http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:stupidtheai&section=today deviantART RSS for by:stupidtheai en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 04:32:13 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/22983675/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/22983675/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 13:11:30 PST NEVER strive to be early to anything!

Because I took my friends advice today and heard "Oh take the 66 bus and you'll get to school much sooner!"
YAY!
Except that oh yeah they changed the schedule, but not on the website or some crack like that. Because I got on at the right time, and it never stopped at my college.
I was one hour late for my class.
Needless to say, I'm NEVER taking his advice again... nor am I ever taking that bus again unless all else fails.

SECOND example.
'Oh if I can get all my work done early like usual today, then I can get out of class early enough to catch a bus home so I wont hit traffic so I wont get caught being late again!'
BZZZT. Wrong.
Try today was the one day the teacher decided to give the SUPER long assignment...
And I literally only JUST finished.

Grr...
Grr...

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/22776030/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/22776030/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 07:08:57 PST I made that god forsaken Uke stamp SO long ago...
I despise the Uke stamp. I've wanted to delete said stamp.
So why the hell is it the most popular thing in my DA?!?
Is it because these yaoi infested girls swoon over pink and the word uke?
Man I have NO clue.
Literally, they are the only reason that dumb thing is still up >w<

And yeah.
Can someone rip out my ovaries?
PLEASE?!? D:

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/22188120/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/22188120/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 10:48:10 PST WOOOOO!!!!!
Hope you guys got so much fun crap and yeah! .___________.

Second! I just really needed a journal update.
Since the ninth of September? The hell IS that bullcrap!

Third! I finally figured out how to make Icons appear!
I think I did it, right? WOOO! I DID! I MADE MADDY'S ICON POP UP! 8D

Fourth! I probably should duck, for I have not talked here in a while.
Why I should duck?
I dunno. Maybe there's some angry people out there? xDD

Fifth! I gotsa tablet for christmas, and a digital camera, and a big sketchpad!
Anyone smelling what this means? OwO

Sixth! Thanks so much to Geshi-shi!
Because she and a combo of Maddy (Who's usually the one to help me anyways >_> ) Have kicked my ass into a period of self betterment.
It always happens!
I draw draw draw. Get to a plateau where I think I am good, then others say I am, then blah blah blah.
Then it's pointed out to me where I suck xDD Then I feel ashamed for a little while, then I get renewed determination to try harder.
SO I SHALL TRY AGAIN HARDER!!! 8D
That was really bad grammer...
But yeah. Things to work on:
1) My soulless eyes! Avert ye eyes! Lest the lose your SOUL...
2) The funny little mouths I draw! Because noone has stiff lips -3- That would be gross...
3) Creating Dynamic pictures, and blocking my art out more. Wait... I can block out more?!? O_o

Seventh! Need to practice this tablet... who feels like telling me what to do? xDD
I wanna outline a picture I have in my gallery, but I have no idea what lineart to do. Any suggestions?
Like the artdump I did or anything like that?


Have a good time all!
Stupid!

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/20405390/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/20405390/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 11:30:11 PDT
So yeah, here's the rundown on mah status after god knows how long!
*I now live with dad
*Maddy's mom and my dad have bought a house, and we'll be moving in together by the end of the month
*I am now a freshman in college!
*Two of my classes are way easy
*One I'm not so sure on yet
*One is hard enough to make up for two said easy classes D:

But oh well! And the most importaint note
*Mom got mad bout said house and keeps calling dad
*Dad wont pick up phone
*Mom takes out on me
*I dont give two shits, I'm so happy xDD
*Thanks to Maddy's Mom, I NOW HAVE THE LAST OF MAH COLLEGE MOONEHS!

So yeah! Thats the skinny! Or however you say that!
And I'm like, the happiest person alive now. Seriously. It's wonderful living with dad. I mean, I need to do dishes tonight, but hell thats a small price! Not even a price! I'M HAPPY DOING DISHES AT DADS! xDD THATS how good it is there!

But mah shiney new laptop is already trash xDD I need to fix it.
And so is my portable scanner. Which I need to return. But it doesnt even seem like a big deal.

I'm not sure how much I'll keep uploading here, but I know there will more than likely be more in the future!

SO WHATS UP WIT CH'YALL?!? 8D

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/19461352/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/19461352/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 09:12:16 PDT
So yeah, I've been in the process of moving. Where, one may ask? To my father's house, of course. Where else? I'm not paying any sort of cash meself to move into an apartment, and some other reasons I wont name because my mom knows about my DA, and anything said here will and can be counted against me...

SO yeah... I just fucked up. Big time. I was just getting so frustrated by this whole move, that getting the passbook from mom got me mad. I wanted to do it. I needed to do it. I wanted it today. But turns out mom had no plans of returning home tonight. And when I got a call from my dad saying that, and how I was dumb for saying I'm moving over the phone instead of in person so I can get that passbook right there and then, and how I should have told her this thing way before (which I agree with both statements). I got wicked pissed, and got an idea. I should rant about the thing in my LJ. Mom doesnt read mine anyways, and since I never write in mine, I should rant in there. Bad mistake. Forgot to put it on private, or at least friend. It's on private now, so dont go looking, but I have a feeling that refering to my passbook as "that fucker" wasnt a good thing to do. uhnup.

So now due to my bad skillz with talking and thinking, my mother is completely ripshit with me. RIPSHIT. And she's mad mad that I am so concentrated on that. I did say in the journal that this whole drama with me moving wont end till I get that passbook, but I did say it in a very negative way... so yeah... If mom didnt just buy Mr. Billy food, I was almost certain that he would literaly be sleeping with the fishies. Fo sho.

... so yeah, I also broke my scanner, so yeah. Probably no updates for a while.

... consitering how mom has the receipt for it, so we can return it...

... shit, I need to think before I do shit... Seriously... for real...

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/18625422/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/18625422/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 10:58:10 PDT
FISHIES:
Yes! I got fishies! Two minnows and a goldfish! I got them at my prom. They made them in a horrible bowl as a centerpiece! D: AND they were gonna flush them down the toilet or dump em in the ocean! So I just had to save mine!
So now I have the minnows, Flotsam and Jetsam (hahaha, they look so alike! Like twins!) and Mr. Billy. God you dont know how much I always wanted a fish named Mr. Billy.
If you dont get the refrence, READ THE MANGA SERIES SEVEN OF SEVEN! Frickin Awesome, yo!

TEN THOUSAND SOUL DRIVE (ISHI NO JU-SEN TAMASHII):
Is the name of the joke series I was making in the meantimes. Yup. It all started as an urge to draw a comic where someone fell through the roof. Then as time went on, it would progress and get more random from there. But now I actually have reason behind it. Well, more like a skeleton story, to be filled along the way like before. And it stars a black kid. Join the Multiracial Anime Character petition, yo! xDD
I was honestly thinking of submitting it to both here and DA, but I want to get some people's opinions first. I only have... *counts* 12 pages done as of now, and it's going to be like a series series. Yeah. So here's the preview story line (with the funny little header like in the back of a manga xDD). God, it sounds almost like every single popular shit thing under the sun...

~A Living Black Hole... and a destiny to fufill.

There could never be only one universe, one dimension. Many exist, with parallel versions of people all across. They may not have the same exact personality, views, apperance, even gender. But they are all connected, ten thousand souls as one. One times a whole population. Infinite possibility.

Except for one. The one without others, who can bring others to himself, like a living black hole. The ten thousand soul force.

A.K.A the overly frank down-in-the-dumps Lio Carpentier.

After Shouga, a spacy, ginger teenaged member of an angelic species (known as the Erane) falls through the roof of his little home, Lio learns that the consequences of the actions causing the erane to lose his home, and finds out that when power can be obtained, others will be on the prowl.

Using the Ten Thousand Force Strike to bring other's alternate forms to this dimension to help fight, the race is on against the government, bounty hunters, interdimensional travelers, and goddamned gingers mooching off him for seven days then using his bathtub. But it's not like he hasnt got friends to help...

END SUMMARY

Yup. So far, four main characters. Lio, Shouga, A kick ass drag queen named Brendon "Black Betty" Murray, and Betty's little adopted erane child Ruka (who apparently is more serious than all of them combined).

It's like the uber randomness of shows like Azumanga Daioh and Lucky star mixed in with an epic shounen-jump like story plot and magical girl story elements and cowboy bebop like chase scenes.

AkA I really cant come up with fsking summarys.


SUNNY:
Is pretty much like alternate dimension Betty, except not hispanic. Sunny is white. And very kick ass. And uber hot for a drag queen. He is awesome, and he will have a picture drawn of him sometime. Hopefully soon.

GRADUATION:
Is coming soon. On the 6th actually. So soon I'll be out of high school. And get awesome shit. I heard that I already have 2 of the things on my wish list. And I know what one is.
Honestly mom, dont go and hide a scanner in your room right next to the laundry basket. It isnt like I am completely blind.

PROM:
Was uneventful. It took everything I had not to punch beth in the face. *grumble* I'm not a dog...

I:
was a world before I am a man.

I:
was a creature before I could stand.

I:
will remember before I forget. Before I forget THAT!

This:
Is the end of the most random journal ever! yay!

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/18232577/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/18232577/ Sun, 11 May 2008 04:55:36 PDT
One day, I was on gaia ((Yesh I have a gaia account)) and I went "Hm. I wonder! Lets see what happens if I put my picture of Hikaru on there!" So I did it, for the sake of shits and giggles and boredom. And what do you know? 6 votes, average of 8.7 something out of 10. While it was a pleasent suprise it was, for sure.

So what am I saying?
To whore myself out on gaia. I just want to see if I can actually make it into the top 500. If I can, I will laugh so hard it isnt even funny. And you can make it all possible.

Heres the link to the link to the post:
Ah yeah... I do believe that they will not allow links... Just search for me in teh art arena... I'm Love is Orange. Thats the only picture I have up there anyways, so no mistakes...

If you have a gaia account feel free to vote, and if not, you can also tell your friends about it.

The only thing I ask is that you do not give away my deviantart account on gaia. That way, a complete connection is not made.

Funny what I do for a few laughs.

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/17996429/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/17996429/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 18:14:36 PDT
I tag 9nihn (because I WANT to see how bad he is xDD and I want him to get out of super angst! *gently taps with foot* C'mon, friend! Hurry up and feel better!), Jyan-chan (a.k.a emeraldsakura, because shes too damn pure), and of course Maddy (because I tag her for everything xDD) and anyone else who wants to do this.

1.Smoked. [ ]
2. Consumed alcohol. [ ]
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. []
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x] (Mah Sistah!)
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [ ]
6. Had sex. [ ]
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]
8. Watched porn. [ ]
9. Bought porn. [ ]
10. Done drugs. [ ]
TOTAL SO FAR: 2

1. Taken painkillers. [x]
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. [ ]
3. Lied to your parents. [x]
4. Lied to a friend. [x]
5. Been to rehab. [ ]
6. Done something illegal. []
7. Cut yourself. []
8. Hurt someone. [x]
9. Been to a club. [ ]
10. Seen someone die. [ ]
TOTAL SO FAR: 6

1. Missed curfew. [ ]
2. Stayed out all night. [ ]
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. [x]
4. Been to a therapist. []
5. Snuck out of the house. []
6. Dyed your hair. []
7. Received a ticket. []
8. Been in an accident. []
9. Wished someone to die. [x] (oh so many peoples)
10. Been to a bar. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

1. Been to a wild party. []
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. []
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. []
4. Had a spring break in Florida. []
5. Sniffed anything. []
6. Wore black nail polish. []
7. Wore arm bands. [x ]
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [] (lulz, I dunt own any of these t-shirts)
9. Listened to rap. []
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 9

1. Dressed Gothic. [x] (ish)
2. Dressed prep.[]
3. Dressed punk. []
4. Dressed grunge. [x] (ish)
5. Stole something. [x]
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. []
7. Blacked out. []
8. Fainted. []
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 12

1. Snuck into someone else's room. [x]
2. Had a crush on your friend. []
3. Been to a concert. []
4. Dry-humped someone. []
5. Been called a slut. []
6. Called someone a slut. [x]
7. Installed speakers in your car.[]
8. Broken a mirror. []
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. []
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. [x] (My dad’s. He has a pretty clean mouth, right? Right?)
TOTAL SO FAR: 15

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. []
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [x]
3. Cruised the mall. [x]
4. Skipped school. []
5. Had surgery. []
6. Had an injury. [x]
7. Gone to court. []
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. []
9. Caught something on fire. [x] (Fire is great!)
10. Lied about your age. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 19

1. Owned/rented an apartment. []
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. []
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. []
4. Got in trouble with the police. []
5. Talked to a stranger. [x]
6. Hugged a stranger. [x]
7. Kissed a stranger. []
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. []
9. Been harassed. [x]
10. Been verbally harassed. [x]
TOTAL SO FAR: 23

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. []
2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [x]
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. [x]
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. [] (I hates watching teevees for long!)
5. Been to a fair. [x]
6. Been called a bad influence. [x]
7. Drink and drive. []
8. Prank-called someone. []
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. [x]
10. Cheated on a test. []
TOTAL SO FAR: 28

-If You Have Less Then 10..write [I'm a Goody Goody.]
-If You Have More Than 10..write [I'm still a goody goody.]
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad kid.]
-If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person.]

Ho snap, I’m average! I would think I’m better than this! I'm so horrible!

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/17568405/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/17568405/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 06:01:33 PDT
So yeah, the status goes as follows:

Hurt my back, and I'm going delusional from about 800 mg of ibuprophen and 10 mg of a muscle relaxer. Believe me, its a pain in the ass to keep your eyes open with this stuff. I got at least 14 hours of sleep yesterday. I dont like sleeping that much.

It seems that I have made leeway with my developing actuall art skills! Score! >_> It will probably be my little "thanks for 13 fans" present later.

And untul I looked at the newest thing by imagecorrupted (shaddap. I watch her! xDD), I was all like "ooo! Hunchback of Notre Dame!" So I watched the video for Hellfire. And now I'm in love with it. And you look back at something like that and you are all WTH? isnt this supposed to be for little 7 year olds?!? Disney is really good at hiding these things, eh?

Although it gets boring after a while of sitting in a house, I really dont want to go back to school. I have so much crap to make up. And Mrs. Cevoli doesnt give ANY extention on homework, even if you missed her classes from illnesses. She expects those essays to be typed in between puking and collaping into a semi-coma.

And Imma try to lose weight! I just need to eat better foods, is all. And do some actual excersizes..

No I have not puked. Yes, it's hard to keep my eyes open... But I ish pretty happy right now, actually.

Now: Lets see how many spelling errors I have done in this entry...

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/17275921/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/17275921/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 17:52:28 PDT So let us salute to the death of my mother's computer, and what will be leaving:
A gajillion pictures found online that will be difficult to recover
both pictures by me and maddy, that have no duplicate, and will never see the light of day again
all my awesome music. That i have to rebuy on I-tunes, download, and etc.
pictures I was working
over 2000 pieces of sims custom content
custom photoshop brushes. AND photoshop. yup. thats gone.
five versions of the sims, renpy program to make the graphic novels when I improve my art, various backgrounds to use in the game.
ALL my saved favorite stories, websites, refrences, etc.

but worst of all?
My privelage to use the computer when mom's not home.

cheers.

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16956989/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16956989/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 05:46:47 PST
I have to go to totalcon this weekend (haha! I flee again!) but I promise that I'll get some pictures up and running soon.

BTW, Tablet > trying to clean up picture...
mais, Tablet< in simpilness...

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16527995/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16527995/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 19:43:59 PST
But anywhoo.

I have determined what I need to do on deviantart before I die.

I need to get more fans than Devdasi
Seriously
For real.

More fans, in a sense of bitter revenge. Because once, I sent her fanart I worked uber hard on, put my heart and soul into, and she said thank you. Nothing else. Never got posted on her comic like all the OTHER, NICE fanarts! *can you say: Childhood trauma? xDD*

And the worst part? She exemplifies everything I stand against artwise.

So here's the dealio.
I looked at her comic account whose name escapes me, and I have determined that I will need 700 fans. at least. Now I mean real fans. Not people who fav me just because I faved them. I would much like to earn their respect and love! *determined glow in eyes* And here's what I'm NOT willing to do to get these fans:

-Cheapass yaoi comic on Smackjeeves.com.
-Whore myself out on other sites, going "L00ks at m3h gallerie or SUFFA!". If there's a post, however, asking if anyone else goes on deviantart or something like that, I will kindly go "yes. My account is here. Come talk any time you like! "
-Gratuitous amounts of Fanart. My OCs will earn the loves of people, not something that my love and care did not create!

... so... any ideas guys? You know, methods of gaining fame other than the above messages? Because I'm SURE there's other people on sites that hates what she stands for.
She even has her own little ditty in the Smackjeeves article on Encyclopedia Dramatica, if you care for that stuff.

On a secondary note, now feeling bad that I even let out such a huge amount of wrath here, because you know, or at least maddy does, that I dont like insulting people, Devdasi and the others on smackjeeves are probably nice... or at least, the others on smackjeeves... I just never really talked to them... but 700 fans is still a rather nice goal to reach...

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16386037/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16386037/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 10:45:23 PST
Turns out I suck at making voices, and Maddy has never told me. I mean, She's good at it. I suck. Really badly. My characters dont even sound like what I hear in my head. It's sad. Maybe I need more training? Or maybe I'm not doing it right, because my sister's in teh other room and I'm afraid she'll come over here and kick my bum for sounding like an idiot. I mean, I dont know, I havent really started talking different voices till about last year (at least, in front of people other than maddy), and THEY say they can hear a huge difference. But I dont hear it. At all.

I apologize to maddy for ever burning her ears with my voice.
Seriously.

Or maybe I just dont feel up to proper voicing. I dont know.
But Aiden doesnt sound like Aiden to me.
Poor little girl...

And Maki doesnt sound like maki. And Yuffie from KHII and Aerith doesnt sound like themselves...

*sob*

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16212538/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16212538/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 18:49:15 PST
Barracuda: Heart
Through the Fire and the Flames: Dragonforce
Bulls on Parade: Rage Against the Machine
Reptilia: The Strokes
Paint it Black: The Rolling Stones
Holiday in Cambodia:
The Metal: Tencacious D
3's and 7's: Queens of the Stone Age
Stricken: Disturbed
Knights of Cydonia: Muse

I'm starting to think that Muse might just be a good group for me. I already have and love Map of the Problematique, and Knights of Cydonia, so there's a good chance their other songs are good...

Happy new year peeps...

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16063384/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16063384/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 18:24:26 PST 1 little game of parchessy
2 hello kitty notepads
a green pen
a top
tissues
an ashload of candeh!
a little hello kitty coin purse...
$40
a $50 gift card to hot topic...
7 guitar lessons...
AND AND AND
A packet of Silica gel! xDDD

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16039388/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/16039388/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 05:53:28 PST *flutters metaphoracle wings* Ne... There's really not much to say here.. but oh well... and my sister gets to wash dishes while I get to play on photoshop! Double bonus!
I'm getting Maddy's present tonight, and possibly my dad's too! Triple yay!
And I get to get MORE presents on sunday! Quadrupal yay!
AND Pressies on christmas eve! Quintuple yay!
AND AND AND! Presents on christmas! Sextuple yay!
But I have to have my room clean by christmas eve... make that back down to only Quadrupal yay...

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15913123/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15913123/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 05:31:26 PST The basic formula goes as follows: So __ the ___ ___
It doesnt have to be god at the end nessicarily. and in case some others were wondering, mamoru's one of setsuna's 6 other younger brothers, 4 which belong to Maddy *points at maddy* See? She's a genius. Her characters kick ass. Mine are so two dimentional... *sob*

So yes, here's some more things about Mamoru:
1) He dresses kind of flashy. Not like "OMG I'M GAY!" kind of flashy, but in the " Everything I get must have SOMETHING on them!" Kind of flashy. I'll get a chibi up to show my point. Also, he has thingies in his hair. Hippie braids or the thing yuna has or what has you. It sounds bad, but once you see him, it looks really good.

2) He's a redhead. I mean, like, fire red. Not auburn. Same with his wings. Eye color? Havent really decided that yet. And his height's really in his legs. *loves him having long legs*

3) He's a prophet as well as setsuna. He sees the future. What kind of future he sees, we're not sure just yet. It hasnt happened enough for a pattern to show. Also, his other ability (since prophet abilities tend to come in pairs with another) is currently unknown, but I have had some ideas farting around, and I just dont think any of them are quite a match for boisterous Mamoru.
some include:
Regeneration
Mimicry
Magic (Which I'm POSITIVE isnt him. It's all Bo over there! *points at bo*)

and thats about all I can think of.

And most importantly 4) He needs a cute nickname. Why? Because it suits him!

Mamo-chan?
Mamo-tan?
Moru-pin?
Mamo-sa?

So yeah, Ideas are welcome.

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15575331/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15575331/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 11:04:50 PST
It broke.
As stupid a reason it sounds, for me the fact that the third disk of the Legend of Dragoon game broke is a good enough reason for me to go emo in my mind. That game held a lot of memories for me, and to tell you the truth, it shaped my tastes for everything today...

Including men.
Damn you albert!

But anyways, feel free to call me a pussy, feel free to antagonize me with reasons why I shouldnt be upset. But the fact that it broke made me cry for at least 15 minutes. And this is ging to be a "why me?" moment here, so brace yourselves...

I believe in karma, so what the hell'd I do to deserve something as horrible as this?!?

"why me moment done"

But now I want to do LoD art. Can anyone say: Bellandy the Earth Dragoon? can anyone say: Why the hell is the game only worth 5 bucks on E-bay?

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15363661/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15363661/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 14:43:19 PST
Here's a quiz. Tag 3 people!!

YOUR BOY SIDE
(x ) You love hoodies.
(x) You love jeans
( ) Dogs are better than cats.
(x) It's hilarious when people get hurt.
(x) You've played with/against boys on a team.
(x) Shopping is torture.
( ) Sad movies suck.
( ) You own an X-Box.
(x) Played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.
( ) At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
(x) You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (PS2)
(x) You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.(Who the hell wasn't?! D= )
( ) You watch sports on TV.
(X) Gory movies are cool
(x) You go to your dad for advice.
( ) You own like a trillion baseball caps.
( ) You like going to football games.
( ) You used to/do collect baseball cards.
(x) Baggy pants are cool to wear.
(x) It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
(x) Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. (They all freaking rock)
(x) you love to go crazy and not care what people think.
(x) Sports are fun. (SOMETIMES....)
(x) Talk with food in your mouth. (Ya I know bad)
(x) Wear boxers.


YOUR GIRL SIDE.
( ) You wear lip gloss.
( ) You love to shop
( ) You wear eyeliner.
(x) You have some of the same shirts in different colors
( ) You wear the color pink.
(x) Go to your mom for advice.
( ) You consider cheerleading a sport.
( ) You hate wearing the color black.
( ) You like hanging out at the mall
( ) You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
( ) You like wearing jewelry
( ) Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
( ) Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
( ) You don't like the movie Star Wars.
( ) You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.(gymnastics)
( ) It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, ad put on make-up and accessories.(about 50 min=shower time)
(x) You smile a lot more than you should.
( ) You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
( ) You care about what you look like.(what girl doesn't?)
( ) You like wearing dresses when you can.
( ) You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
(x) You wear girl underwear.
(x) Used to play with dolls as little kid.
( ) Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
( ) Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.


Boy:17
girl:6

Hahaha I'm alot more boy than I thought... ah, Maddy and Jehta tag! Since I only have 3 friends, and one of them tagged me ;;;

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15330314/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15330314/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 11:50:54 PDT
1) It's the first time with my dad. ONLY my dad. no mom. He could inflict whatever punishment he feels while there, and mom wont save me.
2) 3 hour car trip. with my sister and dad. in which my sister is in a bad mood, and will probably piss dad off.
3) Dad doesnt like me bugging people with "what's that? whats this? how are you this year?"... and the worst parts...
5) He certainly wont let me hang out with maddy the whole time, since I'm not running games. he insists that at a gaming convention I play games, so then I go and try to play games with Ian and his friends, which leads me to the last bullet:
4) (yes, I know I mixed 4 and 5) I cant go into the guy's room. There's a girl room and a guy room when we go, and the guy room has all the snacks and the laughter and such. Granted I'd enjoy hanging with maddy a bit more than them, just because she's my super friend and all (best makes it sound all akward and makes me feel like she'd smack me for it xDDD) but I like them too, and my dad's all "you're gonna have sex with them".... yeah... oh well...

this year may suprise me, though! Maybe it will be the best year yet!

Cheers for Carneage 10 on the lake!
Stupidtheai

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15263522/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15263522/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 19:16:08 PDT
1)Realism
2) some sort of twisted/serious style
3) Gankutsuo style
4)More crossdressing
5) Improve my coloring
6) Cel shading
7)Soft cel shading
8) Musculature
9) Uh, actual girls. not men in dresses...
10) At least one yaoi couple pic w/kissing
11) At least one het couple pic w/kissing
12) possible at least one yuri couple w/kissing (watch out Aldrea and Dimichi! >_>
13) The second and third generation characters (yup. There's at least 3 generations peoples. not to mention all the offshoot branches that extend for forever)
14) Full body shots
15)proportions
16) sex appeal! Yay, sex appeal
17)dozens more wings. wings in amounts to make small children cry.
18) poses
19) Animals and furries...
20) so many, many more things...

So far I have succeeded at these:
1) Chibis
2) shiney colors
3) half body shots

... *sob* they really need an emo emotiocon...

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15116758/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15116758/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 14:48:25 PDT
Here's my quiz result, by the way...

Stubbornly Different. You simply could not stand being called "normal" In every aspect of your life you strive to be different from everyone around you. You wouldn't be caught dead listening to main stream music or wearing the latest fasion. To you rules were made to be broken and you fell that all the people who follow them are pathetic sheep, just following the crowd. No one could ever truely understand you, and no one could ever be like you. You like that, and intend to do everything in your power to keep it like that!

This was the Quiz: [link]

... kinda makes me sound emo... especially the whole noone could ever truely understand you part... I'm completely not emo.. *gets comment on how only emos would rant about a quizilla quiz in her journal, shoots that person* SILENCE! Not emo! or Emu! Gah!

from the options that it displayed, the order in origionality seems to go like this, give or take some place switching...
Crowd Pleaser and Proud of it
Secretly Different...
Stubbornly Different
Perfectly Original
Completely Out-There

... but hey... *sigh* sorry. Just needed to rant...

>_> Suki na Mono wa Suki Dakara Shōganai!

... it's the long version of the anime title Sukisho (a yaoi that I never watched) and it's translation is "I like what I like, so it can't be helped", or "I like what I like, so there!"

>_> So there!

Still only 3 members of our sexy david tennant fan club!

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15114863/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15114863/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 12:16:32 PDT
What mainly scares me is the fact that after so many years I havent played it, I can still do the additions as if it was nothing...

And lets all not forget the steriotypes this game has taught us.

Main character is almost always the sword warrior/fire type (first time saw this countered:Avatar: The last airbender, actually. And Xiolin Showdown...)
Earth types are the idiots.
Light types are the ditsy girls who barely do anything (first time seen countered: Lady Yuna, FFx. Not much of an improvement, but an improvement all teh same)
Air types are the best friend kind of person, and/or the smart one (once again, avater, since aang is the main character.)
Darkness types are the cool, mysterious people: I havent seen that countered yet! Yay, coolness!
Thunder: Doesnt really appear in that many anime/games. Maybe .hack, but other than that and FF... but they arent really the same thing here... thunder, but in a different sence...
Water: The happy bubbly likeable type(sometimes annoying too) (time seen countered: Possibly Xiolin showdown? Havent watched enough episodes to know...)

And as an update, so far only Me, Maddy, and My friend Kyla find David tennant sexy. So we're officially the david tennant sexy fan club!


>_> Vive la Lavitz!

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15058113/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/15058113/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:17:02 PDT
1) Other than rose's boyfriend, mickey, Martha is the first black companion. O_O; I mean, I didnt even realize it. Kudos to her! >_> She's actually a pretty cool companion. Not that I didnt like Rose, it just seems to me that Martha was quite useful... even though rose was two.

Second, I didnt notice this untuil wikipedia, and careful concideration over past episodes.

Captain jack is bi.

HOW did it take me this long to realize this? -___-; Here I am, blinking freaking yaoi fangirl, with a pretty ok Gaydar, and I never realized that Captain Jack was bi. And he's kissed guys on the show too! I mean, DAMN! It's like when I walk around acting normal, and I dont realize that my glasses are filthy. I'm such an idiot, seriously.

Seriously.

*goes and hides in her father's tom baker scarf, then has urge to make one for herself*

... wibbly wobbly timey wimey... * cute chibi look, if that's even possible for her...*

]]> ~stupidtheai http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/14823056/ http://stupidtheai.deviantart.com/journal/14823056/ Fri, 28 Sep 2007 05:45:37 PDT w<

Gah... I wanted to put at least SOMETHING up, and I have a little chibi in mind. Of course, it would be easier if I knew what category to put it in... and what Oekaki is. I looked up on Wikipedia. No help there. Gah... gah gah gah! Am I supposed to post it oekaki, not fan art because it's my OC? What? WHAT?!? >_> sorry. frustration mounting...

Also not helping that I STILL havent unlocked the elusive Gankutsuou style.
And that I have no scanner.
And that I'm forced to take digital photos of pictures and outline using GIMP.

Gah gah gah... at least my mom's whole "no more internet" Thing blew over in what, 2 hours?

Gah.

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