http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:sukaiburu-chan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:sukaiburu-chan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 27 Nov 2009 12:06:32 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24227290/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24227290/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 20:51:21 PDT Moving nao.

Bai.

Derp.
My hiding place worked for some, not for others.

~Naidoto is my new account.

Click on the "." after "Bai" a few lines up.

Guess where it takes you? 8D

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24215882/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24215882/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 07:56:39 PDT I don't know if I should.

I know, I should keep this one so people can see how I've progressed
But I just... don't feel like keeping this one. |D

I guess I kinda want an account that I created? I 'unno... _{For those of you that don't know, *Kylias created this account for me, I didn't make it. |D}

But then there's picking a new name, and other complications as well.

Should I create a new account?

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24168644/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24168644/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 19:46:53 PDT ...for the moment.

/was forced to get off the computer

[link]
=======

I plan on streaming again soon, but I just want to know:

Does anyone really want to watch me draw?

I only ask because so far both have been failures. |D;

I'll be streaming again in about an hour or so, maybe less.

(/also wanted to make a separate journal just for telling people when she's streaming, and will only update this journal.)

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24151493/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24151493/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 11:48:16 PDT Would anyone want to watch me sketch/draw on Ustream?

STREAMING OVER

And again, no one came. D:

/may stop doing this if no one wants to come.

And if I don't, I'll start streaming again later on, it's too bright right now. |D;

Poor quality, I apologize.

[link] <-- Link to it.

[/Ustreaming edit]


I have never seen anyone get incredibly competitive with a card game


Unless it's Speed or Partners. Partners especially.

After about the first round of partners, you're continually shouting at your partner after you lose:

"FUCK, LOOK UP NEXT TIME. I WAS USING THE CODE FOR LIKE, TEN MINUTES, BUT YOU WOULDN'T FUCKING LOOK. D<"

"GOD DAMNIT. YOU TOOK MY CARDS!"

"hay. Hay. HAY! PAY ATTENTION, THEY JUST WON. "

"STOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOP"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP, YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO DO THAT, REMEMBER?!"

And things along these lines. With Speed, it's:

"Speed. "
"I PUT DOWN MY LAST CARD FIRST! D<"

Together: "SPEED!"
"I SAID IT FIRST! D<"

"FUCK, YOU JUST SCREWED ME UP."

"Speed. "
"... you still have another hand left..."
"Oh, I forgot to pick up more cards... |D;"

GLAREGLAREGLAREGLARE

"..."
"..."
"FUCKING FLIP THE CARDS ALREADY. D<"


But these are my two favorite card games. Maybe because you get to yell at someone constantly.

I'm on spring break now, and I've got to study because I may have to make up a test since I was at funerals all weekend and didn't get to study, thus failing my test, and I have a project to finish.

Then it's drawingtiems.

/Is putting off anything school-related so she can sketch now. |D

---------------

_{~QuintusCassius's gift: working on the sketch
=the-moons-shadow's trade: re-doing the sketch. |D}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24101058/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24101058/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 19:34:45 PDT
OK this is what you feel is attractive on the other/same sex
OFF = doesnt like
ON = does like
DM = doesnt matter

(Other for me /is straight)

Girls Fill this Out

Wears a grill: OFF (No. Just... no.)

Dresses Gangster: OFF

Dresses Preppy: DM (As long as it's not 'OMG LOOK AT ME I'M WEARING LIKE, AERO AND HOLLISTER! :]' I don't really care what the person wears. And as long as their pants aren't at their knees. |D)

Dresses Skater: DM

Dresses Athletic: OFF

Dresses Hick: OFF

Has green eyes: DM (Ffft. I hardly ever pay attention to a person's eyes. I'm always looking at their feet. |D; )

Has brown eyes: DM

Has hazel eyes: DM

Has blue eyes: DM

Smokes cigarettes: OFF (/would prefer to be able to breathe around the person)

Does pills: OFF

Plays sports: DM (I don't, why should they? |D)

Can skate: DM

Writes lyrics: DM

Smiles a lot: DM (Though I do tend to find this really cute. 8D; )

Has Good Teeth: DM (As long as they're not rotting out of their head, I'm good.)

Has blonde hair: OFF (Ffft. I see blonde hair every day on myself. And I don't like it. And the word "blonde" has an "e" on the end, so it either refers to a girl with blonde hair, or a stupid person. It should be blond, meaning a guy with blonde hair or just so it's an adjective.
...
Has blond hair: OFF
)

Has brown hair: DM (Anything darker than mine is good though~ 8D; )

Has black hair: DM (See above)

Has red hair: DM (Don't really like red hair for some reason, but I won't base my opinion on whether or not they have red hair.)

Has spikey hair: OFF

Has no hair: OFF

Has long hair: DM (What difference does it make? /attracted to guys with semi long hair.
You read nothing.)

Good dancer: DM (Though I'd prefer not... /can't dance to save her life. ;; )

Wears jewelry: DM

Piercings: DM

Muscles: DM (just not macho) [/keeps previous answer]

Tattoos: OFF

Laid back: ON (I'd like someone who doesn't worry too much- I do enough of that. |D; )

Plays guitar: DM (Though guitar is nice, I much prefer piano~)

Plays drums: DM

Raps: OFF (HELLNO.)

Can draw: DM (Don't really care- as long as I don't get bothered about my drawing habits I'm good. |D; )

Has a lip ring: OFF

Has a tongue ring: OFF

Nipples pierced: OFF (...no...)

Hugs you: ON (NO I WANT A GUY WHO DOESN'T LIKE ME ENOUGH TO HUG ME. duh. OF COURSE I WANT A GUY THAT HUGS ME. D< )

Hugs from behind: ON (/much preferred as long as they can handle the fact that I can be easy to scare from behind. |D)

Creative: ON

Calls you just to hear your voice: DM (Though this is cute, I can get annoyed of it quickly. |D; )

Goes to church: OFF (I was just at a church... yeah I don't like it. Though I wouldn't mind as long as I wasn't forced into the religion/to go to the church)

Is funny: DM (Kinda. Just not always trying to be funny, then I can't take them seriously.)

Can do stuff with his tongue: DM (...I don't think I want to know...)

Has a nice ass: DM (WHO STARES AT GUYS' ASSES THESE DAYS?! /doesn't)

Has dimples on his face: DM (/wouldn't pay attention enough to realize)

Has facial hair: DM

Label as: (...whut.)

Added:
Crossdresses: DM
Manicured nails: OFF (Fuck, I don't go and get my nails manicured, I think it's weird to do, and I'm female if you didn't catch that. |D; )


---------
_{Art trade with =the-moons-shadow Sketchy lineart done. |D}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24080897/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24080897/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 17:57:10 PDT Edit:
[Plots]
I've been creating a lot of plots lately for some reason. I'm going to try to keep track of them since I keep forgetting them. |D


Not going to be at school tomorrow. Going to my aunt's funeral.

I love how I can be the only person at a funeral service smiling because the preacher has some facts wrong about their religion. |D;

/never cries at funerals, but will cry if she's present when the person dies (like with my aunt)

And to =the-moons-shadow- I've finished the lineart of our trade- would you mind if I sent you a note to see if I need to fix anything?

Uhm.. if anyone else wants art trades, I'll do them, I've still got sketch requests open if anyone wants one. |D

I... can't think of anything else to put here. |DD;;;;;

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24018286/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/24018286/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 05:49:26 PDT
In other news, ASIAN KID IS FUNNY.
"How do you spell Fry?"
"...Like french fry."
"Oh. /types Frie"
"How did you spell it wrong?"

Yeah. Short journal is short.

And I don't like april fools day, so I didn't do anything for it.

Though there was a gorilla in my day yesterday... |D

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23899910/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23899910/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 13:21:30 PDT
Questions:
Voice meme questions
1) What's your name?
2) How old are you?
3) Where are you from? Are you living there right now?
4) What's the time?
5) Is it cold where you are?
6) What are you wearing?
7) What was the last thing you listened to?
8) What was the last thing you ate?
9) What was the last thing you watched on TV?
10) What's your favorite TV show? Why?
11) Quick! Find a book, or something with text on it! Flip to a random page and read some of it! GO!
12) What was the last movie you saw? How was it?
13) Do you think you have an accent? Talk about that.

If you're wondering, at about 2:30, my mom walked by and took her papers out of my scanner, which then prepared to scan something else, and that's what that loud sound is.

And some of the words I couldn't read (correctly) were "Ware'us", "architectooralooral", "impartiality" and "providentially".

/reads too fast

And yes, if you think I have a Michigander (different word than I used) accent, show me what it sounds like.

[link]

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23835691/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23835691/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 17:22:28 PDT Edit: Thanks to *bp-girl and ~QuintusCassius my photoshop is now up and running again.

I owe you both a drawing, because that's all that I can think of to give you guys. Just tell me what you want, or if you want something else.

Photoshop decided to crap out on me, so now I've got no way to continue working on my drawings/manga pages.

Just fucking great.

It says "Unable to continue because of a hardware or system error. Sorry, but this error is unrecoverable."

So I have to quit out of photoshop. Then, I've tried to uninstall it three times, and no matter what I do this just keeps coming up. :/

And no matter what, there's a text file that can never be deleted.

If anyone can tell me how to fix this, I'll love you forever.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23763745/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23763745/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 13:20:45 PDT

And if I'm Frickin' Jesus, that must make K-Puff Frickin' God.

<sub>Okay, for those of you that think I've officially gone insane, we got our grades from a Biology test that everyone thought that they did good on.

Luke, a kid in my class, wasn't sure if he had gotten a 60% or higher (he was going to get yelled at if he didn't) so I calculated his score and told him he had gotten a 58%.

So then the two girls that sit across from him ask me what I got (they had both gotten a 53%) and I told them what it was, a 76%. Sara, one of the girls, then declared "You must be Frickin' Jesus!".

Of course, Taylor (girl that sits in front of me) decided to ask K-Puff what she had gotten on the test, and she had an 80%, thus making her Frickin' God.</sub>

In other news, I've decided that I really love my painting class. It's my sixth and final class of the day, and is a nice way to have fun/relax after being stressed out over my other five classes. And I can't get in trouble for drawing in that class.
Today I just got my canvas and managed to get my collage drawn onto it, and will finally get to start painting it tomorrow or Friday. lajeiojfe /so excited.

My earbuds are now being stupid, and I have to touch them in order for the left one to work, I don't have to move the wires that got pulled out somewhat, no, I've got to touch it on the plastic part that plugs into my MP3 player. I need to get more headphones (lol, third pair in the past... three months? One pair only lasted like two weeks before I messed those ones up. ) but I don't like the heat (YES 57-60 DEGREES FAHRENHEIT IS HOT OUTSIDE TO ME) so I don't plan on taking my bike up to the store to buy them today. |D;

On Monday (I think...) I went out to the nearby park/beach (it's both, kthx) and took some pictures. Why did I take pictures of a place that I've been to many times before? I wanted to show you guys where I like to go to when I've got time, and when I went on the park/beach's website, they had pictures of some parts of the park/beach, some which don't even exist anymore, but none of the bike path or the point (a place at the park/beach)- where I spend almost /all/ of my time at. So why show you something that doesn't show where I go to?
Aaand I got 46 pictures in an hour and a half time span. /didn't think that she had taken that many.
All of them show somewhere that I can be seen at, or somewhere that I like to people-watch.

Woah. This journal is long and full of nonsense.

Sweet.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23747319/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23747319/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 13:42:44 PDT
I've noticed how much I get upset with my family, things are so much easier when I go biking for a few hours.

I'm finally starting to get over my art block, too (lol, you all probably didn't even know that I was having an art block).

Things have been pretty fucked up, and right now I want to know a few things because I'm getting incredibly confused.



Well, here I go, being annoying again...

Sorry, mother.
Sorry I'm a dumbfuck.
Sorry I can't do anything right.
Sorry I don't beg for what I want.
Sorry I get upset because I get yelled at for stupid shit.
Sorry I'm worthless.
Sorry I don't have a job.
Sorry I can't get one.
Sorry I'm shy.
I'm sorry that you sleep all day and do nothing, then when I attempt to do your work for you, I don't do it perfectly so it's all my fault.
Sorry you don't notice that I do help out.
Sorry that I'm different.
Sorry that I'm not my sister, or my brother.
Sorry that I work for you as much as I can, through the pain in my back.
Sorry that my back isn't healed.
Sorry that there are things I can't fix.
I'm sorry that there are things that I can't help with.
I'm sorry that I can't be like you.
I'm sorry that I've got some sanity left.
I'm sorry that I'm sick of the way you act.
I'm sorry that you hurt me, mentally and physically.
I'm sorry that everything's always my fault.
I'm sorry, blame me like always.


---

Anyone ever notice that I hardly ever have any good news when I update?

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23682962/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23682962/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 19:20:12 PDT Job?
I /may/ be getting a job soon, all I need to know is whether or not the place is hiring people, and even if they're not I still may get in. Connections are the epic win.
I asked my mom if she knew if they were hiring, and she told me she didn't know either (we haven't talked to any of them for a while). Then, she goes and gets her phone book and tells me to call them. But I guess she doesn't realize my fear of talking to people due to how fucking shy I am orz;
It doesn't matter if they used to be my neighbors and we were really close to them.
I hate being shyyyy. /complain.

And I really need something productive to do with my time, so if I can get a job it will be welcomed. I stalked my dad around the house today because I had nothing better to do and we discussed the fact that we're finally selling the wreck of a car that's been in our garage for over a year (selling it to someone for scrap metal/parts, we've already sold some of the parts).

_{/is pushing for a new computer with the money they earned.
/father is telling her that Michigan jobs suck, especially in his area, says no.}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23614252/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23614252/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 17:26:53 PDT
_{Monday: Full day.
Tuesday: No school.
Wednesday: Late arrival/half day/early release. (PK starts 11:10, picked up by normal bus 10:35, day ends around 1:20)
Thursday: Late arrival/half day. (School starts 10:55, ends 2:20)
Friday: Full day.}

Also, if anyone wants to go on mic with me, even if they don't have one, I'll do it. I really don't care, but it'll have to be tomorrow/any day during the day.

---------------------------------
orz, why must I be in a family of idiots? Lets see... Friday my brother was caught climbing the lockers at his school, and sitting on top of them, and when I scream/yell when I get hurt he tells me to stop singing because he thinks it's funny and likes to hear himself talk. He also cries to attempt to get his way.

My sister keeps going on about how I've suddenly gained "an attitude" which, to my knowledge, is just me acting the way that I usually do, and I've got no idea as to what she's trying to get at. Then she cries her eyes out when she doesn't get her way, the influence on my brother who does the same thing, and usually ends up getting what she wants. I'm happy I don't have to go to school tomorrow, she has to and is driving.

Then my mother gives my sister and brother whatever they want, and only had children to raise them in her attempt to take over the world or whatever the fuck it was. She tries to teach me so I can fulfill her dream, which I don't care for.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23527917/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23527917/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 16:46:32 PST
I just got back from conferences-- or rather, I've been home for about a half hour before finally being able to get onto the computer. They told my mom that I'm "not paying attention and drawing too much" but when I pointed out that I haven't drawn anything in class since January I was ignored by my Geometry teacher and my Biology teacher admitted that I haven't been drawing much.

We were late to them, because my mom thought they were from 5-8, not 5-6.

Then they'd talk to me for the first thirty seconds to a minute, then talk to my mom like I didn't exist or just decided "Oh, hay gais I'ma disappear now, lol." And I am so sick of being ignored today. Started at school, then conferences, then my parents at home.

Then my mom threatened to take away my sketchbooks because she claims to have bought them all for me, which she didn't. The sketchbook I'm currently using I bought and belongs to me.

Then she continued to tell me that I need to pay more attention. Says the same woman who ran over a curb and almost did so several other times because she was eating as she was driving me there. Since I am deathly afraid of cars this didn't help me one fucking bit. Then we'd be stopped at a light and she'd be looking every other direction so I had to keep yelling at her when it turned green.

What bugged me the most? "She has a C-, but that's not usual for her! She's been having trouble paying attention!" And not blaming the fact that you can suck at teaching and we were doing the hardest chapter in the book? K, thanks.
"She has a B-, but she has potential" Fuck, I've gotten something in the B range all fucking year in this class. How can I do fucking better than my best? Am I not good enough?

And then my mom goes to tell them that she'll send things with me, not asking me if I will even be able to handle carrying any extra weight to school, when/if my teachers want them.

Then we get home, and after being scared to death of my mom's driving, she tells my dad "She's drawing too much." As if that's the only problem. Well, fuck, I go and yell "I haven't drawn since January!" and my dad wants to know what's wrong with me. Hm, lets see, my mom acted like a three year old and wouldn't sit down, then continues to point something out that had no relevance to why I've got a C- in one of my classes, and that I'm incredibly anxious because she ran over the curb.

Another thing that annoys me? My brother might fail the third grade. My sister gets almost straight C's. Yes, my brother gets yelled at, but when he fails a test by two he doesn't get yelled at. My sister doesn't get yelled at. I get a C- in one class and get yelled at. And it's been this way for my whole fucking life, I'm not allowed to do bad in school. I hate it, because sometimes it's not my fault I don't understand what the fuck we're doing, and my parents fail at explaining.

And I've gotta do this all again tomorrow with my normal classes.


And, well fuck, sorry for ranting but this is all that's annoyed me in the past hour.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23510130/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23510130/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 15:48:07 PST
And my mom made some of my favorite foods for dinner tonight, but fuck, I can't eat them. ;^;

orz /goes to sulk

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23456001/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23456001/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 17:50:05 PST

But I'm so fucking afraid of cars. I don't want to get my license.

But everyone is like "Goooo get your licenseeee!" Except for my sister who thinks I should wait.


My parents have these friends, Marty and Deanna, who are good friends with the top sheriff in my town. Apparently, Marty, who hates it when we have a beau/cut our hair, told the sheriff to take pictures and stop my sister whenever anyone sees her in a car with a boy. So now all of the sheriffs are on alert for her in a car with a boy.
My sister doesn't believe that will happen though. And it probably will. And I'll laugh.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23420559/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23420559/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 17:33:42 PST Skype works too.;;

I don't care who it is, as long as I've talked to them before (be it on MSN or dA.)



]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23397589/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23397589/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 11:53:26 PST
But did you know that it's all my fault?

Because I'm on the computer so often, I wasn't fit enough to stop my leg from hitting the ice. Oh, and it's also why I pulled the tendons in my arm, I'm so weak.

And if you couldn't tell, that was sarcasm.

My dad yelled at my mom about this and my mom yelled at me saying that everything was my fault.

Like the fact that she can't clean the house because she sleeps all day and then tells us to do it in two hours or so.

Oh, and next time it's going to be how I cause world hunger by existing.

---

I'm annoying and a smartass, according to my sister.

She wanted to get onto the computer, and then my mom wouldn't let me get up so my sister starts crying over the fact that she can't get on the computer and I'm no fair and annoying.

So, my mom falls for her trick, and says "Oh, come on, let her on". Seriously? I think my mom needs to re-learn parenting, considering the fact that I looked in the mirror and saw that my sister had never actually been crying, she had faked it the whole time to get her way. Sure, I may not be extremely skilled at teaching kids, but it seems that I give them more discipline than my mom does.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23361959/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23361959/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 12:14:10 PST
And I got hurt so many times it deserves a list:

Hurt my back snowmobiling because it was bouncing around so much.
I pulled the tendons in three of my finger on my right hand, and my arm trying to hold onto the snowmobile and work the gas at the same time.
Hurt my right ankle, shin and knee when I accidentally went off of a mogul and hit the top of it, which was ice.
I strained the muscles in my legs.

This is more injuries than I expected;;

It was kinda fun, when I wasn't forced to be doing everything.

And I'm so tired from that;; I was falling asleep in one of my morning classes;;

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23305243/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23305243/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 11:55:52 PST
Won't be home 'til Sunday.

I may be on MSN, but on my phone.

Woo. So exciting.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23278978/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23278978/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 20:06:27 PST
But still...

Today marks my last day of physical therapy. And I was just getting used to getting free food once a week, too.

And... and... that's it for things that I'm doing. Kinda sad that today was the first time I've gotten out of my house in months, besides going to physical therapy and school.


Warning: Rant ahead

I hate the way I act. No. I hate me. No I hate... something.
I keep feeling like people are just using me to come to my house/use things that I have/get stuff from me.

Maybe I'm just being paranoid.

But I can't help but feel like this.

I can never seem to do anything good enough for anybody either. I'll do most of what I'm told to do perfectly, but I make one mistake and get yelled at about it.

People wonder why I'm pessimistic; I've been forced to look at the bad things in everything, and the good is just to be disregard, no, to be expected. Anything less than perfect seems to draw more attention than when things are done perfectly.

But the reasons for that are probably because I've, gasp, changed in the past year or so!

I'm not the same as I was then, nor should I be compared to who I used to be.

I can't change back, no matter how hard I try. Not sure if that's a bad thing or a good thing, because, yes, I had perfect grades, no, I didn't have any trustworthy friends.

But now it just feels like I'm worse than before, because my grades are slipping, even if it's just slightly, and some of my friends are worse than before.

Damn do I hate being confused.

End Rant. End journal.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23258637/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23258637/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 17:49:06 PST
Anyone wanna join? /shot

[link]

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23181153/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23181153/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 19:02:10 PST
I had to force my brother off, because he's been playing his games every day for months, even if he's not supposed to, then he just sat by me yelling for my mom because I "wasn't supposed to be on and deleted his game", neither of which is true.

Then, I /finally/ get to the King Bomb on my second level, and, because my brother had chewed through some of the controller wires and then had ripped off the electrical tape I had placed on it to keep it together, the controller shut off on me as I was doing what should have been my final set of quickenings, stopping my chain at 4 and making it so I lost.

I got mad, so I switched over to my first level, which was at Draklor Laboratory.

Note: I hadn't been able to beat Draklor for the few weeks I got to try to play on that level because I'd always get to the elevator and get surrounded by guards.

Well, after about seven times of dieing, I finally got to the 70^th floor, saved, and went on to attempt to beat Cid. It took me six tries, but I managed to beat him when I wasn't even paying attention, was down to Fran and thought she was gonna die. So, then you see me looking like until my mom comes up and tells me that I have to save my game RIGHT NAO BECUZ MY SISTER IS HAVIN HUR FRIENDS OVAR AT 7, EVN THOUGH IT WAS 6.

So, I get all and tell her no, I am not getting off because she only had her beau over at the moment, and got yelled at until I finally gave in and said I would when I found a save crystal, and continued to get yelled at as I searched for one in a place I had never been in before.

Well, I started walking around, searching for something to do when I see my sister's beau, my sister and my brother all fighting over a ball and playing soccer with it, and my brother got out a hockey stick. We all told him to put it away, because he kept hitting our feet with it and scraping up our feet with the plastic.

Eventually, my sister and her beau are fighting over something and the ball rolls toward me and I go to kick it, but my brother, still with the hockey stick, decides that I shouldn't get it and slap shots my ankle.

I start yelling at him, and have to hold onto a chair to keep myself up. I then go back to try to play FFXII again, only to get yelled at by my mom because my sister's other friends had showed up. I then yell back at my mom because I can't get up, and she tells me she would carry me upstairs.

I say no, because not only can she barely carry me, she'd have to carry me up stairs. I didn't fell like falling down them, either.

Now, three hours later, my sister and her friends have been watching the movie for only an hour now, and my ankle feels sprained. Again. And I may have to go on the crutches. Again.

Why does this always happen to me?
_{For those of you that don't know, this would be my second or third time on crutches, and my fourth time spraining my right ankle.}

Now I've got no idea what I'm supposed to do, because our PS2 is currently in use even though our DVD player is right next to is and is not in use, and I'm tired of being on the computer because I've pretty much exhausted all my ideas for things to do while on the computer. Our upstairs T.V. is also in use, as is my parent's flat screen in their bedroom.
_{OTL my foot feels like it's popping out of place.}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23125679/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/23125679/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 17:07:39 PST

I forgot to write a letter when we were first told to, and it's due tomorrow.

I have to come up with an idea and write a page to my representative.

I've already done it once, but it's really short, so I don't know what kind of a grade I will get on it.

I've already almost failed a geometry test.

I don't want to fail this, because it counts for a test grade.

I could get grounded, because of my stupidity.

I probably sound like a 'tard because I'm writing a journal instead of writing a paper.
I don't care.

I really need to stop talking in fragments.

I've only got 176 words in the letter, and I'll probably need at least three times that amount, but I'm not sure what else to write about.

Fuck it, I give up. I already lost the original idea I had.

It was a really good idea, too.

If you're still reading this, I should give you a cookie.

Sadly I'm all out.

And I'm still talking in fragments.

Before you all get your hopes up, I may not be grounded, I've been able to bullshit my way through these things before.



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_{Read this before asking about why I'm not posting any artwork.
Comic/manga: [link]
Commissions: [link]
Go help out =patsumii-yuki by commissioning her.}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22989895/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22989895/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 18:09:45 PST
Some of these questions may not apply to my newer watchers, so disregard them if you're a newer watcher.

Do you actually look at my journals/deviations when I post them/when you can get to them?

Are sick of hearing things from me, and would rather disregard my journals?

Do you actually like my artwork?

Do you like me better as a person, or as an artist? Any particular reason why?

Are you sick of hearing my rants?

Have I ever been rude to you and meant it to sound rude (If I don't mean it I usually post "And I'm not trying to be rude/mean" at the bottom)?

Do you think that I work slowly or quickly?

Would you like it if I started features, kind of like the one that I did in my previous journal (even though that one was a tag)?


More may be added to the bottom of this journal later.

Anyone who answers all of these questions may ask me any question and as many questions that they would like.

There are only around ten questions that I can think of that I won't answer, and it's because they reveal personal information about me that I don't want exposed. _{But some people can get around one or two of these questions.} And I will answer any and all questions.

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_{Read this before asking about why I'm not posting any artwork.
Comic/manga: [link]
Commissions: [link]
Go help out =patsumii-yuki by commissioning her.}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22983618/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22983618/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 13:27:29 PST
Okay so I love my painting class. But hate most of the people in it.

I'm usually kinda zoned out when I'm working, and I just do my work and keep to myself. There are two exceptions:

When I need the stapler or tape
When I need to ask my teacher something about the project.

Well, I had just finished my first painting (out of four) and went to go find the tape and the staple gun, when I hear:

"Did it really go all the way through?"
"Oh my god, it did!"

It took me a moment, but I found out that a kid went and stapled himself in the back. For what reason, I'm not sure. When I went to go get the staple gun, I didn't end up getting it because they were debating where he should staple himself next.

And I really don't want to watch that.

After painting, I'm irritated because of the whole staple gun incident, and in a bit of pain because of my back. So I'm walking through the halls, and there's a big crowd passing by the entrance to the stairwell I need to use, so I go by without hitting anyone and someone almost runs into me and yells out "Ho, damn. What's YOUR problem?!"

And, if I had really lost it like I was about to do, I would have started yelling at the girl who said that to me.

I am so sick of people like that because they think that they're so much better than everyone else they think that they should be bowed down to, and that they always have the right of way. There are around 2k students at my school, so I don't see why it was my fault I was trying to get through the halls and walked in front of her.

Feature tag

Feature 10+ people, 3 features each. Featured people will be tagged.


Tagged by
1. - [link] [link] [link] He is one of my favorite artists here on dA, and is one of the nicest ones I've met. He's mostly working on a comic now, so go check it out! [link]
(Some of the pictures are old, but I didn't want to post the pages of his comic since I linked to it )


2. - [link] [link] [link] Kira is one of the earlier friends I made on this site, and the first I ever met in person. I envy her animal-drawing skills.

3. - [link] [link] [link] She is probably the very first friend I made here on dA. Her photo manipulation skills are something to awe at, even if she doesn't update that often.

4. - [link] [link] [link] Who forget Kyli, the reason I came onto dA in the first place. She has her own unique style, which make her works all the more awesome.

5. - [link] [link] http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22938131/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 08:15:59 PST

I re-worded some of the questions so they'd make sense, and would be grammatically correct.

RULES:
1. Answer the following questions and post it in your journal.
2. Tag all your watchers. (Add a comment to all of your watchers) |No. |
3. Post "You've been tagged. Read the rules in my journal entry." in the comment.


P E R S O N A L

Real Name: -- (I wouldn't mind if my name was common. But it's not.)
Nickname: Fry
DeviantART Name: sukaiburu-chan
Country: America
Gender: Female



F A V O R I T E S

Color: Dark blue/black.
Food: I don't have any favorites. I like too much food. |D
Drinks: N/A.
Movie at the moment (1 only): Can't say I have a favorite. I don't watch a lot of movies.
Song at the moment (1 only): I've got like... 40 favorite songs, I'm not choosing one.
TV Program (1 only): None.
TV Channel (1 only): TruTV out of the four T.V. channels I have.
Book: I don't choose favorites in books, I read too many.
Ice Cream flavor: Mint Chocolate chip.



V E R S U S

What do you like most?

Sweet or Spicy?:
Spicy.

White chocolate or dark chocolate?:
Dark.

School or Mall?:
Mall, I don't like to sit around and do nothing.

Desktop Computer or Laptop?:
At the moment I'd prefer a laptop, but only because I could actually move it around. -Has ten windows behind her shining light onto the computer screen-

Ice Cream or Cake?:
Ice cream.

Anime or Cartoons?:
Anime.

PSP or PS2?:
I've never used a PSP, so PS2.

Sony or Panasonic?:
Sony.

RnB or POP?:
Either.



D E V I A N T A R T

What is your most favorite deviation in your gallery?
In my gallery would have to be the one that I've got set as my favorite on my profile, or as my ID.


Who was your first watcher?

~Kokuei-Chan
(Dead account now.)


How many watchers do you have right now?
47.

How many deviation/s do you have?
60 (OTL;; missed this question when I was first taking this)

At the moment, how many page views do you have?
6,692

Out of your watchers, who do you talk to the most?
~kitti614 ~Sario-rip *Kylias ~bananners and =QuintusCassius


Are you a subscriber?
Nope.

When did you start using Deviantart?
May 20^th, 2k7

Whoever wants to do this can.

--

Okay, two days ago the staff posted a news article about tracing. In a short summary they said:

People can trace, as long as it's good and credit is given. It also must be placed in the fan art or scraps category. We allow it because it's a valid form of practice for people that are just learning how to draw.

It will only be taken down if the person doesn't give proper credit and the original artist files a complaint.

Full article is here

Okay, first off:
Why the fan art category? People that draw fan art are being seriously offended because that pretty much says that tracing is the same as drawing fan art. If it is "valid practice" then it should be placed in scraps, not their gallery because if it /is/ good then they'll get tons of favorites on it.

And what if the original artist isn't an artist on dA? How will they know that their work is stolen? It isn't fair to them, because if other people recognize it as someone else's work, but aren't the original artist it will not be taken down.

Then, =LostKitten posted a small article and with a link to a petition to stop tracing.

The article can be found here

If you want to stop tracing I advise... ]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22907048/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22907048/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 15:27:08 PST
So there really is no point to this journal. Huh.

But on a different note, I'd love to do one of those "ask me anything" journals, but I doubt many people have any questions for me.

If you do though, I'd love to hear them.

I get sidetracked often. And by often, I mean all the time.

At school, if I'm supposed to be listening, I'm drawing. If I'm supposed to be working, I'm staring off into space. If I'm supposed to be doing nothing, I'm working.

I'm so odd.

And I've noticed that I'm like... becoming quieter and quieter. I just stare off into space and do nothing.

Whee...

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<sub>Comic/manga: [link]
Commissions: [link]
Go help out =patsumii-yuki by commissioning her.

If you give me a one month sub I'll give you a fully CG'd drawing. 8D</sub>

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22863069/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22863069/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 11:21:42 PST citizens that fight in wars, even though it's the government's fault?

Well, wouldn't it be much more interesting if the government fought in their own wars?

Wouldn't that be a much more interesting war?

Just one of the many thoughts that's crossed my mind today.

But I really think that would be a much better war than making citizens fight for them.

Kthxbai.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22823920/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22823920/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 13:35:37 PST
Go to Urban dictionary.com and type in your answer in the search box. Use the first answer you find.


1.) Your name?
--

craziest mofo eva!! fun lil girl not too wild cute enuff 2 make u smile!! hehe!! party gurllll!

(LOL, WHUT?)

2.) Your age?
15

Any girl under eighteen who lies about her age. Closley related to the term jailbait but more devious.

(OTL;;. I don't lie about my age!)

3.) One of your friends?
Kira


Name.

4.) What should you be doing?
Dishes

something a man makes a women do while he does nothing

(...;; )

5.) Favorite color?
Dark blue


Def 1: its a color

def 2: color of sadness

Def 3: the best fuckin song ever by Jack's Mannequin

(There were lyrics to the song but... why would I add them?)

6.) Birthplace?
Detroit
Clinton
Michigan.

1. The state where you can have 70 degrees and sun one day and a snowstorm the next.

2. A state where you can't keep a job because everything's either downsizing or moving to mexico.

(Haha, all of the definitions of Michigan were actually pretty accurate and pretty funny. xD)

7.) Month of your birth?
December

The month in which the hottest women are born.

(._.;;; )

8.) Last person you talked to?
Jenny

Is the shorter version of Jennifer, which means beautiful girl.


9.) One of your nicknames?
-Doesn't want to go with this one, but decides to anyways- Fry

When u cook somebody in insults

(It was the only one that didn't relate to Futurama, and wasn't about drugs. ._.;; )



Okay, I plan on making a series of characters, which so far will be War, Racism, and Peace. Their outfits have words that describe what they're given and it's causes (War has money, power, hate, selfish, hopelessness, and more).

If anyone has ideas for any more characters, go ahead and let me know.

On their face is their name etched in their skin across their cheeks and nose. On their skin there are also words that describe what they were given.

They each "supervise" each of their given traits, meaning War can cause war, and watches it's outcome, etc. Also, if they devote themselves to living in a particular country or region, the markings on their body slowly appear as the country starts using them (like if War was living in the U.S. the markings on his body, not his clothes, wouldn't appear until they started hating, or being selfish, craving power, etc. until war erupts, in which case his name, War, would become visible on his face.) But this also happens in reverse when the country starts dropping these traits. Using the above example, if the U.S. stopped hating, and stopped craving money, those words would disappear from War's body.

Quiz:


1. Choose 4 to 6 of your OCs
2. Make them answer the following questions and react to the random stupidity!
3. Tag some bitches and make them do it!
4. Title the journal "The WTF journal meme"

1. Fry
2. Dakeda
3. Katerina
4. "Director" (No one knows about him all that much yet. )
5. War
6. Ruby

10 Epically random questions!

1. What are you?

1. Fry: I think I'm still human...
2. Dakeda: A female hired samurai killer.
3. Katerina: ... Uhm... A high... school... student...? -Doesn't actually know much about the way schools are run-
4. "Director": Director of Class XI subclass C! Wooo! -Runs around in circles-
5. War: A being that is the personified version of when humans fight, called war.
6. Ruby: A demon's spirit who takes control of my host's body when she gets upset.

2. How old are you?

1. Fry: Fifteen.
2. Dakeda: ...Was I supposed to remember? All I know is that I'm no younger than 26, no older than 32.
3. Katerina: Sixteen.
4. "Director": Uhm... just turned 27 a few weeks ago. -Srs nod-
5. War: As long as humans have fought against each other I have lived. And even some before that when there were huge fights between animals. I have no idea how long ago that was.
6. Ruby: A-ah...;; I inhabited my most recent host about 14 years ago... but...;;

3. Where do you come from!? (country, world etc...)

1. Fry: Earth, US.
2. Dakeda: Uh... Japan... ]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22797712/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22797712/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 12:49:55 PST I don't care if you dislike me.
I don't care if you hate me.

Just tell me why, and take up all things concerning me with me. To my face. Because it isn't anyone else's problem. It doesn't involve anyone else. Just me and you.

And if you say something to my face, and mean it, don't apologize later. I hate it when people do that, because you'd be lying to me. And it doesn't make it quite as fun for me if you apologize without meaning it.

I only say this because my family was talking about me when I walked off earlier, and I heard my sister when she said she hates my attitude.
And I probably wouldn't have cared, if she wasn't talking behind my back.

Long story short, everyone in my immediate family hates me now.

But if you have anything you'd like to say to me that's been bothering you, feel free to do so.


Okay, so I looked at the second page of my gallery... and OTL'd. I want to scrap almost all of my gallery, except the stuff on the first page. That's how bad I think it all is.

I'ma be going through it all, and scrapping a good portion of it, and will probably end up deleting some.

Just so you all know why my deviations are disappearing.


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<sub>Comic/manga: [link]
Commissions: [link]
Go help out =patsumii-yuki by commissioning her.

If you give me a one month sub I'll give you a fully CG'd drawing. 8D</sub>

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22778278/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22778278/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 09:32:06 PST
He had a lump on his nose, a bloody nose, and his tooth and upper lip were bleeding.

Apparently he was laughing about it the whole time, and when he got home he realized that his tooth really does hurt.

It has been said that there's blood splattered on the ice. And it froze so they can't get it off.

Here's how he got himself injured:
He was falling backwards, and when he went to try and stand up straight, he flung his weight forward a little too much and fell on his face.

Lovely, no?

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<sub>Comic/manga: [link]
Commissions: [link]
Go help out =patsumii-yuki by commissioning her.

If you give me a one month sub I'll give you a fully CG'd drawing. 8D</sub>

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22732134/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22732134/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 16:49:08 PST
Unless someone wants me to draw them something for a month sub? 8D /shot.

No, seriously though, I'll draw you a fully CG'd (background and everything) picture for a month sub.

Anyone wanna take me up on that offer? 8D;;


If you want to stalk keep up with what I ramble about/what I do, I have a blog at [link] .

I may also upload sketches and the like to it, if I'm bored enough.


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_{Comic/manga: [link]
Commissions: [link]
Go help out =patsumii-yuki by commissioning her.}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22686901/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22686901/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 14:25:11 PST
Anyone wanna fill this out for me? 8D
I'll read them all and try to reply to them all, I've got nothing better to do~
And I don't care if it's sent in a note to make it more confidential. I just need something to do.

+WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I...+
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

+WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...+
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

+WOULD YOU...+
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

+HAVE YOU EVER...+
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

+AND MORE...+
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When's the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this into your journal to see what I say about you?:



I got my new schedule today.

I have a painting class. 8D
But with an evil teacher who is said to hate any student that doesn't draw exactly what she draws, meaning no anime style for me.

And, I don't have any classes with Kira.


So far I might not have any classes with any of my friends.

aldkfji I'm bored and on a laptop at school.


falfjaweljaeif
DOOD.
I GOT AN A- ON MY BIOLOGY EXAM.
ONE OF THE ONLY A'S IN THE CLASS.
asdfioeffieo fjaw

FUCK YEAH.




I have found out my grades on all but two of my finals.

IN ORDER:
BIOLOGY: A- (90.4%)
GEOMETRY: B+ (89%)
-Insert imaginary grade for my imaginary third hour here-
U.S. HISTORY: --
ENGLISH: A (?)
SOFTWARE MEDIA MANAGEMENT: --

owifm

I'M SO HAPPY ABOUT MY GRADES. I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO FAIL ALL OF THOSE CLASSES.



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_{Comic/manga: [link]
Commissions: [link]
Go help out =patsumii-yuki by commissioning her.}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22657830/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22657830/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 17:03:09 PST
But I did post it on a blog site.

If you want to know why I'm somewhat upset, and a little about why I am that way, click here.

Don't click it if you don't want to read a huge wall of text.

Don't click it if you really don't care.

I don't really care either way, I just had to rant somewhere.

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_{Comic/manga: [link]
Commissions: [link]
Go help out =patsumii-yuki by commissioning her.}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22599691/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22599691/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 16:03:23 PST
My sister's beau drew Spongebob and a monkey on our whiteboard, and if you ask me, they're not very good. So, when asked if I liked it, I simply replied "No."

And that set off a bomb.

My sister started defending it, and saying how it was ZOMG SO GREAT. I then said "Well my opinion was asked, and to give a good critique one must be honest. It's not like I'm forcing my opinion on you, you're forcing yours on me, kthx."

Then, they were in an argument over numbers or something relating to them, and since my sister had chosen three as the number and I knew that my brother didn't know what prime numbers were, I tried to end it by saying "It has to be a prime number." Well, it turns out that my sister (A junior in high school) doesn't know what they are either. I started laughing really hard at this, and my brother tried to name one by going by multiples.

Then, what made me laugh the most was this comment:

"Okay, you can't just go around and give your opinion on things when people don't want them, and you think you're so much better than us because you know what a prime number is--"

My sister stopped talking when my laughter overpowered her voice. And I reminded her that she asked for my opinion, therefore I should be allowed to give it.

And all of this made me laugh and smile, so tonight's been pretty good. <3

Oh, today was the last day of midterms/finals/exams/whatever you want to call them.

And I'm finally out of my Software Media Management class. I hated it so much because of the people in it.

And I've finally come up with a couple New Year's resolutions, which is not usual for me:

Draw more. (I haven't been submitting much lately...)
Do not get another 68% on a Geometry test.
Get a part-time/summer job.
Get at least one A on a Biology test
Get at least 30 comic/manga pages done. (More, more, more!)
Stand up for myself more
Don't hurt people too much.
Read more mangas.
Gain weight.

Okay... I've tortured you enough with my random ramblings.

-Goes to work on her next comic/manga page-


Notice: I will be spamming your inbox with my sketches if you view my scrapbook as well. I've got some that I need to upload because I haven't uploaded anything lately 8D. Kthxbai.

<age edit>
I've got another page for my comic/manga up. Just thought I'd let you all know. Comic/manga



Okay, so I couldn't go anywhere today because my family's having a party. I knew earlier that I was allowed to invite people over, but now I'm just being lame and not calling anyone, haha. So... for those that want to come over (IRL friends, obviously) you can.

_{I'll have a rant journal up soon, just a fair warning in advance.}



]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22547549/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22547549/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 16:39:19 PST
Like, they watch me for pageviews, or because they feel obliged to?

I'm only asking because I hardly ever get comments and the like (not that I care too much) but a lot of people that watch me don't interact with me at all. There are some that I talk to outside of dA, so obviously I'm not going to say that I don't speak with them at all, but I've noticed that there are... at least ten people that watch me and don't speak to me. That I don't remember talking to, besides the reply to the "Thanks for the watch!" comment I always leave.

Is there anyone who honestly doesn't like what I draw and won't interact with me that watches me?

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22474618/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22474618/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 13:42:58 PST
Well I never did.

And I now have zero messages.
That means that I went through over 400 deviations.

Just because I couldn't decide on what ones to delete.


If you're coming to my page to thank me for the fave on it, and are confused as to /why/ I faved it just now, that's why. It was probably in the bottom of my inbox. >__<;;



Other than that, I'm now going to physical therapy three times a week, and my therapist discovered (today) that I recently injured throughout my ribs, not just my lower back. And I haven't even been doing anything...


For those that actually view my comic, I may have the next page up Sunday/Monday instead of Saturday. Not much, but physical therapy is taking up more time than I would have expected, and it doesn't help that the next page has... -counts- eight eleven panels. (Eight was the panel I was going to be starting, not how many there were. xD;; ) I'm already over 40 layers, and I'm not even finished with all of the lineart yet.

So in short, don't yell at me if it's a little late.


Finals are next week, and I'm not studying, because I hate studying and usually just confuse myself more doing so.

--Fuck. I'd type more if I didn't JUST realize that I have to do a finals review packet so my teacher doesn't explode on me tomorrow.

If I have to, I'll edit this later.

-Flee-


Aww... my snowman was snowblow'd.



Anyone got MSN (that isn't one of the four people I already talk to) and would actually want to talk to me?

_{Mine is greenbean1899@yahoo.com}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22434564/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22434564/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 13:51:44 PST QuintusCassius

I finally decided to do one of these. I think I've been tagged like... three times in the past. xD
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RULES -

|1|.Post these rules
|2|.Each tagged person must post 8 things about their selves on their journal.
|3|.At the end you have to choose 8 people to tag, and post their icons on the same journal.
|4|.Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them.
|5|.NO tag-backs.
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K facts..
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1. I am proof that there is a such thing as a smart blonde.
2. I am extremely forgetful
3. I have forgotten that I was supposed to pay attention in school because I was drawing.
4. I've almost cried over the stupidity of a large group of people that live in the U.S.
5. I am extremely shy unless with my friends. And even then I don't talk as much as some of them.
6. I'm starting to enjoy drawing hands.
7. I can no longer live without my music/MP3 player.
8. I can be incredibly lazy.

I tag anyone who hasn't already done this.


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I've only seen great artists taking this.. but I don't care. I'm taking it anyways.
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Step 1: Fill this in, as such everyone on your watch list may then tell you are not a bad artist. This will let you know how splendid you are, that way you can boost your monstrous ego just a smidgen more.

Step 2: Now that you've got that great ego boost that you needed, you can sit and revel in it, and believe (falsely) that you are so superior than everyone else.


1. [ ] When you doodle, you say it's a simple drawing. |I don't doodle. |
2. [ ] Always provide excuses such as "Still in development" |If I'm still working on something, I don't like to submit it.|
3. [ ] Can only create an excuse of "I used a mouse, not a tablet" |No?|
4. [ ] You only draw faces. |Oo;|
5. [ ] You always draw faces at the same direction. |Nope. I like to try different angles. ^__^|
6. [x] The proportion is awful. |Yep. Kinda something that I'm not quite sure how to fix yet, but am working on!|
7. [ ] Every character looks the same. |I would hate that. Why would I want my characters to look the same?|
8. [\] Uses different hairstyle to distinguish characters. |I don't like having characters with the same hairstyle, so that's why they're different, I don't need it to tell my characters apart.|
9. [ ] Cannot distinguish left and right direction.
10. [ ] "Sketch? Who cares about that?" |I've made five sketches for one drawing.|
11. [ ] You only draw sketches.
12. [ ] What's a LAYER???
13. [ ] You always draw one character. |No.. I may spam one character, but I try to spam them all equally. xD|
14. [ ] You always draw characters in same angle.
15. [ ] No matter how you draw, it's the same expression.
16. [/] You can't draw characters with movement. |I can, but it's usually not the best. |
17. [x] You barely draw feet. [Nevaarr.|
18. [\] You can't draw figures from high or low angles. |I can, but with crappy quality. 8D|
19. [ ] You don't even know the definition of high and low angle drawing.
20. [ ] A shitty figure drawing in dynamic pose can be turned into a 4th Dimensional abstract. |How the hell would someone manage this? xD|
21. [ ] Same character looks totally different when it is drawn in different angle or direction. |No, but it does look different because it's at a different angle.|
22. [ ] You can't even draw anything other than characters or draw everything except characters.
23. [ ] You can only draw cute characters. |No.. I don't really think I can draw cute characters. xD|
24. [ ] You can only draw handsome characters. |Nope. I just draw what's fun for their design.|
25. [/] Hands are your nightmare. |Not so much anymore, I'm actually starting to have fun while trying to draw hands. 8D|
26. [ ] Your character's hands are always hidden behind.|Not anymore~|
27. [ ] The idea sketch is professional but the actual quality is shitty.
28. [ ] You try to cover up one of the eyes with hair so that you can draw only one eye. |That's impossible in my style (unless I'm drawing a certain type of character) I draw the eye over the hair.|
29. [x] Your works are always asymmetrical. |I don't know, I don't really pay attention. But since I don't /try/ to make them symmetrical I guess they're not?|
30. [ ] Line art only = Finished piece. |No... ]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22397087/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22397087/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 15:12:39 PST
I just found my tablet pen shoved into the edge of my couch under the cushions. I didn't even think it'd be there, and I've been looking for it for four days.

I'll get on drawing now, so no more laziness from me!



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_{Sami's comic: [link]
My comic: [link]
Commissions: [link]
Go help out =patsumii-yuki by commissioning her.}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22312359/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22312359/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 18:30:13 PST

I had to babysit and now am dead tired, and it's only 9:30. OTL;;

And I ate a piece of cake, thus getting myself sick (again).
-Hasn't been able to eat very much-

So I'm going to go pass out now before I fall asleep on the keyboard. (Either way, my parents will be mad because I won't be up for the beginning of the new year.)

And I just remembered I have to go find my tablet pen before I go crazy. ;;

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_{Comic: [link]
Commissions: [link]
Go help out =patsumii-yuki by commissioning her.}

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22125690/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22125690/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 16:08:13 PST (Only for IRL friends.)

Please let me know if you need figure skates or hockey skates, or if you have no idea and will figure it out when you get here.

Obviously, you'll have to set up a day to come to my house. And you should bring:

Snowpants.
Jacket.
Hoodie (Or sweater).
Boots.
Hat.
Gloves.
Scarf.

Optional (AKA If you have them):
Ice skates. (Can be provided.)

Dressing in layers is best.

For other details, just ask.

<sub>No charges. Unless you are a creepy stalker. Then there will be charges. Police charges for being such.

You will fall. More than once. Be prepared to have a sore ass if this is your first time ice skating.
Ice rink is at my house.</sub>

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22048782/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22048782/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 12:35:04 PST Happy birthday to me.
I am now 15.
It is my caektiems.
So you should all leave me be.


Woo! I turn 15 today!

And I made up that song type thing at the top of this journal in... under 5 minutes when I was waiting for my bus to come on Tuesday.




I still need a restoration disk for my computer, though.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22032753/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22032753/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 13:28:19 PST
Any one of my IRL friends have a way that they can get me one? (Like copy their own.)

If so, I will love you!

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22020280/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/22020280/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 17:42:44 PST
I am such a bad kid, that I'm the one who unplugged the scanner, and made my sister mad.

I am such a bad kid, that when I yell out in pain, it's obviously because I'm faking.

I'm such a bad kid that I yell at my brother even though he does nothing to me.

I am such a bad kid that I haven't done ANYTHING to help out around my house.

I'm such a bad kid that I'm trying not to cry because of the pain that I deserve.

I am such a bad kid that I throw temper tantrums for no apparent reasons.

I am such a bad kid that if I'm yelling out because I can't find something, I obviously am faking and I know exactly where something is and am just trying to get everyone's attention.

I am such a bad kid that if I mention that I want to go to my friends birthday party, it's obvious that I'm lying and just don't want to go Christmas shopping.

I am such a bad kid that I stayed home from school so I could get my back checked out, and shouldn't have stayed home.

I am such a bad kid that when my mom treated me to Taco Bell for lunch, I didn't deserve it because I'm not disabled.

I am such a bad kid that any reasoning I try to use is ruled out by everyone else's assumptions.

I am such a bad kid that I didn't get my grade fixed in Software Media Management even though I had all the work done.

I am such a bad kid that anything I'm doing on the computer must be stopped immediately because someone else has to check one email.

I am such a bad kid that I ignore everyone when they tell me they're in pain.

I am such a bad kid that when a speaker fell on my already-pained back, it doesn't hurt me, and if it does it shouldn't matter to anyone else.

I am such a bad kid that when I get mad because I get asked stupid questions and am already aggravated because I'm in pain it's fine to yell at me and say it's my fault, then get me no painkillers.

I am such a bad kid that anything that's wrong with the computer is instantly my fault.

I am such a bad kid that I deserve nothing from my family, and they will give me nothing until I earn it.




On a lighter note, I made cookies. That I can't eat at the moment, because I feel sick.



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has several illnesses, and expensive medicine. She wants to help out her parents with their medical bills, and is offering commissions to help out. They are $15.

She also has a list of people who are offering commissions to help her out (if you don't like her art or for some other reason that I wouldn't know to put in here.)

So, as it is, I will give money that I make from commissions.

(I know you guys don't actually want any commissions from me, so you really don't have to if you don't want to.)

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21995581/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21995581/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 14:33:49 PST
Not only were they unsure of what could be causing it, they're treating me for two things instead of trying to make sure of what it is.

So I have to go to physical therapy two to three times a week for four to six weeks, and I have to take Advil three times a day for three weeks.

And this may not even fix my back. It may just be a huge waste of time.

Edit::
has several illnesses, and expensive medicine. She wants to help out her parents with their medical bills, and is offering commissions to help out. They are $15.

She also has a list of people who are offering commissions to help her out (if you don't like her art or for some other reason that I wouldn't know to put in here.)

So, as it is, I will give money that I make from commissions.

(I know you guys don't actually want any commissions from me, so you really don't have to if you don't want to.)

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21765442/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21765442/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 12:15:23 PST
I made a stock account. There isn't much on it at the moment, I have homework to do before I go to bed, so I'll upload the rest (or at least some) of the other pictures in the morning. ~Sukaiburu-stock


Well, I was thinking as I was working on NaNoWriMo, "What if there was a NaMaWriMo?" Which would stand for National Manga (or comic) Writing Month. And it wouldn't really only be a month long, it'd extend for about two or three months.

I started seriously considering this as a contest, but realized that I wouldn't have any prizes to hand out, because I'm not rich enough to afford anything. ;__;

So, I decided that maybe other people would like to join me in this. It would still be a contest, but instead of writing 50k words, you would plot out and draw a manga, and it would only be about... 25 pages, maybe? This is kind of asking a lot, not really though, and I was going to say 50, but 50 just might be too much.

Would anyone else be willing to slave over try to make a 25 page manga with me? I know that's not very long, and if anyone has any suggestions about tweaking this idea at all, go head and say so.

Also, the entries could be done as collabs, and it doesn't matter how many people work on it.


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Art Status

Gifts
Ruka's Birthday Present 1:
Ruka's Birthday Present 2:
Sami's Birthay Card:
Kira's Birthday Card:

Kiribans
Ennjyx's SasuNaru drawing:

Projects
Nariada:
Sanah:
Rika:
Rika 2:
Radah: http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21752529/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 16:30:08 PST
Also, I've got for and a half hours left for NaNoWriMo, and thanks to my sister, I couldn't get on the computer earlier to start working on it. In fact, I'm supposed to be typing it up now. OTL.

'Kay, done ranting for the moment. I really should get to typing up the 24 pages I wrote while we were on the road.

They really need an "It's cold" emote for the mood. ;__:

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21705361/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21705361/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 19:27:33 PST

It was so weird, because today, it was 68 degrees Fahrenhiet, and where I live (Michigan) it apparently was 36 degrees and felt like 31.


My grandparents have a go-cart, and we're allowed to drive it around the top of their mountain. My grandpa took me, my brother and my dad to see a house that had burned to the ground. The person who owned the house was trying to sell it for 350k. He wasn't in the house when it burned down, and my grandpa saw it burning. Unfortunately for the man who owned it, he moved to Arkansas because his house was ruined by Hurricane Katrina, and now his house is burned down.

I have some pictures of a pond that's on the mountain.

So... fwee. I'm bored.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21661591/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21661591/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 10:21:47 PST

I have an excuse to Cosplay today! Fwee!


Oh, also, today I'm not going to be on the computer much, when my brother gets home I'm going on a 14-hour car drive to Arkansas to see my grandparents. And I'm not coming back until Sunday. (They do have a computer, but I won't be able to get on much)

Well, I'll see what I can draw when I'm down there.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21634129/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21634129/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 15:55:41 PST
First: I fall off of my front porch, screwing up my ankle.

Second: My dad doesn't tell me I'm about to run into our snow blower, and when I hit it he just says "Oh, I thought you saw that there" even though I had to walk backwards.

Third: I go inside, hurt my finger, and have to have dinner even though I was busy with the archive sweep on *StockArchive

Fourth: I have to wash dishes, and my mom goes upstairs, on the computer, and starts asking me a million questions about what I'm looking at because I was still working on the archive sweep.

Fifth: My mom switches users, and starts yelling at me because my tablet mouse isn't working.

Sixth: I go upstairs to fix the computer, and have to restart it.

Seventh: I find out that not only did I lose all of the work I had been doing with the stock archive (approximately 16 accounts that I had checked) I also lost 1k words for my novel. (Putting me back to 29k)

Eighth: I discover that I'm missing a sheet I needed for my homework, and don't have any record of it anywhere else.


Woo. And I've only got about an hour and a half to re-do all of my homework and get back the 1k that I lost.


Just a fanfuckingtastic day.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21552306/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21552306/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 14:51:13 PST


And Diratoni is the name of one of the characters in my novel, kthxbai.


Edit::
LOL, right after I posted this, I remembered that I wanted to let you all know that my birthday is coming in about a month.

Artwork of my characters/artwork dedicated to me would be lovely, though I don't actually expect anything.



]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21507423/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21507423/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 19:49:33 PST
It's probably just the nerves getting to me, but still...

And the back of my head hurts...


I'd rather not go into detail at the moment, but I'll probably say why soon enough.

But, I will give you this much:

It was not something that any person wants to go through.
It involved an encounter with the police.


Kbai.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21471796/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21471796/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 15:33:50 PST If I had enough time to make some.

You see, I'm a part of [link], which stands for National Novel Writing Month. So, I have to write 50,000 words by the end of November. So far, I'm about at 14,577 words, and I want to be at 16,000 words in about... two-three hours.

So please, please kick me _{Not too hard please}, nag me, slap me _{not too hard either plz.} and overall tell me to get working. I've given myself a hectic schedule so I can finish by the end of the month, because I started six days later than most of the other people.

So, here's my schedule:

13. Thursday: 16,000
14. Friday: 19,000
15. Saturday: 23,000
16. Sunday: 27,000

17. Monday: 29,000
18. Tuesday: 31,000
19. Wednesday: 34,000
20. Thursday: 36,000
21. Friday: 38,000
22. Saturday: 42,000
23. Sunday: 46,000

24. Monday: 48,000
25. Tuesday: 50,000


So, be prepared for a shortage of works and kick me every once in a while.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21377031/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21377031/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 17:57:01 PST
I can't believe it.

People who are major fans of Evanescence and know most of their songs, listen to the few I list:
[link] (Link to my playlist)

Listen to:
Goodnight
Forgive Me
Before the Dawn
Anything for You
Heart Shaped Box, and
Angel of Mine

I CAN HARDLY BELIEVE SHE SUNG THOSE.

The songs are listed in order of my favorites though.

OH, and Goodnight just so happens to be 1:31. xD;

-Walks off, singing, "Goodnight, sleep tight..."-

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21339709/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21339709/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 16:43:41 PST
I'm going to be taking 3-5 requests, even though ~animelver123 got my kiriban.



Anyone get my kiriban?

If not...
...
...

I'll give a request to someone who's original character I'd like to draw.

Rules for it:
Please give a reference of them.
(It /can/ be a written description)
Please give me /some/ insight to their personality.
No hentai scenes, but I will draw kissing.
Will draw Yaoi/Yuri if requested.

Don't think that I don't like your character if I don't choose yours. It's just that I want to draw a more challenging one, or I don't think that I'll be able to draw the character well.

Kthxbai.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21303922/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21303922/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 16:30:45 PST
Epic, epic win.

Kira made me laugh so hard it hurt on Saturday at the craft show.

And Youmacon was all that I had hoped for, and then some.
The people managed to scare my mom, which is pretty hard to do, considering she's creepy herself. xD

I don't want to get into all of the details, it'd take too long and I don't know where to start.

But I'm definitely going back next year, and hopefully I can stay all three days.



[link]

Hah, I made a chatroom. Not in it now though. Will be soon.

Oh, and I slipped and accidentally cut my finger in Biology today. 8D



And my 5k is in 29 pageviews.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21247273/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21247273/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 11:11:38 PDT
First: Well, I forgot the actual first thing, but anyways, I'll start with the best thing that happened this week.

We were sitting in Geometry, and my teacher realized that she forgot to give the first hour students their homework. Everyone in my class started fighting over who got to take them 'cause everyone wanted to see their reactions. Well, my teacher got a graphing calculator, set it on random for numbers 1-23, and the number ends up eight. I was sitting in my seat going "Okay, it's probably going to be either me or K-puff, 'cause we're the only ones not fighting about it.." And lo and behold, number eight just so happens to be me. I said I'd take them, getting majority of the kids in my class mad at me, take the stack of papers, and walk down the hallway to the Biology lab. (Oh, and before that, people were saying that "OMG she's gonna get looost! Even though it's just down the hall. xD; )

Well, I get into the classroom and say: "Mr. T-withheld name-, Mrs. P-withheld name- says you need to pass this out to them, this is their homework," just loud enough so that everyone could hear. They all groaned, started yelling at me, and told me to say that I "accidentally" dropped it into the trash. I laughed, walked out of the room and reported back to my teacher.

Then there was this morning:
Me, Kira, Panda and Kayleigh (don't kill me for spelling) were walking down the hall, and Panda was dressed up as Mello. Panda starts yelling "Chocolate..! CHOCOLATE?!" and Kayleigh starts saying "Candy Mountain, Charlie, Candy Mountain!" And Panda turns to her and yells, " That's got nothing to do with chocolate!" and we all went different ways to our classes after that.

I know there's more, but I forgot now.


Ah, god. I can't believe it's already Halloween. Happy Halloween, everyone!

But, god, I've got so much to do this weekend. First, I'm going home and carving pumpkins when my dad gets home with the pumpkins, then I'm going to Kira's to spend the night (I still am, right?). Then tomorrow is the craft show, where I'm going to be selling clay dragons & clay roses. And finally, on Sunday I'm going to Youmacon.

Lets hope I don't die from having to get up semi-early! 8D


Ahh godd... I've been having srs headaches today.. either from stress from having to do all the work around my house and still getting yelled at 'cause everyone has to take their anger out on me, or it's from eating too much sugar. (I really think it's the first one though..) And I can't get painkillers right now, they aren't allowed in school.

And I've got like an hour before I get home. ;_;



My 5k is coming up. I've got like, 100 pageviews to go.

Whoever catches it gets a free drawing from me.

8D

Hah, I always write such long journals, 'specially when I'm at school.

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21186871/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21186871/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 13:27:04 PDT
;_;

Yesterday, the power went out, and every one of my friends had the power come back on after a few seconds, but it was out at my house until like, 3 AM.

Well, we had to use candles and I had one up by my bed, and I had been playing with the hot wax and coating the tips of my fingers with it. I picked it up for a second time, and pulled it closer to me, and the glass exploded. (And by exploded, I mean this --> [link] )

It cut my right hand thumb when it exploded, and a piece of the glass landed on my leg, which burned my leg slightly and I jumped so the glass would land in front of me.

It also cut my middle finger on my left hand when it exploded.

A few minutes later, I went to move the glass so my mom could pick it up, and accidentally bumped the sharp edge of one of the pieces, cutting into my index finger on my right hand.

The cuts are small, but bled a LOT.

And I didn't even realize I was bleeding until I turned on the bright light on my phone, to see that my index finger on my right hand was covered in blood and dripping, my middle finger on my right hand had some blood on it from my index finger, and my thumb was bleeding. Well, I looked around, and there were blood drops on my bed, and the only thing that upset me was that I got a smeared fingerprint of blood on the drawing I had started.

Then, after pricks and punctures from cleaning most of the glass shards off of my bed, my sister starts cursing and her leg is bleeding. Some shards fell on her bed, and I had to help her pick them up.

This morning, when I got out of bed, I grabbed the bar next to me to climb down my latter (I'm on the top bunk of me and my sister's bunk beds) I feel something dig into my hand when I put weight on it. Well, guess what. There was a shard of glass on it and I had dug it into my palm when I was getting off my bed.

And none of this would'a happened had the power not gone out.

CURSE YOU POWER OUTAGE!!!

]]> ~sukaiburu-chan http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21155678/ http://sukaiburu-chan.deviantart.com/journal/21155678/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 13:00:54 PDT 2) Name Backwards: Yrf.
3) Were you named after anyone?: Yes.
4) Does your name mean anything?: -Shrug-
5) Nick Name(s): Fry, Gexean, Jenna... uhm...
6) Screen Name(s): Gexean
7) Date of Birth: December 18^th
8) Place of Birth: Michigan.
10) Current Location: ..In front of my computer?
11) Sign: Sagittarius
12) Religion: None
13) Height: Probably slightly over 5'8"
14) Weight: About 120
15) Shoe Size: 9
16) Hair color: Blonde
17) Eye color: Green
18) What you look like: ...A person?
19) Innie or Outie: Innie
20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous: Right handed.
21) Sexual preferance: Straight, meaning I like guys.
22) Best Friend(s) : Do I really have to list everyone out? 'Cause 99% of my friends are my best friends.
23) Best friend you trust the most: Again, do I have to list them out?
24) Best friends {your sex}: Same as above.
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: ...
26) Best Bud(s): Again, same as 23
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: None.
28) Crush: Two people that I don't want to say their names 'cause I'm too lazy and would rather type this sentance.
29) Parent(s): What about them?
30) Worst Enemy: Angela.. and Adam... and Jon... and and and -Shot-
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): Any of my guy friends that I've met online, pretty much.
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Same as above.
33) Funniest friend: I dunno...
34) Craziest friend: I dunno...
35) Advice Friend: ...;; I usually don't need advice...
36) Loudest Friend: Either Tori or Sami.
37) Person you cry with: ...No one...;;

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: Yep.
39) Any brothers: Yep.
40) Any pets: Nope.
41) A Disease: Possibly.
42) A Pager: Nope.
43) A Personal phone line: Nope.
44) A Cell phone: Yep
45) A Lava lamp: I have a blue glitter lamp, does that count?
46) A Pool or hot tub: Nope.
47) A Car: Nope.

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Shy, temperamental...
49) Driving: -Shrugs- I 'unno.
50) Car or one you want: -Shrugs.-
51) Room: Small, always messy...
52) Mmh: ...
53) School: Depends on which school.
54) Bed: ...Lots of colors.
55) Relationship with your parent(s): It's okay, I guess. I'm pretty sure I get along with them better than my brother or sister.

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: Nope.
57) Believe in love at first sight?: Nope.
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Depends on who's talking.
60) Get Along with your parents: Kinda.
61) Save your e-mail conversations: Until they're a year old.
62) Pray: Nope.
63) Believe in reincarnation: -Shrugs-
64) Like to make fun of people: Only if I'm teasing my friends.
65) Like to talk on the phone: Yeah, but no one calls me. ><;
66) Like to eat: Yupyup.
67) Like to drive: -Shrugs.- I 'unno, I've never drove before. ><
68) Get motion sickness: Nope..
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: Yep.
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: Nope.
71) Dream in color: When I have dreams.
72) Type with your fingers on home row: Yep.
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Sometimes, only if it's my panda. ^^

What Is...?

74) Right next to you: The house phone, my cell phone, the speakers, some lotion, my tablet mouse, my tablet pen, nail polish, the camera...
75) On the walls of your room: Two drawings, one by me, the other by Kira.
76) On your mouse pad: I have a tablet.
77) -Taken out because it was a repeated question-
78) Your dream date: -Opens mouth to speak, and closes it again.- I dun have one...;;
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: -Shrugs-
80) Your dream wife/husband: -Shrugs-
81) Your bedtime: Don't have one.
82) Under your bed: A monster... oh wait... that's my sister...
83) The single most important question: -Shrugs-
84) Your bad time of the day: -Shrugs- Anytime my brother feels like being annoying.
85) Your worst fear(s): -Shrugs-
86) The weather you like: Rain & snow.
87) The time: 3:54
88) The date: 10/25/08
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: ..-Can't remember-
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: I don't consider it weird, but chocolate covered popcorn & French fries dipped in a milkshake.
91) Theme Song: Depends on my mood. I've got several.
92) The hardest thing about growing up: ...-Shrugs-
93) Your funniest experience: -Shrugs-
94) Your scariest moment: Almost dieing because a three-hundred-pound man jumped... ]]> ~sukaiburu-chan