http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:starknightgoku&section=today deviantART RSS for by:starknightgoku en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 07:36:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/9043730/ http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/9043730/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 05:56:38 PDT
Since May 6, 2005, my last journal entry, I've bought a brand new car, an '05 Civic EXSE, a new motorcycle, an '06 Yamaha YZF600R, and worked full time at National Car Rental. Overall, life isn't too bad.

Dawn's in Mexico for a few weeks still, and I'm thinking about heading up to Canada with her when she gets back. Tarah wanted to see us again <3

Hm... Yeah, that's about it. ]]> ~starknightgoku http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/5281388/ http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/5281388/ Fri, 06 May 2005 04:25:00 PDT
Almost seven months since I've said anything here.

That about fits with how often I share anything...

The only thing that's changed is my hair is longer now, I hate more people, and I've gotten even angrier at the world and myself.

I'll be back in Jamestown again this weekend, for those of you who know me in real life, if any of you care... I won't be there long though, just Saturday evening to Sunday afternoon. Riding home with my aunt who's going up to visit my grandma for Mother's Day.

I don't know why I even bother sharing anything. I hardly like anyone, and even fewer people like me, and I'm not about to work on changing either end of that. I'm not interesting, I'm not sociable, and I'm not a people person. I'll probably end up living in the streets as a vagrant, wandering from town to town and living off scraps, just because I don't handle interviews well. I choke, every time.

You wouldn't believe how close I've been to getting $9-12 an hour (after six months, to a year, of a starting pay of $8-9) jobs (which at the moment is big money for me, as I'm in college, and even back at Cummins was only making $8.91 an hour or so, doing 60 hour weeks)

But I always blow the interview. I'm fine before and after, chatting with the interviewer, but it's when we're actually in the official "interview" portion I blow it. I blow it bad enough to make the rest meaningless.

But enough of my pathetic rambling. I bitch at Rachel for the same thing (Although hers is REALLY pathetic, and I'm not afraid to say it repeatedly. Rachel is pathetic. Pathetic pathetic pathetic. Goddamn little preppy girls who want to be something they're not...) ]]> ~starknightgoku http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/3609081/ http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/3609081/ Sun, 17 Oct 2004 07:56:41 PDT )

A few weeks will pass until we have internet access, though. Gotta get everyone on one track.

Meh. I'm going to wander off now. Toodles. ]]> ~starknightgoku http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/2806077/ http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/2806077/ Mon, 05 Jul 2004 00:02:45 PDT )

Things went fine for awhile, everyone was having a good time, Erin and Leslie, my 'sisters', were there, and talking to Wendy, so I went to talk to Jill. Strike one against me.

Later on, Wendy and I were out on the boat, and the engine blew out somehow, so on our slow trip home at barely above an idle (Yay for getting the boat running again) Wendy, Jane, and I were discussing Tarah, and Wendy got mad that I had been talking to her. Strike two.

Jamie (Who could pass for Tarah's twin, literally), Dawn, Wendy and I all were goofing around, sitting in the rain with Melissa, and such, and decided to go puddling. At the end of the street I was focusing more on splashing Jamie and Dawn, and Wendy was feeling left out of the merriment, and we then went swimming, sans Jamie, and Wendy got bored later on, so she went in, my cousin Leo came out, and it was Leo, Dawn, and I all goofing around by the buoy. So naturally, things got flirty between Dawn and I as usual, Wendy got jealous of it, and she got mad. Strike three.

Wendy and I have now decided that we're breaking up. More like she decided it and I went along with it just so she'd be happy...

So here we are, having had sex several days in a row, all happy, and now we're breaking up. It's one of those days where I wish I had some emotional support, but instead here I am online rambling on a journal no one should read.

I can't wait to go visit Tarah... WITHOUT Wendy, like in the original plans. I can actually be myself again, finally.

I've got stuff to do before I need to get my three hours of sleep in before I need to get up... Bye everyone.. ]]> ~starknightgoku http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/2654807/ http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/2654807/ Sun, 13 Jun 2004 23:19:49 PDT
- The usual family members (all my grandma's sisters, my dad, my dad's sister and her kids, etc.)
- Melfman
- Possibly Erin and Leslie, my pseudo-sisters, if I run into any of them.
- Jamie! Yay! Maybe her sister Dawn! Yay! Little white fluffy animals! Yay!
- Jill (jilldeub of Deviantart, whee)
- The Spotos, and all their associated family members. Hopefully their granddaughter makes an appearance, since we used to get along pretty well. And she's pretty, so it would annoy Wendy

And, to top it all off, my friend Jane from Canada is coming down from the 3rd to the 6th. I used to go out with her daughter, which is how I started talking to her, but even after we broke up we've been in touch, like any good friends. But this time, her daughter is coming down from Canada. This will be a first for both of us. Her, to be in the US this far south, and me for having her here (as well as her for being here, lol). I don't know how Wendy will react to it, since... there have been issues. But if she can't realize that I can be friends with ex-girlfriends like she's friends with ex-boyfriends, she knows where the doors are to get out of the house. I fully intend to spend about two days straight with Tarah, Jane's daughter, and no Wendy. It's been a year and a half, and we planned her to visit here for ages. She wants to go to an American mall.... I wish there was something better than Chautauqua to go to, but Erie is too annoyingly far for me to bother, and the Probe...well... let's just say it doesn't handle driving more than down the block too well...

Tomorrow's the last day of school. Then graduation on the 25th. Then I get the Hell out of Dodge. And jump in the Ford. And swim a fjord. Yay for 2AM silliness.

Night night world, and whoever may read this. I hope Wendy never does... This is my last refuge, beyond my mind. ]]> ~starknightgoku http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/2196874/ http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/2196874/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 01:25:28 PDT
I doodled a little, as I posted (the dragon thing) but that hardly counts...

I still need a job, on another note. I'd seriously work for less than minimum wage if it was legal. Anything to get some money. But no one wants a kid with no experience...despite not being able to get any without someone being willing to hire a kid with no experience.

Screw you Jamestown, NY. ]]> ~starknightgoku http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/2029829/ http://starknightgoku.deviantart.com/journal/2029829/ Wed, 17 Mar 2004 11:43:06 PST
Jimmy's family hired some people already, so I don't have that job at Brigiotta's that I was promised by basically everyone there.

Last night Wendy tells me I need to be more open and communicative, and today when she was going into Mr. Ellis' to talk about John fucking Chapman, I tried to slip in for a minute because I was in the lousiest mood, and I really needed to talk to her AND him at once, and she just yelled at me to leave because she had to talk about him, and I didn't even get the chance to ask if I could come talk for a few minutes. Then I saw her after she was coming out, and she was so happy and cheerful that she helped John, who was "on the edge of breaking" and "about to hurt himself" I couldn't bring myself to spoil her good mood by telling her about my problems. Someone's watching me, I can tell by the way the screen just flickered ever so slightly. If I could possibly get a little privacy to rant in peace it would be nice. Thanks.

School computers. Bah. I'm in the library and they can watch my every keystroke.

Anyway, I'll finish at home. I think I'm going to tell Wendy just to go home. I feel like shit right now, and she'll want to come over and be all over me. *sigh* I wish I could say this isn't a normal day for me. But it is. ]]> ~starknightgoku