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san diego's pretty nice, im getting pretty used to the place. (though the santa ana or w/e itz called got me) i havent made much friends but theres several people that likes to include me rather than leaving me out, that makes me happie.school's pretty nice, im having fun ^^ umm i havent gotten much contact from my friends til 2 days ago cuz i sent them all an email. i was glad my less closer friends replied back. uhh what else... ohh im up to bleach episode 230! yayz XD and i guess im interested in death note but idk about watching too much of it cuz im already freaked out from seeing the shinigami ryuku (sp?) o.o;... but im reading the manga anyway XD (couldnt find bleach or anything else DX) um i hope i'll be posting something sooner or later. i doodle a lot but never post anything XD uhh idk what else to type so cya~

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aand im defeated... by stress and pressure, death, exhastion (iz that right?), drama, and lastly loneliness... my head is filled with so many things and i try to overcome it but it's taking a while. i guess this is the mountain in my path that i have to climb to the top and back down again... well i know im not on this alone, i have my friends to help me...

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]]> ~tara18teen http://tara18teen.deviantart.com/journal/22917076/ http://tara18teen.deviantart.com/journal/22917076/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 05:10:02 PST i hope feb will be as good as this month!
~tara18teen
A.K.A. Tokuko

]]> ~tara18teen http://tara18teen.deviantart.com/journal/22205746/ http://tara18teen.deviantart.com/journal/22205746/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 08:26:56 PST i cant believe that the year's almost over!! i mean there's like 6 more days 'til the NEW YEAR!!! to me this year's gone by soooooooo fast! i think my new year resolution is to be less shy XD (like at school and stuff)
i think i'll probably try to submit some more stuff on here but i can only use the scanner when my dad's here and he works 6 days a week so that's suckish
remember in my last journal i talked about my mom having a baby? well he was born i think on monday! XD CONGRATS TO MY MOM! i was expecting for him to be born later but no he was born early! the family that's gonna adopt him is stayin at my house, unfortunately the doctor wont let my mom out of the hospital just yet so they're gonna stay longer (i dont mind, me like company)
but mommy's been gone for a week!!! my last day of school before winter break (was on friday) was shocking cause my mom wasnt home!
well i hope she will come home soon!!
anyway christmas was nice though my mom wasnt home then, i got a boombox lolz XD
idk what else to say soooo cya next time!

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my life has been complicated but it's great, so unpredictable, so surprising! i never know what will happens next! anyway same thing happens evryday in my real life but over the internet, oh yeah! things go crazy sometimes! i luv hanging out with my awesome friends! i have tons of stuff to say about each and one of them but that'll just be too much but there's one thing in common, I LUV THEM ALL! i'm there when they need me and they're there when i need them! ^^ i wish i wasnt so shy in real life so i can have more awesome friends like them!
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and my sis dared me to do this so here:
she dared me to put 10 facts about me that not many ppl might know... (curse u sis)

1. i wear glasses (wheee.. i know what ur thinking)
2. i'm good at anything that has to do with art (that sometimes can be a pain)
3. i'm so shy that i cant even look at ppl's faces for more than 2 seconds! (it's rlly frustrating!!)
4. i like a lot of guyz on yt and in real life but i luv andrew the most (he's my bf anyway lol)
5. i'm more comfortable being around boys more than girls (or being with tomboys than being with girly girls)
6. i sometimes dream of singing in public, on stage, in front of my friends (my singing is suckish, though no one has ever heard me sing, but i think it's suckish)
7. i actually dont rlly like school (i show that i rlly do but blegh)
8. i like talking without holding back but i usually do have to hold back (my bestest friend isnt rlly in the same stage as me (u know what i mean) so i sometimes have to hold back on the conversations, but with my new best friend, i can talk about anything with her! it feels so good)
9. ok almost there... i sometimes think about kissing O.O (i always have to snap myself out of that)
10. ok i luv music! i can sing along whenever i hear a song i know! MUSIC IS MY LIFE! I <3 MUSIC!!!!! i luv music so much, whenever i'm in a tight situation, i use song lyrics to replace what i'm trying to say! here's some examples:
"hold on" and "keep holding on" i used it when ppl r feeling down
"east northumberland high" i use that song to my ex boyfriend sometimes lol
"so in love with two" )or w/e it's called) i use that when i rlly like two guyz
there's many more but that's all i have in mind right now

~ cya whenever! TOKUKO

]]> ~tara18teen http://tara18teen.deviantart.com/journal/20292153/ http://tara18teen.deviantart.com/journal/20292153/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 14:55:31 PDT AT SCHOOL: ok first off was homeroom, it wasnt that bad, i was just sitting there listening to the teacher for like 35 mins, and finally the bell rang! i saw andrew get out of his homeroom and i said hi but he didnt reply.. he just walked away like i was invsible... that brought me down... i bought a present for him and wanted to give it to him but he just walks away, not seeing me T.T well anyway, first class was french and two of my best friends were there! that was a good thing! ^_^ but there were assigned seats so we couldnt rlly sit next to each other... well i dont wanna go through (talk about) all the classes and it was only half of it. tomorrow i will have the rest of my classes: english, gym, science, and study skills. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me! ^^ it was nice to see my best friends again, we kept in touch all summer on youtube ^^ but when i saw brooke's (one of my best friends) schedule, i was happy all over! we had most of our classes together!! well i'm looking foward to the next day!! XD
[next journal entry will be submitted at the end of the week]

]]> ~tara18teen http://tara18teen.deviantart.com/journal/20161813/ http://tara18teen.deviantart.com/journal/20161813/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 06:27:26 PDT i'm excited to continue learning, the extra classes i have are all year art and french! i cannot wait to extend my skills of art and learn a new foriegn language! ^^
the "nay" is that two of my best friends moved so i'm gonna have a "new experience" i guess i can say.. i never went to school without tomomi, my BFFL, she's always there for me and i was always there for her. but she moved so we have to go our own ways, our own paths. i hope she makes brand new friends that r like me and the rest, but i believe that noone can replace a best friend that a person had known for their life. me and tomomi's been friends for about 8 years, we were like sisters, and always get mixed up at school by our peers and teachers (it gets rlly annoying XD) well now we're separated so we cant seek each other's help, but she has a youtube so we can always chat there! i miss her a lot and so does the rest of my friends.

]]> ~tara18teen http://tara18teen.deviantart.com/journal/20076110/ http://tara18teen.deviantart.com/journal/20076110/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 10:44:57 PDT ppl that i'm trying to cure:
lensee
tomomi
andrew
and several more

it hurts me rlly bad to see my friends sad, it hurts like, like, idk... it just hurts rlly badly...

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