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Sorry about the whole not being on for about a year but I've been busy and such. Hope you like the new stuff when it gets here! XP

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I'm going to Japan in less than a week so I'm super excited about that. I get to stay with a host family for a few days and then we're all going on a tour. Oh and I'm going to be with a group from school so it's gonna be fun times!

Anyways...not much more I feel like typing out so... go see my new stuff....NOW! XD

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/17137221/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/17137221/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 18:03:08 PST I'll jsut have to hope for the best... you think god has a better plan for me? Is choir something I don't need to be doing next year? Where will this lead me next? The pain of never being sure about...well...anything.

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/15710934/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/15710934/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 17:10:37 PST If you wanna ask something this is your time to do it XD
I'll answer to everything !
But this doesn't mean that I'm telling the truth all the time ;D
I can be sarcastic, I can lie, I can prank you B: Or I can just tell the truth !

But these are the rules:
-If you ask something YOU HAVE TO DO THE SAME WITH YOUR JOURNAL!
-If you ask more than one question you must tag somebody (one deviant per extra question)


Wanna try ? ^_-

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/15361454/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/15361454/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 12:14:40 PST
Any one planning to go this year?

Location:
Hyatt Regency Columbus
350 North High Street
Columbus, Ohio, 43215

Date:
January 4-6, 2008

[link]



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Oh and I did this quiz thing XD

Are you a Seme or an Uke?
CLUELESS UKE
You really have no clue, do you? You're satisfied just to have someone to eat hamburgers and play video games with, and are completely oblivious to other's manipulative behavior. You don't expect much, and that's good, because you're perfect prey for the Opportunist Seme, who will take advantage of you, and you probably won't even notice. But you'll be happy anyway, because ignorance is bliss.

here's the link [link]

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Also, what really pisses me off is how guys can be so dense! I mean I know that I'm so obvious flirt or anything but really, can't they at least through me a bone or something? Do I just not know what I'm doing? Yeah that's probably it. I don't want to be desprate or anything but I can't stand not having a guy!

I need...no I want to just drop everything and get my life in order but I don't seem to have enough motivation for that...ok I'm done ranting now...

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/15184333/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/15184333/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 07:30:19 PDT [link]

Gotta love her ^.^

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I've found that the more of yourself that you let out, the more people that want to date you...which is weird cause all that I've been letting out is selfishness and crap like that. I mean I don't think any of it has been possitive. Oh well, if that's the way they want it then fine, that's what they'll get. Besides, it's easier that way...kinda.

I'm finally able to go to Writing Club over at East! They changed the day to Tuesday and I don't h ave to work on Tuesday! w00t! Gotta love it when things go your way. I'm bringing a bunch of stuff to let people look at that I've written. Well, actually I'm bringing my whole laptop with me XD Ya I'm too lazy to print off a bunch of stuff. I doubt half of it will get read anyways. Also I need some files for Vis. Comm. class and somebody *coughsarahcough* still has my flash drive. Well, that's besides the point.

OMG! Fall Break is this week! squee! I'm hopefully going to get together with Turtle (Daniel) this Saturday at the Bloomington mall. I think Sarah and Shanna might come with me as well. I think we'll end up going even if he can't come cause well...I love that mall!<3 So, Turtle if you're reading this (which would be amazing cause I doubt anyone will read this far) you need to make sure you can come!

I have so much make up work I have to do for school. I missed half of last Friday and Yeasterday (Monday) and I have a bunch of Algebra 2 and an Englich Essay. Ewww. I'll be needing some help with that...

Hum....well I'm not sure what to write now....

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I'm still debating on what I'm gonna do for fall break...also spring break but that's a while away. Do I wanna visit Zach or Daniel? Hmm... maybe I can meet up with both of them, hopefully.

My old goal of getting a boyfriend might be made this year. All I can do is try^^

Oh and I'll be putting some of my art assignments up here when I get time to use my scanner, hopefully the good one this time. I drew a sketch of my hand and I'm totally in love with it. I even carry around with me at school XP

I think someone should tell me to draw something realistic. I'm kinda bored and I need a challenge. So if you want something drawn in pencil, realistically then comment or message me!

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I need a job. I mean I think I'm going to we working at an elementary school next to mine after school but still.

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/14194162/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/14194162/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 10:33:11 PDT .< Last night was awesome...ya...good fun...

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2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone?: Well kinda...ish

4) Does your name mean anything?: I have no clue!

5) Nick Name(s): Steph, Stiffy, Ritsuko, Inu-chan

6) What do you think you look like: a person?

7) Date Of Birth: June 4, 1992

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Columbus Indiana for both

9) Nationality: Uh...idk...

10) Astrology Sign: Gemini

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Monkey

12) Religion: Christian

13) What’s your favorite smell?: The person I have a crush on XP

14) Political Position?: erm...idk

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Water though milk is good too.

16) Hair + Eye color: Dark brown hair, blue eyes

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: Not really

18) What do you look like?: Didn't we do this already?

19) Any unusual talents?: um... probably >>

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: righty

21) Straight, Bi, Gay or Other?: Straight...wait what's "other"? 0.0

22) What do you do for a living?: School...and crap like that

23) What do you do for fun?: internets, reading randomness, drawing, and other stuffs

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?:
PAPER! haha um... anything that's not too good... you know... stray markers, pencils, and such... I seem to do best with random stuff

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: look up at last question....

26) Have you met your grandparents?: no duh...

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: only in my dreams... and I haven't had many of those lately T.T

28) Crush: um....er.... 0.0 I'd rather not say?

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: ewww none!!!

30) Current worries?: you know... the usual

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): wow the list is pretty much endless! XD ok not really but w/e

32) Favorite place to be?: home... though that's not always my house

33) Least favorite place to be?: lost

34) Do you burn or tan?: not really either

35) Ever break a bone?: nope

36) What is your favorite cereal?: anything with marshmellows >.<

37) Person you cry with: I don't cry much... though usually by myself.... in my room... with load music going...ya....

Do You Have…
38) Any sisters: yep! 4

39) Any brothers: 1

40) Any pets: ya a dog named Copper... you know like from the movie Fox And The Hound?

41) An Illness: er... physically?

42) A Pager: nope

43) A Personal phone line: not sure... don't think so

44) A Cell phone: yep!^^

45) A visible birthmark: not really...

46) A Pool or hot tub: yes I have an OOL notice there's not P in it... haha ya I know that's totally lame >>

47) A Car: heck yes!

Describe Your…

48) Personality:
damn that would take too long and I'm only at #48

49) Driving: I'm not too bad

50) Your clothing style: mostly darker colors... almost always wearing jeans and I'm a big fan of black cuteness^^

51) Room: grey walls and black and red stuff everywhere. Japanese styled stuff.

52) What’s missing: hmm... maybe your brain cause this just keeps getting dumber... yet I'm still gonna finish it...

53) School:
North High School

54) Bed:
Red with black sheets

55) Relationship with your parent(s):
not very good right now...

56) Do you believe in yourself:
most of the time I don't

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?:
Yes and no... idk how to explain it...

58) Consider yourself a good listener:
If a friend is talking then yes

59) Future dream that you would like to share:
Go to Japan! >.<

60) Get Along with your parents:
not really

61) Save your e-mail conversations:
almost never

62) Pray: I can't say yes to that...


63) Believe in reincarnation:as cool as that'd be...no

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?:
once a day

65) Like to talk on the phone: every once in awhile.

66) Like to eat?: well ya... it's my downfall though T.T

67) Like to exercise?:
what is in... ]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/13346526/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/13346526/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 18:19:51 PDT
My birthday party is this Saturday! I'm excited cause I get to hang out with everyone with out a set time for them to all leave. I can't wait to play Twister XD We had loads of fun last time we played. I can still see mantal images from last time. Hehe

I really need to put someof my better stuff on here... well maybe when I get a new scanner...idk. I'm just tired of looking at all my crappy art that's up here.

I went to the Fallout Boy concert in Indianapolis, Indiana on Tuesday and it was awesome! I really want to go to another concert soon. I even got some autographs from... oh god I feel bad cause I can't remember their names... I love thir music though... damn I feel stupid now Well, anyways, we all had fun and I thought I wouldn't be able to talk in a while... though the shake from Steak 'n' Shake that we got after the concert helped a lot. (Oh and Pete's a total hottie XP)

Japanese studying has been pretty much nonexistant. I want to study and stuff but I just have had a lot on my plate lately. We have another meeting on Friday so maybe we'll get somewhere this time. I think we need to meet for more than 2 hours but with everyone's busy schedules I'm not sure if that's even possible.

I've been reading a lot of Digimon fanfictions lately. I know it's weird... I just can't help it! they're so cute and Tai and Yama are such a sexy couple >.< XD Ya I know I'm completely insane but w/e I'm used to it by now.

I'm wanting to finish my Loveless fanfiction soon but I've just not had much time nor motivation. I was going to put up a few chapters but typing it out takes time too. Maybe I'll give it to someone else to type out... doubt anyone'd do it though. Does anyone even want me to put it up?

If someone wants me to draw a picture they have in pencil then I'll gladly do it. All you need to do is send me an email with a picture attached and what exactly you want me to draw. email: stardragon12@hotmail.com

yawn... I think I'm just going to leave it at that... besides I gotta get back to my Digimon fanfiction XD Have a great summer everyone! XP

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/13221746/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/13221746/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 22:25:37 PDT
I've started drivers education class earlier today... well technically yesterday (it's 1:14 am) It was so boring.... and COLD! I was almost going to walk right out of the class just to get warm. I start actually driving on Wednesday so I'm excited for that. Something that requires me to actually DO something.

Summer school P.E. starts on Wednesday and I'm suprised that I'm looking forward to going. I've kinda... how should I put it... gained a bit of extra fat... not that I'm fat cause I'm not. Working it all off will make me feel a lot better.

I'm redoing a room in my house that, at the monent, is being used as pretty much a junk room. I'm going to turn it into a guest room/ art studio/ chibi style explosion! I can't wait to finish going through all the junk though. It'll take a while T.T

Well Japanese studying officially starts tomorrow. I'm getting together with the group I'm going to be working with and we're planning future meetings around our horrible schedules for the summer. Stupid marching band, drivers education, summer school, and redoing roomness!!!!!!!!! T.T XP

I think I'm gonna get back to cleaning up my room... not that it's THAT bad but I got a bunch of stuff out to organize and now I have to put it all back. FUN FUN! >>

--Steph/ Ritsuko/ Stiffy (damn I have a lot of nicknames )

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where's a pacman when you need him......<-see what I mean? 0.0

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So I found out that finals are REALLY easy. I think the tests we had earlier in the year were harder 0.0 Is that supposed to happen? Well I don't mind or anything but I am a bit weirded out by it all. I guess as long as I get a good grade I don't really care.

I found this awesome line art by DigiAvalon and I'm coloring it. It's not the best coloring on my part but I'm trying. I might put it up when I'm finished. Here's the link to the line art: [link]

I haven't put up much art lately because my scanner won't work for me and I'm not to fond of my parents scanner. I'll try to fix it soon and put something up.

My birthday is comming up soon and I'm trying to think of a theme. Is a theme too lame? I'm not sure but I have made a practically nonexistant list. I'd love some ideas! Anything will work.

OH back on the art topic. (above) I can't figure out how to make stuff look like gold with colored pencil. Any suggestions? I don't want to have to go out and buy a bunch of stuff though so anything simple will do. And don't say "Use a gold colored pencil" cause well... 1) I don't have one and 2) I don't that'd look too great...but idk.

Thanks for reading!^^

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/13047947/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/13047947/ Tue, 22 May 2007 07:43:44 PDT I feel so stupid!

Maybe I'll take a bike ride out to a trail and sit iundrea tree. Sounds really nice right now. I was actually going to do that yesterday but my parents called me to come home T.T

I'm kinda excited for last period today cause I'm doing my May Project. It's like you sing in front of the class for a grade. Oviously it's for my choir class. I'm singing with my friend, Jenn. She wants me to have it memorized but I only got through like the first few pages. I think I'm gonna drag music up with me and just try not to use it much. She's gonna be so pissed. I can't help it if I have homework to do. This project is extra credit anyways.

I'm also kinda sad that I can't really talk to one of my friends. His computer crashed and he lives about an hour away so I can't talk to him. I guess I could call him but I'm not into talking on the phone much. I did end up calling him a few days ago and he said that his computer will probably be fixed by the end of this week. I haven't talked to him online for about 3 weeks! I'm dieing over here! Damn that's sad...

I'm so tired! I couldn't fall asleep last night cause I hurt all over from riding my bike and running all weekend. I couldn't get comfortable T.T I fell asleep last period when we were watching a movie in English. I might go to the nurse and sleep sometime later today if I really can't stay awake.

Well now I'm too tired to think of anything more to say so...ya, byes!

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12998926/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12998926/ Fri, 18 May 2007 09:10:27 PDT Well I have to go now so bye bye!

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12962553/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12962553/ Tue, 15 May 2007 07:33:39 PDT > ya I might get to that sooner or later...

I did start a drawing. It's totally in marker! I tis proud^^ I was kinda bored yesterday so I grabed a poster board and taped it to my wall and started drawing. It's kinda bad but I don't really care. Tis going to be very colorful though! Me likes colors^^

If you want me to draw anything please tell me and I'll draw it for you. I'll even draw a specific character if you want! No one has really been responding to anything I say so I doubt this will make much of a difference but w/e I can try!

Just respond please! Thankies^^

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Well... ya that wasn't very specific... The whole story is that a friend of mine hasn't talked to me in about a week. We only talk over the internet. I miss talking to my internet buddy! T.T

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]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12752084/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12752084/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 07:59:47 PDT .< Wow I'm really weird XD

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I also had to help my sister pick out these clothes for a fashion show thing. It was for Talbots (sp?) and it was mostly filled with older lady clothes. It was a VERY scary place. But what really supprised me was that nothing was under $50 and half the stuff you could get at Walmart for $5. It was so stupid! I thought I'd die in that place!

After we found some outfits we went to Buffalo Wild Wings and ate. It was my first time going there and it wasn't so bad. TVs were everywhere! 0.0 seriously I was freaked out! But the food was ok so I was happy^^

Oh and today is Anime Club!!!^^ I'm excited cause we're starting a new anime. I have no clue what it is but as long as it's not something too stupid then I'm ok.

The only thing I'm mad abut at the moment is that not many people are going to Anime or Japan Clud and we need people to. We have so many students that are taking Japanese as a language that you'd think they'd want to be in the club too. We have been getting a pretty good crowd at Anime Club but I'm not too satisfied with it.



ANIME CLUB IS TODAY AFTER SCHOOL SO COME ALL NORTH STUDENTS!!!!!


Oh and is anyone really smart, goes to North, and is willing to tutor me? I n eed help in Geometry Honors and World Civ. If your willing please contact me or if you know someone then tell me. I feel kinda stupid for doing this but I seriously do need some help

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]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12666762/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12666762/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 11:31:57 PDT 1. You shall put your music player on shuffle.
2. You shall press forward for each question.
3. You shall use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. no cheating
4. You shall tag 5 people and rain hell upon humanity.
5. You shall give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1. How are you feeling today?
"Voices" By Saosin
Well this is the first time I've ever heard this song 0.0

2. Will you get far in life?
"Through With Life" By Maroon 5
I wait but nothing happens... depressing ain't it

3. How do your friends see you?
"I Like To Move It" (DDR version)
haha! XD nuff said XP

4. What is your best friend's theme song?
"When The Night Feels My Song" By Bedouin Soundclash
Lonely... all alone... aw I'm sorry!!!! *hugs*

5. What is the story of your life?
"The Safety of Routine" By Name Taken
I like routine? 0.0 I didn't know that...

6. What is high school like?
"Life Is Like A Boat" By Rei Fu
Nobody knows who I really am?

7. How can you get ahead in life?
"If You Were My King" By Aqua
I just marry some rich guy ^.-

8. What is the best thing about your friends?
"American Idiot" By Green Day
We're not the ones meant to follow...

9. What is in store for this weekend?
"What A Wonderful World" By Michael Buble
YAY! Life will be good!^^

10. How is your life going?
"I Want Candy" Aaron Carter
I'm tough but sweet? I WANT CANDY!

11. What song will they play at your funeral?
"Give It Up" By Midtown
I know you miss me but you just have to let go... I know, it's hard *pats you on the back*

12. What do your friends really think of you?
"With You" By Linkin Park
The sound of my voice is painted on your memories? 0.0
I feel loved... I think?

13. Do people secretly lust after you?
"Yugioh Theme Song (Japanese version)"
LOL!!!!! Anyone wanna fuck Yugi? XD

14. How can I make myself happy?
"Slow Chemical" By Finger Eleven
I'M NOT A DRUGGIE!!! (shut up >>

15. What should you do with your life?
"Gifts And Curses" By Yellowcard
Try to make a guy happy and get all depressed cause I try too hard? idk... weird

16. Will you ever have children?
"I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That You Should Shut Your Mouth" By Fallout Boy
uh....



Congrats:
Kyle
Laura Beth
Steph J.

HAVE FUN DOING THIS! XD

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12652283/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12652283/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:20:22 PDT
Well supprisingly I'm really happy that it's a half day but I felt a need to write exactly the opposite of what I'm feeling right now^^ Don't ask why cause I don't know

Anywho! Have a happy half day North students!!!

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go to these journals for more info:
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not being the only one that this has happened to and crap and for the

thought that wasn't just for me and I thought it was but is isn't and

now I know but I'm not happy about it and all this crap isn't cool, is

this ever gonna end, no it won't and I can't stand the thought of it

being for someone else who can get whoever they want but decides

to go after that one but I wanted the one who is also confussed and

ignored and I totally empathize with it but nooooo it's not just for me

to help nor for one person to heal and I want to make everything

better but is it in the way I want or think I want and will she ever get

over herself for one damned minute or will I have to overpower the

strong will of a bitch with a life that'd make others jealous and has

turned some into lonely hermits while they sink lower in their black

holes that they call their lives or is she just trying to get by in the

world like the rest of us, no she is not like the rest of us sorry being

that will do almost anything to just WANT to see the light of day or

sleep eternally in the dark decay of a life that has never truely

started but has ended to quickly to count the many hours of fire held

in their hearts as no one listens to their problems and they die lonely

and will stay on this earth only to find that what they've always

wanted is not there but in the place they can never go to for they

never reached a state of good or evil, hell nor heaven are places

they can reach no matter how much they want to, their bodies tossed

into the ground, no tears to fall before the shell that once was a life

filled with sorrow for noone would listen or tell their stores of hell on

earth and heaven in a death they can never reach and we all feel this

pain and we will always bear it alone.

Sorry for my ranting of nothing... just felt a need to write so here I

am.... Oh and notice that this is all one sentence... though I doubt it's

gramatically correct but w/e I really don't care.

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12544905/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12544905/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 19:41:36 PDT They're mostly unfinished drawings or random doodles XD YAY! Oh and I'd like some comments on how to make them better, the charcoal ones mostly. Thankies!^^

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Another one of my friends is always flirting with every guy she sees. I kinda feel sorry for the guys. They have no choice in liking her. I'm not just worried about her in this one. Still I think she's been through plenty of bad relationships. Maybe a break from guys would be a good idea?

I'm not sure if this counts as a friend but I'm plenty stupid. I like a guy who's already in a relationship (not a very good one but w/e) and this other guy I barely know. I mean how stupid is that! I seem to be making drama for myself T.T

Well my point is that my friends aren't perfect but I love them anyways. Most likely cause they're the only ones willing to hang out with me XD Sometimes I feel sorry for them. My poor, poor friends.

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Nothing is really happening in my life and things are getting a bit boring. I would make it more interesting but that would just go totally against my usual uncaringness.

My state of depression feels pointless now. Nothing good is coming from it and no one likes me when I'm in a bad mood, which I usually am.

I do still want a boyfriend really bad but I'm too shy to do anything about it. I will admit at least that. I guess I just want to think that a guy will just all of a sudden notice me and say something... I wish! I'm too closed off to have someone like me like that. It doesn't seem possible at this point.

And here I am back to complaining about my boring life... I'm such a dork. Well I guess I just can't find anything more interesting than the small fragments of my life that i'm telling you about... that's pretty sad actually... w/e I don't really care anyways. I mean I am who I am and no one can change that... at least not intirely.

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This guy in my study hall is kinda sute and I think he's noticed me or something... Like today I was reading and he was talking to his friend about something and I think I could feel them starring at me 0.0 it was really weird. I've never talked to him so it's not like I like him but he is cute and seems nice as far as I can tell.

But the hard thing is that I think I like this other guy... I've told you guys about him in earlier entries.

Oh god by head hurts! T.T

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Anyways... I'm back from my trip and back to school, sadly. I had so much fun though the last few days kinda grew old fast...

Ya that's all I'm gonna say cause I'm lazy like that... ask if you want to know more...

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12203286/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12203286/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:51:23 PDT .< I'm so excited! Also Sarah's comming with me!^^ We're all gonna have lots of fun... and don't be a perv about that that statement...

Anyways, I've finished all my make up work and everything's done!

Sarah and I are going to go visit Mr. Kupersmith during our lunches today! We're gonna eat at Subway, most likely. We're gonna "observe" him class and stuff. FUN FUN!^^

Well now I'm gonna go space off so laters!

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I can't seem to write anything lately... I think it's because I'm so happy. Most of my poems are sad or depressing so now I have nothing to write about... kinda sad really...OMG! I'm sad now! I'm off to write now XP

Ok not really I'm still in a good mood. Though my grades are getting on my nerves, I think I can bring them up to at least a C. I hate History and English! Tale of Two Cities is killing me! Stupid book and all it's confussing words!

I want to go on a walk today but I have an outline for English due on Thursday and I really haven't started yet I also have some Geometry stuff I didn't do from last week... I was absent the day it was all assigned and no one bothered to tell me what it was! w/e I'm not blaming anyone but myself for not asking in the first place...

Oh the fresh air is so nice! I think I might ask my Japanese teacher if we can go outside again today... it's so nice out!

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12153315/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/12153315/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 07:42:32 PDT [link] and in second, [link] or [link]

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I will update this list...sooner or later (I'm not on my home computer, resulting in all my favorites are not here)

I'm just really bored and don't feel like talking about how stupid one of my friends is...I mean seriously! *glares* Fucking retard...

Anyways...Only one more week till Spring Break! w00tness! I'm so excited yet really not wanting to go at the same time...so confussing... OH THE PAINS OF THE HEART! T.T w/e I'm over it... kinda... idk... ignore my ranting...

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I had to get up early to go help at my church with the blood drive. I just opened drinks for the one's who just gave blood...they weren't alowed to open their own XD

I also went to youth group and had a lot of fun with my friends. But the bad thing is that one of my friends fell after getting home and had to go to the hospital to get X-rays. She won't beat school tomorrow! totally sucks...

Well that's about all that happened today so...byes.

Oh ya I also took a nap today! >.<

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Ok so here's the whole story...in long:

I went to summer camp about 2 years ago and met a friend. When camp was over we still kept in touch and talked all the time. She'd talk about all her friends and crushes etc.

One day she told me about this guy she liked and she wanted me to ask him out for her over messenger. I did and he said no to her. I felt bad about it and I wish I never agreed to do it but I did.

I kept talking to him and we told each other our problems and stuff. We have talked for the past 3-4 months since the day I asked him out for my friend. We even made a pact that we would both get a B/G Friend by fall break. He got a girl friend...I didn't (get a boyfriend).

He's not going out with her anymore but he does have a new girl friend and it frustrates me. I try and be supportive but stay away from that topic as much as possible.

He told me about a week ago that he was having some problems with his GF and I was acually happy...I know that's mean but I couldn't help it. I'm not sure if they pached things up but I'm sure they did...

Hopefully by spring break he'll be single again and I might have a chance. I'm not sure we can even meet yet so that's my main worry.

A friend of mine said she'd go with me to meet him if I wanted her to. I'm thinking that it'd be a good idea cause then it wouldn't be as awkward. I'll have to ask my parents about it...

Well I'm going to go off into my mind and organize my confussion...so bye byes!

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I got a lot of new manga and an anime yesterday. I also went sledding at my grandmas and Jenn came with me. It was a bit paiful but w/e. You can go to her journal to get the details...oh and if you have no clue who Jenn is then just forget it.

I've been feeling a lot of pressure this past week...idk why but it's really weird. It's not like I have had pressure from other people but more from myself. I need to get everything sorted out...

Well I think I'm gonna go watch my anime now so...byes.

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Oh we had another two hour delay today...but I ended up getting up at 7:30 to take a shower...I'm so stupid XD Still I did get a lot done...

Sarah is back! She's been gone from school all week a a bit of last week and now she is "recalled to life" hee hee Tale of Two Cities quote! Anyways, now that she's back we can go shopping or something! I like shopping! I acually went shopping yesterday but w/e You can never go shopping too many times.

I am officially crushless! w00t! I don't really like anyone at the moment. It's a relief acually. well the bell just rang so bye bye!

]]> ~stardragon12 http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/11834040/ http://stardragon12.deviantart.com/journal/11834040/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 18:37:44 PST .< I love it!!! hee hee I'm so happy! AND we have another two hour delay tomorrow!^^ Life is good right now and I didn't even have to pay anything!

Ya so nothing's really been going on so...ya.

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We have another snow day tomorrow and I'm all excited! We also had one today and I've been bored out of my mind all day but I'm glad I got time to sleep in and relax. I even took a bath AND a shower! I don't think I've ever done that before...I feel so clean! ^^

I still haven't had time for a walk but I'll get over it. I'm kinda waiting for someone to just come kidnap me or something.

I want someone else to plan things. I've been planning practicly everything and I'm tired of it...I haven't been invited to something in a long time. Well I'm still in a pretty good mood so I'll leave you with that.

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I need to talk to Sarah (friend) She seems like the only one that'd be able to understand. God this is so lame! I'm mentally kicking myself right now for even writing about this crap!

W/e I gtg now anyway so...ya.

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Well now I'm not alowed on the computer or watch tv(I'm at school right now) I really want to talk with someone tonight too T.T Some thing's need to be said...

I really want to go on a walk today...lately walks have seemed very appealing to me. I'm such a freak for wanting to walk in the snow XP But I just can't help it! I love the winter air!^^

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