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                <title>dear santa</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Nov 2009 18:43:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im once agean partisapating in <a href="http://kalisama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/a/kalisama.jpg" alt=":iconkalisama:" title="kalisama"/></a> Secret Santa event. you can read all about it by going here -> <a href="http://kalisama.deviantart.com/journal/28314351/#comments">[link]</a><br /><br />Dear Santa,<br /> Hi there!! yes its me ^^ <br />You must be thinking that its too early to be wrighting you.... well tell tell that to my naubers who are pounding away puting up christmas decarations on there houses even befor thanksgiving ~-~.<br /> This year I beleave I was a good girl for the most part but I know how bussy you are so Im going to make my wish list simple, k? Well to start I would think a funny christmas pic with edward and winry from FullMetal Alchemist. There a nice looking couple I would just like to see more emotion out of ed besides angry/sad/depressed/or scard you know? but if thats not posable It would be nice to see some origanal Dragonball Z art. Iv ben rewatching it resently and Iv notest how the fan art has drindaled to nearly 0 its sad sence the show that some awsome batle seens woo (>0o0)> ====0 *boom* (x_X)<br /> Well thats all, hope you have anouther safe trip deleaving all thoughs gifts. See you around!<br /><br />Sutashi04.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>3am</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Nov 2009 01:37:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so im up agean at 3 in the morning becouse I cant sleep.<br />Out of bordem I desided I was going to search the web and see how many songs and/or poems I could find with 3am mentend in them. I was suprised to see quit a fue, even a poem magasen called 3am. any who... I came about a poem that intreaged me. Its sad that the auther has past on, I just felt the need to post it here for a short time to see what others thought about it.<br /><br />Waking at 3 a.m.<br />  <br /> Even in the cave of the night when you<br />wake and are free and lonely,<br />neglected by others, discarded, loved only<br />by what doesn't matter--even in that<br />big room no one can see,<br />you push with your eyes till forever<br />comes in its twisted figure eight<br />and lies down in your head.<br /><br />You think water in the river;<br />you think slower than the tide in<br />the grain of the wood; you become<br />a secret storehouse that saves the country,<br />so open and foolish and empty.<br /><br />You look over all that the darkness<br />ripples across. More than has ever<br />been found comforts you. You open your<br />eyes in a vault that unlocks as fast<br />and as far as your thought can run.<br />A great snug wall goes around everything,<br />has always been there, will always<br />remain. It is a good world to be<br />lost in. It comforts you. It is<br />all right. And you sleep. <br /><br />William Stafford  <br /> <br />If you didn't pay attention, this is not mine thouse the name on the bottem.<br />you can find this and other grate poems at <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.poemhunter.com/">[link]</a><br /><br />P.S. Happy birthday to me <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>lalala</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Oct 2009 01:21:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I came, I saw, I drow.<br />now what..... draw some more!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>randum journal update</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Aug 2009 00:43:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So.... this summer has ben pretty uninventfull. It had its ups and downs. My family reunane/late baby shower for baby noah was intresting. Alot of the family couldn't make it this year do to work or other comitment but for who showed up we had a nice time. It was a good thing that the rain held up becouse the way the clouds looked that day we all feared for the wost with us being out in the open and all.<br />Lets see.... monday of last week my dad had taken him self to the hospital becouse the night befor his left arm witch has ben realy bothering him for quit awile was realy bad and he was having some chest pains from what he thought was from a saver case of heart burn, anyway what was thought to be an in and out turned out to be a 3 day stay in the haspital. It turned out that he had plack bild up in an artery or two witch was cousen the pain in his arm, earlier beleaved to be a over exstended musil a fue mounths back. Well he had the poseger done to clear his arterys and had three stunts (or what ever there called) put into his heart and was releast on thursday. Hes ben off of work sence then, taking full advantege of his vacation time, hes on some meads for a bit and is takeing the steps to stop smoking, im so proud of him. In all hes doing alot beter now.<br />Other then that, I started bowling agean today. Same nice team I was on last year. <br />When I got home after finishing I found that a freand of my parents was over and he was showing my mom how to sighn up for face book. I do have an accout but I don't use it enough to be an exspert at it but despite that my mom is looking tords me for any qestens she might have about keeping her page up to date. so Iv spent the rest of the night till just a moment ago trying to get used to the workings of the page by posting photos, video, playing games, and going through the duzense of freand requests that have aqumilated from the time I was on there last. Im shere I'll get the swing of it soon enough and I'll be ready to be my moms face book toter.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hello baby boy</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Jul 2009 09:26:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ On thursday as I was watching my 2 nieces, I got a call anouncing that my first nephew was born ^-^ . So on friday we went to the hospital to pay the new mother and father (my little brother) and there son a visit. He is indeed a chubi one *9lb5oz* but so cute XD we where all saying how he reminded us of Theador from the chipmunks lol. <br />My younger brother was telling me about the night befor when my oldest brother with his wife and the two girls came. I wish I could have seen it. My brother told me that when my oldest niece *3yr old* was holding the baby (with help of course), she was asked if she liked her new cousin, she replide "I don't like cousins but I love the baby" XD. She went on saying how he as so cute and perfict like her parints and told her what to say lol.<br />I never know my little brother to be a camcorter nut. Apparntly he did a video jernal of the day befor the burth like "So... its 3am and your still not here." lol he was filming everything! I don't blam him though. It his first kid (secent acctraly but that was sadly a miscarige) of couse your going to make a big deal about it. And im shere that my dad is extra exsited, not that hes leting on or anything, but to now have a grandson to play sports with. Hec when his first granddouter was born he went and bout a babys basball outfit with dall thinking that maybe she would grow up to be a sports buff lol.<br />Now im looking forword to the futcher. In a couple of mounths if all gos well, my older brothers (2nd born) and his wife will be welcomeing twins and the holidays will become a thing of caose lol so looking forword to that XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>feline panic! :update:</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Jun 2009 04:06:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ She has come out of hideing! <br />The funny thing is I was reading a coment about the sitch and as soon as I finished the first parigraph, she came running out from under neath my bed <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />.<br />I still don't know where the heck she was hideing but now after hours of coferting words I got her to eat something. yay!<br />Now today shes taking full advantege of her time to voice her complants about what started it all by waking me up at 4am and not leting me go back to sleep.... I suppose I deserve it in her mind :/<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>feline panic!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Jun 2009 20:17:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My cat seams to have vanished and Iv ben realy upset about it. <br />You see I had an appoitment to bring my cat into the vet for the day to get her teeth fixed. Becouse the would have to put her under to do so, I had to make shere that she didn't have anything to eat after 8pm the night befor. Yesterday as we where geting ready to leave you can see the look of panic on her face. I don't know if she senced someing was going on when no one would feed her that morning when everyone was oveasly awake or if it was the construction going on outside but she was defently scared. Then it was time to put her into her carrier...... she paniced and ran. We ended up chassing her all over the house. I know it was a bad choice, given she was all ready scared to begin with but there was nothing else we could do. Got her out from under coutches, behind beds, from closets but then she did something she had NEVER done befor, she ran into the cooling vent.<br />Becouse there was no way of geting her out we had to cansile the appointment and we let her to her self in hopes she would come out one her own. As night feel it had ben 12+ hours and she hadent come out so I went down stares and hit the vent and maniged to scare her out and she ran up stares...... or so I thought. I looked in all the posable hiding places but she was no where to be found so I thought it may be a posablity that she ran out one end of the vent just to go in the other end. <br />24+hours later, there was still no sign of her. We spent all morning taring apart the cooling vent. exsept for the one part that drops down and stands beside the heater (witch I dought she feel into given we havent herd any noise that she would make from being stuck in there) We didn't see any sighn of her being in the vent. I looked all over the house check every nook and crany making shere that there was no posable way she would have some how have goten out side and found nothing.<br />Now its ben over 32 hours and still now sign of her anyware. I placed bowls of food and water on ever floor of the house in the hope that even if she dosn't want to be seen she will at least eat and/or drink something. I realy want to know shes ok, she has never done this befor. I truely hope I can at least see a glimps that shes at least ok tomarrow <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>baby boom!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Jun 2009 15:56:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I tell you what.... Im going to be one bussy aunt come next year.<br />heres the low down:<br />~Oldest brother is already the father of 2 little girls, one 3yrs old and the other 1yr old<br />~My younger brothers girlfraind is expecting to have a baby boy any day now its just a mater of wait and see.<br />~Last but not least my older brothers wife found out resently that she is most likely pregent with twins!<br /><br /> Of couse the grandparents to be are athused as long as there not thinking about the amount of cash its going to cost them come christmas time lol.<br />Im trying to convince time that it may be a good idea to get a toy chest and fill it up with a hole bunch of stuff and maybe a swing set and sandbox for when they come over to visit. Up untill now my oldest brother and his wife have brot toys for the girls to play with and I think it would be nice if they wouldn't have to worry about that stuff everytime they want to stop over and visit you know?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>time for work</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Mar 2009 13:57:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so I finaly got my self a new tv so now im all about the whole HD thing lol. <br />I got my conection isues taken care of after 3 mounths of wanting to smash my modem into tiny little peaces.<br />lest see.... what else... oh yeah, the main reason for this post. A freand of my family has disighed a bord game that has already gand some intrest by gaming companes but the charicters that he used for hes game where just taken of the net from an already exsisting game so in order to continue promoting the game he has asked me to creat 30 origenal charicters. right now for promoting perpases I only have to wory about 10. so fare I have 3 drawn up, one of witch is flat colored and I need to fine tone it but that is where the difficalt part starts. my skills of right now may not cut it. Im going to try to see what I can do on my own but there may be a point where I may ask for some assistents. well we'll just see how it gos. I'll post my progress and see what every one think becouse I realy don't want to disapoint.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>product props</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Mar 2009 17:28:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so about a year give or take a mounth or two. I bout a Trutech 2GB mp3 player. I have read that the players where bogus and that they often brock after the first 2 mounths of use but at the price of around $40 and the fact that it was a huge impervment from the mp3 disc man I was using I went and bout it. <br />After 5 mounth it was still strang. I had no problems downloading songs or any other problems I have read about other peaple haveing with them, maybe I was just lucky to perches the one out of a mileon that wasn't worth crap.<br />About the first week of Jan. I had relised that the mp3 player was missing. I had often taken it out with me wile I shuveld snow but it hadn't acerd to me that I may have droped it somewhere out side, but after a mounth I gave up on finding it. Then two weeks ago wile I was taking advantege of the wormer wether to finaly get the christmas decerations out of my frunt yard (the thing was literaly compleatly frozen over befor then), there it was in the grass >< it had ben out side in the rain, snow, wind, and mud for mounths I thought it was shot......but I was curease do I pressed the power buten and the light went on o0 I emedeatly changed the batery and turned it on and it worked! there was no flows in the desplay screen and all the songs where still on there and cumpleatly undameged. <br />For a product that was considerd a peace of garbage Im loveing everything about it. ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>bye bye cable</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jan 2009 10:44:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so for a hafe a year new they where saying that the cable was going HD and that peaple with serten tvs or what ever needed to get a converter box... or something like that. well I thought I didn't have to worry about that, untill I turned on my TV the other day and found that my cable was gone T-T. It appers that the TV in my bedroom is the only one in the house that isn't HD compatable and new the only way I can get my cable back is to get a new TV >< I gess its a good thing becouse the one I have is almost ready for retirment anyway but its still good for watching DVDs and playing video games witch isn't a totle loss.<br /> So last weekend I went to the dentest with the worst resolt in my mind going in and what did I hear from the dentest? "Well this turnd out to be a boring visit" o0. Aparintly all the cavertys that I was worried about were no big deal and my gums are compleatly healy and despite the fact that I'll have to get one wissdem tooth pulled (one witch I didn't even know I even had) and have to deal with the pain of anouther comeing in, It realy wasn't worth the trip. The next day I get a phone call from the dentests secritry. It turned out that the insherence that I thought covered everything, didn't cover my dental exspenses >< now I'm glad that all the visit was, was a basic cleaning becouse now I have to pay for the visit out of my own packet.. on top of that new I have to call the inserence companey and ask why my dentel exspences wornt covered when I read that it was when I signed up for there plain *sign* I hate dealing with peaple in this way ><<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>too much snow</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Dec 2008 15:55:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ when is the first day of winter agean? there are still leave trying to fall from the trees and we have alread had like 10" of snow. its nuts I tells ya!<br /><br />today Iv ben realy in a bad mood do to a toothack that has spreed is teranie to my eye and left side of my head. no asprin in the world can releave me of this throbing >< Im reluctent but Im going to have to call the dentest and make an appointment tomarrow.<br /><br />lets see... I got my SS gifts done early. It helped that I haven't had to work for the last 2 weeks :/.<br /><br />any thing ealse... oh Im realy exsited becouse Im geting my own lab top. should be ariving on friday, witch is an easy day to remember sence it is also <a href="http://kalisama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kalisama.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkalisama:" title="kalisama"/></a> s birthday. Im still brain storming on the gift. Any way I beleave thats all for my randemness. good day gents!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>dear santa-sama</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Nov 2008 20:05:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear santa,<br /> I'v ben a good girl right? (well there was that one time...) oh, lets forget about that. Any way, this x-mas I'm not asking much, just a token realy, a triphal. All I want.... wait Im going in to movie clip mood, sorry about that <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /> I would verry much like a pic of my alter ego charicter from <a href="http://kalisama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kalisama.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkalisama:" title="kalisama"/></a> manga Satashi <a href="http://kalisama.deviantart.com/art/Satashi-new-costume-54818922">[link]</a> <a href="http://kalisama.deviantart.com/art/Satashi-Is-Evil-13666151">[link]</a> and her alter ego kali <a href="http://kalisama.deviantart.com/art/Dual-Goddess-Kali-70078550">[link]</a> <a href="http://kalisama.deviantart.com/art/Kali-Goddess-of-Life-6109547">[link]</a> <a href="http://kalisama.deviantart.com/art/Tranquility-79931350">[link]</a> (light or dark kali, dosn't mater) in all out combat!<br /> I know its kalisamas main thing but I would love to see it and maybe it will end up being a gift for the both of us ^^<br /> Thanks you, your wisconsin pal, sutashi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>yay for new toys</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Aug 2008 17:10:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ofter a long time of debating I finaly desided to get one, today I cheared my self up by geting a graphic drawing tablet yay! Iv ben having fun playing around with it almost all day now ^^. right now im still working out the agustment but im shere once that is dune it will be worth the $200 I spent on it. Im realy looking forword to seeing what I can realy do with this baby XD.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>peaple are scum!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Aug 2008 18:10:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so Im all happy I get off of work early of once and I got the day off tomarrow yay me! any way I try to log on to my FF online account and I find it odd that Im unable to log on..... so I chach with a freand about it through IM and he tells me that someone was on my charicter claming to be my husbend. guess what peaple, I NOT MARRIED!!! my account had ben hacked into! the dush bag went into my account stoll my charicter and sold off all of the high profit idems. I has so angry and upset that I was shacking. shere Its only a game but when you have ben playing with it for a fue years you tend to get attached to everything you have in there. lucky for me I was able to cheatch it in time I was able to call support and in a fue week I should have my charicter and everything else back to normal. <br />How can peaple do that? I never did any thing to them. accorting to my freand the person said that becouse I ben able to play so long that they would never let me play ever agean o0 I mean realy did I kill there mom in a passed life or something? Im so frustrated right now >< peaple can be such scum bags.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>a sad goodbye</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Jul 2008 19:52:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this evening I reseave some verry sad news, my younger brother and hes girlfreand just lost there unborn baby :< . <br />In all truths I never got my hopes to high do to all the facters ageanst the pregnency. The main one, becouse of her type one diabeteas docters said that she couldn't ever canseve let alone have a baby, but they proved the first one false witch made the two of them (the parents to be) verry exsited. They had just moved into a biger appartment, they wore working there tails off to save up money.... :sigh: I just don't know what to say. Realy what do you say to a couple hum where over joyed in the though of welcomeing a new life and then having it torn away from them :< .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>and the storm rolls on.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jun 2008 19:00:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its ben 3 days now of hevey ran, high winds and tornado worning. Though it hasn't be too tarable where I live its realy bad in other parts of the state where some of my releteves live.... havent herd from them but I hope everyone is ok : / .  <br />Its not even summer yet and its already hiting uper 80s even 90 >< I realy don't like it but hay at least its not freezing.... maybe I should hold my toung couse the temp could drop any time >< please clear deasenct weather (prefably about 78 digreass F) come to us ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>drawing the line...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Jun 2008 20:35:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ where dose vertral become reality? In todays online games like WoW and FFXI to some vertral and reality are as one bringing there personal live, thoughts and feeling into the game with them....but there are some that like to keep these two seperet, I am one of those ones and becouse of that Iv hert and mislead someone how thought otherwise. <br />Im verry depreast right new and my head is trobling from crying just a wile ago. Though this probaly isn't a nice place to talk about this.. I have to spill my guts somewhere. You see there is a guy im the game I play that I have met throw my guild. Hes fun and sensitve and grat to talk to but just the other day he started to get verry searess saying that he loved me and that he wanted to know if I felt the same way <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> .<br />As the guy I know online hes grat but thats online and the one he feel in love with is not the real me just the charicter I play... I told him the truth that to me a game is nothing more than a game and I realy hurt his feeling. I had to retern the flower he gave to me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> .<br />Now I don't know if I could ever play the game agean becouse if I have mislead this one person, what else have I ben doing? I don't want to face that T-T<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>something that real bugs me</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:32:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was flipping through the tv chanals monday night when I sow the first episode of Tokko playing on Sci Fi. anyway I was intrested in it so I desided to watch the rest online. What a disapointment the show was ok but it went to quickly and the ending? I screamed seacend season but there isn't one and no one beleaves there ever will be ~_~.<br />What Im geting at is, why do these companes release something that there not going to finish? Yes I know that there are time that they get something started and find out in the middle that there being cut but its not just shows its manga too. For exsample, DNAngel, there only one or two volumes away from being finished but there hasn't be hide or hare of any new realeases in a year or so...... All I want is that if there plaining to release something maybe they should finish it all befor puting it out for the public, Is that too much to ask?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>Its a girl! the 2nd!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Apr 2008 20:01:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yesterday my sister in low had her 2nd baby girl. They named her Lorelei May witch I think is realy neet though I will have to get used to the middle name, when ever I try to say it quickle I always end up saying linn keeping with the whole L thing. <br />Today I got to see lorelei in the hospital, shes so cute XD brown hair light blue eyes. Jilliean, my brothers first girl, is already fiting into her big sister role. Aparitly even befor the new baby was born Jilliean was practising putting dipers on her dolls and for a 2 yr old you would have to admit shes pritty good at it.There being released from the hospital tommarow morning. We're deffently looking forword to futcher visits ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>the worst thing that could passably happen ....</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Mar 2008 20:43:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Friday night befor I was going to call my computer venters dune I must have made the mistake of clicking yes to something when I ment to click no with out realising it...<br />so I do my normal shut down rutean and I go to bed with out notesing anything.<br />The next day I come down only to see that my computer us turning its self on........ I turn on the moniter to see whats going on, the computer starts up, begins to load something then restarts. Not able to do anything to stop it from repeating this over and over Im forced to pull the plug and call for tec. help. So on the phone I descripe the situation and they check the data from there station and they tell me that theres nothing I can do but to reset the systom to sqare one o0. <br />I had some idea of what that ment but I wasn't prepared for it. every thing that I have bilt up on my computer for the 3 years I'v had it... gone! photos, movie, music, expensive programing that I had perchest online all gone <br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":cry:" title="Crying" /> . <br />Iv ben trying to selvege what I have on disc but there are thing that I can never get back. So much for a Happy Easter <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":cry:" title="Crying" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>ho ho ho</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Dec 2007 22:44:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ marry christmas and happy new year all!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>happy day..........~_~</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 23:07:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its 1am and I should be asleep but instead im typeing this....<br />
this hour marks the first hour of me being a quorter centry old.....<br />
tomarrow (as in when I wake up) what will my day be like hmmm I gess I could bake the suger cookies then after the bathroom is done being fixed up I can clean that maybe treat my self to lunch after words..... hmmm just hope I don't have to work last min....... sigh geting old sucks I haven't realy ben out of high school all that long and there alread asking for info for the alomnie books... (not in the mood to correct my spelling If you can't tell)<br />
that project I was talking about befor still working on it not even hafe way dune and im worryed I may not get it done in the time I want it.... a-well it will work out some how.<br />
I beleave Im done ranting im off to sleep<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>what have I goten my self into</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Sep 2007 21:27:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ as I was serching around deviant I have notest that there has ben alot of chibis popen up, must be the thing or something <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
anyway.... I had a thought of trying something on my own ~_~ didn't work out as plained but then today I had an erge to start up a new needle point project but no marter wair I looked I couldn't find a panern that entreged me so *light balb!!* I would come up with my own!<br />
 I get the thing I need and started coming up with posable panerns. "maybe I can do a chibi in my needle point" . so that was the basic idea now of what...... well I'll leave that for later sence what I came up with is going to be a gift for someone how maybe reading this.<br />
 Ok now coming up with a panern is one thing but trying to transfer the image to a pixle form that will fit the canvise is anouther. My first atempt was printing the drawing derectly on to the gride sheet.... though the plain worked in the passed it turned out that the sheet that I got was thinker then the one I had printed on in the past and the sheet ended up jamming up in my printer <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br />
 Secent atemped was to go to a specil sit where you put in your pic and the size you want it and they would make the guide for you to fallow.......... turnd out that they wornt able to make it he size I wanted with out making the pic distorted and ugly XP<br />
 So now Im on plain 3. Im on photo shop and redrawing my pic in pixal form and used each squar as on of the sections of the sheet im tring to making it the size I desire.<br />
 The pixal work by its self will take me a fue days becouse im exstremly slow when it comes to working on the computer but after that It will most likely be a mounth or so be for I can get the needle point finnished so Its indeed going to be a verry long project that <br />
if it dosn't turn out or if I finnish it and now one likes it im going to be verry sad for wasting my life away...... lol just kidding<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>where the heck</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Sep 2007 21:14:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah so im now in the where the heck are you catagory.... I realy am trying to get my self back into drowing its just taking longer then Iv antisapated. <br />
I have went out of my way to get now saplys and everything and tonight I did get something started that I may be able to scan in tomarrow if I finnish it.<br />
so life wise. with school started my work isn't tieing me up as often so I have alot more free time so thats good. <br />
ah..... wow I gess that is the exstent of my up date...... hmmm I'll have to make shere I have alot more to say the next time I deside to get around to updateing my journal.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>back to paint shop I go</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 May 2007 17:02:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yay! I finaly got the more resant paint shop program trile that I want to play with so Im bringing the kali dall back out and dressing her up in all the neat new outfits that <a href="http://kalisama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kalisama.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkalisama:" title="kalisama"/></a> has ben coming out with. Heck if I realy get into it I might even see how kali looks in some out the male charicters outfits XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>life can realy suck...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 May 2007 20:02:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ After a long time I got a job as a full time baby siter. The kids where cool and the pay was ok. Ive be watching the kids (two of them) for about a mounth now and today I find out that my employer (single dad) just got fired from his job meaning I might be out of one agean ~_~. <br />
My little brother officaly moved out of the house today witch makes me realy said. One I hoped I would move out befor him and two hes the only one I realy talk to in this house...... god its going to be way to quit in this house and its going to take three days befor I go compleatly mentle, I mean it! >< It dosn't help that Its ben raining all day today ..... stuped weather T-T<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>thank you</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Feb 2007 19:26:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 5,000 page voiws already?  <br />
thanks for checking up on me, I know Iv ben in a slump lately and haven't dune much work but Im working on some ideas and hopfally get back in to the swing of things ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>WHA</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Jan 2007 21:58:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ just becouse I felt like it XP<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>starting to look up</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Dec 2006 21:56:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Holidays are around the corner. Already go some shoping done witch is nice.<br />
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A freand of mine had her baby last monday. A boy named Ahren. I have yet to see him sence Iv ben running around do all sorts of things... it a little kaotic <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." />. <br />
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Last week I got to watch my brothers house well they where on there hunny moon in jamaca (Man I so wish I could go there >&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> They had just go a now kitten about 3 day befor they left, only 8 mounths old so cute XD. They got it sence they had to put one of there other cat down, poor guy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":-(" title=":-( (Sad)" /> .The whole thing was a sort of problem sence the kitten was so younge and still geting used to everything I couldn't let It get too atacted to me witch was realy hard sence it was soooo cute XD I hope there wasn't any problem when they got home <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
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Friday I got to Baby sit my neice ^^ I love her shes adorable. Around 2am my brothers and my sister in low finaly got back, It was that first time Ive seen my little brother dronk XD aparitly he was going shot for shot with my cusin <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> It tarable but I still wish I would have ben there to see it lol.<br />
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Hmm what else..... Oh Yeah, the meaning about the tittle.<br />
I Finnaly got my self a paying job XD ok so It nothing fance and not permanit sence its only dering the holidays but Its something and Im happy about it ^^ I start training on tusday I can't wait ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>I finnaly did it! woot!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Nov 2006 18:59:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ After a year or so of trying to kill the verry last guy on final fantacy 9 I finnaly beat him XD *dance* <br />
Just thought you all would like to know and if not well you now know any way XP lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>woot!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Oct 2006 19:48:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 4.500+ page vows *bows* thanks for keeping an eye on me ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>R.I.P</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Oct 2006 17:26:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today when I walk up my one of my cats Cally was looking worse off then she has in the last couple of weeks. finaly this afternoon when my parent came home they took her to the vet and they determend that it was her time to go.<br />
Cally was about 18 yrs old. From the time when she started to lose wait at an alarming rate to the time when we all relised that the hearing had gone. I know that her time was comeing to its end.<br />
Iv known her for as loung as I can remember and she will sherly be missed.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>so cold</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Sep 2006 11:04:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its ben a week and a hafe now and Im still tring to get read of this dang cold >< but becouse Iv ben in bed for a wile Iv finaly got back the motavation to draw agean so thats good.<br />
I hate cold weather. Why couldn't I live some where, wair its worm like in the mid 70s all year round, that would be nice ^^<br />
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I ben terned on to the online radio at <a href="http://kawaii-radio.net/">[link]</a> Iv ben lisining to it for awile now. It a station that place mostly J-toons and you can reqest songs from J-grops, or even songs from you fav animes and video games its so cool ^^ everyone should check it out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>what a mounth so fare</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Sep 2006 14:59:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Both of my older brothers are new married. One just got married the first of this mounth so its congrats to them. <br />
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Dring the bachileret party I actraly got up in frunt of a bar full of peaple and sang kareoki XD I was shacking so much when I was done but it was cool. <br />
For rehersal dinner we went to this pizza palce called pallos (or something like that). The inside was decarated to be like you where in a 50s dinier, it was real cool. They even had an area where you could holahope for a buper sticker XD.<br />
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The wedding went smothly and then I got to ride im my first limo.......not how I imagened it. There where clowds of frout flys inside and we even found a X-raded movie that someone left in there. It was discousting. Of course my brother contacted the compeny and everything was sedled. We had are pics taken at Witnal park near a water fall befor heading to the resepsen where I had my verry first shot with everyone who was in the wedding party. Let me tell you, Lemon drop (strat voca followed by sucking on a lemon weg with suger on it) isn't the best shot to have for your first ><. We ended up partying till 1:30 am ^^.<br />
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The other day I got to babysit my neace and even though she was giving my brother a hard time that morning (shes in the mits of teething) I had absalutly no problems with her whats so ever. That mad me exstremly happy sence I haven't realy had the chance to bond with her befor that.<br />
Well other then that the only thing left is that I start bowling today and I found out that my new sister in low is on one of the other teams this year. This is going to be fun XD.<br />
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<a href="http://gohou-drugfc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/o/gohou-drugfc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="gohou-drugfc" /></a> - a club for Legal drug manga fans<br />
<a href="http://distant-moon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/i/distant-moon.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="distant-moon" /></a> - a Serenity & Endymion/Sailor Moon Club<br />
<a href="http://fake-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/fake-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="fake-fc" /></a> - a club for fans of the manga/OVA, FAKE<br />
<a href="http://seiferxsquall.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seiferxsquall.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="seiferxsquall" /></a> - a club for fans of seifer and squall ]]></description>
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                <title>news..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Aug 2006 08:18:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lets see,<br />
today I get my hair cute. I suspect about 13inches or so <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> (Im do for a cute) also today I do a trile baby sitting for my neace. Day care has become way too exspencive so they have asked me if I would like to stay with them and take care of her well there at work and stuff. We'll have to see what happens. ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>The trip for hell!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Aug 2006 19:26:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, so Im coming back home to Millwaukee WI from Great Falls MT (was there visiting a freand) I had 4 buses to ride. Way was it hell? Ill tell you. <br />
First bus was fine we got from Butte MT to Billings MT on time but we didn't have any food stops ~_~ I was lucky I had some grunola bars in my bag. <br />
The 2nd but from Billing to Fargo ND was 1 and a hafe hours late leaving the station so to make up time they desided to skip a fow stops along the way. I was a good thing that they still stoped at a dinner so that we could eat brectfest. We did end up making up an hour so I didn't miss my next bus.<br />
Now heres ware everything bersted into flams. The 3rd bus, we started off just fine making are way towrds Minneapolis MN when the bus bracks down in this town called sant clowed (or something like that). It was forcanit that we happed to stop right in frunt of a chiness restront becouse it was supper time and I was hungery..... food wasn't all that good for $8.50 ~_~. Well waiting some lady had seen us siting there and bout every one ice cream from Dary Queen witch was realy nice ^^. The cops show up. The bus drive finaly gets a hold of the station for anouther bus to come and pic us up and we wait. 4 hours later the bus finaly comes...... we get in to Minneapolis and not only did I miss my bus but I miss the last bus leaving for the night >< so to acomidat me and some others that mised there buses they but us up in the hotal across the street and Im told that the next bus to Milwaukee is at 6:45 am (at this time it is 2am) and I should check in at 6am. I made shere to set a wake up call and I set the alarm for 15 min after the wake up call just in case an I go to sleep. 5:30 I get the wake up call, I get dressed and get my things together and (mind you that Iv ben sleeping on a coutch for almost a mouth so that bed was realy comftable).... I pass out agean and sleep right throw the alarm >< I wake up at 11am to the cleaning lady baging at my door. I was so upset I couldn't stop shacking T-T I was lucky and was able to cetch the bus at 1:15pm <br />
Becouse of the large amount of peaple going on that bus at that time, they split it into to routs so now the bus I was on became an exspress bus and went strait  to Milwaukee from Minneapolis and exseped for some trafic along the way, the ride was pritty smoth and I finaly got home. Of course my parents where asleep so I had to wait at the station for 30min for my brother to pic me up......Im just happy to finaly be home and my cat wount leave me aloun.<br />
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 I find out that I have to look after my oldest brothers house from tomarow till sunday becouse my little brother is going up north and wont be able to do it so it looks like Ill be there for a little wile<br />
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now that I got that out of my sistum, Im going to bed. ]]></description>
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                <title>nice ^^</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Jul 2006 08:36:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ woo 4 more days till I leave for montana to go visit my fraind kerri ^^ Im going to be staying there for nearly a mounth XD (a first for me) <br />
Becouse of my trip my dad serprised my by going out and buying me a gameboy advanced sp witch was super cool sence the last one I had, I borowed to my brother and he left it on an air plain ~_~ but with the systum he gave me some mager chash to go out and get some games with so I spent the whole day yesterday shoping ^^<br />
This moring I got a supriss. My seven deadly sins pic got 1000 voiws XD its the first time any of my peaces got to that numer XD I realy like how thay cangratulat you when it happens , makes me hope to see that pop up agein in the near futcher ^^ ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>4000</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Jun 2006 21:06:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ XD thanks everyone I would have drawn something but my ambistions are still on vacation at the moment <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>coming up</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Apr 2006 11:20:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this up coming sunday is my neacess baptismal and I was asked to be the godmother ^^ <br />
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well as for my art gos.... Iv ben in a slump..... more then a slump realy. Iv had no earge to even pic up a pencil T-T I think I might have lost it.<br />
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I started paying a trial version of World of Warcraft. Got to level 12 befor it exspired.... It was realy slow compared to the FF online game Iv ben playing so Im not shere If I will buy it or not but I am looking forword to the exspantion pack for FF coming out ^^<br />
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Im still trying to finish KH so that I can get the 2nd..... Im so close and If sort of frustrating that I havent finished it yet >-<<br />
specking of finishing games, I finish playing grandia 3.... the ending was disaponting ~_~ I exspected more ..... I don't know way.<br />
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anything else.... nope I think thats it for new <br />
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Clubs im in and/or keeping an eye on<br />
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<a href="http://gohou-drugfc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/o/gohou-drugfc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="gohou-drugfc" /></a> - a club for Legal drug manga fans<br />
<a href="http://distant-moon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/i/distant-moon.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="distant-moon" /></a> - a Serenity & Endymion/Sailor Moon Club<br />
<a href="http://fake-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/fake-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="fake-fc" /></a> - a club for fans of the manga/OVA, FAKE<br />
<a href="http://seiferxsquall.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seiferxsquall.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="seiferxsquall" /></a> - a club for fans of seifer and squall ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>lets see....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Mar 2006 16:14:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ About two days ago it was realy nice out so I desided to do some shoping  for now shoes and I was , for some reasan, pulled in to game stop <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
I ended up buying Grandia 3 wich had just come out and I never heard of and sence I loved the 2nd one so much I thought well why not. If you want detail on the game you can look it up but when I started playing my first thought was, " this is boring ~_~" but once you get to the 3rd chapter or so (that is If you split the game in that sence ) it dose start to get more intresting. The plot, though it seems to be going in a differnt direction, It prity much the same to the 2nd one if you realy think about it. But that dosn't meen its a bad thing. Im already on the 2 disk so I'll have to update once I see the ending and tell you my thoughts.<br />
   In other news.... In about a week or so (16th throw the 19th) im going to vist my brother in louisiana. Im a little axshis sence it will be my first time flying any where but its all good sence im going to be traviling with my little brother ^_^ Its going to be so fun ^_^<br />
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<a href="http://gohou-drugfc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/o/gohou-drugfc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="gohou-drugfc" /></a> - a club for Legal drug manga fans<br />
<a href="http://distant-moon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/i/distant-moon.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="distant-moon" /></a> - a Serenity & Endymion/Sailor Moon Club<br />
<a href="http://fake-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/fake-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="fake-fc" /></a> - a club for fans of the manga/OVA, FAKE<br />
<a href="http://seiferxsquall.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seiferxsquall.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="seiferxsquall" /></a> - a club for fans of seifer and squall ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>Its a GIRL!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Feb 2006 18:45:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ At around 7pm tonight my sister in low gave birth to a healthy 7lb?oz baby girl named Jillian Vilet witch makes me an aunt <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> im going to see her tomarow becouse is late now but I cant wait <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~sutashi04</author>
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                <title>O to baby</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Jan 2006 21:54:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Last week end I went to my sister-in-lows baby shower. Iv never ben to one befor so it was alittle odd but I did get to see some of my relitive that I havent seen in years. <br />
My brother and his wife have desided that they don't want to know rather its a boy or a girl, so needless to say thay reseaved alot of yellow <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br />
Sence im the only girl on ether side of the babys family, I'll be its only biolagical aunt witch seems pritty cool consitering it will be my first time being an aunt ^_^<br />
The babys doe some time in Feb. every one is real exsited. Theres even talk of it being born on valintines day... how cool would that be <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>the things I have seen and read</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 May 2007 18:02:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow haven't updated this in the longest time.... makes you wonder how big can my list posable get lol <br />
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Manga<br />
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----------own--><br />
+Anima - Vol. 1-6<br />
Absolute Boyfriend - all<br />
Agreement of the glass shoe - all<br />
Ah my goddess! Vol. All<br />
Aishiteru ze Baby - all<br />
Angelic layer Vol. All<br />
Antique Bakery all<br />
Beautiful name - all<br />
Cardcaptors Vol. All<br />
Ceres -all<br />
Chobits - all<br />
Chronicles of the cursed sword Vol. 1-15<br />
Confidential canfessions vol.3<br />
Demon diary Vol. All<br />
Descendants of Darkness vol. 1-12<br />
D.N.Angel Vol. 1-11<br />
Eeri queerie -all<br />
Fake Vol. All<br />
Fruits Basket Vol. 1- 16<br />
Full Moon wo Sagashite - all<br />
Fushigi Yugi 1-16<br />
Fushigi Yûgi: Genbu Kaiden vol. 1-5<br />
Gravitation-vol.3<br />
Hana Kimi Vol. All<br />
Hands off! -all<br />
Host club - vol. 1-8<br />
Inuyasha 1-5, 19<br />
Kenshin Vol. All<br />
Koi Suru oneforth - all<br />
Lament of the Lamb - all<br />
Legal drug 1-3<br />
Mars -all<br />
Midori no Hibi - all<br />
Only the ring finger knows<br />
Oragami Teacher - all<br />
Passion -all<br />
Psychic academy -all<br />
Ranma Vol. All<br />
Rave master 1-14<br />
Sailor moon, S, SuperS, Stars Vol. All<br />
Saiyuki Vol. All<br />
Saiyuki Reloaded 1-4<br />
Samurai deeper kyo 1-12<br />
Saint Tail 1-4<br />
Selfish love -all<br />
Sensual Phrase - all<br />
Shaolin Sisters Vol. All<br />
Shaolin Sisters Reborn - Vol. 1-3<br />
Shingetsutan_Tsukihime - all<br />
Snowdrop - all<br />
The mythical detective loki ragnarok vol.1 and 2<br />
Until the full moon -all<br />
Vampire game 1-12<br />
Wish -all<br />
X/1999 1-18<br />
Yellow- all<br />
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--------don't own but have read--><br />
Alice 19th -all<br />
Angel sanctuary -all<br />
Black Jack - Vol. 1-4<br />
Clover- all<br />
Confidential canfessions 1-4<br />
Crescent Moon -Vol. 1<br />
Death note- all<br />
FLCL -all<br />
Full Metal Alcamist - Vol. 1-10<br />
Gravitation- all<br />
Hot Gimmick -all<br />
Hunter X Hunter - Vol. 1-16<br />
I.N.V.U. -vol.1-3<br />
Kare kano -vol. All<br />
Kill me,Kiss me -all<br />
love hina -all<br />
Loveless - all<br />
Paradise kiss -all<br />
Peach girl -all<br />
Peach Girl: Change of Heart - all<br />
Milk Crown -all<br />
Milk Crown H -all<br />
Milk Crown Lovers -all<br />
Under the Glass Moon - Vol. 1 and 2<br />
X-day -all<br />
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Anime<br />
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-----own-><br />
Aishiteru ze Baby - all / cd<br />
Ai yori aoshi -all / cd<br />
Angelic layer -mist the last episode / cd<br />
Asagiri no miko -all / cd<br />
Ayashi no ceres -all / cd<br />
Ayatsuri sakon -1-12 / cd<br />
Big o 2nd season -all/vhs<br />
Biserk -all / vhs<br />
Bleach 1-60 / cd<br />
Boys be -all / cd<br />
Case closed -all/cd<br />
Conan -all / cd<br />
Da capo -all / cd<br />
Dear boys -all / cd<br />
Detective academy Q  all / cd<br />
D.N.Angel -all / cd and dvd<br />
D.N.A2 -all / cd<br />
Dragonball,Z,GT -all /vhs<br />
E's other wise -all / dvd and cd<br />
Fruits basket -all / dvd and cd<br />
Fullmetal alchomist -all / cd<br />
Full moon wo sagashite -all / cd<br />
Fushigi yugi 2nd season /vhs<br />
Gravitation -all / cd<br />
Gundam seed-all / vhs and cd<br />
Gundam seed destany -all/ cd<br />
Host club - all / cd<br />
Hunter x hunter -all / cd<br />
Hunter x hunter greed island - all / cd<br />
I my me strawbarry egg -all / cd<br />
Kaikan phrase -all / cd<br />
Kanon -all / cd<br />
Kareshi kanojoho jijou -all / cd<br />
Kenshin -all / vhs and cd<br />
Love hina, again -all / cd <br />
loveless - all / cd<br />
Narato - all<br />
NGE - 1-6<br />
Onegai twins -all / cd<br />
Prince of tennis -all / cd<br />
Prince of tennis national championship 1-9<br />
Psychic academy -all / cd<br />
Ranma -all / cd<br />
Ronin Warriors - all<br />
Sailor moon,R,S,SS,Stars -all /vhs,dvd,and/or cd<br />
Saiyuki -all / ep.1-20 something cd the rest dvd, <br />
Saiyuki reloaded - all / cd<br />
s-CRY-ed -all/vhs<br />
Samori deeper kyo -all / cd<br />
Shingetsutan Tsukihime - all<br />
Spiral -all / cd<br />
Sukisyo -all / cd<br />
Star Ocean Ex -all / cd<br />
Tokyo underground -all / cd<br />
Trinity Blood 1-13<br />
Tsubasa Chronicle - all / cd<br />
Witch hunter robin -all / vhs<br />
Yamino Matsuei -all / cd<br />
Yu yu hakusho -all / vhs and cd<br />
<br />
----don't own but have seen-><br />
.Hack legend -all<br />
.Hack sighn -all<br />
Ah my goddess! -all<br />
Big o 1st season -all<br />
Blue gender -all<br />
Canidet for goddess -all<br />
Cardcaptors -all<br />
chobits -all<br />
Cowboy bebop -all<br />
Cyborge 009 all<br />
Daa! Daa! Daa! 1-26<br />
Da Capo Second Season all<br />
Digimon -all<br />
Escaflowna -all<br />
Flame of recca 1-5<br />
FLCL -all<br />
Fushigi yugi  first season<br />
Gakuen Alice - 1-10<br />
Gundam wing, G gundam, Gundam MS team,  Gundam 0080 - all<br />
Hamtaru -al... ]]></description>
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