http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:temprance291&section=today deviantART RSS for by:temprance291 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 20:20:24 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://temprance291.deviantart.com/journal/28413784/ http://temprance291.deviantart.com/journal/28413784/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 13:10:40 PST
So, it is a rainy hazy day here in Indy (Indianapolis). I'm waiting on my ungrateful and picky friend Kerry to get out of class, but we will get to her later. ...i gotta go.. I'll finish later, when I get to the APT.

]]> ~temprance291 http://temprance291.deviantart.com/journal/27072234/ http://temprance291.deviantart.com/journal/27072234/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 10:55:52 PDT
The day I moved in was rough... I cried a lot... I missed my mommy. I cried so much that day. I stayed in my apartment for 3 days. When I finally left my apartment, it was to get food... go figure ( anyone who knows me, knows that I eat sooo much ). I went to walmart... It was 10:30pm, and I dubbed this place as "the scary walmart". This place had some of the most white trash people in there... half of the lights were out, and it has the weirdest layout I have seen for a walmart. I still don't care for it, even though they have remodeled.

Anyways, I spent most of my first semester with a GSA on campus, and helped them out. there was a lot of fights, and by the end of the year I was made the membership lesion for the group.. but it was shut down by the student org people... so now we are SASUE! lol! I'm a co-president.

But yeah I made friends with a girl named Emily. She and I were BEST friends. We even worked together. But she went missing for a while... I finally found out that she is back in her home town, because some stuff as gone down... but that is neither here nor there.

I later met a girl who lived across the hall who is names Kerry! I luv her face! LOL!! She is yet another of my hags... who would have thought. The first party I went to was at her apt, and she introduced me to one of my new loves. HOOKAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are now hookah whores! I also am sad, because she has moved to about 3 min down the road. Her and her Boyfriend Matty moved in together. I miss them, I can't just go across the hall to see them, now I have to go see them...

In the time have been here I have had two boys in my life. The first one I would rather not talk about... :/ he got on my nerves long story short. He still gets on my nerves... he randomly text me and was being a deusch... I did meet one good guy from being with him though. His name is Javier (pronounced hah-vee-air) But I called him Javie. He is a big anime and videogame nerd. He and I got along better than the deusch... We would have ended up dating if we both felt that it was wrong. But he is a good friend. One day I was snowed in at school, and my car was low on gas. He came and got me and let me stay at his apartment with him and his roommate.She was nice, but she stayed in her room for the most part. But now Javie has moved to North Carolina... :,(

Now on to the great guy named Nick! He is my baby. He and I met through GSA/Facebook. Now went took a while to make sure it could work, but we have been together since May 18th. It will be four months in eleven days! I know that we can be together for a while. We are a lot alike, and we are just fine with doing nothing. most of the time we play video games and smoke hookah. He even has a little hookah!!!!!!! XD

Through him I have met his friend Jake. The two of them have gotten me into something that I have wanted to do for years... D&D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are such nerds... I host D&D night on Saturday at my apartment. SOO MUCH FUN!!

Through Jake I met another guy named Josh. He and I get along great, considering that he is a breeder. LOL! He has hooked me up in so many ways. I recently just got internet cable and a laptop. He hooked me up with the installation, because he does dish installs. He knows a lot about computers, and helped me pick this laptop out.

Anyways, I have rambled on enough. I know that I havn't talked about Jane or Erin, but thats because I love them, and they know that I'm too ADHD to write very long. this took forever because of the TV. lol! I love you guys! BYEBYE!!!!!

]]> ~temprance291 http://temprance291.deviantart.com/journal/19706650/ http://temprance291.deviantart.com/journal/19706650/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 19:42:21 PDT I am really going to miss you guys while I am not able to talk to you. But I will come back. Maybe I'll have a few things done that I need to get done(like my blog entry). All in all, it will be scary, and I will need you all so much when I come back, and I am POSITIVE I will have more issues when I come back home to you guys. I love you all!

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Original Tag by ^Helewidis & *GrayGlow
Rules of the game:

- Choose a singer/band/group -
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group
- Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

I choose... Jack Johnson

1. Are you male or female?
"Fortunate Fool"

2. Describe yourself.
"Sexi Plexi"

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
"Good People"

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
"What You Thought You Need"

5. Describe your current relationship.
"Better Together"

6. Where would you want to be now?
"Adrift"

7. How do you feel about love?
"Hope"

8. What's your life like?
"Sitting, Waiting, Wishing"

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
“Sleep Through the Static”

10. Say something wise.
"Dreams Be Dreams"

So, I'm tagging Erin88, Janeathan, Alchemyisascience, sk8rccd, snapdragonsoda, and singinchic7.

So, TAG, YOU'RE IT!!!!!!!

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I get a call from Erin88 this morning. She got a text asking if I had found a place to live for school. It was Jesse. He always promised that even if something did happen between up that I could still live there, at the appt I was going to live with him.

He owned up to that. I don't want to be there with him, and he is moving, but he signed the lease and still has to pay. So he is offering it to me.I told him thanks, but no thanks.

He replies with "I am not going to just leave you stranded. I care too much for you to let that happen." That cuts to the bone. I still love him(aginst my will)... I hate that he is doing this to me. I ask him why and he says, "Its just I don't want to be on bad terms. You are an amazing guy."

At this point he is just rubbing salt into the wound he made when he ripped out my heart(emo moment, sorry). I'm tired of this...

I figured that this would happen, but I thought that it was going to happen earlier. I was ready for it, but I let my guard down. I feel stupid for complaining about this, but I need you guys to tell me what you think.

Thanks my lovers.

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Then I was 30 min late to her house, and we had to be there at 3, when it takes about 1 hour and 45 min to get there. Her boyfriend wasn't ready so that put us behind too... It all went well on the way up there. Then we parked exactly where we were the other day, her boyfriend calls his dad to see where he was, and we couldn't get a good idea. We find him, and he was on the other side of the block. I get them all squared away, and I wanted to run into the mall to see what sales were going on. I had put the little change that I had into the meter before we found his dad.

I went into the mall, with the intention to get change, and later realized that I forgot to do that to feed the meter. I go out there, and I have a parking citation... $20.

So, I wasn't happy. I get on the interstate to go home, and I get behind tons of people who don't know how to drive well. There were four cars being passed by people in the RIGHT lane! They couldn't even keep a constant rate of speed! GRRRRRR!!!!!

I finally get home, and I check on my little kitten, that doesn't even have it's eyes open yet...I find that it has died... I go and bury it, and go inside and decide to write to you guys. Maybe if I get it out it will be better tomorrow.

Thank you very much for listening to my complaining.

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I do damage control, and things seem to be ok. In this time I had finals, and my last day of highschool. So, LOTS of stress. Things go ok. He even calls ME! That never happened. he said that he would call later that night, and I never spoke to him again. Long story short, he broke up with me, because he cheated on me, on the night of my graduation......

Anyways, I'm over him, and his shit. It's all good. So, I spent my days playing a Wii game called Okami(Definately get it if you like RPGs or Japanese mythology). I went out of town to get my graduation present that I saved all of my greaduation money for. I got a Nikon D60 camera!!!!!

I was going to the Jack Johnson concert on the 13th in Indianapolis, IN. That day I Gave him his stuff back, and he wasn't even there. I was supposed to give it to his neighbor, but she wasn't there either. So, I had to give it to the other neighbor that I knew. But after all of that we (Erin and I) were on our way to the concert.

We LOVED IT!!!!!!! It was amazing!!!! I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!! I also got a T-shirt. Its kool. Then we stayed the night at erin's uncle's house. The next morning on your way out of town we stopped at a Steak'n Shake in Fishers for breakfast. Our Waiter was funny and actually gay. I knew it when we walked in and said, "Hi, welcome to Steak'n Shake. Go ahead and seat yourself where ever you find most aesthetically pleasing." The entire time he was loud and that drew my attention real fast. Everytime I looked over he was staring at me. Then when we left he asked what we were doing later. we said going home, and he looked sad, and said, "Well that's boring." I think he was hitting on me. hehehehe

Then later that night I went to a local show downtown. Where another guy was checking out my butt...*sigh* I never get a moments rest. Anyways, I have rambled long enough. Thank you for listening.

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So it's been almost a month since I came out to mom. Im so happy that I did. I feel none of the tension that was always there and always building. It went over really well, and now she doesn't really like it, but she is more lienent with where I go and who I go with. Before she had to know every detail, and it killed her when I said that I had no idea what we were doing.

But she still is a little in denial. I have told her many times that I am going to move in with my Jesse. I know that I have only known him for four months, but I have a method to my madness. I will be going to college mid August. He wants me to live with him, and I want to live with him too. But I don't want to be up a creek without a paddle if things go sour between us. That way I'll be able to go to a dorm, and not be put out in the cold, even though he said he would never do that. I want to move out really soon, but I have a few things to do down here after graduation. Like I have a Jack Johnson consert to go to on the 16th( my first concert!!), and then I'll be going to New York City with my school's theater and my mother. Both of those are graduation presents. The concert is a gift from Erin88's mom, Mama Lawrence is what I call her. (hehehe!)

I know that Jesse and I have had some problems, he has even "broke up" with me a few times. But we never really broke up. It was more of he says things that he doesn't mean. Long story short he just misses me. And knowing that makes me smile and feel so happy. I think we have the problems worked out, or at least know what the roots are. But my real issue is that Mom knows that I'm moving in with him, I have told her at LEAST 5 times, and she still thinks I'm going to a dorm....*sigh* I didn't Know when I was doing the moving, but now I know that I want it to be right after the trip to NYC, so that would make it around the 24th of June. Do any of you have a suggestion on how to get it through to her?

Thank you for listening. I love you guys! I'll give you all a kiss, that is if you want one.

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He wants me to move in with him, and I really want to move in with him too. I am going to, but I just have a issue with my mother. She doesn't officially know that I am gay, but I know that she knows. The school called home, talked to her a couple years ago for holding my ex-boyfriend's hand. I knew the consoler very well, and was friends with her daughter. I talked to her about the situation one day, and she told me that she told my mom everything.

Then the other day she asked me how Jesse was doing. I know about ten Jesse/jessicas, I asked which one. She said, "Your boy...the one by Erin." This is after he spent one weekend with us. That clenches the fact that she knows in my head. I know that she loves me, and will never stop being my mother, but I am still afraid of what will happen when I tell her.

What should I do? I need to tell her, and I want to before I leave to live with him. But I am terrified....

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...i have recently procured several viruses and trojan horses, and they are taking over my computer. i think i have it fixed for the most part. at least under control... but i still want to kill der mutter ficker! the worst part is that companies are using them to get money for fraudulent programs. they install a trojan and it will take your background and put up a different one that says you have spyware, and to click this link. it takes you to the site and you have ot play $40 to remove the program, unless you can do it yourself.

If youare having this problem you need to download Smitfraudfix. it is a program that will remove most of them. i hope to help someone get through this a lot quicker than i did.

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