http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:starfarer50&section=today deviantART RSS for by:starfarer50 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 01:49:09 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/23050810/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/23050810/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 22:42:52 PST I also work at the movie theater in town, but that's only one day a week.
I'm joining the Air Guard, because it pays 200$ for one weekend a month, and it'll get me back into school, maybe not full-time, but more than I am now.
I bought a Xbox 36o before I moved up here, but now I hardly play it, but that might just be because I've beaten the 6 games I got and have no money for new ones. Plus it drains electricity worse than a fridge.
I'm still single, but I think it's because I'm socially inept and horrible at socializing. I'm selling my desktop to help cover my first months rent, because I'm moving into this cheap apartment and I'll apparently be rooming with an Asian foreign exchange student. If I can find one more job to hold me until I go off to BMT (bootcamp), I should be able to make my rent, and have money left over for both food and my savings account. So maybe I'm finally making some good decisions.

I should really update this thing more often...

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/22106266/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/22106266/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 16:12:00 PST
Still a total schmuck.

Yeah, no idea what to write. Lets just do a Q&A gang. Ask questions about whatever.

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/19526683/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/19526683/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 21:10:15 PDT
So I started looking for a new place with nothing good for two weeks. (I mean, I found stuff, but they didn't reply back those bastards.) And today I went out and saw the place I finally found (which is like 25 miles from work >< ) for 400 a month. It is a nice place though and the people I met seem nice as well. (Lets hope all their kids are)

And since I busted my ass for this first week and a half of work I was one of the lucky ones who got picked to be full time, which means an extra 10 to 15 hours a week. Which is good for my wallet and bad for my sleep structure and amount of free time. But if everything stays good like it is, that means I'll hopefully have the cash for a motorcycle by X-mas, and actually be able to afford gifts for people this year *cough*top-hat*cough cough*.
Which will be nice, even if I do always spend twice as much as I should at Christmas. After all, it's not like I've got a girlfriend and I never have time for the stuff I want for myself *cough*Xbox360*cough* so maybe it's better this way. That and I like seeing people being happy from the stuff I got 'em.

I'm yawning though and I've got to be at work at one tomorrow so I'm gonna go to bed now. Goodnight, sweet dreams, parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say farewell till it be 'morrow.

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/19279356/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/19279356/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 18:28:33 PDT 1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 facts about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs!

(Thank you, dearest AA)

1.I'm over protective of my books to the point I've attacked people dog-earing books I've loaned them

2.I never learned to swim

3.I have such a horrid attention span that I'll forget what I was looking up by the time a new web page loads

4.I'm terrified of the idea of zombies

5.Watching Stanley Kubricks The Shining is what got me started reading on a regular basis.

6.I appreciate the concept of cross-dressing, even if it is still considered taboo in society.

7.I want to own a green derby hat before I die.

8.Reality never actually seems that real to me to the point I think most people are just actors recording my reactions.

...I'm too lazy to tag 8 people. Except Tyros.
DO IT TYROS!

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/18859346/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/18859346/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 17:26:09 PDT
a) tell you why I friended you,
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal.


...I have to do it...
blargh...

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/18789461/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/18789461/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 18:02:46 PDT
Okay, time for a new blog or journal or whatever the hell the kids are calling it these days. Crazy how even after a line of nonsense I still can't be serious about anything. Thus is my fate I suppose.

So whats new in the world? Hm... Kicked out of my parents, swapped my crappy Buick for a crappy truck, been unemployed since December, on academic probation because my truck was broken and I couldn't go, best friend stole my girlfriend, found a new group of people to hang out with, started referring to my ex as nothing more than a tramp since she was seeing my friend for over a month before I found out, got mad, got over it, read a couple books, watched a few films, had old romantic interests pop back up, realized they're still a romantic interest, even if they do live in another state.

Ah, but how silly of me. If I remember correctly, she did say she was tired of me. Or was it she was tired of the internet drama that being so distant caused? Who rightly remembers? I'm sure she does since she's the one that said it.

Besides the point though. But as I rarely ever present a valid point I may as well stick with it and go off on tangents randomly.

Ah, I've realized that in all the events that have happened since the year started, I really have no ties to Georgia anymore. Oh sure, one set of parents and granparents, but all either ever does is harp on me about not being as good as them at life. Which I'm tired of hearing. Cause lets face, I'm not focused enough for the classroom, I'm too lazy and free-willed for any long-term job, and I have the attention span of a squirrel. Which makes it completely understandable why I can't hold a job or a girlfriend considering I take nothing seriously.

urgh, laid down for a second and dozed off for about twenty.

What was I talking about? Uh, I don't even remember and I'm not rereading all the above.
Probably just something like I still have a thing for a certain someone, (no names to avoid embarrassment) but she lives in another state and is about three years younger than me, which means it has little to no chance of working right now.

The bitch is, I'd still like to meet her in the future. Which may sound all creepy and pedo-stalker, but it's true. Last time I met someone IRL that I first met online, it worked out fine. But if it did happen, yeah, lets all wait a few years until she's out of school and I've got a steady job. Cause who knows? There's a chance it could actually work. Stranger things have happened.

And that's it. now for the random song promo:
[link]

There ya go. Have some Bowie.

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/17909752/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/17909752/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 10:13:36 PDT -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

1) Full Name: John Mikhail Ezell

2) Male/Female: Male

3) Were you named after anyone: First name was after my great-grandfather middle was after Mikhail Baryshnikov, the ballet dancer

4) Does your name mean anything: I think John means gift of god or something.

5) Nick Name(s): My dad refers to me as Ugly, but I'm rather fond of him calling me that in all honesty.

6) Who do you think you look like:
Who do I think I look like? Hm... The love-child of Robert Mitchum and Vincent Price.

7) Date Of Birth: November 25th, 1987 AD

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Durham NC, Lawrenceville Ga

9) Nationality: Cherokee, Scottish, Irish, French, and German.

10) Astrology Sign: Sagittarius the Archer.

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: The Rabbit. Which means I'll have lots of kids?

12) Religion: I probably fall closest to Pagan if I had to be grouped

13) What’s your favorite smell: The Ocean. Take that Tyros! I had an answer! HAHA Birdman!

14) Political Position: The sniper on the rooftop.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning: Kitten souls.

16) Hair + Eye color: Fair or Brown, a bit of a fairy green. (It's the best way I can think to describe 'em)

17) Do you look like anyone famous: Someone said I looked like the prince once, but I don't see it.

18) What do you look like: Your wildest dreams...

Actually, 5'10, a bit on the thin side, usually have a far-away look in my eye and a slight smile on my lips.

19) Any unusual talents: I read a lot. That's pretty unusual in todays age.

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous: Honestly depends on what I'm doing. Writing though, I'm a lefty.

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other: Bi. What the hell would go in other?

22) What do you do for a living: At the moment? Lets go with "Professional Slacker"

23) What do you do for fun: Video games, table-top games, walk around the county.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with: My camera. I have no artistic talent otherwise.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with: Models. And/Or Grafitti.

26) Have you met your grandparents: 3 of the 4 sets yes. My step-dads live too far away.

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: Hm... It would keep the loneliness at bay...

28) Crush: not really.

29) What celebrity would you date if you could: Probably Christina Ricci or Emily Browning

30) Current worries: being unemployed. It's not really a worry, I just want to be able to buy things I want.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): i dunno, whoever i guess.

32) Favorite place to be: the beach, or wherever I drift to when I meditate.

33) Least favorite place to be: the DMV. they've got some weird time spell there where it doesn't move on the property but the rest of the world is moving double time.

34) Do you burn or tan: it progresses from one to the other back to the first.

35) Ever break a bone: chipped one, but i don't count that.

36) What is your favorite cereal: cocoa crispies for the WINZ!

37) Person you cry with: I don't cry. what kind if question is this?

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: Nope.

39) Any brothers: Just my friends I see as brothers.

40) Any pets: I'm actually burying my dog today Asshole.

41) An illness: Lets see, ADHD, depression, dsylexic, mild paranoia, allergic to penicillin and sulfur, the two most common drugs in the world.

42) A Pager: Do they still exist?

43) A Personal phone line: Nope!

44) A Cell phone: And that's all it is. None of that useless "Oh look it's a camera too!" Bullshit. I've got a real camera for that stuff.

45) A visible birthmark: Don't think so?

46) A Pool or hot tub: Ocean is vastly better, for both swimming and drowning in.

47) A Car: Busted. I'm walking everywhere right now. And trust me, 8 miles is a lot further than it seems.

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Over-talkative asshole with the people I know and like, reclusive bookworm with people I don't. I'm working on it though. Also have some weird concepts called the truth and honour and loyalty which don't seem to exist any more.

49) Driving: supposedly poorly, but I think I drive very well.

50) Your clothing style: Tyros had... ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/17423247/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/17423247/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 09:21:43 PDT
1. What does your team consist of?

My team is as follows:
Zelda/Sheik: The Goth Princess
Mr. Game and Watch: Trading a dimension for strength
Zero Suit Samus: The one-piece Wonder
I love Zelda's black outfit mostly because she just looks sexy in it. Mr. Game and Watch I played once for a joke and I destroyed my friend. Zero Suit I don't actually have a name for, so I need one.

2. Out of your team, who do you consider your best and why?
Zelda/Sheik I prefer Zelda because when she connects you fucking know it. And if her strength can't hold up, I turn to speed and high kicks as Sheik. Which is funny, cause I hated her in Melee and I love her now.

3. Who do you consider your worst?
Ergh... Zero Suit for sure. I don't really play her that much, so I'm not improving that much.

4. What is your favorite stage?
The old Melee Stage Hyrule Temple and the Animal Crossing one. (But only for the awesome music)

5. What is your favorite item?
We typically don't play with items, but the Assist Trophies are always fun to grab cause A: they do crazy damage, and B: I just like seeing who will pop out.

6. Which Assist Trophy/Pokemon do you wish to unleash in battle?
Andross. Cause nothing screws up your opponent more than having giant rectangles shot at them for crazy awesome damage

7. Who is your LEAST favorite Smasher out of Brawl roster?
R.O.B., if for no other reason than they could have left in Dr. Mario or Roy. And Ike, for STEALING ROY'S SPOT!!!! And Olimar, and Wario. I hate them all so much!!!

8. Which Smasher(s) do you wish you can master?
Snake. If for no other reason than so every time he dies I can go, "Snake? Snake?! SNNNAAAAAAAAAAKKKKEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!"

9. Do you have a special fighting style?
I've noticed that I've always been one to take the fights to the air. Unless I'm Zelda, then I knock you off the stage and just spam her majick ball attack to keep kicking you higher and higher until you die.

10. Any unique quirks I should know?
Playing as Peach in Melee for so long, I got used to having a really short taunt (quick recover) So whenever I kill someone or I think I killed them, it's instinct for me to do a taunt. (So a free hit if you're not really dead)

And now Tyros knows my play style... That was the real reason for this I bet...

HMMMmmm.....

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/16354040/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/16354040/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 07:16:47 PST Current mood: Poor
Category: Poor School, College, Greek

So I started classes this last Monday, so I figure it's time to report (and update my blog)

I'm taking three classes; Science, Math, and French.

So far, science is a drag, since I'm already not wanting to do the homework (I need to work on that by the way), math is the same as math always is; I'm trying, and still only understanding half of the problems (I got a zero on my first homework assignment), and French is terrifying when I'm in class.

Which leads to the next topic actually: Jilian.
Thank god for this girl, cause not only have I stopped having panic attacks about French and my future, but she's actually patient enough to teach me the language.

And that cool part is, it's actually sticking (for the most part) as I can now introduce myself and say the french alphabet without having to look at my notes. Whether I'm remembering to try and impress Jilian and everyone else, or just cause she's a good teacher, I'm not sure but I don't think that parts important.

And I've also discovered the joys of Marvel VS Capcom 2 in between classes. So far My squad is Wolverine, Sonson, and Spider-man. So while I work on keeping grades up, I'm also going to work on getting better at the game, so as to beat Kevin's Dhalsim, Juggernaut, Ken Combo.

And I've been informed that they teach dancing for class credits, so I'm going to go out for it next semester (barring being broke from lack of employment stopping me) and sine Jilian wants to learn as well, mayhaps she could be my partner for the course.

Man, that sounds like I'm flirting with her doesn't it? And if it didn't it does now.... Bah, she's got a boyfriend and she's a very smart girl. She can make her own decisions regarding life.

Should I show off my french and inevitably spell something wrong?
Sure, why not?

A: Salut!
B: Salut.
A: Ca va?
B: Bien, merci. Et tu?
A: Commci Ce, Commce ca. Merci.
A: Commo t'appelle tu?
B: Ja m'appelle Jilian. et tu?
A: Ja m'appelle Jean-Pierre.

and that's all I can remember. Extra points if you can translate it without using a translator. And Jean-Pierre is my french name now. I don't know what Jilian's is or I would have used it instead. If she reads it she can tell me if I did it right or not.

Gah, I really don't want to do this science homework...

NOTE: Copied and Pasted from Myspace. So there ya go.

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/16181127/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/16181127/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 09:28:37 PST
Lets see if i can actually keep taking pictures this time.

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/12361711/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/12361711/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 11:40:10 PDT
No real update, just me officially stating that the contest is over. Lorien077 won by default. I need to give her her prize...

Still a server. Starting to hate the manager though. She nags incessantly.

Single, thinking I might try to change that now that school has started back. It might be nice to have someone to care for again.

Eating better, which means I've gone from thin, to fat, to lean. All the fat gets worked off when waiting tables, and moms cooking lots of meat nowadays. which gives me the protein I need.

Need new shoes for the gym and/or when I wear shorts. Combat boots do not go with shorts. Planning on buying a paor of Puma's. Always wanted some. What colors go with everything?

Supposed to go camping in a few weeks time with my dad. I've been wanting this for over 2 months now.

All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All
work and
no play makes
Jack a dull
boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
All work and no
play makes
Jack a
dull boy

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/11821884/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/11821884/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 06:31:19 PST
Design a tattoo for me that way I have something original and cool for when I finally get the cash and go get the tats.

Stuff I'd like as a tattoo: (e.g. guidelines)

A) Raven (the bird, not the TT)
B) Clubs (Like on playing cards) (I messed up and put spades)
C) Rose (In bloom)
D) YingYang

Planning on putting them on my back, so that gives you a basic idea of how much room you'd have to work with.

B&W preferred, merely because it looks better as time takes its toll on the body.

Due March 10th.

No larger than a two foot radius.
Multiple entries accepted, but you can only win once.

PRIZES!
1st: 12 Month Subscription
2nd: 3 Month
3rd: 1 Month

And thats it. Any questions just ask.

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/11758524/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/11758524/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 10:18:43 PST
And isn't it interesting how the people I'm referring to, that seem to be the smartest people alive, are shunned by society? Is this because they dress differently? Because they refuse to conform? Or is it because they are smarter than you? And you as a normal hate to admit that? They come around you, with there hair which has not been dyed blond, and there ears which do not have but one hole filled with a "diamond", and they speak truth. They speak intelligence. they. speak. Wisdom. and it makes you think. And for that one second before you belittle them to make yourself feel better, you realize that they're completely, irrevocably correct. That yes, you are playing a part. Yes, you do drink and fuck and drive a mustang because you are expected to. And you hate yourself for it. For stooping to the level of society. So you turn you're hate onto them.

And I really have no idea why I just typed all that... My theory? I'm trying to impress that chick I saw on here. The one with all the pics of herself and the poem. I forget her name. She was pretty though...

Rambling. I go from philosophizing to babbling like a twit. Make my point.

1. "Normal" people live lies and pretend to be happy
2. ~themsfightinwords is attractive in my opinion, and thus, I do what I hate and automatically conform to try and impress her.
3. Most chicks that I like hate guys that conform.
4. I got a new job at Valentino's. Hurray for me.

And thats it. I needed to update, and now I have.
Read and comment of course.

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/11067713/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/11067713/ Thu, 14 Dec 2006 22:04:02 PST
1. Got a new job. I'm a host.
2. Finished my 1st quarter of college with 2 A's
3. X-mas is coming. Free stuff and hopeully money for daggers I found online. Goodness ensues.
4. FMA is on in the background. more goodness

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/10495385/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/10495385/ Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:46:45 PDT
Went and Nightmare befroe Xmas 3D yesterday. Good, if for no other reason than because it was on a HUGE screen and it had surround sound. The 3D thing was rather disappointing though... Not much actual 3D in it... Oogies lair was awesome with the black light stuff though.

And Halloween is coming! The greatest holiday of them all. Supposedly a night for Satan and evil witchcraft voodoo stuff according to the Christians. But fuck them I say! And the stupid candy corps... they've gone and commercialized this blessed holiday.

Think about it! The one night of the year you can let your true self show, be it unstable (me) melancholy, or just plain easy-sleazy! And yuo can say you're just in character. It's like the greatest convention in the world and everyone is cosplaying...

But I digress from whatever point I was trying to make originally! I'm mad due to the paragraph I was writing in class. Something about how our Goverment sucks and CNN spoon-feeds it constant lies. Good stuff!
ANd X-mas is coming! and for once in my life I haven't seen any X-mas stuff put up in the middle of October! Thank you Gods and Goddesses! Maybe humanity is finally realizing how magnificent this holiday truly is...

And thats all!

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/9893493/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/9893493/ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 07:40:06 PDT
1. Made you mad
My Parents. For multiple reasons.

2. Saw you cry:
No idea, I haven't cried in years

3. Went to the movies with you:
Uh... My ex I think.

4. You went to the mall with:
Beth and her close-minded freshman friend

5. You went out to dinner with:
My godfather. It was actually lunch though.

6. Made you laugh?:
Clone High reruns on youtube.com Seriously, check this show out.

7. Held your hand?:
No clue

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R ?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?:
Tongue.

2. Be serious or be funny?
Funny.

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
Skim. It tastes better to me.

4. Die in a fire or drown?:
Ugh... um...drown, cause I've heard that being on fire hurts like a bitch.

5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?
My parents are my enemies at the moment

D O . Y O U . P R E F E R .

1. Flowers or candy?
Probably flowers unless it's a bunch of Milky Way Midnights

2. Gray or black?
Black, cause I look better in it.

3. Color or black & white photos?
B&W

4. Lust or love?
Love. Just cause I know it'll last.

5. M&Ms or Skittles?
Chocolate... Give me the chocolate... X3

6. Staying up late or waking up early?:
Either or.

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y

1. Do you like anyone?:
Not really.

2. Do they know it?:


D O . Y O U . P R E F E R. .

1. Sun or moon?:
Definitely the moon. How it changes the color of everything is nice

2. Winter or Fall?
Fall. All the beautiful colors.

3. Left or right?:
Um... I'm a lefty, so... left I guess n.n;

4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends?:
two best friends.

5. Sunny or rainy?:
Rain unless I'm driving in it. Then, sun.

6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?:
VANILLA!!!

A B O U T . Y O U

1. What time is it?:
10:32 in the morning

2. Name:
John Ezell

3. Nickname(s):
Ugly, the other half of the Shon-John team, michael, jeffrey bundy

4. What is your birth date?
November 25th, 1987

5. What do you want?
Oodles of cash. OODLES DAMNIT!

6. Where do you want to live?:
On the beach.

7. How many kids do you want?:
None at the moment.

8. You want to get married?:
Someday.

U N I Q U E:

1. Nervous habits?
Talking to myself.

2. Are you double jointed?:
Kind of *Can make clawed hands*

3. Can you roll your tongue?:
Yeah.

4. Can you lift one eyebrow?:
*starts crying* Why did you have to bring that up!?! NO!

5. Can you cross your eyes?:
Can't everyone?

6. Do you make your bed daily?:
Usually right before I get in.

R A N D O M

1. Which shoe goes on first?:
Whichever one I grab first. I never paid that much attention to it.

2. Ever thrown one at someone?:
Nah.

3. On the average, how much money do u carry with you?
Er... None?

4. What jewelry do you wear?:
Class-ring.

5. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?:
Don't eat spaghetti.

6. Have you ever eaten Spam?:
I ate some spam for a web-cam just yesterday...

7. What's your favorite beverage:
Grape Soda

8. Do you cook?:
Nope. If I've got a cookbook I can hold my own though. *Teams up with Tyros on this one*

I N . T H E . L A S T . M O N T H . H A V E . Y O U

1. Had a b/f or g/f?:
Nope.

2. Sang:
Not in public.

3. Been hugged:
My mom...

4. Felt stupid:
90% of the time

5. Missed someone:
Yep... It's starting to pass though.

6. Got drunk:
Nope.

7. Gotten high:
Never

8. Danced crazy:
Does DDR count?

9. Cried:
We've already addressed this.

10. Lied:
Probably.

11. Snuck out of the house:
Nope. I usually just leave.

I think I'm sposed to tag others for this... so chibee5 and belligerentbutterfly. ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/9652727/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/9652727/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 17:46:30 PDT
Oh! And I finally found a job! Yay! I work at GNC. Tomorrow will only be my third day though.

And I joined a gym! Yay again! I'm sore as hell at the moment, but who cares? I'll get buffer! And girls will notice me more! *starts dancing*

um... what else... I think alot of my internet chick friends are hot and/or really smart. Probably shouldn't say that though since said people may or may not read this.

Annnnnd........... I'm single at the moment, I've cut back on my smoking from one a day to one a week, and.... I'm just typing filler stuff to be honest... Umm... I bought a couple new posters. Romance stuff on one and mostly nude women on the other.

Lets see... I've got three different girls all trying to convince me to either move in and become their roommate or just move very close. Which is kind of a nice feeling. It makes me feel loved. For who I am or for my body I'm not sure though. Of course, two of them haven't seen me recently except on myspace, but that might be all it takes...
I'm hooked on Yahoo IM even though I've only got three friends on it. Be me yahoo friend you readers of this! cause I really like most of you people...

And... I think thats it. I'll talk to you later gang. ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/9321792/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/9321792/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 13:54:53 PDT It's down to penalty kicks, which have not decided a match since 1994.
Zidane (France) let loose with a nasty foul in the second overtime, planting a nasty headbutt to one of Italy's Mataratsi. Automatic Redcard, so now France is now one player short. After this game he was retiring for the second time, so I;m thinking he wanted to go out with a bang. Honestly I thought it was bad ass watching him do it. Like a fucking cobra strike, right to the chest! Even though I'm rooting for France, I have to admit, Italy has one of the best goalies I've seen this world cup. This goalie being Buffon. Frances goalie is Barthez. Damn! Italy made the first penalty kick! YES! France made their first penalty kick also! Italy made it's second kick also. This is why I'm not fond of Barthez. He's not the best goalie in the world. NO! France fucked up their second kick. Shit. Bastard hit it off the crossbar. Italy's winning now, for it is now 3-1. Good. Abidal got it in. 3-2 now. Italy made it again. Barthez dived the wrong fucking direction. Sagnol got his in for France. If Barthez lets this next one in, then France loses.
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It's... Done. For real this time. Barthez let it past. France lost the World Cup. Italy has won the World Cup for the fourth time. 5-3 final score. *laughs* Italy's team is dancin their fuckin asses off now. The closing ceremonies are directly after this. It's official. Buffon is goalie for my dream soccer team. Dude is bad-ass.

But hey, at least America didn't win. Not that I'm anti-american, more the fact that my Ex was rooting for them to win and she refused to listen to me when I told her that Germany was a superior team. She got really mad when the Chechs beat America in their first game. Ha ha.

Christ, it just showed Barthez, he looks freakin suicidal at the moment. He's off in his own world, probably replaying the last few penalty kicks in his minds eye.

Good game guys.

CLUBS

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/9156595/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/9156595/ Fri, 23 Jun 2006 07:27:36 PDT
1. The basics of driving a stick shift
2. How to run a tractor
3. How to move rolls of hay
4. That I suck at shooting with pistols.
5. That I'm a natural with rifles. (I'd never shot one before)
6. There are 8 hot women in the city of Cartersville. I assume at least 8 because I saw two and there's a Hooters right beside Ingles.
7. My cousin is a complete bitch who is obviously trying to look like Mariah Carey.
8. The value of an honest day's work
9. That at the Booth Western Musuem, John Wayne has major superiority over Clint Eastwood. (Which is backwards in my opinion)
10. The best place to see women is Wal-Mart, around two p.m. (Sad that I now know this...)

And once I got back, I had a letter saying I've been accepted into Gwinnett Tech. Good for me!

Sadly, I've gotten hooked on Myspace. I need the god of deviantart to bash my head into my computer until I learn my lesson. Oh, and never look up six year old love interests on Myspace. It wrecks you. Like, shaking it wrecks you so bad.

And Tyros? We need to give our games back to each other. I bought Soul Caliber 3, and Tira is a Goth Goddess, but it just doesn't compare to the Death Dance that Kratos busts out when you've maxed out his swords. I need that game...

CLUBS

(unless they kicked me out for forgetting to put this thing in my journal... ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8989035/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8989035/ Tue, 06 Jun 2006 13:20:08 PDT
Later!

Listening to: Jimmy Neutron.
About to: PLay Fable the Lost Chapters for the rest of the day and, simultaneously, give myself carpal-tunnel and kill my vision.

]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8940019/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8940019/ Thu, 01 Jun 2006 12:32:13 PDT
...Yeah so, I finally made it out of level three of hell, otherwise known as Dacula High School. No more of that insanity until the five year reunion party. And by then everyone will have changed for either the better or worst. But I'm an official highschool graduate now, which makes me officially better than anyone in the history of the world who has ever dropped out due to laziness.

Yeah... That last since was proof that I'm kinda vain...

Grad gifts! I have a new PSP, seven games and the Heavy Metal Movie, about seven hundred dollars, Two cakes, a Canon Powershot S3IS values at 500$, and Samurai Jack Seasons Two and Three which I bought for myself.

Life. Is. Good.

Listening to: Spatial Age by Generation 2010. (It's techno/dance)

Also, whoever gets 1000th pageview, tell me. OK? ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8756924/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8756924/ Sat, 13 May 2006 08:17:07 PDT
chibi5

and

BelligerentButterfly.

Thank you ladies for the watch, I'm up to nine viewers. I graduate in two weeks and I've procrastinated so long that I haven't been accepted to a college, I have no scholarships, no grants, no money. I'm going to end up having to get a student loan, and those cost more money because of interest rates. Sucks for me. Deleted the C's Journal because I realized how stupid it was and the few girls that watch me all seem really intelligent. (I have to impress them. Male ego thing.) I'm starting to ramble, so I'm off.

Later Gang!
*turns on DARE by Gorillaz*
NOW DANCE FOOLS!

CLUBS: ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8628168/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8628168/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 06:57:53 PDT
Also, since my date kept running off and Erica's date ditched her for some asian broad, I was dancing with her most of the night. Slow-dancing, grinding, all sorts of dance styles. Oodles of fun. *evil grin* Nothing better than grinding with a girl you're not dating...

Too the people who don't go to clubs because they're afraid of looking stupid, my advice is bring a friend. I was feeling really self-conscious until Shaun showed up. We're pretty good friends, so I loosened up some. Our group got out on the dance floor, I just stopped caring. Isn't that what the prom is for? A bunch of kids dressed up in monkey suits, looking like total idiots? If so, then I readily accept the role.

The Kat thing, not sure where thats going... I'll give it a week or two more.

Honestly though, I was enjoying myself more during the times that she was nowhere to be found. Probably cause I didn't have to think about us then. And I was usually distracted by Erica. *evil grin again*

Once I get the photos developed, I'll put some up.

COMMENT! ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8581368/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8581368/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 13:01:46 PDT
Thats out, moving on. Me and my girlfriend aren't working out. Honestly though, I really don't care. The prom is Saturday, I'll most likely break up with her the following Monday. I just don't feel anything concerning her. Also, it would be better for the both of us. Reasons why?

1. I'm about to graduate and move of to college, while she'll still be in school.

2. I'm male. Males want sex. She's only fifteen and thus a minor. Arrest warrant soon would follow.

3. Sex again. She wants it, I'm more fond of abstinence due to possible pregnancy. Neither of us need our lives screwed up this early in life.

4.As already stated, I really don't feel anything towards her any more. Wanna call me an unfeeling bastard? Go for it. In fact, I urge you to.

5. Due to the fact that I had/have a girlfriend, the part of my mind that seeks love is at peace for the moment, and I like that. It makes me more observant.

6.This is a sad reason. When I was younger I had an imaginary girlfriend that I've forgotten about for the last three years. I recently remembered her and the sad thing is that I feel more for her than I do for my real girlfriend. I suppose you could say I'm cheating on her with my subconscious.

What else? Graduation soon cometh and my mind is slowly turning sloth. Supposedly a sin, but who thinks of that shit? Planning on becoming my grandfathers apprentice for the summer and helping him on the farm. It would make me more tan, increase strength, cut flab, and teach me about the land. All positives.

Later! *turns on Danger Zone song* ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8457377/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8457377/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 10:15:09 PDT
PRIZES!
1st Place:
A three-month subscription to deviant art! No, three months isn't very long, but it's better than my original prize of nothing.
Also, when I actually get the tattoo done, your's will be the one I have emblazoned into my flesh!

2nd and 3rd:
Nothing other than my praise and I post your pics on my journal

DUE DATE!
The 1st of May. That's plenty of time for a drawing I think.

Thank You Peoples! ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8229732/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/8229732/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 17:49:14 PST
*breathes in deeply*
Good. Now I won't keep thinking that my stupid accident journal is still up.

Later! And if you can't be good, be good at what you do!

And love is a battlefield!
*starts playing song in background and dancing badly to it* ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7999353/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7999353/ Sat, 25 Feb 2006 13:00:07 PST ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7949729/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7949729/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 05:44:54 PST Reading over this, I realize that this journal is just as pointless as the last one. Bear with me guys, as soon as I get a chance, I'm going to put up an updated version of my questionnaire from Dec 5th. ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7685170/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7685170/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 12:50:54 PST
The Regal thing? not as interesting. I got suspended from work Friday night. I was helping the ushers when I was supposed to be in concession. Personally, I think it's total crap as I was being productive. ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7585177/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7585177/ Thu, 12 Jan 2006 16:40:41 PST ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7416865/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7416865/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 19:19:58 PST ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7326545/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7326545/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 09:48:40 PST
HELL FREAKING YEAH!!! I PASSED FIRST SEMESTER OF MY SENIOR YEAR!!! *grabs kabirawhisper, kisses her* I PASSED EVERYTHING!!! *starts wailing on Tyros with a 2x4* I DID IT!!! WE ALL DID IT!!! *jumps on back of gendoikari87 and starts giving noogies* WE ALL DID IT!!! WE ARE THE UNTOUCHABLES!!! NOTHING CAN STOP US NOW!!! ...Except second semester... or if I somehow did fail economics, that could put a damper in the celebration... but until I know for sure... I'M GONNA PARTY MY ASS OFF WITH ALL MY INTERNET BUDDIES!!!! WE FUCKING DID IT!!! TAKE THAT ALL YOU ASSHOLES THAT SAID I COULDN'T DO IT!!! IN YOUR FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *pulls stereo out of moogle pants, hits play and listens to Queens "We are the Champions"* YEAH!!!!

Alright, I'm done now. You people can comment on this journal now. Good, Bad, or Ugly, send your comments. ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7229633/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7229633/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 13:54:22 PST
December 4th, 2005

What is your name?: John Ezell
Are you named after anyone?:. My great grandfather
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: If I picked? Rachel, Lily, or Emily
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Andrew. He goes by Drew, but I’d go by Andy
Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people inflict on your name constantly?: Ezell It’s said like this: E like the letter, zell like Zelda. Most say the e like you would in the word bed.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: No. As much I hate my family members, I take great pride in the name itself.

Basics
Your gender: Male
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight as far as I can tell.
Single?: Unfortunately...
If not, do you want to be?:
Birth-date: November 25, 1987
Your age: 18
Age you act: Late twenties, early thirties
Age you wish you were: Eternally 23 or 24.
Your height: 5’9
Eye color: Hazel
Happy with it?: When I actually look at my eyes, yes. Otherwise, I’d rather have emerald green
Hair color: Brown
Happy with it?: For the most part. Sometimes I want white hair, sometimes auburn
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Used to be ambi, now Lefty
Your living arrangement: Computer, Bed, Two Bookcases, Early 90’s TV, defective PS2
Your family: ...
Have any pets?: My pure-beagle dog Sarah
What's your job?: Concession stand at a movie theater. Also, psychiatrist to my friends
Piercings?: Thought about doing my tongue
Tattoos?: Planning on one or two once I get buffer
Obsessions?: Not that I know of...
Addictions?: Good, non-gang affiliated graffiti
Do you speak another language?: Nope.
Have a favorite quote?: One I came up with: "Every story must have a beginning"
Do you have a web page?: Can’t find any good sites that will let me build a free one.

Deep Thoughts About Life
Do you live in the moment?: Only when reviewing it in my mind. So...No
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: For the most part.
Do you have any secrets?: Many.
Do you hate yourself?: Periodically
Do you like your handwriting?: No. It’s much too sloppy
Do you have any bad habits?: Bite my nails
What is the compliment you get from most people?: I’m very mature for my age.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Dreaming Awake
What's your biggest fear?: Never finding true love. And zombies.
Can you sing?: No idea. I don’t sing around other people.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Pffh, No. That’s stupid
Are you a loner?: Not really, I’m just bad at meeting people
What are your top priorities in life?: Be happy, have a nice house, get a wife that everyone will be jealous of.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Depends on who I was.
Are you a daredevil?: Sometimes. Depends on the scenario
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I’m too thin. And I have ingrown toenails.
Are you passive or aggressive?: I’m a navy seal trying to pass as a hippie. Peaceful outside, Violent inside
Do you have a journal?: Used to. Reading the stuff my past self wrote made me hate myself.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: I try to always be their for my friends. Weakness: I’m terrible at communicating with others.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be: I’d be able to approach women I find attractive,
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I’ve learned to be.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Many things. Mostly the fact that I didn’t talk to what I think was my soul-mate.
Do you think life has been good so far?: It’s been better to me than it has been to some people.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life: Don’t let others sway your decisions and views about life
What do you like the most about your body?: My eyes.
And least?: My lower torso in general.
Do you think you are good looking?: 35 percent of the time.
Are you confident?: Not in the slightest bit.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Lazarus Strape, a character I developed that I modeled after parts of myself.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Usually... Nobody knows the real me.... ]]> ~starfarer50 http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7138876/ http://starfarer50.deviantart.com/journal/7138876/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 06:48:34 PST <--- This is what I do with my life. Juggle all the different aspects and pray to the higher ups that I don't screw up and have it all come crashing down around me.

And I'm listening to fucking X-mas music in November. I'm starting to really fucking hate this holiday just cause it overpowers Halloween (my favorite) and thanksgiving. Chritmas has gone from a family holiday with love and warmth to another fucking hallmark holiday. All it is now is, "My tree is better than yours" and "It's the generic version of *insert object here* so I dont want it!" Christ this has become one fucked-up holiday... ]]> ~starfarer50