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Other than that my love life blows, I'm single, and not liking it.

]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/7699659/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/7699659/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 21:27:09 PST I'm almost finished with decorating my room so I will be posting pics of it finished, hopefully soon as well.

That's all for now!

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My goal started out as to being just healthy again and back to my healthy weight of 97 lbs, and my goal is still just that. I have made practically no progress in that department. I have however stopped skipping meals, which is a step in the right direction, but it's not enough. So if Paxil can help me get closer to meeting that goal, then I guess it's worth a shot. We'll see what my psychiatrist says.

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I am feeling better this morning, although very tired from staying up late watching the VMA's, but still I'm no longer filled with the awful rage that was inside me yesterday.

So once again I'm sorry, now if you'll excuse me, I have a women's psychology class to attend at noon, and I must prepare for that now.

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OY ]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/6302539/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/6302539/ Tue, 23 Aug 2005 01:02:54 PDT On a completely unrelated topic, I have to write a paper this semester called, "I am beautiful," and in it we are not allowed to use the word, "but," unless we are saying, "butt," and how much we love our butt. This quite honestly we'll be the most difficult paper that I have ever had to write. The reason is because I honestly don't think any part of me is in any way shape or form attractive. Well, correction, I like my eyes, and my teeth are alright, but that's it. For the most part I like to pretend that the rest of my body just doesn't exist. In a large crowd of people I always feel like the 20 something girl who is wayy too skinny and could pass for 15. Boney legs, no ass, and barely any chest, or curves for that matter, oh yea and short. Disgustingly pale with ridiculous looking hair. With this viewpoint of myself writing this paper will be a piece of cake.... YEA RIGHT!
And now you're thinking, wow good thing she's in therapy.

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I start school tomorrow, blah! I'm so not ready to go back, but oh well.


Toodles!

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The reason I'm upset is because my younger bro is going off to college tomorrow! I sobbed my head off last night about it. I'm a protective sister naturally, I don't try to be one at all. I have no reason to be either, he's wayyy more independent than I am. It's just to me this marks the end of our childhood. It's the end of an era and this saddens me greatly. I mean I'm very happy for him, but I'm still going to miss him terribly.

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Well I've been sick since Tuesday, but it's my own fault, so I'm trying not to complain about it too much. This cold isn't so much uncomfortable as it is just annoying as hell. As usual my voice sounds like that of a phone-sex operator, as scartchy from being congested. Although to some guys I know, it sounds sexy, to me it sounds like I have a bunch of phlegm in my chest that I need to get rid of, lol.

Anyways, that's all that's new with me folks, until next time, ba-bye.

*Coughs again* ]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5784085/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5784085/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 17:57:30 PDT
I'm officially deeming myself insane. I swear to god it is literally impossible for me to maintain emotional clarity for longer than a few days. I just don't know who I am anymore, nor who I want to be anymore. This I'm sure is something that everyone sits down and thinks about themselves at one point or another. The only problem for me is that I seem to have been sitting down on this question for weeks and I have yet to make any progress in finding both answers.

I know I don't want to be exactly like my mom in that romance is dead, being completely synical. I know I don't want to be like my dad in that everything he does deserves mass amounts of praise and asskissing. I don't want to lack a sense of humor. I don't want to be unable to be serious when the situation requires me to be. I don't want to have a bad habit with showing off and looking like an ass and pissing people off (such as people who I really love)

*Sighs* ]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5710013/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5710013/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 01:08:35 PDT
I turned 21 two Sundays ago, and had a fabulous party!
My brother graduated from high school the very next day and boy was I wheepy.

Since that night I've been secretly crying myself to sleep every few nights. Oy..... and tonight is one of those nights.
I just wish I could go back......... just for a little bit, I miss it....*crys*

*Sighs* ]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5588766/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5588766/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 11:59:17 PDT
Last night my brother and I had a fight, what about isn't really important. It made me sooo mad that I couldn't stay in the house. I ended up driving aimlessly for three hours, I wound up in Pleasanton, which is about 30-45 minutes away, where I just drove around looking at all the super expensive mansions in that area, just trying to calm down. Finally I went home, not because I was no longer angry, but because I was getting tired, it was afterall midnight already.

Anyways, I woke up this morning, and eveing hearing my brother's voice down that hall made me pissed off, mostly because he was once again cutting class (he got into college already and I'm pretty sure he already passed his senior project but still!)

Considering that when he came down into the kitchen while I was getting breakfast made me want to leave the room just because he was in it, it's safe to assume I will be mad at him for quite some time, whether I like it or not.

ARG! ]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5566521/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5566521/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 03:11:21 PDT
It's friggin 3am and I can't sleep, why? Because once again boys and girls I have whipped myself into a stressful and angry frenzy over shitt that I have been working on trying to fix on and off for two years now.

I'm a complete broken record for bitching about this yet again, but I am so sick to death of bouncing from excuse to excuse to stomach ache to stomache ache about it (literally). I will most likely regret posting this drama when I wake up after finally falling asleep, I can garauntee it in fact, but oh well I'm frustrated right now and feel like throwing things.

I want to feel healthy again and I have no idea as to what it is going to take to get me working towards that goal for the length of time I need to be doing so (apparently being healthy for the first time in 2 years isn't incentive enough for me) I'm almost always tired, which always fucks my appetite up, so if I don't get an almost perfect night's sleep, I can forget about making any progress the next day, arg arg arg!!

JUST IGNORE THIS I'LL BE FINE IN A FEW HOURS JUST VENTING!

ARG! ]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5554442/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5554442/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 19:22:28 PDT
My boss is awesome, the pay is great, oh this is looking good!

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Well after finding out someone I knew back in high school killed himself, this week has been well a bit somber, but oh well. I'm doing my best to not think about negative thoughts. I'm also doing my best to gain weight back, which I know sounds easy, but for a person with a small appetite and picky tastes in foods, it's not so easy, but I'm getting there!

I'll be turning 21 in a few weeks and two days after that happens my brother will be graduating from high school! I'm almost more excited about his graduation than I am my own birthday.LOL!

My new job starts next saturday and I am both kind of nervous and really excited about that!

That's all for now!

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Yay for summer break. I'll be working though this summer, so I can pay off my VISA debt lol and yknow save up for whatever.

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]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5378597/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5378597/ Mon, 16 May 2005 23:13:33 PDT cds-
time machine
bright eyes
kelly clarkson's new single (god I hate myself for liking that song)
garbage's new cd ]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5369451/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5369451/ Mon, 16 May 2005 00:12:35 PDT ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5352759/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5352759/ Sat, 14 May 2005 01:30:09 PDT ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5330637/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5330637/ Wed, 11 May 2005 14:53:38 PDT On a positive note I'm pretty sure that all the studying I've done in the past three days helped me do pretty well on my test today, I hope so anyway!
BYE! ]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5313713/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5313713/ Mon, 09 May 2005 17:41:18 PDT ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5307055/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5307055/ Sun, 08 May 2005 23:42:19 PDT ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5265400/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5265400/ Wed, 04 May 2005 13:38:03 PDT I missed my alarm and didn't wake up until noon! Missing both of those classes.

*frowns in disappointment* ]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5260312/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5260312/ Tue, 03 May 2005 20:54:48 PDT Blah ]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5251200/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5251200/ Mon, 02 May 2005 20:47:27 PDT
TaTa for now!! ]]> ~sungirl134 http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5243012/ http://sungirl134.deviantart.com/journal/5243012/ Sun, 01 May 2005 23:50:22 PDT ~sungirl134