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deviantART: by:sutara-kun http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:sutara-kun&section=today deviantART RSS for by:sutara-kun en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 22:41:57 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Dear ***, http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/27672054/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/27672054/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 16:31:55 PDT just ignore this(: if you want you can read it, i need to get this out before i burst.
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Dear ***,

I know things have been awkward lately between us, since i told you that i liked you. I don't want things to be awkward, but i can't seem to be able to talk to you without freezing up, or making it feel awkward. I honestly can't explain what i'm feeling, but you don't have to worry about that. I don't want you to feel like the bad guy, at all. I would feel like a complete bitch if you did of course... just because i'm sad, you don't have to blame it on yourself. I'm not mad at you, i don't think i ever could be. How could i be mad at your own opinion? Would you think that low of me? I've known you for years, in fact, i've known you practically my whole life. You haven't really changed, you are still one of the sweetest guys i know, and you don't know how stupid I feel right now. Why was I so selfish in telling you I liked you? You have your own stressful life to deal with, being a section leader, and caring to other people. You didn't need the added stress of trying to not upset me, and I should have thought before I opened my mouth.

I can't explain you in words. I can say four soft words though, that describe what you are for me. You are my everything. I must sound pretty corny, saying that, but it is honestly true. You're not just my everything because i like you, but you are my everything as a best friend. I know you're one of the few people who won't tell my secrets, and discuss them with other people behind my back. You have never treated me badly for a day in your life. I can't even describe you in words. You are just... I could try and describe you, but my words will not do you justice, but i will try anyways. You have made me speechless. Every time i see you, i can't help but smile, because you are everything i'm not. You can make a gray day sunny, and you can lighten up my world with only a few simple words. Every time you compliment me, talk to me, hug me, say i love you, i can't help be excited because you light up my world.

I'm sorry if i'm wrecking your life. I'm sorry if i made it awkward. I'm sorry if you will never like me, even though i know you never will. I feel guilt on my chest, and the only thing i want to do, is send you this letter, but i don't want to create a bigger problem. I love you, as a friend, as a brother, as a lover, as everything that i could possibly love you for. Of course, I know that your love is not the same, and obviously, i guess it never will be. I'm sorry. You're amazing, and hopefully you know that. Because if not, i'm going to have to tell you again and again. It's like your unreal, like a part of my imagination, and if i don't talk to you/ or be with you enough that you will slip away, so that i can't have you. And i know i'm being incredibly selfish, and i'm sorry. I hope you could understand.

Whichever girl gets to call you her boyfriend, will be the luckiest girl in the world.
And she won't be me. But, i can get over that.

I love you,
Emily

]]> ~sutara-kun Life is hell http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/26883908/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/26883908/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 20:32:17 PDT I'm trying to be straight to the point.

Lately I have become a very negative person, the complete opposite of my normal self.

I'm sick of my best friend, who isn't nice at all.

I'm confused about a guy who has already wrecked part of high school.

The guy i KNOW i like, knows that i like him, and is ignoring me.

And to top it off apparently i'm 'ignoring' my friends,
when really i don't have enough time to deal with this crap.

Negative comments won't help. I get that some realistic people see that I am trying to deal with this in the most normal way i can, which means to plaster a smile on my face and continue to be as much as my normal self as I can. But i don't think people realize, that it is incredibly hard. If i seem in a good mood, do not come up to me, and bring me down with the things I have TRIED so incredibly hard to forget for just one pure second. Can I not ask for that much?

Adding on to that, that i have been very sickly lately. When i am sick I DO NOT EAT, for it makes me throw up. I get terrible headaches, and a burning fever. Add on too that my period, which started the day after i became sick, and i am not going to be in a good mood. I know i try hard, but you could help by giving me a break. please.

I have lost four to six pounds in the past two days.
not good.

I don't like to hear other negative comments either.

"Oh my gosh, did you see that Emily girl? she's such a slut!"

HOW?
i have never done anything in my life to ever figure that im a slut, so what stupid human would magically create that in their mind?
you can screw yourselves.

I'm almost done.

Falling over the edge.

At my wits end.

DON'T PUSH ME.

I'm not normally this violent, or moody, but you guys provoke me.

Just keep your mouths shut and maybe it might work out.

Maybe.

]]> ~sutara-kun PROGRESS http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/25754070/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/25754070/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 13:20:04 PDT I have a couple of more deviations to upload

such as, Arsenio, Cerberus, and recently Requiem.

you can check them out at my photobucket account if you need them:
my name is ponygirl22

k thanks <3

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/25641392/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 23:52:22 PDT i found this i forget where haha

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

Persona Dramatica:
madelyn - spoilt but slightly kind, lives with a stallion but isn't loved, no foals, no relatives living. sort of the outcast in a way.
araminta - total slut. she supposed to be lust, her heart was killed ages ago. no living foals, no living relatives, one of the seven deadly sins
nathari - the one stuck in the middle. sweet kind, but has a bad temper at times. just had arsenio, and is in love with codeine but is afraid the love isn't returned
arsenio - new born colt, loves the world so far, sweet, adventurous, curious.

Q&A

1. How old are you?
madelyn: fouurrr (:
araminta: four, unfortunately (she thinks shes old -rolls eyes-)
nathari: i'm three
arsenio: I was just bornded.

2. What's your height?
madelyn: 16.2. im all thoroughbred
araminta: ummm, 15.2?
nathari: 15.3 hands
arsenio: small xD

3. Are you a virgin?
madelyn: yes... i was used for racing not breeding
araminta: HELL NO.
nathari: well, obviously not cause i have Arsenio.
arsenio: whats a virgin???

4. Who's your mate/spouse?
madelyn: basilisk, but he's no fun whatsoever
araminta: im a free soul
nathari: codeine <333
arsenio: IM A BABY JEEZ. WAT DO YA ESPECT OF ME?

5. Do you have any kids?
madelyn: no
araminta: alive? no
nathari: yesss, my dear little ars
arsenio: hehe nooo -giggles-

6. What's your favourite food?
madelyn: alpha
araminta: grass?
nathari: ......
arsenio: mommy's milkkk (:

7. What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
madelyn: .... isnt that two legger food?
araminta: what the hell is ice cream?
nathari: im not gonna answer that
arsenio: IT SOUNDS NICEE

8. Have you killed anyone?
madelyn: no....
araminta: duh
nathari: no, and proud.
arsenio:

.... YOU CAN KILL PEOPLE?

9. Do you hate anyone?
madelyn: that stupid two legger who made me work for food
araminta: not specifically....
nathari: competition. >>
arsenio: NU UH. it bad to hate people (:

10. Have any secrets?
madelyn: who doesn't?
araminta: yes
nathari: maybe
arsenio: NOOO (:

11. What is your job?
madelyn: i used to be a racehorse -mumbles-
araminta: to seduce equines
nathari: to be a mother
arsenio: to drink momma's milk

12. What do you do to relax?
madelyn: sleep.
araminta: relax? i don't have the time
nathari: just lie down
arsenio: whats that?

13. Where would you rather be lost - in a deserted village in the middle of a haunted forest surrounded by undead cults, or in a desert dotted with ruins filled with gold but no available water source?
madelyn: can i pass?
araminta: i guess the village, i'll just kill the undead people. wait, how do you kill undead people?
nathari: neither
arsenio: GOLD ITS SHINY -drools-

14. What are/were your parents like?
madelyn: i hardly ever saw them. it was training from when i was a youngin.
araminta: the got me raped....
nathari: i can't remember my childhood
arsenio: they are very nice and my mommy gives me milk and EVERYTHING

15. Do you want to say something to your readers?
madelyn: just keep reading.
araminta: people are reading? wait what?
nathari: ugh. good luck in life?
arsenio: HI! MY NAMES ARSENIO xD

i tag

and anyone else who wants to do this (:

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/25640130/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 22:12:54 PDT I think i've been on that site for.... four years? maybe three im not sure.

but i love it. i hate how i kept forgetting and leaving and then coming back

i feel like i've betrayed everyone ahhh.

Um so ive joined back up (not technically, i still had my account but anywho)
so yeah. my characters were disposed off, because i couldn't remember half
of them. and now i have newww ones (:

madelyn;; thoroughbred / 4 years / 16.2 hh / female / dark / she's very spoilt. but she also knows the bad side of life, as she was neglected by humans and it still shows. she lives with a stallion named Basilisk, who's still getting to know her.

nathari;; mutt / 3 years / 15.3 hh / female / neutral / she's very down to earth. she can get very temperamental, but shes really smart and sweet once you get to know her. she's fallen for a stallion named Codeine and she just joined his herd (:

araminta;; arabian mix / 4 years / 15.2 hh / female / dark / originally she was made for a plot about the seven deadly sins. she is the sin Lust, so obviously she is pretty sex driven. she doesn't really have a home, but she was made to reside with Lucifer, who is collecting all the deadly sins.

and thats it. (:

is kindly doing a picture for madelyn (:

is doing both araminta and nathari

thanks guys!!!!

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~sutara-kun MY HERO (: http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/25576603/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/25576603/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 21:33:53 PDT My hero is officially Eric Woolphart.
I can't tell you why, but i assure you it's good

Onto other news.
ANA WHY DID U QUIT SWIMTEAM?
UR SUCH A LOSER! NOW I CAN'T SWIM AGAINST
YOU AND BEAT YOU AND MAKE YOU CRY

jk about the beating you part!!!!!

i'm NOT allowed to swim.
SO IM REAALLLYYY MADDDD ):

HELP MEEEEE

oh, and i have facebook to so looook me uppp (:

<3

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/25439162/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 17:30:36 PDT okay so lately my back has been killing me. And i know that sounds like something that someone who is 50 would say.

it started on monday, i mean i had an ache before but it wasn't enough to stop me. But this was a stabbing pain in my left lower back. So, i didn't run again and thought it would go away.

As the week went on the pain started to extend to my leg when it hurt. I didn't overwork it trust me. I was told to keep moving, because it would become worse if i didn't.

So today i was at my swim meet. I was standing at the edge of the pool with my friend Delaney. We were waving a banner, and it was fine. But i needed to sneeze, so i did. It hurt so much that i actually fainted from my pain. A guy from my team was a physical therapist so he checked out my back and hips and leg. You know what it was????

I have an uneven pelvis. One side is higher than the other. He popped it and now i have to lie on my butt for three days for it to set before i can do anything.

BUT IT STILL HURTS.
AND NOW MY PELVIS FEELS WEIRD!

lol

well the guy was reaaallyyy nice (:

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/25236790/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 13:44:05 PDT yep

I made a new account.

Well, technically speaking I made it before this one, and when i went to make a new one today, i found this old one sitting lonely and unused. So, what was the point in making a new one? except I forgot my password, so i had to go threw the whole process of making a new one, but other than that its good. I cleaned it up, like removing comments and deviations, so it's all clean now. If you wanna check it out I will be putting pictures up VERY soon.

Thanks,
Heart <3

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... ]]> ~sutara-kun Boys/ Weight Loss http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/25178713/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/25178713/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 12:10:05 PDT OMG okay, this is like the complete opposite off my last journal. haha

Yeah, apparently my crush might ask me out, so it's all good.

Now onto the weight loss part.

Okay, so I used to be like one of those stick people. And I guess i just started eating out some of my problems and it became a habit. I sort of put on weight, not a lot, but still enough to make me embarrassed about myself I guess. I weighed in at about 130 pounds, and it stayed like that. I am about 5'4 or 5'5 so i'm not that tall either. I have to be honest, most of the weight was actually muscle, because of all the sports i did.

This is what I had to eat in a day: BREAKFAST- Toast and Tea LUNCH-Energy Drink, Packet of chips, sandwich AFTER SCHOOL- Cookies, Tea, Orange Juice, Dinner, Popcorn

Yeah. It's a lot lol.

So i've stopped eating so much, and now this is what i eat in a day: BREAKFAST- Toast and Tea LUNCH- Water, sandwich, fruit AFTERSCHOOL- Dinner, Orange Juice, and occasionally an ice cream.

I have lost seven pounds in two weeks of doing this. I didn't even increase my physical excersise. Now i weigh in at 123, and it's getting less and less. In the next few weeks i will probably lose even more, because all my summer activities begin. I will be doing swim team for five hours a day, five days a week for six weeks. I will be doing softball, 2 hours a days, four days a week for five weeks. I will be doing band camp, 8 hours a day, six days a week for four weeks (WHICH IS A DAMN LOT.) So yeah. I'll make sure you guys know if i happen to lose a lot more haha

thanks
<3

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/25127128/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 14:54:56 PDT Today was the big day.

Graduation from Junior High.

Lets say, until 2:28 everything was amazing. There was friends, pretty dresses, ties, makeup, diploma's, everything that should be at a graduation. But then at 2:28, my whole world came down with a crash.

I finally summed up the courage to tell my crush ( thats my best friend ) that I liked him. I don't know why, because I knew what he was going to say. He's has the biggest crush on this girl called Megan, his other best friend, but i don't think he knows that she DOES NOT like him. He has been asking her, and asking her, and she always says no. So i figured, "hey! he's not going to the same high school as me so i might as well tell him on the last day!". So i did. And you wanna hear what he said?

"Okay well I know you have liked me and thank you for coming out with it and having courage about it but i don't think its time for you and me so lets just stay close friends till that time comes."

............

What i wanna know is who is the backstabber that told him?
probably ryan. I hate ryan.

Anyways, i knew that was gonna happen, and i prepared myself for it. But you know what. I wasn't ready for it all. At least next time I'll know how to prepare when my hearts broken, not telling him.

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/24309806/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 14:50:55 PDT Lately I have hurt myself more than I ever have in a month ( clutzy person = ME! ) if you thought bella from twilight was clumsy....

it all started off on wednesday coming home from school. somehow i managed to burn my hand on the seatbelt ( those things are not safe! ) i still have the burn mark on my right hand.
then i went to softball practice, i pitched and everything! but then there was no other position available and they made me catcher. I am deathly afraid of a ball flying towards my face, but my new coach didnt know that. My old coach would never put me there. So, my friend pitched really fast, it flew into my right leg two times, and it left a huge bruise. Then she nailed my right hand with the ball.
I thought it was just bruised, so i bandaged it up, thinking it would heal in a couple of days. Went to school the next day, nearly fell out of my car, then hit my bad hand really hard on a metal pole coz i nearly tripped. In first period i banged my head of a stand ( band ). Fourth period somehow i managed to hit my bad hand really hard off of the seat. Then i tripped after school.

Today it hurt more than ever so my dad took me to the doctors. I sprained my hand AND have carpal tunnel. The carpal tunnel has been building up in my right hand for a while so yeah. It's critical at this point that I rest my right hand, unless i want an operation. I have a brace thing that won't let me type on, and i'm not allowed to text either. I think my doctor wants to cut me off from the world.

Anywho, i will not be on here a lot until my hand is healed. so yeah. BAI!

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/24163012/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 10:40:54 PDT As I mentioned before, I will now be taking requests from anyone.

The only things I won't do are thing for horseland, ponybox, or any of those things.

I will do requests for characters, or just something that you want done.

So yeah, just put down here if you like a request, and then if i accept, note me with all the info

Requests;;
RLTW -- Vendetta
RLTW -- Sin

Thanks

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]]> ~sutara-kun Updates :-) http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/24150832/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/24150832/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 16:51:49 PDT Like ma new CSS?

Well, I love it

So, lately I have been getting loads of muse for some more photomanipulations. I want to do them, and I need some ideas for them. I can get the pictures, but I want you guys to pick the feel of the picture and all the other stuff. Tell me watcha think, and then put your suggestions down in the comments! Thanks guys

I am taking requests now, so bring the requests!
and yeah, I know i'm not that good,
but practice makes perfect!
so help me practice!

Thanks guys

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/24147932/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 13:59:14 PDT Heyyyy guys xD

I'm trying to figure this CSS thing out

coz I have never used one before.

I'd like to give thanks to

because it was really nice of her to do a picture for my character Kadri. I'm absolutely sure it will be amazingly amazing. xD Good Luck!!

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]]> ~sutara-kun Confused http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/24080482/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/24080482/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 17:32:54 PDT So lately I've been pretty confused, and I am unhappy.

I like this guy, and I don't just like him. He is the center of my world, and I'm afraid of losing that.

He is my best friend, but he is actually older than me by two years. He is one of my friends, and lately we have been fighting a lot. He gets annoyed with me pretty easily, but thats only because I'm teasing him. He is a complete gentleman, which isn't normal in guys our age. Most guys are immature at thirteen, but since his fifteen I guess that doesn't count xD. He is always the first one I look for, and I can't seem to stop looking at him when I find him. He is the first person I notice, and I am always trying my hardest for him to notice me. I get butterflies whenever we are left alone, and I'm so afraid. I don't want it to change, but then I do. If I took the plunge and he said no, I would be sad, because I would have lost him altogether. But then, if he said yes ( which isn't likely ) i would be eternally happy.

What should I do?

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~sutara-kun Fun :3 http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/22485894/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/22485894/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 11:12:46 PST stolen from

[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better then cats
[x] its hilarious when people get hurt
[x] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck ) [[they are ok sometimes. :3]]
[x] you play XBOX 360/ PS2
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[x] you watch sports on TV
[ ] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[x] you used to/collect footy collector cards [[english ones. XD]]
[x] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear
[ ] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x] sports are fun
[x] you talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once
total = 17

YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[ ] you love to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner [[don't most of us? not exactly girly.]]
[ ] you wear the color pink
[ ] you go to your mum for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport [[ **** no ]]
[ ] you wear very little black
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[ ] you like going to the mall [[ it scares me. ]]
[ ] you cried watching walk to remember [[ No idea what that is. XD ]]
[ ] skirts are a part of your wardrobe [[ used to be ]]
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[ ] you take around one hour to shower
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics/tumbling
[x] you smile a lot more than you should [[ i'm infectious ]]
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes [[ i have two pairs. o.o ]]
[x] you care about what you look like [[ hehe. ]]
[ ] you always/sometimes wear dresses
[x] you like wearing body spray [[ sort of ]]
[ ] you like high heel shoes [[ can't walk in them! ]]
[ ] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[x] you like putting makeup on others [[ they call it torture >3> ]]
[ ] pink is one of your favorite colors
[x] you laugh more than you breathe [[just like how i smile to much]]
[x] you absolutely love chocolate
Total = 7

I'm a total tomboy. so are most girls though when you think of it. -.-

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/22400447/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 17:56:16 PST I luv doing these. XD

[ x] gotten kissed
[ ] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[x ] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 2

[ ] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late
[ ] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 5

[ ] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[ ] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room pens, pencils, ect
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 8

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal (verbal XD)
[x] took pictures during school hours (That's not bad or against the rules.. lol)
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours (not mine, my friends)
[ ] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 12

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[ ] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 14

[x] gotten a call from school ...
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[ ] curse during class/school common, even our teachers curse durring class!!!!
total so far: 16

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class in seminar this year.
[ ] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[ ] got in trouble with the principal
total So Far: 19

I tag

I'm feeling lazy. XD
Luv u guys. :3

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/22311496/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 17:51:50 PST 100 things you will never care about more like. <3

001. Name â Emily
002. Nickname(s) â Em, Emmi
003. Status â single [?]

004. Zodiac sign â Cancer. D:
005. Male or female â Female

006. Elementary â Too many to count. XD i move a lot
007. Middle School â fine
008. High School â not till next year.
009. Smart â I'm sorta smart, but i have no common sense

010. Hair color â dirty blond, lighter and darker streaks- natural. luving it <3
011. Long or short â To my shoulder blades, and layered.
012. Loud or Quiet â What if i said my throat is really sore? :3 LOUD.
013. Sweats or Jeans â Used to be sweats, now i only wear jeans.

014. Phone or Camera â i'm not a phone person, Camera.
015. Health freak â Nope, wish i was. XD

016. Drink or Smoke? â Nope, they are bad for you.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? â yes, for a couple of months. <3
018. Eating or Drinking â Eating
019. Piercings â None.
020. Tattoos â Nope

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing â No piercings. XD
024. First best friend â Ames [lizardpie.]
025. First award â I think i was 7 and it was a story contest.
026. First crush â Jack, he was my Boyfriend in first grade. <3
027. First pet â other than fish it was my bunny Sandy. I miss em, we had to give him away. D:
028. First big vacation â USA [i was in england at that point] i was 2.
030. First big birthday â Um. i think my 7th but i threw a temper tantrum when i didn't win the prize at MY birthday party. LOL. XD

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating â Nothing, but i'm thinking about it. XD
050. Drinking â Orange Juice. <3
052. I'm about to â Get in the shower... O.o
053. Listening to â Paramore, gotta love em. XD
054. Plans for today â It's New years Eve. I'm going to a party, duh.

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? â No. I don't like that idea. o.o
059. Want to get married? â Yesh. just no kids, i'll adopt.
060. Careers Â i want to be an actor, or just a horse back rider. Two things i enjoy. XD

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?

068. Lips or eyes â eyes. :3
070. Shorter or taller? â Both [i love both though i seem to like the short ones. : D]
072. Romantic or spontaneous â Spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms â Both
074. Sensitive or loud â Both. duh.
075. Hook-up or relationship â either. I don't mind.
077. Troublemaker or hesitant â troublemaker.

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Lost glasses/contacts â I don't need them. :3
081. Ran away from home â yeah. and from the police at the same time. only for a couple of hours.
084. Broken someone's heart â yes. D: i didn't mean to though.
085. Been arrested â No, but like i said above i ran from them and they never found me. THANK GOD. but that was a couple of years ago. and it was my friends fault.
087. Cried when someone died: My grandpa probably but i was only four.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself â yes
090. Miracles â sort of.
091. Love at first sight â depends
092. Heaven â a cloud? sort of.
093. Santa Claus â Definite NO.
094. Sex on the first date â ek no. why do you think i don't want to give birth to kids? i don't care about prevention, i'm not taking a chance.
095. Kiss on the first date â why not?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now â yeah
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life â Junior High, the age where puberity brings itself forth. -.-
099. Do you believe in God â yes.
100. Post as 100 truths: huh? O.o

I tag...

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/21651027/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 16:24:00 PST HIGH CLASS
?[] You go/have gone tanning.
?[x] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
?[x] You love Starbucks.
?[] You have been called a brat.
?[] You have tons of shoes.
?[] You hate buying things that are on sale.
?[x] You have a laptop.
?[x] You love shopping.
?TOTAL: 4

?GOTH
?[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
?[] You wear chains.
?[] You like heavy metal.
?[x] You've bought something at hot topic
?[] You have worn black lipstick.
?[] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
?[] You own a pair of Tripp pants
?[] More than one of your friends has unnaturally colored hair.
?TOTAL: 2

?PUNK
?[] You can skateboard.
?[] You like plaid.
?[x] You have/love Converse.
?[x] You hate mtv.
?[]You have/had/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
?[] You love mohawks
?[x] You LOVE Music.
?[x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
?TOTAL: 4

?EMO
?[x] You are depressed sometimes.
?[] You have dark colored thick-rimmed glasses.
?[x]You cry easily.
?[] You like emo music.
?[] You've kept a journal/diary.
?[x] You have written a sad poem.
?[]You have dyed your hair a dark color
?[] You're sad when you're drunk
?TOTAL: 3

GHETTO
?[] You like rap.?
?[x] You have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."
?[] You have worn/wanted a grill.?
?[] You have had a freestyling contest.
?[] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
?[] You've said the N word to a black person and didnt get punched
?[] You know most of the lines from Boyz n the Hood
?[] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
?TOTAL:1

?HARDCORE:
?[X] You like loud music.
?[]you love/like the Ninja Turtles.
?[] You have slip-on shoes.
?[] You like Norma Jean.
?[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
?[] You love to "hardcore" dance
?[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color
?[x] You wear jeans a lot.
?TOTAL: 3

?PREP
?[] You liked The OC.
?[x] You had/have a tiny/small sized dog.
?[] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
?[x] You like buying shoes A LOT.
?[x] You shop at Hollister.
?[x] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
?[x] You have big sunglasses.
?[x] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.?
?TOTAL: 6

?ATHLETIC:
?[] You watch the Superbowl.
?[x] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
?[] You collect jerseys.
?[x] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
?[x] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
?[x] You belong/belonged to a team.
?[x] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
?TOTAL: 5

?SCENE
?[] You like putting little bows in your hair
?[x]You have mini-skirts.
?[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
?[] You think polka-dots are way cute.
?[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
?[] You've been called scene before.
?[] You have dyed your hair a bright, neon color
?[x] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts
?TOTAL: 4

?REDNECK
?[] Gone four wheeling.
?[] Went hunting.
?[] Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike.
?[] Like to go fishing.
?[x] Eat beef jerky
?[] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
?[] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
?[] Know who Bocephus is.
?TOTAL: 1

?METALHEAD
?[]You wear band shirts alot.
?[x] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
?[]You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
?[] You HATE emos.
?[] You love Black Sabbath.
?[] You have gone to Ozzfest.
?[] You like to headbang.
?[x]You don't like rap.
?[] You have a taste for classic rock as well.
?TOTAL: 2

?HIPPIE
?[] You wear tie dye a lot.
?[] You're a vegetarian/vegan.
?[] You're in PETA.
?[x] You've protested in some way for something.
?[] You like the Grateful Dead.
?[] You have gone to a festival.
?[] You like to headbang.
?[x] You love the woods.
?[] You've done/do drugs.
TOTAL: 2

apparently i'm a prep.

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~sutara-kun 100 themes http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/21537559/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/21537559/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 16:09:29 PST I am going to try again. I will update this every time i do a journal. They will be in all different forms, photo-manip, drawing, animals. Everything. XD

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Stolen from The Joker. Luv you. XD

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/21501060/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 12:40:32 PST Ok well, this is starting to tick me off.

All you people who hate Twilight. No need to tell everybody. You just ruin everything for the people who love twilight. And, most likely if you hate twilight, you haven't read it. I used to hate Twilight, before i read it. So just shut up okay? It isn't helping, it's just making everybody hate you even more. Keep your opinions to yourselves.

I am going to see the new Twilight movie on the 22nd. I am actually going to hollywood! -squeal- me and my friends are going [14 in total] and we are going to go freaking crazy. I have read all the twilight books over and over again and i can't get enough! It was too bad about Midnight Sun being stopped. Me and my friends hope Stephenie makes a book about Renesme growing up. That would be really nice, she can't just drop it there can she?

Horse show on the 23rd! pics are going to be uploaded.

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http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/21321353/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 16:05:49 PST Oh my god i haven't made a journal in a while. I am actually not supposed to be doing this cause i have a book report to finish but, for the past several days i have been in vampire mode. I finished breaking dawn on sunday and have already re-read twilight. I think that Twilight is the best of the four. All my friends were all over breaking dawn but i love twilight cause it's starts of the love story.

Have you ever got that feeling when you love a book series so much. and it ends? i hate that. I wish there was more to the twilight series, like harry potter or something. that had freaking seven books. but some were smaller -ponders-. oh well. i have gone back to photomanipulations, not ,my suckish drawing. LOLZ.

KAYS.

BYEZ. :3

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]]> ~sutara-kun Honor Society http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20677522/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20677522/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 21:09:30 PDT Ok today when i got back from my stupid religious class i had another thing to make my day even worse. I came in and suddenly my mom was there.
"Guess what emily?!" she sort of squealed. Weird.
"what?" i said in a montone sort of voice. i was tired. and in a bad mood.
"You got in to honor society!" she shouted. I groaned slightly.
"I HATE honor society. why should i have to work for the stupid community?" i moaned.
"it'll look good on you r college application." I was like WTF? i'm in eighth grade. I have like 5 more years to wait for that.
So now. i have to go to some stupid manditory meeting and then 10 hours of community service. I called my BFF amy [lizardpie] to see if she had to do it. and she did. she agreed she didn't want to do it. but an idea popped into my head. what if we could work at the disabled stables down the road for our community services? i absolutely loved riding. so it would be good for me. so i am going to ask my english teacher if i can [she is head of honor society]. so yeah. i'll post tommorow if it is good or bad!

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]]> ~sutara-kun New CSS http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20490300/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20490300/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 13:43:24 PDT

New CSS

O new one coming in.

Features

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]]> ~sutara-kun Quiz http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20460825/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20460825/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 19:13:46 PDT I hope you guys gave a minute of silence yesterday. XD

YOUR BOY SIDE:
[-] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better than cats
[x] its hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team
[x] sometimes shopping is torture (always!)
[x] sad movies suck
[x] you own an XBOX
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid.
[-] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you own/owned a DS, PS2, or Sega
[-] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[x] sometimes you watch sports on TV
[x] gorey movies are cool
[-] you go to your dad for advice (sometimes)
[x] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[] you used to/do collect football collector cards
[x] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear
[-] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people (I like sleepovers but not with like a million people)
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x] sports are fun
[x] sometimes you talk with food in your mouth
[x] sometimes you sleep at night with your socks on (only if I'm to tired to change)
[-] you have fished at least once (all the time)

TOTAL = 18

YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[] you love to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[x] sometimes you go to your mom for advice
[] you consider cheer leading a sport
[] you hate wearing the color black
[] you like going to the mall
[] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelry (only neck lesses)
[] you cried watching The Notebook
[] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[] shopping is one of your hobbies
[] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[] you are/were in gymnastics
[] it takes you around one hour to shower
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] you care about what you look like
[] you like wearing dresses when you can
[] you wear body spray/perfume (body spray when I reek)
[] you like high heel shoes
[] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[] you like putting makeup on others
[] you like being the star of almost everything
[] pink is one of your favorite colors

TOTAL = 5

so yeah. i am def a tomboy. XD

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~sutara-kun Bored http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20382462/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20382462/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 20:25:13 PDT As the title suggests. I am sooooo bored. I am watching Disney Channel [cause my sis wants to] and today i had some insparation from a new book i got called Kusami. It's really good. so i have made like 5 different drawings. so heres the 100 themes

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence - DONE
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces - DONE
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up - half done
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

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]]> ~sutara-kun New Manga http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20365665/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20365665/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 21:47:05 PDT I am addicted to vampire knight. i just started drawing and i came up with that little manga sketch lol. 100 themes.

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. ~~Silence~~
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

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]]> ~sutara-kun Alive http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20271866/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/20271866/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 12:44:21 PDT Friends
yep

_{Ok currently i am on a meltdown. I am working on a 100 themes challenge. so get ready for another 100 deviations to add on. I just came from camping and i am so flustered. It is hot in here. DX. Anyways. Here are the hundred themes [taken from T-h-E--J-o-K-e-R ]

1. Introduction
2. Love - 1/2 done.
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat - 1/2 done.
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears - 1/2 done.
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

so yeah.}

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~sutara-kun YeS!!!! http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/19955821/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/19955821/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 16:17:50 PDT OMIGOSH OMIGOSH OMIGOSH

thats like my fav word!!

I finally got my dad to give in to letting me subscribe!!!! as you can see [i am leaping around hysterically] i now have a star not a wavy line. YAY THANK YOU GOD YOU HAVE ANSWERED MY PRAYERS!!!

Anyways, it was my first day back. finally i feel powerful. XD lol. I was soooo dissapointed though. none of my friends are in my classes, and i have the weirdest teachers. I'll tell you about them coz i have the time.

Ok lets start of Ms. Spula... i had her last year. i am now in advanced band. nothing wrong with her. really really nice, unless you get on her bad side.

Miss. Quall.... she's a bit weird, she sort has a weird vibe that surrounds her. I haven't figure her out yet so i'll update you on her.

Mrs. Pately.... she actually not supposed to be my history teacher, but my history teach is out for a few months and she's filling in. she strict and sort of scary. she's 6'1 so i guess that helps her scaryness.

Mrs. Allsman... what to tell you about her? crazy and mean at the same time. sometimes she goes on about random things. Like, she started talking about her leg and physical therapy, and she also went on about stuff on the news. Um. i was like O.O. Then she got real scary again so. yeah..

Mr. Cota.... One of the teachers i DIDN'T want. he has really bad reputation. he was talking about his two personality's. nice and gentle kind and funny. and the other was football. see he coaches football. he loves to make people run. it's is obsession.

And finally Ms. Mathis.... she is one of the craziest people i have ever met. i told her i went to england for the summer and she totally went on about how she wanted to go there. and then she went on about eagles and bunny's and she said that she was the eagle and you were the bunny. O.o

i think that was one of the longest journals i've ever done.... XD

so yeah. LOL. laters

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]]> ~sutara-kun Back http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/19894301/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/19894301/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 09:53:00 PDT hey guys. the few that are actually watching me. hehe. so anyways. as you see i'm putting up a few more pictures. I have stopped working in the studios, so i might have some more time for myself. DFADSHSKAH. my sister and mother are both screaming. i need head room. ok what was i talking about? oh yeah. you might see some more stuff coming up. I'm making a new ID currently, but i bet it is going to be horrible. anyways.

I'm still a narutard. i will always love naruto. until they stop the series. if it will ever stop. >.< i don't think it will ever stop. XD. and i have been watching shugo chara every saturday. i watched about 8 episodes cause i was gone for long. anyways i'm back. XD

]]> ~sutara-kun Leaving http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18837648/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18837648/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 12:17:15 PDT stupid matinence thingy. it stopped me from posting before. which i hate. and i can't be bothered to go through it all again. -3-

So i will be gone for a total of six weeks. Even for my birthday : [

i will be gone

june 14th - july 25th

Bye -waves-

D:

]]> ~sutara-kun Shugo Chara http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18729785/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18729785/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 11:44:15 PDT ok. I am a real idiot now. >.<

I found out one of my second fav manga [to naruto XD]
is actually a tv show as well! cept its in japanese. I
complained to my parents about not knowing japanese
and they just told me to learn it from the show. I was like
O.O. Anyway. So sometime soon i might be putting my
purty drawings off Amu and Ikuto up. AMUTO 4EVER!!!
LOL.

-Sutara-kun

]]> ~sutara-kun Tribute http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18666810/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18666810/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 17:30:59 PDT I AM CRYING MY FREAKING EYES OUT!!!! I am so incredibely sad. For a stupid reason [what my friends think]. Well i have a fave teacher. My math teacher. And he said himself that i was unique, brilliant, energetic girl, and his fav student. And today was like the last day i see him cause i won't see him next year. And, he played an end of the year song with his acoustic guitar [green day - Good riddance]. I just teared up. I couldn't help it. So did one of my friends. Happy/sad tears. He was really good. Like the whole class was quiet and everyone was going to miss him. I vowed on my life i would visit him at least once a morning every week. Gosh. I'm crying and its like 6 hours later. DX. I'm gonna miss him so much. To damn bad i didn't have my phone to record. Stupid batteries. -smashes phone- Well, anyway. I gave him a big ol' hug. and even he was crying!!! In my pe class [my next period] i was still crying!. nothing can cheer me up. DX

]]> ~sutara-kun Here again http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18550113/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18550113/ Wed, 28 May 2008 19:34:00 PDT Ok so i found this off of x--NiNJA. My friend. Here.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin. [so untrue -.-]
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life. [used to]
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all. (GOD I HATE THAT. -___- "EW A FAT UGLY WHORE")
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude. (I'm not answering that. -___-)
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black
I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister. [abercrombie is for bitches, but hollister is cute]
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive [who the fuck made this up?]
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is ho... ]]> ~sutara-kun Baseball!!! http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18280887/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18280887/ Sun, 11 May 2008 20:57:38 PDT
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]]> ~sutara-kun LOL!!! http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18248430/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18248430/ Fri, 09 May 2008 20:35:57 PDT
GENERAL
1) What's your character's name?
Sutara Ushino

2) How old is he/she currently?
Normal Show- 13
Shippuden - 16
3) Is your OC a boy or girl?
girl
4) What's his/her race?
human snake demon.

APPERANCE

1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the real world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
A lot. xD

2) is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
No, she is considered amazing and beyond normal level.

3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
Hair. xD

4) Would you consider your OC as attractive?
um. ok??

PERSONALITY

1) Temper?
No.

2) Does your character ever get depressed?
Extremely

3) Leader or Follower?
Follower

4) What is the main aspect(s) of his/her personality?
She is sweet and kind. and she betrays and she lets them throw her around like trash. She never loses her temper, and she is extremely focused and full on for her friends during battles.

HISTORY

1) Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?
No. her whole clan was killed by Tobi or Madara in a war.

2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?
Yes. I don't know what that means.

3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
Yes.

4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
Chunin Exams. she found it fun. xD

ROMANCE
2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
yes.

3) Virgin?
O_o
yes.

4) Does your character like flirting?
no

SYMBOLISIM

1) What animal would you associate your OC with?
snake. it's her demon.

2) Musical Instrument?
Flute

3) Element?
Water

4) Planet?
Venus

SHOWING THE LOVE

1) Do you draw your character?
yes. i haven't uploaded any on here yet. xD

2) Do you write about him/her?
yes all the time

3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs?
yup. ^.^

4) What other ways have you appreciated your OC?
Confusing. -.-

RANDOMIZE!

1) Is your character wanted for anything?
expected to excede limits, which she has done.

2) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
To KIND!!! She can't be trusted.

3) Strengths? (Just one, for sake of time)
Luvs her friends, repects enemies [most of the time]

4) Does your OC drink or smoke (ect.)?
no

5) What's one quirk about him/her?
i'm not gonna answer this.

6) Does your character have any phobias?
no.

7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
nothing.

8) Does your OC like chickens?
uh... what? RANDOM. O.O

The Final Question
What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like?
*walks away slowly*
i'm not going to answer that.

do you like it? well thanks.

]]> ~sutara-kun Random http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18203624/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18203624/ Tue, 06 May 2008 20:39:26 PDT
Okay this is funny. I am watching Spongebob and Patrick wants to make a snowball. First he makes a cube, and then he makes a pyramid, then he makes a DNA strand. ^.^ it was really funny. And i was like HA! mypunknightmare just made me a sexy ID. this is the link. [link]

SEXY OR WHAT????

I play flute so on Thursday i have to go over to the highschool across the street. I have a solo performance. Eck. I have first chair. -.-

So yeah.

Hello. [look at the name and you see why i said this here]

]]> ~sutara-kun Alive http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18040835/ http://sutara-kun.deviantart.com/journal/18040835/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 15:28:52 PDT
Thanks for reading,

Emily. <3

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