http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:subearanhuman&section=today deviantART RSS for by:subearanhuman en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 02:22:44 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/25944633/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/25944633/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 14:29:29 PDT but it really annoys the hell out of me when someone selects a picture of mine as a favorite, but doesn't make any comment as to why.

I subjected myself to the general public recently, saying thanks AND asking why?
I don't feel it's too much to ask, after all, it is a sort of gratuity right? I provide you with something you like, and you provide me with something I like.

I am feeling compelled to just remove the few items of mine that are popular enough for this sort of attention. All but one mean nothing to me.

How can a tattoo be a favorite anyway? It's not like the design hasn't been recreated a thousand times by a thousand different people anyway..

What gives?
Are the users here so lazy they can't say much of anything?

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/25686003/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/25686003/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 00:42:53 PDT We go later in the day, closer to sunset and get some really amazing photos.. most of which are now numbering in the hundreds. They make an organizational nightmare.

It's one seriously amazing place, and it's so near by.
There are a ton of lesser Canadian Geese, Beavers, Turkeys, Egrets, Herons, Lizards and Snakes.
What's really great is that despite it's popularity due the the bike trail in the beginning of the park, is that it's so big, it's easy to lose yourself in it.

Lately, this place has given me a world of peace of mind.
Enjoy the pictures though they do this place no justice.

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/24935327/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/24935327/ Mon, 25 May 2009 02:38:42 PDT I entered along with two other people from the store.
After much deliberation, they went with some one elses design, but this was not the end for me.

A couple weeks later, I was going through my company email account. I found a new message from one of my store team leaders asking if I would be interesting in creating a mural for the produce department.

Needless to say, I absolutely accepted. I'll begin work in the next couple of weeks. I've been communicating with admin, marketing, and produce to try to find out what their ideas were. We decided that we're going to do something entirely different from what the other stores are doing for their murals.
After all, if they're requesting me to create something GIANT, I'm gonna make it pop.

Our sign maker Dan, gave me a catalogue with chalk pens, and told me to write down all the ones I want. I think I wound up with twenty. Having never ordered art tools through work, I certainly hope I'm not asking too much!

I've already been commissioned to do two more signs.

I'm pretty damn excited to be able to bring art to work with me. I never thought in my life I could ever apply it in any sort of work type setting.. especially when a large part of my job is customer service.

I'm dying in anticipation to start already!!!

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/22378153/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/22378153/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 16:44:26 PST
I believe we were some of the first to be hit in the current housing crisis. Since that time almost three years ago, we went through hell and back. I burned a lot of bridges that are now only beginning to mend.

We spent the Christmas eve with Ian's dad and step mom, and over all, had a good time. We went to my Dad's house in the morning of Christmas day and spent time there till noon. I didn't really have the time to catch up with dad on account of dad being dad, but I suppose that is okay.

Later we went to my Moms. We've been on rocky ground since I was a teenager. I was happy to have dinner there and catch up. We left a little early, and that was unfortunate, but to have been there at all and have it go so well, was a gift enough.

This last year, these last few days.. well, it was humbling to see everyone the way they were. During dinner at my mom's Jim said our thanks at the table: Things aren't the way they were, and everything is different. But we are grateful to all be here together enjoying this meal... I couldn't have put it better myself.

Nothing is the same.. and everything is different indeed. but at least we are all beginning to find common ground in the current state of being the world is in. I'm glad we were able to spend time together. I hope this holiday season brings a new foundation to the bridge and the gasoline I'd so hastily thrown upon it, begins to evaporate.

I hope this new year, as we all continue to grow, learn and even struggle, we gain something from it.

Hello 2009. We're gonna kick your ass.

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/20931405/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/20931405/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 04:41:54 PDT
It'll take some time to move things about and all that jazz.

Cha. Indecisive. I know.

A reply to a recent comment on "Extinction"

"People don't realize that the power of change is incredibly easy and relatively cheap. No one is saying you need to go to a beach and pick up trash or that you need to pour your life's savings into getting a biology degree. Rather, by fixing small every day habits and being more concientious of the things you do, you in turn create change.

Most people think, "Well, I'm only one person. What difference does it make?"

But what if most people thought, "Well, I'm only one person, but I'll do my part."?

Then, and only then, will real change occur. It doesn't require billions of government dollars. Just the power of one."

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16884432/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16884432/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 15:37:44 PST [link]
Sorry for spamming all of you about it

Not to anyplace physical unfortunately. It seems in order to achieve anything of such a nature would require me to kill somebody. I'm a terrible liar, so someone would find out it was me...then my move would only be to prison..

Meanwhile,
I've been considering starting a new account here.
Looking back in my gallery, I find myself pretty unsatisfied.
I mean...most of the pictures in here are old at best. They were the best I COULD do at that time, but I can do better now, thus, they are an inaccurate portrayal of what I can and DO do...do do. Tee hee.

The maturity level just dropped a meter.

I imagine I'll keep my name...or as close to the name here that I can get, as well as my avatar. I won't be removing any of my images here though. Call it nostalgia. I like going back and reading a few of those truely worth while comments. There are so many that make me smile, or make me say, "Wow."

I'm not sure if I'll transfer my favorites or not. Such a thing would seem a little bit silly...no offense to any of you of course. They will still be here. And for those of you who pay attention to numbers, your's will not change, so you can wait to defecate upon yourself.

def·e·cate Pronunciation[def-i-keyt] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation verb, -cat·ed, -cat·ing.
–verb (used without object)
1. to void excrement from the bowels through the anus; have a bowel movement.

Because I felt the need to look it up for you who do not know the word.

Ah...feeling a little cynical today.
Mfff.
Off to create a new....online facade that I'll call "myself"

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16856793/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16856793/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 23:05:22 PST because I really like where it's going, and it'll be a surprise once I DO post it..
I've been working on it the last couple weeks. It's rather larger than what I normally work on. I like to stick to the 8x11 paper. It's the size my sketchbook is, and I don't have a work station, so there's just enough space to do that.

I grew some nuts recently and went for the posterboard I've had sitting around for a while. I think it's about 2x2 1/2 feet or so...

The question though, is what am I drawing? What could I be working on that I haven't yet felt I ought to mention it?

Hmmm...
Well, it all started several years ago...
with:[link] I actually found the original of it yesterday.

Then it grew to: [link]
I decided that since the latter version is so popular to expand on it one day. I just didn't know what theme to do. I didn't want to do it the same. Lynn's version is her own and too special to try to match. The hourglass there is how it will always be and what will come won't be the same. So I don't want to try to match it.

Looking around, I found it difficult to find endangered species easily. But I really wanted to find those that were truely endangered. I've been collecting National Geographic again for the last two years. I decided to use the one page add made by cannon called "Wildlife as Cannon Sees it." They often feature well known species' cousins. Things like the Orinoco Crocodile or the Wild Yak...I am going to add many animals from the last two years of Cannon's adds into the picture. I've also added a few of MY personal favorites like the Pygmy Rabbit and the Man of War Jellyfish.

Since the picture is on such a considerably larger scale than what I'm used to, I'm able to add a whole lot more to this top half of the glass than those previous. I did a count the other day, and I believe that there are 23 different species up top so far. I don't think I'll be adding too many more. I'm not trying to drown any one critter out in obscurity.

One thing I've noticed in finding endangered species: How many of them are brown. What the hell?

Anyhoo...as soon as I bust out my camera from hiding, I'll take a couple close up snap shots before I finish to give you all an idea of where it's going.

Until then,
You get to wait.
HA!

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16748119/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16748119/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 01:36:25 PST

I can't believe the amazing support I've gotton about "Extinction".

74 favorites? Too bad half of you didn't leave me a comment as to why!!
So, if you're new and reading this, PLEASE! Drop me a line of any sort!

And - Oh yeah! That's a lot of favorites *does a crazy retard-o dance*



http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16572419/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 20:12:57 PST

I feel an utter lack of inspiration when it comes to art these days.
I used to have so many amazing ideas that I could easily portray on paper.
One day, it became harder to make them real. It seemed harder to draw...which was strange...
And since then, the ideas have stopped coming...

Is it possible I don't care anymore? I don't think so. I love art. I adore it...
but I think for a long time I used to use it to escape. To hide from the world...
To be in a room of people and not have to interact because my nose was in a sketchbook.

Now...I don't want to escape. I want to be out there...
I don't want to hide anymore...I've lost the desire to withdrawl like that...though I am still quiet.
and because I've leaned away from being a social recluse...I seem to be leaning away from the artistic creation I once defined myself by..

I can't remember the last time I had a new inspiring idea of my own that just "came to me"...
I can't recall the last time I was able to put one of these ideas into existance even.
All attempts at that were thwarted by shear and utter frustration. I would just give up..

I pick up a book now...and I've already given up by the time I've reached a blank sheet.
Is this a block? Or something more?

The previous year taught me a lot of things. One of them being the fact that absolutely nothing is permanent...
Does this mean a life long interest as well?
I still remember the first time I tried to draw a mountain. I didn't understand the concept of drawing...I was two and a half. I arched my paper up on the table and ran my crayon along it...I thought if the paper was arched up like a mountain and I drew on it...that it would resemble a mountain or at least a hill when I set it back down. I came out with a straight line.

For the last ninteen years, drawing has been my passion. It has been something to portray the thoughts in my mind.
Once, I wrote a report about the "meaning" of what I drew. I managed to draw a time line with the things I drew to certain states of being..
Is my being just to tired to do it anymore?

I'm not sure about it these days. Artistic expression just seems like such a long ways away anymore and I don't think I have the energy right now to reach it. So, if you were wondering why things have slowed down...well....this winded entry is why...

I really hope it's not permanent...and yet I have the dreaded feeling it is.
Melodrama



http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16534794/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 18:23:30 PST

Left an interesting journal on his page recently, ranting about his art being stolen and printed without profit or even credit back to him on Photobucket.com...

So, this got me curious...I looked up my user name in photobucket...AND LONE BEHOLD!
[link]ageOffset=0
Now I'm at a loss of what to do....
There's no print option on it...my signature is still there...
I've never had this sort of thing happen to me before...so I don't know if I should tell the person to take it down or tell the website to remove the image...
...or just let it slide and be more carefull in my submissions...

ALL second opinions are appreciated.
Help a tardo out, eh?

EDIT_________________
That was the fastest response I've ever seen. Wow. Go photobucket for such a quick response to something so important.

If you're reading this, I would suggest you also go and check, just to make sure...even someone with relative low page views is subject to attack. So, for your sake, search your name, just to be sure.



http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16435110/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 16:35:46 PST

Thank you Miss South Carolina, for making the rest of us Americans look as dumb as you are:

JUDGE: Recent polls have shown that a fifth of Americans can't locate the U.S. on a world map. Why do you think this is?

MISS SOUTH CAROLINA: I personally believe that U.S. Americans are unable to do so because some people out there in our nation don't have maps and I believe that our education like such as in South Africa and the Iraq -- everywhere like such as, and I believe that they should... our education over here in the U.S. should help the U.S. -- or should help South Africa and should help the Iraq and the Asian countries so we will be able to build up our future...

Mario Lopez: (trying to keep his shit together and not laugh at her) Thank you very much

Watch the videos in this link. I promise you, you'll laugh...if you don't...well, you must be from her state. lol.
[link]



http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16348292/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 18:21:30 PST

The interview was intimidating. I've never done anything like that.
I didn't expect there to be so many people. What I had pictured in my mind was a small room with maybe ten people.
Instead, it's an office room with a huge huge table. Over twenty people were there. My first thought walking in was that I just wanted to turn around and walk right back out. I so so so did not want to do it.

One thing I'm terrible at is talking in front of groups of people. I know, I'm such a wiener.

The whole thing pretty much took over two hours. She asked us about ourselves. That was the first thing. I was third to go. I was so nervous, that I forgot half the things I had planned on saying in my introduction. I got out the key points though...I told them about how I was here to start my professional aspect of my career, that I liked my last job because I could work closely and communicated easily with the people I worked with, My last job had given me the chance to see my mistakes and learn from them and my short term goal was to come here so that I may learn and grow with a company and continue to do so for some time. Originaly, the speech I had memorized was longer. But I got out most of my key things anyway.

There were only a few more questions. She asked us about a time we went above and beyond for a customer and a time we effectively dealt with a customer. I told one about the time a man misinterpreted my calling to him as yelling and how I apologized, and the other about the insane orange juice lady and how I knew that it would best be dealt with with a manager because I was able to acknowledge that I no longer could effectively deal with it myself...

At the end of the interview, they had us chose blindely from a bag of things, one object each. We then were given two minutes to figure out our sales pitch and how to sell it. Mine was a lay. Like the flower Hawaiian lay that people wear...never. I think I did o kay with that. It threw me for a loop though and I was unsure of how to end the whole thing...

Honestly, I'm a little disspointed in myself. I didn't think I'd be so nervous. I'm not sure...not entirely, but I think I'll get a second interview anyhow. Although I was nervous, I think the fact that I was cohesive and intellegent throughout, the fact that I was courteous and listened to other people's answers, and my fantabulously relevent resume will help me a lot more than my babbeling. That and there were plenty of people who had crap answers...Mine weren't bad...they could have just been more elaborate. But I was trying to be good with time. I'm glad I went anyway. I don't do those types of things often, so I know it was a good experience. Hopefully I never have to do anything like that again!



http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16320868/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 19:05:24 PST

I'm going back to the bank to go in for the interview. I know...I know, I've heard the horror stories, but there's something in my guts...telling me I need to do this.

I've resolved to take better care of myself. So far, so good. I'm already changing a lot of things. Hopefully not too quickly. I managed to get a hold of someone I hadn't spoken to in a long time to resolve some past conflicts..I even got an apology...which was completely unexpected.

I've resolved to go walking again. I'm not big, but I'm so out of shape. It feels wonderful to be out in the world. I can lose myself there. While I'm out, all I can hear is the music in my ears and all I can feel is the ground beneath my feet. Life doesn't exist there. Stress, pain, unease and irritation don't exist. It's just me and where my feet take me. I even saw a couple friends while doing so.

The third rain storm is still here and I can't go out...Well...I CAN, but I would probably end up sick and miserable. The next time it's sunny and nice out, I may try to have my bike fixed and go out the the river.

I've been thinking a lot about my change in life...and I know it'll be good. It will be really good. I also know though, that it will be extremely stressful and some not so good things may happen in accord. I can only hope and pray that everything will go how I'd like to in the long run. I think as long as I keep these changes in mind, they will.



http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16276170/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 19:57:47 PST

We had a big big storm blow through yesterday. The big ones always do in January.
Honestly, they scare me. I don't mean, "Oh no, it's raining hard."
The storms that scare me are the ones like this last one. The ones where they just start raining, and don't stop. They just keep going and going and going
The storm woke me up yesterday at seven in the morning. The wind was over fifty miles an hour. A huge abnormality here.
It knocked down a lot of the large magnolias in the area, took out a lot of power line poles.
Then the power started going out. When it started going out around the area we lost our cable and internet connection. I'm still not quite sure how that works.
So, I turned on the radio. The wind was still going and it was raining harder. KFBK was really the only thing that wasn't preaching the bible on AM. Apparently 150,000 people were without power. Ours had been out before I turned on the radio. But only for a couple hours, which I had slept through a lot of.

I was getting worried. I was waiting for them to announce where sandbaggin stations would be located and when they'd be operational. Then the news weather guy came on from channel three. I can't believe he's still the weather guy. I grew up with him. He said that at this point, the worst of the storm was over and the next one (because this storm came in waves of three, this one being the second) wouldn't be here till Saturday and it wouldn't be nearly as bad.

That was a huge relief. We're perilously close to the river here.
In 1995 it flooded a lot. Back then, some of the levees had broken and caused a lot of problems for the farmlands further south, but plenty of problems for us in the burbs. We almost had to evacuate our home. The water was so close to creaping in the front door. It had made it through the garage already and was knocking to come it. Some how, we lucked out. Some things stored in it were ruined, but thanks to our sandbagging efforts, it didn't get inside.

I think that storm then was somewhat traumatic with me. My brother and sister were too young to help with protecting the house, but my mom and dad had me help. I was only nine, and it was scary. It was frightening to see my parents worried and afraid. I went with them to the sandbagging stations. I even went with my neighbors to help them (they had children I was friends with) and then also helped them block off their home. Our street was spared, but we couldn't go to school for a week. I believe the date was 1/7/95...but I'll have to check to be sure. We tried several different routes, to no avail. We saw people who lived closer to Linda Creek and Vista Creek paddeling down the roads in rafts. My parents had to skip work for a good portion of the week. Everyone everywhere was recovering from water damage.

After the rain stopped last night, Ian and I went to the corner store the grab some water and soda. Outside was pitch dark. We realized that we were with power, but a whole hell of a lot of other people, were not. I haven't seen the night so dark in a while. What was amazing was that there wasn't a single cloud in the sky. The stars were so bright. It's amazing how they look when a quarter million homes don't have lights to fog the air with.

Later on, there were some goons creeping around, getting ready to take advantage of the situation. A few people were seen walking down the street in hoods, looking for homes that people weren't in to rob. Luckily, we were home and had power, so I wasn't afraid for us as much as everyone else.

I'm just glad it's over and that we didn't have to evacuate...though I know I'll shit my pants when I see how high the river is tomorrow.



http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16221155/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 09:26:48 PST

I favorited several discus a week or so much ago. I keep going back to look at them. They're art in themselves. Naturally perfect and totally stunning. I felt that if they were worth me jumping back and viewing often, that all of you may like to see them as well.

The awesome thing about having the perfect subject to photograph is that the photo can be normal as they come. However, the subject makes it unique and positively amazing.
I ♥ discus. I just don't have my own









I hope you enjoy these fish as much as I do.





]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16131136/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16131136/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 21:54:31 PST

I can't believe I've almost been here four years...wow...

Christmas panned out alright after the actual holiday was over. I think there's too much to expect a certain day to be.
Me? I always expect Christmas to be how it was in my childhood. I have no idea why.

Visiting my Dad and step Madre was more fun than I expected. I just wish my old man would talk a little more. He seems to have run out of things to say. They got me a gas card for emergency situations. I guess they fealt pretty bad that I missed a very important interview because of something so ridiculous. The damn stuff is just too expensive for someone like me I guess.

We visited Ian's Dad and step Madre tonight. They cooked us an awesome dinner with beef welington. Who the hell actually cooks that instead of buys it? Apparently they're the only ones. It was a really nice dinner though. They got Ian his usual Christmas check and even got me a gift card to a new fish store in the area. The card they gave it to me in said, "A little token of appreciation for all the help you gave us with our tanks."

Awww. That's so sweet. I fealt obligated to after their daughter got them a discus I fealt they may have been ill prepared for. As it turns out, I found the same type in my favorites gallery. It's such a lovely fish. I believe it was called a red and turquoise discus.

I feel Ian and I have done a bit of good this holiday season. Two people we know are getting evicted. We've given them both a place to stay when they need it. I know we're really ill equiped to take on any more people here, but at least it's warm.

The only problem today is that the cold makes my neck very stiff. Normally I just get really bad tension in it and I'm fairly used to it, even though it causes migrains. Bone pain isn't as easy for me to deal with because I don't feel it often enough to get used to. Yuck.





]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16062753/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16062753/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 17:35:49 PST





An old blog I thought I'd repost since I'm on the subject anyhow


so, i think i've figured out what i'll do with my life as far as my occupation goal is. i know i want to be a marine biologist. but the problem is this: most of them study things till they find out the problem. they present the problem to a group of people, but they don't really go out of their way to find plausible methods of fixing it. they just go right back out into the field to find more problems and point them out again...it's stupid really. we all know there are things wrong, but, we need to be shown ways of fixing it.

i want to go out there and find out why things are the way they are, but i also want to be the-or at least-part of a solution.

this months national geo really got me thinking all the more. it featured at least three large articles about dwindling fish populations due to over fishing in the ocean. there are places that are completely off limits to fishermen and the environment has truly thrived. the scientists were shocked. they didn't know how it was "supposed" to be because no one was familiar with it. all they were used to was the destroyed, fish-less, barren wastelands.

to quote the article that i really liked, "a curious thing happens when fish stocks decline: people who aren't aware of the old levels accept the new ones as normal. over generations, societies adjust their expectations downward to match prevailing conditions. the concept of a healthy ocean drifts from greater to lesser abundance, richer to poorer biodiversity."

it seemed so obvious, yet i was honestly dumbstruck.

and so, here is what i will do. i will get my degrees, and i will do everything in my power to set up sanctuaries like the ones i read about that are specifically "no take zones". but that's not all i want to do. ultimately, we'll have to learn how to properly fish the oceans and stop taking more than what the environment can sustain. and honestly, the most logical solution to me is farms.

now, fish farms already exist. but there is a big problem with them. there are so many fish to one area, netted or caged still in the ocean. and what do healthy fish do? poop. yep, they poop. and thus, the surrounding enironment is being destroyed by the very thing that would naturally be there. the bacteria that break down the poo into ammonia are so prevalent because the poo is. the spikes of nitrate and nitrite are so high, they promote huge blooms of algae and all kinds of other growth that normally wouldn't be so numerous.

what would i do? well, i'd either try to make sustainable farms inland (and if this were the case i may as well say screw farm work and just do breed and release), or find some way to make an in ocean sy... ]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16017114/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16017114/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 16:08:00 PST
LAYER ONE:
Name: Lacey Nelson
Birthplace: Redwood City California
Birthday: 10/28/1986
Gender: female
Eye Color: Green, blue, gold....hazel?
Hair Color: BLONDE!
Height: five foot two...ish
Righty or Lefty:Riiiight
Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
Elemental Sign: Water
Chinese Zodiac Sign: Tigre

LAYER TWO:
Your heritage: French, Irish, Scottish, Dutch, German
The shoes you wore today: The same damn shoes I wear every day
Your fears: Too many and too ridiculous to concern the most of you
Your perfect meal: ....I'm not sure. I'm a pig
Goal you'd like to achieve: ....to be more...sane?

LAYER THREE:
What is…
Your first thought waking up: I'm going RIGHT back to sleep if I can
Your best physical feature: My hands...
Your bedtime: When my brain finally shuts off
Your most missed memory: Believe me or not, being in high school

LAYER FOUR:
Do you prefer...
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Gags on own spit
Single or group dates: Any date would do me good!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: They're the same fucking thing!
Chocolate or vanilla: depends on...how much i sm..ed
Cappuccino or coffee: Coffe. I like a drink with substance, not some pretentious Italian coffee bar bubbles

LAYER FIVE:
Do/Did you...
Smoke: I did for five or so many years
Cuss: All too often. I try not to so much these days
Sing: When the world isn't around to listen to my thoughts, I make it
Take a shower: Uhhhmmmm....yes?
Have a crush: nosh
Think you've been in love: is
Want to go to college: When I'm prepared
Like high school: I miss it...the homeschool part anyway
Want to get married: one day
Get motion sickness: all too easily. Swings aren't for me
Think you're attractive: sure
Think you're a health freak: somewhat
Get along with your parent(s): My Dad
Like thunderstorms: I think they're awe inspiring
Play an instrument: Guitar and Piano

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
Drank alcohol: Yesh
Smoked: No. Luckily. It's been hard not to though
Done a drug: hmm...
Had Sex: Uh huh
Made Out: Uh huh
Gone on a date: Uh uh
Gone to the mall?: Why would I do that?
Eaten an entire box of Oreos? Never and NO
Eaten sushi: No. I'd love some if you deliver it for me ... and pay the tab
Been dumped?: No
Made homemade cookies: If "homemade" is already prepared and only needs to be cut and heated
Gone skinny dipping: No
Dyed your hair: No
Stolen anything: No

LAYER SEVEN:
In a guy/girl...
Best eye color?: Brown.
Best hair color?: I think his hair is almost black
Short or long hair?: Short...ish?
Best articles of clothing: Whatever shows off his muscles
Best Qualities: Being himself *huggels the thought*

LAYER EIGHT:
Number of...
Number of drugs taken illegally: God...
Number of piercings: fourteen
Number of tattoos: zero
Number of times name was in newspaper: I don't remember. Is that weird?
Number of scars on my body: God....
Number of things in my past that I regret: Look under responses quoted "God"
Number of things I hate myself for: I don't think there's a number. Just a couple qualities that fluxuate

LAYER NINE:
If I were...
If I were a month I would be: April
If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: Three in the afternoon
If I were a planet I would be: ...Pluto? I don't know...it matches my sign I guess
If I were an animal I would be: A fish of some sort probably
If I were a direction I would be: Eastt
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: A houseplant
If I were a sin I would be: Envy
If I were a historical figure I would be: ...hmmm....Everyone I admire historicly was kind of tortured in a sad sort of unhappy way...so none of them

If I were a liquid I would be: water
If I were a tree I would be: Live Oak
If I were a flower/plant I would be: Calla Lily
If I were a kind of weather I would be: Sun and clouds on a warm balmy day...that would be me...or spring. Whatever you want to call it
If I were a musical instrument I would be: A piano
If I were an emotion I would be: Pitty
If I were a color I would be: Indigo
If I were a vegetable I would be: ....
If I were a sound I woul... ]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16008348/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/16008348/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 00:02:38 PST
Wee! My group interview is tomorrow!
I was off in what time I thought it was though...for whatever bizare reason, I thought it was at twelve in the afternoon...but that's the time it's EXPECTED to END. Not start. Phew. At least I didn't figure that out the hard way.

Now I just have to make sure I get enough to eat, and enough...but not too much caffeine. I've done my studying...but I still am unsure of how much of what I've studied will apply to tomorrow let alone how much of it I will remember past the bathroom mirror.

I've been acceptioneley infuriated with the status of my life as of late, and I am very determined to change it. This job would be only the start. I'm just taking a break for the next half hour before I go back to making a bafoon of myself behind closed doors.

From what little I DID find out about the interview with other people is that they ask everyone the same several questions, and some random ones. They then, tell you about the company and give you an idea of what the job will be like...but then, I think they have you do a mock sales..I guess they try to test your creativity and sales abilities by having you try to sell something.

I can do that, no problem. I've always been a good sales person, given enough information about the product....So, hopefully they supply an adequite ammount of that and I live to see a second interview. I can't imagine I'll do THAT bad. Well, wish me luck. I'll be back later

for more rambling, go here
[link]

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15932877/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15932877/ Fri, 14 Dec 2007 15:30:16 PST
The definition of temp is "temporary"...

I got a call from one of my recruiters saying that my supervisor had run an audit on my activity yesterday. She saw that I had incorrectly processed a couple credit cards in a short period and decided to get someone else. What's ridiculous about this is that I had seen my mistakes yesterday, and had corrected them. But whatever. That's the point of a company taking a temp. They can afford to be picky because they don't invest their own time and resources into getting them in the first place.

So little in fact, that they hardley train you. I wonder if she was surprised when she ran the audit. They didn't even tell me how to answer my phone. I had to figure that out...pretty much on my own. Only along with everything else. I don't think I did a bad job at all. But really, fuck em'. I didn't like the job anyhow.

I'll be calling the bank recruiter today and going someplace who not only pays their employees well, but actually trains them before they send them to work.

What the hell do those people expect from temps? If you don't train somebody, of course they're going to screw up!

It is pretty embarassing....and even though I know it's them who's ultimately responsible for my inability to do my job as well as I could have, I am upset....I guess I was hoping to have something long enough to buy some good Christmas gifts myself...but who am I kidding? Things never work out like they should.

I think I'm getting sick anyhow...

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Ha. Interview next Thursday at Bank of America. It's a group gig though...but at least I'll have close to a week to figure out how to stand out (bwa! Like an already eccentric person can't pull that off!)

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15853419/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15853419/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 19:41:16 PST
I find the forum here...well, strange.
When I'm bored and have nothing better to do, I'll lurk around and see if I can find anything worth reading...But the things written here are for the most part, not worth a post in a forum. I think that is a condition for most forums.

When I do find a topic that is interesting, I like reading what people have to say about the post. However, even then, there'll be a few specific users that just reply repeatedly that what the other person had to say is wrong. Over and over and over. These people seem to have as little to do as I do. But rather than be polite, they just barrage every possible thread they have an opinion about. It's frustrating for me to see the same couple people pick on so many others. I don't understand the purpose...

I understand that everybody has creative differences, and there's certainly nothing wrong with expressing that. I just don't feel it's necessary for people to voice their opinion so pretentiously that it just becomes obnoxious and repetitive though.
Is this feeling unique to me?

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15743917/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15743917/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 03:40:24 PST
I stealed it from
I didn't put them in any particular order...I don't know how to chose a favorite.

1: Styracosaurus
2: Duncleosteus
3:Corythosaurus
4:Argentavis magnificens (a giant bird that lived in South America six million years ago)
5:Trilobites!!! (they ARE the most succesfull species of anything after all!)
6:Brachiosaurus
7:Megaraptor (I ♥ South America!)
8: *running out of ideas...Troodon
9:Kronosaurus
10:Icthyosaurus

WOW. You know you haven't been into prehistorics for a while when it takes you ten minutes to remember their names....phew.

I think to get myself back on the ball I'll draw each of these.

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15672422/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15672422/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 22:38:39 PST
The last few days have treated me pretty well.
I've been making a rather large effort to not be so moody. I've just kind of been making an effort to better myself. I feel pretty damn good today too for how bored I am. Normally when I'm bored, I'm miserable...huh...

PMS does strange things to one's method of being. That's for sure. I woke up today and just started cleaning. But not just the regular chore type cleaning, I mean methodical kind of cleaning. I hate cleaning the bathroom. H-A-T-E. hate it hate it. I think it's the nastiest place ever. But today I decided I was tired of it being a nasty place. Annnnnnd....now it isn't. At least, not look like it.

I cleaned all the critter waters tanksidids. Angela and my Dad agreed to take Franklin, which will be good. The turtle needs a better home at this point. I've only neglected in finding him one sooner.

Angela came over yesterday and brought with her new catfood, bird food and cat litter. That was really nice...even though I didn't feel like visitors and no one else did either.

Angela told me that Dad had gone to the doctor cause he'd gotton bronchitus again and they ran some blood work. I already knew about this, I guess they'd just gotton the results of the blood test back. He's developed empthasema..And that makes me immensley sad....My Grandma died from that last year...not my daddy...My siblings are too young to remember, but before my mom kicked him out, Dad was the caretaker. He'd pick us up from day care, take us home, do homework and play junk and cook dinner. It wasn't mom who always did these things. And I think that's why it was so easy for me to leave my mom while it's not so with my siblings...I love my dad. I miss him terribly right now.

I've actually fealt homesick the last month or so. I miss the way things were. I have some things now that make this far better. But I miss the old townhouse and it's patio. I miss everything about that place. My bedroom, my art room, the living room, the dinning room entirely taken up by the sixty gallon fishtank, all the fish I managed to keep at once...the sun rising in the back window....and setting in the front. I loved the cherry plum tree blooming outside my window in the spring, and housing squirrels in the summer. I even miss the annoying kids always running in the road. I'm glad I remember that place so well at least. I should've taken pictures before I left.

Outside of all this is just continued work. On myself, on Ian, on our relationship. Man, these things are hard work. But I understand why he's broken now. Even though no one else does. I suppose people like me are why other people hate people in love. Lol.

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15592582/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15592582/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 15:48:04 PST
I LOVE that I have a subscription right now. It's AWESOME!
But, me be looking for work, so me haven't have time to really enjoy.
I do have work soon though. As for a permanent job: Yes, I Lacey, She who feels she's too good for everything...will be working in an insurance office doing data entry. Well, at least it's not Starbucks. Have you noticed my typing is capitolised? The spelling is no better, I see that. But practice practice practice. I'll be pushing numbers involving other people's $'s. I want to be as accurate as possEblay! With some minor retardations in between.

Art projects? Well, after "Extinction" was sold to Lynn I haven't had JACK to do! Even when I wrote in my journal that I'd be happy to do something more.

I have sort of some to a point where I realize that my art is strictly, "me". Not necessarily a bad thing...But if I do some day desire to make some more money from it, I really ought to expand. That's always hard to do for any artist I think. I have kind of made myself a comfort zone and I like it here. So I don't know what I'll do in the long run.

I do have the opportunity to do something neat though. A man (who I will not name now because I don't know if we will be doing this project or not) wants my boyfriend, Ian, to design his album. Not just the cover, but the whole book too. Ian is crazy talented when it comes to professional graphic design...and I'm not. But that's okay. Ian did ask me to work with him on this project though. The particular style the guy is looking for isn't my norm (I don't think people typically want MY norm anyway), but it's something I'm willing to try. I figure I can use this as an opportunity, not just for work, but to expand.

Hopefully the arrangements are made and all that jazz goes smoothley so I can do this.

That's about all for now. Keep your paint brushes, hands, pencils, and tablets (or whatever else I forgot to mention) busy!

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15405080/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15405080/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 11:38:07 PST
einstein is one amazing man. i know it's cliche at best, to label him one of my heroes. but i do admire how unique a man he was.

i am personally religious. however, i am scientific as well. i like to think of science, math and evolution as the "finger print of god". all this gives my other interests some serious variances. i find other peoples religious view particularly interesting (if of course they are unbiased and completely self realized or other wise genuinely opinionated) . i'm hardly offended by much anymore. .......



anyway...here's a little i found neat on wikepedia about einstein's religious views:


The question of scientific determinism gave rise to questions about Einstein's position on theological determinism, and even whether or not he believed in God. In 1929, Einstein told Rabbi Herbert S. Goldstein "I believe in Spinoza's God, who reveals Himself in the lawful harmony of the world, not in a God Who concerns Himself with the fate and the doings of mankind."[50] In 1950, in a letter to M. Berkowitz, Einstein stated that "My position concerning God is that of an agnostic. I am convinced that a vivid consciousness of the primary importance of moral principles for the betterment and ennoblement of life does not need the idea of a law-giver, especially a law-giver who works on the basis of reward and punishment."[51]

Einstein defined his religious views in a letter he wrote in response to those who claimed that he worshipped a Judeo-Christian god: "It was, of course, a lie what you read about my religious convictions, a lie which is being systematically repeated. I do not believe in a personal God and I have never denied this but have expressed it clearly. If something is in me which can be called religious then it is the unbounded admiration for the structure of the world so far as our science can reveal it."[52][53]

By his own definition, Einstein was a deeply religious person: "A knowledge of the existence of something we cannot penetrate, of the manifestations of the profoundest reason and the most radiant beauty, which are only accessible to our reason in their most elementary forms--it is this knowledge and this emotion that constitute the truly religious attitude; in this sense, and in this alone, I am a deeply religious man."[54] He published a paper in Nature in 1940 entitled Science and Religion which gave his views on the subject.[55] In this he says that: "a person who is religiously enlightened appears to me to be one who has, to the best of his ability, liberated himself from the fetters of his selfish desires and is preoccupied with thoughts, feelings and aspirations to which he clings because of their super-personal value ... regardless of whether any attempt is made to unite this content with a Divine Being, for otherwise it would not be possible to count Buddha and Spinoza as religious personalities. Accordingly a religious person is devout in the sense that he has no doubt of the significance of those super-personal objects and goals which neither require nor are capable of rational foundation ... In this sense religion is the age-old endeavour of mankind to become clearly and completely conscious of these values and goals, and constantly to strengthen their effects." He argues that conflicts between science and religion "have all sprung from fatal errors." However "even though the realms of religion and science in themselves are clearly marked off from each other" there are "strong reciprocal relationships and dependencies" ... "science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind ... a legitimate conflict between science and religion cannot exist." However he makes it clear that he does not believe in a personal God, and suggests that "neither the rule of human nor Divine Will exists as an independent cause of natural events. To be sure, the doctrine of a personal God interfering with natural events could never be refuted ... by science, for [it] can always take refuge in those domains in which scientific knowledge has not yet been able to set foot." (Einstein 1940, pp. 605–607)

Einstein championed the work of psychologist Paul Diel,[56] which posited a biological and psychological, rather than theological or sociological, basis for morality.[57]

The most thorough exploration of Einstein's views on religion was made by his friend Max Jammer in the 1999 book Einstein and Religion.[58]

Einstein was an Honorary Associate of the Rationalist Press Association beginning in 1934, and was an admirer of Ethical Culture.[59] He served on the advisory board of the First

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15265754/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15265754/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 01:13:18 PST
holy crap!
someone gave me a subscription? wtf? sweet! thanks whomever did this for me ssss
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woo. i just turned twenty one!
now...someone give me the money to go boozin'

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a couple features:
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
a news article (thanks lynn!)[link]

my myspace=[link]
also, if you'd like the wacky version of my life, you won't find it there or here. go ahead and note me and i'll give you that address

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15081686/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/15081686/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 00:32:29 PDT the theme was apparently fish.
if i knew how to post thumbs, i would feature dems here.
in any case,
i was getting bored of looking at my random writing here, so this will take it's place for now



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a couple features:
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
a news article (thanks lynn!)[link]

my myspace=[link]
also, if you'd like the wacky version of my life, you won't find it there or here. go ahead and note me and i'll give you that address

my sister and brother and bestest best friend and boi toy
show them love!
and the numerous ammounts of other wonderfull and talented buddies i have on here...in no order other than how i wrote them down
http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/14296581/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 23:57:31 PDT
so, endure the torture....right aboutt.......
now

Here are the Rules:
1. post these rules
2. each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
3. tags should write a journal of these facts
4. at the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

1. when i was seven years old (or so) i was hit in the face with a stick (by one of the kids i went to a day care with). it logded a splinter in my eye and i had to wear an eye patch for several weeks. i can still see where the splinter hit my eye...i think it's still there actually...

2. i work at a starbucks inside of a safeway grocery store. literally one week before i became a barista, ian and i went to a starbucks and bought some coffee. seeing some of the manners of the customers there i said to myself, "i will never work for starbucks.".......oops......

3. i am obsessive compulsive. the strange thing is that despite this, you'll probly never see it. i only count the and add up the ammount of colors on one particular object or do the same with the ammount of words in a sentence.....oooooorrrrr i'll add numbers that i see as well.....

4. i love ian

5. i used to play guitar and piano. at one point in my life i was at a crossroads between music and traditional art. i wasn't excelling in either and needed to decide with one mattered the most to me. i chose art (obviously)

6. i don't wear shorts in public

7. i have fourteen peircings

8. i rub my feet against eachother, ian's feet, or whatever is close to them, before i fall asleep...and usually until i do as well





sorry though...i'm not tagging anyone

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a couple features:
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]

my myspace=[link]
also, if you'd like the wacky version of my life, you won't find it there or here. go ahead and note me and i'll give you that address

my sister and brother and bestest best friend and boi toy
show them love!
and the numerous ammounts of other wonderfull and talented buddies i have on here...in no order other than how i wrote them down
http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/13688434/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 21:42:10 PDT i feel that i would receive only negative attention from shameless self promtion. and all i would like is positive...yes.

so, if there is ANYTHING that ANYONE wants drawn..or possibly painted, i would enjoy a note or email...

that is all

a feature[link]

my myspace=[link]
also, if you'd like the wacky version of my life, you won't find it there or here. go ahead and note me and i'll give you that address

my sister and brother and bestest best friend and boi toy
show them love!
and the numerous ammounts of other wonderfull and talented buddies i have on here...in no order other than how i wrote them down
~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/13337563/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/13337563/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 02:32:58 PDT starry night
paint your palette blue and grey

look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know the
darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodils

catch the breeze and the winter chills

in colors on the snowy linen land.
And now I understand what you tried to say to me

how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they did not know how

perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry
starry night
flaming flo'rs that brightly blaze

swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in
Vincent's eyes of China blue.
Colors changing hue
morning fields of amber grain

weathered faces lined in pain
are soothed beneath the artist's
loving hand.
And now I understand what you tried to say to me

how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you
but still your love was true

and when no hope was left in sight on that starry
starry night.
You took your life
as lovers often do;
But I could have told you
Vincent
this world was never
meant for one
as beautiful as you.

Starry
starry night
portraits hung in empty halls

frameless heads on nameless walls
with eyes
that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the stranger that you've met

the ragged men in ragged clothes

the silver thorn of bloddy rose
lie crushed and broken
on the virgin snow.
And now I think I know what you tried to say to me

how you suffered for your sanity

how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they're not
list'ning still
perhaps they never will."

Don McLean

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/13296988/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/13296988/ Sun, 10 Jun 2007 23:15:57 PDT until then,
wishing you all happy days and good luck
until soon
~lace

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/12570670/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/12570670/ Thu, 03 May 2007 14:55:20 PDT and lucky mwa, here i be

[link]

go look now, damn you!

annnnnnd, again
[link]

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/12005851/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/12005851/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 19:56:18 PST still working on that commission. i've been recovering from being sick so i haven't really even gotton to look at it this last week.

just about everything lately smells like steamed milk. one disadvantage of working for america's largest coffee chain.

i am still taking requests. so, if you have something that you'd like me to create for you, i'd be more than happy.

i wish i could post the progress of my current project. but it'd ruin the surprise

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my myspace=[link]
also, if you'd like the wacky version of my life, you won't find it there or here. go ahead and note me and i'll give you that address

my sister and brother and bestest best friend and boi toy
show them love!
and the numerous ammounts of other wonderfull and talented buddies i have on here...in no order other than how i wrote them down
~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/11941240/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/11941240/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 22:47:53 PST

my message on 12/27/06

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subearanhuman said the following:

how do you remove images you've submitted to the club?
thanks in advance
lacey
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i wound up sending a letter to the help desk due to a lack in response

[link]

the help desk sent me a note saying the following to much of my great releif

.........well, i went and looked for it, but was unable to find it in my inbox....strange....anyway, they took out my deviations that i noted to them and told me basicly not to submit to clubs anyway cause many of them end up being shady like that.....

then, just a few days ago i finally get a message from the damned club!
2/18/07
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Just note which ones you want remove and i will do it. Sorry to hear about the removals.
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so i decided to write back. god knows it'll probly take them till next year to read it or respond, but i hope they take my message to heart or at least try to hear what i had to say...er, type
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WeHeartDragons,

i already had the dev art manager people do it for you.

just to let you know, putting a creative commons liscence on someone's work without their knowledge or their permission is very illegal. perhaps there is something on your page that is doing this automaticly, or you thought it was a good idea. either way, you need to let the people making submissions to your club aware of this fact before you end up with a very big problem on your hands from someone like me who realized this fact the hard way.

i hope you take this suggestion into honest consideration because it isn't good.
thanks for finally responding. i would have liked to have you do it instead of one of the mods, but having that sort of liscence on something of mine for so long is a serious matter that couldn't wait for you to read over a month after i've noted you in the first place....

anyway, in short, thanks for the opportunity to meet new people, but i don't think i'll be submitting anything into the club until these liscences are either honestly stated before the posting fact, or removed entirely


~Lacey Nelson
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in other news, you know what irks me?
the fact that i've had more views on my crappy tattoo designs than anything else. what the hell? i mean seriously, black ink generic creations....hardly my calling. but people love them. i guess from now on, i just won't try! that way, more people will love everything i do!
well, not really. i'm too damned stubburn....

and so ends another frustrating chapter in the art world here on deviantart

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my myspace=[link]
also, if you'd like the wacky version of my life, you won't find it there or here. go ahead and note me and i'll give you that address

my sister and brother and bestest best friend and boi toy
show them love!
and the numerous ammounts of other wonderfull and talented buddies i have on here...in no order other than how i wrote them down
http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/11590721/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 17:36:18 PST
soooooooo, i am open to anything you'd like. and yes, i am resonable price wise. i'm open to haggeling and all that jazz

so, note me if you would like something

lacey

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my myspace=[link]
also, if you'd like the wacky version of my life, you won't find it there or here. go ahead and note me and i'll give you that address

my sister and brother and bestest best friend and boi toy
show them love!
and the numerous ammounts of other wonderfull and talented buddies i have on here...in no order other than how i wrote them down
http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/11478145/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 05:01:47 PST bah!

]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/11405070/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/11405070/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 00:14:31 PST my sister made me do this. i decided to humor her and actually give into one of these damned things...so really, bear with me please


INFO

Your full name: Lacey Michele Nelson
Height: 5.3
Natural hair color: Dirty Blonde
Eye color: every color except brown
Number of siblings: 1 bro. 1 sis. and 3 step sisters
Glasses/contacts?: needs
Piercings: a whole fucking lot

FAVOURITE

Colors: black/red
Band/singer: read info.
Song: right now?......"lux aeterna" by Clint mansel and the Kronos quartet
Stuffed animal: a pink and purple bear ma gave me when grammy died a month ago
Video game: halo 2
TV show: discovery channels, history channel....and cartoons
Movie: tooo many
Book: 1984, v for vendetta, contact
Food: salt and vinegar kettle chips
Flower: cala lillies, white moth orchids
Animal: fish of any sort really
Comic book: cat woman. the newest series that is...
Cereal: granola
Website: Myspace. Deviantart. livejournal
Cartoon: cowboy beebop, witch hunter robin, family guy, korgoth, jimmy neutron
DO YOU

Play an instrument?: i used to play Guitar & the Piano
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: possibly. i don't count. it's on all the time, but i'm usually not in front of it watching
Like to sing?: very much so
Have a job?: safeway
Like to play sports? i used to play hacky sack all the time
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: my ian
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:dos
Have any special talents/skills?: i draw and paint (obviously), i sing semi good...really, i excell in everything i want to. it's a bad habit really. over acheivers can be annoying
Exercise daily?: at work. god....
Like school?: i have to enroll in the summer

CAN YOU

Sing the alphabet backwards?: if you give me a few minutes
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: if i feel like breaking my toes
Go a day without food?: hells no. me likes eats!
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: i used too often. but since i've been working again, i'm too tired
Roll your tongue?: no
Eat a whole pizza?: not a fatty. sorry

HAVE YOU EVER

Cried to get out of trouble?: all too many times
Seen a shooting star?: i've straight up seen fireballs
Been to any other countries?: does the ocean count?
Solved a rubiks cube?: i've never worked on one for over a few minutes. i lack the patience
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: like, once
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: not that i recall. it sounds like it'd hurt though
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: haha yea. then it broke. so i had to run away
Been in love?: I R
Been close to love?: ....duh?...
Been to a casino?: yesh
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: lactose intolerance rocks!
Made homemade muffins?: is this really a question worth answering?
Been to Disneyland/ Disneyworld?: land, when i was ten
More than 5 times?: sorry. i'm not a loser
Been to Niagara falls?: closest i've been to that is nevada

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU

Brushed your teeth: This afternoon...cause noon is my morning. late work sucks ass
Saw a movie in theaters: borat! funny shit! americans really are that ignorant
Read a book: i'm reading a book about bonsai trees
Had a snow day: i lived in the valley for eighteen years. i've seen it snow five times...but it was never enough to stay;(
Had a party: i went to one on halloween last year
Had a slumber party: i was fifteen i think. but it wasn't a party, and we didn't sleep
Tripped in front of someone: that's sort of a daily occurance
Went to the grocery store: i happen to work in one
PICK ONE

Fruit/vegetables: you're going to have to be more specific. i AM a vegetarian. i love them both
Black/white: Black
Lights on/lights off: on. i enjoy vision
TV/movie: whatever
Car/truck: boat
Body spray/lotion: chicken fat
Cash/check: money order
Pillows/blankets: sheets
Paint/charcoal: pen
Chinese food/Mexican food: thai
Summer/winter: spring or fall
Snow/rain: sleet or hail
Fog/misty: what's the difference?
Rock/rap: blues?
Meat/vegetarian: vege. no wit here
Chocolate/vanilla: peanut butter
Sprinkles/icing: neither. i'm not a sugar fan
Cake/pie: dohnuts
French toast/French fries: french revolution
Strawbe... ]]> ~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/11330271/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/11330271/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 21:19:59 PST
MY INQUIRY TO THE HELP DESK:


hello help desk,
something is going on that is of great concern to me.
i am a member of the club called "we heart dragons" [link]
i have submitted several images to this club, every time they were posted. that was never a problem. however, the last three i have posted[link]
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[link] have a "Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 2.5 License" that i DID NOT authorize. naturally this concerns me. i've tried contacting the member of the club suggested in the club's journal,"666Diem-Photography", asking how to delete your own images from the site. i never got a response back, despite the person being on the site since the message was sent.
i would really appreciate it if i could have all images posted in this club by myself, subearanhuman, removed immediately. if there is some way you can do this, or express to the person(s) running the club that it is ileegal to put that sort of liscence on a peice of art without the artist's expressed written permission, i would sincerely appreciate it.
thank you so much in advance,
Lacey Nelson
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http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/11229863/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 03:01:45 PST
in other news, i'm doing my first dev art commission. where i'm re-doing this

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so yayee for that! mwa!


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~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/11005643/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/11005643/ Sat, 09 Dec 2006 11:57:24 PST i'm a little at a loss here. i don't think i'm popular enough to exactly want to risk this anyway. but ... if i were to do some shameless self promotion, i think i could do it.
augh. i don't know what to do.
if anything is even worth anything.
BUT! i am still taking requests from all you asshats who never bothered with one! soooo, on that note, please, tell me...what are your thoughts on this situation?

edit:::::
well, okay. i give in...let's just see if it works or not, eh? to give you a quick run down, if you are interested in buying, no drawing/painting is for sale that doesn't have a signature on it. some photos are for sale as well...just couldn't tell you which ones right off the top of me head
anyway
buy my crap!!!
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and the numerous ammounts of other wonderfull and talented buddies i have on here...in no order other than how i wrote them down
~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/10881153/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/10881153/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 16:17:01 PST
i guess i will continue going through my sketch book and finishing everything. boooring!




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~subearanhuman http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/10828494/ http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/10828494/ Sun, 26 Nov 2006 17:47:48 PST often asks people to request her to draw them things, and i thought that this is a good idea. it gives the artist a good practice run for commissions. or at least, that's what i think. so i decided, that i wouldn't mind doing this myself. and if anyone would like me to draw them something (no paintings. sorry, i don't have painting paper right now) then i'd love to do it


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and the numerous ammounts of other wonderfull and talented buddies i have on here...in no order other than how i wrote them down
http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/10761366/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 22:52:17 PST why does browsing grind my gears? well, the mere act of it actually, does not. however, what i come across does. if it's not a bunch of uncreative lame crap (yeah, sorry, i can be a bitch when it comes to "art") it's a bunch of people burning other artists and calling it their own.

i guess the best example is amy brown. if any of you are familiar with fantasy, or have even been in a girly store, i assure you, you've seen her fairies. they are gorgeous. but it seems that EVERYONE that draws fairies now "gets the idea for their fairies wings" from amy brown. what pisses me off is that some are blatant copies. i wonder if that pisses her off too...

other than that, people that post works of other peoples art pisses me off. i don't understand what use it would be on this site unless being expressed as a reference or id...

i wish there were more people who consider themselves artists who were more creative. i'm working on a submission for a club right now. i have to take a particular drawing and put it in a specific setting . it's neat...but the subject, not so much. i mean, it's not bad...but it's surely not creative. it's a design that i've found myself to be extremely familiar with. anyone else who draws the same subjects would probly agree if i were to point a finger in the direction of which i am speaking....i don't know. i just wish there were more people out there who would focus on people being creative, origional, talented....why is it that people just accept the mediocre without a suggestion? why are people so happy to just be, okay....or just look at that, okay...i don't get it

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http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/10748294/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 17:54:31 PST
i went in and resized him
so go and take a lookeedoo, mm k?

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and the numerous ammounts of other wonderfull and talented buddies i have on here...in no order other than how i wrote them down
http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/10703453/ Sun, 12 Nov 2006 16:45:15 PST
i was looking through my gallery earlier. i realized i've been here for nearly three years or something like that. the change from when i first started to now is rather stunning. i mean seriously, i go and look and some stuff and think, "what a bunch of crap."

it's amazing how such a short period of time can reward one with how much they learn and alter their technique to perfect what it is in their mind that they see

go art

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and the numerous ammounts of other wonderfull and talented buddies i have on here...in no order other than how i wrote them down
http://subearanhuman.deviantart.com/journal/7989201/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 23:16:16 PDT i am open to all comments and critisism as long as they are constructive. don't think twice about offering your point of view. don't worry, i know the differnce between negativity and a suggestion so do not hesitate to let me specificly know what you think i could do differently.
since i don't give a lot of personal info about me, you can go to:myspace....(myspace.com/koalaturd) to learn about me in general

ya ya, i know. everyone has a myspace. but hell, i supose i'm as cliche as the rest of you

i've been here a few years now, however, i'm relatively unpopular compared to....everyone....but
thank you everyone who visits my page. i'm over a thousand page views, and that kicks an immeasurable ammount of ass

oh, one more thing. it's corteous to comment. it is also corteous to acknowledge
comments. don't be an ass

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and the numerous ammounts of other wonderfull and talented buddies i have on here...in no order other than how i wrote them down