deviantART: by:tashaaxp

yay im bored

so im just gonna stick up stamps here.

i dont like stamps myself.

LO-HOVES

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Links

blogguh

i lava you all!

i got a new subscription from =markuswidjaya
dayumm!

im like so fwiggin happy right now cz ive been wanting a subscription for a long time, and i dont care if i dont worth enuf to get a subscription

i heart subscription

YAYNESS!

LO-HOVES

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]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22552500/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22552500/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 21:09:17 PST

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~tashaaxp Cool Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22424782/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22424782/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 22:04:08 PST

http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22255933/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 07:30:31 PST and i dont care

]]> ~tashaaxp Idiotly Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22154101/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22154101/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 00:58:00 PST and have been sleeping like dead.

]]> ~tashaaxp Ultra Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22075871/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22075871/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 21:38:42 PST
ill be flying to hongkong in about an hour for about ten days,
and ill be back to singapore from January 1st-4th
lemme know if youre around

xox, tasha

]]> ~tashaaxp hmphft http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22029123/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22029123/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 09:12:43 PST thank you so much for your attention, gentleman.
have a nice day.

]]> ~tashaaxp BABY SOUP, ANYONE? http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22026965/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/22026965/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 05:18:05 PST Recently a Guangdong Factory Owner from Taiwan was discovered partaking in an appalling new trend; eating babies. For 4000yuan a person can order 7-month-old baby stewed for 8 hours with Chinese herbs. This dish is thought to boost the ÂyangÂ (as in yin and yang).

The Factory Owner who was interviewed for the story is 62 years old and was having trouble keeping up with his 19 year old wife in the bed room until he found this miracle stew. He says that he depends on the soup to "keep it up" each night for his randy bride.

The restaurant in Foshan, (Guangdong Province, Southern China) code names the dish ÂribsÂ. The chef collects girl babies from the surrounding poor villagers; sometimes an aborted foetus, sometimes a still born, sometimes the unwanted (and unlawful) second baby. The restaurant pays depending on the size of the baby. Sometimes they would pay a full-term mother 2000 Yuan for her live baby.

Only fresh babies are used, no frozen babies.

When the reporter was offered a bite of the prepared baby he either was sick, or acted like he was a got the hell out of there, not being able to eat anything for some time afterwards.

_{OH MI GOSH. no offense, but this is like the sickest food EVER. so fucking inhumane. if you don't want the child could you at least send them to the orphanage?? SICK.}

]]> ~tashaaxp Pretty Devious Journal Enry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21988408/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21988408/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 20:53:25 PST What should I do in Hong Kong for two weeks?? Tell me, tell me, tell me.
And if you are willing to model for me in Hong Kong, would you pretty please tell me?

blog: [link]

]]> ~tashaaxp Super Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21920434/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21920434/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 18:34:33 PST Real Girls Have Boobs
They Who Desperately Want to be a Woman Stuff Their Bras.

_{_{sarcasm, by the way.
and last night i dreamed taht i attacked her sidekick. i punched and kicked her till she is unconscious.}}

blog: [link]

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21892330/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21892330/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 02:47:59 PST nay

Who did you last talk to for longer than 10 minutes on the phone?
geralda amanda carissa

Who was the last dark haired, dark eyed person you kissed?
ms. ratih

Where did you last sleep other than your house?
hotel

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a A?
abiella?

Do you get distracted easily?
yes but no but yes

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
closing my laptop, the LCD is killing my eyes

Have you ever had a black and white cat?
nay

Who was the last baby you held?
megan. if she was a baby.

Nicknames you go by?
natasha, tasha, tasch, and some unpermanent names

Ever had your heart broken?
i thought it was broken?

Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
why not.

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
long time ago

Is there drama in your life right now?
nay

Do you call anybody by their last name?
no way

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
yes

Do you have a best friend?
yes

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yes it was killing me slowly

Do you drink tea?
yes.

Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
fer shure.

Lust or love?
im not in the mood for both

From inside of your house, how many doors lead outside?
two

Are you good at dishing out good advice?
depends

What are you most excited about?
im just gonna keep my mouth shut

Do you believe you have common sense?
doh

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
very short and untied hair, black rimmed emo glasses, slimmer, yeah i guess i remember.

Who all has texted you in the past 24 hours?
none. cz they know i dont reply texts.

What makes you laugh?
dheandra sheevana

What were you doing at 8 this morning?
sleeping

Do you currently have a hickey on your neck?
no, i guess not

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
geralda amanda carissa

Is there anything you are craving right now?
i guess not

Do you clean when youÂre upset?
NO

Anything you're giving up on?
ummn

Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today?
nay

Do you believe in forever?
nope

Has someone ever made a promise to you and broken it?
a lot of people.

What are you listening to?
nothing

Are you ticklish?
not telling

Anything been heavy on your heart lately?
none taken

How did you feel when you woke up?
tired

Do you like your life as of now?
quite

When did you last cry?
thirty-minutes ago?

Do you lie about how your feeling?
should you know?

When was the last time you talked to your number 2 on your top?
who?

What is making you happy right now?
yay idk

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
i got more

What is bothering you right now?
im tired. period.

Who has your FB password besides you?
i changed it. so. nobody.

Do you get distracted easily?
do you have to repeat questions?

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an E or J?
erida gunawan, my mom.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nay

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine

Seven days from now, will you be in a relationship?
i dont know.

What did you do today?
bored

Do you like to cuddle?
no i just need a shoulder.

Ever go camping?
yes. not a real one i guess cz it was raining so we stayed in the classes instead

Do you have dogs or cats?
used to

Most annoying thing in your life?
nothing

Have you spoken to your mother today?
yes. it went really bad.

Have you ever thought you liked someone and then found out that you really didn't?
yes

Will you be in a relationship four months from now?
i dont know.

Do you think someone is thinking about you? ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21836724/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21836724/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 18:42:49 PST
i havent done any real photoshoot for a very long time.

sorryyyyyy i will update lateeeer

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21693156/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21693156/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 06:34:02 PST
its just that, shame on you.

im not mad or anything, but thats so stupid

i giggled with some of my friends who were there. we were laughing at how idiot and shameful he is.

ill meet kcei tomorrow! yay im so excited. i mish her so much

and izzaura suddenly showed up in my house. omg i miss her so effing much. we definitely need to catch up

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21480512/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21480512/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 06:18:06 PST
be good while i'm away, boys and girls. have a nice week and don't forget to tell me what happened while i'm away. oh and my msn doesn't work on my blackberry, so if you're gonna contact me, contact me thru yahoo!messenger and blackberry messenger. my full name is natasha djuhandi by the way

be goood!

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21463912/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21463912/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 02:54:03 PST sigh i am suddenly not so excited of going there. i have to leave my spacepig again

and i dont know if i can go online in greece and dubai *sigh*

i'll miss his warm cuddle. i'll miss his scent. i'll miss his silly face. i'll miss him so much

and i'll be missing ~ProspectOfTwilight's birthday dinner

anyways, happy birthday darling

lets just hope that one week is fast

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21330813/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21330813/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 22:41:10 PST

im gonnabe sixteeeeeen! wooooooot!
oh my gee am i that old?

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21169736/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21169736/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 11:01:40 PDT
ooooh aaaah oooh~

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21161566/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21161566/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 20:17:27 PDT
natasha: pak tabroniiii, saya anaknya salvador dali loh pak!
pak tabroni: memang kamu tau salvador dali siapa?
natasha: BAPAK SAYA, PAK! haha yang mirip pringles gitu loh paaaaaakk
pak tabroni: memang yang seperti apa coba?
natasha: yang kumisnya gini loooh (sambil meragain kumis salvador dali)
pak tabroni: aaah gak heran kamu anak salvador dali, kamu kan kejiwaannya terganggu!

]]> ~tashaaxp i want to believe. http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21133689/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21133689/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 23:09:24 PDT
and i am not feeling artistic. thank you.

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21133686/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21133686/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 23:09:01 PDT not someone to judge

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21100353/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21100353/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 18:31:07 PDT aaaaargh

]]> ~tashaaxp natasha http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21051944/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/21051944/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 18:26:10 PDT fear her.

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20999310/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20999310/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 10:04:51 PDT and
im gonna make a repetitive pattern
and
its gonna be based on my observation on spiny plants or ferns
and
mr tabroni just told me today that we're gonna start tomorrow
and
i started negotiating to have it the day after tomorrow
and
he didnt let me

and
im doing my art supporting work now
and
im really tired
and
its 12 AM
and
im not gonna have my 8 hours sleep
and
im really sleepy
and
im still a bit jetlagging
and
i wanna sleep
and
still, i have to finish it

and
i have finished one and a half mask
and
it took me one hour to finish the first one
and
it was tiring
and
it was because the first mask is made of feathers
and
so i have to really carefully make the feathers one by one

and
i need to finish it up
and
even though i really wanna sleep
and
you can wish me luck
and
bye

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20900467/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20900467/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 04:38:07 PDT Will heal
Soon

You shrug it off
Except that
You don't

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20872788/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20872788/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 11:35:10 PDT im trying to make a painting which i have never done in 7 years haha
i was trying to paint the hair but it turned out really messed up
and i was trying to make a paint splat pattern on a coat on the painting but the splats went everywhere

im desperate.

its 4 am, i cant sleep

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20823751/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20823751/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 11:02:07 PDT
~ProspectOfTwilight!! you promised for a decent biggie photosession on december!!

omg you and your 40D

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20817314/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20817314/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 22:55:19 PDT i can finally see my piggiebank i can finally sleep on my bed i can finally lay under my blanket..
..and i finally have to face the reality

and sometimes i just need someone to wake me up from this little scary nightmare

swoon swoon, i think if i add up all of my shopping outcomes here i could upgrade my baby 350D to a 40D and a polaroid and an instax and a lomo kompakt oktomat.

but its ohh-kay im happ-peeh.

i finally passed through one of my dreads. america. which i dont really wanna go without reason. so ive finally passed through this two weeks. which didnt turn out so bad. um well at least i got to shop at kitson i got to try sprinkles (RED VELVET!!!) i got to get a pinkberry which is really really good i got to try tacobell (3 Tacos Supreme

drooools) and i got to try jamba juice and vitamin water

i got to buy so many dresses and mini dresses and so many tights (YAY) and so many accessories and so many chocolates and so many sunglasses and skirts and shirts and a pair of high rise short satin black marciano pants which is soooo cute.

its just that i havent gone to the thrift store, anthropologie and urban outfitters. dang

and sephora is my new love.

and there are too many polaroid films sold in target for $16 each. but they dont sell the camera and i dont have one. so i decided not to buy it (note: polaroid films are RARE in indo)

uh, still one more terror: igcse

eenie meenie miny moe
if i spelt them right.

i miss bali i wanna go to baliiiii sigh sigh sigh

and no i will never EVER go to china. i dont wanna have mice on my lunch or cardboard in my bakpao or eating bamboo as my dinner.
im gonna be in jakarta on Monday 8 am EST
and on the next day.. art igcse

]]> ~tashaaxp LA baby http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20800825/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20800825/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 21:16:15 PDT omg ive spent like a zillion dollar for shopping :S
i miss homeeee i miss my friendssss i miss my spacepiggggggggg
ill come home sooooooon

]]> ~tashaaxp DEFINISIKAN ALAY! http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20560969/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20560969/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 22:14:09 PDT 1. friendster addict, ciricirinya:
-comment addict
(suka banget komenin orang biar komen2nya dibales dan bahkan ngisi komen ke diri sendiri yang banyak biar nyampe lebih dari 6k. makin banyak makin membanggakan. suka curhat di komen. tapi curhatnya ke komen sendiri. entahlah ada yang baca apa ngga)
-online/offline addict
(suka banget flooding komen diri sendiri online ato offline. dan cara spellingnya dimodif pula! onlendh,, opplendh,, opph,, suka juga flooding di bulletin board)
-bulletin board addict
(bukannya gamau ngaca karena jujur aja gue jg suka ngisi survey bulletin board, tapi mreka ngisi bulletin board bukan cuma sekedar survey doang, tapi juga untuk memaki dan curhat melankolis gajelas)
-friend request addict
(THEY FRIEND REQUEST EVERY PROFILE THEY PASS BY. gue approve approve aja sih, cuma berpikir, ckck alay lagi alay lagi)
-actions addict
(they dont like it when we see their profile and take no action. dan mreka bakal ngomenin: 'just view?', '

ayah nieh cuma liat doang', etc)

2. sekarang banyak yang sok sok suka fotografi!! fotonya foto foto asal yang sama skali gk berseni tapi mreka ngeliatnya itu sangat berseni. wogh. bangga. ngeditnya paling layer kuning muda terus di multiply. ada juga yng sok2 mau ngikut polaroid, tapi cuma ditambahin putih2 aja dibelakangnya. terus kalo polaroid itu kan kotak kan yaa, ini tuh ada yg persegi panjang. gue cuma bisa geleng geleng kepala. dan pada suka gegayaan beli lomo cuma buat gaya paling ga dipake. sekarang banyak yang punya dA lagi. isinya cuma foto2 kamera hape dan ngewatch semua orang dan berharap di watch balik. paling males gue kalo udh kaya gini.
dan mreka menganggap mreka sangat gaulz.

3. bahasa kita dan mreka beda
temen: tmendh, online: onlendh, masih: mcii, kok: kug, sakit: ckiddh, aja: sjja, maaf: mav, jelek: jleg, yaudah, iiaudah, -nya: 'y (contoh: apanya>>apa'y), ya: yagh, gak: gag, baby: bebh, love: laph/laff/luff/luv/loppe/ETC DEH, you: euu, friend: plenddh, dibelakangnya ditambahin s, contoh: sayangs, jlegs, mavs, etc, postpone: vakum, ETC ETC

4. suka marah2 sendiri di komen, isinya sama sekali gak ada apa apanya, ngomel ngedumel dumel dan suka pake kata2 kasar tapi sama sekali gak nancep kalo menurut gue

5. cinta skinny jeans warna warni dan cardigan yang gak kalah ngejrengnya dengan daleman yang sangat CANTIK

6. gini nih kalo nulis pake titik . spasi . abis itu titik . abis itu spasi lagi . gak cuma titik doang kok ! berlaku buat semua simbol , ya gk sih ?

7. kalo difoto keliatan sipit captionnya ga jauh jauh dari kata 'chinesse'. CHINESSE. bukan chinese.

8. suka maki maki orang di aboutme fs, ato bikin kolom baru who i dont wanna meet.

9. suka nyolong foto dari dA orang terus dipajang pajang di fs.

10. kalo udah kepim berasa jagoan gaul

11. yang cowo cowo suka sok emo poni lempar. pake skinny jeans dong yoi. trus suka pake graphic hoodie. gue jg suka sih sama graphic hoodie. tapi gayanya yang sok asik bikin enek aja.

12. foto di fs gayanya itu itu aja. bibir monyong kaya ikan.

13. kalo ditanya fotografer favorit, bilangnya darwis triadi. karena emang cuma dia yang mreka tau.

14. kalo kepim rombongan gitu. rombongan baju berwarna mencolok. haha

15. mau postpone dari friendster aja masih pake bilang2 dikomen, entah dishout out apa beribu2 bulletin board sama komen. macem ada yang peduli aja

16. shoutoutnya suka dimulai dengan kata [ONLENDH] ato [OFFLINE]

apa definisi lo soal alay? ayo ayo tambahin <33

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20558068/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20558068/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 18:23:27 PDT 'just view?'
'ko view doang sii? add dungg'
ato semacemnya apalah itu

ive got a life, bitches, i dont stay up in computer talking to some strangers via comment just so that i have like over 6k of comments

]]> ~tashaaxp bloo http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20483816/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20483816/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 06:21:46 PDT .: nineteen

2. Will you be married then?
.: no way

3. Who was the last person you hugged?
.: ~endoers

4. What does the last text message you received say?
.: dont know. not into texting.

5. If you could be anywhere, where would it be?
.: here

6. What was the last thing you drank?
.: mineral water

7. What's your favorite ice cream?..
.: chocolate ecstasy by cold stone

8. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
.: yes

9. Do you know how to play poker?
.: i used tooooooo! :[

10. Ever stolen a street sign?
.: ngeh. why

11. Do you wear any jewelleries?
.: nope

12. What did you do before you started this survey?
.: on the phone

13. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
.: yeah

14. What are you allergic to?
.: un-fresh seafoods

15. What is your middle name?
.: ive got none i guess

16. What were you doing an hour ago?
.: on the phone

17. Have you ever moved?
.: yes

18. Do you secretly love someone?
.: no, he knows exactly

19. Doing anything interesting tomorrow?
.: yes yay

20. Do you wear the seatbelt in the car?
.: if someone reminds me to

21. Has anyone ever mistaken you for someone else?
.: yes

22. Do you have any piercings? If so what?
.: ears

23. What's something you really want right now, be honest?
.: hugssss. as long as i want.

24. Do you like to text or call more?
.: call

25. What is the last thing you spent money on?
.: this red mary jane pumps!

26. Who were you last in a car with besides family?
.: the taxi driver

27. Where is the last person you kissed?
.: in his workplace, if im not mistaken.

28. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
.: ending ALL of this. USA, IGCSEs, EVERYTHING.

]]> ~tashaaxp Devious Journal Entry http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20367712/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20367712/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 01:42:29 PDT current playlist (not in order)
1. Dead Disco-Metric
2. Say It All-Sondre Lerche
3. Inside and Out-Feist
4. Hotdog-Simian Mobile Disco
5. Alice Practice-Crystal Castles (Yes, Still.)
6. Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger-Daft Punk (Jesse&Crabbe Remix)
7. A Higher Place-RÃ¶yksopp
8. Electrified-Dressy Bessy
9. Hunting For Witches (Crystal Castles Remix)-Bloc Party
10. Shut Up and Let Me Go-The Ting Tings
11. Make It Hott (Crystal Castles Remix)-Uffie

im bored. mew mew

]]> ~tashaaxp . http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20299239/ http://tashaaxp.deviantart.com/journal/20299239/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 21:42:17 PDT i miss photoshoot so effing much

im sorry for keeping on submitting old stocks
i just miss photoshoot so much

now that my cf card is gone my life is empty
my pictures may not be that good but
taking pictures has its own satisfaction!!!!!!!!!!

SULYN!!!!!! LETS GO PHOTOSHOOTING ON DECEMBER AND FILL OUR DECEMBER WITH SPLATTING ACRYLIC PAINT ON THEIR FACES AND TAKE THEIR PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY

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