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I finished some key frames and shall throw in some in-betweens later, but for now I'm just waiting a little bit 'til Kim's done with the chocobos. ^^ We're gonna escape later with the rest of the asian club (we're asian on the inside, shhh..) to go karaoking!!! Yay~!

Man I'm sleepy @_@ and hungries for some munch'ems and crunch'ems...>_>

..I think Kimmy's brain cells just stopped... <_<

Kim: They stopped a while ago! XD

Oh snap... O_o;;;

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....dammit! Hugh ate Jigen's face!!! >_<

Ben: Uhm, how fresh are those ice cubes? o_o

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Got two auditions for student films today, hope I get the parts but my cold could be a negative factor in all this. Dammit! *coughs* I wanna get the net soon 'cause this whole on again, off again relationship I'm having with Bill Gates' baby just isn't cutting it...

-__-;

...forgive me, I'm not making much sense today....@_@

]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10623786/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10623786/ Sun, 05 Nov 2006 10:32:20 PST by Marina Margaret Heiss

Profile: ENFP
Revision: 3.0
Date of Revision: 25 Feb 2005

[The following comes partially from the archetype, but mostly from my own dealings with ENFPs.]

General: ENFPs are both "idea"-people and "people"-people, who see everyone and everything as part of an often bizarre cosmic whole. They want to both help (at least, their own definition of "help") and be liked and admired by other people, on bo th an individual and a humanitarian level. They are interested in new ideas on principle, but ultimately discard most of them for one reason or another.

Social/Personal Relationships: ENFPs have a great deal of zany charm, which can ingratiate them to the more stodgy types in spite of their unconventionality. They are outgoing, fun, and genuinely like people. As SOs/mates they are warm, affectionate (l ots of PDA), and disconcertingly spontaneous. However, attention span in relationships can be short; ENFPs are easily intrigued and distracted by new friends and acquaintances, forgetting about the older ones for long stretches at a time. Less mature ENFPs may need to feel they are the center of attention all the time, to reassure them that everyone thinks they're a wonderful and fascinating person.

ENFPs often have strong, if unconvential, convictions on various issues related to their Cosmic View. They usually try to use their social skills and contacts to persuade people gently of the rightness of these views; his sometimes results in their negle cting their nearest and dearest while flitting around trying to save the world.
Work Environment: ENFPs are pleasant, easygoing, and usually fun to work with. They come up with great ideas, and are a major asset in brainstorming sessions. Followthrough tends to be a problem, however; they tend to get bored quickly, especially if a newer, more interesting project comes along. They also tend to be procrastinators, both about meeting hard deadlines and about performing any small, uninteresting tasks that they've been assigned. ENFPs are at their most useful when working in a group w ith a J or two to take up the slack.

ENFPs hate bureaucracy, both in principle and in practice; they will always make a point of launching one of their crusades against some aspect of it.
Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving

by Joe Butt

ENFPs are friendly folks. Most are really enjoyable people. Some of the most soft-hearted people are ENFPs.

ENFPs have what some call a "silly switch." They can be intellectual, serious, all business for a while, but whenever they get the chance, they flip that switch and become CAPTAIN WILDCHILD, the scourge of the swimming pool, ticklers par excellence. Som etimes they may even appear intoxicated when the "switch" is flipped.

One study has shown that ENFPs are significantly overrepresented in psychodrama. Most have a natural propensity for role-playing and acting.

ENFPs like to tell funny stories, especially about their friends. This penchant may be why many are attracted to journalism. I kid one of my ENFP friends that if I want the sixth fleet to know something, I'll just tell him.

ENFPs are global learners. Close enough is satisfactory to the ENFP, which may unnerve more precise thinking types, especially with such things as piano practice ("three quarter notes or four ... what's the difference?") Amazingly, some ENFPs are adept at exacting disciplines such as mathematics.

Friends are what life is about to ENFPs, moreso even than the other NFs. They hold up their end of the relationship, sometimes being victimized by less caring individuals. ENFPs are energized by being around people. Some have real difficulty being alone , especially on a regular basis.

One ENFP colleague, a social worker, had such tremendous interpersonal skills that she put her interviewers at ease during her own job interview. She had the ability to make strangers feel like old friends.

ENFPs sometimes can be blindsided by their secondary Feeling function. Hasty decisions based on deeply felt values may boil over with unpredictable results. More than one ENFP has abruptly quit a job in such a moment.

Functional Analysis:
Extraverted iNtuition

The physical world, both geos and kosmos, is the ENFP's primary source of information. Rather than sensing things as they are, dominant intuition is sensitive to things as they might be. These extraverted intuitives are most adept with patterns and connections. Their natural inclination is toward relationships, especially among people or living things.

Intuition leans heavily on feeling for meaning and focus. Its best patterns reflect the interesting points of people, giving rise to caricatures of manner, speech... ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10563754/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10563754/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 19:40:30 PST
Skam: Spuuuuud, didn't I just kick you out..?

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Skam: "ME! .......wait...I..uh.....I WAS YOUNG AND STUPID!!!"

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....the flu spores have finally pillaged and raped my sinuses -__-;

(Skam and I are on good terms again, so don't worry guys! ^^)

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I've been updating my DAjournal regularly, haven't I? O_o; ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10122485/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10122485/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 13:35:07 PDT
...damn I was good -__-; ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10122481/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10122481/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 13:34:40 PDT ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10110393/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10110393/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 10:51:43 PDT
.....it was porn porn and more porn T_T;

.....I mean, GOD FORBID I should die anytime soon and someone goes on my computer and finds all that shiz >_>;

I mean, the ecchi stuff were cute, some of them, but then I found a plethora of lesbians orgies! What the heck?! o_O ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10059784/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10059784/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 12:29:48 PDT ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10050480/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/10050480/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 13:51:49 PDT
..don't watch it...

That movie filled me with so much unbelievable rage that I began to harbour and plan out such thoughts as: invading a feminist class and punching each and EVERY one of them in a row and then hoping to god that they all drowned in a tub of their own period. -_-

"Killing me won't bring back your honey! OH MY GOD! MY LEGS! YOU BROKE MY LEGS!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAH!!!" ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/9545518/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/9545518/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 17:09:51 PDT ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/8307289/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/8307289/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 17:29:11 PST 2) How old is he/she? 14
3) Is your OC a boy or girl? Bwoy
4) What's his/her race? Werewolf

Appearance:
1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get? Looks human on a general basis (except on those special nights). He might get some glances 'cause he's albino, but that's nothing too special. ^^
2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world? I'd say so, however, there are a lot of common misconceptions about werewolves in his world.
3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)? Albino. One red and one black eye.
4) Would you consider your OC as attractive? I think he's cute! Just a little too young for me

Personality:
1) Temper: Mischievous. Prankster. Loves attention. Does things without thinking. Dense at times. Moody. Untrusting. Short-tempered.
2) Does your character ever get depressed? He has issues with his family.
3) Leader or Follower? Follower (much to his denial of it)
4)What is the main aspect of his/her personality? His playful sense of mischief.

History:
1) Does your OC have a family of any sort? They ignore that he exists most of the time and sends him to boarding school to get him out the way. ^_^
2) Is your character out on his/her own? That's kind of an on and off situation. He had his twin for a while, but then he died. Then he had a gang leader, who was expelled forever and ever and ever for various reasons. And now he's busy following around this creepy green guy...T__T;
3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events? His twin was a major loss for him, especially under the circumstances that it happened in.
4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far? When he somehow, strategically managed to paint a woman's naked torso on one side of the school building. Good times. XD

Romance:
1) Single? Yah.
2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships? Not yet.
3) Virgin? Sadly so... ._.;
4) Does your character like flirting? I guess flirting for him is...picking on people almost constantly as a means to get their attention.

Symbolism:
1) What animal would you associate your OC with? A puppy! XD The kind that will spitefully piss on your carpet and then eat your shoes 'cause you left him alone for too long. -__-;
2) Musical Instrument? Drums!!!
3) Element? Fire.
4) Planet? Mars.

Showing the Love:
1) Do you draw your character? Not as much as I should, I usually leave it up to Kat to draw him 'cause she's 100% better at it than I am. ;_;
2) Do you write about him/her? Alot!
3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs? as in like mmorpgs? ....hmm...I roleplay with him, but what's a mmorpg?
4) What other ways have you appreciated your OC? Constantly daydreaming and thinking up things to add to the story he's from.


RANDOMIZE!
1) Is your character wanted for anything? Vandalizing mainly, but also for a couple other things that you're not supposed to do according to the student handbook.
2) What are three weaknesses in him/her? His lack of thought in most situations, consequences almost never crossing his mind. (I think there's a term used for that) His attention neediness also causes him to do most of the things he shouldn't. And thirdly, ADD!
3) Strengths? Loyal 'til it hurts. Loving towards those who treat him kindly; and protective to the point of almost killing himself over those he cares for most.
4) Does your OC drink or smoke (ect.)? Smokes every once in a while, a terrible habit that was sort of forced on him in the beginning.
5) What's one quirk about him/her? Tends to hiccup when he's scared.
6) Does your character have any phobias? Being seen naked.
7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage? Do something to hurt his loved ones.
8) Does your OC like chickens? Probably would, I don't think he's ever seen a chicken in real life. Knows what they are of course, eats his kfc and what have you, but has never actually 'seen' them running around.

The Final Question:
What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like? Like all my characters, he's a part of me. I originally created him to represent the angry side of my personality, but the more I worked on him, the less violent he became and he mellowed out to more of a highschool punk. I luffs him to pieces! X3 ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/8221380/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/8221380/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 20:14:43 PST
Kat tagged me... -__-;

A - Available?: For wha...? o_o
A - Age: Forgot -__-
A - Annoyance: People who don't listen. Ignorance. Liars. Backstabbers. Users. Selfish people.

B - Best Friends?: I can count 'em on one hand! ^^
B - Bar: If it's Irish, I'm so in!
B - Birthday?: November 13th!

C - Crush: Don't have one XD
C - Car: Mini Van
C - Cat: Tiggy, Frodo, Kitty and Shai! That's four! Four cats! Hahaha!

D - Dead Pets Name: Prefer not to...
D - Dad's Name: Ronald XD
D - Dog: Buffy! *squee!*

E - Easiest person to talk to: Mummy (I LOVE YOU!!!)
E - Eggs: Omelette and Dry (both with soy sauce!)
E - Email: fuck-you@spork.com

F - Favorite color?: Depends on my mood ^^
F - Food: Something edible? o_o
F - Foreign Slang: Huh?

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Bears!
G - God: He invited me to his keg party! X3
G - Good Times: with my mum, family and friends.

H - Hair Color: Afro. Dirty Blond. Under-construction.
H - Height: 5'2''
H - Happy: Voice Acting. Plotting.

I - Ice Cream: Always willing to try different flavours!
I - Instrument: African drums.
I - Idol: Scott McNeil

J - Jewelry: Bracelets and necklaces!
J - Job: Hopefully Voice-Acting in Vancouver ^__^
J - Jokes: I love a good laugh XD

K - Kids: I want five! XD
K - Karate: Sweet!
K - Kung Fu: Super Sweet!

L - Love: Mum. Family. Friends. Animals. The Arts. Voice-acting.
L- Longest Car Ride: From Ft. Lauderdale Airport to Megacon.
L - Lipstick or Chapstick: Both.

M - Milk Flavor: Chocolate
M - Mothers Name: Susan! (LOVES YOU!!!)
M - Movie Last Watched: Brokeback Mountain.

N - Number of Siblings: Five.
N - Northern or Southern: Northern.
N - Name: Tara.

O - One Wish: That my loved ones are safe, healthy and happy.
O - One Phobia?: Death...of those I love *knocks on wood*
O - Otter Pop: Is it made with real otter?! X3

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Divorced
P - Part of your appearence you like best: Eyes
P - Part of your Personality you like best: Insanity

Q - Quick or Slow?: Quick! Hyper! Hyper! Hyper!
Q - Queer or Straight?: Straight XD
Q - Queen or King?: Just can't wait to be King!

R - Reason to smile: Loved ones. Animals. Babies.
R - Reality TV Show: I fucking hate it...T__T
R - Right or Left: Left

S - Song Last Heard: Lupin theme
S - Season: Summer
S - Series: Beck (currently)

T - Time you woke up: 1:30 pm (today)
T - Time Now: No watch
T - Time for bed: When my eyes start to hurt XD

U - Unknown: My train of thought.
U - Unicorns: I want one.
U - You are?: A night-owl! X3

V - Vegetable you hate: All! *hiss*
V - Vegetable you love: None....
V - View on Politics: Hate it...

W- Worst Habit: Procrastination.
W- Where are you going to travel next: Jamaica.
W- What's up?: My ceiling.

X - X-Rays: superman? o.o
X - X-Rated: I gotta see it!
X- XYZ: Now you know your ABCs next time won't you sing with me? :3

Y - Year you were born: 1213
Y - Year it is now: 2006?
Y - Yellow?: Can I eat it?

Z - Zoo Animal: FREE THE ANIMALS!!!!!
Z - Zodiac: Western: Scorpio - Eastern: Ox
Z - Zoolander?: XD ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7872192/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7872192/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 09:34:45 PST
Almost time to go visit Ren!!! I'm so hyped!!! ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7854152/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7854152/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 08:36:47 PST
Tata! ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7840564/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7840564/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 18:20:53 PST
Je suis toujours celui là quand tout qui tombe en morceaux.


... mais lui n'est pas au sujet de moi, il est toujours au sujet de vous...



Merci.


(And yes, if you try to translate this, it won't make sense. I did that on purpose.) ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7160843/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7160843/ Sun, 27 Nov 2005 17:54:54 PST
~ I'm so happy <3 ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7038532/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7038532/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 18:02:34 PST ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7031139/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7031139/ Sat, 12 Nov 2005 21:51:21 PST
Excuse me, I got painting to do... ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7021278/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/7021278/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 18:56:15 PST
I want to thank all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me your chain letters over the past few years. Yes, thank you, thank you, thank you from the bottom of what's left of my heart for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy.


Because of your concern...I no longer can drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains.

I no longer drink anything out of a can because I will get sick from the rat faeces and urine.

I no longer use cling wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer.

I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS.

I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day

I no longer use margarine because it's one molecule away from being plastic.

I no longer go to shopping malls because someone will drug me with a perfume sample and rob me.

I no longer receive packages from UPS or FedEx since they are actually Al-Qaeda in disguise.

I no longer answer the phone because someone will ask me to dial a number for which I will get the phone bill from hell with calls to Uganda, Beijing and
Uzbekistan.

I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers.

I no longer date the opposite sex because they will take my kidneys and leave me taking a nap in a bathtub full of ice.

I no longer buy expensive cookies from Neiman Marcus since I now have the recipe.

I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me and St. Theresa has granted my every wish.

Thanks to you, I have learned that God only answers my prayers if I forward an email to seven of my friends and make a wish within five minutes. (Geez, the BIBLE did not mention it works that way!)

I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl in India who is about to die (for the 1,387,258th time).

I no longer have any money at all. But that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special
e-mail program.

Yes, I want to thank all of you soooooooo much for looking out for me!

I will now return the favor.

If you don't send this e-mail to at least 1200
people in the next 60 seconds, a large bird with
diarrhea will crap on your head at 5:00pm this
afternoon and the fleas from a thousand camels will
infest your armpits.

I know this will occur because it actually happened
to a friend of a friend of a friend of a friend of a
friend of a friend of a friend of my next-door
neighbor's ex-mother-in-law's 8th husband's 2nd
cousin's 3rd husband's ex-wife's mother's beautician! ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/6956946/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/6956946/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 19:45:45 PST "Tar I want you."
"You want me to what?"

(Okay, I changed up the dialogue a bit, but it's from clone high XD) ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5946399/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5946399/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 22:05:05 PDT ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5927782/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5927782/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 22:08:40 PDT
X3 ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5923772/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5923772/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 13:42:04 PDT
Went for a walk along the reef and rocks below the cliff.

Shortly afterwards, I sat by the burnt remains of a house where a woman and her boyfriend were killed years before.

Also found two little birds which fell outta their nest and into the road. I put them to the side on the grass so the cars wouldn't hit them. I hope the mother finds them soon though.

And the hurricane's still carrying on. ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5922315/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5922315/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 10:49:41 PDT ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5898711/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5898711/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 21:19:32 PDT first clue).





Mood: Empty
Listening to: About Her - Malcolm McLaren
Reading: Don't Stand Too Close To A Naked Man - Tim Allen
Watching: Fantastic Four ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5871376/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5871376/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 20:52:46 PDT ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5789308/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5789308/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 08:41:12 PDT ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5666083/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5666083/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 12:02:00 PDT
Before I left Canada; I was at the Anime North Convention. Met Scott McNeil and spent two outta my three days there with him. He is an awesome guy and I have been keeping in touch with him over the email. I told him that I was starting animation in September at Sheridan and he says that he might sneak in a voice or two into my final year animation if I wanted. *grins*

WAH! Gotta go! ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5296307/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5296307/ Sat, 07 May 2005 19:14:09 PDT ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5187679/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5187679/ Mon, 25 Apr 2005 16:50:45 PDT
XD ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5185368/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5185368/ Mon, 25 Apr 2005 12:15:02 PDT
Hm, also need to pick up a few things from school. Find the Western Union on Speers. Mail my acceptance thingy. What else..? Oh yeah! Skam got back to Halifax safely, I'm glad. ^^

*coughs*

I also had a strange dream that my dog tag broke off from the collar and fell to the ground. Don't know what that means. ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5137322/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5137322/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 08:47:23 PDT
Mood: Relieved
Listening to: Raindrops keep falling on my head - BJ Thomas
Reading: The back of a milk carton
Watching: Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas

Well, I'm finally finished my work for the school year. Feels weird though. I feel like I have something to do, but just don't know about it.

Hmmmmm

*scratches nonexistant beard thoughtfully*

So how about those invisible cows, eh?

Karl: They shit on my lawn... ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5122693/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5122693/ Mon, 18 Apr 2005 16:41:26 PDT
Mood: Feverish, Groggy
Listening to: Goofy Goober Rock - Spongebob
Reading: The prescription of my meds.
Watching: Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas

I think I've lost my voice. My nose is agonizing. My legs hurt. My grammar is bad.

I need food.

So how about those invisible cows, eh?

Karl: They shit on my lawn... ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5107223/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5107223/ Sat, 16 Apr 2005 21:21:57 PDT
Mood: Feverish
Listening to: Surfacing - Slipknot
Reading: Naruto vol. 6
Watching: Spongebob the movie

Well school's ended and after much lack of food & sleep; I've finally caught a fever! Three cheers for dellusion! Three up and two more to buy! Yeshum! And I shall keep Spike Spiegel in his packaging 'cause he looks pretty in it. Oooo, he even comes with cigarettes. I really feel like a sack of shit; so how's your fertilizer? Spongebob Squarepants! I neeeeeeeeeeeedz to eat mah pasta! Linguinie, you'll never make it in this town with the two of us here. First, you must get your own smiley face mug. Then maybe I'll consider it. Bubble, bubble, toil and trouble. Where'd my pants go? Achoo! Ish blood!

...that's not good... 0_o

So how about those invisible cows, eh? ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5071736/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5071736/ Tue, 12 Apr 2005 17:28:24 PDT
Mood: Don't give a shit
Listening to: Sweet Home Alabama - Lynard Skynard
Reading: KLIMT
Watching: Revenge of the Last Ninja

"Alright kids, we're gonna try something a little different today, okay? YOU take off YOUR clothes, and I'll draw yah." XD

]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5052453/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5052453/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 15:04:40 PDT
Mood: Don't give a shit
Listening to: Sway - Coal Chamber
Reading: The Dictionary
Watching: Catsoup

I dreamt that there were these men wearing old japanese masks; the kind they'd wear in a traditional play of sorts.

They had either cards or pieces of paper set out in front of me. Each representing a different way that I was going to die. they told me to choose one, and I did.

But I don't remember what it was I chose.

What did it mean? ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5038361/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/5038361/ Fri, 08 Apr 2005 21:56:40 PDT
Mood: Don't give a shit
Listening to: Lullaby - The Cure
Reading: The Dictionary
Watching: The Incredibles

But it's alright, I've come to the conclusion that on my path through life, I've only ever got me. No matter how much I love or hate someone; in the end, I'm alone.

You can either support me or try to bring me down; whichever one you're always going to be on the sidelines.

My choices are made by me; and where I walk is my own.

I'm glad I got into animation. Maybe I don't deserve it. But that's not because you think I'm not good enough. I just don't care what any of you think anymore. I need no restraints. All I need to do is work harder and prove those who don't believe in me that I can be what I want to be. I can be something.

In fact, I already am, and I'll try to be better.

In the end, I'm all there is for me. And I needed to realize that.

This is my first step, and I'm going to make another. ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4803828/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4803828/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 16:31:18 PST
Mood: Hyper
Listening to: Devil's Dance Floor - Flogging Molly
Reading: The Dictionary
Watching: Tokyo Godfathers

Look up and practice 'Potato Salad' recipes.

St. Patrick's Day this thursday guys!!! WOOT!! ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4407001/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4407001/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 21:33:37 PST
Mood: Weird
Listening to: The Patient - TOOL
Reading: The Experiment
Watching: Cinema Paradiso

Just awhile ago, I fell asleep watching a movie with my room mate, and then I woke up all startled and afraid and shaking. Asking over and over again, "What time is it? What time is it? What time is it?" Flying off the couch and trying to get ready to go to school.......at 12:30 in the morning =__=;

]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4404037/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4404037/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 15:48:03 PST
Mood: Cheerful
Listening to: Yellow Submarine - The Beatles
Reading: The Experiment
Watching: Cinema Paradiso

Well, I spoke to Ko last night and I feel pretty good about myself again. Thanks Ko!! *hugs tightly*

What would I do without my friends? ^__^ ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4397894/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4397894/ Sun, 23 Jan 2005 20:59:02 PST
Mood: Annoying
Listening to: Stand Alone Complex (opening theme)

Maybe I just try too hard. I dunno...but I feel like I can't stop myself at times. Gah, I'm such a loser! I scare boys away easily too. Maybe that'd explain why I'm still single. *sighs* Whenever there's a guy I'm attracted to, I just try so hard to please him that I eventually feel like I'm being a pest. I tell myself to stop it, but then it happens anyway. Fuck. What the hell's wrong with me??? And when I start to think like this I just get quiet and then I bottle all my stupid emotions inside. Becoming so utterly dull and boring to hang around that not much people want to be around me. Or at least, I feel that way...

I should just stop caring about the way I make other people feel. Become a selfish bitch and then see if that attracts the guys. It works for a lot of other girls I know. -__-;

Why 'do' they get all the men..?

*sighs*

....I'm so insecure..... ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4387652/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4387652/ Sat, 22 Jan 2005 18:06:15 PST
Mood: Left out
Listening to: Wind - Akeboshi

I feel left out again, hearing about friends going here and friends going there, while I'm just nowhere really. It hurts. Then again, I could be just overreacting like usual, but still. I just feel so lonely to the point where I just wanna disappear all together. I know I can't go 'everywhere' with them, but I...I just don't want to be alone....

I'm told to ask if I can come, but that's not how I am. I feel weird inviting myself places, it just makes me feel obnoxious 'cause I wasn't really thought of in the first place to 'be' invited. So it's almost like I'm intruding. And I hate to be seen like that. Maybe I'm being selfish in saying this, but I'd rather to be invited 'cause they want me to come and not 'cause they feel sorry for me or guilty or whatever...

Nevermind...I'm just being over-sensitive and stupid again...it doesn't matter...

...I'm fine.... ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4347984/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4347984/ Tue, 18 Jan 2005 00:19:25 PST -Black arm warmers (baggy)
-Black t-shirt
-Black pants
-Two pouches
-Sword (real would be nice, but c'mon)
-Straps to go across chest with sheath
-Black socks (cut off toe part)
-Holster
-kunai

Have:
-Mask
-Sandals

Ren's helping me with:
-Plastic for armour
-Black bandaii headband
-Wig ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4347918/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4347918/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 23:58:03 PST -black arm warmers (baggy)
-black t-shirt
-black pants
-two pouches
-sword (real would be nice, but c'mon)
-straps to go across chest with sheath
-black socks (cut off toe part)

Have:
-Mask
-Sandals

Ren's helping me with:
-Plastic for armour
-Black bandaii headband ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4313999/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4313999/ Thu, 13 Jan 2005 20:12:58 PST
Mummy, I love you. ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4258125/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4258125/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 21:57:54 PST

I'm hoping to go on an adventure for bubble tea sometime soon. Not much has been happening at school 'cept: madness from Ko, Niko and Andrew; walmart & plotting world domination with Theresea, giving Skam raspberries, mortal kombat with Darcy in the pit, Hieng saving my face from make-up with face cleanser, and....I think that's it so far...*shrugs* then again, this is only the 2nd day of school. ^-^

BUBBLE TEA AND DUMPLINGS!!! ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4089845/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4089845/ Fri, 17 Dec 2004 16:58:56 PST
...I want bubble tea.... ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4075172/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4075172/ Wed, 15 Dec 2004 17:03:47 PST
*puts on helmet*

*pulls on gloves*

*wraps an ultra long scarf around her neck*

*slips on cool shades*

*and strikes a pose*

*revs up the powerful mac 5* GO SPUD RACER! GO SPUD RACER! GO SPUD RACER, GOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! *a tricycle squeaks by, then falls apart* Aaaw 6_6

.....dammit... =___= ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4007717/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4007717/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 23:48:24 PST
Ah well, at least I get to go ice skating with Joe and her big pimpin' ladies ^-^ ]]> ~tarbaby http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4004309/ http://tarbaby.deviantart.com/journal/4004309/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 15:44:10 PST
.....but it's lonely... ]]> ~tarbaby