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location:
escario st., cebu city (inside urban hive restobar

contact #s:
+639157795054 / +639062348494

you can visit their multiply page:
multiply

]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/17484106/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/17484106/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 22:54:53 PDT

dayon atong art show. mao ni ang detalye:

date: march 29, 2008
venue: quad studio (escario st., beside FMJ celebrity bar)
show title: THROUGH THE COCHLEA

print size:
a4 bondpaper size 2 kbuok... ug 3 ka gagmay. kamo na bahala unsa ka gamay. if makaya nnyo 5 ka a4..nara na nnyu.
-gikan ni

so mao nana. if naa muii problema or pangutana, txt lang mu:
jan sunday - 09154457147
shak - 09172715256
tawi - 09277267836

mao na xah. so cge go.


....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNDDD.. kana adlawa kay SRA gig sad nah. kato Back On Track. venue is sa FMJ celebrity bar. for more info, visit lang sa [link]

]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/17049298/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/17049298/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 21:10:35 PST proposed venue: the floor above zzubu rock bar (still gonna ask the owner about this.. )
theme: anything about gigs/shows. subject can be human/objects/venue

the show's moderator is planning to have 10 exhibitors with 10 pictures each..
soooo.. after we can look for a venue, we will post any updates on who's gonna be on the exhibit..

that's it for now. while i'm waiting for any updates from , chillax lang sa tah.hehehe

]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/16701243/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/16701243/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 05:17:46 PST venue: still looking for a venue..

featuring cebu's amateur photographers.

this is planned by

for more inquiries, send her a message.

teehee.

]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/16639358/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/16639358/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 06:25:42 PST
sooooooooooo.. a lot of things have happened. like the SRA 13th anniversary and all that i could say about it is that it's one hell of a show!! moshpit everywhere and the booze is overflowing. hah!! nothing in this world could replace the profound feeling i experience on SRA gigs.

and.. hmmm.. what else? darn. i'm out of things to say. i guess that's about it.. for now. i'm gon sleep. i have to go work early tomorrow.

..but oh. check these fellow deviants:


till then..


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]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/16040961/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/16040961/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 08:46:22 PST
this is gonna be fun.. weeeeeeeeeeeeee.



lotsa




have a happy christmas everyone! i ya'll. cheers!!!










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]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15963413/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15963413/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 17:51:26 PST

i don't feel like gon out today. i got up at around 6:30am coz my baby's nanny hasn't arrived yet. and i still have to go get my community tax certificate thingie and some pics for work requirements. and my stomach hurts. and the nanny arrived like a couple of minutes ago. it's been weeks she's been coming home at this hour. now if i'm gon start workin, who's gon take care of my baby?!
darnit. i'm fuckin sleepy but i got to move around and do the shit i'm supposed to do today.

this sucks.



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]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15915203/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15915203/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 09:44:02 PST since yesterday, i got my feet really tired from walkin. it was the fiesta of our lady of Guadalupe and every year, it's really crowded and you can see a queue of cars caught in traffic and lots and lots of drunk bastards. but yesterday was ok. i slept well coz i got really drunk -- w/ our close skate & music friends.
so early this morning, i got a call from gray and she told me to prepare myself so we could get to naga early. i said yes and the next thing i know, it was 11:30am and i got a hangover and no credits to send an sms. so i went online and fortunately, she was online and we're gon to naga around 3pm or sumthin. so me & my husband prepared ourselves for the trip. and it turned out to be a nice trip. not only we helped a lot of kids at the mainit elementary school in naga, but we laid off lotsa fats. to get to mainit, we crossed a river and climbed a mountain. and it felt like my legs are bursting. but when we got to the school, it was all worth it. you'd see the teachers were happy to know that SRA link had given out school supplies for the students. the place was screaming poverty & struggle. you could see kids wearing crappy clothes to school and some haven't even got slippers. it would really break your heart to see how these people could be less fortunate and if only there's any more you could do to help them. but then, it was all we could give and at least they were happy w/ that.
and so our visit to the school finally ended and we began our journey back to civilization. but what we saw there would forever be etched in our minds. like despite the fact that it was far and we had to climb a mountain and our bodies ached, we're thankful to be one of the fortunate people to have studied in great universities and at the same time think about those less fortunate kids, hope and pray that someday they could get out of their poverty and educate themselves in a much better school.



now i'm off to bed and dream about a subscription. nyahahaha.. that would be a great xmas gift. i'm gon save up and buy myself one.




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]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15883726/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15883726/ Mon, 10 Dec 2007 21:02:33 PST
anyway, i'm gon go process some requirements and chill at the studio.


yeah.


i need a fuckin cigarette.



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]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15870966/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15870966/ Mon, 10 Dec 2007 00:37:23 PST

{1} do you ever see garbage bags on the side of the highway and wonder if there are body parts inside?
-YES.

{2} if you ever got the chance to practice cannibalism, would you?
-ERRR.. I'D RATHER NOT.

{3} if forced to overdose on a drug, which one would you choose?
-SHABU

{WOULD YOU RATHER BE...}


{4} shot or stabbed?
-I'D BE SHOT FIRST THEN GET STABBED

{5} asphixiated or exanguinated?
-EXANGUINATED

{6} drowned or buried alive?
-BURIED ALIVE

{7} killed by blunt-force trauma to the head or crushed to death?
-CRUSHED TO DEATH

{8} poisoned or overdosed?
-OVERDOSED

{9} killed by a flesh-melting virus or by rats or ants slowly pecking at you?
-KILLED BY A FLESH-MELTING VIRUS

{10} out of all the above choices, which one do you like best?
-KILLED BY A FLESH-MELTING VIRUS

{11}...which is the worst way to die in your opinion?
-ASPHYXIATED

{12} killed (by a person) intentionally, or by accident?
-KILLED INTENTIONALLY

{13} killed by a serial killer (for pleasure) or a hitman (for profit)?
-A SERIAL KILLER. I'M ONE.

{14} killed in a car crash or a plane crash?
-ERRR.. ANY.

{15} killed in your home or away from home?
-AWAY FROM HOME.
{16} killed in your sleep or while watching TV?
-WATCHING TV.

{17} killed by someone who knew you, a stalker, or a complete stranger?
-A STALKER.

{RANDOM...}


{18} what do you want done with your body when you die?
-CREMATED

{19} you're forced to have your funeral at a place OTHER than a church - where would you choose?
-HOME.

{20} what song/s would you want played at your funeral?
-LAMB OF GOD - OMERTA, PARKWAY DRIVE - ROMANCE IS DEAD, BLEEDING THROUGH - THE PAINKILLER, AFI - THE INTERVIEW & TOTAL IMMORTAL, COMEBACK KID - WAKE THE DEAD & PARTNERS IN CRIME, STRETCH ARM STRONG - FOR THE RECORD.

{21} what outfit would you like to be buried in?
-MY SRA SHIRT, MY SKINNY JEANS, MY DVS SHOES

{22} who do you want to give your eulogy?
-MY PAINKILLERS --> CLERR, MITCH, BACORE, EM; JESSE AND MY BROTHER

{23} any other specifics about your funeral you'd like to share?
-AFTER MY BURIAL, I'D WANT AN SRA SHOW HAPPEN..

{24} would you rather be forgotten about when you die, or remembered but hated?
-REMEMBERED BUT HATED. FUCK MY ENEMIES.

{25} would you rather die alone, or die loved but leave a heartbroken mate behind?
-DIE ALONE.




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]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15789280/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15789280/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 06:25:13 PST
1. Have you had any relationships this year?
YES.

2. Have you had your birthday yet?
YES.

3. Kissed two people in the same night?
YES. MY BOYFRIEND AND MY BABY.

4. Been to a club?
YES.

5. Pulled an all nighter?
WHAT'S AN ALL NIGHTER?

6. Drank Starbucks?
NOPE.

7. Went Camping?
YES.

8. Bought something(s)
YES.

9. Met someone special?
YES.. *sigh*

10. Been out of state?
NOPE.

12. What are you thinking about?
A BIG MAC AND SOME FRIES.. AND YEAH. THAT GUY.

13. What are your plans for New Years?
ERRR.. EAT AND GET DRUNK.
________________________________________ ___________________
HAVE YOU

1.) Hugged someone?
YES

2.) Slept in someone elses bed?
YES!

3.) Got a job?
YES.

4.) Loaned out money?
YES.

5.) Gotten in a car accident?
NO.

6.) Gone over your mobile phone bill?
NO.

7.) Been called a bitch?
YES.

8.) Done something you regret?
OH YES!
________________________________________ __________________
LAST :

Last Person you hugged?
HAYLEY CAITLIN --MY BABY.

Last Person to call you?
NENE

When was the last time you felt stupid?
I STILL FEEL STUPID, REALLY..

Who did you last yell at?
JESSE

What did you do today?
CHAT W/ JEFF, WENT TO QUAD STUDIO..
________________________________________ ___________________
TEN FACTS :

01. Hometown?
CEBU CITY, SOUTHTOWN PHILIPPINES

02. Natural hair color?
BLACK.

03. Initials?
ROY

04. Hair style?
MESSY

5. Eye color?
BROWN

06. Height:
5'2 SUMTHIN..

07. Pets:
ERRR DOGS.. NAMED CHURUNGA, RAMEON, KIMBAP, BOGCHI AND TOYTOY

08. Mood:
HUNGRY..

09. Where would you rather be at:
W/ THAT SOMEONE I'M ALWAYS THINKIN ABOUT.

10. What was the last thing you drank?
WATER
________________________________________ __________________
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

01. Have you ever been in love:
YES

02. Do you believe in love?
I DON'T KNOW.

03. Why did your LAST relationship fail?
COZ I WAS A CHEAT. THAT'S WHY. AND HE WAS SOOO FUCKIN JEALOUS.

04. Have you ever been heartbroken:
YES. I STILL AM..

05. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
YES

06. Have you ever fallen for your best friend?
OH YEAH. THAT REALLY SUCKED.

07. Have you ever loved someone but never told them?
YES. I AM IN LOVE W/ THIS SOMEONE AND HE NEVER KNOWS.. AND HE'LL NEVER FUCKIN KNOW.

08. Are you afraid of commitment?
HELL YEAH.

09. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life?
NO.
________________________________________ ___________________
4 EMOTIONS

01. Are you missing someone right now?
YES.

02. Are you eating anything?
I WISH I AM..

03. Do you like someone right now?
YES.

04. Do they like you back?
I DON'T THINK HE LIKES ME AT ALL. IF I WAS BEAUTIFUL, THEN I THINK HE'D LIKE ME..

]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15782863/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15782863/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 17:10:14 PST
oh yeah. i slept for like four fuckin hours and i think i'm still gon sleep right after i eat. yeah yeah. i'm a pig, and i don't fuckin care what you people think.

now i must be gone and start my journey to the unknown yet unfamiliar territory of the kitchen.

..and so it starts..

]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15727447/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15727447/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 20:43:23 PST but i'm goin out later today. i'm gon drink some and get really drunk till i pass out.

anyway, check out this guy's work. he is absolutely fabulous!! like, greaaaaattt.




=hxc=
member of:


]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15690208/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15690208/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 08:00:33 PST
1. the SRA tour to iligan is not gonna happen coz some bands are not
going
2. i am craving for a big mac.. and some fries..
3. my year old baby is sick and i don't know what the fuck has caused
it
4. more typhoons are coming
5. i'm broke
6. a dear friend is fucked up w/ the world and he's trying to drown
himself in rhum and it hurts me to see him that way
7. i still am craving for a big mac.. or any burger will do as long as i
could eat a burger.. like right now. grrrr.

oh well. you pray for rain, lose your name and watch all your dreams fall through.. *sigh* all i could do is flee to december underground.

==hxc==
i am a member of



]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15532462/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15532462/ Fri, 16 Nov 2007 11:01:48 PST
i would like to thank these fellow deviants who gave me lots of inspiration:


to for featuring one of my deviations.

to and her friends for doing superb deathnote cosplaying.

to and for ur cameras. i know sumday i'm gon buy my own slr. thank u sooo much.

...member...


]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15400008/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15400008/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 00:29:44 PST like last night, i had an asthma attack (w/c really sucks) and i was high w/ fever. so i slept w/ my hoodie on and a couple of blankets so i would not feel the chilling wind. i wanted to go to the hospital but we haven't got money so i had to stay at home. and drink lots of water. yeah. water therapy.

so anyway, i woke up still sick and when i tried to eat i couldn't taste the tuna. and it really, really sucks coz tuna is my favorite food!
oh well.. guess my body's telling me to get more rest.
it's shouting at me: "ey asshole! it's payback time! now u got to stop smoking and drinking!"

hmm.. what else?




oh yeah. i know she got her subscription like weeks ago but i wanna say "great job!".



and also to

welcome back to DA! i actually have a couple of her pics in my gallery. u could check it out if u want.



and these people inspire me. they do really good and powerful pictures:


and i got featured in journal.

and check this out








i guess that's it for now. i'm still thinking on what to do after this..

]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15310455/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15310455/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 01:46:13 PDT
__General__
1. Name: Wewe
2. Nickname:tawiyawa
3. Birthday (mm/dd/yy): 11/02/83
4. Place of Birth: Cebu City
5. Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Education: out of school
8. Schools you went to: marie ernestine school, usc-girls high, university of san jose-recoletos, university of cebu
9. Occupation: i am an assassin
10. Residence: Cebu City
11. Screen Names: tawiyawa, tawi, viper

__Your Appearance___
12. Hair Colour: black and some color
13. Hair Length: shoulder length and bangs
14. Eye colour: dark brown
15. Best Feature: errrrr...
16. Height: i'm short.
17. Braces?: none.
18. Glasses?: none.
19. Piercing: yeps.
20. Tattoos: yes i have.
21. Righty or Lefty: right

___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend: my robot
23. First Award: 2nd honor classroom award
24. First Sport You Joined: volleyball
25. First Pet: a dog named Snoopy
26. First Real Vacation: somewhere
27. First Concert: alone? rock assembly w/ glitch, cheese..
28. First Love: him

___ Favorites___
29. Movie: lotsa fave movies. i luv war movies, horror and comedy cartooney adventure movies.
30. TV Show: the simpsons
31. Colour: black.
32. Rapper: necro
33. Band: hc bands, AFI, cebu punk/hc bands: shrapnel, left of center, gardo, substance 32, queen city crew, self will, stars are out, pipebomblandmines, one man down, toxic orgasm, vampire state, guilt to flow, twinkle dudu..
34. Song: as of now, parkway drive's romance is dead
35. Friend: clerr, mitch, bacore, em, law
37. Sport to Play: skateboarding
38. Restaurant: fastfood -- mcdonald's and jolllibee
39. Favorite brand to wear: southside brigade clothing
40. Store: quad studio
41. School Subject: the sciences
42. Animal: dogs
43. Book: the class - erich segal
44. Magazine: pillzine
45. Shoes: sneakers

___Currently___
46. Feeling: hungry and homicidal
47. Single or Taken?: taken
49. Eating: nuthin!
50. Drinking: nuthin!
51. Typing: the answer to this question, duh?!
52. Online?: yes
53. Listening To: estrela-intramural
54. Thinking About: food
55. Wanting To: eat lotsa burgers. darnit!
56. Watching: the monitor
57. Wearing: bahag. hahaha

__________Future__________
58. Want Kids? i already have one.
59. Want to be Married: no.
60. Careers in Mind: photographer (hahaha), interior designer, IT specialist.. musician.. whatever.
61. Where do you want to live?: right here in cebu.
62. Car: fast car. haha

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
63. Hair colour: i don't really fuckin care
64. Hair length: long
65. Eye colour: any
66. Measurements: tall
67. Cute or Sexy: both
68. Lips or Eyes: both
69. Hugs or Kisses: both
70. Short or Tall: hahahaha
71. Easygoing or serious: both
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: both
74. Sensitive or Loud: loud and sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: trouble maker

___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: no
79. Had Alcohol: yes.
80. Smoked: yes
81. Ran Away From Home: yes
82. Broken a bone: almost.
85. Broken Someones Heart: no.
86. Broken Up With Someone: yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes
88. Cried At School: yes.

___Do You Believe In___
89. God: yes
90. Miracles: i've been waiting for a miracle
91. Love At First sight: yes
93. Aliens: yes.
94. Soul Mates: yes
95. Heaven: yes.
96. Hell: hell yeah.
98. Kissing on The First Date: of course. hehe
99. Horoscopes: no.




and yeah. cheers to my friends in DA

http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15221185/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 19:32:22 PDT and everyone in the world will dance by
the flames and celebrate my death..

for they are all too happy to know i'm
dead.

they would shout in chorus: "rejoice!
rejoice ! the b*tch is dead. the slutt
has joined the thousands of whoress in
the pits of hell. rejoice!"

and they would dance until they all
sleep - dead drunk.

]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15057900/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/15057900/ Sun, 14 Oct 2007 12:01:16 PDT anyway, what i really wanted to tell you is that you tell me to stop and that it's impossible for you to like me. tell me that you detest me so much that you want to kill me in every possible way. then i'll decide that i'll let you be and continue to live my pathetic life.. but i could not assure you that i would not think about you. coz i know i'll still be secretly wishing what it would be like to have you.

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]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/14656201/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/14656201/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 08:39:51 PDT kills all my pain and all the suffering
words cannot describe the way you make me feel
you make my life real

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]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/13132881/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/13132881/ Tue, 29 May 2007 01:27:16 PDT

pressure.
who wants pressure?

i'm tired of pressure.. fuck.
why don't u people just let me be? okay?



i'm tired. fuck u & fuck all ur bullshit. u fuckin don't understand..

]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/10771885/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/10771885/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 22:39:44 PST this morning i watched the paquiao-morales fight. (go pacman!!) got exhausted. now my voice is hoarse. and i'm hungry. and still later, i'm going to the archbishop's palace to meet w/ the priest who'll baptize my baby and prepare the arrangements for the christening celebration.

and yeah.. i still have to go to labangon to have my school uniform done.

stressed.

]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/8617142/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/8617142/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 01:16:49 PDT
there might be a lot of bad things you experience during pregnancy but it sure does have its advantages.

1. no one bothers you when watching tv.
2. you get the best seats.
3. you eat the best foods.. and they buy you your favorite foods. hehe..
4. you don't need to do your chores. you can have someone else to do that for you.
5. you can lie around all day and night.
6. unlimited use of the pc.
7. i can have the room for myself, most time of the day.

and if there are advantages, there sure are its disadvantages.

1. everyone asks you when you're due.. (you get asked at least 20 times in an hour)
2. everyone touches your huge belly. well, it's alright if you know the people who touches your belly..
3. morning sickness. and i'm just gonna ask why the hell is it called morning sickness when it comes any hour of the day?!
4. food cravings. i crave for yellowcab's pizza, flame-it cream cheese & garlic burger, and grilled pork belly...
5. constant headaches and back pains..

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh! ]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/8600186/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/8600186/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 09:30:32 PDT
i'm a globe user. you know why? because they have this fuckin unlimited text messaging. but since the start of the year, their service just got so fucked up. first, everytime i try to avail of the unlimited text, they give me this fuckin message that the request is being processed and then next i'm registered. but then, after i waited forever for my text unlimited to be activated.. damn them! it never got fuckin activated and the worst part of it all, they've already taken the load i'm suppose to pay for my unlimitxt. and just today, i can't fuckin get unlimited again, no matter i've already tried a gazillion times!!! they always give me this request is being processed message but i can never fuckin get registered or anything. and i can't afford to be NOT unlimited coz it's a fuckin waste of money. what the hell's happened to their network?! if it's so fucked up, then they should at least try to inform the subscribers that they have some stupid fuckin technical problems and not leave the people waste their time trying to get unlimited text messaging.
so here's to you GLOBE:

2.) i have no privacy in my house.
i never really fuckin complained that much before.
the fact is, i share a room with my brother and yaya since our rented apartment only got 2 fuckin small bedrooms. so i only get to have the room for myself whenever my bro's busy talking to the phone with his girlfriend and nene's running errands or something. but i enjoyed every much of the fuckin private time i got.
now here's the shit:
i've already mentioned seconds ago that our apartment only has 2 bedrooms. and now, my auntie and her sons (the fuckin demolition team: they fuckin destroy almost everything that they touch) arrived and decided to spend some part of their summer vacation here in cebu.. and stay in my family's little apartment. fuck. well, i actually don't have any problem of them being here and all but what really gets in my nerves is that i don't have any privacy anymore. i used to enjoy these little fuckin private moments but now it's lessened to a mere 3% of discomforting privacy. you know why? everytime i tried to stay inside my room and start to fuckin relax (pregnant women needs their time to relax and i'm no exception!), someone gets in to watch tv or creeps inside the room to check if i'm awake or not so they could play the fuckin ps2. i could almost shout to them or worse, kill them with a shotgun and blast their fuckin brains off! (sigh) i wish they'd all go home and go back to where they belong and fuckin leave me in peace.

3.) i have nothing more to shit about coz that's all that's fuckin botherin me. now i can fuck in hell and sleep in peace. ]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/8559698/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/8559698/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 10:23:53 PDT ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/8527224/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/8527224/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 02:06:47 PDT My heart was strung from feelings wound from an absent emotion which rang euphonic distortion of memories i left to drown in tears of seclusion. I'll scream this pain from my lungs.
We live life as a blank canvas.
Your skin against my skin begins to mend these shards of my life that had fallen to the floor. And this ink pen, spills from my heart what I could never say. And I took this canvas which lay dull and cracked...and painted an angel with more radiance than the breath of the sun. ]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/7681144/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/7681144/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 23:02:13 PST i got a new tattoo.. it's the coheed and cambria keywork..
i love co & ca. so that's it..

on the other hand, in Las Vegas 01/22/06:
filipino boxing champion Manny Paquiao won the fight against Eric Morales.. weeeeeeeeee! cheers for Filipino athletes!!

01/23/06
work! work! work! we had another technical training and we didn't take any calls today. it's kind of boring but at least i've learned a load of shit today...
can't wait for 5pm so i can get outta here.. then bad practice later.. woohoo! ]]> ~tawiyawa http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/6941397/ http://tawiyawa.deviantart.com/journal/6941397/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 03:54:23 PST
am i really happy i have lived this long or will i forever live in guilt that somehow i'm still breathing and others are dying from poverty?

~~loso~~

i think i'll just continue living my life like the way i always do:
~drink
~smoke
~drink
~rock on!!!

i guess that being 22 doesn't really change a lot about me. i'm pretty much the same old shit i am.

well, happy bday to me.. ]]> ~tawiyawa