http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:stevedave04&section=today deviantART RSS for by:stevedave04 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 01:58:08 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/28260150/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/28260150/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 02:40:29 PST A lot has happened over the past two years but mainly I want to write this Journal to tell everyone about my new band - The Paperjays! We formed in August of this year but already we will have an album out before christmas and have got to the final of several battle of the band competitions and have been so well received that I am very very grateful to everyone involved.

If you would like to hear us please visit us at [link] and let me know what you think!!


Stephen

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Vintage Music brushes by ~Scully7491 ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/12065239/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/12065239/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 09:35:31 PST [link]

hey all, just a note to say my site has undergone another change of scenery and anyone wishing to have thier link on my page just email me or note me here. it will stay in its current format for now hehe

thanks,

stephen

[link]

Groups I belong to :


]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/11826296/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/11826296/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 07:43:19 PST [link]

Knowing Fish

One day Chuang Tzu and a friend were walking by a river.

"Look at the fish swimming about," said Chuang Tzu, "They are really enjoying themselves."

"You are not a fish," replied the friend, "So you can't truly know that they are enjoying themselves."

"You are not me," said Chuang Tzu. "So how do you know that I do not know that the fish are enjoying themselves?"

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]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/11210810/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/11210810/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 11:48:08 PST [link]

Oveer the past 6 or so months I have been trying to forward my career/hobby as a photographer and manipulator (of photos not people hehe) and my work has lead me to take a lot of fine art/nude glamour shots, not of which I have posted here before basically out of respect for some of my watchers and friends on here.Plus I cant view these photos at work etc.
So I have decided to set up a new account exclusively for these photos so I can get advice and feedback on them and not offend anyone in the process. So having the choice to view or not view, if you'd like a link to this dev page just send me a wee note and ill let you know


p.s i don't believe its selfcensorship, more respect for others and my friends and family who visit/view my page


Stephen

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]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/11203334/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/11203334/ Tue, 26 Dec 2006 17:08:40 PST [link]

So Christmas has been and gone, hope everyone was good and got what they wanted!! I made myself an updated design for my website so mosey on over if you get the chance and let me know what you all think [link]

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]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/11058176/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/11058176/ Thu, 14 Dec 2006 07:52:35 PST [link]

hey all just testing the icon thingamajiig, just delete this one







Innocence

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]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/10257709/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/10257709/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 09:51:51 PDT [link]

New Deviant I want to share with you all

[link]

my friend has joined so go visit and say hi!! im positive you'll love his fresh take on nature and Irish landscapes and an eye for a good shot!

Hope y'all are doing ok??

thanks for taking the time to read.. ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9468575/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9468575/ Sun, 23 Jul 2006 13:56:35 PDT [link]

The Cookie Thief
by Valerie Cox

A woman was waiting at an airport one night,
With several long hours before her flight.
She hunted for a book in the airport shops.
Bought a bag of cookies and found a place to drop.

She was engrossed in her book but happened to see,
That the man sitting beside her, as bold as could be.
Grabbed a cookie or two from the bag in between,
Which she tried to ignore to avoid a scene.

So she munched the cookies and watched the clock,
As the gutsy cookie thief diminished her stock.
She was getting more irritated as the minutes ticked by,
Thinking, "If I wasn't so nice, I would blacken his eye."

With each cookie she took, he took one too,
When only one was left, she wondered what he would do.
With a smile on his face, and a nervous laugh,
He took the last cookie and broke it in half.

He offered her half, as he ate the other,
She snatched it from him and thought... oooh, brother.
This guy has some nerve and he's also rude,
Why he didn't even show any gratitude!

She had never known when she had been so galled,
And sighed with relief when her flight was called.
She gathered her belongings and headed to the gate,
Refusing to look back at the thieving ingrate.

She boarded the plane, and sank in her seat,
Then she sought her book, which was almost complete.
As she reached in her baggage, she gasped with surprise,
There was her bag of cookies, in front of her eyes.

If mine are here, she moaned in despair,
The others were his, and he tried to share.
Too late to apologize, she realized with grief,
That she was the rude one, the ingrate, the thief.

How many times in our lives,
have we absolutely known
that something was a certain way,
only to discover later that
what we believed to be true ... was not?

thanks for taking the time to read.. ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9446225/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9446225/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 08:57:35 PDT [link]

My heart is a balloon
and my fairy wings look like wet leaves. Unable to get airborne.
I got lost in space swinging around Jupiter while i walked home next to her.
Unable to get to the present
but instead my consciousness was hanging above me
a constellation of clutter.
Her finger shapes.
I’m weary. And suddenly i feel so alone. i don’t like it when things change on me.
Its like there is a mark on me.
I didn’t even notice the smell of the flowers.
The magic is draining off from the fire escape romance
that gorgeous drug
I’m coming down. i re-button my buttons.
i shake my fist at god. That fat cat. Laughing in the tree.
i stood naked in front of the mirror and really had a good look.
i noticed in some positions i look all bones. In others there is an unwelcome excess of curves.
Someone please iron my crinkles straight.
I’m a zigzag.
I want to wake up to see closed lids and his eyes moving underneath
and know that i care.
That there is no intrusion on either part.
When and where did things get so complicated? Am i the reason?
The red light sharpens my mood to a high pitch. eeeeeeeeeeeee
i take snapshots. I throw the copy of Lolita on the linoleum
where is this mystical thing i ache for.
My food doesn’t even taste like anything.
It’s all cardboard. The sky is cardboard. My teeth are cardboard.
Props for the scene.
I don’t let that many people in either. it gets scary.
I wake up out of my self against the wall and the dark thing shifts around.
Its not fear i feel but it feels like war. As if i would know.
Magnolia and scarlet whisper cutting remarks about each other into my ears.
They are me.
I am them.
I’m tired.
We all go to bed.

thanks for taking the time to read.. ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9401237/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9401237/ Mon, 17 Jul 2006 02:49:50 PDT
About me
My name is Stephen Mc Gill and I am a freelance photographer living in Derry/Londonderry area. On this site you'll find some samples of my work and various links to my friends sites and other useful information
I'm currently looking for Models and will work with selected models on a TFP or TFCD (Time For Prints or CD basis.)

If you are a new model, then a portfolio is a must, and I can provide you with images on CD ROM, and if necessary prints, to allow you to maximise your exposure online, as well as general advice and help in starting your career.
If you are an existing model, we could work together to create some fresh and original images to update your existing portfolio.


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Either way, email me and we can set up a test shoot. stephen_mc_gill@hotmail.com

I may also be interested from time to time in working with established models on paid work. If you are only interested in paid work, please email me with some of your recent photographs, the type of work you are interested in and your expected rates. I will keep your record on file, and contact you should any work come along that fits your requirements.


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So whether you're new to modelling or just want to add some more pictures to your portfolio. Please feel free to get in touch with me at stephen_mc_gill@hotmail.com, thanks for your time.



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TFP basically means that I will photograph you without any fees being payable to either party. Each party (you the model and me the photographer) gives up their time freely to create images that each may use in their own portfolio.A selection of the images created will be provided to you on CD, so that you may use them to promote yourself. Neither party has the right to use the photographs for profit, unless a Model Release form has been signed.
Stephen Mc Gill Dip.T.E.F.L © 2006 All Rights Reserved.

thanks for taking the time to read.. ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9362403/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9362403/ Thu, 13 Jul 2006 08:10:33 PDT anyone wanna give me good reasons to renew my subscription here??

comments please! ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9298580/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9298580/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 06:01:21 PDT
was thinking (well def going to) get a new tattoo and was wondering if any of you talented watchers or dev people wanted to help me out and design one for me??

two basic ideas for themes are
i) the smashing pumpkins (band)
ii)Buddhism/religious, to match the OM tattoo i have already.

havent thought of a decent prize yet for the chosen one apart from the fact your work wil be on my body until i die!!!

any ideas just send me a link or do [link]
or email me at hotmail addy,

thanks for taking the time to read.. ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9232601/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9232601/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 13:49:07 PDT PRECEDING INSTANTS, AND THE ORIGIN OF ALL SUBSEQUENT ONES.

AS A RESULT, TIME IS THE MEDIUM IN WHICH WE EXIST.
IT IS HOSTILE AND INHOSPITABLE.

WE BECOME CONSCIOUS OF A LOST PAST, OF AN UNSATISFACTORY PRESENT SET AGAINST A PAST, IDEALIZED IN MEMORY AND HOPES FOR A FUTURE NEVER ATTAINED

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULL, NOW IN THE HOPES OF A BETTER ONE, NEXT TIME

thanks for taking the time to read.. ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9004610/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/9004610/ Thu, 08 Jun 2006 00:16:32 PDT between holding a hand and
Chaining a soul.

And you learn,that love does not mean security;
And you begin to learn that kisses are not contracts,
And presents are not promises,
And you begin to accept you defeats
With your head up and your eyes open,
With the grace of a woman,
Not the grief of a child;

And you learn to build all your roads on today,
because tomorrow's ground is much too
Uncertain for plans and futures have a way
Of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while you learn that even sunshine
Burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden,and decorate
Your own soul, instead of waiting for
Someone else to bring you flowers;
And you learn that you really can endure,
That you are strong and
That you really do have worth,
And you learn and learn,
With every good-bye, you learn.

thanks for taking the time to read.. ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/8926046/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/8926046/ Wed, 31 May 2006 00:37:10 PDT
[link]

thanks for taking the time to read.. ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/8786828/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/8786828/ Tue, 16 May 2006 09:24:31 PDT
Got my first edition in the post today and am really proud of the result!!! its my first solo publication and it's availible right now!! soon on [link] but for now it can be found here:

[link]

Had to set prices to cover costs so

Sterling: £6.83
Dollars: $11.76
Euros: $9.79

Stephen

thanks for taking the time to read.. ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/8745548/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/8745548/ Fri, 12 May 2006 00:40:49 PDT >ZEN FOR THOSE WHO TAKE LIFE TOO SERIOUSLY:
>1. SAVE THE WHALES -- COLLECT THE WHOLE SET.
>2. A DAY WITHOUT SUNSHINE IS LIKE, NIGHT.
>3. ON THE OTHER HAND, YOU HAVE DIFFERENT FINGERS.
>4. I JUST GOT LOST IN THOUGHT. IT WASN'T FAMILIAR TERRITORY.
>5. 42.7 PERCENT OF ALL STATISTICS ARE MADE UP ON THE SPOT.
>6. 99 PERCENT OF LAWYERS GIVE THE REST A BAD NAME.
>7. I FEEL LIKE I'M DIAGONALLY PARKED IN A PARALLEL UNIVERSE.
8. HONK IF YOU LOVE PEACE AND QUIET.
>9. REMEMBER, HALF THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW ARE BELOW AVERAGE.
>10. HE WHO LAUGHS LAST THINKS SLOWEST.
>11. DEPRESSION IS MERELY ANGER WITHOUT ENTHUSIASM.
>12. THE EARLY BIRD MAY GET THE WORM, BUT THE SECOND MOUSE GETS THE
CHEESE.
>13. I DRIVE WAY TOO FAST TO WORRY ABOUT CHOLESTEROL.
>14. SUPPORT BACTERIA. THEY'RE THE ONLY CULTURE SOME PEOPLE HAVE.
>15. MONDAY IS AN AWFUL WAY TO SPEND 1/7 OF YOUR WEEK.
>16. A CLEAR CONSCIENCE IS USUALLY THE SIGN OF A BAD MEMORY.
>17. CHANGE IS INEVITABLE, EXCEPT FROM VENDING MACHINES.
>18. GET A NEW CAR FOR YOUR SPOUSE. IT'LL BE A GREAT TRADE!
>19. I PLAN TO BE SPONTANEOUS TOMORROW.
>20. ALWAYS TRY TO BE MODEST, AND BE PROUD OF IT!
>21. IF YOU THINK NOBODY CARES, TRY MISSING A COUPLE OF PAYMENTS.
>22. HOW MANY OF YOU BELIEVE IN PSYCHO KINESIS? RAISE MY HAND.
>23. OK, SO WHAT'S THE SPEED OF DARK?
>24. HOW DO YOU TELL WHEN YOU'RE OUT OF INVISIBLE INK?
>25. IF EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE GOING WELL, YOU HAVE OBVIOUSLY OVERLOOKED
>SOMETHING.
>26. WHEN EVERYTHING IS COMING YOUR WAY, YOU'RE IN THE WRONG LANE.
>27. HARD WORK PAYS OFF IN THE FUTURE; LAZINESS PAYS OFF NOW.
>28. EVERYONE HAS A PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORY. SOME JUST DO NOT HAVE FILM.
>29. IF BARBIE IS SO POPULAR, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BUY HER FRIENDS?
>30. HOW MUCH DEEPER WOULD THE OCEAN BE WITHOUT SPONGES?
>31. EAGLES MAY SOAR, BUT WEASELS DO NOT GET SUCKED INTO JET ENGINES.
>32. WHAT HAPPENS IF YOU GET SCARED HALF TO DEATH TWICE?
>33. I USED TO HAVE AN OPEN MIND BUT MY BRAINS KEPT FALLING OUT.
>34. I COULDN'T REPAIR YOUR BRAKES, SO I MADE YOUR HORN LOUDER.
>35. WHY DO PSYCHICS HAVE TO ASK YOU FOR YOUR NAME?
>36. INSIDE EVERY OLDER PERSON IS A YOUNGER PERSON WONDERING WHAT
>HAPPENED.
>37. JUST REMEMBER, IF THE WORLD DID NOT SUCK, WE WOULD ALL FALL OFF.
>38. LIGHT TRAVELS FASTER THAN SOUND, WHICH IS WHY SOME PEOPLE APPEAR
>BRIGHT UNTIL YOU HEAR THEM SPEAK.

thanks for taking the time to read..

stephen ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/8706167/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/8706167/ Mon, 08 May 2006 00:53:43 PDT

I've never claimed to be anything I'm not, nor superior to these "artists" of the love struck/depressing japanese dog people cartoons, i just don't see why i joined an art community to pay for subscriptions and be subjected to adolecent cartoons and when you offer constructive criticism you get endless abuse. Might add that some of the said people are older than me, so it's not confined to children, who wish for "click full view" to see the dragon mounting the hungry wolf.

anyway, I'll leave you now and hopefully the community will at least offer some the escape we all so dearly need,

thanks for taking the time to read..

stephen ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/8611242/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/8611242/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 11:46:54 PDT
Im done with this site and all that comes with it. disheartened by the attitudes of some people and a whole bunch of other stuff I won't bore you all with.

I may return in the future but it is unlikely. those who I talk to regularly I will be in touch in the usual way.

thanks for taking the time to read..

stephen ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/7731180/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/7731180/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 11:20:01 PST
[link]

my friend has joined so go visit and say hi!! im positive you'll love her fresh take on nature and eye for a good shot!

Hope y'all are doing ok?? ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/5428438/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/5428438/ Sun, 22 May 2005 10:23:08 PDT
by Elizabeth Barrett Browning

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, -- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! -- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

just thought id share ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/5426656/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/5426656/ Sun, 22 May 2005 05:15:46 PDT


His dizzy aunt --------------------------------------- Verti Gogh



The brother who ate prunes ------------------------- Gotta Gogh



The brother who worked at a convenience store ----- Stop n Gogh



The grandfather from Yugoslavia --------------------- U Gogh



The brother who bleached his clothes white ---------- Hue Gogh



The cousin from Illinois ------------------------------ Chica Gogh



His magician uncle ---------------------------------- Where- diddy Gogh



His Mexican cousin --------------------------------- A-mee Gogh



The Mexican cousin's American half-brother -------- Gring Gogh



The nephew who drove a stage coach -------------- Wells- far Gogh



The constipated uncle ------------------------------ Cant Gogh



The ballroom-dancing aunt ------------------------- Tang Gogh



The bird lover uncle -------------------------------- Flamin Gogh



His nephew psychoanalyst -------------------------- E Gogh



The fruit-loving cousin ------------------------------ Man Gogh



An aunt who taught positive thinking --------------- Way to Gogh



The little bouncy nephew --------------------------- Poe Gogh



A sister who loved disco --------------------------- Go Gogh



And his niece who travels the country in a van ------ Winnie Bay Gogh



Well, there ya Gogh

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/5190957/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/5190957/ Tue, 26 Apr 2005 00:56:10 PDT Female and male of various age race and bodytype.
Most of the work I want to start to do is dark fantasy, and horror, gothic, pinup, mild fetish, figure nudes, and erotica. I live in Derry, Northern Ireland and will travel to neighboring cities to shoot with the right model. Anyone more than a 3 hour drive from me would have to be willing to travel here.

I'm an experienced artist and photographer. I enjoy helping new models start their portfolios as well. A finished porfolio will include fashion, glamour, and more commercial shots in addition to the types of photos I generally take.

Anyone interested in setting up a shoot should send me a note.
I realise this is a new side of me from what you've seen on DA so far but as I've neglected a lot of my photography lately Im keen to get back into it again.

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/5135243/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/5135243/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 01:06:55 PDT
Check out these great artists I discovered and lovin their work too,

(Great artist everyone show see!!!)
[link]


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]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/4878240/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/4878240/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 02:51:13 PST
stephen

Check out these great artists I discovered and lovin their work too,
[link]
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[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/3247186/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/3247186/ Mon, 30 Aug 2004 12:46:55 PDT
all my love and ttyl,


Check out these great artists I discovered and lovin their work too,
[link]
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[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/3011199/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/3011199/ Sat, 31 Jul 2004 12:58:39 PDT [link]

Check out these great artists I discovered and lovin their work too,
[link]
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[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2949633/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2949633/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 16:35:24 PDT [link]

STUPID THINGS

(1) What is your name? STEPHEN
(2) Are you happy with it? YES
(3) Are you named after anyone? MY COUSIN
(4) Your nicknames: STEVEDAVE
(5) Your screen name: STEVEDAVE04
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? MAYBE
(7) Then what would you name your children? I DUNNO
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would you have been called? STEPHANIE?!?
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? NO THANKS
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name? JUST STEPHHEN WITH A V
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? SURE
(12) Your gender: MALE
(13) Straight/gay/bi? STRAIGHT
14) Single? YES
(15) Do you want to be? NO
(16) Your birth date: 26TH MAY 1980
(17) Your age: 24
(18) Age you act: NO
(19) Age you wish you were: 30
(20) Your height: 5’10
(21) The colour of your eyes: BLUE
(22) Happy with it? VERY
23) The colour of your hair: BLACK
(24) Happy with it? SURE
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? RIGHT
(26) Your living arrangement? SINGLE
(27) Your family: ALIVE AND WELL
(28) Have any pets? NO
(29) What's your job: HOSPITALITY
(30) Piercing? NOPE
(31) Tattoos? YES, AS SEEN ON MY ICON
(32) Obsessions? GUITARS EFFECTS AND PHOTOGRAPHY
(33) Addictions? MAYBE NIC-O-TEEN
34) Do you collect anything? GUITARS AND OLD EFFECTS PEDALS
(35) Do you speak another language? SOME SPANISH AND FRENCH AND IRISH AND BITS OF OTHERS
(36) Have a favourite quote? NO, NOT REALLY
(37) Do you have a web page? YES
(38) Do you live in the moment? YES
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? YES, HAVE TO BE J
(40) Do you have any secrets? LOTS OF DIRTY DARK ONES
(41) Do you hate yourself? NO, NEVER
(42) Do you like your handwriting? NO
(43) Do you have any bad habits? YES
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? YOU WERE SO GOOD LOOKING WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG, WHAT HAPPENED?
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? THE WANNABE
(46) What's your biggest fear? FAILURE
(47) Can you sing? ANGELIC SOME SAY
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? THAT’S STUPID
(49) Are you a loner? YES, BUT NOT THROUGH CHOICE
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? RIGHT NOW? I JUST WANT TO MEET SOMEONE FANTASTIC
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? YEAH I’D SAY SO
(52) Are you a daredevil? NOPE
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? YO-YO WEIGHT PROBLEM, UPS AND DOWNS
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? I AM PASSIVE AGGRESIVE
(55) Have you got a journal? THIS ONE
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? I HAVE A GREAT PERSONALITY AND CHARISMA BUT AM SHY SOMETIMES.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I’D BE RICH
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? YES WELL SOMETIMES
(61) Is there anything you regret doing? THERE WAS THIS GIRL, BUT OTHERWISE NO.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? IT’S BEEN BETTER
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? IF YOU WORRY, YOU DIE. AND IF YOU DON’T WORRY, YOU STILL DIE
(64) What do you like the most about your body? EYES ARE OK LOOKING I GUESS.
(67) Are you confident? MOST OF THE TIME, NOPE
(68) What is the fictional character you most like? STEVEDAVE
(69) Do people know how you feel? ONLY MY MIRROR
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? PROBABLY

DO YOU?
(71) Smoke? YES
(72) Do drugs? NO
(73) Read the newspaper? YES
(74) Pray? NO
(75) Go to church? NO

(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? YES
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? NO
(78) Take walks in the rain? YES, EVERYDAY (IRELAND REMEMBER)
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? NO
(80) Drive? NO
(81) Like to drive fast? NO
82) Like your voice? SURE
(83) Hurt yourself? NO,

HAVE YOU EVER?
(84) Been out of the country? ALOT.
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? YES
(86) Had sex? ALOT
(87) Been unfaithful? ONCE
(88) Been in love? YES
(89) Done drugs? ONCE
(90) Gone skinny dipping? YES
(91) Had a medical emergency? ALOT
(92) Had a surgery? ONCE
(93) Ran away from home? NO
(95) Gotten beaten up? NO
(96) Beaten someone up? YES
(97) Bee... ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2864133/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2864133/ Mon, 12 Jul 2004 12:09:38 PDT

In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round
I stand there for a minute starin’ straight into the ground
Lookin’ to the left slightly, then lookin’ back down
World feels like it’s caved in – proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us
I can change and I can grow or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship, if you must
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over like she’s lookin’ straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she’s lookin’ down at her feet

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over

So then I move my hand up from down by my side
It's shakin’, my life is crashin’ before my eyes
Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
‘Cause I can’t imagine my life without you and me
There’s things I can’t imagine doin’, things I can’t imagine seein’
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I beg you please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she’s blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushin’ my hand away to my chest, from hers

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over

And I’m just standin’ there, I can’t say a word
‘Cause everythin’s just gone
I’ve got nothin’
Absolutely nothin’

Tryin’ to pull her close out of bare desperation
Put my arms around her tryin’ to change what she’s sayin’
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in
Look into her eyes to make her listen again
I’m not gonna fuckin’, just fuckin’ leave it all now
‘Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow
And you’re gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
You’re well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight
Turns around so she’s now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now
It’s over

I know in the past I’ve found it hard to say
Tellin’ you things, but not tellin’ straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away

Dry your eyes mate
I know it’s hard to take but her mind has been made up
There’s plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you’ve got to walk away now.

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]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2763380/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2763380/ Tue, 29 Jun 2004 12:14:07 PDT I also thought I'd share this beautiful song with all my watchers seeing as I have no one special in my life right now to share it with (in reality lol) its BoB Dylan and Van the Man doing the incredible version of CRAZY LOVE, worth a listen believe me. anyway, thank you all for your patience and continuing support and for suffering my awful spelling for so long lol for everyone

I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles
And the heaven opens every time she smiles
And when I come to her, that's where I belong
I guess I'm running to her like a river's song
She gives me love, love, love, crazy love
She gives me love, crazy love
She's got a fine sense of humour, when I'm feeling down
And when I come to her when the sun goes down
She takes away my trouble, takes away my grief
Takes away my heartache in the night like a thief
She gives me love, love, love crazy love
She gives me love, crazy love
I guess I need her in the daytime
I guess I need her in the night
Someone strong to put my arms around her
I kiss her, kiss her tight
She gives me love, crazy love
She gives me love, crazy, crazy love
A crazy love

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[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2602236/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2602236/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 05:22:11 PDT

you know i'm not dead
you know i'm, you know i'm not dead
you know i'm not dead

now you know where i've been
as you sleep, torn i am
weighted down patiently
born of love

you know i'm, you know i'm not dead
i'm just living in my head
forever waiting on the ways of your desire
you always find a way
and through it all, into us all you move

forgotten touch
forbidden thought
we can never have enough

you know i'm not dead
you know i'm, you know i'm not dead
you know i'm not dead

found below, the creatures scream
stranglehold, a god machine
begin to tear us out
what is hell

you know i'm, you know i'm not dead
i'm just the tears inside your head
forever waiting on the ways of your desire
you always find a way
and through it all, into us all you move

forgotten touch
forbidden thought
we can never have enough
you know i'm not dead

we all want to hold in the everlasting gaze
enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway
but underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every cog
the fickle fascination of an everlasting god

you know i'm not dead
i'm just living in my head
forever waiting
forever waiting a cruel death
you know i'm not dead
i'm just living for myself
forever waiting

you know i'm not dead
you know i'm not dead
you know i'm not dead
you know i'm not dead

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[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2507421/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2507421/ Tue, 25 May 2004 16:55:18 PDT If you could get any present in the world for your birthday,what would it be and why???

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2429987/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2429987/ Fri, 14 May 2004 19:24:18 PDT

Stephen

Mood: Exhausted
Listening to: Never Let me down again~ Depeche Mode
Reading: Seat of the Soul- Gary Zukav

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Stephen
-- Birthplace: Derry, N Ireland
-- Gender: Male
-- Eye Colour: Blue
-- Hair Colour: Black
-- Height: 5'10”
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Gemini/Monkey

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Irish lol
-- The shoes you wore today: DC’s always
-- Your fears: Rejection
-- Your perfect meal: Chicken Ball Special with Gravy
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: I want to be a ROCK STAR! (Or just have a happy family life lol)


LAYER THREE
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Of someone special…
-- Your best physical feature: Eyes??
-- Your bedtime: When I get tired
-- Your most missed memory: Err what a stupid question!

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Neither! Do you KNOW what goes into those "beef" burgers?
-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: Urgh- neither
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: Yes
-- Cuss: Hell Yeah!
-- Sing: Like an angel lol
-- Take a shower: Every day
-- Have a crush: Maybe
-- Do you think you've been in love: Yep
-- Want to go to college: Already done it
-- Liked high school: Not especially
-- Want to get married: Yes
-- Get motion sickness: No
-- Think you're attractive: Nope
-- Think you're a health freak: No
-- Get along with your parent(s): Yes
-- Like thunderstorms: I like to dance in the rain
-- Play an instrument: Guitar, Piano/Keyboard, Bass, Comb and paper, Harmonica

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: No
-- Smoked: Yes
-- Done a drug: No
-- Had Sex: No
-- Made Out: No
-- Gone on a date: No
-- Gone to the mall?: Yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Eaten sushi: Yes
-- Been on stage: Yes
-- Been dumped: No
-- Made homemade cookies: Do scones count?
-- Gone skinny dipping: Nope
-- Dyed your hair: No
-- Stolen anything: No

LAYER NINE:
In a girl...
-- Best eye colour? Blue
-- Best hair colour? Blonde
-- Short or long hair? Long
-- Height: About the same as me or smaller
-- Best weight: doesn't matter, but not too muscled Lmao
-- Best articles of clothing: A nice pair of baggy jeans or Baseball cap

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: A few...
-- Number of piercing: 0
-- Number of tattoos: One
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: Too many to count
-- Number of scars on my body: 3
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Too many to count

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2352811/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2352811/ Mon, 03 May 2004 16:53:23 PDT
Mood: creatively satisfied
Listening to: Rock On- David Essex
Reading: Seat of the Soul- Gary Zukav

Why?


1. Toothpick -
to remind you to pick out the good qualities in others

2. Rubber band -
to remind you to be flexible: things might not always work out the way you want, but it will work out.

3. Band aid -
to remind you to heal hurt feelings,
yours and someone else's

4. Pencil -
to remind you to list your blessings everyday

5. Eraser -
to remind you that everyone makes mistakes,
and it's OK

6. Chewing gum -
to remind you to stick with it and
you can accomplish anything

7. Mint -
to remind you that you are worth a mint!

8. Candy kiss -
to remind you that everyone needs a
kiss or a hug every day

9. Tea bag -
to remind you to relax daily and
go over your list of blessings

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2350677/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2350677/ Mon, 03 May 2004 11:52:54 PDT
Mood: creatively satisfied
Listening to: Rock On- David Essex
Reading: Seat of the Soul- Gary Zukav

Rock On
David Essex

Hey kids rock and roll,
Rock on, ooh my soul
Hey kids boogey too, did ya

Hey shout, summertime blues,
Jump up and down in my blue suede shoes
Hey kids rock and roll, rock on

And where do we go from here?
Which is the way that's clear

Still looking for that blue jean, baby queen
Prettiest girl I've ever seen
See her shake on the movie screen, Jimmy Dean
James Dean, rock on

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2329217/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2329217/ Fri, 30 Apr 2004 07:36:18 PDT Mood: Hopeful
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

today and tomorrow will be poetry day for me bacause I have not been able to go outside and shoot like i wanted to, so to anyone who doesn't like poetry i do apologise and i will be returning to photography very soon. Writing has always been my first passion, then music and the photography so any thoughts on my poems would be taken well and much appreciated too. thanks for the patience and hope to hear from you all very soon,

stephen

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2321522/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2321522/ Thu, 29 Apr 2004 03:48:01 PDT
Mood: Hopeful
Listening to: Disarm- Smashing Pumpkins
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you



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Mood: ok
Listening to: To sheila- Smashing Pumpkins
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

twilight fades through blistered avalon
the sky's cruel torch on aching autobahn

into the uncertain divine
we scream into the last divide

you make me real
you make me real
strong as i feel
you make me real

sheila rides on crashing nightingale
intake eyes leave passing vapor trails

with blushing brilliance alive
because it's time to arrive

you make me real
you make me real
strong as i feel
you make me real

lately i just can't seem to believe
discard my friends to change the scenery
it meant the world to hold a bruising faith
but now it's just a matter of grace

a summer storm graces all of me
highway warm sing silent poetry
i could bring you the light
and take you home into the night

you make me real / lately i just can't seem to believe
you make me real / discard my friends to change the scenery
strong as i feel / it meant the world to hold a bruising faith
you make me real / but now it's just a matter of grace



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[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2303799/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2303799/ Mon, 26 Apr 2004 15:31:19 PDT well the weekend is over and i had so much fun yesterday at the festival. Radio 1 came to my town for a free concert and it was sooo good. 5 hours of free music and fun. ASH stole the show with thier rendition of Boys are back in town and Kelis was very cool too. I also heard a new band that i now love and want their album too called Keane. check them out if you can and thanks for being patient with my absence!!

Mood: ok
Listening to: ASH- Lost in you
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

Lying wide awake under strange skies
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And you're far away, but you are always on my mind

I feel like I'm on fire, nothing I can do
I'm troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true

And it's times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, I'm dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, I'm dying to speak to you.

Staring at the wall, I sink inside
I think about it all, I get caught up in my life
I can't think straight, because it's tearing up my mind

I feel like I'm on fire, nothing I can do
I'm troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true

And it's times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, dying to get through

The more that I think how I need you
The more that I think, the more it seems true
And now it means more that I ever meant it to
Ever meant it to

Lying wide awake under strange skies
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And you're far away, but you are always on my mind

You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind



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[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2296775/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2296775/ Sun, 25 Apr 2004 16:25:35 PDT stephen mc g
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is online
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Mood: ok
Listening to: Something only we know
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?



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and ~ramiusraven for this mater piece too!!

[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2289080/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2289080/ Sat, 24 Apr 2004 13:12:43 PDT so get a copy of this if you can and ill be more regular with my replies and submitts from now on.

Mood: ok
Listening to: The First Season
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

Let the pretend take over
And that season be the first
Shadows we're in become us
So we set up interspersed
Between here and away
Become your space every day
When it changes up my row
It slates when time will turn to a room
Light starts being there
To talk about all he's feeling for the moon
To even the lie damn him
In that halo
Evil
Round that halo
Evil
It hangs by evil
You revolve now with my echo
You rose interwound
Actually people in the wrong
Come thru and go on
Leave my lonely mind a cell
Keep flowing on a drill
I keep holding on to myself
Be humble, take it the slow way
As I'm aloud
Even holding on
My cell of space that holds me



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and ~ramiusraven for this mater piece too!!

[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2262105/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2262105/ Tue, 20 Apr 2004 09:41:58 PDT
Mood: Happier
Listening to: I want you to want me
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm begging you to beg me

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me

I'll shine up my old brown shoes
I'll put on a brand new shirt If you say that you love me

Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone, without a friend
You know you feel like dyin'
Oh didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm begging you to beg me

I'll shine up my old brown shoes
I'll put on a brand new shirt
I'll get home early from work
If you say that you love me

Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone, without a friend
You know you feel like dyin'
Oh didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?

Feelin' all alone, without a friend
You know you feel like dyin'
Oh didn't I, didn't I, didn't I
See you cryin'? Oh

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm begging you to beg me



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and ~ramiusraven for this mater piece too!!

[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2258330/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2258330/ Mon, 19 Apr 2004 18:42:55 PDT
Mood: Happy
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

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also thank you to ~lady666 for this amazing manipulation she created for me.

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and ~ramiusraven for this mater piece too!!

[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2253451/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2253451/ Mon, 19 Apr 2004 04:59:09 PDT
Mood: Happy
Listening to: Tiny Dancer- Elton John
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand

Jesus freaks out in the street
Handing tickets out for God
Turning back she just laughs
The boulevard is not that bad

Piano man he makes his stand
In the auditorium
Looking on she sings the songs
The words she knows, the tune she hums

But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can't hear me
When I say softly, slowly

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
you had a busy day today

Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand



also thank you to ~lady666 for this amazing manipulation she created for me.

[link] ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2247214/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2247214/ Sun, 18 Apr 2004 06:58:32 PDT
Mood: Happy
Listening to: Monkey Wrench- Foo's
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

What have we done with innocence
It disappeared with time
it never made much sense
Adolescent resident
wasting another night on planning my revenge

One in ten
don't want to be your monkey wrench
one more indecent accident
i'd rather leave than suffer this
I'll never be your monkey wrench

All this time to make amends
what do you do when all your enemies are friends
now and then I'll try to bend
under pressure wind up snapping in the end

One last thing before I quit
I never wanted any more
than I could fit into my head
I still remember every single word you said
and all the shit
that somehow came along with it
still there's one thing that comforts me
since I was always caged and now I'm free

fall in fall out

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2244554/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2244554/ Sat, 17 Apr 2004 18:56:18 PDT Also, thank you so much to everyone who has left so many comments on my recent work and I appreciate them all, good and bad.

Mood: Happy
Listening to: In My Place- Coldplay
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn't change,
I was lost, oh yeah.

I was lost, I was lost,
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed,
I was lost, oh yeah.

And yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?

I was scared, I was scared,
Tired and under prepared,
But I wait for it.

And if you go, if you go,
Leave me down here on my own,
Then I'll wait for you, yeah.

Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Oh for it

Sing it please, please, please,
Come back and sing to me,
To me, me.

Come on and sing it out, now, now.
Come on and sing it out
To me, me
Come back and sing.

In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn't change,
I was lost, oh yeah.
Oh yeah.

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2234175/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2234175/ Fri, 16 Apr 2004 08:48:20 PDT
Mood: Retrospective
Listening to: My Mistake
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

we're so young
and we're so dumb
with our registered calculations
and if you dare
and should i care
i could destroy you
and take you there

as the spitfires begin their descent
and tragic romantic ascent
my love is one hundred percent

come back to me, my mistake
come back to me, my mistake
come back to me, my mistake
mistake, it was all my mistake

so suck me through
your saliva screws
i can't help myself if i don't know
the flaws in you
that were equal to
the mysteries i've almost knew

and i've said this so many, many times
can't help you out of your mind
so please don't judge me unkind

come back to me, my mistake
come back to me, my mistake
come back to me, my mistake

and if you pretend
please try to offend everyone

we share the sea monkey disease
so give me my greatful little piece
and do what you want as you please

come back to me, my mistake
come back to me, my mistake
come back to me, my mistake

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2220889/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2220889/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 09:28:35 PDT
Mood: scared
Listening to: Lust for Life
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

Here comes Johnny Yen again
With the liquor and drugs
And the flesh machine
He's gonna do another striptease
Hey man where'd you get
That lotion? I been hurting
Since I bought the gimmick
About something called love
Yeah something called love
That's like hypnotizing chickens
Well I am just a modern guy
Of course I've had it in the ear before
'Cause of a lust for life
'Cause of a lust for life
I'm worth a million in prizes
With my torture film
Drive a G.T.O.
Wear a uniform
All on a government loan
I'm worth a million in prizes
Yeah I'm through with sleeping on the
Sidewalk - no more beating my brains
With the liquor and drugs
With the liquor and drugs
Well I am just a modern guy
Of course I've had it in the ear before
'Cause of a lust for life
'Cause of a lust for life
I got a lust for life
Got a lust for life
Oh a lust for life
Oh a lust for life
A lust for life
I got a lust for life
I got a lust for life
Well I am just a modern guy
Of course I've had it in the ear before
'Cause of a lust for life
'Cause of a lust for life
'Cause of a lust for life

Here comes Johnny Yen again
With the liquor and drugs
And the flesh machine
He's gonna do another striptease
Hey man where'd you get
That lotion? Your skin starts
Itching once you buy the gimmick
About something called love
Oh love love love
That's like hypnotizing chickens
Well I am just a modern guy
Of course I've had it in the ear before
'Cause of a lust for life
'Cause of a lust for life
Got a lust for life
Yeah a lust for life
I got a lust for life
Oh a lust for life
I got a lust for life
Yeah a lust for life
I got a lust for life
A lust for life
Lust for life
Lust for life

by the way this was typed without too many checks for spelling or grammer so sorry in advance!


]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2214032/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2214032/ Tue, 13 Apr 2004 10:19:07 PDT Mood: Blah
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

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]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2206577/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2206577/ Mon, 12 Apr 2004 12:23:51 PDT
Mood: Blah
Listening to: Blank
Reading: Manifest your destiny, Dr wayne Dyer

I wish I was blank
I wish I was blank
I wish I could thank
I wish I was blank

I write a letter to you
And there'd be nothing to it
I wouldn't hem and haw
On just how to start it

I wish I was blank
I wish I was blank
I wish I could thank
I wish I was blank

I wish I'd stand up straight
I wish I'd said things different
I wish I'd said nothing
Things would be so perfect
I wish myself to keep
I pray myself to sleep
I wish myself away
I wish I was blank

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2199302/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2199302/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 11:40:04 PDT
Mood: Blah
Listening to: Soma
Reading: The Dancing Wu Li masters

Nothing left to say
And all I've left to do
Is run away
From you
And she led me on, down
With secrets I can't keep

Close your eyes and sleep
Don't wait up for me
Hush now don't you speak
To me

Wrapped my hurt in you
And took my shelter in that pain
The opiate of blame
Is your broken heart, your heart

So now I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
I'll betray my tears
To anyone caught in our ruse of fools

One last kiss for me...yeah
One last kiss good night

Didn't want to lose you once again
Didn't want to be your friend
Fulfilled a promise made of tin
And crawled back to you

I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
I'll betray myself
To anyone, lost, anyone but you

So let the sadness come again
On that you can depend on me, yeah
Until the bitter, bitter end of the world, yeah
When god sleeps in bliss

And I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
And I'll betray myself
To anyone

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2193903/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2193903/ Sat, 10 Apr 2004 16:08:19 PDT
Mood: Better
Listening to: In the Shadows
Reading: The Dancing Wu Li masters

No sleep
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer

Sometimes I feel like going down, I'm so disconnected
Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

They say that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave

Sometimes I feel that I should go away with the thunder
Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately, I've been walking, walking in circles
Watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me
Come take me higher

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

I've been watching,
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been living,
for tomorrows....

In the shadows....

In the shadows.....

I've been waiting.............

I also have ordered a new camera which should be here next week, am so excited too! hopefully it'll be better than the last one ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2183893/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2183893/ Fri, 09 Apr 2004 05:26:26 PDT
Mood: Better
Listening to: In the arms of Sleep
Reading: The Dancing Wu Li masters

sleep will not come to this tired body now
peace will not come to this lonely heart
there are some things i'll live without
but i want you to know that i need you right now
i need you tonite
i steal a kiss from her sleeping shadow moves
cause i'll always miss her wherever she goes
and i'll always need her more than she could ever need me
i need someone to ease my mind
but sometimes a someone is so hard to find
and i'll do anything to keep her here tonite
and i'll say anything to make her feel alright
and i'll be anything to keep her here tonite
cause i want you to stay, with me
i need you tonite
she comes to me like an angel out of time
as i play the part of a saint on my knees
there are some things i'll live without
but i want you to know that i need you right now
suffer my desire
suffer my desire
suffer my desire for you

I also have ordered a new camera which should be here this day next week, am so excited too! hopefully it'll be better than the last one ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2179862/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2179862/ Thu, 08 Apr 2004 15:16:26 PDT
Mood: Better
Listening to: I am one
Reading: The Dancing Wu Li masters

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]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2163080/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2163080/ Tue, 06 Apr 2004 07:47:40 PDT
Mood: Better
Listening to: Never Let Me Down Again
Reading: The Dancing Wu Li masters

I'm taking a ride with my best friend
I hope he never lets me down again
I know where he's taking me
Taking me where I wanna be
I'm taking a ride with my best friend

We're flying high
Watching the world pass us by
Never want to come down
Never want to put my feet back down on the ground

I'm taking a ride with my best friend
I hope he never lets me down again
He promised me I'm safe in his houses
As long as I remember who's wearing the trousers
I hope he never lets me down again

We're flying high
Watching the world pass us by
We're flying high
Watching the world pass us by
Never want to come down
Never want to come down
Never want to come down
Never want to put my feet back down on the ground

See the stars, they're shining bright
Everything's all right tonight
See the stars, they're shining bright
Everything's all right tonight

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2156818/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2156818/ Mon, 05 Apr 2004 11:03:52 PDT
Mood: ok
Listening to: Glass and the Ghost Children
Reading: The Dancing Wu Li masters

to the center of the earth
or anywhere god decides
full of fever pulling forth
we hear our call as all

and to the center of the earth
as if written in
and dna is reaching out
to your frequency

i want to live
and don't want to die
i want to live
i want to try

all in prayer
prayer in all
all are scared
scared of all

black rooms are calling
to men in leather coats
white labs are cooking
up the silver ghost
the glass migrates under
her translucent skin
and all the spiders wonder
what we've got us in

all is you
you are all
all with you
you in all

i want to live
i don't want to die
i want to live
i want to try

so, it's all very obtuse
because it's all like, like, i don't know
so, like, i started thinking
that everything i operate on
is based on what i believe god was telling me to do
god could be my intuition or whatever
but i always assume
i always assume that the voice i hear is the voice of god
then i started thinking
what if i'm insane
so i'm operating on the premise
that i'm hearing the voice of god
or what i perceive to be god speaking to me
or through me
but maybe i'm completly in...
so all my...
demagoguery in my life about me thinking that my life has importance
my, my..
thinking that my life has importance
my, my, my thought of it
and the fact that i believe that i'm following my intuition
which in and of itself may be completely false
so then i started freaking out thinking...
of itself may be completely false
and again this creature that believes that he's acting upon
heavenly intuition, but meanwhile he's totally rampant
and i started thinking maybe this is the cause
of all the negativity against...
and i started thinking maybe this is the cause
of all the negativity against...
and i started thinking maybe this is the cause
of all the negativity against...

so beats the final coda
of our vinyl storm
one more cherry cola
to lift up her dead arms
a dream of soft focus sunsets
filters through the din
we are losing contact
as she dials it in
she can hear glass calling
or is it someone that looks like him
she eyes tv reflection
and nods a knowing look
she says it doesn't matter
she'd never liked her looks
i have seen a thousand fractures
i have seen everything
cause knowing is its own answer
love something in a book
there's not much left to ponder
not much left to cook
as she counted the spiders
as they crawled up inside her

]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2150170/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2150170/ Sun, 04 Apr 2004 11:47:25 PDT
Mood: Happy with new camer
Listening to: Jack White
Reading: The Dancing Wu Li masters

I am a poor wayfaring stranger
Travelling through this world alone
There is no sickness, toil or danger
In that fair land to which I go

I'm going home
To see my mother
I'm going home
No more to roam
I am just going over Jordan
I am just going over home

I know dark clouds will hover on me,
I know my pathway is rough and steep
Beauteous fields lie right before me
Where weary eyes no more will weep
I'm going home to see my father
I'm going home no more to roam
I am just going over Jordan
I am just going over home

I'll soon be free from every trial
This form will rest beneath the sun
I'll drop the cross of self-denial
Come back home with God
I'm going home to see my savior
I'm going home no more to roam
I am just going over Jordan
I am just going over home

Jusy bought my new camera today and am so excited with it, loads of new possibilities and no need for a scanner anymore!! got a Polaroid PDS 3030!! ]]> =stevedave04 http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2135632/ http://stevedave04.deviantart.com/journal/2135632/ Fri, 02 Apr 2004 07:48:49 PST
Mood: Sre, very sore
Listening to: Smashing Pumpkins
Reading: The Dancing Wu Li masters
Watching: Man Bites Dog

tried to ride the rainbow
tried to run free
tried to tame the unicorn
tried to believe

but chicks
chicks just get in the way
chicks just get in the way
i'm not afraid
but chicks just get in the way

i really wanna know you
your eyes are like my dad's
we'll keep this just between us
a friend from end to end

but chicks
chicks just get in the way
chicks just get in the way
i'm not gay
but chicks just get in the way

you could shave my moustache
i could shave your ass
you could get to know me
and touch a little class

but chicks
chicks just get in the way
chicks just get in the way
yeah i know
chicks just get in the way
i'm not ashamed

you could shave my moustache
i could shave your ass
you could get to know me
and touch a little class

but chicks
chicks just get in the way
chicks just get in the way
my love's inflamed
but chicks just get in the way
i'm not ashamed
but chicks, you just get in the way

]]> =stevedave04