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]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/15152212/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/15152212/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 03:45:49 PDT
Just wait for it, I guess.

Then again. I've been thinking lately. Thinking often ends poorly.

]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/14757651/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/14757651/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 12:26:32 PDT
I'm also ready to announce that I am, and have been, writing a book.
I'm not sure how I want to go about posting it or whatever, maybe chapter by chapter, but, uhh, I want it to all happen with a certain rapidity, so .. we shall see.

]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/13480697/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/13480697/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 04:47:51 PDT Person 2: Where I come from, 'hello is a polite way to say 'fuck you!'

Person 1: Fuck you!
Person 2: Why hello!
...
Person 1: Er, hello?
Person 2: ... fuck you.

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Skittles are dangerous. They could kill our president. Do no let them travel on airplanes or own firearms. Screen them for drugs regularly. Eat them at your own risk!


This is the first in what might become my NEW FANCIER OnLINE journals (of doom)! This does not make them any more clever, witty, or guarded, oh no! It makes them more public! See me overuse exclamatories! See me plot to take over the world in my underwaer! Eww. Stop seeing that, really.

The point here is thus! To take the journals I would normally write and horde and keep to myself, and share it with you, the unwashed and unabashed unaudience! This is exciting! Which explains the exclaiming, but does not exclaim the explaining!


You decide.
My hair is pretty sexy. It's all cut and stuff. Pictures forthcoming.



I'm going to try to include bits from my poetry scrapbook sort of thing here, too Explaining the following:


---------
I thought we were falling in love,
but it was just the drugs.
We thought we were falling in love,
turns out it was just the drugs.

I could see the light in her eyes
reflecting at me, pools of moonlight
The end was half-written there
in the dark vacancy of her stare!
Insanity was never all. that. hard, to find.
She painted a picture of me naked,
smoking, so jaded, with horns of Satan!
Is that what I must seem to her to be?
Just a drunk and depressed discarded condom?

Insanity was never all. that. hard! to find.

We thought we were falling in love
but it was just
the drugs.
I thought we were in love
turns out it was just
the drugs.


Explosion.

(yes, Felix, that was just a loose joke about you ending a poem with the word 'chaos'

This is what happens if you mix reggae and industrial, other than getting weed laced with cocaine and gunpowder.
;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;


Poetry over.
Decease!
I mean, desist!
decapitate!
capitulate!
quarter!
parsnips, no, wait, parley!


And on that note farewell. Keep in mind the recent tragedies, most notably the loss of a few of Leon's precious brain cells, most of his hair, part of his ego, all of his journal privacy.
Pray for peace or piece of mind. Change a diaper of someone you don't even know. Eat a good sandwich. Call someone you miss. Hug the next person you damn well want to hug. In short, be a warm and fuzzy fucking individual. Then screw up.

If you really read all of this and didn't just read the first line, middle paragraph, and last line? I like you.
The others: Watch A Scanner Darkly as penance. Then A Beautiful Mind. Then download the Scanner_darkly book. You can get it on a .torrent from someplace like mininova.org along with like 40 other books by whomever so kindly wrote them, all in one nice .zip file. If you still have not come to the same conclusion as I, also download Neuromancer by someone like William Gibson. If that has not done it, you're either pointless or useless, unless you are dumb, in which case you're actually just pointless and also useless because you won't realize they're the same thing and will find it twice as insulting.


I hope you enjoyed all this shiz.
May sweet Morpheus eat you with his pointy teeth,
like the wolf
and not the grandmother.

Staxu (10:02:11 PM): So, like, if you play on godlike and get to the last guy
Staxu (10:02:40 PM): it's beyond godlike, it's more like the whole universe including god is pitted against you and focused into one single flak cannon shot. Every time it hits you in the back. :/
cieuxdemort (10:03:07 PM): Lame.
cieuxdemort (10:03:12 PM): I'm leaving though. See you.
Staxu (10:03:04 PM): peace.

--Felix having no love for me.


]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/10487709/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/10487709/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 13:57:39 PDT
I need to be more focused on my writing than I am. I need to be a lot more driven. And mostly, I need stalkers telling me what I'm doing wrong.

]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/8545923/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/8545923/ Fri, 21 Apr 2006 22:31:01 PDT
So.
__________________
HERE ARE THE RULES:

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....
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Six strange things about myself? Hah. Luckily, I'm pretty dern odd.

One.
I like to sing, and can do so tolerably. But, only when listening to what I'm singing. This annoys me to no end, as it is potentially the only thing that brings me as much joy as completing a well-written poem.

Two.
I'm a very humorous and humor-driven sort of person. It may or may not be apparant in my poetry/DA interactions, but if you met me in person it would be very hard to take me seriously most of the time. If you did so anyway, you wouldn't like me very much.

Three.
I preen. A lot. When I am not looking as nice as I would like, I don't generally enjoy my day, and the inverse is true as well.

Four.
I hate 90% of all things and would be crazy were it not for the consolation of friends, humor, and poetry. I pretty much live for those three things alone. With love included in there, somewhere, and friendship being a form of love.

Five.
I am not a static individual. If you met me a year ago and saw me again now, you may as well be meeting a new person, and so on and so forth for as long as I've lived. I consider it improvement, but I could be lying to myself.

Six.
I have no real guiding purpose in life, and am content to merely exist. I think people think about things far too damn much, and am of course being a hypocrite in thinking so, as I'm an intellectual by nature if not choice.

Since I'm both lazy and a nice person, I refuse to tag anyone else. Also, I don't like these things in general, but .. if it comes from Felix, I can't ignore it. ]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/8127048/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/8127048/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 01:59:29 PST Find a poet with the same general style as I.
Direct me to them. I want to take lessons
(in not sucking at my own style) ]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/8052861/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/8052861/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 03:44:36 PST
-Not- noting me doesn't necessarily mean you'll be removed, but noting me does necessarily mean you won't be. Some people whom I really look up to/appreciate as artists will stay based entirely on me wanting to drool over their work, and also a few people who have been helpful/supportive to me in the past but are likely in the same situation as I, with watching too many to keep up with.

Thanks, people who care. ]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/8042862/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/8042862/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 01:26:39 PST
Now we just have to do something about this low pageview number, and the unimpressive ratio of deviations to favorites. ]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/7675589/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/7675589/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 12:02:28 PST
(Actually, I just get really consumed with my own work, and never bother with anyone else. I really mean to, it just never happens that way.) ]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/7494394/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/7494394/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 00:22:40 PST
Poetry: Evolving

Life: Not so much.

Love: Sure, but who wants to hear?

Class: Not for half a month, but already looking forward to it.

Music: Really wish I had a band to write for, or musical monkeys to command.

Singing: Not well, but damn, sometimes you have to hear your own voice.

Boredom: Probably.

Deep meaning: Way too tired of it.

Shallow meaning: Oh yes, definitely the way to go.

Sleep: For the weak only. Psh. ]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/7172677/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/7172677/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 23:04:32 PST
I've decided I suck at the poetry thing, and now I'm going to write a book. To those that are interested, I'm still debating the exact content of the book. However, I think I've decided on poetic prose as the medium. Anyone with advice on this style is quite welcome to give it, and those people who are curious enough to actually want to read the book as I write it/ help me out with a few things as I go should send me a note (or comment on this entry) telling me so, and then I'll talk to you about it and all that. C'mon, guys, I need help~! ]]> ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/4617824/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/4617824/ Fri, 18 Feb 2005 20:53:57 PST ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/3233110/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/3233110/ Sat, 28 Aug 2004 16:09:57 PDT ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/3041114/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/3041114/ Wed, 04 Aug 2004 10:28:22 PDT ~staxu http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/2548613/ http://staxu.deviantart.com/journal/2548613/ Mon, 31 May 2004 08:14:51 PDT
LordOfSenses
NoWhereToHideX
DevilnSatin

These are, so far, my most consistently favorite poets here on DA. Enjoy. ]]> ~staxu