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                <title>Is it a bird? Is it a plane? NO! It's an update.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jul 2008 07:50:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes indeed people, I'm updating my blog and pretending that somone actually reads this.<br /><br />I'm gonna stop saying 'I might get round to doing it weekly' now, because you know it's bollocks, I know it's bollocks and to be frank, we all know that you don't want your new shiny message centre to be gummed up by what I've been doing every week - Which lately has amounted to fuck-sodding-all.<br /><br />So... Since that last update on March 6th, plenty has happened. I've found out that we're moving back to the UK this summer (leaving Barcelona at the end of this month) which has me in two minds. This place is great; I've loved the 4 years I've spent here in this wonderful city and I hope to return and see it again many times in the future. However, I do still have most of my life back in the UK, my friends and my education, which will be awesome next year (in comparison to last year anyway). <br /><br />To put it simply, things are looking up. <br /><br />In other news - I hate moving house. I hate cardboard boxes, I hate removals people and most of all I hate everyone running about the house like they're on speed, but also have chronic anxeity. Sure, it's stressful, but you don't need to have a spaz just because someone who was gonna buy the sofa didn't turn up!<br /><br />My hand smells of bacon.<br /><br />Uhh.. Oh yeah, Quartet of Five is over now. At least, it's over with me in it. I don't know if the rest of the band will carry on and find themselves a new singer (and writer) or not, but I hope they do. There was potential there, and me leaving hasn't taken it away, so I really hope they do something.<br /><br />As for me and music, well, me and my good friend Simon should be starting a band. We've roped a poor russian guitarist in to play with us too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> It should be good. All we need now is a decent drummer and a decent lead guitarist. <br /><br />Lastly, youtube 'Skype Harassment'. That's the result of being very bored and being on Skype. It was very fun to do though.<br /><br />Right, I'm going to go back to my daily routine of lying on my bed watching Firefly and Family Guy until dinner. I really should do something with my summer shouldn't I?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Wow. It's been a while.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Mar 2008 06:40:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, It's been about 6 months since I updated this journal, and a lotta things have been going on.<br /><br />My band's got up and running, always a good sign. Gotta get some stuff recorded properly though...<br /><br />Got my photography on the move too. About time, don't you think?<br /><br />Life's generally a lot calmer now too. Stuff's settled, things are good! Slightly boring as of late, but good nonetheless. <br /><br /><br />I've just realised how disjointed this journal looks, but nevermind. I make no promises, but I wonder if I'll actually hold to my promise of updating this thing regularly this time!<br /><br />Nah, probably not. At least...I dunno. I've got exams going on at the moment, which is never good, and then easter holidays (really early this year) starting tomorrow afternoon! Huzzah!<br /><br />Zed out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The End...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Sep 2007 03:34:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://imageshack.us"><img src="http://img201.imageshack.us/img201/4135/devblogheadervv8.jpg" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"></img></a><br /><br /><i>...of the holidays.</i><br />
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That's it i suppose. I've got one more week until I start 6th form. How fun...<br />
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This summer has been weirder than most. A lot of things have happened. Some were good, some were great, and some I wish hadn't happened. I've changed a lot this summer. Not in a noticeable way I don't think, but I've started to see things a little differently now. I'm not quite sure how to explain it, but hey. What are you gonna do?<br />
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A new academic year awaits... It had better be better than the last one, I can tell you. I want to make a fresh start with my life. I'm not the only one who wants to, but I figured that I'd feel a lot better if I did, seeing as those who are part of me are doing just that. <br />
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So, when I say 'The End' I do mean it as the end of an 'era', for want of a better word, but when something ends, another has to begin, right? I look forward to having a GREAT year (hopefully), still with all the people I care about (if you're reading this, you know who you are. I might not say it that often, and the sentiment may not be returned in the same way, but you guys mean a lot to me). <br />
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What else... Oh yeah! I'm doing an extra photography thingy with my art teacher this year, so that'll be good. At long last I can get something that doesn't resemble regurgitated crap on my page. <br />
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And I'm a subscriber now! (You could probably tell by the crappy attempt at making my journal look good...I promise I'll learn CSS and do it properly some day). <br />
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Well... That's it. Probably post my next journal 3 months from now the day before my subscription expires.<br />
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Peace out.<br /><br /><b>STAZMPZ!</b> (I got yelled at to put some in)<br />
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                <title>Sweaty Palms</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Jun 2007 09:06:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Funny how every time I say I'll keep a blog updated regularly, I never do. Mainly because there's always something better to do, or I've nothing to talk about. It's usually the latter. <br />
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Soooo... 2 more days. From the moment when my fingers are tapping these words into my computer, I have 2 more days of mind-numbing, skull-crushing and soul-axfixiating school left to go. Even worse is that both days have exams in...BUT! Then I'm freee! Free like a...free thing. 3 months of pure, uninterrupted blissful holidays! <br />
<br />
...Yeah right. I've got work. Not schoolwork, but real work. I guess I shouldn't complain that much though. It's at an art centre, so that'll be fun and interesting. Hopefully it won't have much customer relations crap in though, cuz I wouldn't call myself a people person. Well... not with everyone, but if you hang around me long enough, you'll know that I tend to hate everyone with a passion unless they're actually interesting and don't get on my nerves. <br />
<br />
So, I get to be surrounded by artwork, theatre, music and so on for a couple of weeks and best of all, I get paid! Which will come in handy as my parents are being as stingy as ever and I need to buy a mic and and a voice amplifier quick.<br />
<br />
Anyway, I'll probably post another blog in a couple of days time which'll probably be along the lines of 'FUCK YEEEAAAAAHHHH!!!!! <Insert drunken rendition of  Alice Cooper lyrics here>' <br />
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'Till then, peace out guys!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Another Week</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Mar 2007 10:50:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I said I'd try and get journals up a bit more often, whether it's to anyone's benefit or not is another matter. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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Bugger with this journal is that not all that much has happened since the last one. I've been bowling a few times, seen a film (The Grudge 2. Sucks. Don't see it. It's as if they'd taken their 6-storyline plot and just told them all to run at eachother at the end in a vain attempt to merge them into something that worked) and I'm now even more out of pocket. Ah well...<br />
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Uhh..Reformatted my pc, but I at least meant to this time. Would have been more of a deal if I'd lost <i>every, single, damn thing</i> like last time.<br />
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Uhrmm... (Now I remember why I don't write blogs too often... cuz there's never anything to talk about.) Oh yeah, just got through a week of little exams, but the big bastard exams are in a couple of weeks, so yeeahh... <i>Bollocks.</i><br />
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And that's about it folks! I leave you with the sobering thought that it is still Monday and we have another 4 days of crap to get through until out well-earnt (but usually not well-spent) days of well-needed rest.<br />
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Peace out!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Blog-a-riffic</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Feb 2007 09:56:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Haven't done one of these in a while and everyone else seems to have, so what the hell. I really should update it slightly more regularly actually.<br />
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<i>Anyway...</i><br />
<br />
Had a lot of work lately. A lot of work... The past month has been a bloody nightmare. Had a 300-page project to do (meant to be in groups, but I eneded up doing most of it anyway), too many exams (including one tomorrow which I'm going to go study for in....a while...) I've got a stupid other project thing which I know I'm going to get set tomorrow, and on top of all that, a big amount of homework.<br />
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So, the few (if any) people who are reading this, let alone even bother to look at my gallery for regular pieces of artwork (Can I even use that word??) should either have gone off in search for someone with a slightly more punctuality or should be depressed because they haven't seen any of my crummy photographs for over a month...ish.<br />
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'Course, there have been personal things come in the way too, but that's over and done with. Put the past behind you because you can't change it - no matter how hard you try.<br />
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Hopefully work should start to lighten up over the next few wee- no wait, I've got those other exams...and then I've got-   ... <br />
<br />
...Ok, it should start to lighten up over easter. <b>Hopefully</b> I'll get that damned camera I've been begging my parents for since before christmas (Nikon D50) and I'll put that to some very good use.<br />
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Started to pick up my old electric guitar too actually. Funny how that came about actually... I sold an amp (my only amp) to a friend for a good price (because he was clever enough to spill coke all over his other one) and in digging the amp out, I got the guitar too, started playing and got really hooked. Problem is... no amp! Argh... Been searching for lessons for a while now, hopefully I'll get some sooner or later. <br />
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*random unharmonious strum*<br />
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Anywhoo, I think I'm going to go play Coun- I mean- ...study...yes... <br />
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'Till the next not-so-thrilling episode of my blog, peace out!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Whaz00t</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Dec 2006 09:36:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Christmas Holidays!<br />
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Awesomness awaits!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Brain Stew</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Nov 2006 14:49:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My mind has collapsed in a great pile of boredom coupled with a sense of restlessness, even though I know there's nothing I should be worrying much about at the moment anyway.<br />
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So basically, my brain gives me a BSOD which also results in a massive artistic (is that really the word I should be using?) block.<br />
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Zed out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I R Dumb</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Oct 2006 07:21:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yesterday I fell off a wall and broke my wrist. <br />
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Feck. <br />
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Sooo... as I've got to keep this gargantuan cast on for a month I doubt I'll be able to get any photos up for a while. Sorry people.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Go Here</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Aug 2006 14:42:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, I just entered a MASSIVE journal (bloody tag thing) and to make my page look slightly less like something you'd see on myspace, here's the link to it. <br />
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<a href="http://t3ddykill3r.deviantart.com/journal/">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Boo Hoo...Tagged...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Aug 2006 14:35:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Damnation! I was tagged... I think I've been clean for about 6 months too... *sniff*<br />
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Anyways...<br />
<br />
In one try, type your name with your :<br />
Fingers: Julian<br />
Chin: nm,.kz (damn hard on a laptop i'll have you know...)<br />
With one finger, eyes closed: julian (wooot!!)<br />
Elbow: ulian<br />
Palm: julian<br />
Back of your hand: ujj 7u5tc 4esz35t 6yt6 (actually impossible with flat laptop keys)<br />
Nose: julian (yes..yes my nose is big)<br />
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Describe<br />
Your Heritage: Half English Half Spanish. And I think I've got some Jewish blood in me too... Czech Republic...<br />
The Shoes you wore today: Charchoal Merrell Cam-Slams <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
Your Eyes: Dark brownish. With a little brown bit that kinda trails off in the white bit. (forgotten the name for it)<br />
Your Weakness: Video games... and powerful music <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
Your fears: Being left with nobody to rely on.<br />
One thing you'd like to achieve: Do what I want to do with my life. <br />
<br />
<br />
Statistics<br />
Name: Julian Zarzoso-Lowe <br />
Alias: Zed, Asshole, Ju, Curly, Fluffy<br />
Place of Birth: Heatherwood Hospital... Ascot..England.<br />
Time of Birth: 2am I think<br />
Gender: Male<br />
Birth Stone: I think it's quartz or something stupid.<br />
Zodiac: Gemeni! EYE LIEK HAFF A TWIN LOL!!L!!!!11<br />
Horoscope: Uhh...it changes every week...<br />
Pet Cat(s): None >_<<br />
Pet Dog(s): None >_><br />
Others: I had a hamster..it died..<br />
Acreage of Yard: It's... big..ish.<br />
Rooms in Your House: ..In windsor? Oh... uhh..hang on... 17. Over 4 floors.<br />
Bathrooms in Your House: 8.<br />
Your City: Windsor! Home! YAY!<br />
Your State: None! I am free of American togetherness.<br />
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What is/are<br />
Your first thought waking up: Urgh... what the- *smashes alarm clock* FECKSHACK! what's the time...shit. is it a weekend? shit. Sleepy. *snore*<br />
The first feature you notice about the opposite Sex: Uhh... general unavoidable hormonal points aside... eyes and hair.<br />
You're best physical feature: No clue... uhh... I jump far? No wait! It's my hair! I can hold stuff in it . <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
Your Bedtime: Whenever I guess... About 11 when it's a schoolday I guess.<br />
Your most missed memory: Being surrounded by all my true friends having fun. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br />
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You Prefer<br />
Pepsi or Coca Cola: Whichever's cheapest.... >_> pepsi...<br />
McDonalds or Burger King: Whichever has less chavs in. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
Single or Group Dates: Who cares?<br />
Chocolate or Vanilla: SMEG!<br />
Coffee or Cappuccino: Cappuccino is a type of coffee you tard.<br />
Adidas or Nike: MARKS AND SPENCER'S FTW!!<br />
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Do You<br />
Smoke: Nope<br />
Swear: What the shit kinda question is that?<br />
Take a shower everyday: Not every day... well... about 5/6 times a week or something.<br />
Have Crush(es): Who needs crushes when you've got better?<br />
Who are they: The good artist.<br />
Think you've been in love: <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
Want to go to college: Indeedey<br />
Like HighSchool: It's got... cool..people. Thing.<br />
Want to get married: >_> for me to know and you people to find out!<br />
Type with your fingers on the right keys: Nah..I get it right though.<br />
Get Motion Sickness: Nope! <br />
Think you're attractive: Not for me to judge..<br />
Think you're a health freak: I'm healthy..but I'm not obsessive.<br />
Get along with your parent(s): When they're asleep then yeah.<br />
Like Thunderstorms: Yay!<br />
Play an intrument: Used to..badly..<br />
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In the past month have you<br />
Drank Alchohol: Beers, vodka and bubbly. Damn parties eh? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
Smoked: Not a chance<br />
Done Drugs: Nope<br />
Had Sex: Nope<br />
Made out: Yep<br />
Gone on a date: You could call it that....<br />
Gone to the mall: Nope<br />
Been on stage: Wish I had..<br />
Been dumped: Nope!<br />
Gone skating: I phayle at that. Pretty badly.<br />
Made Cookies: 'Fraid not.<br />
Dyed your Hair: Nope<br />
Stolen Anything: An aero bar!<br />
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Have you Ever<br />
Been on a Plane: Plenty of times<br />
Missed School because it was raining: No... I know someone who has though.<br />
Told a guy/girl that you liked them: Indeedey!^_^<br />
Cried during a... ]]></description>
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                <title>Surprise Surprise!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Jul 2006 19:58:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok... maybe I didn't make this too clear from the start, so this is gonna take some expaining and apologising to those who had no idea...<br />
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I am at this moment on holiday and I'm using a hotel's laptop to type this up. That means that I've had no time to even really check my emails, let alone comment or view any people's deviations... I'm really sorry about this, but hey. <br />
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I'm back in a week's time, so until then, don't expect any comments... I've had a look at some people's stuff quickly, and it looks awesome! <br />
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Anyway, 'till then, peace out! ]]></description>
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                <title>It's over! OOVEEER!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Jul 2006 07:11:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I still don't think that my brain's accepted it yet, so I need to get it out. <br />
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SCHOOL IS OVER! NO MORE BULLSHIT UNTIL SEPTEMBER!<br />
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..yeah. yeah I think that did it... ]]></description>
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                <title>Back to the Grind</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Apr 2006 11:28:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *greatbigsigh* School's back up sadly, and that means work... Still, happily it's the last term and then there'll be holidays galore all through the summer!<br />
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If i'm not on much that's because of the huge workload i can already forsee being pushed upon me. Still, i'll do my best to get some devs worth looking at up.<br />
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Now excuse me as i return to my homework... ]]></description>
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                <title>Quizzy..Taggy...thing...</title>
                <link>http://t3ddykill3r.deviantart.com/journal/8363649/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Apr 2006 12:53:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Got tagged by <a href="http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/u/ourasouy.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ourasouy" /></a> again...<br />
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THE BASICS...<br />
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NAME: Julian Zarzoso- Lowe (Please call me zed...please...)<br />
GENDER: Male<br />
BIRTH DATE: 2nd June 1991<br />
EYE COLOR: Dark brown with 'lil wispy bits.<br />
HAIR COLOR: Kinda variates between dark brown and lighter brown<br />
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JOB: School...*sigh* <br />
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SCHOOL: Crappy St. Peter's. <br />
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RELATIONSHIP: For me and someone else to know and others to find out.<br />
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FAVE CLOTHING STORE: Who cares? If i like it i don't care what shop it's in.<br />
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FAVE RESTAURANT: Anything that's oriental, indian or tasty <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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OBSESSIONS: Gaming, photography, theatre, fire!, pakour, music, friends, good times.<br />
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DEEP THOUGHTS: Last deep thought i had was when i was dreaming about the grand canyon..<br />
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DO YOU LIVE IN THE MOMENT?: Well, i don't live in the past if that's what you mean.<br />
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HAVE ANY SECRETS?: Who doesn't?<br />
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DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: It sucks. And the worst part is that others have to read it<br />
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WHAT'S YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?: That i'll screw up hugely badly in my life and end up with none of the things i truly care about.<br />
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CAN YOU SING?: I could sing to a reasonable standard until my voice broke...<br />
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WHAT ARE YOUR #1 PRIORITIES IN LIFE?  Thursday <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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ARE YOU A DAREDEVIL?: in a word....yes.<br />
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WHAT'S YOUR GREATEST WEAKNESS?: Games...and a certain person's face...<br />
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DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EMOTIONALLY STRONG?: To a certain degree yeah<br />
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IS THERE ANYTHING YOU REGRET DOING/NOT DOING?: Not yet!<br />
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WHAT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON YOU'VE LEARNED?: Mabye 14 years on this planet hasn't been enough to teach me a really valuable lesson, but what i have learnt is that you should take what you have and never let go. <br />
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ARE YOU CONFIDENT?: Uh huh!<br />
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ARE YOU PERCEIVED WRONGLY? All too often. But if it's someone i don't care about i wouldn't mind if they thought i was a murderer.<br />
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DO YOU ...<br />
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SMOKE?: Hell no. Never.<br />
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DO DRUGS?: Nah<br />
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READ THE NEWSPAPER?: o_O<br />
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PRAY?: Hah..nope.<br />
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GO TO CHURCH?: No.<br />
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TALK TO PEOPLE EVEN THOUGH YOU HATE THEM?: Well...yeah..but not with a smile at any rate.<br />
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HURT YOURSELF?: Yep. So has everyone.<br />
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BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: Yep!<br />
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BEEN IN LOVE? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br />
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HAD A MEDICAL EMERGENCY?: Uhh. nope.<br />
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HAD SURGERY?: Thankfully no<br />
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RAN AWAY FROM HOME?: Not seriously, but to go with some friends somewhere then yeah.<br />
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PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER?: Sure have!<br />
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SLEPT ALL DAY?: Hell yeah! Sleep is teh r0x00r.<br />
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KISSED THE SAME SEX?: My dad on the cheek if that counts....<br />
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BEEN BETRAYED?: Yes. Various times.<br />
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MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER?: Nope... no way. That's just waaaay too fast.<br />
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DO YOU BELIEVE IN<br />
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LIFE ON OTHER PLANETS?: Sure, why not?<br />
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A THING CALLED LOVE?: Yes!<br />
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MIRACLES?: Well... yeah, one seems to have hit me!<br />
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GOD?: The winter-een-mass ones!<br />
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SANTA?: Dude...that's just old.<br />
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GHOSTS?: Spirits yeah, ghosts...not tooo sure.<br />
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LUCK?: Sure<br />
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LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?: I guess. Hasn't happened to me, but i've seen it happen. Doesn't tend to last though...<br />
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YIN AND YANG?: Funny 'lil white/black thing right?<br />
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IS IT POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: Hell yes. Right until the end.<br />
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DO YOU CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE?: No way.<br />
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TURN-OFF?: Sluttyness and ignorance.<br />
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TURN-ON?: My buisness <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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DO YOU WISH IT WAS MORE ACCEPTABLE FOR A GIRL TO ASK A GUY OUT?: Why ever not? <br />
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WHAT'S THE BEST ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Uhhh...everything? Except mabye a few things that i'd spend all night talking about <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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WHAT'S THE WORST ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Naggyness probably.<br />
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WHO'S THE LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART?: Nobody yet ^__^<br />
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WHAT DID YOU DO YESTERDAY?: Got woken up early, helped my dad in the garden, watched top gear, played morrowind and america's army,... ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>Teh Holidays are Here!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Apr 2006 02:38:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Finally! The long-awaited easter holidays have arrived. Man did i need a break from school and those freakin' exams. <br />
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Lots to do this easter! And plenty of people to see, amongst them some REALLY special ones <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>Tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Mar 2006 14:25:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Got tagged by teh uber <a href="http://ourasouy.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/u/ourasouy.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ourasouy" /></a><br />
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Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....<br />
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1. I burn my cieling in my room.<br />
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2. I jump off everything i can jump off. <br />
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3. I get called wierdo by people at school.<br />
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4. My hair looks like a freakin' afro<br />
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5. I'm half spanish *shudder*<br />
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6. I like lettuce in my sandwiches.<br />
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Ok, now to tag a few people...<br />
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<a href="http://recklesslibertine.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/recklesslibertine.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="recklesslibertine" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://lyraalluse.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/y/lyraalluse.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="lyraalluse" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://truley-unruly.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/truley-unruly.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="truley-unruly" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://shinakhan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shinakhan.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="shinakhan" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://tehalmightyshelleh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/e/tehalmightyshelleh.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="tehalmightyshelleh" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://kaiome.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kaiome" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>Things</title>
                <link>http://t3ddykill3r.deviantart.com/journal/7867307/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Feb 2006 18:07:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just a kinda update thing... to get a few things down more than anything.<br />
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Had a lot of work on my hands recently, so i'm glad to have shifted the majority of that off my plate. <br />
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Oh, and valentine's day coming soon...hmmnn...mixed feelings about this. In one way it's great, one day to devote to the one person you truly love. Fine, that's great, i've got a special someone i'd like to spend a day with too.<br />
On the other hand...the commercialism. It's just another day, like christmas, to pig out on flowere, expensive dinners out and chocolates. This i guess is ok, but why is it limited to this one day? There are 365 days every year, so why do people confine themselves to one day to tell their special someone that they love them? They thnk that just because they buy them flowers, take them out and then tell them that they love them kinda wipes away all the bad things or the neglection they've given them the other 364 days.<br />
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Ah well..in the end it's all the same to the world. <br />
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Oh, and happy valentine's day to.... you know who you are <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>Teh quiz... everybody's doing it, that's my excuse</title>
                <link>http://t3ddykill3r.deviantart.com/journal/7819655/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Feb 2006 14:51:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I also got tagged by <a href="http://sabscope.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sabscope.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sabscope" /></a>. may as well..<br />
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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find 4th line.<br />
this chapter describes how to use the pen tablet (my tablet instruction booklet ^__^)<br />
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2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.<br />
tingly!<br />
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3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?<br />
the news. aren't i a boring sod?<br />
<br />
4. Without looking, guess what time it <br />
9?<br />
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5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?<br />
9:21<br />
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6. With the exception of the computer, what can you <br />
my00sic. (the offspring)<br />
<br />
7. When did you last step outside?<br />
When i got out the car back from school<br />
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8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?<br />
My screen<br />
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9. What are you wearing?<br />
school uniform...urgh...<br />
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10. Did you dream last night?<br />
something gory i seem to remember<br />
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11. When did you last laugh?<br />
a second ago when i was fantacising about beating james nunn shitless with a hammer.<br />
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12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?<br />
burns (yes, burns), and chips. it needs repainting.<br />
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13. Seen anything weird lately?<br />
seen...no. heard, yes.<br />
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14. What do you think of this quiz?<br />
meh..s'ok. at least it's not in the form of an email that's been forwarded several million times.<br />
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15. What is the last film you saw?<br />
spirited away <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> goddamn awesome film. if you havn't seen it my god are you missing out...<br />
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16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?<br />
all the zippo's in the world, a tablet that worked, and food for africa because the cretins at G8 can't do it themselves.<br />
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17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.<br />
ermm... my parents suck? no..you already knew that...<br />
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18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?<br />
Regardless of guilt? Well in that case get rid of all the ignorant fuckbags there are on the planet today.<br />
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19. Do you like to dance?<br />
i'm sure that if i could actually find my right foot (i have 2 left feet <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ) i'd enjoy it a lot more<br />
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20. George Bush:<br />
Evil incarnated. a disgrace to humanity who should have been shot at birth simply under the grounds that he was the son of bush senior. just how the hell he got to be president of the USA i'll never know.<br />
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21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?<br />
I like the name sabina for some reason...<br />
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22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?<br />
urm... chris? or mabye michael<br />
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23. Would you ever consider living abroad?<br />
yeah...if i actually got the chance to choose where and i didn't get uprooted in the middle of my... *looks around* oops, ignore all of that.<br />
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24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?<br />
"hey dude! nice to see ya! see the room with all the fire in? that's yours"<br />
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25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:<br />
urm.. <a href="http://pitkon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/i/pitkon.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="pitkon" /></a> <a href="http://didget.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/i/didget.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="didget" /></a> <a href="http://truley-unruly.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/r/truley-unruly.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="truley-unruly" /></a> and <a href="http://scraxix.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/c/scraxix.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="scraxix" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>New Avatar</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Jan 2006 16:20:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ New avvy! Made in flash Mx... Just to let you know that the blue one has now left the building.<br />
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I know, it sucks. ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>A little catchup on things.</title>
                <link>http://t3ddykill3r.deviantart.com/journal/7553491/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jan 2006 11:48:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well... School started again today, and it was crap... <br />
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I'm missing loadsa people...<br />
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I need to get work done...<br />
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And...I've just realised how pointless this journal is... ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>Cleanout</title>
                <link>http://t3ddykill3r.deviantart.com/journal/7515371/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Jan 2006 07:53:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When I came to this site, I didn't really know what I was doing here. I couldn't really draw (still can't), and no other artistic aspects seemed to be coming my way.<br />
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Now I guess I've changed, a lot. I've gotten into photography and I've moved all the crap I had as deviations into my scraps. I can't believe I actually submitten half of that stuff.<br />
<br />
Anyway, onwards and upwards! <br />
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I'm also gonna start framing the majority of my photographs. ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>Psicopath</title>
                <link>http://t3ddykill3r.deviantart.com/journal/7355161/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Dec 2005 14:01:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, i know it's psychopath before everyone starts...<br />
<br />
Ok, whether people know or not, there is another aspect of science known as 'psi'. (go to <a href="http://www.psipog.com">[link]</a> for info) It's the science of the mind; stuff like telekenisis(or psychokenisis), telepathy and pyrokenisis. I've been practicing telepathy long distance with a friend (~sabscope) basically by sending simple messages over and playing games like 'guess the fruit'. I'm with him as now and rigt now as we speak he is making a ferrero rocher wrapper spin on top of a drawing pin. He's also been able to manipulate flames, enhancing their size by about 5 times.<br />
<br />
As for me, well, i've been able to make a party popper swing from side to side and spin the wrapper too. I've not been as sucessful in the pyro area, but i've also been pretty succesful in the area of making psiballs. Psiballs are basically balls of energy which can be programmed to do various things, from making someone feel great, to push things over. <br />
<br />
Anyway, we're all gonna keep practicing until we can do stuff like say...oh..i dunno... crush someone a heavy object? muhaha ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>What time is it?/goddamn consumerism</title>
                <link>http://t3ddykill3r.deviantart.com/journal/7155258/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Nov 2005 05:08:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I seem to have completely lost track of time. Every day is the same to me. The weeks just seem to go by in a blurry haze of colour. Hopefully it should slow down come the christmas period.<br />
<br />
Speaking of christmas...<br />
<br />
I went out for a walk with some friends and i was astounded to see how many christmas-related things there are! It's not even bloody December!!!<br />
All the shops i walk past have already set up enormous trees outside and have put their stupid flashing tinsel up.<br />
<br />
Don't get me wrong, i have nothing against these things, it's just when they start so early that it annoys me. Actually, it's not just that, no. It's when they actually ram their so-called 'christmas cheer' down everyone's throats, wanted or not that pisses me off.<br />
<br />
The whole world has turned to mass consumerism and has forgotten everything else that would otherwise stop them. The dignity has left; resulting in people erecting 10-foot tall illuminated santa's on their rooftops with enough fake snow to make Iceland look like a desert.<br />
<br />
Ask someone on the streets 'why do we celebrate christmas?' and they will either shrug their shoulders and continue to partake in mindless shopping sprees, or they will say that it's something to do with Christianity, but not specify, because of the simple fact that NOBODY KNOWS! Christmas is a time to celebrate the birth of Jesus, not to see how many fucking presents you can get! Whether christian or not, you should still respect this and not see it as a massive period of spending!<br />
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I will end with a simple phrase: Fuck soceity. It has given us all of this. ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>W00t! It has come at last!</title>
                <link>http://t3ddykill3r.deviantart.com/journal/7071135/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Nov 2005 11:15:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Free week-long membership is mine!<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" alt="Happy" title="Happy" /> Happy Happy Happy<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: InMe - Chamber<br /><br />Well.. it's come at long last, ah...the pleasures. Oh well...better start checking out these awesome new features.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>So much to do, such little time...</title>
                <link>http://t3ddykill3r.deviantart.com/journal/6882024/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Oct 2005 10:04:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well i have so much to do at the moment. Not only schoolwork, but a lot of other things too. I've got 2 stories to write, a comic to do (every weekend) and some logo thingy i have no real intention of doing...<br />
<br />
Anyway, that's all really. Apart from the general hormonal pissed-off feeling and stress. ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>What is with everyone?</title>
                <link>http://t3ddykill3r.deviantart.com/journal/6718001/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Oct 2005 04:13:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know what it is, but everyone i know seems to be feeling crap. Relationships are at breaking point, friendships being torn apart and hopes being shattered into a million tiny fragments by only the simplest of words uttered.<br />
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     I'm feeling awful too. It's almost as if i've been seeing my life from behind some bug glass panel rather than living it myself and having control over it. I feel so didtsant and seperated from my friends that it's come to the point that they've all gone arsehole towards me (not all of them).<br />
<br />
<br />
     Anyway, I'm not the first to notice this, and I just hope things even out in the end. ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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                <title>Still Waiting</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Sep 2005 14:26:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm STILL waiting for my tablet to come. If it's not here in the next week, i'm cancelling the order and getting one from a shop. ]]></description>
                <author>~t3ddykill3r</author>
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