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                <title>Day of Silence</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Apr 2013 01:30:42 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Day of Silence</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ The National Day of Silence is a day of action in which students across the country vow to take a form of silence to call attention to the silencing effect of anti-LGBT bullying and harassment in schools<br /><br />HISTORY<br /><br />Founded in 1996, the Day of Silence has become the largest single student-led action towards creating safer schools for all, regardless of sexual orientation, gender identity or gender expression. From the first-ever Day of Silence at the University of Virginia in 1996, to the organizing efforts in over 8,000 middle schools, high schools, colleges and universities across the country in 2008, its textured history reflects its diversi ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Koi Sama Sheet</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Jan 2013 21:06:39 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Koi Sama Sheet</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I would always tell lies <br />about things that shouldn't even matter. <br />You would always see through those lies <br />and say with a smile: "Try harder!"<br /><br />You cannot bring yourself to lie about important issues. <br />While I'm searching for words to protect you, <br />you, without a doubt, have figured out what I'm trying to do, <br />for I see your beautiful face is covered in tears again.<br /><br />I want to try to cover up your crying face, just like how you're doing it yourself. <br />You want to force yourself to smile even if you can't. I think that's how it goes.<br /><br />You would always say to me, <br />"I'm okay. I'm okay now." <br />But that's the only lie I can see through. <br /> ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>just something to pass time with I guess :/</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jan 2013 20:09:59 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">just something to pass time with I guess :/</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Steven Winstead<br /><br />ANOREXIA<br /><br />[ ] you have dry skin.<br />[ ] you eat 1 meal.<br />[x] you're very weak. (depends on the day)<br />[x] you hate your body.<br />[x] you starve yourself. <br />[x] you have low self esteem.<br />[ ] you use laxatives.<br />[x] you need to be more skinny. <br />[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.<br />[ ] people think you are too skinny.<br /><br />Total: 5<br /><br />ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)<br /><br />[ ] your mind is all over the place.<br />[ ] you are hyper most of the time.<br />[ ] you barely pay attention to anything.<br />[x] you cannot cooperate with people well. <br />[ ] you seem to never sit still. <br />[ ] you talk all the time.<br />[ ] you need  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>heh...</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/heh-347638916</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Jan 2013 14:15:45 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">heh...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ as I expected... everyone is gone, left me behind, I really don't matter anymore.... I'm all alone now, I've lost it all. no ones there to confort me, no ones there to cheer me up, no ones there to tell me they care.. now I am at peace, to flutter away, without notice or care. everything is too much to take, nothing is worth it anymore, it's time to give up, to give in. I'm nothing more then another wisp in the wind, no talents. I am useless, worthless. but as I fade away, I will fade away with the fake smile I started with.... ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>yes, another quiz</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2012 21:53:30 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">yes, another quiz</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ http://www.quizyourfriends.com/take-quiz.php?id=1212302306154695&a=1& ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2012 14:40:58 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Devious Journal Entry</media:title>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Dec 2012 18:36:04 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Devious Journal Entry</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ alone in the dark, I find no reason to breath anymore, no one is there, no one cares, everyone is gone, my life is lingering away. I sit here crying, no one is there. I sit here Bleed no one cares. I sit here dying, no one there. when I sit here dead, no one will notice. I can't take it anymore. everyone hates me, I'm being left behind. no ones there, I don't know what the fuck to do, theres no other options. I'm slowly and painfully losing every fucking thing I ever had thats dear to me. theres nothing left, there no other fucking place to go! I have no meaning, no one cares about me. pain pain won't stop. the voices won't go away. I am usel ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>everyone else is doing it so I must too</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Dec 2012 22:24:06 PST</pubDate>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-344358758</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Dec 2012 11:48:57 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Devious Journal Entry</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I don't matter anymore to anyone, no one cares if I'm alive or not. there's no point going on, giving up is the only anwser the only way. I've come to used to pain, an addiction to pain, I've been thrown down too many times, the ones who were there to save me, are now gone, slowly faded away, now I am here, abandoned, to suffer alone till I finally get what I deserve... ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>*sigh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Dec 2012 14:36:07 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">*sigh*</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ nothing makes sence no more, my head hurts so much, I can't think straight. all the uncontrolable crying, all the drama and selfishness around me, sickens me, completely isolated, now only oasis in my dreams. no one cares, no one. the ones that do care don't show it, but inside they really don't care anyways, my vision feels burred. Maybe I just don't matter anymore. I have been having visons too, unpleasent ones, it's starting to make me dought of what I have is even real, might as well give up, maybe well I go on my long unnatural sleeps, I won't wake up. why did I even write this, not like anyone will even look at it, pointless. I'm thinki ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>am I losing my mind?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Dec 2012 06:39:35 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">am I losing my mind?</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ well I'm badly sick, I have been sleeping for 16 hours straight a day, and everyday it keeps getting worse, I just hope I can get better, I'm losing grip on reality, I can't tell whats real and whats a dream. things are starting to become confusing, I don't know what to do, and worse of all I haven''t been able to talk to Ani at all this week... ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>rant vent rant vent</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Dec 2012 00:09:02 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">rant vent rant vent</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ this week has sucked so far, I mean I haven't getten to talk to my Ani Boo at all, I been terribly sick, being forced to go to schol, the game me and my dad both saved up for nearly fucked up the computer, no Ani, I haven't really talked to anypne, and I really needed 35 simpoints, and still no Ani ;A; ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>prose thoughts</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Nov 2012 21:11:35 PST</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ so much of a good day this has been, being ignored, attacked, screamed at, Tired out and emoinally. I guess nothings different, proves that no one really doesn't want to talk to me. typical alonne in a room filled with darkness, nothing giving mercy till I fall down and cry, but would it stop then. but I guess I'll just do what I've always done, force a smile, conceil the darkness, and say it's fine. silence, all of a sudden becomes to much, I fall to my knee's and scream. no one hears, fades into the void of emptiness. I will cry with a smile, I will fall with a smile, I will hurt with a smile, I will bleed with a smile. a hopeless voice tha ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Help, Please?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2012 14:10:32 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Help, Please?</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ well I'll be getting a new computer on soon, aswell as being able to play my old games again, like the sims 3, but there's something I want but saddly don't have the points for, would any of my friends be willing to help me get this set, it'll mak my collection of Japanese or asian inspired objects. it's called the Itadakimasu! Japanese Inspired Dining set, and it's 1400 simpoints here is the link :http://store.thesims3.com/setsProductDetails.html?productId=OFB-SIM3:57680<br />and if your willing to help, which I hope you do here is my account link and friend me if you haven't already: http://mypage.thesims3.com/mypage/TailsDoll820 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Help, Please?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2012 14:10:33 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Help, Please?</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ well I'll be getting a new computer on soon, aswell as being able to play my old games again, like the sims 3, but there's something I want but saddly don't have the points for, would any of my friends be willing to help me get this set, it'll mak my collection of Japanese or asian inspired objects. it's called the Itadakimasu! Japanese Inspired Dining set, and it's 1400 simpoints here is the link :http://store.thesims3.com/setsProductDetails.html?productId=OFB-SIM3:57680<br />and if your willing to help, which I hope you do here is my account link and friend me if you haven't already: http://mypage.thesims3.com/mypage/TailsDoll820 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2012 23:25:26 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Devious Journal Entry</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ 1. Name: Bobby Cothran<br />2. Nickname(s): Bobs, Tails, TailsDoll820<br />3. Birthday: Feb. 08, 1997<br />4. That makes you: 15<br />5. Where were you born: America  <br />6. Location right now: My Bedroom<br />7. Shoe size: 8  <br />8. How many piercings?: None <br />9. Tattoos?: No and I never want any<br />10. When you wake up you're: brewing my Coffee and and seeing if my girlfriend is on <3<br />11. When your about to sleep you're: Tired, and Thinking about her. <br />12. Zodiac sign: Aquarius<br />13. Chinese sign: The Ox<br />14. Righty or Lefty: Righty<br />15. Innie or Outie: Outie<br />16. School: Riverside High school<br /><br />Section Two: Looks<br /><br />17. Nationality: Caucasian <br />18. Hair color: dar ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>*sigh*</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/sigh-338319871</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Nov 2012 18:50:35 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">*sigh*</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I been depressed alot lately and no one cares, and when they do they ask why, let me why you, how ould you feel when not ever your girlfriend will give you the time of day, as along everyone else. I haven't talked to her in two days, and no one really wants to talk to me except my friend :iconBlueKyubii: and she can't talk to me that much because of the time difference, but she still talks to me more then almost all my friends. so I don't know she's not on along with the some of my other friends and the ones who are on are ignoring me so fuck it all I give up. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Stole from sons-of-the-morning</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Nov 2012 19:49:02 PST</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Stole from sons-of-the-morning</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ 1. Are you highly attracted to anyone right now?<br />pssh Ani of course but everyone should know that, it's hard for me to shut up about her X3<br /><br />2. If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?<br />blanets and covers, and usually my iPad, my phone, and mostly myself<br /><br />3. Last person to take off your pants?<br />me<br /><br />4. Have you ever sneaked someone over to your house?<br />no, all my friends live to far away, plus they have no internet and I'd rather talk to Ani (sorry irl friends TT^TT)<br /><br />5. How do you feel about your hair right now?<br />good but not long enough, just a few more months and Rainey can put it in an Edward Elric's French braid<br /><br />6. Do you ha ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>The Changing seasons</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/The-Changing-seasons-335173709</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Oct 2012 12:24:28 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">The Changing seasons</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ even with the seasons changing, my feeling and emotions stay the same, no more does depression random takes me by the throught, no more envy, greed, hate, just one steady emotion, that love for ther beautiful sunflower girl, why the other wilted away, she stays and fills me with her love and affections day, night, or shine, rain. the love I have for her is so strong and pure, so indecribable, and I hope it never ends.even with the seasons changing, my feelings direct, I will Always love that sunflower girl.<br /><br />I <3 you :iconHawkyTheDerp: ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>no one cares anymore...</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/no-one-cares-anymore-329564519</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Sep 2012 22:38:28 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">no one cares anymore...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ another night, surrounded by darkness and silence, overburdened with loneliness, tears, gently sliding down,  my emotions fluttering away. but who cares. no one.everything I work for everyone I meet and care about, just leaves in the end. what is my goal in life, why do I live, why can''t I find the answer, I'm nothing, a no body, a person long forgotten, nothing more then a faded memory of a grotesque figure. wrapped around in loneliness is my sorrow, pain, an emotion that I always feel, telling me I'm still alive, no matter how hard I try  I'm nothing, I've given up on trying to go on, it's hard to push on alone, and eas ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Sep 2012 19:07:48 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Forgotten<br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkLDXsz6feI<br /><br />Hirari, Hirari<br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=joxbEhvX91k&feature=related<br /><br />No More<br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJecWObDBAU&feature=related ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>My Ani :'c</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/My-Ani-c-329336085</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Sep 2012 14:00:19 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">My Ani :'c</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I just got a call from her mom, and Ani's been Hospitalized ;A; she said Ani broke her leg, omg I hope she's ok ;n; ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>know any good songs by Kaito?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Sep 2012 12:06:00 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">know any good songs by Kaito?</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ko8ZRTtSJhQ<br /><br />http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2CqRerK5Sw&feature=related<br /><br />these songs made me cry when I came home sick today,from a whole day of anger and depression, such beautiful music filling me with love-induced feeling. damn Kaito never seems to fail me, I wish I could see some of him other songs, anyone know any good Kaito songs that are as beautiful as these two? ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>meltdown</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/meltdown-327243388</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Sep 2012 20:50:43 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">meltdown</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ these last two weeks have been completely terrible, I finally snapped in class screamed and dropped myself to the floor crying,,,,, no one cared, I just don't know what to do or say anymore, I hate this school, I hate this city, I hate this whole fucking state, I don't like being around people, thankful it's friday, I'm just going to isolate myself from the world for now.<br /><br />bye.....<br /><br /> not like anyone cares anyways.. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Sep 2012 11:22:04 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Devious Journal Entry</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'll be offline for awhile, my dad thinks he's mister fucking smarter then anyone else in the world again =_=', my skype will take messages but, I might not  awnser them, Ani if you comeon I'll try to talk to you, if worst comes to worst we can talk on ZC. yeah I can't  run skye during a virus scan, but he can play AAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLL those free fucking games he downloaded while it's  scanning. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>half a year and still going strong</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Aug 2012 18:04:53 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">half a year and still going strong</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ we've been together for so long now, we have laughed together, we have cried together, we have had our ups and downs, we have gotten introuble together, and so many more things together, she makes me ever so happy, and I hope that I make her happy as she makes me as well. everything I sing, everything a play, the melodies that I make, I make for her, hearing her angel like voice, seeing her beautiful smile, brings me to my knee's, she means the world to me and I never want her to ever leave. I love her and I never want this love to end. Ani, I love you <3 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>half a year and still going strong</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Aug 2012 18:04:50 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">half a year and still going strong</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ we've been together for so long now, we have laughed together, we have cried together, we have had our ups and downs, we have gotten introuble together, and so many more things together, she makes me ever so happy, and I hope that I make her happy as she makes me as well. everything I sing, everything a play, the melodies that I make, I make for her, hearing her angel like voice, seeing her beautiful smile, brings me to my knee's, she means the world to me and I never want her to ever leave. I love her and I never want this love to end. Ani, I love you <3 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I can't fucking believe this</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Aug 2012 04:26:59 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">I can't fucking believe this</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ my dad's been stalking looking at all my skype messages for the last week, but this time he really out did himself, I was awake this time when the bastard was fucking with my computer, I had the thing rigged where I would know if someone was on it, I had magic jack tabbed if, skype tabbed out, and the google chrome icon  highlighted, I locked the skype tab and he went along and fucked up my computer and skype. I came to him this morning, and he went up to me and said, your the only one on it, I told you skype has virus', you must have got hacked, go unintall it before you mess up that computer too. fucking bastard, oohhhhh I got hacked alrigh ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Feelings in words</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Aug 2012 18:50:21 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Feelings in words</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ another lazy afternoon thinking about her hoping that she soon arrives, with the butterflies in my stomache, cutting through the burning threads called life, she, who is the one I love, the one that revives me after every fall, bearing beauty thats ever so blinding to me, even now she makes my knees shake and quiver, her skin so very soft, her voice so sweet and gentle,  she, who is perfect in nearly every way, she who has grabbed my heart and held it ever so tightly, she who can easily destroy me in a cut of a thread, she who I am madly inlove with, she who is one of the only people I really care about, that person is Ani, and I love her. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>now I'm sick</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Aug 2012 05:01:33 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I don't feel like moving, my whole body hurts especially my chest, no one cares, so there forcing me to school, dad's afraid DHS will storm in if I miss one day, oh yeah vomiting and crying in school will so prevent that, now he's screaming at me for being up 15 mins past my bedtime, and he thinks I stayed up all night because I had my door closed, tho my last message was at 11:00 and it was telling Ani that I loved her goodnight and went to bed, the only reason I stood up is because I wanted to stay and video chat with her for a few more mins, he threatened to disconnect our internet, god is that such a crime.<br /><br /> god my fucking neck hurts<br /><br />Ed ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>I'm depressed and bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Aug 2012 16:19:43 PDT</pubDate>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJecWObDBAU&feature=related - No More<br /><br />Lyrics:<br /><br />By myself, I'm alone, in a room void of sound<br />I am here, on my own, there is no one around<br />In this dark, to no one, I will endlessly speak<br />By the light of the sun everything appears bleak<br /><br />I prefer not to see a thing<br />I don't need help from anybody<br />Disrespect me, I'm pathetic and worthless <br />Just leave me and go away<br /><br />When I walk there is nobody there at my side<br />Growing up, feeling lost and I just want to hide<br />Struck by love, I begin weaving thick webs of lies<br />I can't look at the truth without hurting my eyes<br /><br />I prefer not to see a thing<br />It's not because of ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Aug 2012 14:24:05 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Devious Journal Entry</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ another day gone by, open cuts bleeding out till the pass out until dark, endless tears dripping into the wounds that inflicted away the pain, thoughts of the past and regrets, and the sweet thought of ending it all together, feelings of nothingness, loneliness, and as well as worthlessness. we all live, we all die, some of us were never meant to be born, and some of us were meant to be scratched out from the world. endless nights, a gun pulled to the head, resisting from pulling the trigger, a blank was shot, the next day regreted, being surounded by lies, knowing everything you see is not what it seems, past every fake smile is a pit of sor ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-319562695</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Aug 2012 04:58:48 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Devious Journal Entry</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I just want to announce that I'm going to be gone for awhile, there's just too much stress. not like anyone cares anyways, I been put aside so I'm going. goodbye everyone, don't call me or skype me, best chances I won't awnser, so bye... ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>stole from wolfsong XD</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/stole-from-wolfsong-XD-315791480</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Jul 2012 19:41:25 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">stole from wolfsong XD</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">taildoll820</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ MAGINE A SITUATION THAT YOU WAKE UP NAKED IN BED NEXT TO ME.<br /><br />Using only 3 words, what would you say to me?<br /><br />Note: If you comment, please copy and paste this as your journal, so I may comment on yours as well. Be a good sport. Play along~ ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>my friend is drawing come watch</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/my-friend-is-drawing-come-watch-315209257</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jul 2012 02:15:19 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">my friend is drawing come watch</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">taildoll820</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ https://join.me/720-017-017 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>this day can't get anymore worst</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/this-day-can-t-get-anymore-worst-314596521</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Jul 2012 01:25:41 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">this day can't get anymore worst</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ sorry guys I won't be able to talk much, my laptop is fucked up and I can't seem to use it (it may be a virus idk) anyways it won't start and I can only sneak on my dad's computer so much so bye, I'll try to sneak on often for you Ani, this is such a pain in the ass I can't believe this has to happen now, well bye guys, I'm going to try working with this fucking computer and try to get it to work, it'll work on safe mode, but I can't run my fucking virus protection on safe mode and my laptop freezes as soon as it starts, I mean it starts up this usual shit I had for a year because it still desides to start up even after I unintalled it so I j ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>lol I had to do it XD</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/lol-I-had-to-do-it-XD-314313951</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Jul 2012 16:15:08 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">lol I had to do it XD</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ from ~Sammy3314<br /><br />VAMPIRE~<br />[x] You rather be pale than tan.<br />[x] You like to eat or drink red things. <br />[] When you're kissing someone, you tend to bite them. <br />[x] You're dark, mysterious, and seductive.<br />[x] You've tasted your own blood before and liked it.<br />[x] Being out in the sun too long makes you feel weak. <br />[] You're graceful, lithe, and can appear threatening or dangerous to others.<br />[x] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything.<br />[x] You're more active at night.<br />Total: 7<br /><br />~WEREWOLF~<br />[ ] You have a bad temper.<br />[ ] You're incredibly physically strong and fast.<br />[x] You love the moon. <br />[x] You're very loya ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>YoVille Shiz</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/YoVille-Shiz-314101348</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jul 2012 16:08:12 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">YoVille Shiz</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I started playing it again, bu I had to start over now I barely have any coins anymore cause I ended up taking it all at that casino thing XD so for anyone who has facebook do you think you can help my by giving some or all the coins you have and maybe some yocash and keys and chest. (nicole I know you and your mom and a buttload of coins XD *stalker*) ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Jul 2012 18:00:07 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">tagged</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Tagged by  :iconHawkyTheDerp: :heart:<br /><br />1. You must post these rules.<br />2. Answer the questions the tagger set up for you, and create 10 new<br />questions for the people you tag to answer.<br />3. You have to chose 10 people to tag and post there icons on your journal.<br />4. Go to there pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.<br />5. No tag backs.<br />6. No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if your reading this."<br />You have to tag 10 people.<br />-------------------------------------<br /><br />1. Have you ever been to Seaworld?<br />nope :c<br />2. Do you have any pets?<br />yes lots<br />3. Do you stay up late?<br />yep always waiting for my Ani &#9829;<br />4. What's your fa ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Hiding</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/Hiding-313513244</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jul 2012 21:48:07 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Hiding</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Can no one see this smile I'm faking,<br />See how, inside, I'm constantly shaking?<br />These people all claim they know me well,<br />Yet no one can see through my crumbling shell?<br /><br />"I'm fine", I whisper, my sadness unknown,<br />They leave me to deal with this anguish alone.<br />I've hidden behind this wall most of my life,<br />I've managed so far, I've dealt with my strife.<br /><br />Watching as, slowly, my emotions leaks away,<br />It helps to keep life's true horrors at bay.<br />I pull down my sleeve to cover my hurt,<br />For approaching footsteps, I'm on the alert.<br /><br />I guess my pretense is just all too real,<br />No one has to know of the pain that I feel.<br />The real me inside, whe ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>No Mercy</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/No-Mercy-313501234</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jul 2012 20:33:45 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">No Mercy</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I am nothing<br />I am nobody<br />despite what everyone that surrounds me says<br />lies Only lies<br /><br />I can't even trust myself, nor my sanity<br />feeling that my world could end any minute, hour, or second.<br />me emotions bleeding out like a cut from a knife<br />everything around me is just fake, Nothing is real<br /><br />in the end they'll all leave you for dead<br />nothing matter anymore<br />please kill me<br />Just Kill me<br /><br />Show me No Mercy<br />show me your true anger<br />let me see all the deceivence I endured<br />let me know how you truly don't care<br /><br />I cry again, oh no one cares<br />I'm worthless and useless to everyone and everthing around me<br />I am nothing but a puppet, used and played  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>untitled</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/untitled-313494766</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jul 2012 19:57:54 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">untitled</media:title>
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                        <media:rating>nonadult</media:rating>
                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">taildoll820</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ People say chin up<br />But I just feel like giving up<br />People say smile and it will all go away<br />But I feel like crying each day<br /><br />Everything takes effort to do<br />This constant pain is so hard to live through<br />Lye in bed and see the day dawning <br />Hate myself for waking up that morning<br /><br />I know I need help and I know I need support<br />don't wanna spend my life feeling this way, it's just to short<br />But I just can't seem to speak out<br />Say what this feelings all about<br /><br />Even if I did tell someone what could they do?<br />I don't think they could fix this, do you?<br />I'm so sick and tired of feeling this way<br />I want to smile and laugh for real and be happy each  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Depression rate</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/Depression-rate-313492614</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jul 2012 19:46:22 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Depression rate</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Disorder        |   Your Score<br />_____________________________<br />Major Depression:    High-Moderate<br />_____________________________<br />Dysthymia:      High<br />_____________________________<br />Bipolar Disorder:     Very Slight<br />_____________________________<br />Cyclothymia:    Slight<br />_____________________________<br />Seasonal Affective Disorder:    Very Slight<br />_____________________________<br />Postpartum Depression:    N/A ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>about just had enough.....</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/about-just-had-enough-313295882</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jul 2012 21:37:52 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">about just had enough.....</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I don't want to talk about it, anyways in main topic i might not be on for while, it just, so many thngs, too many things have been bothering me.... ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>BLAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/BLAAAAAHHHH-313289880</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jul 2012 20:59:09 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">BLAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!</media:title>
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                <media:category label="Personal">journals/personal</media:category>
        <media:credit role="author" scheme="urn:ebu">taildoll820</media:credit>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ blah blah blah!!!! BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit...i dropped my laptop....ugh i hate mondays...wait..its not even monday!!!! oh well......I GOT A BRONY SHIRT AND A MIKU HATSUNE SHIRT TOO!!!! IM AWESOME!!!! ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>made it to branson</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/made-it-to-branson-313011103</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Jul 2012 13:48:27 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">made it to branson</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I made it, and got internet too >v< no amnesia tho *sadface* ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>pissed off</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/pissed-off-312594004</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jul 2012 14:35:09 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">pissed off</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ my dad wants me to uninstall amnesia because he thinks it has virus's on it, no  he wants me to uninstall steam all together, yeah blame it on amnesia, those fucking free games from that website he goes to can't possibly have virus's, he has no business installing games on my computer anyways, he has his own, games you pay for officially is full of virus' yeah, free games have nothing, fucking dumbass. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Amnesia: The Dark Descent</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/Amnesia-The-Dark-Descent-312419709</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Jul 2012 18:40:09 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Amnesia: The Dark Descent</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ https://join.me/422-762-623<br /><br />I be playing it, you won't get any audio but hey who gives a crap XD ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Meme</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/Meme-312407003</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Jul 2012 17:30:30 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Meme</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ LOVE:<br />are you gay? no<br />do you love someone? hehehehe yeeeeeeeessss<br />do you love a boy? lol no<br />do you love a girl? yeeesss  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Band Meme</title>
                <link>http://taildoll820.deviantart.com/journal/Band-Meme-312394428</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Jul 2012 16:17:06 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Band Meme</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Mark the bands you've heard of. NOT JUST THE ONE'S YOU LIKE.<br /><br />ALTERNATIVE:<br />[x] Breaking Benjamin<br />[x] Paramore<br />[ ] Panic! At The Disco <br />[x] Linkin Park<br />[ ] The Academy Is...<br />[x] Coldplay<br />[x] Three Days Grace <3<br />[ ] Yellowcard<br />[ ] 30 Seconds to Mars<br />[ ] Chevelle<br /><br />T O T A L S O F A R = 5<br /><br />COUNTRY:<br />[ ] Rascal Flatts<br />[ ] Carrie Underwood<br />[ ] LeAnn Rhymes<br />[ ] Garth Brooks<br />[ ] Dixie Chicks<br />[ ]Kenny Chesney<br />[x] Tim McGraw<br />[ ] Faith Hill<br />[ ] Shania Twain<br />[x] Johnny Cash<br /><br />T O T A L S O F A R = 7<br /><br />EMO:<br />[ ] Hawthorne Heights<br />[ ] Chiodos<br />[ ] Forgive Durden<br />[ ] Amber Pacific<br />[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus<br />[ ] From First to Last ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>TF2 meme - I'm the Engineer</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Jul 2012 20:30:10 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">TF2 meme - I'm the Engineer</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ TF2 meme<br /><br />Scout<br />[ ] You can run fast<br />[ ] You're skinny<br />[ ] You like to defy gravity <br />[ ] You like baseball<br />[x] You have a HUGE ego<br />[ ] You're a big fan of energy drinks<br />= 1<br /><br />Solider<br />[x] You often shout or speak with a raised voice and are prone to ranting to yourself or dead/inanimate objects<br />[ ] You seek conflict whenever and wherever you can, and actively engage in it<br />[x] You'd rather soar through the sky than have functioning legs <br />[x] Others (or you) consider you slightly, if not completely, mad<br />[ ] You're a determined and confident person<br />[/] You feel you slip right into a leadership role, even if that's not exactly true...  ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jul 2012 23:26:09 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">...</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I been feeling down lately, I don't know what it's been, I been pissy, on edge, I cussed out Rainey of all people. I guess I been depressed. anyways not like it matters, I'll just go back to listening to music I guess, play amnesia if I feel alittle better. ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Branson, Missouri</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Jun 2012 14:28:47 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Branson, Missouri</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I'm going to silver dollar city Branson, Missouri next week on friday. I'l be gone for like a week, but as always I'll try my best to keep up with you guys, well bye see ya, back to sleep :B ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>la update</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Jun 2012 19:07:40 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">la update</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I got new glasses.<br />and a eating disorder :B ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Hawk here</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jun 2012 10:30:17 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Hawk here</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I HAVE COME TO SAY ONE THING TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />I KISSED A SQUIRREL AND I LIKED IT!!! <br />          THE END<br /><br />later peeps ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>the average conversation between me and neon XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 May 2012 14:59:09 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">the average conversation between me and neon XD</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ [4:51:37 PM] Bobby Cothran: imma takes a nappy now<br />[4:51:56 PM] Crow: I bet you're gonna like it<br />[4:52:29 PM] Bobby Cothran: was that suppose to be a sex joke of some kind XD<br />[4:52:39 PM] Crow: no<br />[4:52:43 PM] Crow: well now it is<br />[4:52:52 PM] Crow: JUST IMAGINE HAWK IN THE BED AS WELL<br />[4:52:54 PM] Crow: and boom<br />[4:53:00 PM] Crow: you're definitally gonna enjoy it now<br />[4:53:12 PM] Bobby Cothran: ojdsakadsjoiadsj<br />[4:53:16 PM] Bobby Cothran: your evil XD<br />[4:53:21 PM] Crow: thank you, thank you<br />[4:53:29 PM] Crow: now go dream of sex my boy<br />[4:53:34 PM] Bobby Cothran: I'm posting this on DA XD<br />[4:53:40 PM] Crow: oh God why<br />[4:53:45 ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Stolen from caeky</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Apr 2012 15:04:14 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Stolen from caeky</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ A : Easy to fall in love with.<br />B : You like people.<br />C : You are really silly.<br />D : One in a million.<br />E : Great in bed.<br />F : You love to drink.<br />G : You never let people tell you what to do.<br />H: You are Quirky.<br />I : You are popular with all types of people.<br />J : People Adore you.<br />K : You're wild and crazy.<br />L : Unbelievably great in bed.<br />M : You like to drink.<br />N : Best kisser ever.<br />O : Crazy.<br />P : Great in bed.<br />Q : You are a hypocrite.<br />R : F*ckng crazy.<br />S : You are dead sexy.<br />T : You are very loyal to the ones you love.<br />U : You really like to chill.<br />V : You are not judgemental.<br />W : You are very broad minded.<br />X : You never let pe ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>everything is pissing me off</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Apr 2012 10:19:46 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">everything is pissing me off</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ I need to find a way to relieve stess, no one except :iconfireycakes: and :iconHawkyTheDerp: should talk to me, I think those two are the only ones I can talk to with out breaking a circuit over here, too stressed to go back to sleep, I keep yelling at everything, heh I better stop ranting, I hope the day gets better tho, hopefully :/ I better stop ranting now.<br /><br />-Angry Tails out ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>A brief announcement of awesomeness</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Apr 2012 20:39:14 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">A brief announcement of awesomeness</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ if you like the little shitty art I've done and the super awesome art Nicole has done, you should totally watch caeky :iconsnowcakes: you will love her art, her art is great and she has an awesome, yet usual personality. now my little asswat watchers, watch her, watch her like you creepers have never watched a person before.<br /><br />http://fc09.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2012/080/0/b/what__by_snowcakes-d4ti7vo.png<br /><br />http://fc02.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2012/114/4/e/hey_there_by_snowcakes-d4xgarm.png<br /><br />http://th06.deviantart.net/fs70/150/f/2012/113/1/c/it__s_nice_up_here_by_snowcakes-d4xdla0.png<br /><br />http://th09.deviantart.net/fs70/150/f/2012/110/a/9/sitting_and_s ]]></media:text>            
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Apr 2012 17:24:25 PDT</pubDate>
                        <media:title type="plain">Devious Journal Entry</media:title>
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        <media:text type="html"><![CDATA[ Anorexia<br />[x] You hate your body.<br />[x] You have starved yourself. <br />[x] You have low self esteem.<br />[] You use laxatives.<br />[x] You need to be skinnier.<br />[] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.<br />[] People think you are way too skinny. <br />[x] You skip at least one meal a day. <br />[] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.<br />Total: 5<br /><br />ADHD<br />[ ] You are hyper most of the time.<br />[x] You barely pay attention to anything.<br />[x]You cannot cooperate with people well.<br />[ ] You seem to never sit still. <br />[ ] You talk all the time.<br />[ ] You need attention 24/7.<br />[] You aren't very shy.<br />Total: 2<br /><br />Bipolar Disorder<br />[x] You ]]></media:text>            
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