Yay I got new rollerblades</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Aug 2006 07:15:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Read the title. /End <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Pooky. I'm bored.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Aug 2006 08:40:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I can't wait to get mah ROLLER BLADEZ so I can get off my lazy bum and go to Sam's house for KH2 back. xP<br />
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I want a Gamecube and an Xbox 360. But I dont desire them. Having them would be nice. '_' And a Wii, but it's so expensive when it'll come out. RAWR I'm a lion! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
I took I took vitamin pillllz today and there were 8 and gel and chalk O_O bicycle clit!!1<br />
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Ok.<br />
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I finished Samurai Champloo today...............Well I was content with the ending. I think Fuu should've given them hugs.... the only person she hugs in that anime, or comes close to hugging, is Jin, when she got sad that one time. '-' Jin=awesome<3 he has pretty long hair. <br />
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Long hair on guys rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!<33 >=[ ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Back</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Jul 2006 09:02:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I'm back from vacation and I must say<br />
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MY FEET HURT SO BAD.<br />
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The line for the RollerSoaker in Hershy was 1hr and 15min long!! We got soaked too while we were in line *scream* <br />
If you don't know how the rollersoaker works, then here:<br />
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It's like a mechanic rollercoaster. You can pour water on people down below and get soaked yourself. The ride is only like 20 seconds long -_-<br />
<br />
I enjoyed the rollercoasters most! And the Claw..THE CLAW IS AWESOME<br />
Think of the Pirate Ship....but going almost upside down and turning at a medium pace! OY and your feet are dangling...so fun!<br />
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I WENT ON THE STORMRUNNER. IT WAS GOOD. 0-72 MPH in 2 seconds...JEEEZ!!! When my pic was taken I looked like I was about to cry xD <br />
Omgomgomgomg...well....I dont wanna explain the whole ride myself but it was unbelieveable..! 18 stories high; almost as big as the KissingTower!!!<br />
<a href="http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=htt...6lr%3D%26sa%3DG">[link]</a><br />
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THAR. IF ya want a review/pics on the rollercoaster. GO ON IT. Yes travel 2 hours to hershy just to ride for 30 seconds. It's a good ride!!!<br />
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And we hiked along the Appalachian Trail...which goes from Maine to ..Georgia....v.v<br />
<br />
We missed going to a 70ft waterfall cause my sis got injured. ouch. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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But we went to the Luray caverns after a 2 hour drive down the mountain...<br />
<br />
The Lodge up there, SkyLand Lodge, or something, is reaaaally nice... <br />
<br />
Anyway. <br />
I'll post a pic of the Caverns in a seperate jounral entry, and other pics. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /><br />
Too bad we didn't get any when we were in hershey. My mom went camera happy with taking pictures of...wildlife...and cars...' ]]></description>
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                <title>Waah T.T!! Vacation</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Jul 2006 07:43:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm gong on vacation today!!!<br />
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First I'm goin to hershey park, where, VFAN IS GOING AAAAH xD I'm probably gonna see him o.0 or he'll see me, I stick out like a .... CLICHES ARE EVIL!!!<br />
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but I wish he was someone else *tear* hehehehee X3 oh the dramaa~<br />
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but yayayayayayay I'm gonna get Amelia to go on the Great Bear o3o <br />
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After 3 or so days in Hershey....we goin to Skyline Drive/Sheneboah Valley for the Lanor[sp] Caverns. Preeettty<br />
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I'll take pics fer all of ya ;D And I'll be in almost everyone of them hehehe<br />
We can play "Wheres Squishy"<br />
...THERE SHE IS *Points at pic os Squish...with sasquatch behind her* Oh noes RUN!! AAAH!! EHHHH!! x.x<br />
Now I'm afraid of the wooods...<br />
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But I love trees!<br />
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SHADDUP, theres a scary furry beast man animal thing in thar!<br />
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i-i <br />
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But the worst part of my trip will be...will be...!!<br />
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..I'll miss you. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Hmmm...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jun 2006 10:03:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I think I wanna change my hair color. ROOTS=1 INCH And it's Captain Crunch vs Coco Pebbles D: with the color scheme of my fruity hair, and all. o3o<br />
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Maybe I'll setlle for a ... honeyish brown with dark streaks... it'll match my roots afterall. Or I can just keep growing it EW. And get a hairstyle like the one in 9th grade. Hey I looked good with a short wedge. I got lots of attention <3 and then I put pink in half of it xD the teachers loved that. I'm always a favorite. "Annette you're so crazy," "Annette's a moshr O_O", "I love your style. It's got an edgy look, but more feminine" Not that I desire attention ..like Amanda lol... but I like to give attention, and when it's rejected, I feel sad T.T<br />
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It gets rejected sometimes by my friend Meghan and Whitney ;-; <br />
Whitney: Annette stop dancing around me like that or I'll chop your boobs off<br />
Meghan: Annette, get away. No, Annette. I'll tell Bryan if you 'touch' me again!. <br />
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*WHIMPER* Hehe oh well.<br />
What I dont get is they molest me. *Raises eyebrow*......<br />
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Ehhh people are WEIRD!<br />
Oh yea. <br />
I'm being held back in 10th grade. I need to have my schedule rechanged after I go to my 11th grade classes..poo... D=<br />
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*Sob* I wanted to take Child development, spanish, and Drawing too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /><br />
I failed Art. o.o<br />
I hate my art teacher! GRR <br />
T.T;;;<br />
<br />
But..but...Enrique? he's sooooooooooooo gorgeous xD <br />
He's just something pretty to look at, that's all. <br />
Sure outward appearances are nice, but it's the person that really matters. [so cliche]<br />
<br />
I like vests. <br />
They're cool.<br />
I only like them with collars though.<br />
And when they barely reach my hips, and have that stylish look ... <br />
Yeeesss.... I need a job, yes........<br />
<br />
Hmmmmmmm '_' No, I'm not going to be a stripper __-<br />
<br />
<br />
In future I wanna be a massage therapist. D: or fashion designer assistant type person illustrator... The person who draws the clothes. Not makes em. Eck.<br />
<br />
<br />
<3 ya ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>1k!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Jun 2006 08:58:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I didn't notice before but<br />
<br />
I hit the 1k page review thing WOO I'm happy now let's get to 2k ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Carnival!!:3</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Jun 2006 08:54:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I went to a carnival last night with Jess, Stuble, Will, Mikie[Will's fairyish 13-yr-old cousin]<br />
i'll explaint o you why he's fairyish! He has a pixie hairdo, and he is so short and has no fat on his bones, but he eats so much, and he's kickass at skating and scooter-ing.  He can jump so high off the ground on skates o_0<br />
<br />
Anyway.<br />
<br />
We met up with Christine, Amanda, Killa, Megan, Jason, Fran, Kevin, Spike, ...I can't remember everyone, but I do remember giving out/recieving a lot of hugs...@_@;;<br />
<br />
Dude. The Zipper was so fun. I got nervous though and started talking to Amanda a lot during the ride. I screamed once when I didn't expect a backwards turn. We had like... 15 whole spins... I think the BIG black guy working at the Zipper noticed when I screamed and when we were about to get off, he opened the door, then closed it again, and then came back after he teased me by starting the ride again, but it didn't last as long T_T;; Amanda laughed.<br />
The Himalayas...was really bumpy...really....ugh...it wasn't any of the other rides except that one that made me feel sick...<br />
Haha, when it was going around really fast I was all *smoosh* into Will. @.@<br />
Everytime you hit a bump my head would boggle around as I strained to keep my neck straight.  He tried to kiss me several times on the ride but instead got my forehead or cheek bumped..with force.. into his head.  Hhaa. Hehe. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /><br />
<br />
I think I liked the Ferris wheel the most and the Pharoah Ship. It was so fun X3 Me, Will and Mikie got on the  way ends.  I had my arms up in the air for a while and then Will and Mikie were telling me about the time Mikie fel out of the thing.. then they showed me...Will stood up..and I screamed and tried to pull him back down DX<br />
Then Mikie did it, and so I held onto him, afraid for him x.x, and Will was like *Jealous* xD<br />
<br />
The Ferris Wheel me and Will had all to ourselves X3 We talked, we observed everything, and I just leaned on him the whole ride as he held my hands.<br />
<br />
He bought me Cotton Candy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Yay.<br />
<br />
We went back to Stuble's as it started to rain, he wasn't there, so we waited outside for 30 minutes.. *sigh*  I got home around 11 30pm x.x;;; ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>WHAT THE H3LL? Ch 4</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Jun 2006 08:10:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So we left off in a forest right and it was<br />
Squish, Jast, SBF. This one may be a bit more serious <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
Squish: *Chases a butterfly with fire as wings*<br />
<br />
Jast: Careful, don't touch--<br />
<br />
Squish: *Touch* >>;*Burns fingertips* Ow ;-;<br />
<br />
Jast: ... Aww, come here. It's just a little burn.<br />
<br />
Squish: ..*Runs away* Catch me nya nya! >=3<br />
<br />
SBF: *Chases* WOO!!<br />
<br />
Jast: o.o *Chases too*<br />
<br />
*Run into pond* *Hands come out and try to take her down* NOOOO YOU CANT HAVE MY BAGEL!! >=0<br />
<br />
Sbf: I'll save yoU! *Grabs by the neck and yanks her out*<br />
<br />
Squish: *On forest floor twitching and drooling* *Gets up* I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU NOT TO TOUCH THE NECK!! DX!<br />
<br />
Jast: o.o *Curious* *Pokes back of neck*<br />
<br />
Squish: #>_o# EEh!!! *Cold shiver goes up body and falls to ground again*<br />
<br />
SBf: *Laughing* <br />
<br />
Jast: *Stares at the pond* *Starts walking towards it*.... such beautiful voices...<br />
<br />
SBF: o.o;;;...NO! Don't let the water seduce yoU!<br />
<br />
Jast: So beautiful...<br />
<br />
Squish: Nu! *Tackle Jast* Don't look at him *Hisses at the pond* *Covers his face with leaves and her hands* DONT LISTEN X.X<br />
<br />
SBF: Hey they know my name *Starts walking towards pond*...<br />
<br />
Squish: *Glares at SBF* *Throws hy00j rock and he falls unconscious*<br />
<br />
Pond: Squish...come with us...<br />
<br />
Squish: That ain't my real name, foo', and I'm 5x more seductive than ya'll!!! *Sexy evil grin*<br />
<br />
Pond: *Hisses and disintegrates into vapor*<br />
<br />
Squish: ^.^!!! *Looks into mirror* *Love sigh*<br />
<br />
Jast: *Frantically uncovers his face from leaves and dirt* Now I have to take a shower again... *sigh*<br />
<br />
Squish:..I didn't hear that #>.>;<br />
Jast: *Glare*  Where's SBF o.0<br />
<br />
SBF: *Making love to a rock in sleep* Zzz...oh...I love you too...<br />
<br />
*Both step on him* <br />
<br />
SBF: AH what o.o *Look at rock*...Is good kisser D:<br />
<br />
Both:...*twitch* Ok let's go :3<br />
<br />
*Join arms* We'rrre....off to see the Wizard, the wonderful Wizard of Bob  *Due to copyright laws*<br />
<br />
*Arrive at Bob*<br />
<br />
Squish: Hey this place is cool I'm gonna go buy a new outfit!<br />
<br />
Jast: I'm goin to the hotsprings!<br />
<br />
SBF: I'm goin duck hunting!<br />
<br />
*Stare*<br />
<br />
SBF: ... I won't kill them ._.!<br />
<br />
Better not..<br />
<br />
~~~~~Skip scene<br />
<br />
Torri: Mwahahaha I have now become literate again.  I have destroyed all those pathetic Gaian n00bs... *In her evil lair* *Wearing leather..stuff...* SLAVE!<br />
<br />
Andy: Y-yes ma'm? *timid*<br />
<br />
Torri: Get the carriage.  We're going..to Bob!<br />
<br />
Andy: Yes, my Queen. *Exit*<br />
<br />
Torri: Just you wait Annu... I shall show you what a good lover I can be <3<br />
<br />
~~~Next scene...<br />
<br />
Squish: *In 'Nipon Rave' (store)* This look so cute *Hold up pink fuzzy bra and white mesh top to go underneath it* And and this *Black studded belt, black pleated skirt w/ skull & crossbone detail* Weee! *Put on flower necklace and kneehigh black boots with a 3" heel* I'm 6" taller than Jast now ! XD ..So cute ;-;<br />
<br />
Shop person: Ya look like a techno goth hippy panty pirate<br />
<br />
Squish: I AM SO, MY LORD. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> CHA CHING....~<br />
<br />
Shop person: ..Huh? o.0;;;<br />
<br />
Squish: I think I should go shopping for the boyz, too... I know JUST the thing... ^__^<br />
<br />
~~~Meanwhile<br />
<br />
Jast: Ah. ^.^ So relaxing after all that nonsense... *Nods off a bit* <br />
<br />
*A while later...*<br />
<br />
SBF: *Jumps in* *Starts acting like a kid*<br />
<br />
Jast: *Getting splashed* :gonk: *They have an all out war! SBF with duckies on his side, and Jast with his insane.. powers :3*<br />
<br />
Squish: *Walks over* Hey guys! STOP FIGHTING *ignored*...*Sits down and starts to cry*<br />
<br />
*Both stop*....*guilt*<br />
<br />
Squish: *sniff*......Yay ^.^!!! Ok now I got ya two some new wardrobes<br />
<br />
Jast: NOO! I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF PINK DRESSES.. ;-; *weep*<br />
<br />
Squish: Hmph..this time it wasn't pink dresses... are you complaining *brings siccors to his beautiful locks of hair*<br />
<br />
Jast: NO!!! *Screams and holds his hair* My precious... T.T <br />
<br />
Squish: *Smiles and glomps* Good!<br />
<br />
Sbf: *Looks in bag* Hey is this mine *Holds up lingerie*<br />
<br />
Squish: NO THATS MINE ><br />
<br />
Jast: ... ........<br />
<br />
Squish: Hehe, no, I wont make ya wear it ......... now. >D<br />
<br />
Jast: ...*twitches violently*<br />
<br />
SBF: *Takes out black shorts and a black t-shirt with a 1+ shroom... ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Hehe...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jun 2006 14:04:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hope I stop growing in my height right now, I'm 5'8", that's a good enough height for me.  I have model feet! =0 Awesomes. But models are tall and lanky. I am nothing lanky. :] Good thing ^-^ I have 'love handles' all over my body too ^.^<br />
<br />
That's why I'm squish,<br />
You can grab me anywhere and have something in your hand o.o<br />
<br />
.......That sounded weird<br />
I just got done having 2 wawa pretzels<br />
now I'm makin myself a pizza<br />
YAY I love food ^-^!<br />
<br />
*Glares* SHUTUP!! >=0 <br />
<br />
I'm like this <br />
   (    )<br />
    )  (<br />
  (      )<br />
<br />
xD<br />
<br />
Weeeeird<br />
<br />
*dies*<br />
*sob*<br />
*cry*<br />
I want boobs i-i<br />
*Takes Amanda's boobs*<br />
:] ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>almost 1k</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jun 2006 11:24:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ COME ON PEOPLE XD<br />
<br />
Almost 1k. I guess that means I gotta scan more huh, or shall I continue WHAT THE H3LL? Ch 4<br />
<br />
I think I'll use Kimura again and steal some from the Spam Thread. :3<br />
^.^<br />
<br />
~~Listen to your heart...when he's calling for you...listen to your heart..there's nothing else you can do... ~~ ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Jun 2006 09:44:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[  ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>XANGA has been created</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Jun 2006 05:30:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I AM A WEIRD CHILD. <br />
I had Xanga fer 2 years and I finally looked back at ALL the blogs...its.........so..odd...xD<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.xanga.com/squish_chan">[link]</a><br />
<br />
GO LOOK XD And shutup SBF, my music taste isn't bad, I just liked that song because it sounds so..passionate...it makes me wanna dance like Brittney Spears! *Audience: NOOOOOOO!!!* ok ok I wont, that just means you can't see me shakin them ghetto hips <3<br />
<br />
mwahaha<br />
<br />
and...I got sick again. i-i ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>.......Argh</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Jun 2006 14:06:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If I don't pass the majority of my classes dad's gonna take computer from me for the summer... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
I dont want that to happen.<br />
That explains my entire absence from the internet yesturday <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
<br />
Well I've been waking up at 6:10AM and finishing whatever homework I havfe left that I procrastinated. At school.<br />
<br />
It's so hot outside I have to wear a skirt; but I have to get to school on time so I roller blade to school. Skirt + rollerblades = prey for rapists but rollerblading is an advantage .-.<br />
<br />
I have a fear of rapists. <br />
<br />
<br />
But I wear shorts under my skirts, because, yes, i'm a show off- I do stunts and crap xD I'm an amatuer when it comes to those things, but I've been roller blading since...10.<br />
<br />
~~~~~~~~~~~<3 ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>WHAT THE H3LL? Ch 3</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 May 2006 07:11:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, so, last chapter : I met up wif Jast and Amanda. Amanda has to go visit relatives! So now me + Jast = alones MWAHAHAHA<br />
<br />
~~~~~~~~~<br />
*Both swim* <br />
^-^ *Goofing around again* Weee!<br />
<br />
Jast: Please settle down, we're coming across currents.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />;<br />
<br />
*Stops in tracks* o3o The ocean is big and scary...<br />
<br />
*Sees seashells* Ooh, I wanna trade! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
Jast: ..eh? o.o<br />
<br />
*Starts taking bikini top off*<br />
<br />
Jast: ?!?@!? O_O *TUrns around and hides face in hands* <br />
<br />
*Wearing 2 pink seashells on her breasts* Being a mermaid is FUN!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
Jast:..y-..yeah....<br />
<br />
*Comes up from behind Jast with 2 starfish and puts them on him* ><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
Jast:..T_T;; *Can't get them off* Gah!!! o_o"<br />
<br />
Hehe..oy? Who's that =0 *We see SBF as a shark-man*<br />
<br />
SBF: *Comes up* zomg hi!! :0 *Look at Jast* o_0;; o.o *Tries to grope boobies*<br />
<br />
Jast: >_0? *Swims away from him*<br />
<br />
=o SBf, he doesn't have boobies to grope! <br />
<br />
Sbf: ... *Tries to grope SquisH*<br />
<br />
*Smacks SBF's hand* No you perv. Grope the muffins!<br />
<br />
Jast: How ironic of you to call /him/ that... <br />
<br />
i-i WHAT I'M NOT A PERV<br />
<br />
SBF: yes you are don't deny it I COME WITH SUSHI<br />
<br />
DX!!! I'm a fish and I'm not about to eat a fish!<br />
<br />
Jast: Well technically you're not a fish...<br />
<br />
Well.. o3o ok fine *eats sushi* *Has acid trip* @.@ Trippy sushi...<br />
<br />
SBF: *Joins in acid trip* I bought these off of Bob marley?????<br />
<br />
Jast:....Um..*Pokes sushi*<br />
<br />
*Shoves sushi in his mouth* I HOPE THIS ATM MACHINE WORKS o_O!!<br />
<br />
Jast: *Chews*o_o *Swallows*.........................*Stares at hands and moves them slowly*<br />
<br />
o.o *Stares at Jast's hands too*<br />
<br />
SBF: *Chases a bubble* Come here puppy!!<br />
<br />
Jast: *Tilts head to the right slowly and looks up, gazing at the top of the sea where the sun is shining in* *Jaw hangs open*<br />
<br />
*Turns over and over slowly with arms open like she were flying* Weeeeee....!!<br />
<br />
SBF: *Swims into coral reef* This door keeps running away from me!!<br />
<br />
*Glides over followed by Jast..who is still looking up*<br />
<br />
Oooh look at all the flowers *pokes nearby brightly colored fish* @_@ <br />
<br />
Jast: *Switches gaze to a crab*<br />
<br />
*Picks up crab and throws it at SBF* FOOTBALL<br />
<br />
Jast:......WHERE'D IT GO O-O!!<br />
<br />
*All of a sudden they come back to normalness* o.o ..That was fast<br />
<br />
Jast:...I'm never eating things from SBF again...<br />
<br />
SBF: Aw it wasn't that bad ya sissy<br />
<br />
Jast: >=[<br />
<br />
*Glomp Jast*<br />
<br />
Jast:..^^v<br />
<br />
*SBF joins in hug*<br />
<br />
SBF: I'm lonely *whimper* D:<br />
<br />
I'm tired of being in the water... ._. <br />
<br />
SBF: I have an idea!!! LETS BE ZOMBIE ROBOTS<br />
<br />
Jast: Zombie..robots?..Ok , but can we get out of the water first so we don't rust? <br />
<br />
*They all poof out of water and on land in human form*<br />
<br />
NYA!! *Chases shadow* *Runs into forest*<br />
<br />
JasT: *Sigh*..Miss Squish Chan *Follows*<br />
<br />
SBF: Wth?...Wait!! I wanna be a zombie robot!!!!!!*Follow*<br />
<br />
/end xD<br />
<br />
Will they turn into zombie robots?<br />
What awaits them in the forest?<br />
Stay tuned ! O-0 ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>WHAT THE H3LL? Ch 2</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 May 2006 05:43:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Warning: Spelling error, grammar error- they are meant to be there xP<br />
<br />
SO I WAS WALKING DOWN MY STAIRS.<br />
<br />
When I saw a Downs in my basement holding a hammer!<br />
<br />
I was all like "wtf mate??"<br />
and he was like "bbq NYA! >=["<br />
<br />
So then I ran away cause he tried to hammer a nail into my brain<br />
"YOU SHALL NEVER HANG YOUR PHOTOS ON ME!! RAWRR~~!#@" then I ran to the traintracks as I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/ninja.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":ninja:" title="Ninja" /> 'd<br />
I followed the train tracks to wherever they led. Which, oddly led to a lake. <br />
<br />
"Oh yay I'm gonna make a wish and then MY WISH WILL COME TRUE!!#@!@!#@ >w<" <br />
I tossed in a quarter o3o well actually I tossed in 25 pennies<br />
<br />
and then..and then...I wish forrr....."I wish for--OMG WTF THE HELL"<br />
<br />
and then a building came up out of the water DX!!!!! And zombies popped out of the building<br />
but they didn't look like normal zombies<br />
they were!!!!<br />
<br />
MER-ZOMBIES -- WOAHMG<br />
<br />
"That's weird" I looked at them as they swam hungrily at me. <br />
"You can't get me I'm on dry land NYA HA" I stuck out my tongue and then a mer-zombie reached out and almost touched it X_X!!!!!! AAAH <br />
<br />
"NO U!" I punched it in it's non existent eyeball.<br />
<br />
Then a wind shifted and blew my skirt in their direction<br />
<br />
THEN THEY GRABBED THE HEM>>? and drug me down to watery depths of blueness and bubbles<br />
<br />
I was scared and pale white from lack of air, I think you turn white anywayz, but then my vision blurrded and I don't know what happened next o3o other than that merMAN from before must've saved me, cause I found myself on dry land again. Wet. "Cough cough.. blah... oy... hey I'm on dry land ITS A MIRACLE MY WISH CAME TRUE" I then tossed another penny into the lake and wished again. "Well I'm gonna go visit Torri and hope she hasn't become addicted to Gaia" <br />
<br />
then the pennies from before came out of the lake and hit me in the head x.x;<br />
"Ow!" I turned around and got smacked in the forehead with one. <br />
Angrily I threw them back..then Jast came up and started shaking his fist. <br />
<br />
"EEEK he's shaking his fist! *Hides in bush* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/ninja.gif" width="19" height="19" alt=":ninja:" title="Ninja" /> "<br />
MerMAN Jast: *Crawls partially onto dry land* DX! STOP POLLUTING THE WATER WITH IRON"<br />
"Is not iron ... ._. hey wait you're a mermaid!"<br />
Jast:..mer...man...<br />
"Wow I never saw a mermaid before! Except that one time. Oooh ~<3" I started to touch his mer-fins of goodness  X3<br />
<br />
Jast:...MERMAN...anyway...hey stop o.o that tickles X3 <br />
<br />
Oooh did I touch your ticklish spot? ><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
*AHEM THIS IS GETTING WEIRD[for me..IMAGES...><], QUICKLY CHANGE TOPIC xD*<br />
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Jast: DID Y00 KNOW AMANDA WAS A WATER CAT?<br />
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..A water cat?<br />
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Jast: *Nod!*<br />
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I WANNA SEE HER!<br />
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Jast: I can do magic!<br />
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...What the hell does that have to do with anythign!?!?!<br />
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Jast: I mean !!! LOOK *Turns flower into fish*<br />
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AAAAAAAH Wait *Sniffs fish* Smells like flowers ^-^!!<br />
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Jast : Now I turn you into mermaid so you can see Amanda !<br />
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NYA ok o3o But make sure I have a bikini top on, I know how you guys love them topless mermaids ;D<br />
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Jast: *Smacks forehead and shakes head* *Does human beatbox thing and I turn into a mermaid wif a emerald green fin*<br />
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Pretty X3 Ok let's go! We are the three musketeers! All for one and one for all! NEVER GIVE INTO DARKNESS! *Ventures off with Jast into the water* *After goofing off[you people know how I am] for a bit she saw a mer-cat*<br />
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AMANDA *Shakes mer cat*<br />
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Amanda: Nya! :3 *Turn into mer cat anthro* <br />
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Wow that's cool!<br />
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Jast: Ironic because cat's can't swim o.o<br />
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Amanda: *Bites Jast*<br />
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Jast & Squish: *Freak out*<br />
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Jast: Why you freaking out? *Stare at Squish*<br />
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I dont..I..o.o *Bites Amanda* <br />
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Amanda: NO! I YOUR FACE *Tries to bite Annu face*<br />
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GAH *Hide behind GIANORMUS sea shell* *Amanda comes over and Annu make puppy face then she's like oy..*<br />
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Jast looks up and sees a fat man swimming down with an orange afro<br />
Jast: "Um... there's a rather large guy with an afro swimming down..with a hammer..."<br />
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"A HAMMAR??" I looked up and screamed NOOOO!!<br />
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Amanda: A DOWNS!! OMGSTFU<br />
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Jast: I didn't say anything..T.T;<br />
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o_o <br />
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Downs: *Swims down* HAMMER TIME !*music plays and he dances like michael jackson*<br />
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Um...right... *They all swim away while he's doing the danc... ]]></description>
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                <title>WHAT THE H3LL? Ch 1</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 May 2006 11:16:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ..Wouldn't you hire me for a wedding? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
Well I'm writing this because I'm SOOOOOOOOO bored. Uck.<br />
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So now I pronounce thee husband and wife :]<br />
*Toast and butter collide*<br />
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Yay, The toast's done! *Eat toast* ^-^ Needs cinnamon DX<br />
<br />
*Put cinnamon on toast* OMGWTF TOAST YOUR CHEATING ON BUTTER >=0<br />
<br />
*Tears toast into pieces and feeds to wild animals*<br />
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It's ok, cinnamon...meat...sugar cookie!<br />
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*Cinnamon=now on sugar cookie* *Eats* Mmm ^-^!<br />
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That was like 2 weddings in one!! WEE I'm on a role now let's se my paycheck *Opens up letter* *Cake pops out* Uh oh, they forgot to cut the cake, hmmm who shall I eat this with then? <br />
Oh I know!<br />
*Gets cat* Patches , you want cake? *Put cake on cake* *Cat sinks into the icing* <br />
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PATCHES NOW YOU NEED A BATH YOU STUPID CAT >=[<br />
*Throws cat in unfilled tub* <br />
Cat: @_@ *Pain'd*<br />
^-^ YAY *Turns on the water* Want bubbles, kitty kitty? *Puts in 2 bottles of bubble bath* UH OH O_O *WHole room fills with bubbles*<br />
*Cat runs out with bubble afro*<br />
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HELP I'M DYING>...... X_X;;<br />
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Hehe .. >> *Almost goes unconscious but then..what the hell? MERMAID JAST*<br />
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Mermaid Jast: *Save Annu and then goes back to his bubble castle before singing xD* <br />
<br />
*Comes back to consciousness* Oh what a beautiful voice! I must stalk it! *Exit bathroom* *Walks into kitchen* Alex, was that y00 singing?<br />
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Alex:[Parakeet] *Bites her finger and doesn't let go*<br />
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OW!!! *Waves it around and then slams bird into table and chair and refridgerator etc* AAAAAAH! THE BIRDS!! <br />
<br />
*Alex finally lets go and returns to her box in the cage*<br />
<br />
Whew.. But..ano? TORI IS CLIMBING MY PORCH?!? <br />
Torri: Hye!!<br />
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Torri, what happened to your spelling?!?! *Gasp* don't tell me you caught t3h N00B??!!<br />
<br />
Torri: wat?? omfgwtfbbq11!!!@n)))!@#!0!nooo *cries* <br />
<br />
It's not that bad, look, Gaia has many people just like you! You'll fit right in!<br />
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Torri: thx annU!!1<br />
<br />
(Poor child..)  Will she stalk that mermaid? will torri get better from t3h n00b? will any of this make sense!!?!?Well stay tuned for chapter 2 of this insane freak show!<br />
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/end ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>I'm happy ^-^</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 May 2006 19:35:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay Jast! *Glomp* <br />
<br />
I still feel a little guilty though =\<br />
And awkward xx;<br />
<br />
Hint:<br />
There are some things that were said that I dont know how they've affected certain people..[this has to do with my internet life, so give up now on finding out Tori Chan. lol. :3]<br />
<br />
Now anyway.<br />
<br />
I need a childhood experience to write about.<br />
BAH<br />
I'm not interested in my...past...which...wasn't all that enjoyable.....<br />
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I'd rather write about fairies and elves ^.^ and knights in shining armor <3 OH TAKE ME AWAY ON YOUR MARE, MY PRINCE *Day dreams* *sparkly background* Ahem o.o;;<br />
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^w^ I'll just keep on dreaming..~ ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>...I feel guilty.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 May 2006 15:40:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I do. <br />
<br />
And only few people know why =\ ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>I just felt like saying..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Apr 2006 08:58:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been happier since yesterday..I dont know why... x.x;; Whatever, or whoever it is influencing my mood, thank ya. :3 I know it's more than one object. Life is so full of emotions. Some people make us hate, some make us love, some we yearn to be close to. <br />
So many things I want to see when I'm older. Like Ireland. ^-^ And some areas of Europe. Possible even japan. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> Travelling will definetely be part of my life, for I also want to visit a few *really* close internet friends.. ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>ARGH SPRING BREAKSHERZSH</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Apr 2006 09:26:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ASHADHSJDS SPRING BREAK I HAVENT DONE A LOT<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/aww.gif" alt="Cute" title="Cute" /> A lil happpy<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: In the Arms of an Angel-Sarah Mclaughlin<br /><br />And something tells me I'm not going to do a lot...<br />
<br />
All I did was:<br />
<br />
1) Play KH2...which is fun..dont get me wrong...<br />
2) Hang out with Will yesturday..for 2 hours ..and I was forced to eat FOOD! Arrrrgh!<br />
3) Go to my Grandmoms house........which smells. I think she has 9 different diseases in her basement.  DONT LEAVE IT TO US IN YOUR WILL! T_T<br />
4) Play more KH2 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />;<br />
5) Play tennis with Britt o3o<br />
6) Contemplate washing the dishes...<br /><br />Yesh... no! DX ]]></description>
                <author>~squish-chan</author>
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                <title>Scary IM i-i;</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Dec 2005 14:34:50 PST</pubDate>
                
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<br />
..*Cries* ]]></description>
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