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Drawing front is going well. And hey, I'll do trades, especially some Tasuki/Chichiri yaoi XD XD or maybe Cid/Vincent, or even some anthros.

It's been a hell of a couple of weeks. Friday, I took boyfriend to Atlanta on short notice, and he'll be gone for 3 months. I nearly totaled my car in Atlanta (forget the totaling, I actually probably should have died) and yet I walked away completely unhurt. Well, since I live just outside Robins AFB, which is 2 hours away, guess what I managed to do? LEAVE ALL MY KEYS IN MY CAR, WHICH WAS IN ATLANTA. Holy balls, I'm locked out of my apartment with 5 pet rats that need to be fed inside. I get to work and they start trouncing me about getting prepared to deploy the next week. Okay, fine, wtf. So I go to the clinic to find out if I'm deployable and lo and behold, my biopsy came back severe so I can't deploy for at least 2 months plus. Well, shit. So my squadron started getting really pissy with me, as if I did this on purpose. And then Monday I got a speeding ticket. What the hell!

But it's slowly looking up. I've got all 52 episodes of Fushigi Yuugi to watch, some lovely Tas/Chi moments in my head and a few on paper, and I'm starting to wonder if I'm obsessed...but holy hell, I've got to do something while I'm alone and bored XD

Anyways, that's all for now. Long story short: clean bones. No flies. And a few trades/commissions, if you're interested.

]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/24399063/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/24399063/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 18:00:34 PDT I may have bigger stuff than is possible to scan since I am trying some new sizes of paper and what-not, but I'll do my damnedest to get it up here since I'll actually TAKE MY CAMERA WITH ME THIS TIME, ha.

I've been teaching myself a lot of different mediums (ink, colored pencil, paint and marker) as you've seen, and been having just an absolute hoot at it, and the desert is the perfect place to practice since I was drawing more or less a picture a night over there (there is literally NOTHING to do there except draw, eat, play bingo, or feed the giant rats outside the chow hall. FUN!). What little actual work I do there is rushed like I've got a red-hot brand in my shorts. But after an hour of ass-busting, I'm usually free, and I draw like a crazy person. It's not that bad; it's an extremely comfortable life, frankly, and the only things I really miss while I'm over there are my ratty fur-kids and the boyfriend. Oh yeah - and cheeseburgers. The chow hall burgers leave...well...a lot to be desired.

But I'll be around here quite a bit. Leave me a message folks!!! I love hearing from everyone!!!

Know what I'm looking forward to most on this deployment, besides drawing?

FACKIN' DFAC TURKEY SAUSAGE!! YEAH!

Shut up. Freaks.

]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/23326526/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/23326526/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 14:59:00 PST
Busy, right!

I can't BELIEVE I'm drawing again!!!!

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I do have two new pieces I'm absolutely thrilled about, and they're the first things done in probably a little over a year and a half. I'd quit writing and drawing just because I have been stressed to breaking point for over a year. But my boyfriend has a great scanner so I'm going to start using that here shortly.

The Air Force takes up most of my time now, but since I'm out of the Training Squadron, I find I have a load more free time since now, when I'm flying twice a week for 8-10 hours at a time, I don't have to have my nose in a huge book looking up information for an instructor - I can just sit back and take a nap, or draw, or enjoy my lunch. So I should have a little more time to work then on art or writing.

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Unfortunately, I've been so excessively busy that I haven't been able to draw ANYTHING. Sorry. I may have something here soon, though.

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But I'm gonna miss DA all the same. <3

Byes.

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Yep, in 16 days I'm off to become a fully qualified babykiller! That's right folks, enjoy your misconceptions. I'm going into the United States Air Force to be an Airborne Communications Apprentice. Fuck yes. And I get paid to go to school. AND I get to MOVE! Hahahahahaaaa!!!! EAT THAT!

Yeah, I'm a bit excited, y'think?

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Fanks. <3

]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/12881202/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/12881202/ Mon, 07 May 2007 20:41:06 PDT
By every woman on earth.

]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/12674001/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/12674001/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 22:46:27 PDT
is there something wrong with me that just can't make it work?

at least tell me what i can do to start looking better so at least someone will look at me and actually consider me for a moment? do I have to start dressing like jeffree star so that people will take notice or am i just that fuggin' ugly?

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DUH.

Anyways, I have a solution, and I'm proud I finally freakin' thought of it...

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xoxox

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Someone adopt me?

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Is that so much to ask?!

[/end rant.] ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9721278/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9721278/ Mon, 14 Aug 2006 05:16:26 PDT
J'adore France!! It's beautiful here, even though the weather, she is pretty much crap.

I like drawing, too; which I found I can do here. C'est tres bon.

Hooray!

PS I found out that I am fatter than I thought I was. Tchah. Time for more walking. Sick. ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9633923/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9633923/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 20:44:01 PDT
Sucks to be you.

So, I leave you with these wise words:

"You should say, 'Why are you such a stupid dumb ugly? You said you didn't like him but meanwhile you're a dumb ugly because you totally love him!' and then she'll be all like, 'That's pretty big talk for someone who eats poop!' and then you'll totally be all like, 'More like doesn't eat poop!'" - Jade Puget ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9463073/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9463073/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 22:36:49 PDT
Arr! Witness my booty plundering skills!



I have seriously mad skills.

Or maybe it's just a Davey complex: I want what I want when I want it. And when I want it, I get it.



Escape not the Tom! ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9378176/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9378176/ Fri, 14 Jul 2006 17:42:41 PDT
#1: Getting over the fact that breaking up with Paul is not the end of my life or our relationship...it's necessary. I don't like it, but there's no other options. It still doesn't make me feel any better.

#2: Deciding to go active in the Air Force (rather than reserve). Which means there's a chance i could go any number of places, including Iraq. Or anyfuckingwhereyoucanfuckingthinkof. It means I'm going to leave everything behind for the first time in my life.

#3: Rest in peace, Jamie Drake aka Posh Spice. We'll always miss and love you.

Tough decisions. Some more fun than others. I think I'll go puke now.

(Yeah, I know i'm being a whine-tit. fuck off.)

:/

/Tom ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9164184/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9164184/ Fri, 23 Jun 2006 22:25:47 PDT
Loooooove

Paaaaaaaul.

And he loves me back.

<3 ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9103437/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/9103437/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 08:28:26 PDT
And I love him as much as I ever did if not more. It was hard being apart for 5 months but for fuck's sake it's never been more worth it for anyone.

And I worried so much.

xox ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8841778/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8841778/ Mon, 22 May 2006 06:41:28 PDT
2006 S.E. Spokane Cty Fair Queen!

Congrats to princesses Miranda and CharleeAnne!

Love,
Me. ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8638440/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8638440/ Mon, 01 May 2006 06:45:45 PDT
*snif* ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8572436/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8572436/ Mon, 24 Apr 2006 15:46:47 PDT
Yup.

Thanks to him I'm back on the straight and narrow. ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8501527/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8501527/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 15:53:14 PDT
Rrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.

Just cooked my leather Pumas in the dryer and ate them.

Guess I need new shoes huh. ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8456514/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8456514/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 07:10:59 PDT
Bitches.

Loads of deviations when I get home from school, hooray!! (I dun have time this morning, must go get ready. Gasp!)

xx ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8405937/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8405937/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 08:32:34 PDT
<3 Tom ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8342299/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8342299/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 10:30:25 PDT
Tom is extremely horny. And he hates it.

*rrrrrrgh* ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8262967/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8262967/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 08:26:32 PST
"Meet your new stepmom!" (Tom walks in)
"Uh, dad, this chick is kinda manly..."
"Actually, I was hoping you'd call me 'mom'!" (T'anks for that quote, Cherish ^^)

x ~ Unkle Tom ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8218728/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8218728/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 15:56:07 PST
Finally, some happy news!!

:L

xxx ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8100658/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8100658/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 07:18:29 PST
All I care about right now is getting myself on the road to ANG. I don't like being at Freeman or care much about my grades, even. I just want to get on the fuckin' road and get away from this place. I don't hate anyone, I'm just sick of people right now. Before now, I wanted people to succeed and be as driven as I am. Now, I don't care where they go or how far they peel off, all I care about is ME. Yes, I'm selfish. Yes, I will cut you out of my life if you're a detriment to me. YES, if you become a drag-down, I WILL make you part of my past. I WILL leave you in the dust. I am done trying to change and better everyone. I've finally realised I can't have it all, and I refuse to leave myself behind for someone else. Here I'm sitting feeling alternately like a goddamn widower and fucking Columbus. It's all about me, now, folks. ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8063152/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/8063152/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 08:15:46 PST
I cut my hair and dyed it purple.

But I don't know why I did it. I just did. Maybe I'm covering something up? Maybe I just feel mangled from the inside out and I'm hiding it. Like something inside me is just tearing me open, like my intestines are trying to push out through my skin like party streamers.

In short, I'm sick and tired of this emotional psycho ride. One minute, I feel okay given the circumstances and can even laugh and maybe enjoy stuff for a little while. But after some time it always comes back to him. I cry a lot, and I always feel like crap every day. Puking constantly would be far more exciting and fun than how I feel now.

I want him to be a better person, and I want this to help him. I just really do hate feeling like a widow sometimes. I feel like I've been robbed, beaten, gut-shot and mauled all at once. My friends are having babies, feeling this joy, getting married, loving each other, being happy...I love Paul more and more every day, but I just hurt exponentially more too. I'm sick of missing him, and I'd give up a few body parts just to see him once... ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7997327/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7997327/ Sat, 25 Feb 2006 08:37:06 PST
Praise god.

*snif*

Thank you, Jessica. ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7848301/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7848301/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 15:53:55 PST
But I miss him so much I can barely stand it. ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7806622/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7806622/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 07:49:12 PST
I haven't heard from him since LAST Wednesday, before he left.

Ugh.

Why does it always have to get SO complicated as SOON as I enter into the picture?

>_O

Boyfriends' family = hassle.

On a higher note.

STEELERS SUCK!
GO SEAHAWKS! ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7706747/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7706747/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 17:32:46 PST
I've had so many people stolen out of my life this past few months...when do I get to actually hold on to someone? When will I get to keep them and hold them and not have them snatched away like this? Okay, I'll admit, at least Paul's still alive, but that doesn't make him any less absent...and for god's sake, I don't want anyone else stolen from me.

Please God...give me strength.

And a few cheap tickets to Billings. ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7477877/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7477877/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 11:11:37 PST
AAAGH I wish to God I'd never had to come back.

xx

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Especially him.

Thanks for nothing, Luke. ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7052121/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/7052121/ Tue, 15 Nov 2005 06:59:10 PST
He's not like this when we're together...but somehow I wonder just what's happening. I want to trust him. I love him like you couldn't even understand. But somehow I wonder if he really loves me...he tells me he loves me, that he trusts me, but I can't say the same for the trust. I hate wondering where he is, what he's doing, who he's with, and hoping Kory is going to keep an eye on him, which is especially unfair to him and Kory both. I don't want to be suspicious and jealous of him...that's not what love is about. Suspicion inspires jealousy, which inspires anger, which becomes hatred... But if I can't trust him...what can I do? Certainly not marry him...which I want deeply. The last thing I want to do is lose him again.

[Yes, I'm just upset. I'm sorry. But this is making my head hurt and my heart break. It'll pass, I hope.]

x ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/6985015/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/6985015/ Mon, 07 Nov 2005 20:09:46 PST
And here we go...

TOM MIGHT BE GETTING MARRIED??!

WHAT??!

Craaazy. ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/6867079/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/6867079/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 18:20:41 PDT
Okay. I have to say, Luke is the only person I have ever felt more than just a vestigial trace of affection for. I've been with a lot, but Luke just seems to have something special with me. I just wish I wasn't so apprehensive about it this time. ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/6746091/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/6746091/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 07:14:45 PDT
ESPECIALLY WITH MY FAMILY.

I'm off to commit hara-kiri. BYE!

x ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/6601567/ http://strawberryfruitpoop.deviantart.com/journal/6601567/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 18:35:16 PDT
The new business is taking off nicely, although I've not got a name for it yet. Any ideas? And "Tom's Bakery" = no. Please.

xx ]]> ~strawberryfruitpoop