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]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20773416/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20773416/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 08:55:22 PDT My boyfriend is making so mad to the point I want to hit him, and I did last night. That was because he was holding me down, and with me I get in defense mode when I'm held down. Last night he through up everything he could possibly think of.
I can't stand when he throws stuff at me in words. Anyways I'm really stressed out and I could really use a few words of encouragement.....

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20738677/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20738677/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 09:52:18 PDT and wed. Barbara will be going on a cruise a i will have her daughter for 4 day ooooooh great.
she is my boyfriends mother and we live together but the only thing is, is that, we cant sleep in the same bed. anyways im ranting. i might not be able to get in the poetry chatroom i always go to but imma try my best. im so bored and tired of living with other people...............

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20723448/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20723448/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 12:34:00 PDT
]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713227/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713227/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:18:59 PDT Your aroma is here
I can feel your presence
and thats what I fear
I miss your smile
I miss your extra while
That you used to have
but not anymore
But now I feel you in my core
You've been away
Untill this day
I only wish that you could stay
Because I've missed you so
It's hard to let go
Please let your presence show

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713216/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713216/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:17:59 PDT the world of mine
The world that has strength
the world that is divine
The place where
fear is forbidden
and sensitivity is hidden
The destination that
has been interrupted
by the people
who are disgusted
The world that is meant
for me only
For whenever I get lonely
But that world has ended
The World of Mine

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713201/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713201/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:17:14 PDT
why is someone always breaking my heart

i dont think my heart can take much more

of this pain and endless stress

im not sure what to do anymore

i really try so hard to cope

with the pain of losing him

and every other tragedy ive had to face

why do i deserve this

all i do is care

i show affection

i listed to peoples problems

i give good advise

im not perfect

everyone has thier imperfections

mine is when i love

i love hard and i cant let go

i cant try to block them out of my mind

but it always seems to fail

i try to keep myself busy

but it still finds time to enter my mind

even try to be social but somehow

i always find myself alone in my mind

which is a dangerous place to be

where can i find peace

and happiness

i only had that with one person

and he doesnt want me anymore

mabe he got bored

mabe the love he use to have has faded

but why do i deserve this

i deserve to be happy to

dont i...

apparently not im going to always dealing with

my pain and suffering...........

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713186/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713186/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:16:23 PDT
you never want to see me and I need you so much my heart throbs with pain its so sore

your soppose to be my daddy and im soppose to be daddys little girl

you just make me feel safe in this world

i miss you so much daddy i want to still be your little angel

im soppose to be daddys little girl

but your not here to keep me safein your barraccaded arms

but now i cant find you

but i still want to still be daddys little girl because i love you

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713170/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713170/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:15:27 PDT
i wonder if it is real or if its a myth

suspence makes me wonder if i should experiance this myth and take my life

and never again see light

should i take this slender piece of glass

and puncture it unto my very soul

so i can never grow old

just so i can experiance this myth that might not even be true

mabe i shouldnt go through this pain this slender glass would lend

just to experiance this myth that everyone will experiance in the end

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713162/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713162/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:14:56 PDT
love strangles the unknown

its takes what evers left

it conquers without regret

love is pain

it brings the rain

it drowns you in fear

with only words you can hear

love and hate

it can never be ones fate

it shreds you down in hate

it one day will be to late

love is pain

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713149/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713149/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:13:58 PDT
it never stops it never goes away

it brings this anger inside of me

it brings these tears it makes me weak

it makes me sad

it makes me miss the past

it makes me not care whether i live or die

it makes me swear and makes me cry

it causes me to wish i was never born

it makes me wonder what im even here for

it even makes me go insane

this is my eternal pain

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713143/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713143/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:13:23 PDT
counting the days

which brings this pain

egurly torn

into another demention and feeling sore

my brains gonna colapse

and bleed with insanity perhapse

playing with death

not sure whats left

getting the knife

ending my life

runnaway

from all these memories

never turn back just leave

cry with guilt

planning the field

thursting from this hell

there is no one else

feeling alone

heart of stone

not caring for a distant soul

feeling so cold

i cant even pray

im suddenly insane

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713128/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713128/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:12:45 PDT
the thought of your touch is bringing these tears

the sound of you voice is flowing through my head

the thought of the words that use to be said

the look in you eyes when you smiled

it all seemed to me that you would go the extra mile

but now your gone leaving my heart empty

what i use to know is not now like it use to be

i wonder now if you ever loved me

i wonder now if you ever cared for me

i wonder know if we were ever meant to be

i really thought you felt the same way

i really thought you would be here with me today

but your gone and you took with you the words

that use to be said

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713115/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713115/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:11:47 PDT
I dont care about the care you use to have that now you lack

Im tired of your shit

you make me sick

Just get up get out

I dont care what its about

No more hurt No more pain

the only thing left is going insane

Im getting my 45 if you dont get out of my life

Im sick of you promices of being your wife

FUCK you BITCH i dont care

I dont give a shit if im not being fare

Just leave me alone

Now my warm heart is a heart of stone

all because your lies hurt me so

the only way out is letting you go

so just leave

so i can clear my head and finally breathe

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713097/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713097/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:10:30 PDT I've been burdoned with pain down in my core
I dont feel i can take much more
I'm losing my mind
Happiness is what i cant seem to find
I just want to be okay
And feel like i can face another day
I want to wake up from this dreadful dream
That I call reality
It's just suffocating me
I can bearly breathe
How many pills do I have to take
To break away
Or mabe it's to late
I can never be sure
I just wish this pain could be cured
How many of my tears have to fall
Before I lose it all
I need help
To be saved from myself
To be saved from this dream

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713083/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713083/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:09:28 PDT
even though i have the world

Why do i just want to crawl up in a ball

and cry like a little girl

Why is my heart filled with sadness

and unexplainable maddness

Why does my heart feel so weak

To the point sometimes i cant even speak

I want to be okay i want to stop the acheing

of the piercing sound of my heart breaking

How can i find relief and a break from my mind

i feel im loosing time

I cant take much more of all this in my head

id rather be dead

My mind is a dangerous place

and i feel there is no escape

no way out

no one to hear my shout

to save me from myself

this hell

im tired of running but running is all i know

because i cant let my pain go

my heart is fractured

and no way to put it back together

can you save me

and stop my heart from bleeding

im loosing time so take my hand

your the only one who can

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713075/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713075/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:08:53 PDT or you just going to sit here
and watch me bleed

chorus:
Being alone
Heart of stone
Don't know what to do
Can't be with you
Burning my core
Can't take much more

I need you here but it can't be
Loving you is insanity
I put up walls to block you out
so you can't hear my screams
and shouts
I'd rather be here by myself
then love you or anyone else
You call me cold you call me
reckless
but you're the one who was always selfish

chorus:
Being alone
Heart of stone
Don't know what to do
Can't be with you
Burning my core
Can't take much more

I can't be with you anymore
so what are you here still waiting
here for
Leave me alone
Go away
so I can finally be okay

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713062/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713062/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:08:16 PDT Anger is an addiction
It makes you do
things I'd rather not mention
The feeling of power
The feeling of rage
Like someone just unleashed
you out of your cage
You can't take the pressure
You can't take the pain
so the only thing left to do
is going insane
You clinch your fists
You grit your teeth
You explode because of
all your grief
They pushed all your buttons
they told you to many lies
So sad for them that everyone
has to die
You cant take anymore
You've lost control
You're tired of everyone
leaving you out in the cold
You've lost it now
They crossed the line
and now they don't know
they're losing time
Game over
I'll cut to the chase
Your life is over
It has been erased

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713056/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713056/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:07:42 PDT I'm not sure what to say
I'm not sure if i'll ever be okay
I'm losing my mind
I feel out of control
I feel so cold
Have I taken my last breath
Is death the next step
All these thoughts
Are racing through my head
Of all the hurtfull things that were said
A moment to relax is way over due
The way I feel no one has a clue
I have visions of ending it
But I lock it up oh so deep
Untill the moment the world is asleep
Then my fears awaken
They are not to be mistaken
They are more painful than a knife
They to can end my life
I wonder if I can find a way out
Mabe someone will hear my screams and
shouts
or mabe I should give up
Really all I need is love
but mabe what I can give is not enough
My fears will take over
and change me within
No one will know the true me ever again
Im scared of the next step I will take
Because it may be my last and I may never wake
I hope it's not to late

]]> ~sumomo16anime http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713042/ http://sumomo16anime.deviantart.com/journal/20713042/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 21:06:51 PDT Trapt in time
It seems to be standing still
Does it have to feel so real
I don't want to stay in my head
I'd rather be dead
Than to have these thoughts
That watch your inoccents as it decays
and rots
Do I have much longer
To try to become stronger
To fight these thoughts that
are trying to take over
I dont want to be sober
This is much to real for me
I want to drown it out, and drown it away
Just one more sip and I'll be okay

]]> ~sumomo16anime