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Bruise,
pristine,
serene,
we were born to lose.

no encore ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/6526491/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/6526491/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 06:58:28 PDT
listening to: Hoppípolla - Sigur Ros ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/6359232/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/6359232/ Mon, 29 Aug 2005 11:23:20 PDT
Part1

Part2

for more information and music visit tonson.de ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/5576363/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/5576363/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 03:28:14 PDT ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/4878394/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/4878394/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 01:48:58 PST die





CDs


~toonies
~bjorkology
*ThePencilClub
~CriticsLounge
~WitchKing-Club
~the-gimp
~18sfs
~drumbums ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/4567694/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/4567694/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 07:30:50 PST *sigh* it's not really motivating that I'm writing this to nobody at all again, though. ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/4127704/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/4127704/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 12:45:19 PST you can hear my entry here: [link]
it's the file called "groove competition", you better don't listen to the "crap", it's really utter bullshit


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CDs
~toonies
~bjorkology
*ThePencilClub
~CriticsLounge
~WitchKing-Club
~the-gimp ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/3549047/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/3549047/ Sat, 09 Oct 2004 10:43:11 PDT
new (tremendously expensive) CDs will be added soon!

CDs


~toonies
~bjorkology
*ThePencilClub
~CriticsLounge
~WitchKing-Club
~the-gimp ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/2985207/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/2985207/ Tue, 07 Sep 2004 06:37:51 PDT question authority.
think for yourself.
question authority.

throughout human history,
as our species has faced
the frightening,
terrorized
fact
that we do not know
who we are or where we are going in this ocean of chaos,
it has been the authorities
the political
the religous
the educational authorities
who attempted to
comfort us
by giving us
order
rule
regulations
informing
forming in our minds their view of reality.
to think for yourself you must question authority
and learn how to
put yourself in a state of vulnerable
openmindedness,
chaotic
confused vulnerability
to inform yourself.

think for yourself.
question authority.
think for yourself.
question authority.
question authority
...




the source ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/2732522/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/2732522/ Fri, 25 Jun 2004 09:21:58 PDT ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/2438763/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/2438763/ Sun, 16 May 2004 05:32:37 PDT everyone had these moments

other nice music:

Machina 2

Moalin ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/2365261/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/2365261/ Thu, 13 May 2004 11:36:57 PDT
- exams
well, yeah, there's too much to do for school

- tab
there are two drum tabs I'll have to finish for someone and he's been waiting for some time already, but I just can't find enough time to do so. "blue" by a perfect circle is actually complete, but I'll have to check the nitpicking parts and I feel very uncomfortable to submit anything 'unclean' and the endpart of "opiate" still drives me mad.

- logo
I promised that someone to make a logo for his band, I'll need to get some nice fonts and their owner's permission to use 'em or I'll have to get past the wall to create an own good font and logo

- paint -
portraits would be fine, but these copyright issues kinda intimidate me, thus I don't think I should use any photo taken by another photographer than me. I kinda tried to get two beautiful women to model for me in a rather implicit way, but they always denied my request.

- wall
and the biggest problem is to get past that damn wall (which I already mentioned above), portraying makes me sick recently, especially because of this copyright issue. however I work on a nice "surreal" picture by now, I think it'll be ok and it's sorta fun to paint it, what's a good sign.
oh yeah, that poetry thing will have to wait, I like it, but I'm too coward to submit it yet, I will let it rest for a while.

I dunno why I post this, because no one asked for new things yet, but I felt the urge to do this









you don't know me
and I don't think you ever will
'cause I don't even know myself today

you can't know me
and I don't think you ever could
'cause I don't even know myself these days

there's no point in trying,
so you might as well quit
fooling yourself this way


('giftland' - motorpsycho)

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CDs


~toonies
~bjorkology
~ThePencilClub
*CriticsLounge
~WitchKing-Club
~the-gimp ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/1798019/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/1798019/ Mon, 12 Apr 2004 05:41:00 PDT Except a voice was in my head
It said seize the day, pull the trigger,
Drop the blade
And watch the rolling heads

The day I tried to live
I stole a thousand beggar's change
And gave it to the rich

The day I tried to win
I dangled from the power lines
And let the martyrs stretch
Singing

One more time around
Might do it
One more time around
Might make it
One more time around
Might do it
One more time around
The day I tried to live

WOrds you say never seem
To live up to the ones
Inside your head
The lives we make
Never seem to ever get us anywhere
But dead

The day I tried to live
I wallowed in the blood and mud with
All the other pigs

I woke the same as any other day you know
I should have stayed in bed

The day I tried to win
I walled in the blood and mud with
All the other pigs

And I learned that I was a liar
Just like you

-chris cornell

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I started to do a little poem, because of this day and I will submit it in maybe some days or a few weeks

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~toonies
~bjorkology
~ThePencilClub
*CriticsLounge
~WitchKing-Club ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/1617423/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/1617423/ Tue, 13 Jan 2004 10:53:19 PST

;

thanks for the answers, I hadn't checked the 'hot news' yet when I wrote this journal.

isn't it ironic? I always wanted to be in that spotlight, but that changed maybe half a year ago, because I got slowly tired of becoming 'famous' here, and suddenly I get all this crappy attention, damn it man, I didn't ask for this at all


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CDs

~toonies
~bjorkology
~ThePencilClub
~CriticsLounge ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/1111714/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/1111714/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 04:41:31 PST
Tool - Ænima, the Smashing Pumpkins - Siamese Dream, Filter - Title Of Record, KoRn - Follow The Leader, Foo Fighters - The Colour And The Shape, the Smashing Pumpkins - Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness, Motorpsycho - Timothy's Monster, Pearl Jam - Vs., Sigur Ros - Agaetis Byrjun, The Tea Party - The Edges Of Twilight, System Of A Down, Fischmob - Power, Fünf Sterne Deluxe - Sillium, Nine Inch Nails - The Downward Spiral, Nince Inch Nails - The Fragile, Soundgarden - Superunknown, Sigur Ros - Ba Ba Ti Ki Do Do

Tortoise - Millions Now Living Will Never Die, DJ Shadow - Entroducing, Urge Overkill - Saturation, Slipknot, Bran Van 3000 - Glee, Blur, the Manic Street Preachers - This Is My Truth Tell Me Yours, Incubus - S.C.I.E.N.C.E., A Perfect Circle - Thirteenth Step Rage Against The Machine , Björk - Vespertine, Melvins - Houdini, Ween - Chocolate And Cheese, Fischmob - Männer können seine Gefühle nicht zeigen, Primus - Pork Soda, Kyuss - Welcome To Sky Valley, Queens Of The Stone Age, Silverchair - Neon Ballroom, Deftones - White Pony, Björk - Debut, KoRn - Life Is Peachy, the Smashing Pumpkins - Pisces Iscariot, Björk - Homogenic, Queens Of The Stone Age - Songs For The Deaf

Sigur Ros - (), KoRn, Soundgarden - Bad Motorfinger, Björk - SelmsaSongs, Rage Against The Machine - Renegades, the Smashing Pumpkins - Gish, Björk - Post, Papa Roach - Infest, Judgement Night - O.S.T., A Perfect Circle - Mer De Noms, Stone Temple Pilots - No. 4, Weezer, System Of A Down - Toxicity, Aphex Twin - I Care Because You Do, Suicidal Tendencies - The Art Of Rebellion, System Of A Down - Steal This Album, Gling-Glo - Gling-Glo, Alice In Chains - Dirt, Björk - Telegram, White Zombie - Astro-Creep 2000, Sepultura - Roots

-good-

Supergrass - dto., Tool - Lateralus,Tool - Opiate, Goldie - Timeless, Deftones - Around The Fur, the Smashing Pumpkins - Machina/The Machines Of God, the Smashing Pumpkins - Adore, Jane's Addicition - Ritual De Lo Habitual, Temple Of The Dog, Radiohead - OK Computer, Placebo - Without You I'm Nothing, Eminem - The Slim Shady LP, Sick Of It All - Scratch The Surface, Everlast - Whitey Ford Sings The Blues, Taproot - Welcome, Harmful - Sanguine, End Of Days - O.S.T., Garbage, Sonic Youth - Goo, KoRn - Issues, Garbage - Version 2.0, Pantera - Vulgar Display Of Power, Rollins Band - The End Of Silence, Deichkind - Bitte Ziehen Sie Durch, Die Fantastischen Vier - 4:99, Limp Bizkit - Significant Other, Rage Against The Machine - The Battle Of Los Angeles, Beastie Boys - Check Your Head, Wu-Tang Clan - Enter The Wu-Tang (36 Chambers), KoRn - Untouchables, Public Enemy - Fear Of A Black Planet, Social Distortion - White Light, White Heat, White Trash, Faith No More - Angel Dust

Fear Factory - Demanufacture, Deftones, Deftones - Adrenaline, Samiam - Clumsy, Incubus - Make Yourself, Helmet - Meantime, Thumb - Exposure, Therapy? - Suicide Pact - You First, Fatboy Slim - You?ve Come Along Way, Baby, Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Henry's Dream, Kittie - Spit, Life Of Agony - River Runs Red, Nine Inch Nails - Further Down The Spiral, Nine Inch Nails - Things Falling Apart, Requiem For A Dream - O.S.T., Zwan - Mary Star Of The Sea

-mid -unexplored -unexperienced-

the Jon Spencer Blues Explosion - Orange, Refused - The Shape Of Punk To Come, Ween - White Pepper, the Smashing Pumpkins - Earphoria, Ministry - Psalm 69, Filter - The Amalgamut, Descendents - Everything Sucks

Underworld - Second Toughest In The Infants, Moloko - Do You Like My Tight Sweater?, Portishead - Dummy, Massive Attack - Blue Lines, Beginner - Blast Action Heroes, Chemical Brothers - Exit Planet Dust, Daft Punk - Homework, Offspring - Smash, Turbonegro - Apocalypse Dudes

Gang Starr - Hard To Earn, Fiona Apple - When The Pawn, Fiona Apple - Tidal, Kid Rock - Devil Without A Cause, Afrob - Rolle Mit Hip Hop
~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/713896/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/713896/ Mon, 12 May 2003 08:25:43 PDT Everlong
Tonight I throw myself into and out of the red
Out of her head she sang
Come down and waste away with me
Down with me
Slow how you wanted it to be
I'm over my head
Out of her head she sang

And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You gotta promise not to stop when I say when
She Sang

Breathe out
So I can breathe you in
Hold you in
And now I know you've always been out of your head
Out of my head I sang"

The songs of our lives, made for the days of our lives,with its endless drags, with its emptiness, the lonely towers of long mistakes, the forgotten faces and the faded loves, 06.02. just one of them

]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/478941/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/478941/ Wed, 05 Feb 2003 04:21:30 PST I hate you, I don't want your comments, go away, no, I won't go visit your gallery
]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/412694/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/412694/ Sat, 28 Dec 2002 11:19:22 PST I'm going c r a z y
I don't want feelings
Your feelings
I have gone crazy
Motherfuckin' crazy
I
have
gone

no flat, no i-net

cu on some time

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137 New deviantMessages (10H:13C:114D)

fucku
]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/345465/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/345465/ Thu, 14 Nov 2002 14:05:23 PST And I look away
Give you the gun to
b l o w
m e
a w a y"

would you do it for me ? ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/320230/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/320230/ Sun, 27 Oct 2002 10:42:35 PST we lived together for years, we argued, we laughed, you put trust in me, and I think I disappointed you, I'm endlessly sorry, and it's not the first time I wished I could turn back time, but it's too late, too late
omg, how can you leave me now, in this difficult times?
listening to the sad songs again, like I did a few months ago
I know, tears will fade, sorrows will fade, but the memory will remain


"if you have to go don't
say goodbye if you have to go don't you
cry if you have to go I will get by I will
follow you and see you on the other side"
- Billy corgan




]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/294723/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/294723/ Sun, 06 Oct 2002 08:42:38 PDT
I just finished my first drum lesson, wish me luck to get a place for practice at my school, because I don't have the space and the money to buy myself a drumkit

--

visit [link] to watch some graphics made by me, I made them for users from this [link] webdesign community, it's just a little service I do for free, I update this category as often as my mood allows me

so, have a look at it

[link]
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... ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/241143/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/241143/ Wed, 21 Aug 2002 12:45:39 PDT [link] to watch some graphics made by me, I made them for users from this [link] webdesign community, it's just a little service I do for free, I update this category as often as my mood allows me

so, have a look at it

[link]
[link]
[link]
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[link] [link] [link]
[link] [link] [link]
... ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/229867/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/229867/ Tue, 13 Aug 2002 08:45:48 PDT ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/202599/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/202599/ Mon, 22 Jul 2002 16:00:44 PDT ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/193146/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/193146/ Sat, 13 Jul 2002 16:25:18 PDT ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/192770/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/192770/ Sat, 13 Jul 2002 08:05:45 PDT ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/191604/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/191604/ Fri, 12 Jul 2002 06:14:03 PDT ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/183259/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/183259/ Thu, 04 Jul 2002 13:10:44 PDT
well, whatever, I'm gonna try some things with photo shop in the future and well, my homepage is online with a new design, hope you like it ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/177375/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/177375/ Fri, 28 Jun 2002 11:14:44 PDT I was working for 4 hours at the McDonalds restaurant 6 hours ago, only doing work in the kitchen. dude, this was exhausting, my back was hurting and aching like heck. went home 2 hours ago. gotta work tomorrow 4 hours again and on sunday 3 hours. it's pretty hard and exhausting work. hope I can reduce it to 3 hours, because the 4th hour was the hardest.
gotta be at work on sunday at 3o'clock pm, just hope I can see the final til the end
gotta go for a shower soon... ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/176295/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/176295/ Thu, 27 Jun 2002 11:32:08 PDT whatever, one of my party-friends burned 2 of my fingers because of a bad ass game, he freakin' tricked me, I had to hold a matchbox and between my fingers and the matchbox I was holding a match, he said he would snip the wood into my mouth, that's why he called this game "football", well whatever, I didn't think about it, then he slammed on it so it could burn right in my hand, well, hope I could explain it, it was just a trick to make fun on someone, whatever, I don't mind.
just gotta say I like partying in the city and the clubs best, "schlogi" is a public parc in our city, which is usually closed after 9 or 10 o'clock. I think it's pretty boring there. ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/174792/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/174792/ Wed, 26 Jun 2002 04:54:59 PDT ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/171708/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/171708/ Sun, 23 Jun 2002 09:15:32 PDT
I was in the Cinemaxx today and finally watched Spiderman, I think it was a cool film, not perfect or revolutionary like Matrix, but still a pretty exciting movie. huh, this love stories make me sad... ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/169948/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/169948/ Fri, 21 Jun 2002 14:47:39 PDT .
As I came home from the USA-Germany game, my mom was kinda mad at me, this really makes me sick, parents can be so nerv-racking.
]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/169576/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/169576/ Fri, 21 Jun 2002 08:15:56 PDT ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/168297/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/168297/ Thu, 20 Jun 2002 07:34:33 PDT I am just satisfied, I had some party feelings with some friends last night again, was really great, today there's a house party, going there, too, think it'll be great ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/167123/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/167123/ Wed, 19 Jun 2002 05:34:59 PDT ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/166049/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/166049/ Tue, 18 Jun 2002 07:19:05 PDT mh, wanna go to a party, I'm damn bored!
did you see korea - italy? wow, fantastic game, still can't believe Korea won. ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/164807/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/164807/ Mon, 17 Jun 2002 05:54:09 PDT The shitty thing was that I lent some soccer shoes from a friend but they were pretty tiny, that's why I cut a bit of skin off of my foot while playing and this was pretty painful.
Whatever, I shot some goals and I'm going to go to a stupid drug informing in school. I have to go there in about 2 and a half hour, unfortunately I'm going to miss "friends", damn it!

By the way, 1:0 Brazil against Belgium! ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/163665/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/163665/ Sun, 16 Jun 2002 04:51:54 PDT and other alcoholic drinks , it was kinda nice to chill with 'em. But it became kinda weird at about midnight, people came around wanting to clean our shoes, oh man, drunken people can be so childish ]]> ~tap-ioca http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/162580/ http://tap-ioca.deviantart.com/journal/162580/ Sat, 15 Jun 2002 04:05:58 PDT )) ]]> ~tap-ioca