AWA Weekend

=sykotifachan — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 00:51:37 PDT

Considering I didn't at all planned out for this to happen, it actually turned out pretty good. ^^
I got to meet and bought a cute keychain from her <3
I hung with of course <3 and and others of my close friends who doesn't have a da as far as I know.
friday was a group day for me and and and her bf to walk and participate in events together. Saturday I had more alone time with my sweet dear love so we watched some funny ass samurai live action movies and I met many of his friends afterwards and in the end I went to the rave. O.o I danced. From 11:30pm to 3-4am in the morning LMAO I'm still damn tired from it lol
I don't like dancing, but my friends were there so I forced myself.
but maybe its cause I'm tired, I actually didn't mind <3 it would be the last time we could all be together like that before my leaves the state (going to hawaii) ;-;
and then I'd be all alone-ness O; at least til I join him in 2012 X3~ after graduation. ^^
It was a great time, but of course deadly on my wallet, especially due to the fact I didn't think I'd be going. Though I probably won't go next year. Momo con I may go though, since its free and easy to go to (due to the fact I go past GT everyday )

anyways ^^ I hope you all had a good weekend! I know I did! Good night, expect more art from me after I recuperate some lol
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About AWA

=sykotifachan — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 21:11:17 PDT

lol looks like I'm going so look for me there on friday and saturday haha the power of trying to avoid my brother and mother fight + my best friend being back home lol

Back to Drawing and offering Commissions ^^

=sykotifachan — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 18:37:24 PDT

Hello!

Hello everyone ^^
as you can see I been drawing more, working on characters for my story/classes/etc. whatever they can be used for so I can progress on them in the same time as go through school ^^

While I'm working on this I'll be offering commissions
Click here for more detail:
[link]

^^ also any critiques or such on my characters for my novel seven stars of destiny or on the story itself would definitely be great and much appreciated!!

Also.... Thank you everyone who's helped me through this tough time after my friend passed away, I appreciate it ^^ Its definitely help me feel stronger to know I have friends that really care ^^

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R.I.P Anthony Lightfoot
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*My goal this summer break is to lose as much as I can (in a healthy way of course)
So Far:
When started: 211.3 lbs
Currently: 199.2 lbs
Total Lost: 12.1 lbs
YAY X3~

COMMISSION BOX

Commissions: [link]

*PAYPAL ONLY AND PAYMENTS FIRST! Will not start unless paid for! No exceptions! I'll send a link to pay for it on Paypal when I agree with your price and commission request :3~

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Hello!

Wanted to dedicate this journal to my friend Anthony Lightfoot, who was killed recently and discovered today in Afghanistan. This war needs to stop now.. I hate it so much. Its useless and everyone is out there dying for no damn reason!! I hope America is happy... they put a young recruit, recently graduated high school, one with many possibilities of a good future, and put him out there... to die because of a pointless war... I don't side with either. I don't like any of this crap.

Rest In Piece Anthony LightFoot. I love you. You were a great friend. I'll miss you...
Sincerely,
Julie T.

I pray that someday all of this meaningless violence will stop and we can instead accept one another no matter the race, gender, sexuality, or anything. We all live on this planet, we should accept each other. I know it won't just happen... but I can dream.

....I'll be strong for my friend and keep living, helping to share the love and peace at least around me.
I hope that all of you out there can help share love and peace around when you can too. ^^

Thank you.

*My goal this summer break is to lose as much as I can (in a healthy way of course)
So Far:
When started: 211.3 lbs
Currently: 203.3 lbs
Total Lost: 8.0 lbs
YAY X3~

COMMISSION BOX

Commissions: Note me your request and your price you are willing to pay. No set price at the moment, but make them reasonables. Minimum is $1 (for like a sketch though) Will do Digital or Traditional. Only Digital is colored though. Can only do simple backgrounds. Will list what I will or won't do as the requests come so I know what to expect and such. Don't expect it to be drawn quickly or exactly as another piece of the same genre or such in my gallery. I differ in art styles. I'll show you a rough sketch first though if you are paying for a digital piece, so it should help some.

*PAYPAL ONLY AND PAYMENTS FIRST! Will not start unless paid for! No exceptions! I'll send a link to pay for it on Paypal when I agree with your price and commission request :3~

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CLICKIES

Gallery

See the stuff I like

Journals

Sketchbook

Main Gaia Account

Crunchyroll .

Hello!

Hello everyone :3~ I been practicing more and more as you can see. I'm experimenting with doing all kinds of art
-traditional
*Pencil and Paper
-digital
*Photoshop CS3 - always baby <3
*Coral Painter 11 10 got a copy from a friend for the full version of 10 :3~
*Flash CS3 trial expired
*Illustrator CS3 sam as above
Currently on break XD
*My goal this summer break is to lose as much as I can (in a healthy way of course)
So Far:
When started: 211.3 lbs
Currently: 203.4 lbs
Total Lost: 7.9 lbs
YAY X3~

Taking Commissions...
I'm gonna offer a little special something:
* 1 Character of your Choice, Fully colored CG, Simple Background for: 3 Month Subscription
Can Be:
- Ecchi
- Female or Girly Male. (Sorry can't draw masculine men)
- Fantasy Creature such as elves and faeries.
- Include any small creature, or even pokemon, if you like.
- Fanart of your fave character or An Original Character.

want to make sure your request would be acceptable? Note me and ask then you can tell me if you have donated a subscription and I will start on your drawing ASAP.

Art Requests

accepting (almost) all requests, art trades, and collabs.
current status:
1. yuri picture of his characters... in progress
2. Her OC Yuki.... in progress
3. Girl in Panty Mountain
I'm sorry thats all i can recall at the moment x//x;; tell me please if you requested and I said yes.

.....Remind me if I forgot to add you in the list or if I have the request wrong! thank you ^^
please be patient <3
:3

Art Challenge

1. Stardust:
2. Power:
3. Dawn
4. Waterlilies
5. Pregnancy
6. Books
7. Old
8. Circle
9. Sakura
10. Geisha
11. Nation
12. Home
13. Fear
14. Life
15. Trees
16. Fairy
17. Elf
18. Story
19. Animals
20. Emperor
21. Alice in Wonderland
22. Queen of hearts
23. Inspiration
24. Doll
...

Mah Birthday April 9th

=sykotifachan — Wed, 08 Apr 2009 19:56:59 PDT

Its gonna be my birthday tomorrow >w< officially gonna be 19 :3~
birthday gifts like drawings, poems, etc. would be extremely loved and appreciated >w<

Bday Gifts:
wrote me this beautiful poem: [link]
^^ thank you <3333

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If you look at gallery its obvious, but anyways lately I been doing flash art, just started today April 8th <3 because I am currently taking IMD130 class for my major which is a class JUST focusing on Flash think on web design and simple animations. Interactive Experience Design.
So to make sure I get an A I'm gonna get used to flash before it gets crazy hard you know, so don't be surprised if you get a random gift drawing done in flash because you are the victim to my practice XD

Break :3

=sykotifachan — Fri, 27 Mar 2009 20:53:04 PDT

O: I actually got started on my art challenge XDD expect more <3

So I got two weeks and I got no more subscription lol, donate a one month subscription and I'll give you a fully colored piece, or otherwise just go to my Gaia art shop if you are a gaiaonline user for cheap commissions.
Gaia Art Shop

I'm gonna be working on the 100 challenge in full color
seriously this time >w< lol (lets see how far this gets)

1. Stardust
2. Power
3. Dawn
4. Waterlilies
5. Pregnancy
6. Books
7. Old
8. Circle
9. Sakura
10. Geisha
11. Nation
12. Home
13. Fear
14. Life
15. Trees
16. Fairy
17. Elf
18. Story
19. Animals
20. Emperor
21. Alice in Wonderland
22. Queen of hearts
23. Inspiration
24. Doll
25. Unicorn
26. Witch
27. Hate
28. Cry
29. Brothers and sisters
30. Parents
31. Runaway
32. Travel
33. School
34. Friendship
35. Missing you
36. Soul
37. Universe
38. War
39. Kawaii
40. Forbidden love
41. Fantasy
42. Clouds
43. Fashion
44. Plushies
45. Goodbye
46. Drawing
47. Mystery
48. Joke
49. Separate
50. Sing
51. Cooking
52. God
53. Forgiveness
54. Dangerous
55. Braveness
56. Searching
57. With or without you
58. Imagine Yesterday
59. Tomorrow
60. Dusk
61. Tonight
62. Believe
63. Why?
64. Because of you
65. Me myself and I
66. Wizard
67. Butterflies
68. Sea
69. Mermaid
70. Dearest
71. Flying
72. Fireworks
73. Trapped
74. Chasing pavements
75. Breathing
76. Snow
77. Leaves
78. Past days
79. Teenager
80. Suicide
81. Lust
82. Angry
83. Candlelight
84. Moonlight
85. Sunlight
86. Fame
87. Decora
88. Tea
89. Angel
90. Vampire
91. Centaur
92. Pity
93. Devil
94. Hurt
95. Answer
96. Fate
97. Secret garden
98. Furry
99. Luck
100. Ghost

Give Subscription Get Commission

=sykotifachan — Wed, 11 Mar 2009 13:40:38 PDT

Hello!

4 more classes of school left... 1 this week and 3 next week :3~ then I'll be on break maybe two weeks so definitely a drawing opportunity for me ^^
I'll try to do more fully drawn pieces, because I are learning to draw more people next term and at least need to get out of object drawing by drawing some people again <3

I'm gonna offer a little special something:
* 1 Character of your Choice, Fully colored CG, Simple Background for: 1 Month Subscription
Can Be:
- Ecchi
- Female or Girly Male. (Sorry can't draw masculine men)
- Fantasy Creature such as elves and faeries.
- Include any small creature, or even pokemon, if you like.
- Fanart of your fave character or An Original Character.

want to make sure your request would be acceptable? Note me and ask then you can tell me if have donated a subscription and I will start on your drawing ASAP.

Art Requests

accepting (almost) all requests, art trades, and collabs.
current status:
1. her OC Ceci
in progress x//x sorry I taking so long with this one, trying to practice hair coloring for it.
2. practice girl named as Rahzel wearing "jeans and a cute t-shirt" may redo this one.
3. yuri picture of his characters... in progress
>updating more later... <

These and the others I have already promised requests will get their requests, but after this I will only be taking commissions, unless you are a very good friend.
:3

Art Challenge

1. Stardust:
2. Power
3. Dawn
4. Waterlilies
5. Pregnancy
6. Books
7. Old
8. Circle
9. Sakura
10. Geisha
11. Nation
12. Home
13. Fear
14. Life
15. Trees
16. Fairy
17. Elf
18. Story
19. Animals
20. Emperor
21. Alice in Wonderland
22. Queen of hearts
23. Inspiration
24. Doll
25. Unicorn
26. Witch
27. Hate
28. Cry
29. Brothers and sisters
30. Parents
31. Runaway
32. Travel
33. School
34. Friendship
35. Missing you
36. Soul
37. Universe
38. War
39. Kawaii
40. Forbidden love
41. Fantasy
42. Clouds
43. Fashion
44. Plushies
45. Goodbye
46. Drawing
47. Mystery
48. Joke
49. Separate
50. Sing
51. Cooking
52. God
53. Forgiveness
54. Dangerous
55. Braveness
56. Searching
57. With or without you
58. Imagine Yesterday
59. Tomorrow
60. Dusk
61. Tonight
62. Believe
63. Why?
64. Because of you
65. Me myself and I
66. Wizard
67. Butterflies
68. Sea
69. Mermaid
70. Dearest
71. Flying
72. Fireworks
73. Trapped
74. Chasing pavements
75. Breathing
76. Snow
77. Leaves
78. Past days
79. Teenager
80. Suicide
81. Lust
82. Angry
83. C...

Starting Commissions

=sykotifachan — Tue, 06 Jan 2009 15:24:19 PST

Hey everyone I'm going to start doing commissions, because I really need to pay for art school. For now $1 Commissions for single character no background. Cheap price for a limited time since I'm just starting out. Note me your particular request, with reference of the character you want. If I accept the commission, note me your email and I will send the paypal request.
+ Paypal only
+ USD only
+ Will try to get it done within 1 week after payment.

What I won't do:
-Hentai
-Mechas
-Overly Muscled Characters
-will add more depending on requests recieved.

What I will do:
- Ecchi
- OCs
- Fanarts
- Anything not listed in Won't do.
- Chibis
- Normal

ask if you are unsure whether I will take your request, since of course I'm not sure what you will want.

All requests will be full colored CG characters with no Background.

examples (but they will be without backgrounds on your commissions)

More samples can be made as I progress. Thank you.

Working on a Gaia freebies thread :3

=sykotifachan — Sun, 04 Jan 2009 17:33:55 PST

Hello!

Thank you everyone for voting for me in that SSBB contest <3 and thank you for the favs on it. lately I been working on a group freebies thread on gaiaonline :3~ and made quite some awesome friends through it X3~
please look at their artwork and comment :3 <3

they have wonderful galleries :3~ please look through them ^^
these are just some of the awesome people working with me on the freebies thread X3
but I don't know the others DA accounts or if they have it lol

Art Requests

accepting (almost) all requests, art trades, and collabs.
current status:
1. [link]
2. her OC Ceci
in progress
3. My friend Casey (No DA): Given to him in person
4. Double Collab with
His lineart/my color:
[link]
My Lineart/His color: in progress
5. practice girl named as Rahzel wearing "jeans and a cute t-shirt" [link]
6. "a little girl that is a mascot and wears a cute cat ears and paws and has a maid outfit. " [link]
7. yuri picture of his characters... in progress
anymore? tell me if I didn't...

Art Block.. help?

=sykotifachan — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 04:19:21 PST

Haha lately ;-; I just can't get myself to draw a damn thing x..x
:3 if you have some ideas for good ways to overcome my art block it'd be nice.

Anyways <3 I would just like to let you all know that I'm still doing requests and such this winter break. Sorry for being late and unwilling to do anything lately x..x my pencil keeps putting crap on the paper o.o;;; its... not working lol
but once I get my drawingness back I'll get back to it ^^

if you all have aim and want to request there then go ahead, just put that in your note to me before sending me a message.
AIM is Sykotifachan
*Spammers will be blocked/reported. x..x

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X3 I'm bored lol
anyways SCHOOL IS OVER YESH! :3 one month winter break and then...
I'm going to Attend Art Institute of Atlanta starting January 12th so I'll officially be an art student then >w< so I'll probably draw like crazy during my one month break, and I love to do collabs, requests, art trades, whatever so feel free to ask
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ah well hmm.. I been wanting practice and I really think I been getting better at doing lineart, but only way to keep getting better is practice right? so I would love to do some art requests (art trades and collabs would get first priority, unless you're a good friend)
sorry all other requests if I finished half way I need to be reminded or you can request for a new one instead because school has thrown me off schedule a lot, but its almost fall/winter break time so may as well get a list started here so anyways
accepting (almost) all requests, art trades, and collabs.
current status:
1. [link]
2. her OC Ceci
in progress
3. My friend Casey (No DA): Given to him in person
4. Double Collab with
His lineart/my color:
[link]
My Lineart/His color: in progress
5. practice girl named as Rahzel wearing "jeans and a cute t-shirt" in progress
6. "a little girl that is a mascot and wears a cute cat ears and paws and has a maid outfit. " in progress
anymore? tell me if I didn't list you, I haven't been able to always keep track cause of all this finals x..x but when its over, everything will get done quite quick I'm sure. :3
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Thanks to I have a new challenge to do: CGing this one as much as possible to get the most practice with my pentablet.. maybe I'll redo that first one too >..>; haha yea I'll start over XD

NEW 100 THEMES CHALLENGE

1. Stardust:
2. Power
3. Dawn
4. Waterlilies
5. Pregnancy
6. Books
7. Old
8. Circle
9. Sakura
10. Geisha
11. Nation
12. Home
13. Fear
14. Life
15. Trees
16. Fairy
17. Elf
18. Story
19....

Accepting art requests at this time

=sykotifachan — Fri, 14 Nov 2008 19:29:53 PST

ah well hmm.. I been wanting practice and I really think I been getting better at doing lineart, but only way to keep getting better is practice right? so I would love to do some art requests (art trades and collabs would get first priority, unless you're a good friend)
sorry all other requests if I finished half way I need to be reminded or you can request for a new one instead because school has thrown me off schedule a lot, but its almost fall/winter break time so may as well get a list started here so anyways
accepting (almost) all requests, art trades, and collabs.
current status:
1.
2. her OC Ceci
3. My friend Casey (No DA): girl in overalls :3~

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Thanks to I have a new challenge to do: CGing this one as much as possible to get the most practice with my pentablet.. maybe I'll redo that first one too >..>;

NEW 100 THEMES CHALLENGE

1. Stardust:
2. Power
3. Dawn
4. Waterlilies
5. Pregnancy
6. Books
7. Old
8. Circle
9. Sakura
10. Geisha
11. Nation
12. Home
13. Fear
14. Life
15. Trees
16. Fairy
17. Elf
18. Story
19. Animals
20. Emperor
21. Alice in Wonderland
22. Queen of hearts
23. Inspiration
24. Doll
25. Unicorn
26. Witch
27. Hate
28. Cry
29. Brothers and sisters
30. Parents
31. Runaway
32. Travel
33. School
34. Friendship
35. Missing you
36. Soul
37. Universe
38. War
39. Kawaii
40. Forbidden love
41. Fantasy
42. Clouds
43. Fashion
44. Plushies
45. Goodbye
46. Drawing
47. Mystery
48. Joke
49. Separate
50. Sing
51. Cooking
52. God
53. Forgiveness
54. Dangerous
55. Braveness
56. Searching
57. With or without you
58. Imagine Yesterday
59. Tomorrow
60. Dusk
61. Tonight
62. Believe
63. Why?
64. Because of you
65. Me myself and I
66. Wizard
67. Butterflies
68. Sea
69. Mermaid
70. Dearest
71. Flying
72. Fireworks
73. Trapped
74. Chasing pavements
75. Breathing
76. Snow
77. Leaves
78. Past days
79. Teenager
80. Suicide
81. Lust
82. Angry
83. Candlelight
84. Moonlight
85. Sunlight
86. Fame
87. Decora
88. Tea
89. Angel
90. Vampire
91. Centaur
92. Pity
93. Devil
94. Hurt
95. Answer
96. Fate
97. Secret garden
98. Furry
99. Luck
100. Ghost

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college so far

=sykotifachan — Sat, 23 Aug 2008 14:33:37 PDT

Just went through my first week! It was good and bad. aside from just knowing where to go and my occasional misfortunes it wasn't that bad at all. All my classes are starting off super easy
I don't like walking too much though but its cause I'm weak but I think I'll be stronger in no time
I haven't really gotten to draw during classes until friday (during precalculus) because its usually notes time, but there was only how to use the internet for homework tutorial for most of the class then some notes, so I though "draw time"

well aside from that, I just lost my photoshop trial for mac so I won't have much cg up for a while... unless someone knows where to get a full photoshop for mac free or gives me $300 to buy it at school lol

well anyways if you want any pencil drawings I'll consider it.
for now tata homework time

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~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Tagged by: :iconamythestrose18:

Here is the rules:
* 1. Post these rules.
* 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
* 5. No tag-backs

1. I study to calm myself down.
2. I can be overdramatic sometimes.
3. I have obsessions with collecting things.
4. I am orderly when it comes to games and books, but the rest of my room is usually a mess.
5. I am afraid of being alone.
6. I don't know how to handle myself because I studied soo much.
7. I'm scared what is going to happen in the future.
8. I'm currently numb in some parts of my body because I had a cavity cleaned up today D:

tagging
um... I don't know. Tag anyone who reads this? I don't really like to bother everyone. I guess post a comment if you are going to do this.

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Artsy trades and requests
Friends Only

Current Art Trades Status:
1.
(Jr/Xenosaga hug) => [link]
2.
(Rosabella/Fenix shy romance) => [link]
3.

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Clubs I'm in <3

* 's journal <3
and I want to try to read more!

The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Well let's see.

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own journal so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them

1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen was totally droning... x..x
2. The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien I keep trying to find time for it but I couldn't so eventually!
3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte it was okay..
4. Harry Potter series - JK Rowling good to a certain extent.
5. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee haha we made a movie out of this one
6. The Bible um.. I doubt I'll read it..
7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women - Louisa M Alcott loved the excerpt but never found time for the full version..
12. Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien hehe <3 my first favorite from this list. read in middle school 6th grade.
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger lovely... <33 I totally connected with this one, maybe its proof I'm crazy XD
19. The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33. Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis I read some of it.. some.. lol
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen
36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden I'll read this eventually!!
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell wasn't too fond of it..
42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding one heck of a crazy book x..x
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley <33 I LOVED THIS BOOK!!!!!!!
59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck Short but Awesome! XD
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stoker
73. The Secret Garden - Frances Hod...

I BACK HOME!! :D

=sykotifachan — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 17:38:10 PDT
phew its been a long week at florida :3~
but now I'm home here in GA and I missed home a lot! I loved swimming and playing at the theme parks over there but.. nothing is the same without the people I love over here. X3~ My bf is currently holding onto the package of my pen tablet that came while I was in FL so when he comes over, I'll get to practice learning the pen tablet XD

I been drawing a lot, using the people as references, some good pictures came out, only SOME XD lol

Dang it was annoying having no internet or asian food D: my stomache hurts cause all I had was fried chicken fingers, nuggets, sandwich, and fries all week. D: and some stupid ramen, which is totally lame T_T
I wanted rice and vegetables and darn I NEED SOME BOH DIR GRIEN!!!
@..@ I got sick most of the trip and kept feeling lonely. I don't think most of them in TSA really sees me as a social friend, just that asian girl in there class who seems abnormal. I tried to get convos started but I kept failing at it T_T it made me want to go home sooner!! ;_; I wish I wasn't that lame kid no one talks to... I was sooo lonely and bored most of the time, but swimming was fun, though would have been more fun with a real friend or two @.@ This trip made me remember... I NEED A SOCIAL LIFE BADLY!!!! D:

well anyways I'm back home so you guys can poke at me as much as you want again
<3 for those who spent the time to read this I thank you very much <3333
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Artsy trades and requests
Friends Only

Current Art Trades Status:
1.
(Jr/Xenosaga hug) => [link]
2.
(Rosabella/Fenix shy romance) => [link]
3.

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10 Free Art

Art Challenge
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Clubs I'm in <3

*
(Jr/Xenosaga hug) => [link]
2.
(Rosabella/Fenix shy romance) => [link]

First 10 people who comment on this journal will get a drawing or sketch, but you have to copy and paste this text on your journal, and give 10 pics to whoever asks as well.
If you decide to participate, leave your request in your comment in this journal.
(you don't have to draw ten sketches if you don't want too :3~ but yea free art and if you want >w< you could draw my new OC in return: loli-julie lol )

1. OC for DONE --> [link]

2. OCs for DONE --> [link]

3.OC Bef for Done ---> [link]

4. OC Penny for Done =>[link]

5. OC Natalie for Done
=> [link]

6. OC Ninjas of me and Done
...

Challenge List

=sykotifachan — Sat, 24 May 2008 20:16:52 PDT
ART CHALLENGES

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Completion: 82%

100 themes gallery => [link]
don't get angry at me if its disappointing most of its lazy art done during school XD

1. Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.
2. No time limit so have fun
3. The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photoshop to create the pic.
3.a) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.
4. The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A) You are in the challenge
B) What you have completed
5. make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic
6. In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

THE LIST:
1. Introduction: [link]
2. Love: [link]
3. Light: [link]
4. Dark: [link]
5. Seeking Solace: [link]
6. Break Away: [link]
7. Heaven: [link]
8. Innocence: [link]
9. Drive: [link]
10. Breathe Again: [link]
11. Memory: [link]
12. Insanity: [link]
13. Misfortune: [link]
14. Smile: [link]
15. Silence: [link]
16. Questioning: [link]
17. Blood: [link]
18. Funny Face: [link]
19. Stronger: [link]
20. Pirates: [link]
21. Vacation: [link]
22. mother nature: [link]
23. Cat: [link]
24. No Time: [link]
25. Trouble Lurking: [link]
26. Tears: [link]
27. Hips: [link]
28. Sorrow: [link]
29. Happiness: [link]
30. Under the Rain: [link]
31. Boobs: [link]
32. Night: [link]
33. Expectations: <...

10 Free Drawings

=sykotifachan — Fri, 09 May 2008 16:31:58 PDT
First 10 people who comment on this journal will get a drawing or sketch, but you have to copy and paste this text on your journal, and give 10 pics to whoever asks as well.
If you decide to participate, leave your request in your comment in this journal.
(you don't have to draw ten sketches if you don't want too :3~ but yea free art and if you want >w< you could draw my new OC in return: loli-julie lol )

1. OC for DONE --> [link]

2. OCs for DONE --> [link]

3.OC Bef for Done ---> [link]

4. OC Penny for Done =>[link]

5. OC Natalie for Done
=> [link]

6. OC Ninjas of me and Done
=> [link]

7. Tsukasa for Done
=> [link]

8. Frilly Pink Catgirl for in progress

9. Ditto of Ben10 for [link]

10. last one left!!

Hey anybody experienced with flash..

=sykotifachan — Thu, 24 Apr 2008 05:06:15 PDT
Can you please tell me how to make a password protection layout on flash (Flash 8)? I mostly need how to set up a button to interact with correct or incorrect password. If you happen to know how to set up a password button, please either make a tutorial and send it to me in note or comment, or just a worded tutorial in note.

Thank you in advance.

I promise to draw whatever you request and computer color also if you can help me with flash, since I'm getting a grade for this.

IQ = 117
from here lol
[link]
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First 10 people who comment on this journal will get a drawing or sketch, but you have to copy and paste this text on your journal, and give 10 pics to whoever asks as well.
If you decide to participate, leave your request in your comment in this journal.
(you don't have to draw ten sketches if you don't want too :3~ but yea free art and if you want >w< you could draw my new OC in return: loli-julie lol )

1. OC for DONE --> [link]

2. OCs for DONE --> [link]

3.OC Bef for Done ---> [link]

4.

5.

6.

7

8.

9.

10.

ART REQUESTS:

Currently working on: New event requests for free, look above!

Past requests: I have done some before, but its renewed as of April 9, 2008 >w< my bday, so come and help me fill it up

XD I am willing to do some requests if its reasonable and I have time
I don't do couple art, because I am the suxor's at it, but, well look through my gallery and you can see I mostly draw fanart or OC character art, especially of girls

>w< I'll try to keep updating when I can <3

If you want to request something (simple please) then just send me a note with "art request" for the title and description of request, along with any references I should look at.

Clubs I'm in <3

DONE --> [link]

2. OCs for DONE --> [link]

3.OC Bef for

4.

5.

6.

7

8.

9.

10.

ART REQUESTS:

Currently working on: New event requests for free, look above!

Past requests: I have done some before, but its renewed as of April 9, 2008 >w< my bday, so come and help me fill it up

XD I am willing to do some requests if its reasonable and I have time
I don't do couple art, because I am the suxor's at it, but, well look through my gallery and you can see I mostly draw fanart or OC character art, especially of girls

>w< I'll try to keep updating when I can <3

If you want to request something (simple please) then just send me a note with "art request" for the title and description of request, along with any references I should look at.

Clubs I'm in <3

DONE --> [link]

2.

3.

4.

5.

6.

7

8.

9.

10.

ART REQUESTS:

Currently working on: New event requests for free, look above!

Past requests: I have done some before, but its renewed as of April 9, 2008 >w< my bday, so come and help me fill it up

XD I am willing to do some requests if its reasonable and I have time
I don't do couple art, because I am the suxor's at it, but, well look through my gallery and you can see I mostly draw fanart or OC character art, especially of girls

>w< I'll try to keep updating when I can <3

If you want to request something (simple please) then just send me a note with "art request" for the title and description of request, along with any references I should look at.

Clubs I'm in <3

Meh Bday coming up APRIL 9 <3

=sykotifachan — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 20:48:22 PDT
>..< I didn't get into the college of my dreams yet (rejected in feb, but plan to transfer in a year or two) and I have so much testing and hard classes still,
but regardless I am probably going to GSU and would still be able to swim and play tennis during school, which means OMG I get a social and healthy physical life outside of home finally! YAY!

I'll of course be planning to hit those books like crazy until I get into my dream school, which then I'll hit those books with more of a passion XD

> I am getting back my internet in a couple of days >w< So it might actually let me post some of the recent art I have done!
YAY <3 I gets ta draw again!!

OH AND BIGGEST NEWS OF THE MOMENT:
MY 18TH BIRTHDAY IS APRIL 9TH! <3 Art Gifts would be sooo appreciated and I would definitely try to draw thank you art back even if I may not be such a good artist

XD I am willing to do some requests if its reasonable and I have time
I don't do couple art, because I am the suxor's at it, but, well look through my gallery and you can see I mostly draw fanart or OC character art, especially of girls

>w< I'll try to keep updating when I can <3

Ahhh Math Team has competition this thursday >..< I hope we win this year lol
X3 well i'm done blabbering! If you want to request something (simple please) then just send me a note with "art request" for the title and description of request, along with any references I should look at.

Well I think I'll go back to my artsy mood with random characters and probably some Koku fanart cause big brother has been the first to talk to me since I came back >w<

Clubs I'm in <3

Friends

DA siblings:
Sisters:

Brothers:

School friends

Senior Year Update

=sykotifachan — Wed, 05 Mar 2008 14:45:57 PST
Okay I been sleepy, sick, and working my butt off. I found out I got rejected

from the school I sooooo desired and have been stressing about everything.

But other than school life and physical health, I been fine. I have actually been

working on my...*gasp* appearance more and I have learned how to use new

programs at school. I recovered all my old tech class files since '04 X3 and so

I'll submit a couple here and there when I have the time.

I'm happy with my love life and I do feel smart, but I just won't be going to

Tech until a couple years later. If not, as long as I can learn CS well and make

video games I'm happy, and of course to be alongside Keem <3 .

I have been playing video games here and there and this week I am going to

attend TSA state conference for the second time, but different location and time

since my first during 05-06 school year with my boyfriend when we first went

out. Its going to be held between March 5-7, 2008 at UGA in Athens. A good

long way from home but not Jekyll far. I hope I win my event at least 10th place

and I want to be able to relax this year before I go to my college life, which will

start out in GSU, same as many people I know from the Atlanta Area.

Alright I'm done blabbering now. There you go I'm alive so if you want, request

a drawing and maybe I'll do it when I have free time.

Oh and since I haven't had a chance to say it! Thanks for the watches everyone I'm finall on 3K views <33

*Thanks for reading if you did <3 talk to you all later. Feel free to IM me on AIM: sykotifachan
alright later!

Le....GASP

=sykotifachan — Thu, 29 Nov 2007 22:21:46 PST
Some strange but somewhat great things has been happening even though surrounding me is not exactly the best environment at the time..

one... I have a SOMEWHAT working internet back on my computer at home...

two... I...UNDERSTOOD my CALCULUS lesson today >w<

three... I... Finally found out how to use some cds on the windows side of my mac and I can..... TRANSFER without Internet >w< so now I can draw pictures and stuff even when it's down!~

four... I have Microsoft Word on my Windows side of the computer!

...just... it's a bit useless until I can burn it on a cd without switching to the mac side which does NOT have word >..<

Well there it is my current position now time for beddy bye! Hopefully I can draw again soon!

IF Anyone wants something drawn just comment a picture idea and if I like it I'll draw it in my spare time. I need some practice but I'm wayyy too dizzy from school to find ideas at the moment.. >..<

Nighties~!

Just to let people know I live

=sykotifachan — Thu, 15 Nov 2007 04:45:30 PST
well I know I haven't been on much, and probably still won't be on much until I actually get my own personal internet back in 3 more years or when I move out, whichever comes first.....

But basically I been just bleeding out cash to my college applications, cap and gown stuff (WITH $15 tax >..< ), and other stuff to prepare and go through my last year in high school.
As well as bleeding brain power in my four AP classes, who won't give me a break... even during Thanksgiving break, as they say they already plan homework for me....

well.... Um HAPPY THANKSGIVING ahead of time cause I may not be back til months later~ @.@

AP Classes like insanity XD

=sykotifachan — Wed, 08 Aug 2007 19:35:26 PDT
Well this year I am in 4 different AP Classes so I been enthusiastic about going to do my best and feel proud for it regardless of the pain. After quitting AP Chem last year I learned a life lesson about not quitting so soon cause difficulty with hard work is part of life. I been trying to read more, make out a orderly schedule, and still have fun. This year I'll try to be more active in school clubs. I'm in TSA, Beta Club, Math Team, orchestra.... and maybe Art Club? (the only one I'm not too sure of because it was so disorderly last year... ) I think my GPA is about a 3.9 something by now, last check it was 3.8641 but I had straight A's including one in AP at the end of the junior year so I think that would bump it up some. I know many are much smarter than me and have better GPAs but I try my best, isn't that what counts?
My AP COURSES
~AP Calculus
~AP Statistics
~AP Literature and Composition
~AP Macroeconomics/Government

Well I guess the point is to explain any inactivity here cause I'm going to be working hard and probably not drawing much. I do have a just for fun class - physics, so I may have some free time there.
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My life Goals currently
~Passing SAT with 1500 or more on the main two sections
~Making it into Ga Tech
~Passing all my AP Exams
~Making another perfect 4.0 this year
~Losing enough weight to give myself a better health and figure
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My OC character
By
Sikuyi-chan drawn by me, owned by me

How I depicted her for now but fanart with new clothes design would be loved. Art trades, collab art, and such are all fun and I may do so with anyone if I have time >w<.
Anyways I just felt like posting that up.
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Clubs

~Drawn for the club:
Kirlia
Oddish

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poke my (not blooded) big brother mr. sean!
poke my crazy oneechan who torments me everyday
poke one of meh best friends
poke my DA big brother X3
poke my Da big sisters!

HTML Notes

=sykotifachan — Tue, 26 Jun 2007 03:29:11 PDT
[word it is linked to]
equals up to BBCode style of
[url=[insert link here]]word to be linked to[/url]

:icon(insert name of user):

test:
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Games

put content here >w<

This is a paragraph.

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Paragraph elements are defined by the p tag.

short and to the point cause of browser
no matter how I type it

spacing means
nothing at all

The number of lines in a paragraph depends on the size of your browser window. If you resize the browser window, the number of lines in this paragraph will change.

Look: Colored Background!

hehe 17 yrs old now

=sykotifachan — Tue, 10 Apr 2007 22:43:37 PDT
lol never did updated on April 9th, 2007 about it being my birthday :sweat: lol but anyways yah! one more year!

sleepy so I'll finish updating this later..

Updating spree

=sykotifachan — Sat, 24 Mar 2007 01:28:47 PDT
Anyone who may notice. Yea I updated a lot XD I decided to add all my colored pics and the b/w that looked good. ^^ I been doing requests for people so that's how the drawings are being done so much. if you know me you KNOW I'm too lazy to think up all those characters XD lol

poke my (not blooded) big brother mr. sean!
poke my crazy oneechan who torments me everyday
poke one of meh best friends
poke my DA big brother X3
poke my Da big sisters!
ya'll can poke meh keemy but you can't have him! X3

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THIS IS LOVE

clickeh!

=sykotifachan — Tue, 06 Mar 2007 23:24:40 PST
[link]
click....click... wait wait DON'T PUSH THAT BUTTON 0.0

Hehe back to drawing finally

=sykotifachan — Thu, 04 Jan 2007 18:16:00 PST
I finally got back in the drawing mood slightly not full yet but eventually I may be able to draw some really good pics X3 hehe so if you'd like any art requests or such send them in (through a note) cause I can't make ideas but I do love to draw when given one

show me if you love me!

give sykotifachan *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

*it doesn't show until you press it but if anyone knows how to fix it please tell me! though point is to see if anyone here really cares.

poke my (not blooded) big brother mr. sean!
poke my crazy oneechan who torments me everyday
poke one of meh best friends
poke my DA big brother X3
poke my Da big sisters!
ya'll can poke meh keemy

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awa 12

=sykotifachan — Mon, 25 Sep 2006 04:25:48 PDT
Interesting year at AWA 12. heh I missed out on meh friend's wedding... @.@; and I had came late with akeem. It seemed like he was dazed out so easily I guess since his first time. well for a majority it was fun. My costume was made but my hair wasn't the right color @.@;; so no one commented on my outfit and probably I looked awkward having a red/black/blonde/grey mix in my hair >.> but hopefully next year me and akeem will be able to dress as another couple successfully. -^.^- Akeem and I played lots of games and spent much time together -_-; but my brother came saturday and we got stuck with him til the end of the con... *sighs* next time... no brother...

school soon... SO I MIGHT..

=sykotifachan — Thu, 20 Jul 2006 08:50:55 PDT
Just finally get a pic here uploaded... hmm I'm lazy and could care less about comps, but I just did a really good pic X3 though I won't put that up lol but I may draw one for here heh... I don't really like turning on my comp much.. O.o; well... I don't think anyone would actually look forward to me coming onto here again so maybe I'll just leave until I really improve... hmm..what to do....?

hmm...pwee

=sykotifachan — Sun, 28 May 2006 12:13:59 PDT
well it's summer my akeem has become an official graduated lil thing! woot he is old... wait I already knew that! X3 hehe but anyways it's summer! X3 had more fun this year than ever in my life! Akeem is gonna be at westwood but he said he would come visit often. not to mention he is an employee at ma mom's shop so he works with me muahaha I can kill him all summer!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA! that's love? X3 YESH! O.o; or I'm just sleepy...

um anyways summer... equals boredom.... equals I should draw stuff I always do but never want to put it up since it looks crappy. lol not to mention I draw some of the most retarded pics sometimes. well lataz~

requests anytime. I have bad memory so remind me if you had one @.@;

hi

=sykotifachan — Sun, 14 May 2006 08:34:09 PDT
hihihihihihihihihihihihihi I'm done. um sooooooo ooh um Hi?

Tagged by:

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

Weird habbits:

1. I draw by first nudity then drawing the clothes everytime.

2. I kiss my boyfriend and then beat him up.

3. I made my boyfriend by me lesbian stuff before.

4. I'm in a "straight" relationship but everything I get seems to have yuri.

5. I always seem to find every rpg out there and buy it as soon as I can.

6. I do better in school by not studying and instead drawing, writing stories, and/or playing video games.

Going to tag:

gonna be gone to perry for tsa!

=sykotifachan — Sun, 16 Apr 2006 20:21:55 PDT
okies so like yea what's up? X3 I'm gonna be going on a trip to Perry, Ga for a tsa state conference for 3 days X3 and I shall beat up my boyfriend during the whole trip that is why i forced him to come with me and payed his way in. lol. X3 basically me and him are just shadows... yea useless things that watches the others outstand all of us... dang their skillz but one day I shall gain these mad skillz and like be soooo amazing in a competition one day and they I will make an animation of my boyfriend wearing a dress just to scare the crap out of him for no reason X3 just like I do everyday!!! *Now that's love!* XDD

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current art work: gonna try to get a pic for my 500 hits X3 Thankies TID!! X3 Love ya lots big sis!! hehe!
Current drawing requests:
1) -> Human form of Nest and Knuckles (finished)
2) -> us as sisters
3) open

people who are worthy of Ayame's sexy viewing!
this is like Ritsu-chan whom Ayame thinks is worthy of being on Aya's page! YES YOU ARE WORTHY MUAHAHAHAHA! *does the stupid Ayame thinks ritsu is Sexy dance*
watchers:
my big sis on DA

Lily-san!
I'm in a club woot!
Big brother on DA

Big sis on DA
Big sis on DA and also lives near me X3 used to go to school with! love ya sarah!
Big brother Rinn
Bis sis Ashie!! X3

16 years old!

=sykotifachan — Sun, 09 Apr 2006 07:57:22 PDT
Today is my birthday so now officially 16 years old! X3 pwee!
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current art work: gonna try to get a pic for my 500 hits X3 Thankies TID!! X3 Love ya lots big sis!! hehe!
Current drawing requests:
1) -> Human form of Nest and Knuckles (finished)
2) slot open
3) slot open

watchers:
my big sis on DA

Lily-san!
I'm in a club woot!
Big brother on DA

Big sis on DA
Big sis on DA and also lives near me X3 used to go to school with! love ya sarah!
Big brother Rinn
Bis sis Ashie!! X3

HAH SURPISE~ I returned whether ya like it or not!

=sykotifachan — Sun, 02 Apr 2006 22:04:22 PDT
Heh I'm back! My self confidence raised to level um 41! lol yea still low but hell I ain't crying as much and I have a punching bag I mean boyfriend heh! I see him everyday X3 and I can torture him muahaha! his fault for asking me out! XD think he'd know better after seeing me everyday since the beginning of 9th grade that I'm violent especially to him cause he always pestered me back then. heh but ah tis I'm actually in a way to say happy X3 not to mention my birthday coming soon! heh happiness!
well yea ya'll see some art soon maybeh! come on ask for it! lol! nah I'll put crap here so ya can see if I improved! XD one day I'll force my bf to draw better muahaha! Forced skills! hehe... X3 I do miss Jess though and by the way Pchan Happy belated birthday! You two may be my ex's but I still love ya like family at least X3! -^.^- I ain't a meany! hehe!
well if you for some weird reason actually want art from me O.o; feel free to ask for it! I need the practice! and criticize all you want! I need to know how to be better! X3

Current artwork working on: Nothing oh my gosh!!!

not drawing anymore here...

=sykotifachan — Wed, 11 Jan 2006 21:51:06 PST
well I don't think I care much about DA anymore.... it feels pointless for me to be here... seriously who here really cares about me and my f'ed up art? no one so yea that's it...
if you are reading this then just go ahead and go somewhere else cause I ain't drawing for DA no more sheesh...
real friends from here can continue to talk to me through aim and such so it don't matter...
wondering if I'm not feeling good maybe...maybe not.... I'm not the same person as of when I first came here... nowhere near muahaha killed the old crappy Julie and stole her place....>>.... well if you are still reading and think this rant is stupid as **** then just frickin stop already bye...

for those who has a gaiaonline account yah can find meh there with the screen name: sikuyi-chan along with my girlfriend kaname_namiko but don't expect her to respond soon her internet and phone are both still down and only at my house can she go online or do anything... so yah... ah well.... on gaia yah can ask me to draw if you actually like my drawing *stares at the empty space* there isn't many people who like it I know haha plus I have tooo many requests already on gaia @@ wow.. like 3-5 right now.... sheesh wow... so I'm too busy to draw for here anyway haha....

haha I shall be at the con AWA12 as Utena and Ayame XD and my girlfriend will be Anthy and my friend ericka will be touga.. gonna look like a pimpette muahaha til Jess slaps me anyways....
hahaha byers peoples muahaha...

Happy New Year folks X3

=sykotifachan — Mon, 02 Jan 2006 20:14:45 PST
well uh Happy New Year people!

haha I don't know what this year has in store for meh but there is one thing I shall get my first kiss from Jessica this year.... I'll find out a way to help her from being so afraid of losing that first kiss cause behind that insecure demonistic pervert girl there is an awesome person... the one I actually fell in love with. Sure she may seem like she doesn't love me as much... I mean calling me a perverted whore...just wow...that's love? but I know her more than believed. X3 and I shall help her overcome her fear of relationship.
SO my new year's resolution... I shall help Jessica not be afraid to be close though she is quite comfortable near me yet somehow she is afraid of a kiss, but for sure being with this sykotic freak will change that X3

Happy New Year everyone! I love you all!!

HAPPPY AS HELL!!!

=sykotifachan — Tue, 27 Dec 2005 14:11:23 PST
PWEEEEEEEEEEEE THIS WAS THE BEST CHRISTMAS I EVER HAD XD

Mood: Blushy, happy, mew
Listening to: "She has a girlfriend now"
Reading: Utena

XD hehe I kidnapped my girlfriend on Christmas night and woot she stayed til today at 2 p.m. my mom is terrified of her neighborhood and due to traffic it took an hour to get there and then an hour back even though XD sooo well even though it should have been only a 30 min drive to her house it wasn't and mom is probably pissed about the distance and wondering why I had to fall in love with a girl from the scariest neighborhood in the region @@ but mom does like my girlfriend and also wonders how my girlfriend can maintain that weight... I am afraid of her ddring @@ ohh she isn't an bulimic or any of that she just has a vortex in there @@ she used to eat everything and she gained 1 pound and lose it in the morning and whimper @@ my mommy wants her metabolism that fast.... she lost like 8 lbs ddring and that made her sad pwah she might turn to a bug with ddr..OO;;;;

well anyways we spent the last three days together <3 and it was awesome... (>>..I'm never ever getting that kiss....EVER...;_;....XP...XD...at least one day if I do I be the VERY FIRST @@...sooner to see her nakie before getting a kiss...I did see her nakie...why ain't I getting a kiss? ;_;...XD lol oh well I can wait I ain't no horndog lol)
pwee we were talking about how we showed signs of being les in the past...haha she sat on my lap since she met me....XD she says that was destined to be her seat....>> though like a lot of girls randomly sit in my lap but she is definetly the most important...even though it hurts after a while @@

um anyways XD THIS WAS AN AWESOME TIME PWEEE HEHE!! haha we went online found this lesbian song began singing cause it was an utena amv and decided that for the con as anthy and utena of course me being utena cause I'm the seme...at least most of the time..Oo;;.... XD but it's gonna be hilarious if we can get a chorus singing it.... XD haha...>>;; why does my girlfriend obsess over the word for male naughties even though she despises it as much as I? ...Oo...and then the yaoi obsession... lol I'm ranting too much later night folks lol

I LOVE EVERYONE!!!

pweee

=sykotifachan — Tue, 20 Dec 2005 22:42:03 PST
pweee more positive mood!

Mood: hopeful, optimistic
Listening to: toki ni ai wa
Reading: utena
Watching: uh slayers XD

Well, mah momma says that she may bring me to Jessica's house on christmas morning since I constantly kept saying I missed my girlfriend XD yay for my mommy finally caring. Well also I feel a lot better cause Now I have some hope to live off of. I have a bit of issue still with my father, but eventually I'll stop crying and maybe I shouldn't be afraid and feel weak since everyone keeps telling me I am strong and maybe it could possibly be true just may take a while for me to find that strength...but I shall. well if I see Jess more maybe I can because she has that optimism that keeps me feeling happy no matter what near her so maybe that balance to my depressive self is all I need.
well I have a strong chance that my mom will bring me there on christmas cause mom does see how I love her and mom even just said she had pretty much loves mah girlfriend too XD after all my girlfriend has been coming over since 7th grade so she isn't new she is like family to everyone of my friends and my family already plus the way my mom acted near her it's sooo obvious mom knows everything about us being together but sometimes she seems like she doesn't know lol but I know she does.

~well I maybe able to draw a christmas pic up for everyone and such and I would love to have requests so bring it! XD
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
(hope this year will be good to me... unlike last time...)

Merry christmas in specific to these peoples:

I love you all!
I LOVE EVERYONE!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS! ^__^

getting slightly better...

=sykotifachan — Tue, 20 Dec 2005 13:16:49 PST
well I been going through really annoying times if anyone is wondering why I am depressed... my stupid father keeps calling my mom found out and made me feel worse and it's just been one crappy thing after another my life is like a hell hole that doesn't have much shine ever penetrating it's forces... and to make things even more hurtful... I haven't heard a word from my girlfriend since our date so it's been over 3 weeks since I heard a thing cause her damn father won't fix anything or drive much and so her phone and internet is broken.... I miss her more than words can say... I saw her once this whole year... this is the very first year that has happened since I met her... it used to be everyday back in middle school and then last year she came a bit then too and this year was just disastorous... she had her phone broken all year her parent's car broke down when it was time for them to come to my bday party... and now her internet died... it's killing me not being able to talk to her...
pwah it took 4 years for me to confess to her my feelings and now everything has kept us from talking much... >< it's not fair... just nothing works out for me... ;_;
um well I went to an aquarium yesterday almost wanted to kill jonathan saethang AGAIN cause he had us waiting for hours was late and didn't know where to go sometimes and we had gotten lost for a while >< pwah but overall it was fun til that drunken hobo came near...then I was like afraid... he was going "GIVE ME A DOLLAR!!" @@ OO;; it was soo scarwy! pwah I was wanting to invite jess to the thing but had to replace her with phan's cousin for the trip and phan came as akeem's guest...
well me and beth have been talking a lot about everything... she says that we shall go and study for driving and then eventually we shall try to get our license and then we shall kidnap my girlfriend without the aid of a parent, since no one wants to take an hour long drive to get jess... it's only 30 min to there but pwah it is the full hour back and forth.. it's probably less since jess had her parents drive her here everyday for two years for schooling and they haven't moved... nope same house crowded with just a bit more cats... 27....OO;;; I predict my death of being suffocated by 400 cats when me and her get married... ;;;;

blah

=sykotifachan — Wed, 14 Dec 2005 16:56:41 PST
blah not in mood to care about anything much now....tired....irritated....braindead.....won't be drawing for a while.......

....I miss my girlfriend.....;_;

pwee yay christmas break?

=sykotifachan — Mon, 12 Dec 2005 05:12:38 PST
pwah dunno how I been really feeling @@ of course contact with my girlfriend has only gotten more difficult after her internet died and my only contact is through her friend crystal >>;; and beth's mom is unwilling to kidnap jess for me again.... ;; then my mom is all "Your girlfriend lives too far 30 min equals and hour driving back and forth...GAS PRICES GIRL!!" @@ uh yea.... then jess's dad "I can drive you there but I feel like being a total jerk by not okay muahaha!!" -_-; yea.... wow... at least I know my wuv is always thinking about me crystal says she hasn't went a day without mentioning how she misses me and loves me lots.... gosh for sure this christmas break I'm gonna get to see her cause I know her parents ALWAYS let her come to phan's party during winter break which is "not a christmas party" since her family dun celebrate christmas hehe well last week was a great time with jess at least hehe... *blushes* she twitches in her sleep she is just soo hyper...... Oo;; *not sure if that is cute or scarwy*
HEE! well soon when her mommy gets her own car she can comes more often..and maybe eventually I'll get my first kiss from jess....wait no I think that won't come until at least my bday.......*understands now how angel felt a bit cept unlike him I'm not being forced to be gay since I already am! XD*

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Requests: none again (I like requests >>;;;; haha lately drawing me and my gf a bit... tis fun...>>;; though people think wrong things about my pics and think otherwise about me and jess...>< @@;; ugh...pervys and homophobes... ><; )
Past requests:
Chii and ren meeting each other XD (finished)
from
Yay my very first request!
~ I have 250+ pageviews... um.... hi people are you all bored?
recent drawing mood for: Utena, Me and Jess, random things, taking over the world and blowing up things, I mean cute stuff....>>...<<......^___^
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People who make me feel happy!
Related to
<< I'm related to it, ewww... XD lol she is a very very sick person >> @@ but I still love her hee XD
-pwee friends I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! You make me feel better as a person and want to work harder in what I do!!!
hee you all make me feel strong powerful and amazing!!!
STARE AT THEIR ART!!!! STARE I SAY!!! YEA YOU BETTER STARE PEOPLE CAUSE I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN IF YOU DON'T!!! AND ANYONE WHO MESSES WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS AND MAKES THEM FEEL BAD IS GOING STRAIGHT TO THE 9TH LEVEL OF HELL!!!!!!!!! =^-^= thank you!

=SIKUYI HAS A GIRLFRIEND!! XD=

=sykotifachan — Sat, 29 Oct 2005 09:34:37 PDT
Julie ish happy and is also no longer single XD hee I gots a girlfriend!! hee and she is really a crazy person and I known her since... the I known my bff meggy XD hee funny coincidences in this world she ish awesome XD hee it'd be quite amusing if we stay together forever! lol! she says we probably actually always been lovers just now in this way XD cause we loved each other a lot as friends before XD hee how will my friends react knowing I'm dating the girl that was like part of the beginning of all our friendships... XD
edit: the reactions... OH THAT WAS HILARIOUS!!!!!! XD HAHA! THEY FREAKED OUT!!!
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Requests: none again (ask anytime I'm bored XD)
Past requests:
Chii and ren meeting each other XD (finished)
from
Yay my very first request!
~ I have 150 pageviews... I'm getting somewhere?
recent drawing mood for: Sikuyi chan a renewed version with her cute lil Kaname girl as a lover... but unless someone wants to actually see this comic cause I know no one had looked at the last one then I won't put it up but if anything a lot of yuri coming from me and maybe some other random things and sonic characters and all sorts of stuff
writing mood? YEA I've got it back! >> had to feel the emotion of no emotion to get it back but hey now I feel quite well and I got it back XD and even better I'm making a yuri-ish cutesey story XD
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People who make me feel happy!
Related to
<< I'm related to it, ewww... XD lol she is a very very sick person >> @@ but I still love her hee XD
-pwee friends I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! You make me feel better as a person and want to work harder in what I do!!!
hee you all make me feel strong powerful and amazing!!!
STARE AT THEIR ART!!!! STARE I SAY!!! YEA YOU BETTER STARE PEOPLE CAUSE I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN IF YOU DON'T!!! AND ANYONE WHO MESSES WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS AND MAKES THEM FEEL BAD IS GOING STRAIGHT TO THE 9TH LEVEL OF HELL!!!!!!!!! =^-^= thank you!
My Bestest male friend in the world XD STARE AT THE AWESOMENESS OF THIS GREAT GUY'S ART!!!! YEA!!!! hee Big Brother P-chan!
Yay Big Sis Ash STARE!! IT I...

=Sikuyi Broken?=

=sykotifachan — Wed, 26 Oct 2005 13:50:15 PDT
I thought I was happy anyway... I don't know weird I start crying today for a second then I'm laughing then my emotions die all in a minute Oo weird.... blank brain... completely out of focus today... I even skipped out on a test cause of it... not like Jonathan's practice test is really that big a deal, I skipped it all last year haha...he screamed at me for that >> damn perfectionist!!! makes me look like crap grr... though I want to support that goal of his... >> after all $110 is a lot of cash... and Jekyll Island is all about that test... ramble on I am I don't even feel angry at Saethang... and no one here besides Teng even knows him well and my sister of course ><; .... why am I even typing here... hah....I don't know... does anyone understand the blank spontaneous combustion then blank again feeling? anyone know how to stop it?
I have nothing occupying my mind anymore.... I used to have things like before p-chan there was revenge, suicide, and anger sadness depression, et cetera clogging my mind, then after wards I could always have my mind wondering of him... and now... nothing...cause I'm not feeling sad or happy.... I have no focus... I'm not living off of hatred or love like I used to before now....

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Requests: none again (ask anytime I'm bored XD)
Past requests:
Chii and ren meeting each other XD (finished)
from
Yay my very first request!
Edit: I have 100 pageviews... I'm getting somewhere?
recent drawing mood for: Sikuyi chan a renewed version with her cute lil Kaname girl as a lover... but unless someone wants to actually see this comic cause I know no one had looked at the last one then I won't put it up but if anything a lot of yuri coming from me and maybe some other random things and sonic characters and all sorts of stuff
writing mood? YEA I've got it back! >> had to feel the emotion of no emotion to get it back but hey now I feel quite well and I got it back XD and even better I'm making a yuri-ish cutesey story XD
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People who make me feel happy!
Related to
<< I'm related to it, ewww... XD lol
-pwee friends I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! You make me feel better as a person and want to work harder in what I do!!!
hee you all make me feel strong powerful and amazing!!!
STARE AT THEIR ART!!!! STARE I SAY!!! YEA YOU BETTER STARE PEOPLE CAUSE I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN IF YOU DON'T!!! AND ANYONE WHO MESSES WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS AND MAKES THEM FEEL BAD IS GOING STRAIGHT TO THE 9TH LEVEL OF HELL!!!!!!!!! =^-^= thank you!
My Bestest male friend in the world XD hee stare at his art it ish awesome! ~Am I happy? actually I feel renewed, is that happy... not 100% but hey I'm getting there. I was having this anthy-ish feeling and now I'm Utena XD which I plan to cosplay next con, if not grown up anthy from the movie... depends XD
~I am to be superior to guys not date them! XD I always have the urge to attack a guy and not being able to defeat one because of feelings oh it started to bother me and I don't have a thing for masochists... they scare me... especially the ones whom ask me to kills them... *shiver* GOD the guys in my school I have corrupted! they have gotten so used to my attacks... that me being nice scares more hell into them XD hehe but that is counted as torment... though I stick with my violent ways yet showing of that "I care about you my friend... but I shall be the cause of your death if you piss me off MUAHAHA NOW RUN!" XD
~GOING FOR GIRLS FROM NOW ON!!
cause girls on the other hand... I don't have that urge to attack girls and so when if in the future I find me a nice girlfriend and of course I knwo to be careful of whom I choose and it won't be soon, that and I already went on a date with a girl before so I know... but I didn't count that as an actual date, but anyways then P-chan you shall be invited to the wedding XD and anyone else who'd like to come talk to me then hee Me and Beth may have a double lesbian couples wedding that day XD she says she would make us kimonos XD
~Sis is taking me to the gay bar when I'm 18 XD hee yea and others said they wanted to come with me XD lol she says any girl she would accept as long as she ain't no biker with a million piercings sounds gross anyway and I sure ain't gonna go looking for crazy scarwy chicks XD
~And if you have anything against lesbians don't you dare say anything against me or you are soo dead cause I can get the tsa gys hacking down your comp! haha! XD
I hope P-chan a great future!!
Also I shall find a way to make my own bright as well hehe and maybe we'll be in the same business as our goals is still the same XD
to anyone else reading this thanks for taking your time to read how I been feeling and your consideration I appreciate much.
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Requests: none again
Past requests:
Chii and ren meeting each other XD (finished)
from
Yay my very first request!
Edit: I have 100 pageviews... I'm getting somewhere?
recent drawing mood for: Sikuyi chan a renewed version with her cute lil Kaname girl as a lover... but unless someone wants to actually see this comic cause I know no one had looked at the last one then I won't put it up but if anything a lot of yuri coming from me and maybe some other random things and sonic characters and all sorts of stuff
writing mood? YEA I've got it back! >> had to feel the emotion of no emotion to get it back but hey now I feel quite well and I got it back XD and even better I'm making a yuri-ish cutesey story XD
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all my friends are better than me so thankies for letting me bug you all by calling you all teachers!
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did I ever mention my sister was on here? ...

short hair..... *twitch*

=sykotifachan — Thu, 20 Oct 2005 19:32:55 PDT
AHHH MY HAIR ISH SHORT!! Okay not tooo tooo short but still! pyuu it was like almost to my legs again and now it's like an inch past my shoulders only ;_; wahh now I lost my weapon!!
I mean wahh no more long hair to be longest in like school and stuff! pyuu!

oh...and after this awa....I have decided.... I HATE SKIRTS AND I NEVER WANNA COSPLAY TIFA EVER AGAIN!!!! XP
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Requests: none again
Past requests:
Chii and ren meeting each other XD (finished)
from
Yay my very first request!
Edit: I have 100 pageviews... I'm getting somewhere?
recent drawing mood for: suicidal pics.... kidding XD >> maybe...
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all my friends are better than me so thankies for letting me bug you all by calling you all teachers!
-checkout my wonderful bf's stuff

-pwee other friends
Yay Big Sis Ash
Yay other big sis Sarah
Yay Lily-san!
New friend yay!
watchers: wow I have other than friends watching Thankies!! =^-^=

Fav photographer and friend from school
Really great friend also yay pwee =^-^= and one hell of an awesome photographer XD >> and drawings like WOAH!

BRAINDEAD TEMPORARILY OUT OF ORDER YAY!

=sykotifachan — Fri, 14 Oct 2005 14:39:40 PDT
Edit: PYUGI!! I DO STUFF BUT CHEESE RULES ME BRAIN AND MAKES ME NOT THINK WELL SO NO POSTY FOR A WHILE dun matter anyways since no one stares pwee I eat things!
oh...and after this awa....I have decided.... I HATE SKIRTS AND I NEVER WANNA COSPLAY TIFA EVER AGAIN!!!! XP
Requests: none again
Past requests:
Chii and ren meeting each other XD (finished)
from
Yay my very first request!
Edit: I have 100 pageviews... I'm getting somewhere?
recent drawing mood for:I DO NOT.... KNOW XD pweeee I haven't any ideas much and I been dazed out from studying! I been feel like brain disconnected from my server woot 3DSM ISH HARD *Sniffles* OH MY GOSH!!! WAHHHHHHHH IT DESPISES ME!!!
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all my friends are better than me so thankies for letting me bug you all by calling you all teachers!
-checkout my wonderful bf's stuff

-pwee other friends
Yay Big Sis Ash
Yay other big sis Sarah
Yay Lily-san!
New friend yay!
watchers: wow I have other than friends watching Thankies!! =^-^=

Fav photographer and friend from school
Really great friend also yay pwee =^-^= he ish fun to hang around...just don't make him mad... gosh... he usually seems soo sweet.. >> but sometimes he is sooooo different, like when out of school... XD pwee but he is the amazingness woot! he ish like the smartness, the talented..... and pwee *envy* makes me look like a dolt in school and most people call me super smart... heh but he ish nice! ....>> Unlike some "smart" people...grr...

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=sykotifachan — Thu, 08 Sep 2005 05:03:42 PDT
pwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! MY HOUSE IS CROWDED!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks to the hurricane katrina my family from new orleans have to stay at our house... FOR MONTHS WAHHHH TOO LONG!! *Julie goes crazy* T_T I have to share my room with cousin Amy so I can pretty much use the compie during school more chances than at home... I hope they can leave soon.... not being a meany but I can't stand sharing my room to a cousin that pokes at everything and says it's boring and mocks all I do...

Boredomness

=sykotifachan — Wed, 31 Aug 2005 14:48:45 PDT
NYAH I ISH BORED! ...um and that is all pwah feel free to ask for art request though I doubt anyone will... well um yea boredom at least til sept 9 hehe then I can make fun stuff XD I get to play with the happy machine of awesomeness in 0 period...

I ish new, mew!

=sykotifachan — Mon, 22 Aug 2005 05:16:08 PDT
Pweee I ish on the site with oneechan Siri and Ash!! I miss you two, especially Ash, since I seen you the least recently!!!
Mew I didn't try to join earlier cause..... >> I know jie jie is on the site...([link]) (unlike her....I actually do pick up a pencil and... draw, amazing for us to be so different but biologically related...) her evil presence made me avoid joining here... but jie is in the dormy now so I am here now!
I don't draw so well but I I try to get better! pwee I'm in schoolies... >> so I better get off before Mr.Price kicks my ass...

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