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deviantART: by:teardropscars http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:teardropscars&section=today deviantART RSS for by:teardropscars en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 14:16:28 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png A N S W E R T H I S P L Z K T H N X B A I http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28914374/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28914374/ Sun, 13 Dec 2009 02:23:31 PST

â¥ WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I... â¥
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

â¥ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY... â¥
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

â¥ WOULD YOU... â¥
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

â¥ HAVE YOU EVER... â¥
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

â¥ AND MORE... â¥
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When's the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:

]]> ~teardropscars Grounded? http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28877596/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28877596/ Fri, 11 Dec 2009 21:38:32 PST Yeah, yeah, I know.

I got grounded again, compliments to my stepdad.
So, anyone on my messengers or shit like that, I'm sorry. xDD
I'm not dead, just grounded for a bit.

I'll be getting my laptop fixed soon, and then I've got free reign over my computer usage. D<

So don't overload me with notes or anything. Because I will fly to wherever you are, rip your throat out, shove it up your ass, make you digest it, then make you shit it back out, and then push it into your ears.

...That's right. I went there.

Love you all! <3

-Tawny

P.S.

Shitty day, dudes.
My mum and stepdad are splitting up.

Later.

]]> ~teardropscars Devious Journal Entry http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28763652/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28763652/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 10:24:01 PST
]]> ~teardropscars UPDATED <3 http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28650681/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28650681/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 12:26:13 PST

.....
I think I'm in love with it. :3

Okay, now that I'm updating for real.

My mum has a six foot Santa Claus in the house now. He's RIGHT. FUCKING. BEHIND. ME.
It's creepy as shit. He's like....a foot taller than me, almost.

That, and I'm bored. :3

I dun feel like tagging.

1. I have a penchant for getting irritated very quickly if you get on my bad side, and I'm not afraid to defend my own values for the sake of our friendship. I will tell it like it is, no matter who you are or what our relationship is.
2. I've been cosplaying off and on since 2004, and I would like to get more experience with it coming up here in the next few months. :3
3. I don't care if you talk about me. I can handle rumors about myself, because I know what is true about me and what isn't.
4. But if you mess with my friends, I'll kick your ass. It doesn't matter if they're just online friends, or friends I've known for my entire life. They're all important to me, and I'll defend them no matter what. Kthnxbai.
5. I can't stand people that are suicidal and terrifyingly open about it. You can be depressed and stuff like that, no problem, just don't go blabbing it to the entire world. Because, to me, that's just begging for attention.
6. I love drawing, yo.
7. I'm a bit of a stickler for grammar. I wouldn't go so far as to call myself a grammar nazi, but I'm not at all fond of "omfg, r u ok?" okayyy?
8. I'm probably one of the only people these who isn't terribly disgusted with their appearance. I mean sure, I'm not the most beautiful person alive, but I'm certaintly better off in the looks department than some other people on the planet. And no, that doesn't mean I'm an absolutely conceited bitch about the way I look. I may not be stunning, but I'm not disfigured, either.

]]> ~teardropscars Shit, dude. READ THIS. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28619540/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28619540/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 21:29:52 PST

and I'm not exactly sure why. Maybe I'm bored. xDD

Read them. Do them. They're funny as hell.

Centaur:
[x] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[x] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[x] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[ ] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[x] You are possessive and territorial.

Total: 5.

Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[x] You are very intelligent.
[x] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[x] You look very young for your age.
[x] You rarely get sick.
[x] You are a very hard worker.
[x] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.

Total: 7.

Fairy:
[x] You are happy a lot of the time.
[x] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[ ] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[x] You are young and short.
[x] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[x] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[x] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.

Total: 9.

Gnome/Dwarf:
[x] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[ ] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[x] You are short for your age.
[ ] You are an isolationist.
[x] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[ ] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[ ] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[x] You have a short temper.

Total: 5.

Harpy/Siren:
[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[x] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.
[x] You are easily angered.
[ ] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[x] You love to trick others.
[x] You have a ravenous appetite.

Total: 6.

Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[x] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[x] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[x] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not for hunting.
[x] You are good at swimming.
[ ] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.

Total: 8

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[ ] You have a fascination with blood.
[ ] You are extremely pale.
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[ ] You are not religious at all.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[x] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[ ] You don't like sharp objects near you.

Total: 6

Werewolf:
[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[ ] You have a lot of body hair.
[x] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[x] You prefer gold over silver items.
[/] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[/] You like to be alone.
[x] You have a terrible... ]]> ~teardropscars Random SPLACK http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28597476/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28597476/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 19:11:30 PST Okay, this journal is where I'll dump all of my random shit.

Heyyy. I actually have a twitter!
If you have one, you should follow me. xDD And I'll follow you.

I am teardropscars of course. :3

NEXT!

I have a youtube. That's teardropxscars for those of you who don't already have me on there. I don't use it much yet, but that's because I've really gotten nothing done in the video world. :3

I also have:
MSN
SKYPE
YIM
AIM

So if you wanna add me, ask for it.

Nothing else yet!

I'll be using this to just splurt out random things. Like...I dunno, different accounts I have and whatnot.

]]> ~teardropscars L O V E http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28576728/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28576728/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 20:18:49 PST
The dumbest

The strangest

The bitchiest

The most unique

The most outspoken

The most random

The most angering

The clumsiest

The most thoughtless

The most switch-hitterest

The most wonderful people.

Now that my spaz moment is over for the most part....

Where's your gavel? Your jury? What's my offense THIS time?

OKAY, WARNING. I'm venting for the rest of the journal. If you don't want to read my complaints about current situations, then don't read. Just letting you know.

You know something I absolutely hate?
When people judge you based off of trivial things. Like hair colour or the people you hang around. It's just like....get a good grip on your neck, pull, and get your head out of your fucking ass so you can see me for the person I am.

I've been dealing with a lot lately, I guess you could say.

My relationship status is complicated.
My grandpa's dead and the family is fighting over his estate and shit.
I'm working my way through trying to find a job.
I'm constantly worrying about whether or not my family will have a house through Christmas.

Just shit like that.

I know that I have WAY better things to be wasting my worry on, but it's break. I'll just talk to my friends and slowly shove it back into a bottle. xDD

Oh, and no worries people. I'm still being optimistic. I'm just using this to vent. Eh heh heh.

In any case-

Spaeter!

]]> ~teardropscars Guilty/Innocent http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28549881/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28549881/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 14:39:38 PST You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your journal , delete my answers, type in your answers.

Kissed one of your DA friends?
Guilty.

Danced on a table in a bar?
Guilty.

Ever told a lie?
Guilty.

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Guilty.

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty.

Kissed a picture?
Guilty.

Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty.

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty.

Held a snake?
Guilty.

Been suspended from school?
Innocent.

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Innocent.

Been fired from a job?
Innocent.

Done something you regret?
Guilty.

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Guilty.

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Guilty.

Kissed in the rain?
Guilty.

Sat on a roof top?
Guilty.

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Guilty.

Sang in the shower?
Guilty.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Guilty.

Shaved your head?
Innocent.

Slept naked?
Guilty.

Had a boxing membership?
Innocent.

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Guilty.

Donated Blood?
Innocent.

Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent.

Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty.

Still love someone you shouldn't?
Guilty.

Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent.

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty.

Been too honest?
Guilty.

Ruined a surprise?
Guilty.

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk afterward?
Innocent.

Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty.

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
Guilty.

Joined a pageant?
Guilty.

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty.

Had communication w/ your ex?
Guilty.

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent.

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?
Innocent.

Get so angry that you cried?
Guilty.

Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Guilty.

Thought about suicide
Guilty.

Thought about murder?
Guilty.

How bout mass murder?
Innocent.

Tried illegal drugs and the like?
Innocent.

Rode on a stranger's vehicle?
Guilty.

Stalked someone?
Guilty~ ;D

Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?
Innocent.

Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Guilty.

In love?
Guilty.

]]> ~teardropscars A C C I D E N T A L L Y- and FREE STUFF. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28503230/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28503230/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 07:33:07 PST I'm in love, I'm in love~

Hey, I messed up...I'm sorry. I really didn't remember...

Goooood morning people.

Okay, I'm going to give something a shot here, because the last time I tried it, only one person commented on it from what I remember. And don't worry Tess, you'll get yours.
Soooo.

I'm gonna be splacking out with my tablet the next upcoming weekend, and I want something to draw. I'll allow ten people to start out with, and I may or may not add on more.

What I'm doing is creating drawings for people totally from scratch, to practice with my tablet. Everything will be purely digital, lineart included. I'll have them full-colour, too.

So anyone interested? I need something to waste time on this weekend. :3

TearDrops out!

]]> ~teardropscars ;lskfhon http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28480063/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28480063/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 01:34:10 PST That's what time it is.

An hour and ten minutes ago, I was warm, comfortable, and sleeping next to one of the most precious people in the world to me.

Then her mom walks in and turns on the light. She was pissed off about SOMETHING, I'm too tired to remember. Buuut, she said that I had to go home because we'd disobeyed her.

I need to go to bed.

Lexi, I wish you were here.

Oh. Btw.
45-19 Our football team lost. Miserably. LAAAAME.

Nighty night.

]]> ~teardropscars POOK. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28399340/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28399340/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 16:50:37 PST
Honestly, what color is your underwear?
I'm wearing blue boy shorts with green trim and a flower on the left hip. ;D

Honestly, what's on your mind?
What to do with my heart? If that makes any sense.

Honestly, what are you doing right now?
I'm filling out this meme, whoring out on iScribble, and listening to music while mum cooks supper.

Honestly, who is your best friend?
My BEST friend? Well, in order to save my tits:
I love all of you.

Honestly, have you done something bad today?
Yep.

Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
Not regularily.

Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
My neighbor, Barb.

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Hmm....Yeah, I guess I am.

Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
Drama. I get fucking fed up with it REALLY quick. Well, that, and intolerant people.

Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Yeap.

Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
Yes, actually. I do.

Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?
Yeppers! ;D

Honestly, do you have a friend you donÂt actually like?
Mm, kinda sorta. She has her moments where she really fucking pisses me off.

Honestly, does anyone like you?
Hah. The Hell if I know.

Can you blow a bubble?
With my spit, and with gum. ;D

Can you dance?
I like to THINK I can, but I probably just look like a spaz.

Can you do a cart wheel?
Yeah, who can't?

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?
Yeah.

Can you touch your toes?
Uhm...well, yeah.

Can you whistle? With fingers?
I WISH. D:

Can you wiggle your ears?
If I clamp my jaw really tight. xDD

Can you wiggle your nose?
Yeah, and I look like a cat when I do so.

Can you roll your tongue?
Yeppers!

Anger

What do you do when youÂre mad?
I start to swear uncontrollably, and I tap my fingers together.

WhatÂs the worst thing youÂve done when you were mad?
Uhm...I screamed at my friend to her face and then walked away.

Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
I really don't know. I hope not.

Do you swear when youÂre mad?
Fuck yes.

Tears

Ever really cried your heart out?
Yes, but only to a few select people.

Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Well, I've cried really really hard, and THEN fallen asleep. So you could say so.

Ever cried on your friendÂs shoulder?
Yeah...

Ever cried over someone of the same sex?
Yep.

Do you cry when you get an injury?
I used to.

Do certain songs make you cry?
Yepp.

Do certain movies make you cry?
Hmm....I'm not sure! O:

Happiness

Are you usually a happy person?
Generally, I think so.

What makes you the happiest?
My friends, of course.

Does being with your friends make you happy?
Read the last question, fool.

Do you believe in yourself?
Not all of the time.

Do you wish you were happier?
Who doesn't?

Can music make you happy?
Some can, and some makes you sad.

Love

How many times have you had your heart broken?
I can't count it? xDD

Have you ever loved someone so much that youÂd die for them?
Yes, and I still do.

Has anyone besides your friends/family ever said ÂI love youÂ?
Yeah, but lord knows if they still mean it. xD

--- (Hate...?)

Do you actually hate anyone?
Hmm...not that I can think of.

Ever made a hit list?
Oh no, never~

What was the last:

Thing you said out loud?
Love ya!

Restaurant you ate at?
Perkins.

Thing you had to drink?
Was it water? I'm not sure anymore. xDD

Movie you watched?
Shallow Hal. xDD

Person you took pictures of?
Lexi.

Do you like surveys? Strangely?
YES.

Do you get along with your parent(s)?
On a good day, yeah. xDD

Do you have mental breakdowns?
Sometimes. >>

The Present

Current mood: Bored and full.

Current music: Fun House by P!NK.

Current hair style: Down and wet, waiting for it to get cut.

Current crush: No comment~~

Current thing I ought to be doing: Drawing? xDD

Current windows open: This one, DeviantArt, Yahoo, MSN, iTunes, and iScribble.

Current desktop picture: My little cousin Avery. She's fucking adorable.

Current book: NONE.
~teardropscars W E E K http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28342975/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28342975/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 22:08:18 PST
On Monday night, around 11.30 PM or so, I found out that my Grandpa had passed away. That night, I went to

's house around 2 AM. She and her mum took me under her wing. ^^

So the week went on, and on Thursday morning my family and I drove down to the cities to attend Grandpa's wake at 4. I didn't have a shirt, though, so I wore Grandpa's best dress shirt. It's mine now. It was....well, it was rough. I don't remember my grandfather being that pale, or that cold. I wrote him a goodbye note, and it was just...terrible, to see my mom in that state. I've NEVER seen my grandma cry until then. (She and my grandpa got divorced when my mom was 12) It shocked me pretty bad.
We left around nine, even though the wake was closed at eight. My mom didn't want to leave him there, she was dreadful. As we were leaving the room that his casket was in, mom and I got to talking about how it didn't feel real, and she said "Yeah, but this will be the last time we'll ever see him." and we both lost it.
Her and my stepdad went to the bar for a few drinks, and my REAL dad took me and my stepsister out to dinner. That was some good comic relief.

The next day (today) was the funeral. I knew every single song we sang by heart, and sang along loudly. I lost it at the end, though, when they sang amazing grace. That was hard.

The church was GORGEOUS, though. Biiiig, really big. His temporary urn was up front, about 3 feet away from me.
We got led to the cemetary by the fire department, which my grandpa had been on for 25 years before retiring as assistant chief. There was a HUGE flag hanging from a ladder just above his grave. SO gorgeous.

I got really pissed at the cemetary, though. As the priest was saying Grandpa's sending prayer, he pulled out his fucking phone. I could have punched him right there. I was SO mad. He was like "Dear heavenly father, please guide us as we mourn the loss of our brother.." -pulls out phone, presses a few buttons, then tucks the phone back in his pocket- "Our brother Paul..-Continues-" I couldn't believe it. You're praying for an entire family about the loss of a loved one, and you pull out your damn phone. What an asshole.
We went back to grandpa's house, bonded over old stories and photos, I got grandpa's flannel shirt and his laptop, and cried a little bit more.

That's all a really condensed version of what happened.
But I don't have the heart to say it all...I'll update it later.

================================================

As we were driving home, Need You Now by Lady Antebellum came on the radio. Briana, my sister, looks at me and says "Tawny, this song reminds me of you and Lexi. I don't know why...but it does."
Now, for those of you who don't really know me all that well, Lexi was my first girlfriend. I'm still crazy about this woman, even if she doesn't quite realize it. Briana didn't even know about Lexi and I until the last 2 weeks of our relationship, so she didn't even see the real emotions behind it...it's amazing what your family can pick on about your soul. Eh heh. If you've never heard the song, here are the lyrics:

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause,
I can't fight it anymore.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one.
I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call, but I lost all control
And I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without,
I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey,
Can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one.
I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call, but I lost all control
And I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without,
I just need you now.

(Whoa Whoa)

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

It's a quarter after one.
I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call,
But I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without,
I just need you now.
I just need you... ]]> ~teardropscars S O R R O W http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28257738/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28257738/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 22:20:08 PST

There's been a tragedy in my family. My grandpa, my mum's dad, passed away late this evening.

I don't know how I'll be on updates....or just...general appearance. My heart is broken, he's my last grandpa. I haven't seen him since last Christmas...
If anyone wants to talk, send me a note. Or, if you know me personally, call me or send me an email or IM me or something.

I need a rock right now...

]]> ~teardropscars T A G G E D http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28207947/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28207947/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 22:21:53 PST [ ] - Dust scares you.
[ ] - Your mother had more than 2 children.
[ ] - You are a smoker.
[ ] - You drink a lot.
[x] - You like to write.
[x kind of] - You are religious.
[x] - You like to burn candles/stuff.
[x] - You prefer juice or water over soda.
[x] - You have ridden a horse.

TOTAL SO FAR = 5.

[ ] - You have done drugs.
[ ] - You are currently a drug addict.
[x] - You are very artistic.
[x] - You like stuffed animals.
[x] - You are attracted to shiny things.
[x] - You have eaten a bug before.
[ ] - You love cars.
[ ] - Cats are your favorite animal.
[ ] - You hate animals.
[x] - You are spontaneous and random.

TOTAL SO FAR =10.

[x] - You like fruit a lot.
[ ] - You drive.
[x] - You make/made good grades in school.
[x] - You are going/are in/have been to college/6th form.
[ ] - You like for things to be very clean.
[ ] - You are very messy.
[x] - You love to eat.
[ ] - Christmas is your favorite holiday.
[x] - You like the beach.
[ ] - You hate the color pink.

TOTAL SO FAR = 15.

[ ] - You wear glasses or contacts.
[x] - You chat online a lot.
[x] - You use correct grammar.
[x] - You like to take quizzes.
[ ] - You eat out at restaurants more than you eat at home.
[x] - You enjoy swimming.
[x] - You have more than 5 pets.
[x] - You have more than 10 pets.

TOTAL SO FAR =21.

[x] - You prefer comedy movies over romance movies.
[x] - You like dancing, either doing it yourself or watching.
[ ] - You have been to a strip club.
[ ] - You drink coffee in the morning.
[x] - You like to be awake at night.
[ ] - You don't go outside often.
[x] - You love to read.
[x] - You believe in an afterlife of some kind.
[ ] - You have short hair.
[ ] - You know how to cook well.

GRAND TOTAL = 26.

Answers

0 - 1 = Mosquito.
2 - 3 = A weed.
4 - 5 = Daisy.
6 - 7 = Janitor.
8 - 9 = Goose.
10 - 11 = Rock.
12 - 13 = Fireman.
14 - 15 = Rose.
16 - 17 = Mouse.
18 - 19 = Cow.
20 - 21 = Rabbit.
22 - 23 = Mental Patient.
24 - 25 = Grass.
26 - 27 = Vampire.
28 - 29 = Bat.
30 - 31 = Hippo.
32 - 33 = Crocodile.
34 - 35 = Water.
36 - 37 = Horse.
38 - 39 = Hawk.
40 - 41 = Spider.
42 - 43 = Flea.
44 - 45 = Princess or Prince.
46 - 47 = President.
48 - 50 = You have done everything. Your lives have run out.

...I'm a fucking vampire. xDD

]]> ~teardropscars NaNoWriMo http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28095955/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28095955/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 20:10:41 PST
I'm doing it.

Be expecting story dumps. ^^

]]> ~teardropscars XALDIN HAS TESTICULAR PLEASURE! http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28034038/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/28034038/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 17:52:57 PDT

...That will be all.

Saix.. facepalms, "Superior, what's going on in here... Why are people having sex in OUR shower?"
X.e.m.n.a.s sighs, "I have no clue. I just came in here."
Marluxia.: Thats what she said, superior. 8D

Correction: THAT will be all.

]]> ~teardropscars U P D A T E ...8D http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/27938352/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/27938352/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 15:36:21 PDT
So I'll give you a condensed version.

I was at Lexi's Gran's house after July 4th, and I fell off of one of her horses and hit my head. xDD It hurt.

Less than two hours later, I flipped the golfcart over while Lexi was riding on the back of it. It was SCARY.
That weekend, our youth group went to Sonshine fest in Willmar. It was fun.

I got mah friend Yuki grounded, which made me sad.

Uhm....yeah, I was basically just a bum all of Summer.

Then, school rolled around, and I started going to school at 6.30 AM. That's right, I took an early bird. xDD

A few weeks into it, I was struggling with my grades and organization again, so I got put on some ADHD medication. (For those of you who don't know me in person or didn't meet me until after 7th grade, I used to take Adderall for ADHD. Which I took myself off of on the last day of 6th grade, because I felt I didn't need it anymroe.) Which didn't do anything to my hyperactivity, it just made me be able to focus better. And I've seen very very good improvement. So yeahhh.

Uhm....Gah, what else is new..?
OH. I figured out that my scanner doesn't work! Well, it won't connect to my computer, at least. This displeases me.

When I get access to a scanner....there will be much fun to be had. >D Muahahaha. I'm still working with a few of

's drawings, so yeahhh.

Anywhosen. Other than that, not tooooo much has happened. ^^

OH. Just a litle addition.
I got a webcam earlier in the Summer, I think. Maybe it was last school year and I've already talked about it. I'm not sure.
ANYWHO. It got, like, half melted. I was sooooo worried that it broke or something, because I don't have the money to replace it right now. Well, I guess I wasn't TERRIBLY worried, because it's not a big huge part of my life.
But in any case, it still works. Yeah, it still works, even with a big indent in the side of it. xDD I laughed. However, the camera function button thinger on the back is broken. So no webcam pictures! xDD

You lift my feet off the ground, you spin me around.
You make me crazier crazier.
Feels like im falling,
and I'm lost in your eyes.
You make me crazier crazier crazier.

==========================================

People need to know more about me. But I hate talking about myself. I have family issues, life issues, relationship issues, all that kind of shit that every other teenager has. It's made me less willing to tell people about myself. So instead of having to say any of this to you in person or over the phone, here we go.

For starters, just to clear this up, I'm predominantly lesbian, if there is such a thing. I've struggled with discrimination because of the people I love, but to me, it doesn't matter what the anatomy is.

I'm a bit of a loudmouth, if you get me going. I will get loud and rambunctious based on the situation I'm in, whether I'm at a movie theatre or in the library. I get angry easily, and often for no reason whatsoever. Sooo. If you're talking to me, and I suddenly get pissed at you, I'm really sorry. (Doesn't happen often, but there's occassions.)
I keep secrets very well. If someone asks me to keep a secret, I'll keep it. In most cases, the person ends up saying "Oh, it turned out to be no big deal." but by then, I've usually just shoved it to the back of my mind and let myself temporarily forget about it. I'm usually the one my friends go to if they need to talk, according to them.
I love horror movies. I adooore them. If someone brings up a horror movie they like, I've probably seen it. Except for Dawn of the Dead...I haven't gotten around to seeing that yet. (I just recently saw The Ruins. I'd definately recommend it.)
I've been cosplaying since 2005, but I've only just recently started cosplaying pretty solidly and for any real purpose. I started out cosplaying-and I hate to admit this, but-Naruto. I cosplayed Neji Hyuuga first, with

as Ten Ten, her cousin as Rock Lee, and her little sister as....I don't know how to explain her. Nyeah. Then I moved on to cosplay Haku, since I still had long hair. And then Kiba Inuzuka ( I tucked my hair back for him) while using a little stuffed t... ]]> ~teardropscars You Shall Be Missed http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/27788381/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/27788381/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 20:55:56 PDT
He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as:
Knowing when to come in out of the rain
Why the early bird gets the worm
Life isnÂt always fair,

and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (donÂt spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge).

His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place.
Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves had failed to do in disciplining their unruly children.

He declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer sun lotion or an Aspirin to a student, but could not inform parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to have an abortion.

Common Sense lost the will to live as the churches became businesses and criminals received better treatment than their victims. Common Sense took a beating when you couldnÂt defend yourself from a burglar in your own home without the burglar suing you for assault.

Common Sense finally gave up the will to live after a woman failed to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot, spilled a little in her lap and was promptly awarded a huge settlement.

Common Sense was preceded in death by his parents Truth and Trust, by his wife Discretion, his daughter Responsibility, and his son Reason. He is survived by his 4 stepbrothers: I Know My Rights; I Want It Now; Someone Else Is To Blame; and IÂm A Victim.

Not many attended his funeral because so few realized he was gone.

If you still remember him, pass this on. If not, join the majority and do nothing.

(Printed in The London Times)

]]> ~teardropscars TEN FREE SKETCHES!! http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/27639578/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/27639578/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 18:45:28 PDT

The first 10 people that comment in this journal get a free sketch of anything they want! But in return you have to post the offer of 10 free sketches in YOUR journal. If you've already done this, just link to that journal entry in your comment here!

Position 1:
Position 2:
Position 3:
Position 4:
Position 5:
Position 6:
Position 7:
Position 8:
Position 9:
Position 10:

Random Splack update: I GOT KH 358/2 DAYS!! AND DEMYX CALLS XIGBAR XIGGY. -Dies-

]]> ~teardropscars Devious Journal Entry http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/27526088/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/27526088/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 17:13:05 PDT 1 MINUTE AGO: Updating my FanFiction.Net account and watching a video on YouTube.
1 HOUR AGO: Uhm....I was dusting my living room.
1 DAY AGO: Sitting in the same place I am right now. x.x
1 YEAR AGO: Honestly, I was probably on my bike coming home from Lexi's house. WAIT. We're in October. Ha. I thought it was August. x.x I was probably sleeping. xDD

I LOVE: That's a secret.
I HATE: Thunderstorms.
I FEAR: Thunderstorms and Spiders.
I FEEL: Like a fat, ugly, failure.
I HIDE: Quite a few things. Some of which I regret, some of which I admire greatly.
I MISS: Lexi, Yuki.
I NEED: A nice, long, cuddle.
I KNOW: That everything will work out for the best.
I THINK: I need to start thinking about school more.

First piercing: My ears. When I was 6 months old.
First credit card: I'm 16. Do you THINK I have a credit card?

Last big car ride: Driving through Florida, probably.
Last movie seen in theaters: All About Steve. I FOUND A LITTLE DEAF GIRL!
Last food consumed: Two hotdogs. Icky.
Last person you texted/called: I texted Lexi last. I called my mum last. xDD
Last CD played: Avril Lavigne. xDD
Last drink drank: I dunno, but I'm really thirsty right now.

SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: A bit of a failure at times, but who isn't?
I HAVE: A LOVELY BUNCH OF COCONUTS~~ DID-UH-LEE DEE~ THERE THEY ARE A STANDING IN A ROW~~~!
I LIKE: You.
I WISH: I wasn't so much of a lazy ass sometimes. xDD
I DANCE: Whenever I damn well feel like it.
I CRY: When I think about past heartbreaks, or when I think about my schoolwork. I stress myself out pretty easily.

FAVORITES..
NUMBER: Eight. Or nine.
COLOR: Red.
DAY(S): Friday and Saturday. xDD
MONTH(S): October.
SEASON: Summer and Winter.
DRINK: Dr. Pepper. And Water.

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: Yeah, once on both days. xDD
HELPED SOMEONE?: I tried to, but I kinda messed it up worse. xDD
GOTTEN SICK?: Nooooooooooooes.
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: Psht. I wish.
SAID 'I love you'?: Yeppers. That doesn't mean it was returned....
TALKED TO AN EX?: Yeah.
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: No, I have not. After the whole shpeel with Lexi's diary last Summer, I haven't kept one.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: Kinda...It's really not going the way that my heart would like it to go...

_______ Best ________
1. Male Friend: JIMMYYYY!! I love him! xDD
2. Female Friend: Oh shit... If I answer this I'm digging my own grave. Eh heh heh... I â¥ all of you guys!!
3. Best Age: I don't have one. O.o
4. Best Memory: Watching the sunrise with my Liebchen last summer.

_______ Worst ________
1. Time Of Day: Really early in the morning. Like, school morning. xD
2. Day Of The Week: Mondays.
3. Food: Uhm......I can't think of one right now.
4. Memory: October 22nd, 2008.

_______ Last ________
1. Person you saw: JE-FA-FA.
2. Talk on the phone: Was with mutti about Wal-Mart and books. xD
3. Person you kissed: THAT IS CONFIDENTIAL.
5: Instant Msg: Melanie.

_______ First ________

1. Serious b/f or g/f: That would be Lexi, if I can regard it as serious. <3
2. Job: I'm too much of a bum. >.< I'm still searching.

_______ Today ________
1. What are you doing now: Working on a new fanfiction.
2. Tonight: Praying to God Demyx doesn't do it...
3. Wearing: Shorts. In a raaiiiin storm. xDD
4. What did you eat for lunch: TURKEY AND GRAVY.

_______ Tomorrow ________
1. Is: Friday.
2. Got any plans: School from 6 to 3, then hopefully have Lexi over.
3. Goal: STAY HAPPY.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: I have to wake up early. x.x
5. Likes about tomorrow: I get to look forward to the weekend. xDD HOMECOMING, HERE I COME.

]]> ~teardropscars Anounce-ness. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/27332395/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/27332395/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 04:06:27 PDT That doesn't say spock!! It says SPACK!

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Okie dokie, I suppose it's about time I've updated. >.< It's 6 AM, and I woke up at 5. I just couldn't seem to stay asleep last night. I guess reality is just better than my dreams. xD Sorry, quote-ness.

Anywhosen. Wellllllllllllllllllllllll.
Over the Summer- HOLY HELL I HAVEN'T POSTED A MEANINGFUL JOURNAL SINCE JULY.
Over the Summer, I fell off of a horse, and flipped a golf cart. Went through heartbreak, broke some people's hearts, went through a hell load of confusion, planned out some cosplays and stories, et cetera.

And I am proud to announce:

There will soon be stuff that is meaningful on here!! Me and a secret person are writing a commission. AAAANDDD me and ANOTHER person are hopefully still doing that one thing that we planned to do but fell asleep planning. xDD YOU KNOW THE ONE.

Anywho. OH! Reminds me. I still need to update

.

]]> ~teardropscars MOULIN ROUGE. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/26826590/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/26826590/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 22:03:26 PDT
BEST. MOVIE. EVAR.
WORST. MOVIE. EVAR.

Mind you, I've never seen this movie all the way through. I almost always fall asleep before Hindi Sad Diamonds. Around El Tango De Roxanne, actually.

Anywho.

||SPOILER ALERT!!||

Okay, I got terrified when I saw that guy with the gun. I'm sitting there, like, "Oh, Shit, he's gonna kill Christian!!" And then the gun fell, and nothing happen. But THEN it flew at the asshole Duke, and he picked it up and started running towards the stage I was sitting, there, like, "Oh, Shit, he's gonna kill Christian!!" (hehehehehe.) And then Harold punched the Duke in the face. And I was happy. >D
Buuuut. When the curtain fell, and Satine started coughing, I sat there staring at the TV like a fool. Just bewildered.
And then there was this really deep emotional part where Satine and Christian were exhanging their lovey dovey sad romance goodbye stuff, and Satine said something about how Christian had to tell their story to keep her with him all the time.
I started complaining about how I hated the movie when she finally passed away, and Ann told me to shut up and keep watching.
When they panned the camera over to one year later, and Christian was finishing up the story, I was more or less just pouting with tears in my eyes because I was so angry.
And when THAT part was finally done, Ann: "Now, was that so bad?"

I replied with a simple. "Yes. Yes it was."

And thus begins my rant.

HE HAS TO LIVE ON WITHOUT HER. SAAAD. SHE DIED IN HIS ARMS! SAAAAD.

Ann: Didn't you like Romeo and Juliet, though?
Me: Yes. I love Romeo and Juliet. BUT AT LEAST THEY DIED TOGETHER!!!

Moar tomorrow!!

BTW. I have some song dedications to take care of for Moulin Rouge.

]]> ~teardropscars I'M HEEEERE. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/26537072/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/26537072/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 21:35:10 PDT
a) Tell you why I befriended you
b) Associate you with something - a song, a color, a photo, a mental image, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you

DO IT NOW.

]]> ~teardropscars GIRL CONFESSIONS http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/25912869/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/25912869/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 04:27:22 PDT Very rarely, actually.

2. Do you enjoy drama?:
It's fun to watch, but I'm personally sick of it.

3. Are you a girly girl?:
If it's required of me. ._.

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
My mom.

5. Small or large purses?:
Neither? -Pats wallet in her butt pocket-

6. Are you short?:
I'm short. x.x Damn Asian genes.

7. Do you like somebody:
Yes, I do, but it's incredibly complicated.

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
Well, if it was someone I'd only just met I'd whirl around and FUCKING ROUNDHOUSE KICK THEM IN THE FACE.
Anyone I've known for a little while, I'd smack their butt back. ^^

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
I DON'T WEAR SOCKS.

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
Feck yes!

11. Are you double jointed?:
Pretty much all-over.

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
Hanging upside down off of a counter. >>

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
Nope. But, I'm about to bike over to Susie's house, so I might have to change this answer soon.

14. Is there of rumor going around about you?:
Not that I'm aware of...

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
Yeah, Gilb. But, just about everyone calls him that. I call a few other people by their last names. xD

16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?:
Probably no one. In fact, I don't expect anyone to read it because it says "Girl Confessions".

"X" Marks the Spot:
[x] I do wear make up.
[x] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like death/grind/black metal.
[x] I like rap.
[x] I like country
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] IÂd be lost without my computer.
[x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[ ] I get bored watching football.
[ ] IÂve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[x] IÂve been called a bad influence.
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing?:
Black and lacy.

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
Light haired. I'm a sucker for blonde-hairs. xD

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?:
Someone who looks like a boy to most people. x.x

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
Well, yeah. Don't you?

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
Numerous times. By my closest friends.

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?:
-Thinks-
Only to get a breast reduction. xDD

7. Do you like your life?:
I try to keep a positive outlook, if that's what you mean. I have a roof over my head and food in my belly. What more can I really ask for?

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
Not yet. I've had a situation LIKE that. -Glares-

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
A buncha times!!

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
Hmm....Girls, definately. I generally tell guys to piss off because a lot of the boys around here are pretty heartless.

11. How long have you had Facebook?:
Since around my birthday this year? I dunno.

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?:
Yes.

13. What are your biggest fears?:
I'm terrified of losing my friends, actually. In any situation.
I'm afraid of hurting the people I love.
I'm afraid of silence.
I'm afraid of being abandoned.
I'm afraid of the dark.
Those are a couple. x.x

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
Yeah, a couple of times.

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
Like right now?

16. Do you believe in the saying Âonce a cheater, always a cheaterÂ?:
It aaaaall depends on the person. And, it really depends on the cheating situation. And self control. All in all, some people will always be cheaters.

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
Today.

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
Yeah, just so I can meet PEREZ HILTON AND GET ON HIS WEBSITE! 8D
jk, guys.

19. Are you currently missing someone?:
Yeah.

This guy or that guy: Pick one.

Punk/Goth or Gangster?:
Gangsters

http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/25819669/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 14:22:45 PDT

There are some people who are getting too fake on dA. Like, seriously. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. And all they really do is just favourite other people's work without commenting or stuff like that. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are. I think I know who you are... Re-post this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends".

I am reposting this because I agree that fake friends are stupid.

And I did not want to be labeled one. D:<

OHAITHAR.

Hehehehehehe.

Anime Iowa 2009: A GO.

]]> ~teardropscars Anime Iowa 2009 http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/25706663/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/25706663/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 00:02:28 PDT

Lexi and I are going to Anime Iowa, BUT WE ARE GROWING SHORT ON CASH. D:

We've calculated that our room costs would be around 168 dollars total, depending on if we get the rooms we want or not.
That's not including gas and other stuff like taxes.

Anyone that thinks they can help in any way, we'll pay you back. xDD

This is such a pansy journal. ._.

]]> ~teardropscars Haiiiiiiii Gaiiiiiiiz. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/25571020/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/25571020/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 16:05:28 PDT EVERYONE ANSWER TRUTHFULLY AND FROM THE HEART

::WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...::

I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:

::WOULD YOU::

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?

Have sex with me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me someting but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?

::More::

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words.

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

]]> ~teardropscars Confrontation wicked useless greens of kana? http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/25521888/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/25521888/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 16:27:19 PDT

Just had to get that offa mai chest.

]]> ~teardropscars New things~! http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/25326161/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/25326161/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 10:19:27 PDT Jimmy! I'm sorry, I can't have sex with you! You're gay, and I'm not a MAN!

Our quote comes from NEELA!

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Alrighty.
Well, for the past week or so, I've been staying at Lexi's house, house sitting for her with Susie and Coryn. Ahhhh those are interesting times. I'm going back there tonight, and then I'm going to a show at The Medium tomorrow night at 7.

In other news:
Just started working on my tabled again. The poor thing was getting dusty. ^^ Paint.NET is going to become my best friend here pretty soon.

That, and I'm working on a few cosplays and am proud that I'm GETTING MY BUTT IN GEAR!!

I've got my Link hat done, and I'm ordering like, a bajillion wigs here pretty soon.
So EXPECT PICTURES, FOOLS.
Heh.

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People need to know more about me. But I hate talking about myself. I have family issues, life issues, relationship issues, all that kind of shit that every other teenager has. It's made me less willing to tell people about myself. So instead of having to say any of this to you in person or over the phone, here we go.

For starters, just to clear this up, I'm predominantly lesbian, if there is such a thing. I've struggled with discrimination because of the people I love, but to me, it doesn't matter what the anatomy is.

I'm a bit of a loudmouth, if you get me going. I will get loud and rambunctious based on the situation I'm in, whether I'm at a movie theatre or in the library. I get angry easily, and often for no reason whatsoever. Sooo. If you're talking to me, and I suddenly get pissed at you, I'm really sorry. (Doesn't happen often, but there's occassions.)
I keep secrets very well. If someone asks me to keep a secret, I'll keep it. In most cases, the person ends up saying "Oh, it turned out to be no big deal." but by then, I've usually just shoved it to the back of my mind and let myself temporarily forget about it. I'm usually the one my friends go to if they need to talk, according to them.
I love horror movies. I adooore them. If someone brings up a horror movie they like, I've probably seen it. Except for Dawn of the Dead...I haven't gotten around to seeing that yet. (I just recently saw The Ruins. I'd definately recommend it.)
I've been cosplaying since 2005, but I've only just recently started cosplaying pretty solidly and for any real purpose. I started out cosplaying-and I hate to admit this, but-Naruto. I cosplayed Neji Hyuuga first, with

as Ten Ten, her cousin as Rock Lee, and her little sister as....I don't know how to explain her. Nyeah. Then I moved on to cosplay Haku, since I still had long hair. And then Kiba Inuzuka ( I tucked my hair back for him) while using a little stuffed toy of mine as Akamaru. But then my cosplaying stuck onto hold for a few years until I emerged back onto the scene with

and

.
Just a quick warning for anyone that feels like adding me on MSN or AIM or Skype, I need to have you email me or send me a note BEFORE you add me on any of those messengers. I don't want to get some random person saying "WELL HAI THAR> I SAW UR DA, N OMG. U LIEK THE SAME STUFF I DO!!!111!!" It's happened before. xD And it freaked me the hell out. Hehheee. I'll delete people like that right away.

My friends are my lifeline.
I live for them, and I live to make them happy and comfortable.

Relationship Status:
Single, because a person I thought I loved backstabbed me. Heh. Isn't life just grand?

People I Admire:

http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/24880958/ Thu, 21 May 2009 20:12:19 PDT
This like, never happens!

D:
And not only that, they're KICKING MY ASS.

]]> ~teardropscars FINALLY http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/24812317/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/24812317/ Sun, 17 May 2009 20:04:00 PDT
So much news, so much news....Hmm....
I really don't know where to start. Considering the last time you people heard from me was around January or something...There's a lot.
So my exgirlfriend imposed on my relationship quite a bit. And in turn, my girlfriend broke up with me. And it just became a big mess. And I'm done with it. And I really don't give a damn what either of them do at this moment in time, because I don't deserve to have my heart broken by a couple of people that I thought loved me. If they do still love me, like they say they do, they need to prove it. Love is just a word, an expression, an excuse.
I didn't go to Anime Detour this year, bugger. Hehe. Not that I particularily wanted to. I had far too much work to do. x.x

That, and I'm excelling incredibly in German! Well, speaking it, that is. Hehe. In class, I don't do too well simply because my teacher fails at teaching. Hehehe.
OH!
I've got a few more cosplays planned out, only one of which I'm going to reveal at this time. (If you really care, scroll down for a while and look through the planned cosplays section. LAWLS.

NOt much else to update on for now!

ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Twn(y) Smth
TWO - Are you single?: Yeah.
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 8.
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Red or Black. Emo, ja? xD
FIVE - Least favorite color?: I dunno, green, maybe?
SIX - Favorite candy?: Skittles!!! Some memories with those bitches.
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Only what I find under your bed.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Yes and no. More yes than no, actually.

as Ten Ten, her cousin as Rock Lee, and her little sister as....I don't know how to explain her. Nyeah. Then I moved on to cosplay Haku, since I still had long hair. And then Kiba Inuzuka ( I t... ]]> ~teardropscars D E A L http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/21346950/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/21346950/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 12:27:16 PST 1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
(If possible. If not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.)
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll tell you what colour comes to mind when i think of you.
8. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
9. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
10. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
11. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

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People need to know more about me. But I /hate/ talking about myself. I have family issues, life issues, relationship issues, all that kind of shit that every other teenager has. It's made me less....willing to tell people about myself. So instead of having to say any of this to you in person or over the phone, here we go.

For starters, just to clear this up, I'm a bisexual. Yes, I lean more towards girls and am still madly in love with a female, but let's admit it. Guys can be hot. xDDD

I'm a bit of a loudmouth, if you get me going. I will get loud and rambunctious based on the situation I'm in, whether I'm at a movie theatre or in the library. I get angry easily, and often for no reason whatsoever. Sooo. If you're talking to me, and I suddenly get pissed at you, I'm really sorry.
I keep secrets very well. If someone asks me to keep a secret, I'll keep it. In most cases, the person ends up saying "Oh, it turned out to be no big deal." but by then, I've usually just shoved it to the back of my mind and let myself temporarily forget about it. ^^ I love horror movies. I adooore them. If someone brings up a horror movie they like, I've probably seen it. Except for Dawn of the Dead...I haven't gotten around to seeing that yet.
I've been cosplaying since 2005, but I've only just recently started cosplaying pretty solidly and for any real purpose. I started out cosplaying-and I hate to admit this, but-Naruto. I cosplayed Neji Hyuuga first, with

as Ten Ten, her cousin as Rock Lee, and her little sister as....I don't know how to explain her. Nyeah. Then I moved on to cosplay Haku, since I still had long hair. And then Kiba Inuzuka ( I tucked my hair back for him) while using a little stuffed toy of mine as Akamaru. ^^ But then my cosplaying stuck onto hold,
Just a quick warning for anyone that feels like adding me on MSN or AIM or Skype, I need to have you email me or send me a note BEFORE you add me on any of those messengers. I don't want to get some random person saying "WELL HAI THAR> I SAW UR DA, N OMG. U LIEK THE SAME STUFF I DO!!!111!!" It's happened before. xD And it freaked me the hell out. Hehheee. I'll delete people like that right away.

My friends are my lifeline.

Relationship Status:
T A K E N by

and H A P P Y

People I Admire:

http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/21179718/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 23:29:52 PDT
Rules:
1. tag 10 peeps (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4. (I'm like, right there.)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses/contacts
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x]I'm in school
[] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[]I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x]I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x]I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x]I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x]I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding. (I Fucking love it.)

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from dri... ]]> ~teardropscars Sorry 'bout that! http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/21141492/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/21141492/ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 14:21:44 PDT
It's just kinda difficult, is all.

I suppose I should clarify just all of what I have been up to this whole month or so.

Well, I've been working on quite a bit of cosplay stuff as of late, mainly my Gaara and Sora cosplays. Yes. I am prolly gonna be cosplaying Gaara from Naruto. -Chuckles- With mah lovely as Temari, and one of my bestest friendies as Kankuro~
But my Sora one is almost completely finished. I'm doing the rest of the wig tonight. -Had to start over due to a bad wig net-

And I've been working hard in school. This week. -Chuckles-

Mum had her back surgery last week! They turned the machine on today. She's doing well!

And....you all know what else. 'Sides my dad being a homophobic jerk and not caring about Lexi cutting me off. :3

More later!

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Relationship Status:
I'm.....Single. -Still in utter disbelief-

People I Admire:

Cosplay Status:
Well, let's think here.
Sora-KH II: 90% Complete.
Axel-KH II: 13% Complete.
Sora-Casual Form: 15% Complete.
Sora-HAPPY COLOURS!: 95% Complete.
Cloud-Final Fantasy Advent Children: 0% Complete.
Link-Ocarina of Time: 7% Complete.
Neku-The World Ends With You: 44% Complete.

Events I am PLANNING on Going To.
Oct. 25: Halloween Anime Masquerade (Still a maybe!)
Nov. 23: Mall of America Cosplay Birthday Raid for

April 3-5: Anime Detour 2008

My Friendies~!
http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/21117496/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 05:24:18 PDT
Well, let's start at the beginning of this week. My grades are absolute rubbish, so my mum's had me working on catching up with homework from the time I get home to the time I go to sleep. I get home around 4, and don't go to bed until 11. On top of that, I've had to make my KH Sora costume from scratch, which has been a major stresser.
So I've been in a particularily bad mood this week.

It was topped off yesterday, when Lexi said that she wanted us to split up. And that really hurt, 'cause we were really close to five months, and I love her with all my heart, and just a ton of other shit.
I don't know what to think anymore. I feel like life has to fuck me forwards backwards upside down and sideways before it's done with me.

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Relationship Status:
I'm.....Single.

People I Admire:

Cosplay Status:
Well, let's think here.
Sora-KH II: 0% Complete.
Sora-Casual Form: 15% Complete.
Sora-HAPPY COLOURS!: 95% Complete.
Cloud-Final Fantasy Advent Children: 0% Complete.
Link-Ocarina of Time: 5% Complete.
Axel-KH II: 13% Complete.
Neku-The World Ends With You: 44% Complete.

Events I am PLANNING on Going To.
Oct. 11: Halloween Anime Party
Oct. 25: Halloween Anime Masquerade
Nov. 23: Mall of America Cosplay Birthday Raid for

April 3-5: Anime Detour

My Friendies~!

http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/20828077/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 15:58:11 PDT For a MONTH.

All because I stayed after to talk to my German teacher about my grade. x.x No computer, anime club, stuff like that.
So, you ask yourself, how the HELL am I updating?
Larxene's house. xD

So yeah. In my life right now:

I'm going to the homecoming dance in an hour!

I'm a bit excited. And we totally DESTROYED Alexandria today. 42 to 14, betches. TAKE THAT.

Anywho.
I had Larxene over last night, and was tugged off to the Superchick concert. She had connections, and got me a free ticket in. :3 So that was epic win. It was amazing. First playing was Starlit Platoon, and they were pretty good. On a 1-10 scale, I'd classify them at a 6.5-7.5 or something around that.
Next up was Article One, and OHMYGOD. They had a violinist! I almost died. xDD He was so epic. (I later bought an iViolin shirt with his sillouette on it, and had him sign it. :3 At least a nine for these guys. Amazing stage presence, and good sounds.

Next up was Stellar Kart. now, I like this band overall, but I don't really KNOW them. They had good beats for Jumpstyle old skool, though. It was pretty fun. :3 I'd give them an 8, for their beats.

Then Superchick was up. I love this band, but they didn't seem to have as great a stage presence as they used to. So that was a little sad. I love those guys, though. So I give them an 8.5-9.5 or something near there.

But otherwise, not much has been going on. And Larxy's getting a wee bit roary. Sayonara, loves!

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[] Sad movies suck.
[] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[] You like going to football games.
[] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[] Sports are fun.
[] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers.

14/25

Your Girl Side
[] You wear lip gloss.
[] You love to shop
[x] You wear eyeliner
[] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[] You like getting manicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[] You care about what you look like....
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.(I'm a girl so DUH)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
14/25

I R A HERMAPHRODITE. Or whatever Namine describes Haku as. All I know is I learned it in 7th grade while dissecting worms.

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Relationship Status:
I'm taken, loves.

People I Admire:

~teardropscars DEBATE. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/20692178/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/20692178/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 10:45:44 PDT We managed to get all our facts filled in, though! :3
So hello 15 History Extra Credit points. -Laughs-

Not much to update on, actually. >_>;

Later Days!

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'Ello, loves!
Just so ya know, I get to watch the presidential debate for my History Extra Credit!!

I have Jimmy, Sarah, Ann, and my dogs all crowded into the living room for the occassion.
Interesting shit my friends, interesting shit. xDD

Later loves! I'll give you ALL the dirty details when I return!~

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Relationship Status:
I'm taken, loves.

People I Admire:

April 3-5: Anime Detour

My Friendies~!

http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/20639882/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 17:19:48 PDT

,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your cat. I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me in bed and I saw you sit on my illegitimate child in Ghana.
I'm sure you're drunk enough to understand that your driving sucks.
I'm returning your car to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory.
You should also know that I hate your cooking and I have a passionate interest for mice.

Good luck wherever you end up! -Coughcoughjailcough-

Beehee.
Nah, I'm not that mean.
It's a joke I snagged from my friend Rachel, and this is how ya do it.

Pick a friend, any friend, and choose the correct answer, and fill it in the blanks in the message at the bottom. Tag them. See what they say. It's funny!

1. What's the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White Â IÂm joining the Convent
Black - I dislike your eyelashes
Green - Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're mean
Other - I'm in love with your cat

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February - Last year when you peed your pants
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July Â When you smacked my ass
August - When I saw the purple monkey
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - When I quoted Forest Gump
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Lasagna- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad Â As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean ChrÃ©tien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
None- In Bed

4. What's the coluor of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put whipped cream on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5. What's the colour of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey Â The Catholic Priest
Brown Â Your ÂMy Little PonyÂ collection
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red Â My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink Â The Montreal CanadianÂs goalie
None Â My prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude
Other - The elephant in the corner

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs; Man
O.C.; Emotional
One Tree Hill; Open
Heroes; Frostbitten
Lost; High
House; Sly
Simpsons; Cowardly
The news; Scarred
Idol; Masochistic
Family Guy; Senile
Top Model; Middle-class
None; Ashamed
Other; Drunk

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed Â That weÂre related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Silly - That there is no solution to you being a dumbkid
Other - That your driving sucks

8. What's the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - Your Elton John poster
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from Vegas
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your car

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
C/D - The oil tank from your car
E/F - You... ]]> ~teardropscars A list of....me? EDIT/Tagged. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/20234620/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/20234620/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 11:30:57 PDT

Choose a singer/band/group.

Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.

Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged).

Soooo. What band to use?
Actually, I'm gonna bend the rules a little bit. >D I can't find a proper artist, sooooo.

Are you male or female ?
Absolutely (Story of a Girl)

Describe yourself.
Not Nothing

What do people feel when they're around you?
Punk Rawk Celebrity

Describe your current relationship.
Never Better Than Now

Where would you want to be now?
Top Of The Charts

How do you feel about love?
1000 words

What's your life like?
Tightly Wound

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Here in Your Arms

And....er....yeah. Mainly MxPx. xD

A friend of mine tagged me to do this. Sooo. I guess tagging now...

Rules
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

Ok so on to the postage.

1) I'm a bit of a masochist.

2) I have a tendancy to dance spontainiously.

3) I'm slowly becoming a paint chat ADDICT.

4) I'm almost 16, and still love watching Disney Movies. >:V

5) I really like Roleplaying.

6) I think I've finally found out what the word love means.

7) I've heard: You're fucking weird! 8 times in one hour.

8) I make people mad a lot. >D

]]> ~teardropscars BOAT NAO. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/20134100/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/20134100/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 16:28:59 PDT
Go there nao.

[link]
And tell your parents and those people so they can take a look.
;D

]]> ~teardropscars Zip a de doo da... http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/20066929/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/20066929/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 19:44:33 PDT
Sooo. I finally got a tablet, if I haven't said that yet...-can't remember-
AND IT IS EPIC. I named him Bambi.

We took a trip over to Fargo the other day, because mum had to get her back checked out by an actual GOOD doctor. One that doesn't lie to her and crap. xD Because she's been dealing with a lot of that in the past few years. His name was....I dun remember...But he had this AMAZING Indian Accent. xD It was like, Indian/Italian.
Well ANYWHO. Enough about the amazing Intalian.

Uhm...Lemme think here....I know I had something else to say....
I dun remember again. >3

]]> ~teardropscars Big hunka caramel! http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/19822110/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/19822110/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 06:56:20 PDT
And let's see here....it's 8.49 right now, and I'm proud to say I pulled an all-nighter. Working on stuff. Working on something on iScribble, to be exact. And now I'm just a little bored, since Lexi's asleep, Patrick's a dummy, and Koui's left for school. And David's asleep. And no one else is online. xD

Upon taking my puppy outside this morning, he apparantly couldn't hold it in. He pissed all over the driveway, and I just about did the same thing I was laughing so hard.

I just yawned, so I'll wrap this up for now and add onto it later.

^{It's been 2 months already.}

]]> ~teardropscars Popcorn Riverrrr~! http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/19570626/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/19570626/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 10:50:06 PDT I'm scared.

just showed me her brother and friend being stupid.
[link]
It's seriously messed up. xD

Oh!
Another one.
[link]
Actual VIDEO this time.
[link]
Ow?

]]> ~teardropscars Zutto suki na kotoshite boku wa tada utau! http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/19487790/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/19487790/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 12:59:57 PDT "I've always done what I wanted and just sing!"
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Well, I haven't updated the journal in almost a month. Sooo I figured I'd better, now.
A lot has happened, recently. I've cried a lot, I've gotten pissed at my mum a buncha times, almost broken up with the person I love, and stuff like that! But I'm over most of it.

I'm investing in a tablet. I wanna draw, and I've wanted a tablet for a while. So I'll probably be picking it up tomorrow. ^^ I'm excited.

I has new headphones! Sorry, semi-big news. xD They have a microphone, so I'm happy.

AND KATARA AND AANG JUST KISSED. What a lovely way to end the series. I WANT MORE.

Uhm...I dun remember what I was writing...SooooO~
I guess I"ll finish the update later!

-3 days later-

Hey!
I remember part of what I was gonna write!

Well, I got caught on the laptop 2 weeks ago. So I've been grounded from my friends. Including my girlfriend. Which really has sucked. I can still talk to all of my friends on the phone and the computer, but I've essentially been under house arrest for 2 weeks. But it's given me time to sort out what really matters for me, and what I want to do about a lot of things in my life right now. And it's also helped me realize that it sucks not being able to see the one you'd give up your heart for. Bah. That sounds weird. Oh well.
I dun remember any other stuff, except for that I've drawn a few things, and I'll be uploading 'em later this week...

]]> ~teardropscars Wtf is a Cabbit? http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/19074710/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/19074710/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 22:18:41 PDT Who's this lady in the back of our car?
I dunno, she must have climbed in through the window.

Roawr.

Well, our computer has managed to kill out again. So I'm on the laptop right now.;D

Update....update...update....
OH!
Update!

So, I stayed basically the whole week at my beautiful Lexi's house. She came over after David's party on Sunday night, and then I went over on Monday, stayed again through Tuesday, and her mum invited me over Wednesday night too.
We watched the Hills Have Eyes 2, and I'd say that it's not really all that scary of a movie, it's more on the creepy factor. At the end they say it was all fictional...but I bet there is a little bit of truth behind the story. I wanna know what happened to that one good bad guy. (If you've seen the movie, you'll know who I'm talking about.)

And water fights. With Brad and her mum. We had one of those. We had to hose off and scrub off the garage, because they're pressure washing the house or something like that.

Aaaaand. What else...
OH!
My poor Lexi got a minute-long nose bleed while I was over. It was a total anime-style deal, too. She felt so bad!

And so I was there for like, three days. Then my stepdad was told to come pick me up by my mum because they worry about me and Lexi hanging out together. They dunno anything. D:

So then mum and I went shopping today, and I got some clothes, some bright red hair dye, and she got a table. Yes. My mum bought a table at JC Penny's. I was amazed.
It's one of those old fold-up brown ones. xD

]]> ~teardropscars Baaaaaack. :D http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18861582/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18861582/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 19:45:34 PDT "TAWNY!"
"...What mom?"
"Look at them dance!"

Gotta love watching America's Best Dance Crew with yer mum. ^^

==================================

So....What's New? (With Meshed In (TO COME!)
Alright, sorry I haven't updated.
My computer's been a little wonky. We're remodeling our basement, where the computer USED to be, because the parents want a bigger room. So I haven't had a computer for at least two weeks. Aaaaaand. I'll be working on a few secret cosplays over the next few days, and I have a lot of plans in store for DA.

I have gotten my mom back into dancing. Way back in the day, she was in her high school's Dance Line, and today she watched America's Best Dance Crew with me and my sister. She wants us to try out dance again. I liked (like) dancing, but not the places we have where I live...Hehe.

Squuueeeeeegle.
I love my life. I'm sooooo happy. A bit strained, but happy.
^^

The Random Corner
'NOTHER QUIZ!

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
Dirty Little Secret [>.> What?]

WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
Music [Does that even make sense!?]

HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
The Reason [Aww, thanks guys! Hehe]

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Feel Good Inc. [...Yes....? No....?]

WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?
Forever [...Huh? >///<]

WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
Simple and Clean [Psht. I dunno who picked out these answers.]

WHAT IS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
Pieces [Translation, please!]

HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
Anything But Ordinary [Well I'm on the right track then!]

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
Aware [Ohgahd. Haha. (DO YOU GET IT?)]

WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
Moment Like This [...For some reason I doubt it.]

THE BEST THING TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
1985 [Dude! That was one of my gran's party years!]

HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
Tightly Wound [Very. I blame my dad. I got someone that lightens my load, though.]

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Attack [Thanks guys. >.<]

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
She's a Rebel [Ah hah. I thought of Xiggy Sanders.]

WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Top of the Charts [....Yes?]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
Merrymaking

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
Lips of an Angel [>.>]

HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?
Devotion and Desire

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
Wherever you Are [Does that make sense?]

WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
Not Nothing [So no!? xD]

WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?
Ryusei Rocket [Uhm.]

IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Turn you Down [Haha! Finally one I can follow!

WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?
My Best Friend's Hot [-breathes-]

WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
Pon De Replay [RHIANNA! I KNEW IT!]

WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
He Said, She Said [I like the beat, okay? <.<;]

Well, now that that's over, I'm off!

Byebye!

And to you, you know who you are:

Chu.

]]> ~teardropscars Let's Get it Started http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18671944/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18671944/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 00:12:03 PDT 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4: The Neverland Rule: Write down whatever snarky returns come to your mind afterward.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
Time Warp (Uhm....what? -dances-)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Misery Business (Not quite)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Rollercoaster (XD)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Roads You Can Take (Does that make sense to anyone?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Wake Me Up When September Ends (....Yeah, totally.)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
My Heart is a Fist (RIKU!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
My Own Worst Enemy (>.> Only sometimes~)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Ooh Ooh Baby (Dude WTF)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Invisible to U (>.< Not so much anymore)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Fighting (It's FIVE! No, SIX!, Wait-)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Innocence. (Sometimes. Ah hah.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Just the Girl (...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Down With the Sickness (SCREEEEEEMO!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Prelude 12/21 (Uhm whut? xD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Smells Like Teen Spirit (-///-)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Tekesuta Kousen (I LOVE THIS SONG! -dances-)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
It Ends Tonight (Woah.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Taking Over Me. (Only Envy.)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Lets Get it Started. (IN HERE!!!)

]]> ~teardropscars Quiz Tiem! ^-^ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18610690/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18610690/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 13:16:47 PDT Laurana-Inanna today.
>D

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a lampost

T 0 T A L: 5

[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.

T 0 T A L: 7

[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

T 0 T A L: 11

[x] You have fallen asleep in class
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice".

T 0 T A L: 15

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidently.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time!

T 0 T A L: 19

[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[ ] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[ ] You had to use a calculator to add this up.

TOTAL: 23

Now multiply this by three: Why? YES!
69.
>3

]]> ~teardropscars sleepplzthnx. WITH ADDED UPDATES! :D http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18533094/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18533094/ Wed, 28 May 2008 18:52:13 PDT There's not really all that much to say, though....besides the fact that I had a jam-packed memorial weekend! -flowers and rainbows-

Not really.

In all honesty, it was fun, but it was also....boring, in a way?

On Friday night, I had ~xXthemozXx over, and we....gahd. I don't even remember what we did. I've been playing Harvest Moon again and my brain is fried. >D
But on Saturday, me an' her went up to a friend's grad party. She sprained her knee after the ceremony on Friday night, so she was kinda hobbling everywhere. She couldn't catch me. >3 I was proud of myself for not kicking it or anything once. Yay!
Then, after that, we went and bought these weird juice things and some whipped cream. AND DENNIS!
Dennis was in the back seat with 'Rissa and me. Sarah was in the front.
Oh, we got candy too. Yummm.
So 'Rissa stayed over on Saturday and Sunday, and then on Monday *RumbleRedRidingHood came and hung out from noon to five. And I'm in love with Cassie. Seriously, that keyboard is wonderful. xD
It has 77 keys! That's missing an octave and a few odd!

....Wrapping up...I'll finish later. I want sleep.

ACTUAL UPDATE!!

So.
The end of the school year is here!
YES!
Gahd. It's gonna be a pretty dull Summer, though, if Demy Zex and I can't all get together to plan out cosplay stuff. 'Cause I sorta got grounded...

SOME ACTUAL COSPLAYS IN THE NEAR-ISH FUTURE!

Not even kidding this time.

I'm possibly getting a job soon, so I'll have money to spend on cosplay materials and whatnot. I need to get my wig really soon.
That, and get the stuff sorted out for IOWA...BUT. I can guarantee...for anyone that actually cares...I'll have some cosplay stuff uploaded by the end of June. I need to help Mansexual get it's wig, and Namine. Ugh. This is gonna be a blaaaaast.
OH! THERE'S ROXAS!

...I'm better now.

And I almost forgot.
While we were hanging out on Monday, David, 'Rissa and I discovered the neverending milk cup.
See, I THOUGHT I had drank my milk. I really do think I still did. Mom told me to drink it, and when I told her I already had, David picks up my cup that I KNOW I had finished drinking out of, which was full of milk.
So we have discovered a parallel dimension. In my clear plastic cup.
And that dimension is full of....milk.

AND I BURN PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY SANDWICHES!

...

I want Pancakes.

]]> ~teardropscars Forever and Never http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18307556/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18307556/ Tue, 13 May 2008 15:33:04 PDT Here we go again, I suppose.

Not much has happened in the past week or so...or however long it's been since I last updated.

We went to Valleyfair on Saturday, but it rained a lot of the day.
I was wearing sort of a Gothic-Lolita underskirt deal, under one of my standart black skirts. I was pooofy that day. Heehee.
We went on Renegade twice in a row at first, and sorta just went on a bunch of different rides the rest of the day.
If anyone's ever been on Renegade, they know how fast it goes just in general. But if you ever get the chance to, go on it when the track is wet. It goes soooo much faster!
That, and the Wild Thing. We were supposed to leave the park at around 5, but Lexi, Ciara, and I were on the Wild Thing. In the rain. Lexi and I sat in front, and the rain HURT. The ribbon in my hair kept falling out until Sarah double-knotted it, and then it had gotten better, until we sat in the very front of Wild Thing in the rain. I was hiding behind my poofy skirts most of the ride. It was in the picture, too. When we got out of the little tunnel thing, I lifted my hand up to my hair, and this is what was heard.
"I finally lost my ribbon!"
xD

And then I took a nap next to Lexi on the way home.

Now, in more recent news.
We took a few NWEA tests this past week, and I did pretty well on both of them. I have 10 free extra credit points in any class I choose to put them in. Yay!
I need it. >D

Buuuut. Today sucked.
Royally.
But oh wells. I'll let the good outweigh the bad, and just let it pass by. Or try to. Heehee.

-Signing Out-

]]> ~teardropscars Updates coming/Quiz. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18074752/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/18074752/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 17:20:05 PDT "And ouw widdle wesbian movews!"

Okay, so here we go, 10 days later.
So many things have happened in the past week, but I can't say all of them here for security reasons. >D

Okay, well I had

over at my house on Friday night, and we got designs done for our GazettE cosplays, which I think will turn out amazingly. On Saturday, we got called up by a friend who invited us out to see a movie.
He suggested "Baby Mama" to us.
We thought it sounded kinda weird, and I didn't think it was gonna be all that great, but it turned out to be pretty good. I had a really great time at the theatre, for a ton of reasons.
But ya gotta love dressing up J-Rock style and going to see a pregnant woman movie.
Nyah hah.

After the movie,

came over, and Sarah stayed the night again. Lexi was with this time, though. >D
I love playing Grand Theft Auto with those two. xD
Then Lexi and I ran off to the family room to go on the computer for a while while Sarah fell asleep. We came back into the room and played GTA again for a bit, and Sarah wasn't feeling too great. So I got her medicine outta my vast medicine cupboard. Heehee. Then Sarah fell asleep on the bed, and Lexi and I fell asleep on the floor.
At 3 something in the morning, mind you.

The next morning, my mom comes down to wake us up at 7.15, telling us that the septic tank broke, and we can't use the bathrooms or the sinks and that we need to get up and help Jeff(my Stepdad) get all the sewer water cleaned up out of the laundry room and the hallway. It SUCKED. We were working on it from 7.33 to at least noon. And I get really irritable when woken up early in the morning, so I kept giving Jeff attitude. Then he yelled at me, and I got mad at him.
I can't even begin to tell you about the nasty-ness of Sunday. I'm not writing it all, but it smelt like bleachy poop by 10.30. So yeah. Nothing like cleaning up sewer water with a vaccuum on a Sunday morning. >.<

Weekly Randomness
But now, I will snatch another quiz. This time it's from a Deviant that I can't remember, but I found it on my computer. So here goes.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Well, I have this one on the bridge of my nose that Lexi just recently asked about...and let's see here...the story behind it is, that I was running around the couch with three of my cousins when I was two.
I was chasing Tony, who was chasing his sister, who was chasing Britt, who was chasing me. Britt slipped on a piece of paper, and fell into me, and I went flying into a coffee table.
I remember the really bright emergency lights.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Uhm, a lot of printed out pictures of anime stuff. Right now, it's very mainly Kingdom Hearts.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
Well, occassionally I snore, and sometimes talk, but I don't think Lexi, or anyone else, has ever told me of grinding my teeth in my sleep. I sometimes throw things, though.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Uhm, mainly new rock and punk rock. I'll listen to anything, except for basically rap and a lot of country songs. J-Rock has become pretty popular in our group, too.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
That I do.
3.33 in the morning. Poor mom was in labor for 3 days with me. ^^

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
...I really miss my dog, Max. That just spontainiously came back into my mind. She was my first dog, and she died of heatstroke about 4 years ago. We were out of the house, and we had let her on her chain just so she could run around and get some fresh air while we went to the other house for the day.
We came back, and she and Tucker were lying on the ground, dead. I'll never get the image out of my mind.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
I don't really believe in most prized possessions at this point in time, because I don't really have much that fits into that category. My phone is amazingly important, of course, as is my music, but I dunno.
So probably my friends.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
Like... 5' 4 1/2"?

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Only occassionally. It depends on the situation, I guess.
Ciara gets really claustrophobic. It's sad, but sometimes it can get to be a little funny.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
I did when I was a kid, but I got over it. Now it's only on certain situations. ~teardropscars Uhm. http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/17913930/ http://teardropscars.deviantart.com/journal/17913930/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 15:22:22 PDT We could have sex right now and she wouldn't even notice!

Hey anyone.
If you know who I am, then that means you've either talked to me personally, or you know me. But we're letting that account fade, alright? No questions? Good.

Well then. I was told to do this earlier today, so I'm gonna. After that I suppse I'll give a few updates.

Name: Tawny
Single or taken: Single
Gender: Female
Birthday: March 12th, 1993.
Sign: Pisces
Hair color: Dark to Light Brown (it changes)
Eye color: Green to Blue to Brown to Gray. Whatever they feel like.
Height: Hrm. I think I'm 5' 4 1/2"
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: -///-
I'm bi.

-----------Â Ã Â F A S H I O N | S T U F F Â Ã Â--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: Hrm. Anywhere between Hot Topic and Wal-Mart. >D
Favorite designer?: ...Dude, who honestly pays attention to that crap?
What is your sexiest outfit?: ...Again, who gives a damn?
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Shorts, my Metallica shirt and a black long sweater.
What do you usually wear?: ...Whatever I feel like wearing.

--------------Â Ã Â S P E C I F I C S Â Ã Â -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Whatever happens to be in the shower. It's usually coconut scented.
What are you listening to right now: The Dollyrots
Who is the last person that called you?: Demy. ^^
How many buddies are online right now?: Four, but I'm only talking to two. (EDIT: Larx just signed on. So five. And now she's talking to me.)
-------------Â Ã Â F A V O R I T E S Â Ã Â-----------------

Foods: Uh...I dunno....Pocky is technically a snack, I suppose...oh, and Nutella...hmm...I dunno. I usually eat what's put in front of me, other than Spaghetti and Lasagna. Ick. Oh, and ocassionally Ham. >.<
Girls names: Alexis, Kyra, Ciara, Kelly, Jade, erm...I have a thing for obscure names.
Boys names: I like really odd sorts of names.
Subjects in school: Science, Orchestra. And sometimes Choir.
Animals: Dogs. Not the little yippy kind of annoying crap dogs either. The only one of those dogs I accept as amazing is Ettie. And...I dunno. I'm not all that fond of cats. I own a few, but I'm not huge on cats.

----------------Â Ã Â H A V E | Y O U | E V E R Â Ã Â-------------

Given anyone a bath?: My younger siblings.
Smoked?: I fricking hate smoking and smokers.
Bungee jumped?: I wanna. >D
Made yourself throw up?: You really want me to answer that? It was when I was sick. >.>
Skinny dipped?: ...Odd question, but no.
Ever been in love?: Once.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: ...Well duh.
Pictured your crush naked?: ...
Actually seen your crush naked?: Nope. nopenopenopenopenope.
Cried when someone died?: Who hasn't?
Lied: No, I never lie. I don't believe in lying. >:3
Fallen for your best friend?: I don't belive in the whole Best Friends Forever deal. You have a lot of close friends, not one best friend.
Rejected someone?: Probably at some point.
Used someone?: Yeah, at some point I bet.
Done something you regret?: Who hasn't ever done something they regret?
------------Â Ã Â C U R R E N T Â Ã Â---------------

Clothes: Jeans, unbuckled belt (only for Demy ;D), a black T-Shirt, and my long black sweater.
Music: My Sitar by Dr. Bombay. Now I'm listening to Demyx time.
Smell: -sniffs- Something smells like Demy. It's probably my sweater.
Desktop picture: Demyx pulling Axel under the water.
Cd in player: I haven't used a CD player in a while, and I don't know where mine is at the moment, so I'll check to see what's on my iPod....-clicks- It's Bite to All by the GazettE.
DVD in player: Sweeney Todd.
----------------Â Ã Â L A S T | P E R S O N Â Ã Â----------------------

You touched: Demyx.
Hugged: ...I think it was my dog...Dale.
You IMed: My friend. Larx.
You yelled at: Well it wasn't really yelling, but Namine. Today during Orchestra.
You kissed: ...

---------------Â Ã Â A R E | Y O U Â Ã Â---------------------

Understanding: I suppose it depends on the situation, but I think I am at most times.
Open-minded: Most of the time.
Arrogant: Hmm...Again, depends on the situation.
Insecure: Yeah, sometimes.
Random: Where's a paopu plush when you need it?
Hungry: Nope.
Smart: Overall, yeah.
Moody: Oh no, I'm not ever moody. SHUT UP, BRIANA. D<
Hard working: If it's something I enjoy doing, then yeah.
Organized: As if.
Shy: Not really.
Difficult: Haha. You can ask Demy about that.
Bored easily: Yeah.
Obsessed: With what?
Angry: Not at the moment. Wait, yes I am.
Sad: Not really.
~teardropscars