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deviantART: by:techxromancexx http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:techxromancexx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:techxromancexx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 18:46:24 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png still working...plus christmas party coming up! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28872598/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28872598/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 20:00:43 PST Friends - Behance.Network - Twitter - Donate me.

soo yep still working on random days at random hours of said days.
work tomorrow 2-5pm then i work on sunday from 2-7pm

also next weekend(not the one coming up!) is my work's christmas party

and i am making cookies!! yummy chocolate chip kisses cookies

cant wait for payday..a week from today! so i can finish this christmas shopping! i still gotta get gifts for my mum, my dad, my stepmum, and some of my lovely friends

other news...

i have two tags i gotta still do...but im being lazy...so i will get to them! eventually *gets shot*

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]]> *techxromancexx Work Work Work and I got tagged! :O http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28700635/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28700635/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 21:32:49 PST Friends - Behance.Network - Twitter - Donate me.

Sooo I got more hours at work. This week I have worked both Sunday and today and I have a two day break until Friday from which I work 7pm to 11pm. So happy

Means a nice check amirite!?

Also I got bitched out on facebook by somebody I thought was a good friend BECAUSE I have to work Friday...wtf man. Why does it make me an ass and a selfish person for having a job and not calling off when I JUST STARTED?! That would be like...dumb of me! I could lose the job. Soo guess what! I'm not risking it! Plus I like hours...gives me more money. And I have Christmas shoppin to do!

Anywho's! I got tagged by ~Zade
so here it is!

001. Real name â ..... Amanda
002. Nickname(s)â Mandapanda, Mandy, Mana(my sister calls me this), Mandark(cause im a genius right?)
003. Zodiac sign â im a balance! err Libra!
004. Male or female â i have a vagina so therefore i am a girl!

005. Elementary â uhhh a bunch of places cause i moved alot...
006. Middle School â TMS andddd Marie Shaefer
007. High School â BWTHS (cause my town has TWO high schools!)
008. Hair color â medium/dark brown (but is now auburn atm)
009. Long or short â long wavy, thick hair
010. Loud or Quietâ can be both..if i know you i can be kinda loud
011. Sweats or Jeansâ jeans...sweats only at home
012. Phone or Camera â phone unless im taking pics then its my camera
013. Health freak â me? a health freak? pffffft xD
014. Drink or Smoke? â drink of course!
015. Do you have a crush on someone? â yus
016. Eat or Drink â both
017. Piercings â my ears were/are
018. Tattoos â nada..but i want one or two..one of a panda bear :3

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplaneâ yus..to go to orlando
020. Been in a relationship â twice
021. Been in a car accident â never and i hope this is the same the rest of my life!
022. Been in a fist fight â nope

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing â my ears
024. First best friend â kate
025. First award â young authors i believe?
026. First crush â ohhh man...travis king (pre-k ftw!)
028. First big vacation â texas..then to orlando and the bahamas!

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to â misty
030. Last person you IMed â misty/zade/nathan
031. Last person you watched a movie with â my stepmom and donnie
032. Last food you ate â hot fudge sundae! for free! from work xD
033. Last movie you watched â Big Bang Theory(but that was a tv show dvd season) and UP
034. Last song you listened to â Intro to Dragons Age (so pretty)
035. Last thing you bought â donnie's xmas gift
036. Last person you hugged â donnie

FAVES:
037. Food -> spaghetti and ice cream! (but NOT together)
038. Drinks â Sprite
039. Clothing â tshirt and jeans
040. Books â errr anita blake or any laurell k. hamilton book or stephen king!
041. Musics â gahhh rise against, breaking benjamin, disturbed, three days grace, anime music, game music, etc
042. Flower â lillies
043. Colors â orange and neon green! oh and blue
044. Movies â 28 Days Later, Transformers, the Descent, Spirited Away, Howl's Moving Castle, Casper, Jurassic Park!, Wall-E, any pixar film pretty much, Memoirs of a Geisha, some other movies
045. Positions â .........giggidy giggidy
046. Subjects â web design/development

IN 2009 I....

047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [x] celebrated Halloween
049. [ ] had your heart broken
050. [ i cant! ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [x] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant O_o
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [X] done something you've regretted
056. [X] broke a promise
057. [X] hid a secret
058. [X] pretended to be happy
059. [ ] met someone who changed your life
060. [ ] pretended to be sick ...only not to go school...
061. [ ] left the country
062. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
*techxromancexx Devious Journal Entry http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28472800/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28472800/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 17:19:17 PST

Dragon Age *is addicted*

Dragon Age is my newest favorite addiction. And I plan on continuing to feed this addiction every day

Also Assassin's Creed 2....so awesometastic! (yes i said awesometastic!)
Annnd I wish I would have pre-ordered it...I want the figure...oh well EBAY HERE I COME

Thanksgiving is...3 days away now? Yea 3....and I still dont know what I'm gonna do. May just stay home and cook my own ham! xD
OH GOD FIRE IN WORDEN!

(orz atleast that what everbody who knows me would say...)

also..I wanted to start drawing pokemans! So does anybody know any good tutorials I could use? Or references..? Orz know anybody thats on dA who has tutorials? Be much obliged!

also thank you donnie for always being there for me when i need it most ^__^ i lurves ya!

aaaaand im a moderator for my best buddy Zade 's new club Stampd-club So if you make stamps you should JOIN! please?

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]]> *techxromancexx Devious Journal Entry http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28362745/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28362745/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 17:14:57 PST

I GOT A JOB!!! HOMGZ!!

new news:

OMFG I just got a call back about an hour or two ago from Ronnie, the manager who interviewed me at McDonalds. I GOT THE JOB!!

I gotta go in to orientation on Wednesday at 3pm. But I start work on Friday!!! I'm so excited and unbelievably happy about this!

old news:

soo my november is pretty much goin like crap. all the family issues just continue to get worse. my dads gone pretty much so its just me and my stepmom. soon im gonna have to go back to my moms or something(but im stuck on what to do..why i havent left yet...) andd ontop of that all i had an emotional breakdown in the car on my way home. yea....fun times. ugh i hate stress.....i hate...family..issues. i feel like i should make up for my dad's dumbness.......and Thanksgiving? oh dont eve get me started on that

i have like....3 different places i was invited to....but idk...think i'll just stay home

in other news...

so my buddy ~drakshin bought me 12 months of premium!!!!

aaaaand im a moderator for my best buddy Zade 's new club Stampd-club So if you make stamps you should JOIN! please?

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]]> *techxromancexx rawr! :3 http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28337371/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28337371/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 17:05:08 PST
aaaaand im a moderator for my best buddy Zade 's new club Stampd-club

and....and...thumbs! omfg yaya!
here are some of my fav ones:

tell me outta these that you like best! <3

(btw awesome mudkip journal skin!!!!! Thank you Cascade388 for this awesome skin!)

]]> *techxromancexx journal skiiiiins and moar :3 http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28288489/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28288489/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 22:45:52 PST
but ermmm ok have a question for all of you people that are in relationships....

is it possible to actually fall in love with someone like....in a day or week? cause i dont think so. i believe that actual love love builds up over time. you can be infatuated with someone i.e puppy love but its not really love.

but i have a friend who keeps saying he is in love with this girl he just started dating like....a week ago i believe? i tell him its puppy love but he says its real love.

anyways im just wondering what is everybody's thoughts on love are.
thanks! :3

::edit::
also have a friend who says he is in love with this girl in another country. they supposedly have been dating a while now. but she never tells anyone they are dating, she doesnt really talk to him all that much, and there was this other guy who told my friend to pretty much stfu and quit talking to -his- gf when she is supposedly dating my friend? lmfao whats your advice on that?

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]]> *techxromancexx I R ALIVEEEE http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28231693/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28231693/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 06:59:50 PST
slaphappy kills me xD

OH! So I took my stepmom to work! and on the way home I heard about the HO HO CONCERT THATS IN DECEMBERRRRRRR. December 13th to be exact :3

AND AND
Breaking Benjamin will be there
AND
Sick Puppies
AND
Three Days Grace (omfgsdfsdfjsldfAdamGontiersvoiceissosexy!!!!!
andddddd
IM TOTALLY GETTING TICKETS ><
I WILL SAVE EVERY PENNY!

]]> *techxromancexx sooo http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28096435/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28096435/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 20:42:35 PST i got a big jumbo bag of Reeses peanut butter cups.....
mmmmm...
my mom bought me the bag :3

and its rather delicious

now back to Brutal Legends...since i have yet to beat it -.-

]]> *techxromancexx Happy Halloween! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28051460/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/28051460/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 18:21:37 PDT
not so happy for me cause i dont get to go out and do anything but whatever.
on another note..im playing Brutal Legends for the Xbox 360...its total badass. I love it

Anyways

Hope you all have a happy holiday!

]]> *techxromancexx sleeeeeep + new pics http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27993135/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27993135/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 11:03:30 PDT idk whats going on...woke up and almost got sick this morning -.-

but in other news..the other day i went out to our subdivision's lake and took some photos

right now im fixing them up and messing around with them so im hoping to have them up soon

oh and if any of you have facebook....and play farm town/farmville...BE MY NEIGHBOR PLEASE K THX!

]]> *techxromancexx *sits in awe* http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27918782/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27918782/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 07:28:19 PDT ...
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omfg i has an interview ><
so unbelievably happy right now
srsly
this is just....awesome O.O

its at the Hampton Inn >.>
Ima be a maid.....err housekeeper....

]]> *techxromancexx I just had an epiphany!!! (love that word) http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27893647/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27893647/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 17:28:58 PDT
Ok so I am wanting to go back to college next fall (wish I could go this spring but the lack of transportation fails me). Anyways!
There are now three things that I kinda wanna do....the first two are:
*drumroll* web development/design(which is just a certificate) and vet technician(which i can get a bachelors in).

Ok so I was trying to decide between those and was leaning more towards vet tech lately.

But now I had an epiphany...and I have always been a really good writer. It shows well in my english/grammer/creative writing grades...and I kinda wanna do journalism. (I had thought bout this before while back in high school just never really though it through). But I wanna do something like making game strategy guides or something.....not big on the news but i can do it lol

anyways tell me what you think ok? it would be a very big help for me.

]]> *techxromancexx big bang theory http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27862117/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27862117/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 20:07:29 PDT
]]> *techxromancexx im so tired... http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27813924/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27813924/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 10:36:59 PDT
i cant even make myself happy anymore.
i cant honestly take it anymore. im gonna break soon i know it. if i keep this up. i dont know what to do anymore.

]]> *techxromancexx so im gonna say this... http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27683606/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27683606/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 09:03:00 PDT <

freeeeeeezing *shivers*

i mean i love winter dont get me wrong. but its like as soon as my birthday hit..its all like *BAM* winter and cold iz here and we are gonna make it miserable for YOU! -.-

cant enjoy the autumn leaves when its TOO cold outside, yaknowwhatimean?

anyways...other than that
not much goin on

i dont even know if im getting my bday gift from my dad now or not -.-
kinda dissappointed but w/e.

oh also news. i started playing wow again. not sure if I wanna level Talluh (my 70 huntard on BL) or if I wanna level my DK or huntard on Emerald Dream?

]]> *techxromancexx omg omg omg im sucked back in! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27530979/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27530979/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 22:16:53 PDT <

ok so for the longest time ever i have been in a non-anime mood so i didnt watch any. whatsoever. but now...now im back into it. and its all thanks to this one anime series i started watching called Pandora Hearts. Its frikkin awesometastic! (new word!) ><
I love the whole Alice in Wonderland type theme to it. (One of my fav movies besides Nightmare Before Christmas tbh)

but yea now im sucked in
and cant stop watching it lol

]]> *techxromancexx uggghhhhhh http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27477674/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27477674/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 21:52:37 PDT jk jk

my gay friend said im ancient xD

and now i feel really sick

and its not from drinking (i didnt get a hangover lol)
got stomach cramps and i threw up. fell asleep afterwards. so tired...
yea this week is gonna be fun D:

anyways heading to bed
goodnight everyone!

]]> *techxromancexx so guess what's in 4 more days?! (Sept 27th) http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27379016/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27379016/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 16:49:41 PDT

I'm gonna be 21 at last!

::update::

2 days left
today
and
tomorrow

]]> *techxromancexx photos http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27338340/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27338340/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 13:01:06 PDT
]]> *techxromancexx instant messaging.. http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27325833/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27325833/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 17:59:07 PDT
i get bored during the day so yea i need to talk to people lol
if ya want my yahoo or msn names just ask and i will send you a note.

oh btw i attended my first ever adult only party for ladies hahaha
interesting night btw

oh and 6 more days until my bday!

]]> *techxromancexx VMA's?! So pissed about this http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27207893/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27207893/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 11:52:09 PDT
Oh and I watched the video of the Today Show with Pink. YOU GO GIRL! OMFG your amazing! I totally agree that Kanye wouldnt have done that to her haha. She can kick some butt! Oh and she put on an amazing show singing Please Don't Leave Me. She has such a wonderful voice!

]]> *techxromancexx so acen or animestl? http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27173140/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27173140/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 15:28:43 PDT If I go to ACEN I am getting a hotel room with a friend (if she goes..if not i get a room to myself lol)

but ok...I wanna go as Rita Mordio from Tales of Vesperia.
But I'm stuck on if I wanna go in her regular outfit...or go in her Miska Doctoral Degree outfit (which is kinda lolita lol). I dont have a very good ref pic of her Miska outfit so if anyone does please send! xD
and Im having problems with the costume...I dont know if I should buy one (since this will be the only time im prob ever gonna cosplay) or if i should make it myself (i know people are like "make it yourself its more unique! but not the best at sewing lol). umm...if i do make it....can anyone give me pointers on how to make that costume? cause i really need the help

i will love you all for the help! lol
<3

]]> *techxromancexx no-kill animal shelter http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27145960/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27145960/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 07:31:07 PDT
Im so happy to help out at a place like that! Im looking forward to it!
Plus I really want to help make a difference when it comes to animals too

uh in other news
apparently my dutch friend from the netherlands went back home yesterday from staying over here lol
and a rumor got started at his work that he is in a cult o.O
i laughed so hard when he told me that! almost peed my pants! xD
i was like "HOW DO THEY KNOW YOU SO WELL?!" lmao

]]> *techxromancexx 9 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27092017/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27092017/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 22:33:35 PDT Who's goin to see it? Cause I know I'm gonna def be seeing that

Love Tim Burton films

oh and yea also

I really wanna go to acen next year. I want to cosplay as Rita Mordio from Tales of Vesperia but I have no idea how to make a costume lmao. I'm not the best at sewing. And I'm stuck on either going in her regular outfit or the Miska Doctoral outfit. I really want to do the Miska outfit but I cant find a good reference picture to go off of.

]]> *techxromancexx new photos! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27069470/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27069470/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 08:30:01 PDT didnt have a camera so its all i had. I was gonna put them up last night but my phone was pretty much dead so i decided to just let it charge. but now im putting them up to show you all! hope you like them!

]]> *techxromancexx jap fest http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27037202/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/27037202/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 14:40:17 PDT
but yea if your going that's pretty awesome!

tonights plans
going to spend more time with my new puppy!
which is a 6 month old mini dachshund
he's so cute

]]> *techxromancexx naruto (no spoilers kay? promise!) http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26905080/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26905080/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 22:06:21 PDT so I have chosen Naruto Shippuden.....and I dont regret it. It's gotten really good

I've pretty much been watching it nonstop (I even stopped playing EQ2 to watch it o.O)
I love it, I honestly do. And Sasuke....is a dumb idiotic loser imho
Needs to get his butt kicked badly lol

]]> *techxromancexx new artwork http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26715072/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26715072/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 14:13:47 PDT
]]> *techxromancexx wheeeeee!!!! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26682183/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26682183/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 22:32:48 PDT
Went to the Illinois State Fair yesterday and had a BLAST! It was so much fun (although next year im definitely bringing alot of friends haha)

Been playing moar EverQuest2 (yea i know all you wow people are prob like "dude your so lame! come back to WoW! >.>; I might...if they do to the next expansion which im hoping they do...be interesting to see a whole new Azeroth). ANYWAYS! On EQ2 I am playing a Dark Elf Assassin (best race/class ever srsly I love them!) I got her to 52 right now and I'm leveling in Lesser Faydark...i wanna get a mount soon...have 5p and my bf said he would help get me one lol

September is coming up! Getting more excited every day since its closer to my 21st birthday and I am sooo totally going out to party like never before lmao

My bf is out of the hospital and doing much better(they have him on this chemo treatment though which means he will be bald lolz but his hair is buzzed so he is pretty much bald anyways...btw i yelled at him for it cause i love his hair..) and now my dad is in the hospital cause he is diabetic and has a blood infection...not good

and i keep worrying that i have diabetes cause its in my family(both sides have it). my stepmom thinks i may be hypoglycemic(i have all the symptoms for it too). its something that diabetics can get(but people w/o diabetes can get it too) and you pretty much have really low blood sugar which causes you to have tremors(which i have), and the serious symptoms are seizures(i had two) and comas o.O) you get really weak too unless you eat/drink something that has sugar in it. soooo im gonna have to go get that checked out....

]]> *techxromancexx So! guess who's birthday is still a month away! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26392284/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26392284/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 23:36:01 PDT
I'm sooo estatic about it!
and here are the reasons why *clears voice*

1. I'm gonna be 21!! (woohoo legal to really partay!!)(only down thing is that im older

im getting old!!!)

and

2. Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days comes out 2 days exact after my birthday :3 (Im looking forward to this, yes i am)(well wait..1 or 2 days...if you count the 29th which is the release date..cause my bday is sept 27 >.>; idk)

anyways on whats going on

i am officially staying with my dad and stepmom and i really like it here

and i went job hunting and found this small vet clinic in town and had my first interview! im so excited! i wanna be a vet technician when i graduate(yea instead of a web designer, which i will do in my free time once i get the hang of the coding again -.- maybe i can be a part time freelancer? two jobs!). anyways i reaaaally want this job! the people are so nice, the vet is very friendly. i think i would get along with everybody well(no drama thank god!) and i get to spend my whole day with cute little furry animals! how awesome is that?!)

but yea...im in a very good mood (besides the fact that my boyfriend in back in the hospital cause his body wont flush right -.- i hope he gets better!) and yea it seems my stress is going away! which is awesomesauce

]]> *techxromancexx im moving http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26330077/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26330077/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 02:22:23 PDT
]]> *techxromancexx *Sigh* http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26126107/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/26126107/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 09:35:43 PDT
Just need to come up with $35........

I wanna go to Pointfest!!!! D:

also...has anyone seen the Dragonball Z parody by TeamFourStar on YouTube? It's pretty funny...and amazingly good

I love the parts with Nappa and Vegeta...lol

]]> *techxromancexx I... http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25955118/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25955118/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 01:18:11 PDT
---> [link]

so yea...send me a comment/message whatever you wanna call it sometime!

AND

I saw Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

DD
So awesomesauce
and Draco has gotten hot xD

]]> *techxromancexx so..went to a pool party... http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25890081/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25890081/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 23:28:09 PDT

had a blast too

had the pool party cause it was my boyfriend's birthday today(but it rained today so we had the party yesterday)

and now we are all chilling....

tried to play Prototype...but the copy we rented has this huge ring around it......so it doesnt work.....

]]> *techxromancexx hey all you stl people!!!!!!!!!! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25727102/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25727102/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 01:17:18 PDT

yaaaaaaaay fireworks yaaaaaaaay!

*cheers*

]]> *techxromancexx and more good news! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25717775/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25717775/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 14:30:52 PDT

So awesome ><

Need to see it again...

(Ive always been a big transformers nerd....)

now to see Ice Age 3 (another awesome movie series)

]]> *techxromancexx good news! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25687775/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25687775/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 04:19:48 PDT
Been talking to my boyfriend lately and it seems to help

]]> *techxromancexx sooo..yea http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25556719/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25556719/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 00:53:15 PDT
I'm so sad to hear about his death. And his son! Only 11 years old now?
Poor thing..

On another note..

I haven't been doing so well. I've had so many problems lately...quitting my job was one of them >.>;

But its just like...I don't know...guess I'm just stressed out because of things...and that stress is building up....and I keep letting it out...in a bad way...I keep getting into arguments with the person I love and my only friend....I feel like the whole world is crumbling down around me.
I've had suicidal thoughts....and I know I shouldn't...I know I need to get help...I'm just scared.

Honest to god scared. I don't want to go to the hospital or be on meds for the rest of my life or anything. I just want to be normal.

]]> *techxromancexx woooo....not http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25342594/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25342594/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 01:51:35 PDT

D:

]]> *techxromancexx soo...sims 3 http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25133573/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/25133573/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 21:10:29 PDT
and i leave for texas tomorrow night

]]> *techxromancexx Sims 3 *happydance* http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/24988804/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/24988804/ Wed, 27 May 2009 22:18:50 PDT
In other news....waiting for my paycheck I WAS supposed to get on the 25th >.>;
Uhhh hoping tomorrow....

and in other news....
Im going to Texas for a few days for a friend's graduation

and im having problems with some things....
yaaaaay...........not

]]> *techxromancexx Devious Journal Entry http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/24746456/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/24746456/ Wed, 13 May 2009 22:39:55 PDT
his uncle's gf is being a total biotch cause i get to live there and she doesnt. so we ended up moving away from there (cause she is always there and they are always drinking and smoking and having too many people over so i get no sleep(i work at night) and are currently staying with my bf's mom......yea...8 people in one little house...not happening. and now we cant have any ferrets...or any pets for that matter cause his mom said since we live in the basement we cant because there isnt enough light or something. oh man i wanna move out so bad....living with 7 other people sucks.....no privacy..cant wait to move out...prob just gonna get one of those efficiency apartments or something.....idk

]]> *techxromancexx moving out! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/24575809/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/24575809/ Sun, 03 May 2009 23:16:40 PDT .>;
I might regret it later....but who knows.

I have decided to move in with my boyfriend and his uncle until me and my bf can get a place of our own. I'm kinda excited...yet really stressed out about how its gonna work out and I don't think my boyfriend really understands how I'm feeling cause when he decided to leave the nest (yes, i said nest) he just up and left. Its....hard for me since I have lived with my mom my whole life. Its like a baby bird when its learning to fly for the first time. It takes a while but they get the hang of it. Hope that sounds bout right....

but there is a plus to this moving out thing....I'm getting two little adorable ferrets cause I asked my boyfriend and he has been wanting a ferret his whole life like me :3
And we decided on two so the one has a playmate when we cant be with them xD
Been looking around and found this cute little champagne color one(he's smaller than the rest) and I really want him cause he is so cute and he loves to be held and petted and doesn't bite unless you rough him up xD
but the place he is at isn't a very great pet store....and you gotta choose where you get your ferrets at carefully. been reading a book on them lol

]]> *techxromancexx FINALLY!!!!! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/24335385/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/24335385/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 23:03:44 PDT
So now I get to fix my car and actually get her running!
Woooooooooooo! Im so excited! lol

Yaaaay now I get to look up car parts and go walking through junkyards.......xD

]]> *techxromancexx Easter :D http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/24172058/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/24172058/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 20:28:24 PDT The day to enjoy candy...lots of chocolates....painting eggs...and eating themz (or making deviled eggs yum)....
enjoy presents...maybe? i know my bro and me got one of those nerf tag things

Ima have so much fun shooting him with the little foam darts :3

most of all....the best part....

is enjoying the candy

]]> *techxromancexx RE5 http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/23709546/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/23709546/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 10:33:36 PDT Too much mission...and shooting...not enough story...so far...
and damn not having a wii!!!! ><
RE5 spoiled Umbrella Chronicles ><
R.I.P Jill D;
or is she.....?
havent..completed the game...yet....><
Jill better not be dead...srsly

btw I got what I thought was gonna be a nice sized Chris figurine...which turned out to be a miniature matchbox size Chris D;
Oh well...its still Chris Redfield :3

]]> *techxromancexx doctors results yaaaaay not http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/23537564/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/23537564/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 09:24:18 PST
on the other hand...the results from the EKG (the ultrasound on my heart)...were not accurate. they couldnt see my one valve...which..isnt good or bad is it? they said they need to either redo the EKG and have another tech do it...or...I get to have a TEE...aka being sedated and having a tube shoved down my throat to my heart to do the ultrasound that way (FUN AMIRIGHT?!) Doesnt really...sound cool...but its more accurate than a EKG...also
I get to do a sleep study..check me for sleep apneia!! woooot ><
I dont think I could sleep in a lab....im only comfy in my own bed

so anyways im left with two options:
1. Redo the EKG (the ultrasound over my heart(nothing shoved inside me ><

and its cheaper but not that accurate.
OR
2. Have the TEE done. Hella expensive BUT more accurate. And my throat is gonna hurt like crazy afterwards (according to my boyfriend who has been intebated before due to a coma..) Fun times.

]]> *techxromancexx jskdfhjsdkfsfs http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/23505327/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/23505327/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 11:01:36 PST
anyways! my little sisters birthday was yesterday! She is 4

She's getting so big *cries*
we went to tgi fridays for din din then we had cake and she opened the huge pile of presents from all my friends (since my family wants nothing to do with us anyways)
but tgi fridays....i love their food but their service sucks. im very disappointed in them. our waiter was good at making sure we had everything but totally forgot the fact that it was my sisters birthday (they have the spin the wheel thing for the bdays) and there were like two other people there with bdays and they got to spin it D:
kinda lame

anyways thats over. im waiting for my present to come in the mail now xD
I bought it last week...i think the 22nd and its still not here...i was told by my boyfriend that it takes california a week before they send anything...oh well...maybe i will get it this week

]]> *techxromancexx future hospital bills.. http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/23281761/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/23281761/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 00:54:41 PST once they get here

yea...i was in the hospital monday cause i had a seizure...how it happened i have no idea

so they took lots and lots of tests...
had to wear this heart moniter thing for 24 hours and took it back today.
i feel sluggish....exhausted....i get dizzy from moving around...
it sucks (i have to drink alot of water too..cause i was too dehydrated when i went into the ER..luckily i could drink water so no IV >< I HATE needles)
but the good thing is....is that im ok

i wont know the results until i see my doctor in march though (im so impatient...i hate waiting)

]]> *techxromancexx Life http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/23091317/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/23091317/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 20:14:53 PST A few flaws but other than that good. Me and my bf are doing great..been working on our relationship so its getting better. He started playing WoW with me again (which Im happy about xD).
Started reading alot again. I got all the Inheritance Trilogy(Eragon, Eldest, and Brisngr). On Eldest at the moment but on last few chapters I do believe. It's awesome. Been hanging out with my friends more too. Only have two that I still talk and/or hang out with from junior high and high school (been friends with both for about 9 years or 10 I think). Got my first credit card hahaha (oh noes right? naa im gonna be responsible with it! i want good credit not bad!). Found out that once my mom gets her income back she is gonna pay for my car to be fixed all the way! So Im so excited about that! $80 just to get it running but $300 for what I want

) I'm never gonna sell this car. I dont care how much people on the vwvortex forums would want for it. Its mah baby (even though its older than me xD 1986 cabriolet! woo!)
the only major flaw right now is work. Not going so well. Alot of us got our hours cut back...but for me..I got it cut back alot I think. I used to work from 6-close (which is anywhere from 11pm - 2am. Now I work 9-close....which sucks cause the kids lately have been leaving about 1am at the latest. So I only get bout 2-3 hours a night. Im a full time worker too.
Anyways my life is going real well. So I'm happy to have it last.

]]> *techxromancexx Happy New Year! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/22344904/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/22344904/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 00:03:01 PST
as for my new years resolution...work on relationship and friendships.

as for things to do this year:

FIX MAH CAR(so i can drive it!) ><

]]> *techxromancexx Nuuuuuuuu http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/22291057/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/22291057/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 23:30:26 PST <
No celebrating for me....

*cries*

]]> *techxromancexx work work work + Lemp Mansion (for all you STL!) http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/22133526/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/22133526/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 02:39:49 PST
Yea Saturday was pretty awesome for several reasons...and non-awesome in others lol

I went to the Lemp Mansion (As most of the St. Louis area people or people who love ghost hunting! (TAPS I LOVE YOU!) should know of this place!). It is one of the top 10 most haunted places in America.

I had a blast! The food was amazing (even though really expensive!) and the building was just astounding. Its huge! Its a restaurant/bed & breakfast place too.

So for my friend's bday she wanted to go there and stay the night. So thats what we did Saturday night. We even stayed in the Elsa Lemp Suite (which is in the attic and considered the most "active" bedroom in the whole building - even though no one died in this room! crazy huh?)The room was awesome (jacuzzi tub and tv and all lol). But it was FREEZING ><
There was a draft and the room basically stayed as cold as it was outside (which was 12 degrees fahrenheit......so cold *shiver*)
But we had fun and there were actual guys who were ghost hunters who were staying there too lol
and yea..I pestered them with a bazillion questions xD
the only thing is that nothing exciting happened....like we didnt see anything or feel anything. not even while sitting in our room with the lights off.....so it was kinda boring in that sense but an awesome experience. Im gonna go back soon. Once I save some money.

]]> *techxromancexx black friday sale!!! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/21719029/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/21719029/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 17:57:37 PST
still only $200 too!

]]> *techxromancexx tired http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/21673464/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/21673464/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 23:57:33 PST

im tired....

of pretty much everything

]]> *techxromancexx On the subject of Twilight the movie (No Spoilers) http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/21595310/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/21595310/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 10:13:16 PST

I think it could have been better...

Dont get me wrong! I really do love the movie...but I can never compare it to how much I like the book. Books have always been more detailed and always will be. So Im sticking to the books. and no the movie did not ruin my images of anything that happened

On another note....
The State of Illinois officially sucks! YES IT DOES! Im growing tired of not getting paid! SO GO GET SOME MONEY AND QUIT BEING IN SO MUCH DEBT!
If I really wanted to volunteer I would have volunteered at the humane society taking care of ANIMALS, NOT CHILDREN (No offense I like little kids they are cool but still...daycares are meant to be a job...not a volunteer enviroment..or am I wrong?)

]]> *techxromancexx happy halloween :D http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/21241677/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/21241677/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 01:58:27 PDT
Hope you have as much fun as I'm gonna have! (especially if I get my check!)

]]> *techxromancexx FABLE 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/21107859/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/21107859/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 09:47:16 PDT
I picked a girl of course. But uhhh yea....its slightly innappropriate for kids thats for sure! hahaha

Anyways I dont want to ruin it for anyone else who hasnt played it yet. (Been playing with my friend at her house lol)

GO BUY IT NOW!

]]> *techxromancexx Paycheck + CSI + JAK & DAXTER?!!?!?!?! http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/20985489/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/20985489/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 12:44:36 PDT Was SUPPOSED to get it on FRIDAY?! But NOPE couldnt get it. SO I HOPEFULLY get it today....hopefully...cause then I can buy all the seasons of...

dundundun!

CSI!(Not Miami either no thank you) Cause I haven't watched all the episodes since I don't have cable D:

SO! I'm gonna go out and buy all the seasons if it doesn't cost too much!

(Still gotta buy Fable 2, Xbox 360 arcade, Tales of Vesperia, and Wrath of the Lich King cause it just looks too awesome to not continue playing WoW)

IN THE MEANWHILE!
I have been playing Jak II! Yes I said it Jak II! Cause Im now obsessed with Jack & Daxter.

]]> *techxromancexx SPORE http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/20794880/ http://techxromancexx.deviantart.com/journal/20794880/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 14:58:44 PDT
There's so many options for different creatures. I have...3 races so far...and two are in the tribal stage

The only negative thing about Spore is the fact that whenever I tried to enter the Tribal Outfitter...it froze...I would have to restart my computer every time. I eventually looked around on the forums and seen one that said to try to put the game in windowed mode so I did and it worked

But then my one friend mentioned something about my graphic drivers and asked if I had them all up to date. I went and checked that out and sure enough..there was a new patch for the drivers. So that pretty much fixed it all up.

Now I'm evolving creatures left and right

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