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doesnt seem to matter.

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1.
1. Without companions; lone.
2. Characterized by aloneness; solitary.
2. Unfrequented by people; desolate: a lonely crossroads.

::lights a cigarette:: ... well, its been a real long time since i actually typed a real entry but i feel like its time. today is independence day, so happy 4th everyone. i will most likely be spending this day alone in my room such as any of my other days when im not working. life has been treating me ok i guess, now that im actually making some kind of money.. i can actually pay for some of my bills without my parents ripping my head off. only problem with my job is i get home at 2:30 am but thats ok, my insomnia is never going to get better ne way. i do like the fact that im actually outside though ::ashes out cigarette::, kinda got tired of staying in the batcave all the time. [random, random, random] sigh i have no good songs ne more, anyway. ::lights another cigarette:: i feel like my skills have improved though, now i have faxing skills, copying skills, photo scanning skills, people skills, money handling skills... you know skills god. ok back to being really depressed and miserable. read on.
you might be thinking why did he define the word lonely before he started typing this horrendous entry so people feel sorry for him. well the fact is i am indeed sooo lonely, you have no idea. sure i have friends and they are great, but i really need someone who will call me and ask me how my day is, someone who i can call and talk to on the way home from the train station [long walk, since im fat and walk slow], someone to love, someone who i can truely say thats my babycakes and would let me love her with all my heart . its been a long time since i actually felt secure and loved. ::ashes out cigarette:: but it wont happen, because im just so insecure, its not that my standards are to high because believe me they arent ill give anyone a chance [not saying that im a dog or anything but i just see the world differently then ur average mack daddy who just cares about tits and ass, everyone is beautiful in their own way and everyone has someone special out there, waiting for them.].
its 5 am, time to go do something else. if anybody wants to talk about something just im me or call me. ill take u in with open arms. ]]> ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4825687/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4825687/ Wed, 16 Mar 2005 04:56:08 PST if u have something like a nightmare.
you will wake up and tell urself, it was only a dream. ]]> ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4467765/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4467765/ Tue, 01 Feb 2005 02:26:27 PST ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4467763/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4467763/ Tue, 01 Feb 2005 02:25:35 PST ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4387107/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4387107/ Sat, 22 Jan 2005 16:52:51 PST I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

A prey she was for the cruelty of love
While its serpent inside crawled straight towards her heart
The coldest kiss love ceased to exist
While we grew apart like never before

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

the fire in her eyes
grew dim and then died
as the poison inside
reached her heart

And the coldest kiss
faith ceased to exist
as we grew apart
like never before

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

And the taste of the poison on her lips is of a tomb

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love wants us dead
Just me and my poison girl

I did it all just for her
I did it all just for her
And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl

And love's heart is death
For me and my poison girl
In this poison world



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Where is my poison girl? ]]> ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4198726/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4198726/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 02:32:19 PST Like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on her streets
'Cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
'Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all that way

Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away

depression is inevitable for me. ]]> ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4155041/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4155041/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 14:21:08 PST ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4131496/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4131496/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 21:23:47 PST ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4024010/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/4024010/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 01:59:25 PST ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3921863/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3921863/ Fri, 26 Nov 2004 03:45:48 PST And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I'm lost
And no heaven can help us
Ready, willing and able
To lose it all
For a kiss so fatal
And so worn

Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you

And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
'Cause there's no smile of an angel
Without the wrath of god

Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you
My darling with you

From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I am lost
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up

Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment with you
That's right ]]> ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3830211/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3830211/ Sun, 14 Nov 2004 02:40:34 PST Sun is shining so bright on her
And all her wishes have finally come true
And her heart is weeping.
This happiness is killing her.

She'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go

So hard she's trying
But her heart won't turn to stone... oh no
She keeps on crying
But I won't leave her alone
She'll never be alone

She'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go

And she'll be right here in my arms
So in Love
She'll be right here in these arms
She can't let go ]]> ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3829859/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3829859/ Sun, 14 Nov 2004 00:42:25 PST straight lines made of hard red brick.
to prevent the spread of fire...
in the open heart
often used as a protective element...
against the rain
sense of order and balance
a visually stimulating multicolored facade.
such as vases and brittle masks
made of hard red brick
cluttered and detracted...
from the utility of space
typical classical elements
pilasters, entablatures, and pediments
combined as hard red or black sandstone...
that is practical the structure
a soft red brick, to prevent the spread of fire.
in the gental heart that is. ]]> ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3552140/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3552140/ Sat, 09 Oct 2004 18:48:04 PDT ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3423414/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3423414/ Wed, 22 Sep 2004 17:25:39 PDT Llorando por un hombre que no vale un centavo
"Pobre diablaaa" llora por un "probre diabloo".

Esto es exclusivo
"ELIEL"

"Pobre diabla" se dice que se te
a visto por la calle vagando llorando
por un hombre que no vale un centavo
"pobre diabla" llora por un "pobre diablo".

Que note valorizo nunca y que nunca lo hara que solo te hizo llorar
pero tu lo amas que no te valorizo cuando con besos te hechizo
que solo te utilizo y hasta te embarazo.

"Pobre diabla"se dice que se te ha visto por la calle
vagando llorando por un hombre que no vale un
centavo "Pobre diabla"llora por un "Pobre diablo"

Se te oye llorar llorar solo llorar llorar ya no bailas mas
llorar solo llorar llorar
"Pobre diabla" se dice que se te a visto
por la calle vagando llorando por un hombre que no vale un centavo.

Esto es exclusivo
"Pobre diabla llora por un "Pobre diablo"
"ELIEL"

Pa to la muchacha
solo estoy contigo
solo estoy contigo
solo estoy contigo
solo estoy contigo

Pa lo de monte cristi
pa lo tigeres de la
republica.

Que no te valorizo nunca y que nunca lo hara que solo te hizo llorar
pero tu lo amas que no te valorizo cuando con besos te hechizo
que solo te utilizo y hasta te embarazo a tiiii.

"Pobre diabla"se dice que se te a visto por la calle vagando llorando
por un hombre que no vale un centavo.

pobre diabla llora por mi
k soy tu pobre diablo
pobre diabla llora por mi
k soy tu pobre diablo
pobre diabla llora por mi
k soy tu pobre diablo

Esto es exclusivo

pobre diabla
yo solo estoy con tigo
pobre diabla
yo solo estoy con tigo. ]]> ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3381061/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/3381061/ Thu, 16 Sep 2004 22:23:30 PDT You embraced my fears and made me strong
Never did you actually hold my hand
Your silence no one else would understand

Did you fall?
Did you crawl?
Will you open up at all?
Did you hear
Things you fear?
Did i make it clear?

Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me what you're feeling inside
Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me what you're feeling inside

Do you like the clothes she wears today
Colliding love affair against a shade
Often times i wish she'd speak to me
Her holy open book, a world revealed to see

Did you fall?
Did you crawl?
Will you open up at all?
Did you hear
Things you fear?
Did i make it clear?

Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me what you're feeling inside
Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me all you're feeling inside

So easy, easier
If you spoke to me
So easy, easier
Speak to me

Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me what you're feeling inside
Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me what you're thinking
Tell me all you're feeling inside ]]> ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/2567751/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/2567751/ Wed, 02 Jun 2004 16:12:52 PDT dile que esta noche me quieres ver, cuentale
cuentale que beso mejor que el, cuentale
dile que esta noche tu me va' aver, cuentale

cuentale que te conosi bailando, cuentale
que soy mejor que el, cuentale
que te traigo loca, cuentale
que no lo quiere ver
cuentale que te conosi bailando, cuentale
que soy mejor que el, cuentale
que te traigo loca, cuentale
que no lo quiere ver

que quisas fue la noche la que te traisiono
fue el perfume de mi piel lo que te cautivo
que ya no tiene excusa pa' tu traision
que estuviste mil motivo, que entre en rason
quisas te hable en el hoido como ya el no
o en miyas del fuego de la pasion
ya no amite a la maya, amite tu error
y si es por mi no pida perdon, digo
quedate el dia que lo perdone
el que lo olvide o lo abandone
porque con llorar no se compone
entonces admira en otra noche

otra, otra noche, otra
ay, que yo no te bote
otra, otra noche, otra
aunque tu vuelvas con el
otra, otra noche, otra
cuentale, cuentale
otra, otra noche, otra
que beso mejor que el
otra, otra noche, otra
cuentale, cuentale
otra, otra noche, otra

cuentale que te conosi bailando, cuentale
que soy mejor que el, cuentale
que te traigo loca, cuentale
que tu me quiere ver
cuentale que te conosi bailando, cuentale
que soy mejor que el, cuentale
que te traigo loca, cuentale
que tu me quiere ver

que quisas fue la noche la que te traisiono
fue el perfume de mi piel lo que te cautivo
que ya no tiene excusa pa' tu traision
que estuviste mil motivo, que entre en rason
quisas te hable en el hoido como ya el no
o en miyas del fuego de la pasion
ya no amite a la maya, amite tu error
y si es por mi no pida perdon, digo
quedate el dia que lo perdone
el que lo olvide o lo abandone
porque con llorar no se compone
entonces admira en otra noche

otra, otra noche, otra
ay que yo no te bote
otra, otra noche, otra
aunque tu vuelvas con el
otra, otra noche, otra
cuentale, cuentale
otra, otra noche, otra
que beso mejor que el
otra, otra noche, otra
cuentale, cuentale
otra, otra noche, otra ]]> ~squizy http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/2499697/ http://squizy.deviantart.com/journal/2499697/ Mon, 24 May 2004 16:59:05 PDT Bienvenidos (welcome) al party
Agarren a su pareja (por la cintura)
y preparencen
Porque lo que viene no esta facil (no esta facil no)

Yo quiero bailar
Tu quieres sudar
Y pegarte a mi
El cuerpo rozar
Yo te digo si tu me puedes provocar
Eso no quiere decir que pa la cama voy

Yo quiero bailar
Tu quieres sudar
Y pegarte a mi
El cuerpo rozar
Yo te digo si tu me puedes provocar
Eso no quiere decir que pa la cama voy

Lo que yo quiero es besarte
Papi te lo juro te me acercas y late mi corazon
Si lo q quiero es pegarte yo no tengo problema
en acercarme y bailarte este reggaeton

Que los dos tengamos que sudar que sudar
Que bailemos al ritmo del tra tra
Que me haga fuerte suspirar suspirar
Pero pa la cama digo mira na na na

Porque yo soy la que mando
Soy la que decide cuando vamos al mambo
Y tu lo sabes
El ritmo me esta llevando
Mientras mas te pegas mas te voy azotando y eso esta bien

A mi no me importa lo que muchos digan
Si muevo mi cintura de abajo para arriba
Si soy de barrio o tal vez soy una chica fina
Si en la discoteca te me pegas y te animas

Sabes que los dos tengamos que sudar (a sudar)
Que bailemos al ritmo del tra tra
Que me haga fuerte suspirar suspirar
Pero pa la cama digo mira na na na

Yo quiero bailar
Tu quieres sudar
Y pegarte a mi
El cuerpo rozar
Yo te digo si tu me puedes provocar
Eso no quiere decir que pa la cama voy

Quiero bailar
Tu quieres sudar
Y pegarte a mi
El cuerpo rozar
Yo te digo si tu me puedes provocar
Eso no quiere decir que pa la cama voy

Te quiero explicar si en la discoteca
nos vamos a alborotar si los dos solitos nos
vamos a acarisiar es por que yo quiero y no me
puedes aguantar no te creas que me voy a acostar
no es asi bailo reggaeton pero no soy chica facil
si quieres ganarte mis besos y mis panties
no es de esa forma papi cojelo easy easy easy
cojelo baby
Mujeres pa la disco a bailar ven demuestrale a tu
man que es la que hay ay ay
Mujeres pa la disco a perriar pero que el no se crea
puede jugar ar ar

Y como ya explique
que los dos tengamos que sudar a sudar
que bailemos al ritmo del tra tra
que me hagas fuerte suspirar suspirar
pero pa la cama digo mira na na na

yo quiero bailar
tu quieres sudar
y pegarte a mi
el cuerpo rozar
yo te digo si tu me puedes provocar
eso no quiere decir que pa la cama voy

yo quiero bailar
tu quieres sudar
y pegarte a mi
el cuerpo rozar
yo te digo si tu me puedes provocar
eso no quiere decir que pa la cama voy ]]> ~squizy