http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:stomachwings&section=today deviantART RSS for by:stomachwings en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 17:26:52 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/25097807/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/25097807/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 21:36:23 PDT waking up, a ribbon cut for the opening. yeah, we all knew that day would arrive. up all night, all upset, outside's growing light. no breakfast, just not much of an appetite. so be cool, and believe, in the things you haven't learned because you've lost and its gone but it will return. now it's all laid out in front of you and thats half murdered the mystery.
are you still too shy, to describe? now the whole world is waking up, a ribbon cut for the opening. yes, finally the day has arrived. so seek and rejoice, fill your hands with something tangible and fly, your own love like a flag. and destroy, the desire for that which is impossible, and accept what you get with a smile..


-B.E.

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/24677249/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/24677249/ Sat, 09 May 2009 22:46:12 PDT


"So I will turn
black and white
become that horoscope you're reading
it predicts something good is on its way
and then I will send you the world green and blue
in a box through the mail
you can open it up
hold it right in your hand and be glad that it's there
and be glad that you're there
now you can feel all the knots in your stomach start to untie
and suddenly it's not so hard to say you're alright.

Love is real
it is not
just in poetry and stories
it is truth
and it will follow you
everywhere you go from now on
so if you would just cast off your doubt
then your lips would answer for you
oh my darling, when you smile
it is like a song
and I can hear it now."


oh my darling, when you smile when you smile when you smile, it is like a song.

I have butterflies
DDDD

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/24146164/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/24146164/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 12:11:19 PDT
i haven't been on here in a long time
i always take these long deviant breaks
then suddenly update

Yo!
Today is my momma's birthdayD
I think we were going to go to santa barbera for the day, but now we're just sittin here doing nothing.
I just ate some goat cheese..

Hm It's spring breaak!
gahh schoool starts monday, spring break is soo fail
1 week??
I signed up for AP drawing next year
I am really excited for that, but i didn't sign up for algebra 2... ah i just hope i don't regret that
But alot of the colleges i'm looking into dont really care about math, they just want you to have taken 2 years. sooooo
hmmm
hmmm
hmmm
i'm bored
these journal entries are so pointless
i never write anything worth reading
lolz
WELL ok im just gonna go now
hahahaa

PEEACEEEEEE and love

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]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/23194224/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/23194224/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 11:21:03 PST i haven't updated on heree in soo long!

I've been really busy lately with finals and such.
I haven't really been drawing anything lately for myself. Just for my drawing class. For my final we had to make a booklet type thing with different styles of art. Cartooning, portrait, perspective, line technique. It was really fun, and i'm really proud of myself for the finished piece. I spent 2 hours working on the portrait, and it came out realllly well, in my view. I'll probably post it on here pretty soon.

But yeaaaah nothing too exciting going on, i've been working on my driving skills... getting my license on may 19th.. eek.
I think my dad has been pretty traumatized...sitting in the passengers seat and what not..

But i guess i am excited to get my license. Go out whenever i need to .. that is if i ever get access to a car. Those chances don't look to good with my family.

hmmmmmm
It's valentines day!
Hope everyonee is having a beautiful day with their loved one.
I know i am!


with myself.
sad...hahahahaha
not really i'm fine being single, no worries.

WELLL
i want some chocolate!
and strawberries...

BYEEE EVERYONEE!

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/22310512/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/22310512/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 17:07:43 PST You weren't so great, but i'm excited for 2009!
I need a new year.

I'll probably be spending the new year at homee with my brother and sister.
and mommma and dadda.
baaaaah i'm kind of bored
nothing to do
i should go draw. I haven't beeeen updating on this thing for a while.

Oooh christmas.
I got my new ipod nano!!! weeeeeeee
Yellow chromatic
FINALLYY! That's all i asked for, i was music deprived for 8 MONTHS!
Now i'm just relaxing, enjoying my break. Not looking for to school, but at the same time i am, since the day we go back is my birthday (January 12) Woooo, i'll be sixteeen. Ahhh another year, another age.
Well that's something to look forward to

Hmm, well i'm off!
Happy New year!

BE HAPPY ABOUT IT!

-Nikki

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/21668769/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/21668769/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 17:48:45 PST I saw twilight...and was a bit disappointed.
I mean, i loved the movie, but they left alot out!

Of course movies are never as good as the books, but it was still sad:[

I need to start readding new moon!!


But right now i am EXCITEDD FOR TURKEY DAYY
aw i still feel bad for the turkey.
BUT I LOVE FEWD
and holidays
and it's raining right now so i am extremely happy!

I like how things are right now.

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/20961206/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/20961206/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 21:48:08 PDT
Actually i have an A
but this new assignment is so lame.
i suck at using crayons.

eeeek

i really need an ipod of some sort.
i haven't had anything to listen to music on for hmmm about 6 months!
tsk tsk, oh the ignorant people that live in this world.
STOP THIEVERY!


Guh.


"Singing in a tree. I dreamed the tree was you and me. I dreamed that it was me, sweeter green and we were everything. We were everything"
-Johnette Napolitano

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/20447978/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/20447978/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 23:34:39 PDT


Yo!

How are you? Honestly?

Hm. Well, since the last time i posted, until now pretty much i've had a bad cold. It went away for a couple days, then last night i felt like i was dying, literally dying. I thought my time had come D:!
I missed school today because of it...ugh..school.
I really don't know how i'm going to last another year at my school.
I dislike it very much!
I don't like timed schedules. I like to feel free with my time, and not have it in such an orderly way. It makes me feel rushed.

So i'm finally taking a drawing class. My teacher is kind of, crazy, but that's OK! AREN'T WE ALL CRAZY?!?!
We haven't learned anything yet, but i'm hoping we do very soon.


uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



turtles?
I'm tired, hope this was entertaining to read... I guess i'm gonna go hit thaa hay!

Goooodnight!

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/20064036/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/20064036/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 16:53:25 PDT
Last night i went to a Dave Matthews Band concert with my two best friends:] They were really really great, and even despite the fact that one of their closests friends, one of the bandmembers had passsed away, they continued to play.
It was pretty amazing.

Today i recieved my wonderful schedule for school, which begins september 3rd, oh joy...

But, surprisingly i wasn't too upset. I'm pretty satisfied with the classes i got, the only things that bugged me were that i didn't get enrolled in ASL 2, which i need, and that all incoming 10th graders must have a locker in B building

The thing i'm looking most forward to is having a class with my SISTER ahhaah plus it's drawing! WOOT!

Well since i am extremely bored, i'll post my schedule!


1. H English 10A
2. H Music History LT A
3. (should be honors) Chemistry A
4. Dance
5. Drawing
6. Geometry


another year..

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/19435376/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/19435376/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 20:40:26 PDT
"Nothing is easier than self-deceit. For what each man wishes, that he also believes to be true."

"Some minds remain open long enough for the truth not only to enter but to pass on through by way of a ready exit without pausing anywhere along the route."

"Chase after the truth like all hell and you'll free yourself, even though you never touch its coattails."

"Truth is not only violated by falsehood; it may be equally outraged by silence."

"If it is not right do not do it; if it is not true do not say it."

"When you have only two pennies left in the world, buy a loaf of bread with one, and a lily with the other."

"The greatest obstacle to discovery is not ignorance -- it is the illusion of knowledge."

"Disillusion comes only to the illusioned. One cannot be disillusioned of what one never put faith in."

"Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live."

"The pain passes, but the beauty remains."


I feel odd.

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/19191085/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/19191085/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 20:12:22 PDT
Last night i was frightened.
I decided to sleep on my couch in my dark lonely living room.

But, i liked it.

teehee.

I am so bored, it's unbelievable.
Lets talk more about my couch.

It's very comfortable.
But i was worried that i'd fall off again...like last time,
but i did not, thankfully.

mah sista is very sick so i don't want to sleep in my room.

I shall sleep on the couch the rest of the weeekXD

hmm I recently discovered a new singer that i've become very fond of. Her name is Joanna Newsom. One of her songs is featured in the movie The Strangers.
WHICH I NEVER GOT TO SEE!
Well, it looked lame though, but those are the best!

Wow i am boiling.
Lately i've been feeling very lost, and dizzy.
I'm not healthy..

UGH. Summer school begins Monday..But whatever, at least it gives me something to do other than go on this radiation box and slowly whither away.."I've got no plans, and too much time" as my hero says. (Conor Oberst)

bahhh another random journal.
I'm bored.

I Should finish reading The Catcher in the Rye, i've had it for like 2 months.
woops

Oh and once again, my mood is not unhappy..i think...
My moods are busted, it wont change, hah, funny how it got stuck on that one..
i guess my mood for this one would most likely be...


BORED!


Well,
Farewell little birds.

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/19098825/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/19098825/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 19:58:34 PDT I'm not sure why, it has just been on my mind.
And how no one knows exactly where we go.
We all have these theories and ideas, but no one knows, no one knows at all. We always picture a some sort of "heaven", some sort of tranquil existence we enter. But how do we know any of this is real. Even life itself. It all could just be one huge dream, and we're all waiting to wake up, truly wake up.

The most logical answer when asked what happens when we die, is, "nothing" we just are nothing. We black out and then poof. But i don't believe that..Well i really don't know what i believe.
I don't even know why i'm talking about this.

I guess it's because i've also been thinking about how short life is, and how you should enjoy it every chance you get. Because it's so fragile, you should never hide how you feel, say what you want to say because it's always better than keeping it in, and regretting. Never Regret. I've learned. Even if nothing is real, and it is all an illusion, you might as well just go along with this dream and be happy, being depressed is so pointless, i've also learned, and i am trying my hardest to overcome it and not remember my only childhood being depressed, you only get to be a kid once. Which reminds me of so many kids i don't understand at the moment, but hey, it's their life anyway, and i guess it's okay to be sad once in a while, it makes you so much more grateful when you are finally happy

btw my mood isn't really unhappy(boo!), it wouldn't change.
more like confused, but content..that doesn't really make sense, but nothing makes sense nowadays

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/18895646/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/18895646/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 15:19:02 PDT no! no! no!

I cannot go back to my highschoool for the WHOLE SUMMER, basically.
I'M finally GETTING OUT!

ahglskdf


I am still failing algebra after i just worked my butt off doing all of his stupid extra credit.
I had to stay in his classroom at lunch for two whole weeks!
Then take 8 mini tests

...it raised my grade 2 percent.

If i pull a D my counselor still says i have to take summer school.
I'm probably going to end up taking it at pierce college.
Only four days a week, and for one hour.
hehexD

but yeah, i am extremely depressed right now.
It's like, beyond depressed. I feel numb.


stupid, stupid, stupid.

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/18403313/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/18403313/ Mon, 19 May 2008 17:16:44 PDT
I want to read The Catcher in the Rye..I gotta go to the library..

Yes, school is almost over, finally.
I thought it would never end, but all things end, right?
I haven't drawn in a while, i don't feel very inspired lately.



Man, it is too hot outside, thank you global warming.

I'm so tired...

well this is a random journal, full of my exhilarating thoughts and ideas.

Ahh CST testing this week, that should be fun..I'm pretty sure i got basic on my history, now for English, a subject i actually enjoy.

Still not forgetting.


Well this was fun!

Hope my fellow artsy friends enjoyed!


Here are some lyrics:

"There was a time you let me know
What's really going on below
But now you never show it to me, do you?
And remember when I moved in you
The holy dove was moving too
And every breath we drew was Hallelujah

I did my best, it wasn't much
I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch
I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you
And even though
It all went wrong
I'll stand before the Lord of Song
With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah"

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/17963643/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/17963643/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 17:13:05 PDT
NEED


SUMMER ALREADY!


I am in love with the cold weather, but i just need, not want, NEED to get out of school!
It makes me depressed. This summer i am hoping to travel across the country with my family. Just my art equipment, and the road, leave all the laptops behind, and cut off communication with anyone i already know, besides my family.
I want to get away. I need to clear my thoughts, meet new people, explore America before its too late.

And most importantly, be happy.

]]> ~stomachwings http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/16944407/ http://stomachwings.deviantart.com/journal/16944407/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 11:16:52 PST I kind of forgot about them. I wasn't very good at using them, and mixing right colors. But i'm gonna try again.

I have a new outlook on life now.

I feel goood=]

]]> ~stomachwings