http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:stevienoel18&section=today deviantART RSS for by:stevienoel18 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 05:24:06 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776316/ http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776316/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 08:41:31 PST
You are my gaurdian angel , your my future , your my past , your evreything good in my life.

I hope and pray that i never lose you , because if i do i know that i will be losted forever in this dark and cold hearted world.

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I have waited so long already for that day to come and yet you are not here wit me so i can cal you my own.

I lay down on my bed thinking of you and only you , and then i think are you doing the same ?

Do you feel for me what i feel for you ?

If not will you ever ?

and if so when ?

I sure do hope that one day soon that you will feel for me the way that i feel for you , intill that day comes i will be waiting here for you.

]]> ~stevienoel18 http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776307/ http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776307/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 08:40:53 PST
Im sick of playing games with you all of the time , boy you need to stop playing with my head.

Its like one minute we were ment to be forever , and then the next its like we shold never have even meet , i cant take it anymore , i cant keep playing these silly little head games with you.

I love you and i need to know if you love me the same way i love you , if you dont then you need to tell me straught up and not hide what you feel from me .

I am a women , not a child i can handle what ever it is you have to say , if your afraid it will hut me dont be because i can handle being hurt , if you dont remeber i told you that i have been hurt once before.

So what im getting at is just tell me the truth and stop hideing from me , be a real man and just tell me what you feel.

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I think about al the good times we have had , the times we laughed and cried togeather.

You have done so much wrong things to me since we have been togeather but no matter what all thse small litte good things that you have done and said to me will always win me over again.

I will always love you intill the day i die no matter what reason or why we are apart from eahother.

Now that we are apart from eachother im going crazy not being able to be around you and hold you in my arms , i hope that i will get to see you again real soon , i miss being with you.

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AS i turn around and look into the corner i see a dark figure comeing toward me , and to my surprise its you ... the man i have been dreaming of , when you come closer you wisper in my ear " i told you i would come for you " and all i can do is just stand there in shock not knowing what to do or say.

Then i wake up and relize that it was all just another dream and its not real at all , so then i start to cry in disbeleafe , and shout out to the world why me ! ? ! why do you keep playing these games with me ! ? !

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IM GOING CRAZY WITH THESE THOUGHTS OF YOU AND ME RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD.

IM SICK OF ALL THESE LOVE SONGS ON THE RADIO.

FUCK MAN EVREY OTHER LIL THING I SEE JUST REMINDES ME OF YOU.

IM GOING CRAZY WITH TNESE THOUGHTS OF YOU AND ME RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD.

IM SICK OF ALL THIS FUCKING SLOPPY , GUSHY V-DAY SPIRIT GOING ON.

EVREYONES HAPPY AND IN LOVE

I CANT HELP BUTGET SICK OF THE SIGHT OF PEOPLE JUST HOLDING EACHOTHER AND LAUGHING AT EVERY STUPID LITTLE THING THE OTHER PERSON DOES.

IM GOING CRAZY WITH THESE THOUGHT OF YOU AND ME RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD.

]]> ~stevienoel18 http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776279/ http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776279/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 08:38:40 PST
LOVE IS CAREING

LOVE IS FUL;FILING

LOVE IS EVREYTHING

LOCE IS HURTING

LOCE IS LIEING

LOVE IS BLIND

LOVE IS MESSING EVREYTHING UP

LOVE IS SOMTHING I WANT BUT DONT NEED

LOVE IS HELL

LOVE IS JUST A FEELING THAT I CANT THROUGH AWAY OR FORGET ABOUT

LOVE IS SOMETHING I WONT EVER GIVE UP.

LOVE IS APART OF LIVEING

AND LIVEING IS LIFE.

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You think you know my life story but really You dont know anything at all about me or my life.

You think that im a troubled teenager because of the way i dress and speak , well let me tell you one thing , yea I have problems in my life but hey guess what you need to open yout eyes cuz the world aint perfect , evreyone has fucking problems going on in there lifes , its called being normal.

We learn from our problems thats how it is and thats how we live , so if you thinkwhat im saying isnt true then damn your the one with the fucking problems.

]]> ~stevienoel18 http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776263/ http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776263/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 08:37:42 PST
So you tell me that people say im doing something that I have already told you that i wasnt.

You tell me that I am and that you seen me do them, well then guess what your full of shit !

Whatever though it dont matter , you just going to listen to the people that are feeding you these lies about me instead of listening to me the one person that is telling you the truth.

Anyways what they hell is it to you if i am doing what these so called friends of yours are saying , its my business not yours or theres !

You can listen to them or listen to me it dont matter to me anymore I dont fucking care about it anymore.

Im done with it all.

Im done with all the people telling you these lies about me.





shit Im even done with you !

Its over , I want nothing more from you !

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The tables have turned now , its you beeging me to come back instead of me begging you.

I have grown up now , im a woman not a girl , i have learned so much now that i have been without you.

Evreything you ever fucking told me was wrong !

Although I must admit there was one thing that you told me that was true , you once told me that you would teach me something , and well you did , you tought me how to love and live life.

You even told me that you were no good for me , well shit evreyone told me that but i was blinded by your fake charm.

Anyways Its over now , there is no more me and you , there NEVER will be !

You are NOTHING more to me then a memory.

]]> ~stevienoel18 http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776253/ http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776253/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 08:36:10 PST AS YOU START TO GROW AND GET BIGGER YOU SOON RELIZE BEING GROWN UP IS NOT AS FUN AS YOU THOUGHT IT WAS.
YOU SIT THERE STUCK THINKING ABOUT THE PAST.
WISHING YOU WERE STILL YOUNG SO THEN YOU WOULD HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THE STUFF YOU HAVE TO DO AND LIVE WITH NOW THAT YOUR ALL GROWN UP .
WHEN YOUR A KID ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS DING PLAYING OUT SIDE IN THE DIRT.
WHEN YOUR A TEENAGER ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS HAVING FUN WITH FRIENDS LIVEING LIFE TO THE FULLEST NOT REALY PAYING ATTENTION TO WHAT YOU SHOULD BE .
WHEN YOUR ALL GROWN UP ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS YOUR LIFE AND WHAT YOU DID AND JUST STUCK IN THE PAST CUZ YOU DID SO MANY WRONMG THINGS THAT GOT YOU TO WERE YOU ARE NOW SO YOU SIT THERE STUCK ON THE PAST WISHING YOU COULD GO BACK AND BEA CHILD AGAIN AND JUST WORRY ABOUT NOTHING BUT GOING OUT AND PLAYING IN THE DIRT.

]]> ~stevienoel18 http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776244/ http://stevienoel18.deviantart.com/journal/15776244/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 08:35:31 PST
you think your in love with me

you think im the one you want forever

but guess what im not

all i will do is hurt you

all i will do is make you cry

all i will do is make you unhappy

so im telling you know before i end up hurting you worse

its over

there can not be a " us "

i know it hurts you know but

you must trust me

you will get over it

you will move on

you will br happy once again

and you will ahve al of it without me

so please dont fight and argue with me over this

i have made up my mind

i love you and i always will

s i just wish you would understand

that what im doing and saying

is all for you .

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