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deviantART: by:sweet-domination0308 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:sweet-domination0308&section=today deviantART RSS for by:sweet-domination0308 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 17:23:24 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png My Eyes Are Open Wide http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/28563234/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/28563234/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 08:01:24 PST
Okay so wow for starts!!! Yays! I'm so happy and thankful to God for the many blessings I have had given to me. My eyes and hands are open in praise and joy and quite possibly and {third} in my life to hold hands with!!!!!!

I'm breathing!!!!! ]]> *sweet-domination0308 Titlewaves of Grand Porportions http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/27215452/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/27215452/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 18:27:09 PDT
I just want to make one thing perfectly illuminated. No matter how strong I am and seem to others. It is painful and I wish I could turn back this clock a year ago and change the mistakes I have made and made amends with those I've hurt. I have had to really think about the reflections that are made on my part by who I decide to let into or back into my life. Please forgive me because right now this is something I have had to do in order to get myself back on track. Because it is my decision it is also my burden to bare now.

thumb up my ass ]]> *sweet-domination0308 Here's a Show http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/26800249/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/26800249/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 16:12:54 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Draw In A Breathe http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/26351450/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/26351450/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 04:11:38 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Bah, well life continues http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/25640546/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/25640546/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 22:43:22 PDT
I shall flow it out soon kiddies.

]]> *sweet-domination0308 Lest we all be mindless lemings http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/24856537/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/24856537/ Wed, 20 May 2009 13:16:46 PDT :thumb102050550::thumb84294404::thumb94924393::thumb97167259::thumb76761404::thumb58434855::thumb90245101::thumb88404970::thumb97261823::thumb107237086::thumb68058850::thumb81396871::thumb100847194::thumb78062628::thumb104871382:

]]> *sweet-domination0308 Black Gray White http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/23946390/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/23946390/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 07:19:25 PDT
It's quite funny the differences between men and women. I read the other day that men have a larger amount of neurons than women in certain parts of the brain. Particularly in the sections that pertain to emotional and social interactions. Interesting huh? And you probably thought that the saying, "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus", was an understatement. So how is it that we can truly cohabitate together when our thought and emotional patterns differ so much? Finding an answer for that is like asking why hotdog buns come in packs of 8 and hotdog packs come in groups of 12. It's just a little amusing handicap of life I suppose.

thumb up my ass ]]> *sweet-domination0308 Time Clock http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/23457345/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/23457345/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 19:13:40 PST
Ok so I've recently been talking to a publisher and was asked to submit around 2 to 3 poems so that the company can review and critique my work. I need you to tell me what some of your favorites are so I know what seemed more outspoken, sensitive, argumentative, inspiring, etc. Just let me know and I appreciate this from all that respond.

Peace and Love

thumb up my ass ]]> *sweet-domination0308 Devious Journal Entry http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/22859836/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/22859836/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 08:24:27 PST
When you don't know who you are how can you expect someone to find you? When you love with all of your heart and trust that it will not break, what happens when it does? When you have made a world of mistakes can you be forgiven and start again?

thumb up my ass ]]> *sweet-domination0308 Yes......Again! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/22702533/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/22702533/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 19:44:12 PST
Wow......my eyes finally opened up today. I am a blithering idiot. I have been oblivious to the way I say and do things, making it impossible to tolerate me. Let me tell you if you don't already understand, I'm a girl. Not to offend others of the female persuasion but sometimes girls are retarded. We look at the constant negative, giving ourselves headaches, panic attacks, crying fits of rage, the normal emotions jargon of the self-pity parade. I chose for the entire year to be the band conductor for mine. I asked some of my girl friends if it was possible to be truly happy as a female. Guess what the response was.......NO. Why? I asked, well lovies on cyberspace/DA women are forever wanting the whole cake. We try way to hard to please other people, not all women do this but the majority do, all the while creating a soap opera playing in our minds of what we should have and not focusing on what we DO have. Listen, no one is perfect, why be weak and self-involved worrying over every single thing. Picking apart what he said she said, looking at the ugly negative. Because it has bad teeth and a bad dye job anyways!! Be strong, even if you don't have someone to support you in the bleak moments, draw from within. It is time my dears.

Peace and Love

http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/22420175/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 17:44:23 PST
I have learned that I cannot change everything. I breathe in short puffs, causing my mind to misinterpret so many obstacles that elude my body. I am this person and I remain to be seen. Long hair, glasses, and a continue expression of self inflicted torment. An open book.......all the pages might just be blank for the moment.

thumb up my ass ]]> *sweet-domination0308 Devious Journal Entry http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/22417540/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/22417540/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 15:35:51 PST

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thumb up my ass ]]> *sweet-domination0308 Well Now What??!! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/21805290/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/21805290/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 18:43:45 PST
I want to get started publishing my book. I don't really know how to go about doing it so if anyone has advice I'll gladly take it. I'm aggreviated for the fact that some of the poetry I had published.....or so I thought was a SCAM!! BEWARE if you send your work to either Poetry.com or Noblehouse since they are partners in the same sadistic bullshit cause. Preying on innocent writers like ourselves who want to get our feet in the door.

thumb up my ass ]]> *sweet-domination0308 Breaking http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/21009760/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/21009760/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 22:38:29 PDT
Just like a crow chasing the butterfly
Dandelions lost in the summer sky
When you and I were getting high as outer space
I never thought you'd slip away
Guess I was just a little too late

--Shinedown

me left in the rain ]]> *sweet-domination0308 Illusions http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20867089/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20867089/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 22:47:32 PDT
I cannot leave without walking away from you
Lonely but never enough
Love is just a word
Ur tools are illusions and manipulations
Self serving with silver and dipped in tar
I will myself to resist your lies
Onward I tread, stumbling on the rocks you throw
Never will it be sustenance to my body
Simple bread and water

Dear Johnny played with his shiny toy gun. ]]> *sweet-domination0308 Another One Bites The Dust http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20784291/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20784291/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 20:14:25 PDT
Don't even open your mouth, for I pray you catch flies. Falling in lines as your world pops on it's corked axis. You live in a plastic fish bowl only big enough for you and your ego. What's worse is that I lied to myself without your encouragement. Now I have removed my heavy veil to see what my heart wouldn't let. I'm sorry for myself but more so for you. Loosing my friendship and respect is far worse than for me to slander you with verbal whiplash. I will miss the good times and laughter, but it will hurt you to see me and not utter a word, this I promise.

assaults in the rain, carry your gun dear Jane. ]]> *sweet-domination0308 Not Again!!! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20711667/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20711667/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 19:38:53 PDT
Ya know I do believe you give back what you put out but I guess with so much aggitation I put out alotta crap!!

This is disheartening

I don't know what to do

Help is what?

Where?

Encouragement is needed because I am fading faster and faster.

Where the fux is my ground at?

]]> *sweet-domination0308 Tug of War http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20446481/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20446481/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 20:50:41 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Devious Journal Entry http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20110247/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20110247/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 09:19:27 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Dog Days http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20048780/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/20048780/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 20:01:35 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 This is B*U*LL*SH*T http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19776723/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19776723/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 18:11:05 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Open Your Eyes!! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19632935/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19632935/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 23:43:10 PDT
Please comment and let me know your views. This is what it's all about. Any and all are welcome.

]]> *sweet-domination0308 Money Sucks!! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19595349/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19595349/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 18:13:55 PDT HAte
haTE
HAte
It's pure bullshit that you have to scrap tooth and nail. My mind and body are weary. Age is just a number since I assume for the rest of my natural existance I will be fighting for my rights. I am pissed and emotionally tired with the fact that I cannot take care of myself. It's true that humans should not be prideful and take help when offered. I realize with pain more and more that in order to survive I have to have help. I'm knocked off my "high horse" I guess.

]]> *sweet-domination0308 Devious Journal Entry http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19577601/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19577601/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 17:56:06 PDT
I don't
Care about it

I need to find
A better place

I don't
Care about it

So it seems to me
You can lend a hand

Or just remain the same

I want to leave it
All behind

I don't care about it

Anymore

]]> *sweet-domination0308 None http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19301414/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19301414/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 22:34:03 PDT To just stop
How can I??
This part of me
That makes me do and say
There aren't any excuses
Just silence
I feel like I am motionless
Waiting on a jolt or impact
To snap me back to before
What before I always tend to ask
I know that I make the worst of it
But I can't seem to stop
I'm stuck on repeat
Preparing for the same to happen
I sink and stick to all this shit
Have I had my meds today??
Well......that's a good question
I answer in my head
Have a smoke and just B R E A T H E
Yep, breathe in all the toxins
Escaping to a high
Only to be disturbed
I need to just cry
Sob and retch
How is it fathomable
That someone ANYONE can deal with me?
Is someone ready to accept me and all the baggage I carry?
I guess that I do this is order to feel normal.
That sounds ridiculous, I know.
Maybe my life is incomplete without feeling distant, fractured, and dramatic 24-7.
Is that why I push people away and in the same instant need reassurance?
I have so many difficult questions and none that I know an answer for.
I'm scared
Scared to be vulnerable and dependent
To prideful to bend when I need to
I'm a total mess without a cure.
I hate this mess I've created for no reason
I hate myself, yet again, for twisting things and sucking myself down a hole I've dug.
I hope that the ones I've hurt along the way can look past my bullshit and forgive me.
I need a vacation from myself.

]]> *sweet-domination0308 FAKE http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19210188/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19210188/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 22:02:01 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Cycle to Madness!! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19189105/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/19189105/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 17:53:36 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 AHHHHH!! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18971717/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18971717/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 18:47:17 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 How do U feel? http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18879914/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18879914/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 18:55:51 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Devious Journal Entry http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18823888/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18823888/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 15:58:59 PDT
Oh.....now I have a guitar so I hope it will help bring out the "poetic" me that I used to be.

]]> *sweet-domination0308 LORD bless me!! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18702529/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18702529/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 18:27:44 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Longing http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18631758/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18631758/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 17:13:21 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Finality!! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18467175/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18467175/ Fri, 23 May 2008 17:16:17 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 I Will Not Be Silent http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18327379/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18327379/ Wed, 14 May 2008 20:04:14 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Crazy Good! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18188340/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18188340/ Mon, 05 May 2008 20:57:48 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 WTF? http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18059963/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18059963/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 18:15:26 PDT And I've gotta a spoon
I live in a hallway
With no doors and no rooms
Under the window seal
They all will find
A touch of concrete
Within the doorway
Without a sound
Someone save me
If you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blast from me
In my wasteland

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'm far beyond gone
I can hardly remember the look in my own eyes
How could I love this a life so dishonest
It made me compromise
Someone save me
If you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blast from me
In my wasteland

Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the alter
Lay down with me
The hardest question to answer is WHY?
WHY?
Someone save me
If you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blast from me
In my wasteland

Someone save me
Someone save me
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Please don't erase me--Shinedown

]]> *sweet-domination0308 I NEED IT http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18014919/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/18014919/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 21:45:41 PDT
1. Cash Monies
2. A lifetime supply of mary-jane
3. liquor (preferably parrot bay)
4. A pink dalmation cuz its fuckin' awesome
5. A private island to run and play hide the banana ( u know who u are) SKEET!
6. My box of sexy
7. A poster of Johnny Depp
8. My crazy Chaser (dog)
9. Never ending supply of Cathedral Cafe MilkyWay lattes
10. My "Big Spoon" hehe

]]> *sweet-domination0308 Just me bitches! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17983930/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17983930/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 21:33:07 PDT A piece of a quarter of me
Not all of it will u get to see
I don't want you to cuz I'm saving it
For someone special
And he sees what is TRULY me!

]]> *sweet-domination0308 there is no title for this http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17915451/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17915451/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 17:02:41 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Reflection http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17876701/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17876701/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 07:40:52 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 blah blah boo hoo on u! http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17839665/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17839665/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 20:52:40 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Life http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17710750/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17710750/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 06:59:48 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 beguiled http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17686971/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17686971/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 17:07:41 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 love http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17671340/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17671340/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 17:18:49 PDT
I hate this!!!!!

]]> *sweet-domination0308 None http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17648078/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17648078/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 08:45:31 PDT
]]> *sweet-domination0308 Just Because http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17644256/ http://sweet-domination0308.deviantart.com/journal/17644256/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 00:28:21 PDT
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