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                <title>Puppy!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Dec 2009 15:31:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got my new puppy, I picked her up from my parents place last night. My mom named her Hidee, she chose to spell it that way cause when I was a kid my friend April nicknamed me Dee. She is a 3 month old doll face yorkie, she is 2 pounds right now and probably won't get much bigger than that. Her dad is 3 pounds full grown. She is fitting in well already, when Kaylana got home from school today and saw Hidee at the top of the steps she yelled "puppy!" lol  Hidee misses her sister Joy, an Joy misses her but I am taking Hidee to my parents house for a visit this weekend so the pups can play. <br />I'm having some isolation issues again, there is only a handfull of people I can handle being around and other than that i want to keep away from people but its nice to be feeling happy despite that.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sick of being sick</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Nov 2009 21:18:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The biggest downside of having kids in school is they bring home all kinds of germs. This is the first full year in school for both of them, my son was in the virtual program before this so he was at home and now we are getting exposed to a lot and we've been sick sooooo much. The kids get over it fast but Eric and I tend to stay sick for like a week.<br /> My mom got me a cool art book so once I go through it I should be able to do better with drawing realism instead of my usual abstract. I have some pictures that I need to get developed and put on a cd and then I can post some stuff. I'm just really slow about everything right now and my comp is busted so I am using a diff one but my old one has all my stuff on it<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bleeding Out</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Nov 2009 16:53:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been joking that I'm slowly bleeding to death vaginally, though that is actually possible I had a doc do blood tests to make sure I wasn't bleeding to death and I was bleeding a lot less then than I am now. I missed the pill a time or two a couple weeks ago and have been bleeding ever since. I have been advised to go off the pill for a week and get my period and then go back on the pill and see if that takes care of it. If not I have to go in, unless I end up really pale or light headed in which case I will go in before finishing the cycle.<br />I'm actually not the least bit worried about it, even though I probably should be cause freak bad things are the type of stuff that happens to us. Especially since other than being really tired and weak things have been going pretty decent lately.  Hopefully by this time next week all my blood will be staying inside of me where it belongs<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I got sick =(</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Oct 2009 14:40:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So finaly I got hit by the crap that my kids have been bringing home from school. Kaylana was really sick, had a fever of 101.4 and cuddled with me most of the afternoon and into the night and I barely slept and ended up sick myself. Its been horrible, I'm miserable, and if my being sick and miserable on my own isn't enough I have sick children on top of it<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>too many missed meds</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Oct 2009 08:40:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I accidently missed my meds too many times and now I'm a wreck. I'm bawling my eyes out as I write this in fact. The depression is setting in pretty good and I feel like I am dying inside. All I can do now is keep up on getting them everyday and hope my mood lifts again soon and in the mean time not give up. I haven't really been around for a while and I may not be around much with all this going on.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>everything changes</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Aug 2009 08:34:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its amazing how happy 3 shots of vodka can make a person feel, unfortunately for me I have no alcohol in my system lol.  So I am feeling the effects of all the stress and crap going on. No matter how sucky things have been I don't really find myself wishing I hadn't failed my suicide attempt last Sept so thats at least a good thing. <br />  School starts next week so things are going to majorly change around here. This will be the first year both the kids are going to be at school. Kaylana is preK so she will only go half a day 4 days a week but for the first time my son will be at school full time. He was in the virtual program until this year, I just can't keep up on it anymore, my illnesses are kicking my ass just a little too much for that extra level of responsibility.  I'm a little scared for them but I am also very excited for some free time. And I will actually be able to keep up on all the housework for once and with them gone most of the day things will actually stay clean. I swear no sooner do we get the toys picked up and the vaccuming done kaylana is dumping over the toy box again lol<br /> At any rate I feel like I am being crushed by a mountain of stress but I can't entirely place the source of it<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Failure?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Aug 2009 20:23:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lately I've had this horrible habbit of hurting my best guy friend. I don't mean to at all, I love him dearly and he means the world to me but I swear lately I can't open my mouth without making him feel bad. <br />Things have been all stressful for us both lately, but that just makes it all the worse that I have been making him feel badly. I'm just besides myself with what to do. I don't know how to make things better. I feel so badly. <br /> So things have gotten better in some ways but have stayed suckish in others. I would like things to go back to normal but I don't know if they ever will.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A little better.... hopefully</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Aug 2009 07:35:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things seem to be looking up a bit. I'm feeling sad at the moment and this burn is still giving me hell but overall I am starting to do better. I've never been one to tell people to becareful about sun exposure and I'm not going to start except to say just becareful about tender areas that rarely see the sun lol I changed the dressing on this thing last night and started bleeding. I had so much pain from the burn I couldn't even handle changing out my gauges. I'm going from 4G pinchers to a 4G flared plug, because the plug is flared its a littler harder to get in, I slipped it in my left ear ok but I made my right ear bleed pretty good trying to get it in there so I threw in one of the plugs that came with my pinchers for the time being and I'll try again in a few days. <br />  Eric is planning a nice afternoon out for the family so hopefully that will help me feel happy, and getting some time to chat with my best guy friend Jonathon before I have to leave will lift my spirits some too.<br /> I'm having some anxiety issues again and I'm back to not being able to eat much if anything. It sucks, but like the insomnia I just take it as it comes deal as best as I can. My best friend Dawn gave me a great idea for a drawing which I'd like to start on soon. I just have way to many projects going.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>and it continues</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Jul 2009 21:43:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Week of hell has gone into week 2, we'll see how much longer it lasts. I'm at the point now as of last wed. that I've had such bad stress and anxiety that I can barely eat, I'm making sure to get my vitamins so I get some good stuff in my system and if you take the kids gummy ones they don't bother you on an empty stomach lol. I like the idea of droping a few pounds but getting sick and vomiting if I eat more than a few bites and shaking all the time is not what I had in mind. My husband Eric has been a great comfort and he is getting on my case a bit about getting my meds which is good cause that is a big cause of this. If you are so psyche meds try not to forget too many days near each other or bad things happen. My best friend Dawn has been a great support as well, she will talk to me for hours about whatever is troubling me and she will get me out and lift my spirits.  <br /> Art wise I have another roll of film to get developed and hopefully there will be some good shots off of it that I will be able to post, I don't even remember what all is on it, a lovely side effect of the psyche meds, my memory gets iffy, I feel like Dory from Finding Nemo some days lol<br /> Anyhoo I'll stop bothering you all with my issues, just letting you know I'm not myself right now, but I hope things are going great for everyone else<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>So it begins...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Jul 2009 10:15:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its only wed. and its already been the week from hell. I had an awesome day out with my best friend on Saturday and then its like everything just tanked after that. I missed my meds a bunch of times so that started messing me up and then its like everything that could go wrong has been. I'm all stressed and just completely tweaking out, and I see no end it sight as of yet. I have managed to keep from cutting or drinking my stress away so thats good at least.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Away</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2009 20:17:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been away a while, I'm still trying to catch up on going through all the deviations waiting for me.  I've got some poems and photos to post but no drawings currently I have one done its just that without my scanner I have to get a pic of it to be able to get it on the computer. I'm having an anxiety attack that won't subside and cause of that i can't really think clearly so I'm gonna shut up now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Klutz</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 May 2009 11:52:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was cleaning and organizing the living room yesterday during my two hours of free time and I went and hurt myself. I fell down the stairs while carrying the shop vac, hurt my foot and ankle pretty good, I laid on the floor and whined for a minute and then got back to work. Then about 10 minutes later I was putting the other vaccume away and the bottom part fell off and landed on my other foot <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/doh.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":doh:" title="Doh!" /> lol  somedays its like I'm a walking accident waiting to happen lol.  Oddly enough though I seem to have more near accidents than actual ones. So today I've been hobbling around on my wrapped up foot/ankle continuing to try to do house/yard work.  If I can remember to have Eric show me how to use the digital camera I'll post more stuff later.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Figures</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 May 2009 19:33:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I finish some drawings and I've been wanting to take some photos but its been raining a lot and now I'm sick, enough so that I don't feel like going through the effort to get my drawings posted or draging the camera outside. I'm doing good to keep up with viewing deviations and commenting. So far today I've only been out of bed for like 5 hours, and I foresee climbing back in again very soon lol.<br />I'm going to attempt to eat, wish me luck  lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>grrr</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Apr 2009 10:41:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been really irritated and pissed off lately. I've hardly gotten a moments peace, it feels like I can't get anything done. I managed a poem last night as I was feeling particularly annoyed by someone. I may do a drawing later since that is a much healthier way to get out the stress than my usual choices. I'm not ashamed of my mental illnesses or my scars or any cuts that may apear, but I am really sick of the dirty looks, its like I don't care what you think bitches so you can just fucken blow me. I prefer the people who ask about it so I can just explain the illness that causes it.<br /> I'm feeling antagonistic but also down and withdrawn so I've been trying to withdraw before I hurt any feeling and just focus on some art.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Spring  ftw</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Mar 2009 11:00:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yeah I'm glad its spring cause I am finally sick of winter. I haven't done any drawing lately but I started fome photography and have more things in mind for that and I also got some old film developed so I should have some things to post once I go through all of that. I'll get a pic of the blanket I'm crocheting for my best friend once I'm done or at least further into it. I love my psychotopic meds, they keep me from harming myself or others lol, but damn do they make me tired. I've only been out of bed for 2 hours and I already want to nap lol. So I blame my meds for how slow I am with everything, its hard to keep up when you're so tired.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bad day = inspiration</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Feb 2009 14:21:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had a PMS induced bad day Monday but it actually inspired me artisticaly, now I just have to take the time to sit down and draw and write down the poetry thats been brewing in my head. Getting the time is the trick though between kids and house work and loads of other projects, not to mention my gaming addiction lol. I've been sick for the past 10 weeks and my head is still a little fuzzy so I don't know what else to write in here but I will strive to have some new work to show my few watchers.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Busy</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Jan 2009 20:20:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been doing so many other things lately I haven't even thought about logging into DA. I really need to start keeping up on everything again I have over 700 deviations to go through so thats gonna keep me busy for a while too lol. I haven't been feeling to artistic lately but I will work on it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Home again</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Sep 2008 10:49:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had a medical emergency last week and had to spend 5 and a half days in the hospital but I am home now and getting caught up on everything. I haven't been feeling up to doing and art work or photography yet but I hope soon I will have some new things to post<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sicker than I thought</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Aug 2008 10:53:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was recently diagnosed with bipolar type 2, which means I have more lows than highs and I was also diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder. And both of these are along with the borderline personality disorder. so I am just a big mess lol.  I've been doing badly which is why I was away for so long but I am hoping to start posting again and keeping up with responding to the works of those I am watching.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My what has a what now?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Jun 2008 09:52:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things are still the normal roller coaster they always are, but then again I am sick so this is how its probably going to be all the time. I am finally drawing again and getting photos of crochet projects I'm doing. I even got a shot of the lovely finger painting my daughter did on the wall lol. I'm having a lot of anxiety so there will likely be plenty more drawings to come since I find drawing calming when I am anxious.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Given Up</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 May 2008 23:21:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Through my current moods I am having a much harder time with my prefered style of art not being among the mainstream favorite styles of the majority of the community, I am feeling the need more for a greater level of support.  <br /> So I have decided, at least for the time being, to give up on my art. I have another embroidery project and crochet project I am working on and I will photograph and post those when they are finished but as far as my drawing is concerned, if I do continue to draw I will put posting it on hold until I am feeling more stable. I am going through quite a bit right now and little things more easily upset me than they normally would.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Another Tag</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Apr 2008 09:15:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Post these rules.<br />2. Write 8 random facts of thyself.<br />3. Post these things in a Journal/Blog.<br />4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people. (I'm skipping this part, but if you want to do this then feel free)<br />5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged<br /> <br />  <br /> 1. Once after being given morphine I broke out in hives everywhere (yes even there) <br /> 2. I have well over 100 dried roses hanging from the ceilings in my house.<br /> 3. There are only 2 people in the world that I truely, completely trust.<br /> 4. I love to go antiquing<br /> 5. I perfer to read books of educational value over novels.<br /> 6. I own more lingerie than any one girl should.<br /> 7. I have a 19 year old friend who thinks of me as his mom<br /> 8. I adore the peony more than any other flower. <br /><br /> So there you have it 8 random facts about me, if there is anything else ya wanna know just ask <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Mar 2008 09:18:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Rules:<br />1. tag 10 ppl (not the one who sent it to you!)<br />2. answer all truthfully<br />3. take it in public!<br />4. tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal <br /><br /><br />[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.<br />[x] I have many scars.<br />[x] I tan easily.<br />[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.<br />[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.<br />[ ] I have a tattoo.<br />[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.((Sometimes))<br />[ ]I have/I've had braces.<br />[x] I wear glasses.<br />[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.<br />[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.<br />[x] I have more than 2 piercing.<br />[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears. ((used to))<br />[ ] I have freckles.<br />[ ] I hate my dad <br />[ ] I hate my mom<br />[x] I have a brother<br />[ ] I have a sister <br />[ ] I've sworn at my parents.<br />[ ] I've run away from home.<br />[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.<br />[x] My biological parents are together<br />[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.<br />[ ] I want to have kids someday.<br />[x] I've had children.<br />[x] I've lost a child. ((had one miscarriage))<br />[ ] I'm in school.<br />[ ] I have a job.<br />[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.<br />[ ] I almost always do my homework. <br />[x] I've missed a week or more of school.<br />[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.<br />[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.<br />[ ] I've stolen something from my job.<br />[ ] I've been fired.<br />[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.<br />[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. <br />[x] I've peed from laughing. ((yes, very embarassing))<br />[x] I've snorted while laughing.<br />[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.<br />[x] I've glued my hand to something.<br />[x] I've had my pants rip in public.<br />[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment. <br />[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.<br />[ ] I've broken a bone<br />[ ] I've had my tonsils removed!<br />[x] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.<br />[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. ((only 2 of them))<br />[x] I had a serious surgery.<br />[x] I've had chicken pox.<br />[ ] I was born in a different country.<br />[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.<br />[x] I've been on a plane.<br />[ ] I've been to Canada.<br />[ ] I've been to Mexico.<br />[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.<br />[ ] I've been to Japan.<br />[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.<br />[ ] I've been to Europe. <br />[ ] I've been to Africa. <br />[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.<br />[x] I've seen a shooting star.<br />[x] I've wished on a shooting star.<br />[x] I've seen a meteor shower.<br />[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.<br />[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.<br />[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.<br />[x] I've been to a casino.<br />[ ] I've been skydiving.<br />[x] I've gone skinny dipping.<br />[x] I've played spin the bottle.<br />[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.<br />[x] I've crashed a car.<br />[ ] I've been Skiing.<br />[ ] I've been in a play.<br />[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace. <br />[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.<br />[x] I've seen the Northern lights.<br />[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.<br />[ ] I've played chicken.<br />[x] I've played a prank on someone.<br />[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.<br />[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. ((only part of it))<br />[ ] I've eaten sushi.<br />[ ] I've been snowboarding.<br />[ ] I'm single.<br />[x] I'm in a relationship.<br />[ ] I'm engaged.<br />[x] I'm married.<br />[ ] I've gone on a blind date.<br />[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.<br />[x] I miss someone right now.<br />[x] I have a fear of abandonment.<br />[ ] I've gotten divorced.<br />[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. <br />[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.<br />[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.<br />[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.<br />[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.<br />[ ] I'm bi<br />[ ] I'm gay<br />[x] I've had sex<br />[ ] I've had phone sex<br />[x] I've cybered<br />[x] I've had sex in public.<br />[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.<br />[x] I am a cuddler.<br />[x] I've been kissed in the rain.<br />[x] I've hugged a stranger.<br />[ ] I have kissed a stranger.<br />[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.<br />[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.<br />[x] I've snuck out of my house.<br />[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.<br />[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.<br />[x] I've cheated while playing a game.<br />[x] I've cheated on a test.<br />[x] I've run a red light.<br />[ ] I've been suspended from school.<br />[ ] I've witnessed a crime.<br... ]]></description>
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                <title>Back to work</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Mar 2008 11:24:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am glad to finally be posting new stuff again. The one I am working on now is irritating the hell out of me though so I may have to put it aside and start on something else lol. <br />   I want to thank my supportive friends, especially <a href="http://megajewel.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/megajewel.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmegajewel:" title="megajewel"/></a> for all the love and encouragement without you I probably would have quit bothering to post stuff a long time ago <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>first entry of the new year</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Mar 2008 12:36:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its kinda sad that its already part way through March and this is my first journal entry of the new year lol. I haven't been on DA much lately I'm sad to say but today I took some time and got all updated on going through all the deviations of those I watch. It has me missing my scanner so badly right now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" />  I am hoping I can soon post something new, its kinda been a while and I haven't even really been doing much traditional art, mostly just craft projects.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>stress and sickness</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Dec 2007 12:08:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry I haven't been around much or posted anything in a while, I've been sick for about a month and I just can't seem to get fully better. And things have been stressful around here and a lot of stress tends to cause me anxiety and depression.  I did do some photography the other day so hopefully I can get those posted soon, if I can find my colored pencils I hope to do some drawing soon. My kids tend to get into everything and then good luck finding it lol.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>fun fun</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Nov 2007 19:30:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A person I watch did this in his journal and it was kinda fun filling out so I figured why not, and I'm doing it too lol<br />
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1. Why did you add me to your devWATCH?<br />
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2. What about my art do you like?<br />
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3. What about my art DON'T you like?<br />
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4. Do you consider us friends? How close are we? Would you LIKE to be friends/closer friends?<br />
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5. What is it that you like about me?<br />
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6. What would you like to see more of in my gallery?<br />
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7. Pick an animal, a food, a drink, a place, a period in time and a word to describe me.<br />
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8. Anything else you wanna ask me?<br />
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9. Have you ever at one point, hated or disliked me/something about me?<br />
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10. How would you rate my level of maturity?<br />
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and....<br />
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A) First, recommend to me:<br />
1. a movie:<br />
2. a holiday destination:<br />
3. a musical artist, song, and/or album:<br />
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(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.<br />
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(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this, allowing your friends to ask you anything they want! (optional)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~statickrypt</author>
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                <title>Sleepy</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Nov 2007 19:41:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My medication is making me tired <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/y/yawn.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":yawn:" title="Yawn" /> I nap a couple times a day and still sleep all night! lol its a little crazy, hopefully it wears off as I am on the meds longer.  Anyways I've been so tired I haven't felt much like drawing or photography lately, there was a gorgeous sun rise this morning that I wanted to get a picture of but I was kinda busy with the kids and by the time I had a free moment the pretty pink in the sky was gone and it didn't look as good. If I keep waking up early maybe I will catch a good sunrise yet and with any luck I will feel motivated to start drawing again some more. But just a warning it may take a bit before I have anything to post again.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~statickrypt</author>
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                <title>w00t</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Nov 2007 21:14:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay I won a contest! In your face everyone who didn't win!!!! lol naw I'm kidding, I mean sure I feel that way but its not so nice to say it lol. Yeah so I'm kinda in a crazy mood, frankly at this point I'm just glad to be feeling good especially after how my day started out. I've also been finishing up artwork like mad today I'll have to try hard to get them posted asap. Need to boggle peoples minds with my bazzar abstract art, have everyone all like 'man what was she thinking'  lol!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~statickrypt</author>
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                <title>giving in</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2007 17:40:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been forced to accept the fact that I am one of those people who is gonna have to be on medication forever. Once I got off the Lexapro I didn't start on the Cymbalta until today cause I thought maybe I will actually be ok off the anti-depressants but sadly thats not the case. I've been having horrible anxiety, leaving me more suicidal than when I was just combating the depression.  At night when I am laying in bed trying to calm down, hoping the various meds I have to take will kick in and enable me to sleep I've been drawing. I have found drawing to be very calming and I did a little photography today so hopefully soon I will have something good to post.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~statickrypt</author>
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                <title>/cry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:46:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know what the deal is but I have been sooo irritable lately, if it weren't for the fact that I am on the pill and therefore have complete control over when it comes I'd think I was due for my period.   Perhaps its actually a lack of sleep thing that is getting to me, I can't fall asleep before 4 or 5am anymore and I can only sleep in so late. I haven't felt much like gaming anymore and I haven't been really doing any serious art work either, when I draw its mostly just for a little while and I never make a whole lot of progress. It may be time for me to bake something chocolatey before I go on some murderous rampage lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~statickrypt</author>
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                <title>eh</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Oct 2007 16:09:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well the angry feelings are gone but just as I figured would happen they have been replaced by feeling down. I am trying to pull out of it but I had a pretty bad emotional trama last night and it usually takes a few days to fully get back to normal<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~statickrypt</author>
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                <title>grrr</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Oct 2007 21:34:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am so angry tonight,  which is better than being depressed but I don't like being mad and it never ends well. More often than not by the time I calm down I end up being plagued with gloomy feelings anyways. Apart of me wants to make some brownies and then watch either one of the underworld or resident evil movies till I feel better. I so need a punching bag for times like this lol. <br />
  And then I found out that I need to try to get to bed at a decent hour tonight cause I'll have to be up early tomorrow, which is fine cept that I have some insomnia problems and I have a tendency to not be able to sleep at all till even later than normal when I am under pressure to try to sleep. I may end up cranky tomorrow too from a lack of sleep lol.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Oct 2007 13:29:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been having weird dizzy spells lately and its starting to freak me out, I hope it subsides soon. I have some errands to take care of and the idea of driving while being dizzy off and on is a little frightening.<br />
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  I haven't finished a new drawing in a while but I've taken pictures of the ones that I had done and am anxious to get them developed hopefully they turned out good this time so I can post them.  I was also trying my hand at more photography, and again hopefully those pictures turn out as well.<br />
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 My moods have still been screwy but as I am having less and less of the old medication in my system it seems to be calming down, so hopefully soon I'll be normal.... well as normal as I can get lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~statickrypt</author>
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                <title>almost weird</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Oct 2007 13:52:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am actually feeling happy and its not that I am complaining about it its just that its been nearly a month since I have consistantly felt good so its sorta weird to not be depressed.  Feeling badly tends to help me produce my best abstract drawings, which I seriously need to post more of, but I think feeling good will help with my photography aspirations. I will actually be willing to leave the house to go take some pictures lol now I just need it to stop raining lol. <br />
  I've really enjoyed being apart of this community, being surrounded my so many talented artists is very inspiring and also liberating, its been so great so see so many people post all of their work weather they have 50 watchers or only 2 or weather or not  everything they do is very popular or if they hardly get any comments. The main thing is that the artist loves what they do and that they are happy with their work regardless to what anyone else thinks, art is subjective anyways, what one person loves another one hate and thats ok as long as the haters can realize that their personal opinion only effect themself and they don't need to be mean by expressing their dislike when they could have just as easily kept their mouth shut and moved on to the next piece of art.  Ok now I'm just ranting lol so I better stop, I guess I get more talkative when I feel good lol.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~statickrypt</author>
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                <title>depression sucks</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Oct 2007 11:59:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well now I am out of meds and I need to still be weaning off them for 2 more weeks. I got to the pharmacy too late Saturday so I took no meds yesterday and I have none today and I don't really feel like going into town to get them. I am feeling so withdrawn I'm lucky I'm willing to be around my family. I know this is only temporary but the withdrawl depression sucks, I hate feeling like I'm not gonna make it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~statickrypt</author>
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                <title>gah</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Oct 2007 18:45:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I dropped the dose of my medication yet again and its getting worse, I will be glad when I am off this stuff and can start the new one. I am feeling rather depressed, and I've been wanting to go out and take pictures but I tend to fee too dang tired. I hope to get out tomorrow, I also have a whole roll of film to be developed, by the time I get it all back I will have tons of stuff to post lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>getting worse</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Oct 2007 08:40:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As the levels of medication in my system continue to drop the depression is getting worse. The whole thing is just horrible and confusing. I feel good but sorta don't, I feel depressed but sorta don't, I wanna do housework but sorta don't, I wanna draw but sorta don't. No matter what I am feeling I do but I don't, its irritating!  The only constant is that ultimately I feel like crap and I wanna get into bed and stay there forever, which sadly is not possible when you have children.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>looming pain</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Sep 2007 18:18:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ starting today I have to start weaning myself off my current medication, a process I am told will take about a month and then its no anti-depressants for 3 to 4 days before I start the new ones. I know I need to change meds but I am not looking forward to the weeks of hell I have ahead of me during this time of change.  With any luck it will inspire some very emotional poetry and/or artwork lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Sep 2007 21:10:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am so glad to be apart of this community where people's artistic visions are able to flourish. I have come across so many talented people who's work really spoke to me and inspired me. I hope to soon be able to submit some of my own drawings.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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