deviantART: by:starangel35

The golden girl

~starangel35 — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 11:49:16 PDT

It's been such a long since I've posted a journal entry or submitted a new deviation. It's kind of hard submitting anything, especially since I don't have a scanner, and I draw on paper now instead of the computer. Going through my gallery, I've realized how much I've grown up, and changed. My style's more realistic now, and I'm proud to say that I've improved. I guess it does goes to show that practice really does make perfect. My art's not perfect now, but I hope it'd reach my definition of perfect in a few years' time.

I'm still in love with Naruto and still shipping Sasuke and Sakura. They haven't had a real moment since Part I, but my love for them is still going strong, they just get me hooked and excited all the time.

Anyway, I really hope I get a scanner soon so I can upload more stuff.

Check out:

(It's a shared account between my sister and I)

The last twist of the knife

~starangel35 — Sat, 06 Sep 2008 04:33:34 PDT

Hey!

It's been an awfully long time since an update. I'm really sorry for that, but I think well, after months of not drawing on the computer using a mouse, I've finally lost my touch. Now the only way I'd ever be able to submit anything is if I have a scanner. But I don't, and that means I won't be able to submit anything.

I won't be online here very much but I won't be leaving this account because it houses so many of my old drawings and memories. It'd be too painful to leave all of them.

I will be more online on another account though.

Check out -

It's an account shared between my sister and I.

Change

~starangel35 — Thu, 08 May 2008 10:02:30 PDT

I've lost track of how many deviations I've deleted from my gallery. I've had this account since 2003 so it's been at least eight years. Looking at my past deviations, I can easily see how childish and immature I used to be...back then. I miss my primary school days in particular. Where life revolved around Deviantart and Neopets. Now, there's so much more to it than meets the eye. I don't draw on the computer anymore, instead I draw on paper. I've given up on neopets years ago, and I've even lost my password. The sense of nostalgia I got when I revisted neopets was unbearable but at the same time inevitable. I guess everyone have to grow up whether they like it or not.

My scanner's not working, so if I ever upload any deviations they're probably taken by a camera.

Check out

You found me

~starangel35 — Sat, 15 Dec 2007 07:21:34 PST

Naruto
[x] You're stubborn.
[x] You like ramen.
[ ] Are foxes your favorite animal?
[x] You're afraid of ghosts.
[ ] You're jealous of your best friend.
[ ] Are you a hands-on kind of person?
[x] Do you have a crush on someone, who isn't interested in you?
[x] You want people to respect you.
[ ] You never give up.
[ ] Are you tan?
[ ] Were you born on the 10th of October?
Total: 5

Sasuke
[ ] You don't care about other people or their opinions.
[ ] Are you left handed?
[ ] You prefer being alone.
[ ] Are you cold, cruel or withdrawn?
[ ] Are you talented?
[x]Have you had to work on your social skills?
[x] Do you practice your skills?
[ ] Do you have a motive in your life that you live for?
[x] Do you feel like you're cursed?
[ ] Were you born on the 23rd of July?
Total: 3

Sakura
[ ] You like the color pink.
[x] Do you feel like something inside of you is ordering you?
[x] You and your friends have a crush on the same person.
[x] You're smart.
[ ] You have a five-finger forehead. )
[ ] You usually repress your emotions.
[x] You insult people just to annoy them.
[x] You're aiming for a medical career.
[ ] You grew long hair because of your crush.
[ ] Were you born on the 28th of March?
Total: 5

Kakashi
[x] You read romance novels.
[ ] You like to spend time in the fields.
[ ] Have you separated from some group?
[x] Is your personality hard to describe?
[x] Are you often late?
[ ] Do you like to use something that covers your mouth?
[ ] Do you use the sayings: "A black cat crossed my path..." or "I fell into a sewer..."?
[ ] Is one of your eyes a different color from your other one?
[ ] You only have one hobby.
[ ] Were you born on the 15th of September?
Total: 3

Itachi
[x] You like red and black.
[x] You wear purple nail polish.
[x] You paint your toenails.
[x] You've been the leader in a group.
[ ] You're a lot more advanced than others in your age class.
[x] You're unforgiving at times.
[x] You judge people.
[x] You hang out with a certain crowd.
[x] You have a little brother.
[ ] You dress in overly long clothes.
Total: 8

Gaara:
[x] You like sand.
[x] You couldn't care less.
[ ] You're alone a lot of the time.
[ ] You've made some sort of a symbol of love on your skin.
[ ] Your name means death in Japanese.
[ ] You have one reason to live.
[x] Your life has had a significant turn.
[ ] You have red hair.
[ ] Is you birthday on the 19th of January?
Total: 3

Lee
[x] You believe in hard work.
[ ] You're decisive.
[x] You have large eyes.
[x] You're a unique person.
[x] You've seriously decided to do something.
[x] You have a huge crush on someone.
[x] You have a person who you share a warm relationship with.
[ ] You have a black bowl-cut.
[ ] You've been in an accident where you were had little chance to survive.
[ ] You like green.
Total: 6

Jiraiya
[ ] You write and sell romance novels.
[ ] Are you a pervert?
[ ] Do you like alcohol?
[ ] You're somewhat famous.
[ ] You have long/white hair.
[ ] Do you spy on people for some reason?
[ ] You're specialized in some field.
[ ] You're over 20.
[ ] You're in some way great.
[ ] Do you have an ambiguous way of thinking?
Total: 0

Orochimaru
[x] Are you pale?
[ ] Do you like snakes?
[ ] Is one of your hobbies fencing?
[ ] Are you strong?
[ ] Are you sadistic, power-hungry and egoistic by nature?
[ ] Do you use people as pawns?
[x] Do you have a dream?
[ ] You don't feel empathy for other people.
[ ] Do you lust for someone else's body?
[ ] Are you over 20?
Total: 2

Tsunade
[ ] Do you like to play gambling games?
[ ] Do you like snails?
[ ] Do you have a pig/pigs at home?
[ ] Are you afraid of blood?
[x] Do you have an object that you believe brings bad luck?
[ ] You're in the medical field.
[x] You're dependent on something.
[ ] You're a blond.
[ ] Do you use rejuvenation creams?
[ ] Are you over 20?
Total: 2

Shikamaru
[x] Are you lazy?
[x] Are you intelligent?
[x] Is everything too troublesome for you?
[ ] You often play shogi.
[ ] You like shadows.
[x] You pretend to sleep a lot.
[ ] Your IQ is over 200.
[x] You wear a ponytail.
[x] You often use the saying "How troublesome" or something near it.
[ ] Is your birthday on the 23rd...

Why I loved, I dont know.
~starangel35 — Mon, 02 Jul 2007 07:30:51 PDT
I bet you'll never remember what I'll never forget.

THE NARUTARD SURVEY! NARUTARDS UNITE.

1. Who is your favourite Naruto character(s)?
Sakura

2. What is your favorite pairing?
SasuSaku, ShikaIno

3. Are you a naruto yaoi or hentai fan?
Nah

4. Ever cosplayed naruto characters? if so, who, where and how many times?
Nah, never

5. List your collection of naruto junk and merchendise, if any.
Hmm not much

6. Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Naruto character? If so who?
Dunno?

7. Naruhina or Kibahina?
NaruHina

8. Sasusaku or Sasunaru?
SasuSaku

9. Which team is your favourite?
SEVEN!

10. Do you support the Tobito theory? (Tobi=Obito)
Yeah

11. Do you support the 'Yondaime is naruto's father' theory?
Yeh

12. Your favourite akatsuki member?
Itachi!

13. Are you pro-sasuke or anti-sasuke?
Pro-Sasuke!

14. have you seen all naruto episodes so far? (including shippuden and fillers)
Yeahhhh!

15. Have you read all the chapters so far?
Read the last few

16. Do you believe Naruto has ADD?

17. Sub or dub?
Sub?

18. Pro-Sakura or Anti-Sakura?
PRO SAKURA!

19. Tobi = annoying or funny?
Tobi's a good boy, and he's funny

20. Do you even know who Tobi is?
Swirlllyyy orange mask!

21. Gai= sexy beast or ugly nerd?
Ugly beast? =x

22. Which character would be the best cross dresser?
Haku

23. Rock Lee = weird or awesome?
Awesome!

24. which character would be best OoC? who and how?
Saucegay.

25. Do you like naruto fanfics?
Yeah!

26. Do you write naruto fanfics?
Yeh

27. Do you like lemons?
Sometimes!

28. Do your parents know any naruto characters?
Yeh

29. Have you watched the Naruto Abridged Series?
Nah

30. Have you seen The naruto Ultimate Fanflashes?
Yehh!

31. Have you ever got someone else hooked on Naruto?
Nah

32. Have you ever been drawing Naruto in school and have someone randomly say "WOAH! you like Naruto too!?"
Nah

33. Have you ever been in class drawing Naruto and the teacher comes up to you and says "wtf is this?"
Nah

34. Has Naruto affected your school life and grades?
Maybe not?

35. Are you broke thanks to naruto?
Nah, sadly

36. Do you want to read icha icha Paradise?
Yeahh!

37. Do you support the 'yondaime is the akatsuki leader' theory?
Nah

38. Do you draw naruto fanart?
YEAH!

39. Is Sasuke still sexy in his second stage of the cursed seal?
Sexy

40. Do you have a naruto OC?
Yeh

41. Looking back at some of your answers, do you think naruto has taken over your life?
YEHHHH!

Everybody sees her, but nobody knows her.

~starangel35 — Sun, 01 Jul 2007 12:37:48 PDT

She screams in her pillows, wishing for a better tomorrow.

Grabbed from Crystal.

I read my last journal entry, funny how things change so fast. He's no longer mine.

x = Somewhat
xx = Greater
xxx = huge enormous crippling omg fear

A
[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[xx] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[xx ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[x] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[xx ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[x] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[xxx] Autophobia - Fear of being alone. no one there for you.

B
[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[x] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
[x] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[x] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[xx] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[x] Dystychiphobia - Fear of accidents.

E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[ ] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

I
[ ] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[xxx] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[ ] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
[x] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N
[xxx] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[xx] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.

O
[x] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[x] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[xx] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[x] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[x] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[ ] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.

V-Z
[x] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers or foreigners.
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals.

Done.

I want to rewind time so badlyyyyy.

I'd rather argue with you, than kiss someone else,

~starangel35 — Sun, 08 Apr 2007 01:17:02 PDT

There is always that one boy who will always smile at you
when you walk by and even if you're down a little,
a smile will appear on your face
because he's your prince
and you're his universe.

I'm nowhere near perfect. I eat when I'm bored, I fall for boys & I believe lies too easily, I'm hoping that one day, I don't need a fake smile and makeup stories to get someone to like me, I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through & make up excuses for everything.

I have my best friends and my enemies; drama and memories. I'm just your average typical teenager.

...But he still saw through me.

I've been quite happy these past three days, he was the one who made me so happy. I don't know how he does it, but he just does.

Tomorrow's school, I'm actually looking forward.

You know why? To see him. Actually, I don't have much homework, actually completed them earlier, so I'm actually quite enjoying the weekends.

For the first time, I'm feeling it's not as wasted.

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Oh him?
He has the most adorable eyes, you could ever fall for.
And the cutest smile that will take your breath away.
And he has the ability to make you laugh.

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday,

~starangel35 — Wed, 04 Apr 2007 06:39:33 PDT

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Staring out of the window
I start to think of you
your shadows could hardly be seen.
where are you?

Let's see, SYF's coming nearer and all.

Tomorow, I have a Home Economics test, and history supplementary classes, means that I have stay back after school for at least 1 hour and 25 minutes.

Wow, that's long. Urgh.

I'm reading Kakashi Gaiden now, it's something I've always wanted to read, just that I couldn't exactly find the time. My eyes are almost dropping, but I'm determined to not fall asleep any sooner.

I still have my chinese spelling, and Home Economics to revise on. Oh gawd, plus I've put my blog on hiatus because of all this. So far, everything on my list has been finished except for my Chinese Spelling.

Sure makes me feel like congratulating myself, today CCA session ended late, and there was no chance of me actually reaching home early, and having a nice long afternoon nap. To think yesterday, I skipped tution because I fell asleep.

The prinicpal has stated that SYF takes number one priority, and this coming Monday, we're going to the Venue to have a test drive.
I'm really wishing we get Gold/Silver, since we wasted so much time, as well as put in some efforts.

Still, the script's finally finalised, but the costumes still have a little bit of problem. Hopefully, it'd be settled by this coming week.

Homework list:

- Chinese spelling
- Science Theory Workbook
- Write down notes in Geog Notebk

So far, one homework is dued tomorrow, while the rest are dued later. So hrm....yeah, this friday's good Friday. Means there's a holiday.

Yipeee. I love Fridays.

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I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection.

Everyday I sit here waiting,

~starangel35 — Mon, 02 Apr 2007 05:50:32 PDT

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I'll watch as the sun fillls a sky that was dark,
and I'll be remembering you.
I'll think of the way that you fill up my heart,
and I'll be remembering you.
I'll smell the flowers and hear the birds sing,
and I'll remembering you.

I think I'm going to fall asleep soon, because of exhausation. But, I just suddenly felt like posting in DA.

The SYF's date is coming nearer, and there are still many things we have yet to settle. At that same time, the rehearsal dates are getting more, which means say goodbye to my free time.

There's even practices on Saturday.

I'm going to vent out all my frustrations here, and complain all I want. Seriously, if they had wanted to give me all this, why not last year? When I was still a Secondary one, and my workload was lesser?

Bleah.

This year's my streaming year.

I must get this in my head: If I can't even handle the stress now, I will never be able to handle the stress if I were to get into a triple science stream.

Let's see, I'm such a procastinator. I've been slacking off most of my homework. I think it'd be easier to make a list, or at least jot it down.

- Chinese composition
- Geography worksheet 4.1 and 4.6
- Class Newsletter
- Remember the blockings for SYF script
- Learn Chinese spelling

I think that's all.

Let's see, there's none that needs to be passed up tomorrow. Two that needs to be passed up the day after.

I think I need some time to unwind, I'm seriously feeling that my life's screwed up now. And my self-esteem is falling.

Tremendously.

I couldn't even bring myself to finish the 2.4km run.

OH. My form teacher changed seating arrangement, so I'm seating next to this guy. He's a joker, and it's really fun seating with him and all, but I'm worried for my results.

He's kinda distracting for studies, and doesn't seem to be helping me out very much. Seems like, I'm the one who's helping him. Why is it that everytime I help someone in class, and am able to do everything in class, when the tests come out, I'd usually get so much lower than that person, I helped?

Urgh.

Call it pride or whatever. But, I'm really not satisfied with myself. Plus, I've been spending days indulging in Naruto manga, and just bought this chinese manga today.

The pose reference is fantastic, but it blew a hole in my pocket.

That's it! Tomorrow, I'm gonna starve. I'm going on a strict diet. Plus, friday, I think I'm going to ice-skate!

Weee.

I've been wanting to do that for liek two years?

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It was like a never ending cycle. She never loving, and he never stopped hurting.

Stumbling on reasons that are far and few,

~starangel35 — Wed, 28 Mar 2007 08:16:28 PDT

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If there is one thing I can do,
If there is one time that I can help,
If there is one person whom you wish to embrace,
Then I wish I was that person...
That only person who tells you "It's okay, I am here now."

It's Sakura-chyan's birthday! 8D

I've just draw finish this small doujin for her, I'm pretty proud of it, but the quality wouldn't be too good. I won't be able to scan it in, 'cos there's something terribly wrong with mah' scanner. D<

Heh.

I drew it during my maths lesson, it was too boring.

School have been going okay :/ SYF practices are coming out, and I'm really am thinking of dropping out. I mean, the chances of us getting Gold in the competition, is like so little.

PLUS.
The sessions are so uptight and boring. =.=

I wna skip the sessions. BUT, I can't. The teacher threatened to kill my friend, if my sister and I doesn't come. Urgh.

Irritating pest.

But, today was a fun day, overall! Apart from defiant Sec 1s, tiring counsillor duty, and the scorching hot weather.

After ELDDS session, mah sister, me and Emelia were supposed to celebrate Saku-chan's birthday, but she couldn't come for it. We still celebrated it though.

Ohgawd it's so fun. <3 I wna do it again.

My handphone just got waterlogged, I'm so careless. This is the third time something like this happened to my phone. WTH. It's as though I'm unlucky.

Bleah.

Oh, we got our report book ages ago. I'm pretty satisfied with it, my other subjects managed to pull up my math and science.

I got a failing mark for my science, and math isn't too good either. But, finally, I got into top 5 position. 8D

*does happy dance*

I think I'd end the entry here.
I'm feeling so moodswing-ish today.

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Sometimes I just look cold, so you'll hold me.

If hearts were unbreakable,

~starangel35 — Tue, 20 Mar 2007 07:24:16 PDT

Stolen from

2. Nicknames: Sam, Sammy, Makaeko
4. Place of Birth: Singapore
5. Zodiac Sign: Cancer
6. Male or Female: Female
11. MSN Screen Name: blossom_sam
12. Hair Color: Black
13. Hair Length: Chest
14. Eye color: Brown/Hazel
16. Height: 168cm
17. Braces?: None, but they're neat n_n
18. Glasses?: Naw
19. Piercings: None, but I want one on each!

20. Tattoos: None
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty
22. First best friend: Hrm. Forgotten.
23. First Award: Can't remember.
24. First Sport: Captain's Ball?
25. First pet: Goldfish?
27. First Concert: I remember it was at NUS. Forgot the title.
28. First Love: Heh. Itachi<3

Favourites
29. Movie: Casino Royale, Naruto Move 1 and 2
30. TV programme: Anime : Nauto, Perfect Girl Evolution
31. Color: Black and Purple
32. Rapper: None
33. Band: Good Charlotte, 3 Doors Down, Fall Out Boy, Simple Plan, Evanescence and more..
34. Song Right Now: "Invisible" Clay Aiken
35. Friends: Lotsa
36. Sweet: Lotsa
37. Sport to Play: Captain's Ball/Netball
38. Restaurant: Seoul Garden? Hah.
39. Favorite brand: PMK, Forever 21, Converse, Nike? n_n
40. Store: Anime & Manga @_@
41. School Subject: English/Geography
42. Animal: Dolphin
43. Book: Can't remember
44. Magazine: Teenage, Seventeen, Hot
45. Shoes: Dunno.

Currently
46. Feeling: Very happy and accomplished.
47. Single or Taken?: Both. <3
48. Have a crush? Yeaps
49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: Nothing
51. Typing: This.
52. Online?: Yeaps.
53. Listening To: "Girlfriend" Avril Lavigne
54. Thinking About: Itachi<3
56. Watching: Nothing
57. Wearing: T-shirt and shorts.
58. Want Kids? Yeaps, they're adorable.
59. Want to be Married? Yes!
60. Careers in Mind: Mangaka, Pyschologist
61. Where do you want to live? Japan, Korea

Which is Better/Attractive About the Opposite Sex?

63. Hair color: Blondes~ Sometimes, black.
64. Hair length: Cute styles?
65. Eye color: Green, Blue, Black?
66. Measurements: Taller than me.
67. Cute or Sexy: Cute.
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.
69. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs.
70. Short or Tall: Tall
71. Easygoing or serious: Easygoing!
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: BOTH 8D;
73. Fatty or Skinny: Average? Average
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship.
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: In the middle.

Have you ever
78. Kissed a Stranger: Nah.
79. Had Alcohol: Yeaps.
80. Ran Away From Home: Nah.
81. Broken a bone: Nah.
82. Got an X-ray: Nah.
83. Been with someone: Yes.
84. Broken Someones Heart: Dunno.
85. Broke Up With Someone: No.
86. Cried When Someone Died: Yeaps.
87. Cried At School: Yeaps.

Do You Believe In
88. God: Yeaps.
89. Miracles: Yeaps.
90. Love At First sight: Yeaps.
91. Ghosts: We'll see.
92. Aliens: Nope.
93. Soul Mates: Hell yeah!
94. Heaven: Yeaps.
95. Hell: Yeaps.
96. Angels: Yeaps.
97. Kissing on The First Date: No?
98. Horoscopes: Yeah~

99. Is there Someone you want but You know you can't Have?
somehow.

100. Who has made the most effect on you in your life?
many<3

Chemicals React.

~starangel35 — Fri, 02 Feb 2007 22:34:18 PST

"If there comes a day we can't be together, keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever."

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Movin' on..

Journal Entry

It's another weekend, and today's Saturday, secondary school really is more tough, but, I guess, I just have to learn to cope, with it.

More homework are coming in, and I'm beginning to get confused over, which streams, I would be best in.

Lately, time seems to fly extremely fast, it's another week, which means, Naruto is once again, released. There's a new manga volume, too.

I've been looking for more Itachi merchandise, but it sucks, because he isn't one of the main characters in Naruto, and there's hardly any merchandise of him.

But, everybody would agree to me, that he's powerful? o:

I've gotten enough sleep, I guess, but my eyes still feel sore, and tired. Plus, it's only Saturday. I think I'm such a lazy person, I've been delaying everything.

Urgh.
Must find someway, to get rid of my laziness.

Plus, I haven't been submitting art, to DA.
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Just let it go..

Updates

3 Feb, 2007 2.34PM - Not sure of what to do, I feel like drawing Sasuke/Sakura art, but I just can't.

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Shit..

Clubs Joined

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I'm so sorry..

To-do-list

[ ] Get started on My Sassy Ino
[ ] Get started on Ticket To Heaven
[ ] Study harder for Mathematics
[ ] Learn to become more Responsible
[ ] Re-take Piano lessons
[ ] Get a Gold for SYF

Got tagged by Crystal.

~starangel35 — Sun, 30 Apr 2006 02:33:13 PDT

1. Name: Samantha(My name's embarassing T_T)
2. Nickname: Sam,Sammie,Emerald,Sam-sam or whatsoever.
3. Birthday: 30 June 1993
4. Place of Birth: Singapore
5. Zodiac Sign: Cancer.
6. Male or Female: Female,I could never imagine if I was male.
7. Education: Secondary school,at least for now.
8. Schools you went to: Three schools,including the school I am in now.
9. Occupation: Student.
10. Residence: Somewhere in Singapore.
11. Screen Names: blossom_sam,tainted_angel,gothic-vengeance

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Colour: Black.
13. Hair Length: Long and wavy(NOT CURLY LAH DAMMNIT!)
14. Eye colour: Dark brown.
15. Best Feature: Erm. My hair!
16. Height: 1.65cm.
17. Braces?: No,but I really want. <3
18. Glasses?: Nope
19. Piercing: Nope
20. Tattoos: Nope
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: My sister and this guy that killls me everytime in Kindergarten,no longer in contact.
23. First Award: Some song award in Kindergarten.
24. First Sport You Joined: Volleyball.
25. First Pet: Goldfishes !
26. First Real Vacation: Nah,I didn't went to any other countries besides Singapore.
27. First Concert: YEAH ! Kindergarten concert !
28. First Love: Erm,during Primary 4. ^///^;;

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: I Not Stupid 2
30. TV Show: X-Men Evolution.
31. Colour: Purple.
32. Rapper: Urm.
33. Band: Good Charlotte and Simple Plan !
34. Song Right Now: "Naked" - Avril Lavigne.
35. Friend: Too much friends to list.
36. Candy: GUMMI BEARS AND SWEETS !
37. Sport to Play: Captain's ball and Netball.
38. Restaurant: Too much?
39. Favorite brand to wear: Too much?
40. Store: TOO MUCH.
41. School Subject: Geography? I hate English now,suckish.
42. Animal: Dolphins !
43. Book: Too much.
44. Magazine: Teenage,Seventeen and Lime !
45. Shoes: Too much.

___Currently___

46. Feeling: Depressed and homeworkophobic(Is there such a word?)
47. Single or Taken?: Single
49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: Nothing
51. Typing: This journal !
52. Online?: Yush
53. Listening To: "The Reason" - Hoobastank
54. Thinking About: ******
55. Wanting To: Have more holiday !
56. Watching: The computer screen.
57. Wearing: T-shirt and pants.

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids? Maybe,maybe not.
59. Want to be Married: Nope,I don't believe in Marriage.
60. Careers in Mind: Lawyers,Graphics Designer,Counselor.
61. Where do you want to live?: In a nice condominium,completely equipped with the latest facilities !
62. Car: A beautiful violet colored car!

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair colour: Blond and brown.
64. Hair length: Up to them,I heck care.
65. Eye colour: Brown!
66. Measurements: Whatsoever.
67. Cute or Sexy: Cute
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes.
69. Hugs or Kisses: Hugs!
70. Short or Tall: Tall
71. Easygoing or serious: EASYGOING!
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
74. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Probably hesitant one

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: Nope
79. Had Alcohol: Nope
80. Smoked: URM EWW o_o;;
81. Ran Away From Home: Nope
82. Broken a bone: Nope
85. Broken Someones Heart: Maybe?
86. Broken Up With Someone: Urm.
87. Cried When Someone Died: DUH !
88. Cried At School: Yups

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: Yes
90. Miracles: Yes
91. Love At First sight: No
93. Aliens: Yes
94. Soul Mates: Nahh...
95. Heaven: Yes
96. Hell: Yes
98. Kissing on The First Date: Nope
99. Horoscopes: Yes

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is there someone you want but you know you can't have? DUH !

I tag..

ANYBODY who wants to do it,can just do it. I'm not so evil,like our dear,Crystal who tagged me. T_T

Public Caning

~starangel35 — Thu, 13 Apr 2006 05:14:36 PDT

Suddenly,I thought about this matter. I'll now use my deviantart entry,to maybe,let's say debate on topics,that really interest me. Caning,is that the best solution? Many people don't always agree,because the scar obtained from the poisonous strokes of the cane can never be erased,it'll forever be there. Many adults believe that the teachers should do whatever they can to disclipne their children,but would they really go so far and allow the teacher to beat your student up,and out in the public too?

My opinion is that,this action is totally wrong. If criminals were caned in a private room,why must students be caned out in the open. Students are often afraid of being embarassed infront of their peers,maybe that's why MOE believes this method is good. But what if the student doesn't even change? What if the student gains nothing but painful memories after it? By approving public caning,MOE is being inconsiderate. Nobody is ever perfect,if they expect us,students,to behave as good citizens,they themselves should give a good example. Approving public caning,when has it become a good example? In my eyes,caning has never been the solution. Abuse has never been the answer,parent should really take time to understand the child. Nobody ever knows what,we students,are really going through. Peer pressure,homework stress and so on. If they really think caning is the solution,yes,then go on. But why must it be in the public? Do they know how difficult it is for the child to be caned infront of his friends,embarassed,hurt and angry. These three words best describes the child's emotion. The child will then be ridiculed by friends,and slowly he or she's circle of friends will slowly fade away.

Well,what good is that? I can't believe people still approve of public caning. I'm done with my explanation or whatsoever,it's crappy,but I like it. I love to voice out my every opinions,frankly.

I GOT TAGGED BY BEVERLEY OMFGZ.

~starangel35 — Mon, 10 Apr 2006 06:17:37 PDT

Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

1. I bite my nails,it's a strange habit I had since young.
2. I can curse someone for a full thirty minutes,and then start liking them after that.
3. I bite my lips when I'm feeling nervous.
4. I always accompany people to go to the toilet,I don't usually go to toilet during school toilets.
5. I'm lazy and yet I'm the class chairperson. WOOT~
6. Sometimes,I love looking at myself on transparent surfaces.

And I taaaag.....
NOBODY.
yeah )) :
i don't like to tag people anyways,do it if you really want to do.

Me feel likes so kind of fucking shit. DDD:

& This Gift Is My Curse For Now ;

~starangel35 — Sat, 08 Apr 2006 21:18:54 PDT

Mood: Moody/Sad
Listening To: "Unbelievable" - Craig David

9 April 2006

I just realised how much I missed my friends,and my crush,after my friend found our diary,the diary that the five of us shared,all of our thoughts and secrets were in it. Shit,my school sincerely suck,I have tons of friends,but not so much good friends. Damnit,I really miss my primary school,every single thing. The some-times interesting lessons,and best of all my friend,and my crush. Sometimes I wish I have the power to go back in time,and make things right,and so today,I won't be feeling so regretful.

My common test results were out,I ranked 8th in class. Quite good heys? That was my thinking,because back in primary school,I'm always the lower ones. The worst part of being in the second best class,was that. But usually,you'll make a lot of smart friends,and they tend to be extremely loyal and kind.

Shit,my secondary school ain't the best,you know. They're always organising some kind of fucking adventure thing,I'm so sick and tired of it. Aren't they just wasting money if their students refuse to do? Assholes,they think the school's so good somemore. Hellooo? I really object against it,Wow,and I'm the class chairperson. Strange,heys? If I hate the school so much,and I'm made leader of my class. Yeah but I appreciated having the role,well at least I guess so. There's this fucking guy,who's calling me "Chairman" instead of my name. What the,he can really die if he calls me that again. I hate this idiotic retards. I might be counted as one too,one little retard,two little retard... Fuck..

Too much bad words in this post,I guess well you can only read it if you're a big kid. xDD Well,you know what I am right?

Visit,the fanfiction and I had made :
YUP it's about Lancitty from Xmen Evo and YUP it's ROMANCE alright . <33

[link]

Clubs
Just the same ol' clubs,haven't joined any clubs for ages. Newest addiction: The ShikaxIno Club && The NaruxHina&SasuxSaku Club The Sakura Couples Club && The Brotherhood Club! <33~

So Yesterday" - Hilary Duff
Reading : Urm ? Miss Moorthy Invesitagesss.
Mood : urm. radioactive. communicating with aliens.
Magical Powers: Ghostly powers,alien powers,poking.
Element: Water. (is meterotic.)
Occupation: Student ?
Status: Single never looking.
Hobbehs: Reading.Giggling.Writting.Playing some sports.
Likes: Soft toys,soft things,flowers,evilness.
Dislikes: Noise,silence,being irritated..
Fav. Word: Simpleecity(Simplicity)
Fav.Food: Pasteh(Pasta),Salat(Salad),Bated Ryce(Baked Rice),
Chokalatye(Chocolate),Candeey(Candy).
Fav.Drink: Ice Milo,Ice Lemon Tea,Plain Water,Fruit Juices.
Fav.Sport: Mainely(Mainly) balle(ball) games.
Interests: Teh Internet,Neopets,Fan-fics,Storybooks,Spo rts,DA.
Described As: (Real World)Talkative,Hilarious,Concerned,Wier d,
Insultive,Rude,Soft-hearted.
(Digital World)Vuglar,Talkative,Caring,Wierd,Crea tive,Evil,Straight
-to-the-point.

-stalkers/friends-

-clubs-

-journal entry-

lol ! my cousins came to my hse yesterdae and we all went to habbohotel and well insulted the pple's hair style,face and all. it was damn funny,though i know that it's not funny if others insult you and all. xD budden,i couldn't help it. >D

well cny ended. today i didn't went to school cos` i needed to go and visit more relatives and well do other things. though i got news of what happened in school thru my friends ahaa.

IM LEAVING DEVIANTART.

~starangel35 — Sat, 22 Jan 2005 00:39:06 PST

Bwahhahahaa ! XD Gotcha ` I made you look

Idea from `peskaa. Dont blame me if you're fooled. ^^

-about sam-

Name: Sammy.
Alias : Sammeh,Sam.
Gender: 55% female,35% alien,5% ghost.
Live: In earth.
Speaks: Alien Language,English,Chinese.
Age: 1054(alien) years,11(human)years.
Ish Listenting to : "Pretty Boy" - M2M
Reading : Urm ? TEH PRINCESS DIARIES. < 333
Mood : urm. radioactive. communicating with aliens.
Magical Powers: Ghostly powers,alien powers,poking.
Element: Water. (is meterotic.)
Occupation: Student ?
Status: Single never looking.
Hobbehs: Reading.Giggling.Writting.Playing some sports.
Likes: Soft toys,soft things,flowers,evilness.
Dislikes: Noise,silence,being irritated..
Fav. Word: Simpleecity(Simplicity)
Fav.Food: Pasteh(Pasta),Salat(Salad),Bated Ryce(Baked Rice),
Chokalatye(Chocolate),Candeey(Candy).
Fav.Drink: Ice Milo,Ice Lemon Tea,Plain Water,Fruit Juices.
Fav.Sport: Mainely(Mainly) balle(ball) games.
Interests: Teh Internet,Neopets,Fan-fics,Storybooks,Spo rts,DA.
Described As: (Real World)Talkative,Hilarious,Concerned,Wier d,
Insultive,Rude,Soft-hearted.
(Digital World)Vuglar,Talkative,Caring,Wierd,Crea tive,Evil,Straight
-to-the-point.

-stalkers/friends-

-clubs-

-journal entry-

omfg. dont blame me if you're fooled by my nifteh trick. <3 i've managed to download paintshop studio or urm. dunno. xD yeahh. i finally am able to upload my art in [.jpg] when they dont even look crappy. please do comment on nii's gift. x3 i've managed to finish to do one of my homework done. only one lol. i'm thinking of doing more today. ^^ and so i can leave my tution homework for tomorrow. arrghhh. >>; stoopid school,give us a truckload of homework. and still manage us to chill and have fun.

*is dying to watch dp* danny phantom is at 6pm. oh my goshh. i cannot wait. i hope its one of those loveyy doveey esp.

-gift art/art trades/art requests-

DannyxSam Rawk My Socks ! xD

~starangel35 — Sun, 16 Jan 2005 00:56:25 PST

-about sam-

Name: Sammy.
Alias : Sammeh,Sam.
Gender: 55% female,35% alien,5% ghost.
Live: In earth.
Speaks: Alien Language,English,Chinese.
Age: 1054(alien) years,11(human)years.
Magical Powers: Ghostly powers,alien powers,poking.
Element: Water. (is meterotic.)
Occupation: Student ?
Status: Single never looking.
Hobbehs: Reading.Giggling.Writting.Playing some sports.
Likes: Soft toys,soft things,flowers,evilness.
Dislikes: Noise,silence,being irritated..
Fav. Word: Simpleecity(Simplicity)
Fav.Food: Pasteh(Pasta),Salat(Salad),Bated Ryce(Baked Rice),
Chokalatye(Chocolate),Candeey(Candy).
Fav.Drink: Ice Milo,Ice Lemon Tea,Plain Water,Fruit Juices.
Fav.Sport: Mainely(Mainly) balle(ball) games.
Interests: Teh Internet,Neopets,Fan-fics,Storybooks,Spo rts,DA.
Described As: (Real World)Talkative,Hilarious,Concerned,Wier d,
Insultive,Rude,Soft-hearted.
(Digital World)Vuglar,Talkative,Caring,Wierd,Crea tive,Evil,Straight
-to-the-point.

-stalkers/friends-

-clubs-

-journal entry-

tomorrow is already school reopening already. tomorrow it is. -plays terrifying music- yeahh. TT + TT i dont really want to go to school. >w< it gives me the creeps and so many homework and the lessons of horror. especially since i haven't been in school for 2 days. u.u though my friends did delievered me the homework. *thank-thank* im afraid i'll have even more homework. oh yarh. monday also got supplmentary lesson.

DAMN IT ! -le sigh- ToT god has choosen me to be the victim of the school. the homework is gonna get tougher,and the school subjects are definately getting more and more sophisticated. gahh. >> ; i just hate school,for i hate school. i wish they can burn the whole building down. and then i can stay at home. ^ _ ^

chinese new ye...

ADDICTED TO PIGGIES. <33

~starangel35 — Fri, 14 Jan 2005 07:38:52 PST

-about sam-

Name: Sammy.
Alias : Sammeh,Sam.
Gender: 55% female,35% alien,5% ghost.
Live: In earth.
Speaks: Alien Language,English,Chinese.
Age: 1054(alien) years,11(human)years.
Magical Powers: Ghostly powers,alien powers,poking.
Element: Water. (is meterotic.)
Occupation: Student ?
Status: Single never looking.
Hobbehs: Reading.Giggling.Writting.Playing some sports.
Likes: Soft toys,soft things,flowers,evilness.
Dislikes: Noise,silence,being irritated..
Fav. Word: Simpleecity(Simplicity)
Fav.Food: Pasteh(Pasta),Salat(Salad),Bated Ryce(Baked Rice),
Chokalatye(Chocolate),Candeey(Candy).
Fav.Drink: Ice Milo,Ice Lemon Tea,Plain Water,Fruit Juices.
Fav.Sport: Mainely(Mainly) balle(ball) games.
Interests: Teh Internet,Neopets,Fan-fics,Storybooks,Spo rts,DA.
Described As: (Real World)Talkative,Hilarious,Concerned,Wier d,
Insultive,Rude,Soft-hearted.
(Digital World)Vuglar,Talkative,Caring,Wierd,Crea tive,Evil,Straight
-to-the-point.

-stalkers/friends-

-clubs-

-journal entry-
just decided to update it since i joined teh anti-terra group. now,now. i dont want a group of terra lovers to come shouting and chasing after me. i hate her means i hate her. there's no way you can change that fact. please. if anyone wants to hate anybody,you shouldn't change it.

and i dont hate terra,because of any of the teen titans member. i dont count terra as an official teen titan member in my heart,though the show says so. yeah. so i dont really like her for my own reasons. yeahh. so i wont be run down by a herd of angry mop. and yes. teh new deviantation do. comment,give me ways to improve,please no insultation i already know how bad i am at drawing TT ______ TT.

yeahhh. i shall end here. please do join any of the club(except for the terra lurvers,feel free not to look at the anti-terra club . pleaseee)

-gi...

Devious Journal Entry

~starangel35 — Mon, 28 Mar 2005 05:40:13 PST

The alimighty roleplay characters
xPutting every single detail
xUpdating it x3
xIwsh whatting.

Roleplay: Sort of open.

-Name: Charli Isabelle Star
-Nickname: Charli
-Age: 18 and counting
-Gender: Female
-Job: Web/Graphics Designer
-Student. <3
-Personality: Outgoing. Creative. Intelligent. Reserved.

-Past: Maybe you'll have to curse the lab ray for what she has become now,a yellow usul. Born as a yellow colored ixi,she was transformed into a usul by the dumb lab ray. Abandoned by her parents, both her brother and her were fortunate to be adopted by their care-taker(i added that). Having amazing powers that she don't even know hidden deep inside her body,she's one outgoing girl with a creative and intelligent look. Very reserved and easy-going,but of course her temper can be another trouble.

Roleplay: Sort of open.

Name: Abigal
Full name: Abigail_
Alias: Abby,gailee ?
Gender: Female
Age: 18
Birth date: January 22
Horoscope: Aquarius
Occupation: Student/teacher
Personality:-
Positive Side: Responsible,Born-leader,Thoughtful,Optim istic
Negative Side: Not-understanding,Fierce,Not easy to trust,Frank
Description: Abby's just ordinary. Though a freak accident,did made her wheel-chaired. She still continues her life peacefully and happily. She loves the nature a lot,as it's her birth place and all. She feeds the animals almost everday. Hrm. Her job,she just took it up in a school near to the forest that she visits everyday. Her past still remains unknown...
Recommended: Roleplay with her if you want a straight-forward roleplay and frank one,very frank. And a lot about nature.

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Name: Nataliwe Annelise Enderea
Full name: Nataliwe
Alias: None
Gender: Female
Age: 16+
Birth date: June 19
Horoscope: Gemini
Occupation: Student/Ballerina
Personality:-
Positive: Musically Inclined,Talented,Graceful,Adventurous
Negative: Irritating,Way too carefree,Very oblivious of the surroundings xP
Description: Nataliwe a talented ixi doe,has been living alone for quite some time. She loves the music,and finds it her only "best friend" and "company" whereever she goes. Yeah,she's really oblivious of the surroundings once she got attracted to something or someone. Very irritating too. But other then that,she's really easy to talk to and likeable.
Recommended: To a irritating friend,she's more irritating then eva. I tell ya,having her in your household will make you really annoyed. ;____; Plus,abigail.

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Name: Verra
Full name: Verra
Alias: None
Gender: Female
Age: 15
Birth date: November 21
Horoscope: Scorpio
Occupation: Student
Personality:-
Positive: Daydreamer,Caring,Thoughtful,Understandi ng,
Great-listener
Negative: Quiet,Cautious,Introvert,Perfectionist
Description: The sister of Elize,Verra and Elize are from a really wealthy family,but isn't really exactly that happy. Yeah,Verra's a real perfectionist. She really wants to do things her way and does not need any help. Will,of course take some time for her to get out of her shell. Usually,she have a nice and interesting roleplay. ;3
Recommended: For an interesting roleplay,long one and has a lot of suspense and mystery.

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Name: Elize
Full Name: Elize
Alias: None
Gender: Female
Age: 17
Birth date: February 14
Horoscope: Pisces
Occupation: Student
Personality:-
Positive: Responsible,Matured,Vivacious ?,Independent
Negative: Shop-a-holic,Boy-crazy,Spend thrift,Beauty Consicious
Description: Born in a rich family,with a twisted past,which Elize never reveals to anyone not even her sister,whom she thinks is creepy and wierd. Both of them dont really get along well. Elize usually judges a book by its cover,and is often seen in shopping malls shopping and spending all her money. She have way too much clothes. I just don't understand her,o.O. Yeah,fun to roleplay with.
Recommended: Easy to talk to and fun. x3

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Name: Shery...