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                <title>Toodlesbok</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Apr 2009 10:17:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sup>I haven't been here in several months. I will admit my reason, instead of disappearing like a total jerk-noob. I realized I was no longer drawing what I wanted to draw, but rather what I thought people wanted to see. To persue art on a more serious level, I made another account and kinda abandoned this. Perhaps I could have made the change without doing so. I can't explain what compelled me. Perhaps I was tired of the little politics that come with the social crowd. I do miss some of my friends from here, but I realized I don't want my social network to cloud what I want to do.<br /><br />What I do now isn't pretty. I don't expect people to like it, though I would like if they did. I guess I'm just tired of drawing pretty pink neon wolves for people. Not that it wasn't fun while it lasted. I think I just need some time to draw for myself before I have to sell out and prostitute myself after college. Speaking of which, I'm going to Texas Tech next year. Don't know why, but thought you should know. In less than a week, I will be an adult.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Ruekin. <br /><br />Edit: PS- if anyone wants my FP stuff, let me know. I have some money and dogs just wasteing away.</sup><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>:c</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Nov 2008 07:33:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I haven't been on DA or FP in far too long. I've been pretty swamped with things and I kinda just want to get away from the crazy for a bit. :/ Anyway, I hope to turn in some applications (to jobs and schools) and get some junk done somtime in the next while.<br /><br />Turkey day is coming up. So it <a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfeatherwind:" title="featherwind"/></a>'s birthday, so draw somthing spiffy for her. It must be fabulous.<br /><br />Also, I'm going to pimp out all the people I watch cause' they're fabulous. Watch those guys. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>To Sleep</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Oct 2008 20:28:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ah... so much to do, so little time! And what to do first? I have a test tomorrow and a research paper due Wednesday that I only just read the book for. Well, I'm still fine. Except I probably should sign up for PSAT. And I need to consider what collage I'm going to. Then I need to find scholarships for that and probably visit them and fill out all these applications. And then I should probably clean the house and get so new cloths so I'm not washing the same pair of pants every night. And I need to get that forum signed and take my upper respitory infection/ bronchitis meds. And I need to do something special for election day. Oh, and I need to see Elizabeth: golden age and write some and memorize my acdec speech. I also need to register my dog's chip. I have to work on that art project and start on more things for my portfolio. I also want to level my pokemons and do some fanfic reading. I should sift through the 1677 deviations I have piled up. I need to finish that picture of FrankensteinÂs monster. I also need to figure out how to get the raise my work promised me three months ago. And I need to find another job, cause this one sucks. And I have to go to work on Friday. I need to figure out what I want to do for SOMEBODY'S 18th b-day. I have to eat something before I go to bed. It'd be nice to get a sub and do some css work and maybe sneak back onto FP and see if I'm going to be hung or not. I need to buy a consume for myself and perhaps Christophe just to please alientiger. I need to find Ari a boyfriend before she starts going into social stir-crazy. I need to find myself a <strike>harem</strike> companion as well. I should also update something. I need to call my grandma and figure out when were going to the king tut museum. I also need to practice my excuse for why I havenÂt been keeping up with my cousin and prepare for whatever crap my teacher's going to throw at me in government.<br /><br />Oh, I'll just go to sleep. Nighty night!<br /><br />EDIT: Just wanted to clarify I'm not saying that this is a lot or even much of a stress, but it was a fun little list I started. I don't mean to sound complainy. It's actually a bit refreshing being so proactive. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Portfolio Day</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Oct 2008 16:51:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ EDIT:<br />I came. I saw. I got ripped a new one.<br /><br />At first I stuck to some of the smaller stands because it was a bit quicker giving me feedback of what I need to send in (the lines were huge. Like, Batman ride at six flags on Saturday huge). I went to UTs stand quickly, and they were... a quiet bunch. I felt like I had to twist arms to get real feedback, but I don't blame them seeing how they were so big and so many people came through. Still...<br /><br />I went to a few others and fell in love with Minneapolis, Montserrat, Pacific Northwest, and *romantic sigh* Long Island University. There was a lot of reassuring coos and passing of warm milk and cookies and gentle kissies on the forehead and overall a very gentle atmosphere, and I was an inch away from volunteering to bear the children of the lastÂs rep, but I'm afraid my love of flattery is getting in the way of a real objective opinion.<br /><br />Which also brings me to my next point-<br /><br />Is everyone from Chicago batshit insane, or just the art folk? Or am I just butthurt? Story time!<br /><br />I decided to try a few bigger schools towards the end to get more crits and less "omg so pritti ilu!". Now, I went to Chicago art institution's stand and the guy was... different to say the least. Now, he took my portfolio and without opening it commented that I should have brought the originals. Now, I don't mind that because everyone else did, but I politely said "hehe, yeah. My art teacher said this is how I should have brought it, but my mistake."<br /><br />And he starts making jabs about how "most art teachers don't know the first thing about art and never listen to them cause they all suck". Which is ironic because he's representing an art school, but yaknow whatever, no?<br /><br />So he opens my portfolio upside down, flips through them like you would a book to see how long it is with this look of disgust on his face and stops on my watercolor BGs. Being the first time I have ever used watercolors and as I'm not use to BGs, very, very bad in my opinion. He then proceeds to make a big fuss about how that's the only thing in my portfolio that wasn't "hackneyed" and "soulless" and how that's what each one should be like and all this ripping apart of everything else and starts to rant about school-assigned pieces and how they're all crap and what people just want to see and how I should do more of what I want to and not what other people want to see and how all my character concept art he "already seen" (which, seeing how he didn't actually look at it when he was looking through my portfolio, seems a little unfair but I agree the plainness and simplicity can come off overdone, especially considered the number of OCs out there now) and "half-assed". Oh, this started with my comment "just some watercolor backgrounds. They're not very good" and he responds "DO NOT LETS YOUR ART TEACHER TELL YOU THAT." Which is kinda silly, because she praised it too. It was actually one of the only two assignments I got a 100 on.<br /><br />So. Does anyone else think it ironic that the one piece he liked and said had feeling was the assignment I felt least interested in and thus put least effort and concern in, and was encouraged by my "ignorant, useless" art teacher? I mean, I would like to think I can take a crit, but when you say "don't do what people want to see, do what YOU want to do" and then they go praising the thing least original and most forced thing in your entire portfolio? Literally yelling about the whole thing? I'm not angry. I was a little dazed, but right now I'm more amused than anything else. I'm not even sure what he was trying to say anymore, but whatever it was it was loud, exciting, probably embarrassing if I was in the right mind to feel so and all in all sounded like the action movie trailer version of an overly aggressive recruiting campaign.<br /><br />I mean, I don't mind him saying all my stuff is crap and I should quit drawing (well, I do but I can't let crits get under my skin like that). It's the fact he seemed to contradict everything he was saying.<br /><br />Please tell me if he was ironic, hypocritical or if I'm just being butthurt from getting a bad review. I'd hate to seem like I'm pitching a fit like a 12-year-old for getting some feedback that isn't "lolkawaii", but telling someone they are a "worker ant" for drawing what I do isn't a good way to draw people in.<br /><br />PS- I did Pratt after that, and they just seemed really, really tired. xD tl;dr: Big schools suck at this.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's starting to get to be that time- College!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Sep 2008 12:58:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so I'm a senior this year. All I know about my life is that I want to do something with an art utensil in my hand. If I have to have a day job in fast food, so be it. I want to have some art-related collage thing.<br /><br />And I realized I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing.<br /><br />I have no idea where I want to go, what degree I want and anything like that. I don't even have a proper portfolio!<br /><br />Now, I have good grades in hard classes and good standardized test scored (97 percentile in PSAT, but I've done better). I'd like to think I'm not strictly "anime" or "furry" or good at only one thing (though I tend to update a narrow breadth of subjects/styles because that is my favorite thing to do).<br /><br />SO WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE, PEOPLE?! All I know is that whatever college I go to, I want to keep in the states but far enough away from Texas that I wouldn't be expected to visit. I want a place that's bigger than my High School, at 2,000ish enrolled. Also, I want to be surrounded by people who would challenge me, but not make me feel uncomfortable. Which I think would be easy. I'm also thinking of taking summer classes in art, too.<br /><br />So, any suggestions? I don't really know where to begin.<br /><br />PS- I have a new obsession over Unferth and Grendel. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />]<br /><br />PPS- I'm sick. :c<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>huh-</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Jun 2008 22:31:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ DA has a new journal entry thingy. I havenÂt changed mine in a historical epoch. I thought I'd keep you all updated on my life, because that's what the world revolves around, roite?<br /><br />I've been getting about 25 hours a week at my work, and for a very few of my watchers (because I assume 95%+ of my watchers are girls under the age of 16 if they like my art) that's probably not very much. But for someone who went from 0 work experience to that, it's a little disheartening. The money's better than I'd thought it'd be (meaning I actually don't mind spending it very much now; before I was a frugal sonovabitch if there every was one) though it's usually on eating out with friends/family. I feel like the time I would use to spend it on myself is being used up by my actual work. Plus, my work is a little... physical at times.<br /><br />Perhaps this will finally motivate me to be actually productive with my time, now that it's more precious.<br /><br />Anyway- I've been doing a lot of drawing, but never managed to finish a pic for here- just been too fickle to finish one. I really want to do more writing, maybe even do a fanfiction. Never done one of those before, and I'm very daunted by the task. But whatever I do, I'm pleased to know that somewhere out there, there IS a ff worse than the one I write. No matter what. As long as there is mpreg and 10-year-olds on the internet.<br /><br /><sup>Not saying that 100% of mpreg is horrible. Just saying that I think 100% of mpreg is horrible. The concept. Not my cup of tea. More power to you if it's yours. I do, however, believe all 10-years-old suck. Prove me wrong.</sup>   <br /><br />Also- since everyone and their mom is doing the post here and put it in your journal thing that I did 'bout a year back, I'm going to combat this with a free sketch to whoever types the word "gobsmacked" in a sentance used correctly as a comment to this.<br /><br />DO YOU BELIEVE ME NOW, [R]ISQUE? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I'MMA PINK MOOOOSE!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh Dear</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 May 2008 14:04:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got in a bit of a row between periods today with a friend. Things got a little emotionally charged for me, and when we split apart, I was rather flustered and feeling an odd combination of anger and fear.<br /><br />So, because it makes perfect sense, I start hyperventilating. -lolfacedesk-<br /><br />But seriously, I left and jogged to 2nd period because I was about to be late and I could not catch my breath. Eventually, I asked to go to the bathroom and I ended up in their for about ten minutes (note: actual time. Which is quite a while when you're breathing like a wounded ox) trying to stop breathing so hard and ended up getting water for my throat (which was starting to get raw from the breathing). Right after drinking, I managed to settle down, but I have to admit; odd experiance. <br /><br />I've never hyperventawhatever before,  but it was rather panic inducing. Someone walked into the bathroom and was all like "omg, u okay" and I was all like "LOLNOPE! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bucktooth.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":bucktooth:" title="Bucktooth" /> *waversnort*"<br /><br />Anyway, I went to the nurse and she suggest pms, but I was like lolno. So yeah. That was kind weird and a little unsettling.<br /><br />I'm off my rocker. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Combined, they were over 9000.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Apr 2008 17:57:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just deleted over 5000 deviations and over 4000 messages (mostly being journals. People don't like me that much. c<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Combined, that's over 9000 things people thought was worth putting on DA that I blew off.<br /><br />Does this make me a bad person? y/n<br /><br />Also, I am going to put myself into cryogenic (spelling? psfrfs) sleep until monday when house it on. Good night.<br /><br />aargesnargle- I realized my sub is out. Dl I need to buy a new one.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Can't. Breath.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Apr 2008 20:04:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />Walls. Closing in. Homework. Jobhunting. Lawnmowing. Can'tbreath. Humanaties. Grandma'shouse. ACTs. Armtingling. Artwork. Birthdaycoming. Journalbashing. Ficstalking. Visionblurring. Dramallama. Dogplacating. Heathstopping. Ballotstuffing. Projectresearching. Feelfaint. Breathweezing.<br /><br />sdfsdsfsdf -thunk-<br /><br />I haven't updated my journal in a historic era, and not just some namby pamby era like "The era of good feelings", but like Jurassic era. So, I thought it would be fair if I'd let you know that I'm still doing nothing, save, perhaps school, jobhunting and getting deeper obsessed with House M.D. Today's been less busy than usual, as my dog went in for his -snipsnip- surgery. Poor soul.<br /><br />lol- vet House <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bucktooth.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":bucktooth:" title="Bucktooth" /><br /><br />Also, my boithdah is friday. Celebrating another year for people with more skill to sneak by under me as a great artist. As if I didn't feel old and unaccomplished enough. I wish I was a prodigy in something. :c -endbawwwwing-<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br /><br /><u>RP Linked</u><br />Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br /><br /><u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br /><a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br /><br /><u>Sisters</u><br /><a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconalientiger:" title="alientiger"/></a><a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfeatherwind:" title="featherwind"/></a><br /><br />Visit my watchers please! ]]></description>
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                <title>Puppy-</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Feb 2008 17:19:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />I GOT ONE. FUCK YALL PUPPY-LESS PEOPLE!<br /><br />But seriosuly... the only reason I'm on my comp is to update this and finish my research paper rough draft. Else I would be playing with my pooopppeeee.<br /><br />He made his fist poopy in the yard. I'm so proud. He's tenativly named Archimedes (Ark for short). I'll be updating pictures as soon as I'm able to. *heart*<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br /><br /><u>RP Linked</u><br />Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br /><br /><u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br /><a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br /><br /><u>Sisters</u><br /><a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconalientiger:" title="alientiger"/></a><a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfeatherwind:" title="featherwind"/></a><br /><br />Visit my watchers please! ]]></description>
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                <title>"You're sleeping with me" AND &amp;quot</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Feb 2008 20:52:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />I just finished watching House MD. I have never laughed for so long or rewound so many times as I did in the last 5 minutes. For thsoe who didn't see the episode/didn't see the scenes from next episode THIS IS A SPOILER. WARNING. SPOILER.<br /><br /><br />Okay, so wilson's dateing ctb- and House makes the following comment in the preview for the next episode-<br /><br />House: You like that she doesn't care about the consiquiences and she's manipulative and she- oh my god.<br />Wilson: ?<br />House: You're sleeping with me.<br />*look of pure fear, hands him his drinks and hobble/sprints in the other direction*<br /><br />I love house/wilson, so you can imagine why this amused me so. It's very... very nice. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />EDIT: Okay... new episode went out.<br /><br />Oh lord, the h/w implications. Damnit fox or whoever controls this issue- give the writers what the effing want. D,=<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br /><br /><u>RP Linked</u><br />Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br /><br /><u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br /><a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br /><br /><u>Sisters</u><br /><a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconalientiger:" title="alientiger"/></a><a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfeatherwind:" title="featherwind"/></a><br /><br />Visit my watchers please! ]]></description>
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                <title>RIP Domino</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jan 2008 15:56:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />We had to put my dog, Domino, down today. Can I get some words of wisdom to deal with this? It was my first pet, a grand age of nearly 13 today, so it wasn't unexpected, but I still feel extreemly against putting an animal down if it clearly has good moments left in their life. I recognize that much of the time was not this, but I still feel miserable.<br />
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God, I never treated him as well as I should have. I love him, and I really hope there is another life after this one for him.<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
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                <title>Kangaroo</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Dec 2007 19:50:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nsBL51yj7ys">[link]</a><br />
<br />
You know... they don't even seem aall that surprised with his appearance. '_'<br />
<br />
Anywho- I still have plenty of work todo before the break, but I'm slowly and shurly ripping through. =3<br />
<br />
Yeah- I'm definatly gonna have to make a kangaroo character as soon as I'm free from my commiss work. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Sisters</u><br />
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                <title>communication</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Dec 2007 18:29:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />Communication.<br />
<br />
There ain't enough of it.<br />
<br />
Oh, and I got my results back of <br />
PSAT. I made a 201 and I needed a 216 to make national merit.<br />
<br />
I cried a lot.<br />
<br />
And I sulked a lot.<br />
<br />
But that doesn't matter.<br />
<br />
40,000 dollars down the drain.<br />
<br />
Bye bye future.<br />
<br />
Bye bye good collage.<br />
<br />
...<br />
<br />
Sorry for the pity party. I've had a less than great weekend. But at least I have both my eyeballs, all my limbs, food, shelter and no one about to beat me. More than I can say for poor Zeal in my vent writing (yes, writing) of him. He looks nice when he looks hurt.<br />
<br />
Time to pop on the sonata arctica and have myself a good weep.<br />
<br />
EDIT: OH! Positive thing, though. I won a metal at my school's ac dec practice meet. I also scored the highest average in the 7 subjects they tested up over, and I have a really good speech, I think, so it may even get higher! ^^<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Sisters</u><br />
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                <title>House</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Nov 2007 19:15:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />My dad just recorded over the new episode of House MD. I breath for that show.<br />
<br />
This is the eqivolent of him shooting a kitten right before my eyes.<br />
<br />
Now I need to find somthing else to tide me over for three days until the other network airs it. God, I feel a little like crying.<br />
<br />
HE GOT HIS NEW TEAM TODAY! Who isss ittt...<br />
<br />
But seriouesly, no spoilers.<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Sisters</u><br />
<a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconalientiger:" title="alientiger"/></a><a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfeatherwind:" title="featherwind"/></a><br />
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                <title>Stella, the Sky Dragon!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Nov 2007 20:35:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />Hokay... so I come back to DA to find 761 deviations and 100+ messages.<br />
<br />
Ugh.<br />
<br />
Please forgive me for not commenting on your stuff. Sincerely sorry, but give me a break.<br />
<br />
Also, I'm in the process of updateing. Quite literally. I filled out the fourm, but because it's, like, a 2000x1500 animated pic, it's takeing a bit for DA to compute.<br />
<br />
I know people have taged me. Fuck you. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sarcasm.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":sarcasm:" title="Hahahahaha. No." /><br />
<br />
Anyway- Not much... I've decided I need a new header, so I might be off to work on that. My sister comes back home tonight! WHOOHOO! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
Wish me luck NOT getting a job.<br />
<br />
EDIT: HOW THE HELL DO I GET 20 FUCKING MESSAGES IN 1 CLICK! <b>ONE CLICK</b> *punches message center* I JUST CLEANED YOU, DAMNIT!<br />
<br />
But srsly, I love you all so hardcorn I'm almost bi. Almost. Not quite there. I swear.<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Sisters</u><br />
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                <title>Garfield</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Oct 2007 20:03:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />I have 155 messages to respond to and 201 deviations to look at. I havn't forgotten you, but I am not going to look at them right now.<br />
<br />
Don't ask me why.<br />
<br />
I recently found somthing that puts me on the verge of tears every time I watch it. Please watch this to the end-<br />
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<a href="http://garfieldisdead.ytmnd.com/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
I hate garfield... but<br />
<br />
my god.<br />
<br />
love is dead?<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
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                <title>Rowling brings Dumbleedoor out of the closet.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Oct 2007 14:10:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br /><a href="http://news.aol.com/entertainment/story/_a/jk-rowling-outs-hogwarts-character/20071020070609990001?ncid=NWS00010000000001">[link]</a><br />
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Any bets that it was Gindewald? Him and his moderately attractive golden curles and nazi-esque political view. God. Think of the fanfiction. There is going to be an asplosion. BOOM.<br />
<br />
Anyway- slightly updated art projeeks. Nothing big. I think Eliza will appreciate animal number 100, though. Sorry to make another journal so quickly- poor timing on my part, I suppose.<br />
<br />
Anywho- talk to you later. I need to work on my project.<br />
<br />
EDIT: A tag, because I really want to do one<br />
<br />
If you go over 45, you're a bad influence.<br />
<br />
If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh.<br />
<br />
Total the number of things in each list you've done.<br />
<br />
Have you ever...<br />
<br />
1. smoked.<br />
- No<br />
2. consumed alcohol.<br />
- yes<br />
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.<br />
- no<br />
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.<br />
- yes<br />
5. kissed someone of the same sex. <br />
- yes<br />
6. had someone in your room other than family.<br />
- yes<br />
7. watched porn.<br />
- yes<br />
8. bought porn?<br />
- no<br />
9. done drugs.<br />
- No<br />
TOTAL: 5<br />
<br />
1. taken painkillers?<br />
- yes<br />
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine?<br />
- no<br />
3. lied to your parents?<br />
- yes<br />
4. lied to a friend?<br />
- yse<br />
5. snuck out of the house?<br />
- No<br />
6. done something illegal?<br />
- I'm sure I have. Oh- yeah. The porn thing.<br />
7. cut yourself on purpose?<br />
- No, but in 7th grade I had a bad habit of scratching my hands enough to get really read if I did somthing stupid.<br />
8. hurt someone?<br />
- yes<br />
9. wished someone to die?<br />
- yes<br />
10. seen someone die?<br />
- no<br />
TOTAL: 6<br />
<br />
1. missed curfew?<br />
- yes<br />
2. stayed out all night?<br />
- No<br />
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself?<br />
- No<br />
4. been to a therapist?<br />
- Yes (but it was just as support for somone else.)<br />
5. been to rehab?<br />
- No<br />
6. dyed your hair?<br />
- no<br />
7. received a ticket?<br />
- No<br />
8. been in an accident?<br />
- not that I can remember<br />
9. been to a club?<br />
- No<br />
10. been to a bar?<br />
- No<br />
TOTAL: 1<br />
<br />
1. been to a wild party?<br />
- No<br />
2. seen the Mardi Gras?<br />
- No<br />
3. drank more than four beers in a night?<br />
- no<br />
4. had a spring break in Florida?<br />
- No, summer time, though. With family not my own. And I killed ark.<br />
5. sniffed anything?<br />
- No, not in the sense you're talking about. I like the smell of gasoline, though.<br />
6. wore black nail polish.?<br />
- *rolls eyes* no<br />
7. wore arm bands?<br />
- No (though I would totally go for the sonata arctica band if I had it.)<br />
8. wore t-shirts with band names?<br />
- No (same as abovr. :&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
9. listened to rap?<br />
- yes, I like Black Eyed Peas and some other stuff.<br />
10. own a 50 Cent CD?<br />
- No<br />
TOTAL: 1<br />
<br />
1. dressed gothic?<br />
- No<br />
2. dressed prep?<br />
- No<br />
3. dressed punk?<br />
- No<br />
4. dressed grunge?<br />
- No, what's that?<br />
5. stole something?<br />
- Probably.<br />
6. been too drunk to remember anything<br />
- No<br />
7. blacked out?<br />
- no<br />
8. fainted?<br />
- no<br />
9. had a crush on a neighbor?<br />
- maybe when I was 5.<br />
10. had someone sneak into your room?<br />
- No<br />
TOTAL: 1<br />
<br />
1. snuck into someone else's room?<br />
- No<br />
2. had a crush on your best (guy/girl) friend?<br />
- No<br />
3. been to a concert?<br />
- no (:&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
4. dry-humped someone?<br />
- No<br />
5. been called a slut?<br />
- By Madillen, but that doesn't count.<br />
6. called someone a slut?<br />
- yes, but ment to be a joke and was to face.<br />
7. installed speakers in your car?<br />
- No<br />
8. broken a mirror?<br />
- no<br />
9. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house?<br />
- no<br />
10. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush?<br />
- yes, sisters.<br />
TOTAL: 1<br />
<br />
1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper?<br />
- No<br />
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater?<br />
- Yes<br />
3. cruised the mall?<br />
- yes, lame<br />
4. skipped school?<br />
- Yes<br />
5. had surgery?<br />
- yes, but I was 1.<br />
6. had an injury?<br />
- Yes, I'm not frickin gaara (I shouldn't know that refferance)<br />
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                <title>pusahtuh and uhpdayts</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Oct 2007 20:25:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />PSAT went excelent. I think I have a good chance of making NM! My highest score in prcatice was a 214 and I need from 215-217, depending on how well everyone did this year. I think it was my best test thus far, too, so I'm excited to get my results back. In december. Boo. But, while mantaining the idea that I still might not make it, I'd like to be optimistic.<br />
<br />
I returned to DA. I bet you didn't know I left. Truth is, DA's my homepage, so every time I go online, I'm seen as on, even though I'm often not. Anyway, I came back to 700+ Deviations and 400+ messages (the bulk, of course, being journals), so if I skipped over a pic or a journal, please do not get offended or discouraged! Send me a link if you talked to me via either or if you simply want to show me somthing. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
<br />
I'm thinking about getting a new journal Css. This one is feeling lame. Maybe I'll get off me bum and draw Zeal for a header. Or do anything with zeal. I did update a few times tonight, though, Might do more with hoomans.<br />
<br />
Anywho- yeah. That's pretty much it. Anyone see the new avatar? Zuko went emo, but what's new? Oh... yeah... everyone was emo and aang got skulltrocuted, which just so happens to be the best word evah.<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Sisters</u><br />
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                <title>PSAT and tired of having my old journal</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Oct 2007 17:44:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />PSATs are this wenesday. I'm a combination of excited and horrified. I'm an inch away from makeing National Merit, and if I don't then I'm going to be mega owned when collage time comes around. That and I'll live under my sister's shadow for the rest of my highschool time.<br />
<br />
Her score- 216 (1440 when the limit was 1600)<br />
My highest score from PSAT prep- 214<br />
<br />
215 is National merit cuttoff... or at least it was last year. Oh, I'm going to be furious with myself if I don't make it! >:[ I NEEDS it.<br />
<br />
Anywho- my dad shaved his head today. It's mega weird, but it was falling out from the chemo. Could be worse. Girls can't pull off the bald look well.<br />
<br />
Speaking of women shaveing their head, I better start badgering now if I want to have a party on the 5th for V for Vendette. Oh epic fail guy, you make me swoon. <3<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
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<u>Sisters</u><br />
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                <title>Tidings of Good Will</title>
                <link>http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/14436949/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Sep 2007 07:04:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />Going to A-Fest again. Will have major fun, I'm sure. If you're going, my tag'll say stellamancer, so feel free to accost me randomly!<br />
<br />
In other news, first week of school was great. My new AP history teacher is distractingly attractive. Damn. I have lunch and P/AP Physics with <a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconalientiger:" title="alientiger"/></a>. Is naice. 2nd period is with <a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfeatherwind:" title="featherwind"/></a>. Been drawing a tiny bit, as I'm sure you noticed. I hope to have a realism-ish pic of Zeal up relitivly soon... sweet lil' soul. No idea what to do with him in the next RP. *sigh*<br />
<br />
Anywho... a-fest. School. Emo. Yeah.... that's about it.<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Sisters</u><br />
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                <title>Skewl</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Aug 2007 20:48:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />I have the same opinion as eliza when I say everyone else is doing it. 83 soooo-<br />
<br />
<b>Fall</b>-<br />
Humanities/Humanities<br />
Comm ap/PSAT<br />
Physics P/AP<br />
Ac Dec<br />
<br />
<b>Spring</b><br />
Humanities/Humanities<br />
PreCalc P/AP<br />
Art 1 (lol)<br />
Web Mastering<br />
<br />
(I will master the interweb!)<br />
<br />
*goes to compare other's sceduals*<br />
<br />
And now to cram scarlet letter and red badge of courage. Hey, I read HP7 in a night...<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Sisters</u><br />
<a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconalientiger:" title="alientiger"/></a><a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfeatherwind:" title="featherwind"/></a><br />
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                <title>On we merrily go.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Aug 2007 21:26:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />I'm back from camp... adn I have been for about two weeks.<br />
<br />
And I have also been sick for about two weeks, in which symptoms included-<br />
<br />
Day one- slightly sore throat<br />
Day two- Miserably sore throat and fatigue/achey body, lack of appitite<br />
Day three- congestion (mixed with blood flecks from sore throat), tolerable sore throat, cough<br />
Day four and five- congestion, sore throat, cough bhronchidal cough<br />
Day six- Congestion, sore throat, runny nose, digestion issues (use your imagination. =3)<br />
Day seven through twelve- Congestion, runny nose, cough and sore throat<br />
Day thirteen- dissipateing symptoms<br />
<br />
I was well enough to feel like getting work done, meaning drawing, so I may be on a comeback. I even delt with my DA (finally). To anyone who has anything I would have commented to and I skipped over, don't be afraid to show me. =3 Also, I have my sisters art to comment on, still.<br />
<br />
My real sister's been home for a while, too. =3 I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> her so much!<br />
<br />
... despite the fact her presence throws my balance off somewhat in reguards to family dynamics (like, I come downstairs for a change). <br />
<br />
So, that's all for now. Oh, need to update the longtails deviation. Got 5 customs done (30$!) to add. And a very fun pic I finished.<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<u>Sisters</u><br />
<a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconalientiger:" title="alientiger"/></a><a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfeatherwind:" title="featherwind"/></a><br />
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                <title>HARRY POTTER 7 SPOILERS D8&gt;</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 10:47:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />PLOT SUMMARY (SPOILER HEAVY!):<br />
<br />
Hedwig is pwned-<br />
"SquawBOOM" *poof*<br />
<br />
Dumbeldor's an ass-<br />
"Saaaave my laaaawve! EMOEMOEMOEMOEMO"<br />
"Quid pro quo?"<br />
<br />
The malfoys have butterfingers regaurding wands-<br />
"DAMNIT! That's the second one in THIS FUCKING PAGE, DRACO!"<br />
<br />
Voldemort and physics are like two + magnet ends-<br />
"VOLDEMORT! HE FLEWS! LOLWUT?!" (x5 from different people)<br />
<br />
Wands have feelings too, you know-<br />
"I WAS DRACO'S BUT NAO I LAWVE YEW, HARRY!"<br />
<br />
House elves have feelings too, you know-<br />
"I WAS DRACO'S BUT NAO I LAWVE YEW, HARRY!"<br />
<br />
(second was black family house, but who's counting?)<br />
<br />
Werewolf- not big enough transformation in bloodline for some-<br />
"Raiseing kids can be tough. Especially when the a kid is a neon-purple and yellow poka-dotted lycanthrope! That's why I use walmart for all my shopping needs."<br />
<br />
(and the fan girls cried)<br />
<br />
Draco can get by with anything-<br />
"By 'curt nodd', we mean he shouted 'FUCK YEAH, I HAVE A KID NAMED SCORPIUS! Whatcha gonna do about it, biz'snitch'"<br />
<br />
Percy made a joke!-<br />
"lol... ur face"<br />
<br />
(actually... I was quite fond of his joke)<br />
<br />
Mrs. Weasly said bitch in big, bold capital letters.... el oh el.<br />
"BITCH"<br />
<br />
Rowling made the second most evil wizard a fucking fansercive bishi-<br />
"Hay gaaaaaiz! Lets get some hawlews! ^_~ <3" *flicks golden locks*<br />
<br />
Narcissus is now the best character-<br />
"Yep... uh... he's dead. Can we have snacks now please?"<br />
<br />
Olivander is now the best character-<br />
*merciless torture scene*<br />
<br />
Snape is now the best character-<br />
"FUCKING LOOK AT ME WHEN I'M DYING, YOU FUCKING ASS." *hobbles over to harry to bleed on him*<br />
<br />
Voldy's gay-<br />
*"compares lucious' and his own wand size"*<br />
<br />
There is no such thing as a "deer" in britian-<br />
"DOE patronus. STAG patronus. Stupid sexists."<br />
<br />
Voldy is an idiot-<br />
"He can't enter through magical means! And he doesn't understand the concept of landing near our barrieris and WALKING. 8D"<br />
<br />
Hagrid is useless-<br />
"Lol wut?"<br />
<br />
McGonagall is secertly Xena, warrior princess-<br />
*RAPEING WAR CRY*<br />
<br />
Lupin is seriously jipped-<br />
"Wait... what page do I die on? Missed it."<br />
<br />
Lupin refferse to himself with animal adjetives (it's a fetish)-<br />
"I shoul never have mated with her. Think of the cubs! D:> Breeding is a serious no-no for furr- I mean werewolves!"<br />
<br />
Lupin is uncreative-<br />
"Codename 'Romulus' is joining us this evening..."<br />
<br />
(I kid you not)<br />
<br />
The malfoys are comic relife (and emo)-<br />
*every scene they're in*<br />
<br />
(which realy, really fucking pissed me off.) <br />
<br />
Snape and lily should have made little slithendors-<br />
*fluffy fanserviceish scenes*<br />
<br />
Trelawney is a werewolf slayer-<br />
*THUNK* YIPEYIPEYIPEYIPE*whiiiine*!<br />
<br />
Snap is tired of these muthafuckin' snakes in this muthafuckin' translucent orb-<br />
*PWNED*<br />
<br />
Nagini rawks-<br />
*om nom nom*<br />
<br />
Crabb and Goyal-<br />
WTF?!<br />
<br />
All in all, best book in the series. I'm going to sleep soon. Be gone for 2 weeks.<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<u>Sisters</u><br />
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                <title>tagged. &gt;.&lt;</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 May 2007 16:48:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />1- I'll answer with something random about you.<br />
2- I'll dare you to try something.<br />
3- I'll say a color I associate with you.<br />
4- I'll tell you something I like about you.<br />
5- I'll tell you something I always remember about you / a first memory about you.<br />
6- I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.<br />
7- I'll ask you something I always wanted to ask you.<br />
8- If I do this for you, you must put this in your journal.<br />
<br />
Shoot, dawg.<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<u>Sisters</u><br />
<a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconalientiger:" title="alientiger"/></a><a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfeatherwind:" title="featherwind"/></a><br />
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                <title>I must be a secret furry.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 May 2007 17:44:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />Alrighty everyone- For those with a neopets account...<br />
<br />
Vote for me and shame on us both.<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.neopets.com/~Shadeiz">[link]</a><br />
<br />
*shameless plug*<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
<br />
<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<u>Sisters</u><br />
<a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="alientiger" /></a><a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="featherwind" /></a><br />
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                <title>Friends, Romans, Countrymen</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Apr 2007 16:33:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/zakeheadercopy-1.jpg"></img><br /><br />HOLY CRAP I FINISHED MY RESEARCH PAPER ON TIME.<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /><br />
<br />
Now if only I could do my latin project. x_x<br /><br /><u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<u>Sisters</u><br />
<a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="alientiger" /></a><a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="featherwind" /></a><br />
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                <title>16</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Apr 2007 17:24:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Turned 16 today. It feels like any other day. I feel a bit disappointed in this.<br />
<br />
I don't know wholly what to do. Interweb has failed me, and I can't write or draw. howell. I'll try doing some sketchadees. Any suggestions?<br />
<br />
And no, Eliza. No random animals. Even platapus. X3 I know you well enough.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>Now and again-</title>
                <link>http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/12512617/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Apr 2007 15:55:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am in a really bad mood right now. I would like to drown a kitten and beat a puppy. I'm also about to go to my wonderful sister's house.<br />
<br />
I saw a spoof movie the other night about a reality tv show where people had to kill off the other contestants. I feel like I should be on that show right now.<br />
<br />
Fear me, <a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="alientiger" /></a> and <a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="featherwind" /></a>. fear me.<br />
<br />
In other news... I'm trying a realism style with canine art. It's much fun and lols... but I can never stand still long enough to finish somthing. Oh well... i don't feel like careing.<br />
<br />
How was your bloody fertility ceremony, today?<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />,<br />
Stella.<br />
<br />
PS: Break almost over. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":cry:" title="Crying" /> I'll be getting my lisence in all of 3 days.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>The dealie-o</title>
                <link>http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/12053081/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Mar 2007 11:32:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been drawing a lot more recently. I also have a lineart account here- <a href="http://ruekin.deviantart.com">[link]</a> , though don't expect anything spiffy really. I've been actually working for other people, and it's been going well. Got a lot done and have been getting quite the confidance buffer (XZe: *glare*) as of late. When I have a substantial ammount of work like that, I'll probably update it.<br />
<br />
As for now, I'm suppose to be cleaning, so I'll be off. Just know I'm alive and still lookingat everything you do. :3 You are loved.<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /> out~ Stella<br />
<br />
<u><b>Links</b></u><br />
<br />
<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
Zoroka info- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11143781/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Sisters</u><br />
<a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="alientiger" /></a><a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="featherwind" /></a><br />
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Visit my watchers please!<br />
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<u>Stamps</u><br />
:thumb42570159:<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I want to have his babbies</title>
                <link>http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/11926578/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Feb 2007 19:26:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just recently read "Notes from Underground"... and I must say that it is a greaet read. I wanted to have the narrator's babbies, I loved him so. I felt a really big conection with him, and I think it helped me understand more about myself.<br />
<br />
I wish I could write with such evil greatness. It's so good.<br />
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I have been on a crying trend lately. It seems as if I would cry over falling leaves, so naturally my angst is transferred to paper. It's a shame I can't properly transcribe a face twisted in agony as I would wish... it may make my downtrodden spell a little shorter, but I think I just need a heaping helping of "Get Over It." But if I could draw the mangled bodies that for some twisted reason comfort me when I'm feeling low... well... what a picture that would be. I am partially happy I'm a stellig with emotions... artists with such have something behind their work that they need.<br />
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Anywho... I was comissioned for the first time a few days ago. Not really a comission, as it's not really for money, but I do get somthing in return. I've went from not even getting requests to comissions in a day... and I'm not sure what to do about that. I need to finish up coloring it... that along with my own tag. I need one of Stella and one of XZeallious...<br />
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The saddest thing about this whole affair is that I get both mean and confrontational when I get emotional. It's  a bad and sickening combination for me. I'd rather live as a mouse then a hero.<br />
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Mayhaps I'll do a wee bit of writing in the near future. Nothing I'll bother posting on Stellamancer, but what the heck. It makes me happier tortureing my characters.<br />
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*snabs XZeallious in the eye with fork* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fork.gif" width="37" height="18" alt=":fork:" title="Stabbed with a Fork!" /><br />
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Much better. I lvoe imortals. There's something about tormenting someone who has no hope of release that appeals to the sordid sadist in me. Fie to it all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>As usual</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Feb 2007 22:03:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wuz tagged.<br />
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Oh Dear. RULES. <br />
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.<br />
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1) I make the noise of the animal I'm drawing... so if I'm roaring, expect a dragon and ect.<br />
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2) I'm bad about not finishing any picture I start because halfawy through coloring it I go online to find a tutorial for coloring and see all the pretty pictures mine will never be... and I get disheartened.<br />
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3) I hate my computer area, but not my computer, because my computer area is constantly cold and my hands get stuck half closed, typeing style.<br />
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4) I'm really bad about crying and when I do start to cry it's really hard for me to stop.<br />
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5) I hate orchestra. The only reason I kept in was because my dad said I would be a quiter otherwise and collages don't like quiters. That, and more importantly my friend was in it.<br />
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6) I'm much more at peace with myself when I'm pertending to be someone else then when I'm my regualar awkward self.<br />
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I tag whoever wants to do it... also... please refrain from posting here because I want to make it into info logs eventually.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>Zoroka</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Dec 2006 21:07:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A basic summary if some Zorokin customs and definitions. Unchecked and rough... and more to come.<br />
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<b><u>ZOROKA</u></b><br />
Shamans of the canis famile.<br />
Quadrarcy with centural power. Emperor with four kings ruleing automonusly.<br />
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<p>Zoroka is the Jankin word for "Evil thing" (Zoro=evil Ka= thing... and Ko= what? But that's besides the point...) The adjitive form of Zoroka is Zorokin or on ocasion Zorocline. The Zorokin word for Zoroka people are "Vish'os." This comes from "Vish", which means water and "os" which means "son". Zorokn is also the language that they speak as a people, thought the eastern and western devision have very strong dialect.... similar to England and America and Australia today. Many of thier words relate Greek or Latin, such as "os" above. ("us" is the male ending for most latin words... "os"Greek) or "Tau" being "bull" and "Veergo/Weerko" being Virgin (actualy meaning "clean legs") thoughsome bare little resembalance becaues Zorokin, Hajin and some parakin languages blended to make the two.<br />
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<u>East Vs West</u><br />
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The Zorokin terittory range is primairly in Asia with some streching to europe. From nothern Russia to northern India and from Ural/Cacasious Mnts. to Japan in their land, with small enemy-locked areas such as portugal and some small institutions in South Amercia and Africa. The Zorokin Emipre is devided into four districts, ruled by a bloodline-royalty. The two eastern districts and the two western districts have specific differances, such as language dialect above... some words are used only in eastern or western districts often, such as "Zake" meaning "Sheep" being primairly used in the eastern districts.<br />
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Clothing- The clothing is also very different between the two areas. Most western Zorokin wear a strech of cloth looped around a brass ring at the nape of their neck to form a swath around their neck and shoulders. It is thick, usually made of linen, wool or on occasion silk and it's folds are used to carry small objects, such as their universal currancy, a small round coin with a hole in the middle and the religious seal around it. Money can also be found on thin strips of leather around their neck or around the waist in a similar garment. Other items in the fold are jewlry, precious stones many believe to hold cureative properties, reagents for certian spells or enchanted agent items or trinkets of various worth. Western Zorokas also wear fitted pants or skirts, usually too long or wide in the legs and they tie them up with strips of leather and cloth. Eastern cultures, however, do not wear the cloth and the ring, and in place were a three or more peice set, usually very strait and linear in fasion. It consists of pants with a corded belt, a long-sleeved shirt that reaches just past the ribcage and a long, sleeveless overcoat that goes over both shirt and pants, split up to midthigh. Zorokins may also wear capes and cloaks, usuallly made of durable wool during cold seasons. It is popular is the northern areas in both East and Western cultures. Both wear no clothing underneath their initial clothing and females and males dress the same.<br />
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Food- Many foods are shared between the two groups, though seafood and rice, wheat and beans are specialized in the Easternmost territory vs. the big game strong western territory. Both fermintate the Sen fruit and import unharestable food.</p><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Why halo thar...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Nov 2006 15:36:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm back... from a very long break.<br />
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437 Devations and 155 Journals. I looked at every pic and scanned every journal. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> I also updated three pics and plan on updateing another befroe too long. I've also undertaken a few projects, as seen on my new "Currant Art Projeeks" page. <3 I don't plan on leaving for so long again... sifting through all that was a pain... but nice in a way.<br />
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Also, it's snowing where I live... and It usually dosn't. I'm a happy camper.<br />
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<u><b>Links</b></u><br />
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<u>RP Linked</u><br />
Term, schools and temper- <a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Currant Art Projeeks</u><br />
<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8114123/">[link]</a><br />
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<u>Sisters</u><br />
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Visit my watchers please!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I &lt;3 OCs.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Sep 2006 19:16:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have a reson to post this now. <3 I also tag <a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="alientiger" /></a> and <a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="featherwind" /></a><br />
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List 12 of your original characters:<br />
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01. Rykura<br />
02. Ark<br />
03. Virgo<br />
04. XZeal<br />
05. Stella (The char... not myself)<br />
06. Falconer<br />
07. Zake<br />
08. XCal<br />
09. Zambi<br />
10. Seoul<br />
11. Aries<br />
12. Lynn (ZOMG! XDDD)<br />
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01)Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11? What subjects would they teach?<br />
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Falconer... becuase like hell adults would listen to Aries. XD NO ONE listens to Aries. Falconer would teach some dead language, and Aries would teach something... stupid.<br />
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02) Do you think 2 is hot? How hot?<br />
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Uh... not... particularly. At least... I didn't mean for him to. He's to bad ass strong silent to really be 1337. D: But he would be pretty damn sexy wearing the western Zorokin garb (Damn him and his Eastern-ness). And if he cut his hair.... I mean... the longer the better, but he's like a case of walking bondage... how can he walk around with that?<br />
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03) 12 sends 8 on a mission. What is it, and does it succeed?<br />
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HAHAHAHAHA right. Lynn would send XCal on a mission to... uh... get his magical mystical until-now-neve-spoken-of leet healer buddy. Because that the shit I pull out in my RP some times. Ask <a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="featherwind" /></a><br />
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04) What is or would be 9's favorite book?<br />
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The Bible. Because he enjoys being Blashphomous and would spend a great deal of his time critiqueing it, I'm sure. Zoroks have a different religion then we dos.<br />
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05) Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6, or the other way around?<br />
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That one's a toughtie. TEchnically, Ark has already sworn fealty to Falconer after he usurped Alabaster... but Falconer's cool enough to realized that ark is damn more kick ass then him and could whop him in anything but one on one.<br />
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06) For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10?<br />
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Zambi... so they can enjoy their lack of sex drive together. Stella... stella hasn't had sex in a few years (ZOMGWTFBBQ!) and Zambi's got no sword and shields to fight with due to an unfortunate torture incident... if you catch my drift.<br />
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07) 2, 7 and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss? <br />
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Well... probably some nice itallian resturant. :3 Lynn and Zake are my two veggitarian chars. (how conveignent) and Ark love his pasta (but loves his fishsesses more). They would probably have some long dramatic philosophical debate in which Ark would school both of them, and Zake would end up KO-ing Lynn for being "an unworth debat partner" in which he would promtply be scolded for by his grandaddy. <br />
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08) 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens?<br />
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Virgo would so never do that... unless he could use Zeal. And even then I think the two of them would get pnwed. Really... really, badly. Virgo and Zeal are lovers, not haters! D: <br />
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09) If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would s/he get it back?<br />
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XCal would offer his "services" to get said item back. Works out for everyone, the horn dogs. <br />
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10) Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire.<br />
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<u>Again</u><br />
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I have such the loony cryptic titles. 9_9 Lynn wants to be able to raise the dead (he's a healer... and that's never been done. Insta- ledgend there) and Zake wants a fuckin' body to walk around in this would with (prefferable male... to persure past pastimes. ^^)<br />
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11) What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together?<br />
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Something comical, obviously. Because XZeal's uuber seriousness and Rykura's sex-bunny personality are kinda a clash.<br />
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12) If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?<br />
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I'd be really, really borde with him. All he'd want to do would be cower in a corner because there are scary demon things everywhere like those thangs that go "VROOM" in the street and the big, square-shaped monstors with the concrete and glass armour towering over him.<br />
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But that's alright. He's kinda cute when he angsts and cowers like that. <3 We can always cuddel...<br />
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But he's not really the cuddeling type, I've been told. He's more of the "Pants? *rip* Yay! *hump hump hump* ^_____... ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Sep 2006 14:55:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1) What is your deviant-name and what does it mean?<br />
Stellamancer... Stella is altin for stars and mancer is greek for "devation". Like... getting omens and the such from stars. It is often used as someone who controls thing, though (mancer, that is. Like necro, pyro, aqua and the such.) So I either get messages from abouve or control destiny. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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2) Why did you join this site?<br />
I like to draw... and in real life I don't get many people to see my pics and give me some critique. I wanted to get better, so I got a gallery. That and I was sick of lurking and wanted an easier way to keep up with my fav artists (and my friends nagged me to.)<br />
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3) What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined? (if you can remember)<br />
I was, am, and always will be a semi-closet ygo fan. I also love deathnote, FFVII (oh, how creative of me. 9_9) and my own RP series.<br />
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4) Were any of the fandoms you currently have brought about by this site?<br />
Deathnote was given to me by the amazeing go-devil-dante... and some of the FFVII art here got me interested (but I really started the game before getting into the pictures).<br />
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5) Look into your stats. (oh come on. I have two. -.-) What is your:<br />
Most Favorited Deviation: Quarry teeth<br />
Most Viewed Deviation: Refferance:Stellamancer<br />
Most Commented Deviation: Quarry teeth<br />
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6) How many watchers do you have at this moment?<br />
19 (I love you all so very much. ;-<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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7) First ever watcher?<br />
Eitehr hotshot or eliza. :/ I dun know... I'm horrible. XD<br />
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14) What is currently the funnest thing to draw?<br />
Quassicomics of stupid things I say to friends. I have a lot... but they're icky. X3<br />
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Easiest thing to draw?<br />
chibi Zeal. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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15) Your first ever giftart was to:<br />
ugh... BAKU! I drew a pic of bakura for baku way long ago. She had to color in pupiles because it scared her otherwise. X3<br />
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16) How many clubs are you in?<br />
0... I need to join some. D:<br />
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17) How long have you been here?<br />
Since ending of last scool year about...<br />
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18) Are you on any other art sites?<br />
Neopets count for rare BC entries? :/<br />
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19) Can you remember the old DA layout?<br />
*sniff* I miss it so.<br />
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20) Are you still as passionate about art/poetry/prose as when you joined this site?<br />
HELLS YEAH! Even more so now. :3 ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>Nerdgasm I'm haveing.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Sep 2006 05:51:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Nerdgasm I'm haveing. Recently finished watching starwars 3 for the first time I have.  Yoda I like.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/y/yoda.gif" width="40" height="18" alt=":yoda:" title="Yoda" /> Anakin I pity, though. CGing I thought could be better. Dissapointed in that I was. Lizard-mount of Obi I love. Eliza it reminded me of. Slapped for that I hope I'm not. <br />
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Enough of that. Another contributor to my orc chasm (pun intended... do you get it? How about if I told you "chasm" is pronounces "casum"... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" />) would be that at nine o' clock, I'm to be going with my two bestest friends to ZOMGWFTNOWAIS A-FEST! ^_^ I'm so stoked. Last year is was the best weekend of me life... and It'll be great with Areida and Eliza. Then we're haveing a SLEEPOVER AT MY HOUSE! XD YAY ME! In which we will proceed to do dorky things... because we are dorks. o-o<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /> Stella<br />
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Edit: I have lore now... yay.<br />
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Terms, Schools and Temperments-<a href="http://stellamancer.deviantart.com/journal/8623118/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>life as we know it</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Aug 2006 16:49:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ PITY PARTY AT MY HOUSE, YA'LL! ^_~ I'm bringing the emo cupcakes. Who wants to bring the angst brownies? I also need about two dozen humoring cookies. Anyone baking? No one? Come on!<br />
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Anywhome.... a-fest is coming up soon. I'm going. The question is, is anyone else? :/ Oh well... their loss. WHICH MEANS FOR YEW... i may not be on this weekend... but I hope to have an update for you by Friday. <3 For those of you interested.<br />
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Interested man: I'M SO INTERESTED! D:<br />
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*gives him a humoring cookie* :3 For you to last the day, snookimes. You'll need it with that attitude.<br />
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I may or may not be cleaning out my scraps soon. o-o <a href="http://alientiger.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alientiger.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="alientiger" /></a> Said I should rename my scraps "my gallery" and my gallery "my better gallery".<br />
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...so I take this as: you have too many scraps. In place of randomly growing pride in five minute sketches, I'm just going to chunk them. <3 Luvh yew!<br />
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Aei... and my sister asked me to mail her some of my pictures. I don't have anything that would impress her... and I want her initial reaction to be "oh me gawd! Why didn't I support this hobby while I was at home in place of sliding next to dad and avoiding the topic completely! D: I'm a silly billy!"<br />
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...but THAT'S wishful thinking. I was actually kinda happy with her first mentioning the subject, because she went something like "hey..uh...yeah. I don't know why I never supported you. I mean, you help me memorize my lines and come to all my plays and I never even asked to see any of your pictures... o-o SRRY!!!11oneeleven!!1"<br />
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Commence re-avoidance after said discussion until leaving. (she asked me to e-mail her. My e-mail's been down for more then a year.)<br />
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I think my mom needs a humoring cookie, too. At least she tries. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I'll probably just stick to "forgetting" about it. I'm sure she'll feel just as warm and fuzzy inside if she knew she tried to seem interested. <3<br />
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I'm sorry. I'm just getting into the selfish Suzy costume I made. The pity party is a costume party, you see. We all need to get those nasty "GODAREYOUBLINDORDOYOUTHINKIHATEPEOPLECAR EING" feelings. I'm such an attention seeker. XD Well... this is a good alternative to "suicide" attempts, eh? X3<br />
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PS: this useless journal will one day turn into a description of either the lore behind one of my "races", random little tidbits on the working of magic OR a  Demon/behemoth/other little doodad bestiary. I was tried of my old journal. Just like I'm tired of my teeny gallery.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/peace.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":peace:" title="Peace" /> Stella! ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>Well... this isn't so bad...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Aug 2006 15:40:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *taps DA with foot* mree?<br />
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*taps again* ... *puts foot it*... it's not too bad. D:<br />
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*random passerbyer pushes me into it headfirst* SPLOOOOSH! o-o Dang... well... I suppose this new layout isn't... <i>too</i> bad...<br />
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I like being able to hide stuff, at least. :3 I'll probably hide all my comments, as I'm prone to typos... and that people person at the top right corner is dead useful... for when I know who I'm looking for (I watch my fair share of stangers). I like the moods, too.<br />
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Anyway... I hope to be able to churn out more char. sheets like Stella's in the furture.... I have many a chars... though. And I mean many... I need a subscription... D: Subscritions are so teh leet. T_T ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>Hello their school.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Aug 2006 20:38:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My sister came back saturday. I love her to bits... but there are just something I wish I could say to her without sounding like a teenager... which I am so I suppose I'm entitled to act like... but still.<br />
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I have a project due tomorrow. I asked her if she could go ahead and type it up while I was at school so I could have a little bit of rest before my first day. She forgot. I'm now typeing it up in place of actually sleeping, which I really want to do. In place of letting me write it up before right now, she took me shopping. Oh joy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sarcasm.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":sarcasm:" title="Hahahahaha. No." /> I liked it... a lot! ...and got a nice shirt... but I think I would have enjoyed it more had I not been on the verge on an panic attack the whole time. She just doesn't get that I have things to do... just because being sucessful was all sunshine and roses for her doesn't mean we're all that great. I simply want sleep and people to keep their promises. There are just lots of things to say... and quite a bit of resentment. Why is she the good child?;-; Not to mention she looked at my drawings without me around to censore. X-X I hate people doing that very much.<br />
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Oh, and my latin teacher is awesome. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> I hope being "young adults" entitiles us to sitting in non-alphabetacal order. Seating charts suck. ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>DOUBLEYEWTEEEFF?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Aug 2006 07:43:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AH!<br />
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AHHHH!<br />
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AHAHAHAHA!<br />
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*runs around like a chicken with head cut off* EVERYTHING'S WRONG! Nu... nununu... it must change back. It will, ne? It will. It <i>must</i>. All this new colors and stuff... it can be optional, ne? We can revolt! Who's with me?<br />
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'M sorry.... I've been on DA longer then this accont says (about 3 years now) and changeing the layout is like shooting my left hand... you can do it... and it wont change my art... but it'll still hurt. D:<br />
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*laments* ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>*priss priss* :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Aug 2006 14:00:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got my hair cut (first time in a few years) and got my nails done (first time in ever). Now it's about 4 inches past my shoulder and my nails are all purdy and soft an' copper colored. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> My whole day so far has given me +10 to girly. Now to go try on a skirt (the only one I have) and strike poses in the mirror I would never do in front of a living being. Too bad I don't own make up...<br />
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I have three pics to choose from coloring next-<br />
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Full Rock Lorse- <a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/rocklorsefulllineart.jpg">[link]</a><br />
Spitaur-<a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v340/RyouBaku/spitaurlineart.jpg">[link]</a><br />
Anthro Gryph OC- (lineart not prepared)<br />
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One day I'll get around to do more of my char. sheets. I have many of them.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flirty.gif" width="30" height="26" alt=":flirty:" title="Flirtatious" /> Gawd... I can't stop makeing cute pouty faces to myself. XD<br />
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZA! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rage.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rage:" title="Rage" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" /><br />
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EDIT: oie... I just finished reading my entire history summer reading project book, as I have five days to do the assignment now. I want to shoot somthing <i>badly</i>. I am not a big fan of <u>Guns, Germs and Steel </u> kthxbai! D: ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>alas</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Jul 2006 17:28:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 2 weeks. 248 deviations. 7 hot topics. 2 comments. 40 journals. 3 polls. 3 notes.<br />
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*puts on wellington boots and begins the wadeing*<br />
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I'm back. :3 ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>So many questions... so little time.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Jul 2006 11:52:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Basically... a small little rant about the little things in my life that. just. wont. stop. pestering. me.<br />
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Oaky... why.<br />
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Why have my eyes been watering from the last two weeks? Did I suddenly grow allergies? What the crap. Why can't I buckel down and finish somthing? Why can't I be <i>proud</i> of what I do finish? Why can't I make thin lines while doing the re-penciling anymore? Why don't I have more good erasers? Why do I hate Democrate's and Plato's theories so much? Why have I actually started writing notes in my summer reading project book? Why do I feel acomplished knowing most philosophers are mathmaticians? Why am I so shy around people better then me? D: Why do I feel lonely when my friends are all around? Why do I feel so listless? Why can't I sleep like normal people (IE: during the night)?<br />
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WHY IS THERE STILL NOT PotC2 FICS YET! D:<br />
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ANGGGGSSSSSSSSSSST! D:<<br />
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Okay... I'm good. Going to work on yet another pic. ;-; who wants to bet that I actually finish it? Takeing all bets!<br />
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And if I get ONE "cheer up, charlie" reply, I will punch you however many pageviews you have. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" /><br />
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^_^ Hokay... <i>now</i> I'm better.<br />
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EDIT2: (rather large edit... :/) Hokay... bad news is no one in my family can make up their friggin' for longer then twenty seconds. D: ah me gawd. Good news is that with a bit of twinking and a lot of work... I'M GOING TA CAMP! Yay me. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> It means a whole lot to me... I have a lot of friends there.... more friends there then I have here. In all truth, i've been going there longer then most of the counslors... and it's like a second home. But yes... I'm am a very, very, very happy girl at this time. If you care... I leave saturday. :3<br />
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Nother edit: It was NOT democrates theory I despised. I actually think he has the right idea going. D: It was Descartes... or somthing. Hell... it's greek. What do you expect. It's just... D: ugh. The whole flow of his logic was lost so early on and it just ruined his entire work with the base we all have the same inate perception of perfection. Yeah... no. Enough about my pathetic attempt to sound like I know somthing in that area. I don't... but the book I'm reading is really, really good and I'm gettin' into it. I found myself actually yelling at that philosopher OUT LOUD after reading the section on him. XD can anyone say dork?<br />
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Okay... that sounded a little pretentions. :/ Sorry there. It's just really good. ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>D: Can you hear it?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Jul 2006 12:43:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Can you hear it?<br />
<br />
That sound.<br />
<br />
It's the sound of thousands of fangirls, still drooping from their all-night endeavor of watching PotC2, taking pen to paper, quill to parchment and fingers to keys as they merrily type away new fanfictions to be posted asap and flood fic sites with albeit poor quality but none-the-less amusing renditions of "deleted scenes."<br />
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I'm thinkin' of you, YAOIluvr63491.<br />
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<b><u>Here be spoilers! D: </u></b><br />
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<b>Arg.... I be serious. </b> <br />
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<p>They <i>kiss.</i> JACK AND ELIZEABETH! D: Whawt thaw? Anywhom... Five bucks says Will gets to do the slapping in the last movie... poor him. If that be the case... I'm so getting the screenie to put as my background.<br />
<p>Speaking of will... poor angsty him gets whipped... and I swear I was woken in the middle of the night as fangirls everywhere gave a collective sqeal/sigh as his shirt was ripped of... well... you only saw his back (and might I add that his ack was very attractive. :< ) but he got schooled and then whine worthy enough for me to dub him "Cloud v. 2.0". Seriously.<br />
<p>Aye... don't think I dislike fangirls... I admit I am both fan and girl and I will not deny that I gave a little smirk when a certain pirate's <u>white shirt</u> was drenched... as well as him so his purdy hair got all soppy. Anyway... I'll save my male viewer (*snort* All two of them?) the pain of continuing.<br />
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<p>Everything was squelchy. D: forserious. <i>Squelchy</i>. To sum up a long story, Orlando is learning subtly (yay him!) and is very sexy. Johnny Depp is, and could he be anything else, awesome and very sexy... Kiera... she's a woman. Does it matter if she's sexy or not, men? -.- KRAKEN WAS SEXY!<br />
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<p>And I'm still waiting for a depiction of what happened to poor Cloud v. 2.0 after his lashings. It screamed to me "WRITE A SUCKY YAOI!". D: oh noes! But... hey. There are tentacles... and where there are tentacles, lemon writers follow.<br />
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<b>ARG! That's all folks! </b></p></p></p></p></p> ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>woke up</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Jul 2006 09:26:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woke up, got out of bed... turned on computer and found that I still like the picture I'm currently working on. Hell, I may even finish somthing for once. ^^ Everyone cross your fingers, because I haven't finished something in... uh... ever? ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>Yeah... damn.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Jul 2006 17:20:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Got back from seaside. My greeting was basically "Your Dad and I are getting a divorce."<br />
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Damn. I knew it would happen eventually.<br />
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Can't say much... illegal things went on. I'm mighty distraught at the moment... so expect some angst to drip in to some of my comments....<br />
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And I'm moveing eveything to scraps because my work is starting to disgust me.<br />
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On a brighter note... I've started my summer reading project. It's a history of Philosophy... called "Sophie's World". It's amazeing. I love it and highly recomend it to anyone and everyone. I generally hate history and have never studied philosophy before... but it's a great read.<br />
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I hope to update soon with non-crap... but I highly doubt I'll be that focused. :/<br />
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EDIT: Oie.. and I was recently tagged... so I'll just put this here.<br />
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"Are you spoiled?"<br />
>[] own car <br />
>[] cell phone <br />
>[] own phone line<br />
>[] boy friend /girl friend<br />
>[x] own bathroom<br />
>[x] own room<br />
>[x] 2 or more story house<br />
>[] built-in pool<br />
>[] guest house<br />
>[] computer room (it's a hallway... no door. Don't count)<br />
>[x] kissed on the lips or cheek by opposite sex <br />
>total: 4<br />
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>[] tv in your room <br />
>[] Queen Bed<br />
>[] more than 20 pairs of shoes<br />
>[] 10+ things from a designer store<br />
>[x] good grades <br />
>[] Dior sunglasses<br />
>[] coach or dooney and bourke purse<br />
>[] iPod (mine broke. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bucktooth.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":bucktooth:" title="Bucktooth" />)<br />
>[] MP3 Player <br />
>[x] XBOX<br />
>total: 2<br />
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>[] PSP<br />
>[] PS2<br />
>[] Mercedes Benz<br />
>[] basketball hoop<br />
>[] air hockey table<br />
>[x] pool table<br />
>[] ping pong table<br />
>[x] trampoline <br />
>[] live ON a lake or pond <br />
>[x]own a pair of skiis<br />
>total: 3<br />
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>[] own a snowboard<br />
>[x] has a boat (dad's so maybe not soon)<br />
>[] has a jet ski <br />
>[] has a beach house/ cabin<br />
>[] has a four-wheeler <br />
>[] only child<br />
>[x] stereo system in bedroom<br />
>[] DVD player in bedroom (ps2?)<br />
>[] 100+ dvd's<br />
>[] gets $50+ for allowance each month<br />
>total: 2<br />
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>[]goes shopping every month<br />
>[] shops at demo <br />
>[] goes snowboarding/skiing every weekend<br />
>[] makeup <br />
>[] cologne/perfume<br />
>[x] AIM<br />
>[] MSN<br />
>[] Yahoo<br />
>[] 5+ trophies<br />
>[x] own digital camera (grandma didn't use it, so she gave it to me. :3)<br />
>total: 2<br />
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>[] walk-in closet<br />
>[] electric scooter<br />
>[] dirt bike (mini?)<br />
>[] 4X4 truck<br />
>[] guitar/drums<br />
>[] hammock <br />
>[] been on a cruise<br />
>[x] traveled out of the country (mexico for 8 hours)<br />
>[] weight set/ workout set in house<br />
>[] personal fit trainer<br />
>total: 1<br />
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>[] expensive jewelry<br />
>[] met a celeberty<br />
>[] straightener/ curling iron <br />
>[] gets hair done/nails/spas (now and again)<br />
>[x] on/was on a Varsity team for the school (well... I am now)<br />
>[] own batting cage<br />
>[] $100+ in wallet/ purse right now (I did a week ago)<br />
>[] own savings account<br />
>[x] 1+ BEST friends (duh)<br />
>[] been to the Carribean<br />
>total: 2<br />
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>[] been to Europe <br />
>[] been to Hawaii <br />
>[] been to NY <br />
>[] shopped in Seattle<br />
>[] eaten at the Space Needle in Seattle<br />
>[] been on the Eifel Tower in Paris<br />
>[] been on the Statue of Liberty in NY <br />
>[x] been on the honor roll for 2+ years<br />
>[x] been asked to dance 2+ times<br />
>total: 2<br />
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Apparently, 36+ is spoiled. At 18, I'm sitting right at half. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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Oh, and I had 92 Deviations when I returned, 25 journals and a extensive note... I looked at all decviations... may or may not have commented. I am not reading 25 journals... mainly because I don't honestly feel like listening to peoples problems. No offense... I love angst as much as the next fangirl... but I have enough right now, thank you. ]]></description>
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                <title>Three cheers for bad customer service! HUZZA!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jun 2006 16:48:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay.. so I play WoW- more popularly know as "world of Warcraft".<br />
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And so does my dad.<br />
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Well... I enjoy just screwing around... not really getting things done... mostly just killing other people... well my dad is psycotic. D: seriously. He already has 2 level 60 chars (and for those who don't play... uh... Both took <b>well</b> over one hundred hours of play EACH!) And now he took over my rogue after I stoped playin her (which I don't care about at all... I let him). Weellll... I stopped playing her because she was boring and I found I hated playing rogues. o-o Yeah... took me 40 levels...<br />
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Anyway... He levels her to 54... and gets this quest thing that requirse a group. He is going away for bussiness for 3 days. Again... no problem. THE LAST FRIGGIN THING HE SAYS TO ME IS THE FOLLOWING!<br />
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"Oh, and by the way... Virgo has a quest for this dagger. I hate the instance I need to go to get it. You have to do it before I get back. KK?"<br />
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And I say something along the lines of. "WHAT?! That requires, like, four hours of interacting with PEOPLE. D: You know my policy on people. I don't LIKE them!"<br />
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And he's all like, "Doods... do it or else. -.-"<br />
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And I'm all like... "D: OH NOOOES!"<br />
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Yeah... seriously. Then he left. XD It really does require four hours of awkwardly talking to people on a borning video game to get a dagger that he wants, but admits the instance is TOO BORING TO PLAY.<br />
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This is the guy that killed the same monster for hours everyday for maybe a month to learn how to make (in game, of course) pants (grant it, pants that give +20 to int. That's good for pants. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />). o_O If it's too boring for him, what does he think I'll think of it? Happy fun time playhouse?<br />
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Nu nu nu...<br />
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So, I'm going over a friends house tomorrow, and he's back tomorrow night... so if I'm going to do this... I have to do it now, I says to meself... braceing myself for four hours of "UUURGH! PEOPLE! X____X DAMN ROGUE!"<br />
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But guess what? My computer's virus protection is blocking the new patch to download.<br />
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No patch=no play= no play= NO BORING WASTE OF TIME! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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It's a viable excuse... and I am guilt freeeee! ^^<br />
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Now, I'll update soon. I swear. I'm working on three pics... one of them almost finished coloring... but I'll be away for a week with my bestest best friend- <a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="featherwind" /></a><br />
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Yatta! Life r0xors.<br />
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Edit: I realize that all the times I portray my dad, he is antagolitical. If that's a word. You get my meaning. Anyway... I just wanted to let you know that he's actually really cool, if only a little annoying. I know he really wants the best for me...<br />
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but I'm a teenager. I'm suppose to hate my parents. Just kidding... only I'm not. '_' ]]></description>
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                <title>Laughing out Loud</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Jun 2006 17:38:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm sorry... really I am. But I could not help myself. I found a jewl...<br />
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<a href="http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi?word=">[link]</a><br />
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just type in the name of your love one, worst enemy, angsty anime hero or favorite mythic creature. Do it... now. You wont regret it.<br />
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My favorite one will always be "it takes a strong man to make a tender Xzellious."<br />
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MMMm... that's purdy funny right there. ]]></description>
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                <title>More friends!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jun 2006 13:10:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Friends are teh smecks! Everyone go check out <a href="http://nyomaekr.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/y/nyomaekr.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nyomaekr" /></a> this instant! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> Yay for shamless pluggies! She's my ghosty gruntie grandma.<br />
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In other news...<br />
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Sisters-<br />
<a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="featherwind" /></a><a href="http://slave-of-malik.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/l/slave-of-malik.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="slave-of-malik" /></a><br />
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Friend in the "real world" (met)-<br />
<a href="http://hopeless-optimist.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/hopeless-optimist.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hopeless-optimist" /></a> <a href="http://vlad-stefan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/l/vlad-stefan.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="vlad-stefan" /></a> <a href="http://zoeboy625.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/o/zoeboy625.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="zoeboy625" /></a> <a href="http://hotshot94.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/hotshot94.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hotshot94" /></a> <a href="http://beasiesgal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/e/beasiesgal.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="beasiesgal" /></a> <a href="http://ichigo5213.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigo5213" /></a> <a href="http://poofy-wings.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/o/poofy-wings.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="poofy-wings" /></a><br />
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Friends Via DA (who pwn me hard)-<br />
<a href="http://mkm3d.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/k/mkm3d.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mkm3d" /></a> <a href="http://digidrew.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/i/digidrew.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="digidrew" /></a> (holy poop! I swear to god I faved 'em before. O_o')<br />
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7 days of resting my carple tunnle syndrom hand... :<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sking</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jun 2006 18:29:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Skiing FTL!<br />
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Uhg.... as some people know... my dad finally fixed up his speed boat. As probably more of you know.... I'm not athletically endowed exactly... and we went to get water skies this morning.<br />
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Can anyone guess where this is going?<br />
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Yeah... I almost killed myself... on multiple occasions. Actually... I did a LOT better then I though I would! ^^ I even stood up for a few seconds... and I can go really far when I'm crouching down with my knees bent a lot. :3 But... for everytime you go up... you fall down. Both I and my dad, who was driving, had not exactly perfected the "ending" without me just crashing in the water.<br />
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I think the record of the number of flips I did as I was flailing in the air, falling, was only three... :/ But I did manage to propell mysef out of the rubber/foam boots you stand in multiple times (not a hard feat, really), knock my breath out a few times and hit my knees, thigh, wrist and hand so hard it was cherry red.<br />
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My dominate hand's wrist still smarts a lot... but I really want to draw... I might make a few char. sheets. :/<br />
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Yeah... Lake, you win!<br />
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EDIT: GREAT! JUST GREAT! My dad thinks my wrist isn't caused by skiing... but by CARPEL TUNNEL SYNDROM! So I currently typeing to you with one hand, my left (I'm right handed) and he avised me not to type or draw for at least a week! D: OH NOES!<br />
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Not to mention my free subscription is running out. poopy. oh well... easy come, easy go. I might buy one now. :3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Now that's something you don't see everyday.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jun 2006 11:07:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay... tell me what's wrong here-<br />
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I don't want to draw. My dad WANTS me to draw, and forces me to do a pic. I want to go out... my dad grounds me in my bed, and says I can't move all day.<br />
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Does anyone see anything WRONG about this? ANYONE?<br />
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Yeah... this stupid little bird keeps flying into our kictchen window because it's reflecting the bird feeder in our neiboor's yard... and it's been going at it for nearly a week now. My dad gets the bright idea that I should draw a friggin' predator bird instead of just printing one out or just getting rid of the glare. I give hin a <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/u/unimpressed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":unimpressed:" title="Unimpressed" /> and continue on. Late, he's all like "hey... go do that owl. I'll give you 3 minutes! ^^" and I'm like "WTF" (what the freak in the senario, because dad does not equal cuss safe.)<br />
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For those of you who don't know, I've been drawing diligently for 5 years, and my dad, who knows clearly it's my passion and is not incapable of simply picking up one of the hundreds of sketches laying on my floor and give me a simple "cool" or "this sux0rs", hasn't seen a picture I've done since the 6th grade (I still have that picture. It ment a lot.) <br />
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So now he makes me whip out a friggin owl in three minutes, with no refferances or color... just me and my pencil.<br />
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Just so you know... I can't draw birds.<br />
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So here I am, frustrated as all hell that I have to turn in some half-assed picture to him, who already doesn't care one way or another about my pictures already, so I know this wont help, not to mention I'm angry at this stupid owl itself for it's crappy talons (does the owl have large talons? Yes, it does Nepoleon)... my dad interups me with his chirpy "'sit done yet?" So, naturally, I say something along the lines of "Well, I don't particularly enjoy scribblying crap for someone who deosn't appriciate my art either friggin way, so maybe you should close my door and let me friggin be!" (actually, that was pretty accurate, so forget the "along the lines of")<br />
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So, it's not like I didn't DESERVE the punishment, it's just it was a bit harsh in my humble opinion, and he didn't even let me tell him why I was so angry. his reaction was something along the lines of his Yami (ygo refferance there) takeing over, and bellowing (yes, BELLOWING. He BELLOWED!) "LIEK, ZOMG! GOES TO YUR BED UN DUNT GIT UP ALL DAYZZZ!!!!111oneone!!1 ILLZ TELL J00 WHEN YOU CANZ GIT UP IF I DUN FORGETS BOIUT YOUU!!!!111oneone!!1"<br />
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W.T.F. (and yes, he say those words, save the "liek zomg" and the ones in the !!! XD)<br />
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So, I'm crying right now, because when someone yells at me, I cry. It's weird. I'm sitting in my bed, both recovering for my shock and screaming at my dad in my head, doing everything in my power to keep from picturing my sliting his throat and get all depressed and all like "Sooooob sooob.... ANGST! ANGSTY ANGST! Wha... I should j-j-just stabs me eyes out and NEVA draw agains..."<br />
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Because I'm a loser. I didn't (dun worry).<br />
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I get paper.<br />
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I get a pencil.<br />
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And I draw a fucking owl.<br />
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While doing so, my dad walked in and was like "..." I tell him I'm drawing the owl, and he's like, "okay... but do you need to answer you friend on AIM?"<br />
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I nod, go back to my computer (still on) and see Areida had logged off, with the last words of, like "Talk, Stella! I need to know if you're still comeing. Call me." He lets me call he and I tell her i can't come to the movies I promised I would go to with her yesterday, and she can tell I'm crying and is all like "What's wrong?" cause she's awesome. I say I can't talk and go back to my room whimpering like a beat dog for haveing to miss going with her.<br />
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I return to my owl. It actually looks more like a hawk then an owl... but it's a predator bird all the same.. it looks okay for it circumstances... I gues.. but he's not finished. About halfway through the pic (about an hour if you were wondering) my dad comes in all buddy buddy again and is like, "Think you can watch that mouth?"<br />
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and I'm like.... "-.- yeah..."<br />
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So now I sit here... with a list of to-do a runny nose and yummy soup. Oh, and we put the half-done picture of the hawk in the window... my dad didn't even look at it. <br />
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On the flip side, DA gave me a weeks free subscription! YAYZ0RS! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> So, SPAM ME SILLY ON MY SHOUT THINGY! ^^<br />
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Oh, and my friends list is just people I watch, not nessicarily the people I know.  ^_^ Happy trails!<br />
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Oh, and be proud I didn't make ONE orlly owl joke this entire time.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh ehm eff gee</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 20:10:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Revelation happens... and I'm so incrediably happy. Soooooo incrediably happy. I got a call from my sister, who is doing GREAT! She got this spiffy class for free given to her by some really, really great/important/kick ass actor... who was like the student of like the founder of american theatre and it's all cools and everything's going on just uuber great... but as for me... there is more great news.<br />
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She got into Avatar: the Last Airbender. Oh my GODS. GODS FUCKING ABOVE! Yes, it's american anime... fuck off... but it's still (reguarded as) ANIME. I have been drawing based of the style for a good, what, five years now? The person who's probably affected my life the most (save, perhaps one, who knows who she is) and who I strive for the aprovale of more then any other (save, again, one) has finally peeked into my obssession and.... oh my god... cares! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /><br />
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I'm so happy! ^^ Grant it... I'm still sore she only really got interested when her boyfriend and best friend kept talking about it... and not from me... but hey. She's 5 years older then me... I doubt she takes my tastes seriously... even if I share them with her juniors and her seniors. :3<br />
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Maybe... with time and some patience... she'll get into something like inuyasha (I don't care for it, but it's main stream enough and requirees at least a little bit of knowledge for an anime fan :/) or naruto (more interesting, but not my anime of choice) and... maybe... in time...deathnote and the such! ^__^ YAYZ0RS!<br />
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Working on pics... :< Joey pwns me. ^^ ]]></description>
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                <title>mmmk</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 May 2006 13:00:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Back from San Antone. Got scrap. Hungry. Tired. Updateing. Working on deviation. Like talking with impropper grammer. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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S.A. was a blast... and by blast I mean what a vacation SHOULD be... meaning relaxation off teh heezeey. I drew on the plane ride there and back in my kick arse sketch pad (I never use pads... just some cheepo comp paper). We napped 1/3 of the time, watched TV and fed pidgeons 1/3 of the time (I got rather attached to my pidgeon friends. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" />) and went to kick ass places thge rest (being 1/3, if yo're math impaired).<br />
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Went to seaworld. My pet widget drop kicked a sea lion. Said HE was the "sea lion" around these parts. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> yeah... didn't see shamu... but saw de cute wittle puffins! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> The river walk was pretty, and the alamo was eeyriely scary... what with all them there history and what not...<br />
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I'm glad to be back home, though. :3 Expect updates soon (I'll be working on a few scraps not already up). ]]></description>
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                <title>Wewt?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 May 2006 11:37:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stella's back. Back again. Stella's back. Tella friend.<br />
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Stella's back<br />
Stella's back<br />
Stella's back<br />
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dooo do dee...<br />
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That was that one song... just so you know... Oh, how informitive. Last day of freshmen year right here, so expect some piccies soon (hopefully. Still not entirely sure if I'm ungrounded. :/)<br />
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Most hopefully- see a new ID soon. I'm sick of that fuging pink blob on my front page (which goes for XZellious, too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> him... but he's ickly)<br />
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Have a few scetches in the works... and I gots flash... so watch for that. O.o<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> you all!<br />
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EDIT: And just so you know.... I had 95 dev pics when I got on... so please, please, PLEASE don't be all "<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" width="20" height="17" alt=":crying:" title="Crying" />" cause I didn't say anything. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/flirty.gif" width="30" height="26" alt=":flirty:" title="Flirtatious" /> We still cool? Oh, and OH ME GAWD JOSEPH IF YOU ARE READING THIS YOU KICKS ME ARSE! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /><br />
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Sorry bout that. ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>Short. Sweet. and to the point.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 May 2006 08:35:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm glad there is someone who needs me as much as I needs them.<br />
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Broke down. Drew on the way to gran's house. Had nothing else to do. don't judge me. Was working on me gargoyals again... he's turining out well. :3 I hate this weekend and love this weekend. It's been a good two days of extrem emotions.<br />
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Keeping in orch... if only to keep friends close and look good on my collage resume so I can get into art school.<br />
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o.o kthxbi. ]]></description>
                <author>~stellamancer</author>
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                <title>11 more days of teh hellz0rs</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 May 2006 15:39:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have decided to temporarily stop drawing (untill the end of school, in like two weeks.)<br />
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I'm going to die....<br />
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But when I get revived (yay for pheonix downs?) I'll update something I'm sure. I am in the middle of a interesting pic that I won't update, so I may or may not finish that one, too... but expect a nice large artistic overload when it happens. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bucktooth.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":bucktooth:" title="Bucktooth" /><br />
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I really wanna focus on my grades and the such. :3 So... I wont be too in touch... maybe checking in an hour or less every day (or everyother day if I can break the habbit).<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> you guys! :3 don't forget's me! (though I never update. Xp) ]]></description>
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                <title>there...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 May 2006 18:53:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Erm... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> yeah... we all rant from time to time. If you no likkie profanity, just skip to the paragraph after next . I really hate doing this. o.o<br />
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I am no longer going to be used and manipulated by people who don't give half a fuck for anyone but themselves. I will no longer be used by those who speak to me once a month and expect me to come rideing in on a white stallion to ease their mind, just to watch them watch TV and complain and be narrow-minded and make me more self consious then I already am. I don't need to feel less important then I do right now, and NO ONE has the right to put me down to make themselves feel better, then turn around and call me a friend. I TRUSTED her. I DEFENDED her. I'm SICK and TIRED of only being called on as a last resort and when everyone else is too busy or has better plans. I FUCKING HAVE PLANS TOO. Maybe, just maybe, I find days too short and not enough time as it is, without you makeing me your little slave girl. Keep the slave girls for the poorly writing crossdresser slash fic, not around me. I'm not going to bend over and bite down any longer.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fork.gif" width="37" height="18" alt=":fork:" title="Stabbed with a Fork!" /><br />
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So... how's been YOUR day? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I wantsta draw some XZe/Zake stuff... but can't get around doing it... that and I have the irrisistable urge to draw a SEMI anthro Slyxis/Xze pic. <a href="http://featherwind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/featherwind.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="featherwind" /></a> would kill me dead. XD Besides... I don't think Mr. Dragon boy swings that way. o.o<br />
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I keep forgeting people who I don't know can read this too. Gods above, I must sound like a angsty, slutty fangirl. -.- Shame on me! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/slap.gif" width="33" height="23" alt=":slap:" title="I'm going to slap some sense into you!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Well lookie here...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Apr 2006 15:41:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://koganemouche.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
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That's the closest I've ever felt sexualy attracted to inanimate object.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/thumbsup.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":thumbsup:" title="Thumbs Up" /><br />
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I should really start on my art trade with Arei. XO Ghan... I hates drawing gryphs. So hard to make look good. ]]></description>
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                <title>Terms, Schools and Tepmerment overview.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Apr 2006 16:21:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This was requested by a friend. It's a memo to myself... basically notes on how the "magic" in our RP and my personal writing material work. Some of the terms I generally don't use... and some I do. So... for you lorewhores out there, have some fun. Ask me questions. Flame my eyes out. Remember... this is highly an overview. I don't want to get into technicalities. Each would need their own journal.<br />
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<b><u>Words to know-</u></b><br />
Subject- Matter in the material plane (found in result.)<br />
Cast- The searching for correct Subject.<br />
Manipulate- movement of Subject after cast.<br />
Mana- ether energy drawn as a cost to cast and manipulate.<br />
Spell-a successful Cast-Manipulate scenario<br />
Foil- an unsuccessful Cast-Manipulate scenario in cast phase<br />
Loss- an unsuccessful Cast-Manipulate scenario in manipulate phase<br />
Result- product of a spell<br />
Will- the natural desire of mana and subject<br />
Bend- Force against the will of mana and subject. (Required in m. stage of black magic)<br />
Coax- Force moving with the will of Subject. (Required in m. stage of white magic)<br />
White Magic- When the only bend in a spell is in the cast phase.<br />
Black Magic- When the bend in a spell is in both cast and manipulates stage.<br />
Grey Magic- when the spell requires no bend. (Note: grey magic requires no mana)<br />
Center- central point in which a spells result is initially based.<br />
Tip- farther point in the result from the center<br />
Initial Mana- Mana required casting for subject.<br />
Manipulating Mana- Mana required to bend or coax subject in manipulate stage.<br />
Mana Pool- All the mana in ones possession at any given time.<br />
Mana Capacity- Most amount of Mana an individual can have at any one time.<br />
Mana Regeneration- Source of the retrieval of mana.<br />
	Herpetic(aka:draconic)/Zorokin- Fed through Soul Link at a fixed rate, varied in each.<br />
	Hajin- Temple blessing restores to full Mana Capacity.<br />
                Shjainkin- Absorbed at a fixed rate dependent on the individual, density of the pop and area.<br />
Innate spells- Spell used without consciousness of the caster. (IE: skin healers/ self regenerates)<br />
Quell- A period of using no mana, except in innate spells.<br />
School- Division of Elemental, White and Black Magic.<br />
Art- Specialty of one school of magic. (IE Earth, Shield, Psych)<br />
Base Spell- Any spell in an art that is not a master spell.<br />
Highest Mark- High achievement spells ability useable only to those who gain it through a set of requirements.<br />
Proficiency- The ability to use all base spells in one art of magic.<br />
Matrisprite- Personified will of subject seen in dreams and hallucinations.<br />
Materisprite- Personified will of subject seen in a physical form.<br />
	Often used materi/matrisprites-<br />
	Air- A talking white or light green cat; A faint outline of a body in floating/falling leaves/dirt.<br />
	Water- A talking white to navy fox or wolf a distinguishable woman-shaped form of water<br />
	Earth- A talking, deep brown stag, and animated rock formation<br />
	Fire- A talking red lizard or snake or the outline of a body in flame<br />
	Healer- Comes in various albino-colored rodents often albino raccoons. Talking mushrooms.<br />
	Light- A talking sun-bear<br />
	Shield- Demons and (rarely) behemoths with grey skin, eyes and hair.<br />
	Psych- Demons without a distinctive solid physical form.<br />
	Enchanter- Talking, calico colored mammal of any small nature.<br />
	Channeler- Black insects/bats/birds with and violet markings on them.<br />
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+= more inclined to this behavior<br />
-=less inclined to this behavior<br />
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<b><u>Elemental school </u></b>(mutual white and black magic available) - All Highest Marks is unyielding control over element, save initial Mana cost, and their requirement is a pillage to the respective shine to the god and proficiency in the art.<br />
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<b>Air</b>- Channels gas-form matter in attack and defensive matter<br />
+Loose morals<br />
++Impatient<br />
+Charismatic<br />
+Not stubborn<br />
++Passionate<br />
++Un-argumentative<br />
++Creative Thinkers<br />
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<b>Water</b>- Channels liquid-form matter in attack and defensive matter<br />
-Loose morals<br />
---Impatient<br />
+Charismatic<br />
Not stubborn<br />
++Passionate<br />
++Un-argumentative<br />
--Creative Thinkers<br />
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<b>Earth </b>- Channels solid-form matter in attack and defensive matter<br />
---Loose morals<br />
---Impatient<br />
Charismatic<br />
---Not stubborn<br />
Passionate<br />
++Un-argumentative<br />
Creative Thinkers<br />
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Note: Because solid, liquid and gas states can be vague or difficult to distinguish, there is general a temperature/per element to distinguish what can and can not be used as matter. Manipulating a certain for of matter into another form (ie: forming water from something like nitrogen or gold ONLY) i... ]]></description>
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