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ni ni all xx

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/19805116/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/19805116/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 08:52:12 PDT and now im buying a new front bumper for my car
also with money

money money money !!!

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/18762185/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/18762185/ Tue, 10 Jun 2008 07:58:09 PDT otherwise i would have been speed cubing for ever.

i have got a lot of things back lately.
- my license
- my poetic ability (have writers block)
- my job
- lol my income
- oh and my sexy car..
- an old friendship

i have how ever lost
- 1 pair of very expensive socks
- the front bumper of my car
- my girl friend
- my happyness (for now ill get over it i hope)


anyway hopefully i shale be back on DA,
i miss this place

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/15645712/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/15645712/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 06:52:52 PST im not extremely great i am how ever extremely bored you could say.
but i can solve a rubik's cube.

my times where:

3:32 seconds
3:49 seconds
4:12 seconds
3:54 seconds
4:40 seconds
3:12 seconds
4:23 seconds
3:26 seconds


that was with about 50 seconds to look at the cube before starting.

people can do it in under 20 seconds but there is no way i could do that yet. im just happy i can do it at all.

anyway just thought id tell you what ive been doing with my self.
how rad.

tomorrow im going to a swap and meet, with a friend to find him some car parts should be fun never been to one.

oh and a couple of days ago i donated blood.
woo
hope my blood can help someone out there.

anyway once again im off.

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/14991076/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/14991076/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 19:47:42 PDT it looks so silly.

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/13975610/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/13975610/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 18:20:30 PDT im off to see the cure the wonderful the cure in oz.
i hope they play

lullaby
love cats
lets go to bed
and pictures of you

and its stuwoes bday soon yay!!

that amused emoticon is funny as hahah dance baby dance

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/13877725/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/13877725/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 17:54:38 PDT
well i
i just broke down last night,
thats why i need everyones if anyones help.

i broke down because i cant handle all the little and big things in my life,
and i cant look after any of them and when i think i can, i end up braking another.
apart from trying to be there for everyone i seem to have managed to drift away from friends
and my family.
while still hearing problems from them.

my family is broken, parents split and are now in the devorce process both, alltho not admitting it
want me on there side and need to know that im on there side, but i love both of them so much as if i could pick a side.

my work is taking it out of me physically more than mentaly, but i realised that its my only sorce of minimal income,
and its slowly killing me.

my friends... i havent seen anyone i use to since ive been going out with kate nearly as much as i use to.. completely
miss hanging out with luke altho i dont have the will power to drive only 30kms to see him,(man that sounds gay)
im not gay, i just use to hang out lots... all my school friends are off doing something with there life.. never see them
i miss school, if not for just the socal side of it.
my internet friends which would mostlikely be anyone who might stumble across this...
i dont think ive been on the internet socially (if thats possible) for ages.
even new friends like jacko i seem to let down,

i thought dedication every possiable hour i could, every minute i have to her, would make her and i ,
one of the lucky couples that dont fight.
but ive realized that where more than that, where one of the couples that communicate openly about everything,
and i took some of the not so nice commentary as wingeing..
and im sorry for that kate.
i always thought every little and big thing i did would make you happy, put that beautiful smile on you face.
and it does most of the time, just with the shit in her life, the smile is harder to come across,
and seeing her happy is what makes me soo so happy,
the hugs where they are so happy to see you the second they rap there arms around you they dont let go,
the kisses where everything around you is blured and all that matters is what you have in your arms, on your lips..
the smiles all of them, the smile that says im so lucky im with you, the smile your corny jokes are so lame they are fun,
the smile that nothing right now could hurt me, the smile that makes everyone else smile, the cheeky smile, the playful smile
the i dont like that but im smiling anyway smile..

i love all that and the girl behind it all, but my baby is becoming more and more unhappy even with everything i try everything i do.
because assholes such as a well use to be best friend gypsy..
i dont know whats wrong with gypsy and i never will, but she flipped and joined a group off complete fuck heads.
being alex and elly or something like that.. anyway these people are so gay and i think should be avoided as human beings altogether.

my beautiful kate tells me everything her problems included, and well if your wondering she has had the last couple of days off because
gypsy broke her will power to get up in the morning and to face another day.. that and she was partly sick.(my cold i had 3 weeks ago)
and its just sick..
i personally want to smash the shit out of
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* sorry i edited it all out because im just not like that even if alex,elly and gypsy do *suck
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thats just my opinion.
but what friend even if they have a problem with them creates a club dedicated to making that persons life hell, tell my girlfriend, her ex best friend to get fucked,
scratches and distroys her ex best friends stuff, then says totally fucked up stuff about her to other people, how could someone just change so fucking dramatically.

a far nicer note altho not for me.
MY CAR IS DIEING!!! if anyone has a cure for disapering oil? any advice would be nice

now i have this all out and off my chest i feel alot better
what i was writing all this about was i was hoping that anyone who reads any of this,
would like to give ether kate my beautiful girlfriend, someone close to them,a stanger or even i, a lift up even if all you do is say hello, or complement their nice hair, help change there tire on the side of the road,
donate blood,
i dont know where im going with this but ill just say thank you anyway, thank you for listening to my problems, even if you didnt read it all.
and thank you for making someones day happier,... ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/12571908/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/12571908/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 19:12:52 PDT
]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/11971104/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/11971104/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 07:26:01 PST almost

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/11898443/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/11898443/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 17:25:30 PST its been ages since i last updated this my journal, or even put up a new deviant.

i use to come on here heaps and heaps always wanting to see what people had done like alex, jessy and all the others (sorry i didnt single the rest of you out its just i use to know these too in person).
but lately ive been distracted with living my life, its changed dramatically, i never use to want to wake up, but now i have something to wake up for.
someone actually out there finds me attractive. i thought that would be impossible.

and this girl i never can really show her how much i love her.
i always end up doing something dicky,
like on valentines day, i thought i had one of the greatest plains ever.
turns out it worked better on paper.

i started a week early to get everything i wanted but it turns out you cant buy black flowers so being the male i am i got fake flowers spray painted because im a lazy ass who could be stuff changing this poem that was meant to go with the flowers i was getting her.

-----
You’re my pink rose in a bouquet of black flowers.
You’re my longing, you’re my desire...
You make me more happier than I ever thought possible,
You my pink rose in a bouquet of black flowers.

What you hold right now is a card and some flowers,
The love behind then could topple down towers,
Despite the fact, this was a small price to pay.
I’d give anything, everything to keep this feeling
each and every day...

Everything about you just feels so right,
Even when im without you I want too cuddle you at night. Tight
What I’d give just to tuck you in every day of my life.

Your my pink rose...
in a garden of black flowers.
-----

thats my poem she always says im a good poet but truly if i was that good i could have changed the words so that i didn't have to be a cheap ass.

next i brought scented candles and body massage oil. that worked apart from the fact that i put them in my car and with my "radx7" driving , sorta inverted the great layout that the floor est had made.

next where the strawberries and chocolate well strawberries dipped in chocolate, i wanted to be the gentleman and actually try making something.
but as i didn't realize everyone else had thought of the same thing and all the strawberries where sold out.

so instead i brought her a piercing gift voucher, so yer now you know what i got her this is how i wanted the day to go.

on the day at lunch time i wanted walk to her spot where she sits at school and present the flowers and watch her eyes as she reads my poem, then spend lunch time with her, cuddling being lovey.

then after school id take her to work, then go back to her place and make the Strawberries.

pick her up get a lovely dove movie, her choice, go home. blind fold her and walk her into her room which is lit by the candles, with the strawberries on a plate on her bed,
lay down with her and eat the strawberries while totally not even bothering to watch the movie after finishing them, give her a full body massage, before just laying with her in my arms till she went to sleep.

that was my plain.
didnt work like that but was still a magical night.
the problem was that i got distracted.

i cant believe how shit being distracted is, ok to emphasize my point i just got distracted while writing this.
i got distracted thinking about that day, it was a good distraction, but now ive completely forgot why i was writing this..

oh yer i was writing this to say something like im distracted with having so much fun with my girl friend that its unlikely that ill be updating anytime soon.

if i find time between spending every minute of ym life with her, then i might.
but i dont know sorry for the really really boring story

have fun children

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/11241156/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/11241156/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 04:25:03 PST
i.e shave my legs.

well this time i took implied nudity pictures of myself.

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10852901/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10852901/ Sun, 26 Nov 2006 05:37:18 PST im going to upload 4 i think
please comment and look at all of them, i know before that 20 pictures was a bit much
but this is only 4

it was good except one of my freinds is acting really these days.
getting a body kit for my car soon, well when my load comes through.

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10774140/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10774140/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 05:59:42 PST
i think i might make 2 accounts maybe.

one for uploading the photos i take and like.
and the other for the most liked from that other account.

yer oooh and tomorrow, ok well today i start my hellish dental stuff.
root canal, then tomorrow the start of my braces.
fun fun.

also DA im loving the new submit layout its faster more user friendly.
only downside is that i would like it to be easier to get back to the submit page without going back to my home page.
but anyway still better.

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10687978/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10687978/ Sat, 11 Nov 2006 08:52:18 PST and i have to go , well dont have to but am going to , go jetskiing.
woo
so im going to stop uploading pictures.

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10675033/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10675033/ Fri, 10 Nov 2006 00:37:17 PST
went camping!!!
twas fun took over 200 pictures, ive spent to last couple of days editing them and such.
i hope i only upload like 20 max.

anyway.

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10301028/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10301028/ Fri, 06 Oct 2006 06:53:56 PDT I forgot how much I love that movie.

It is probably the best movie ive seen.
Its means allot to me for some reason.
How girly is this, I cried a single tear.
Dam emotional music.

And through more, cinema photograph is so powerful.
It’s completely changed the out look I have right now.

In my last journal.
I was telling you about something completely fudging my life up.
It’s a speeding fine
Ive lost my license for 6 months, 6 demerit points, and a $387 fine.
Also I have my teeth to pay off est. $6000
In the mail I also got my car registration papers, and it will cost like $400 to put my car on the road.
I was depressed at how much I had to come up with and just how bad shit was going for me.
Everything seems to be going wrong at the wrong time.
But today I got sun burn, and it really hurts.

Moral of this story speeding kills, bills financially cripple people, and sun burn hurts.
Hope this information is useful,
Like the finglonger is in futurama.

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10268877/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10268877/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 08:29:29 PDT
]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10245167/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10245167/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 08:05:59 PDT
Well I might actually write a half descent one this time.
So I just turned 19, kinda lame considering im here and not partying, yer I know im a loser, bite me.

So anyway I reason im here is my friends or at least the ones I contacted I mean the ones still in Bairnsdale, ok screw that. Me, Joe and Alex. Then we where gonna go to inferno for a change from the Bairnsdale scenery.
Turned out evermore was going to be there so we scratched that off.
(Alex doesn’t like them)
so it was a pub craw. Personally I don’t see the pub environment to be exciting at all. I mean all you do is drink beer and play pool.

Its crap like cheese spread without a knife to spread it with.

So at like 9pm last night we started at the main. Bonus points it was closed.
So we decide to get some more drink into us, and then hit the club or what eva it’s called.
So we drank so alcohol watched some futurama. We then went there.
They both got a pot. I was busting so I did my manly duty.
Heheh duty...
moving on.
When I came back out they had managed to get the pool table.
But when Joe went to put the money in the table didn’t spit out the balls so he did what any other person in that situation would do, tilt the table.
My luck being shit as it is. at the very second he was tilting the table some guy behind the bar dropped from the roof and got really REALLY angry and well kicked us out. I think we spent a whole 5 minutes in there.

So I said to the lads "inflations?"
I got like the look of disgust, rejection and blank wood.
So I gathered that was a no so we just went back and watched a shit load of scrubs futurama and family guy.
And consumed alcohol.

That night was so terriably crap it was like my 6 birthday, when my parents skipped it and said "don’t worry there is always next year"

to top thinks off tonight, the last hours of my years as an 18 year old.
Ive spent on here writing this and well adding friend that I haven’t talked to in about 3-6 years and probably don’t remember me.

what makes my life more and more interestingly dull for me and anyone who is actually reading this or these lines is that I have the shittest bill coming up.

I went to the dentist a couple of weeks ago to get my front tooth caped again as it was re-exposing the nerve.
and well the dentist said im going to need a root canal, he then look at my teeth again and said "I see your wisdom teeth a coming out"
he then told me to get an x-ray.
I got one and my luck my wisdom teeth are coming out on a horizontal direction and need to be removed ASAP.
And the x-ray, not that it’s not obverse, also showed that I have to get braces because my teeth aren’t aligned straight and bend inward.
So I asked how much expecting it to be a large sum about $3000 but no.
a kick in the teeth.
The root canal is going to be about $1250
the wisdom teeth all 4 is about $1400
and I have no clue but ive heard braces are about $4000 or something.

Im going to have fun paying this bad boy off.
Ummm what else can I complain about...
i got nothing else?
Now for the rebuttal.
On the up I took some cool picture off my car with my new camera that was dirt cheap.
Im 19 so I get a pay raise.
Ill have straight teeth in a couple of years or what eva.
I finally wrote lyrics to a song. That has been bugging me for like 6 months.
ooo and fantastic noodle is awesome.


I know my journal entry is kinda shit, as you would expect from my life.
But it’s not really that bad; I mean ive got use to stuff not working out for me.
Its part of my miscellaneous life.
And there are many things that I wish I could have changed in the past but if I had have changed it. Id more than likely is rich and a hot splaidy rapped around me covered in chocolate...
mmmm chocolate.
And my dream car a Lamborghini Diablo SV and/or a dodge viper GTS.

ok that’s my emo rant over.
Now im going to consider sleep.

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10121151/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10121151/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 11:08:19 PDT but i just cant be bothered, and i cant find the time between working and waking up.

any hints on how to wake yourself up and actually get out of the bed.
i just cant do it.
i wake up at about 12pm lay there till 1 or 2 depends on how im feeling.
and i only get up when i know that i need to go to work.
i want to start getting up at like 9-10 ish.
so i can enjoy the day and get some exersize or soemthing.

but i love my sleep, i sleep way to well, once i get to sleep, im out.
but i take my time to get to sleep on a normal night about 30-45 minutes.
when its raining about 5-25 minutes depending on how consistent and how heavy the rain.
but that doesnt matter as i just want to get up and out of bed, help me!. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10047285/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/10047285/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 06:42:18 PDT i won a camera on ebay and now i shall flood DA with
photography..

ive wanted this camera for a while now.
and i won it about 3 days ago.
its a 10mp camera with
macro view range of 10cm -30cm
an then normal is 30 - onward

and yer lalalalalala camera!

ooo and scrubs rules ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9948092/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9948092/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 05:59:10 PDT ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9915636/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9915636/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 06:23:26 PDT
just of 10 minutes ago my dad came into my room demanding money,
because well, a couple of things
1. im not going to uni because i cant be bothered.
2. he needs the money because my mum who needs the money to spend it on random crap, has been hallsing my dad for money, and claming it as "she owns half the house we live in, blah blah blah i have to pay rent blah blah blah.. in other words now that i have an income my dad wants to start charging me money for living at home, as a way to pay my mum who has been hasling him for money. (fucking cheap assholes)


i just cant take it. he caming claming that my life is a waste and ive ben wasting all my money on my car, and that i made a shit effort to see my mother on her birthday.
i went over she wasnt there, so i sent her a message saying im at her place and ill be there for the next hour, so i waited there for an hour and a bit, but she didnt come back from what eva she was doing, so i sent another message and said happy birthday, i have to go to work see ya when i can.
i was planing on going there this weekend.

but my dad being the asshole, came barging into my room start putting me down asking for money and then slantted me about how shit of a son i am to my mother.

he then aqued me of only caring about myself and nobody else.

so i just want out, i cant stand him any longer.

so im looking for anywhere to stay, if i can find a place that is $65 a week or lower for rent that would be cool. for a one bedroom.

everyone thinks ive changed, i know i have but why is it such a big deal. so what if im not the nices person in the world, i was for a long time and i noticed it wasnt getting me anywhere...

i just feel like shit right now, and im so pissed off i just need to leave all this shit.
before it gets more out of hand. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9893280/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9893280/ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 07:11:12 PDT Weird Al Yankovic

1. Why do you like this band?
Smells like nirvana

2. Are you male or female?
rice rice baby

3. Describe yourself:
Pretty Fly for a Rabbi, secert agent man

4. How do some people feel about you?
Don't Shoot Mr. Postman

5. Describe your best friend[s]
your a porn star
6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend or person you liked:
i was only kidding

7. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend or person you like:
my girlfreind is inflatable
8. Describe where you want to be:
hollywood hamilton

9. Describe how you live:
living in a fridge

10. Describe how you love:
Hello, I Love You Let's Get Tested for AIDS

11. Describe your current occupation:
hooker on the corner

12. What would you ask for if you had just one wish?
amish paradise

13. Share a few words of Wisdom:
what if god smoked canabis

14. How often do you listen to this band?
dont touch that

15. Now say goodbye:
eat it.

_+_+_+_+_+_ journal update _+_+_+_+_+_

that is so much fun..
anyway my muffler is on now,
i dont know for how long as its kinda loud.
but hey sounds cool.

i know i havent submitted anything latley thats due to me being very slack,
and i want a camera as my poetry has just dies in the ass.
i have nothing to write about.
but i can tell you one thing, im so sick of people telling me how to spend my money FUCK OFF!!! will ya its my FUCKING money, go spend your own how you like, i dont come over and say oo you should go get a fish with that 2grand, you know why cos i dont care how you spend your money if it makes you happy spend it how you want.
but dont come to me and tell me that my rims suck why would i spend so much money on crap.
fuck off its not crap to me.
did you think off that no cos your a fuck head, with 11 toes, you inbread keyhole dog ass licker,
gees!!

omg subway tastes so good, love it.

anyways love ya all i think xoxo ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9837079/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9837079/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 09:18:22 PDT Pick your favourite band
You MUST answer all the answers with just song titles that they did.
EVERYTHING you type on here has to be a song name.
No exceptions
You can answer as many times as you want

0. What band is it?
jack johnson

1. Why do you like this band?
It's All Understood

2. Are you male or female?
Good People, Staple It Together,Thicker Than Water.

3. Describe yourself:
Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

4. How do some people feel about you?
Fortunate Fool

5. Describe your best friend[s]
If I Could

6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend or person you liked:
sexy plexi

7. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend or person you like:
Losing Hope

8. Describe where you want to be:
The Cove

9. Describe how you live:
Staple It Together

10. Describe how you love:
Banana Pancakes

11. Describe your current occupation:
poster

12. What would you ask for if you had just one wish?
Bubble Toes

13. Share a few words of Wisdom:
Drink the Water

14. How often do you listen to this band?
Never Know

15. Now say goodbye:
Belle

Ur turn...

_+_+_+_+_+_ journal update _+_+_+_+_+_

i brought a giant muffler for my car!!!

the tip of it is about the size of a cd

its funny as...
i love it ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9813293/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9813293/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 07:56:02 PDT Pick your favourite band
You MUST answer all the answers with just song titles that they did.
EVERYTHING you type on here has to be a song name.
No exceptions
You can answer as many times as you want

0. What band is it?
eve6

1. Why do you like this band?
Amphetamines

2. Are you male or female?
Showerhead

3. Describe yourself:
Still Here Waiting

4. How do some people feel about you?
There's a Face

5. Describe your best friend[s]
Friend of Mine

6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend or person you liked:
Girlfriend

7. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend or person you like:
Sunset Strip Bitch

8. Describe where you want to be:
Saturday Night

9. Describe how you live:
Nocturnal

10. Describe how you love:
At Least we’re Dreaming

11. Describe your current occupation:
On the Roof Again

12. What would you ask for if you had just one wish?
Jet Pack

13. Share a few words of Wisdom:
Think Twice

14. How often do you listen to this band?
Anytime

15. Now say goodbye:
Arch Drive Goodbye

Ur turn...


Well that was fun I want to do it again.
Anyway work is becoming really really shit.
And im getting closer and closer to being fired
But I had an ok weekend although it totally went pear shaped.
I wanted to go see some friends, for some really shit reason (looking at god).
Both somehow managed to be in Bairnsdale, while I was in Melbourne.
To add to the shitness, I wanted to meet a new friend, but I somehow couldn’t get connection to the internet to contact her. (Soz kyzlie)

So not to be anti social I decided to buy a ticket to this concert that I had driven my friends to.

I hadn’t even heard of this band called "avenged sevenfold"
And I was buying a ticket to there concert.
so anyway in the line waiting to see them, I noticed I stood out like a guy wearing white around all these other people wearing black and all talking about how they bleed black.
the reason I stood out so much is be cause I was wearing white and all these other people where wearing black and talking about how they bleed black.

Yer I know its amazing.
Fucking emos.

So because I stood out I thought I would make up a couple of emo jokes on the spot.
I came up with these.

How many friends does an emo have?
Only one, that guy tom from my space.

Why do emo bands never sell a ticket to there concert?
Their fans are to busy on my space talking about getting tickets to their concert.

How do you kill an emo?
Shoot them with a gun gees you people a stupid.

What colour do emos bleed?
What the fuck did you say black for, black isn’t a colour fuck head gees...

Anyway finally when I got in there I had to wait and watch some stupid fill in band called "bleeder" and one called "mammal" both sucked the dick of a rotting dead horse.

So that had me thinking A7X would be shit...
But after like 20 minutes they came out and fucking hell all the emos where doing this silly fucking thing “ “

So I was like fuck ill have to but then I said "fuck that” ill make my own. So I did a really really funny thing, I made a Nazi symbol with my hand it was incredibly hard to do but I did it.

Take that " " loving emos fuckers...

So after there terrible introduction they proceeded to play there first song and at the first note some fat fuckers pushed everyone together or that’s what it seem
It was like being in a moosh pit but it wasn’t one.
Anyway I stayed for as many songs as I could handle but they where all so fucking similar I decided that to have about five and a half showers would be so much better.

so I left got back to the hotel had a shower still smelt like 15 other people so had like 3 more after that I decided I stunk so much like emo I shampooed and conditioned my entire body..

It was so horribly sweaty at that concert.
And I don’t see how my friends liked it but they seemed to love it,
Even the crushed limbs in the moosh pit.
I spent most my time trying to hold my pants up while ass raping some emo bird who was so egeer to touch the hand of some shit guitarist from a band where noise if considered stimulating for the mind.

Fuc... ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9488840/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9488840/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 10:42:36 PDT
depends.. you see the only real reason i was away was, that my modem shith'd its self,
and well after trying 5 different modems i only found one that works
but i dont know how long it will last, and its freaking slow!
i only got 28.8kbps thats Kbps not MBps so yer
stupid dial up.

anyway if in the last 4 months you made some art and i didnt comment on it can you pick 3 or 4 that you want me to comment on as i seen 363 new deviations and i freaked and deleted them all.
also alot of journals as well.

but i never get comments so i didnt have to delete any of them .

anyway its time i went to sleep. night. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9456574/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/9456574/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 09:34:13 PDT
if you havent noticed, ive been consumed by the work monster.

all i do now is work work work..
and when im not working my internet isnt working.

and when ether is happening i forget how to spell.
anyway.

i just want a week off or soemthing to catch up with people..
that or write this song i have in my head onto paper.
i have the beat but i cant transpose it onto GP5.

i miss writing poetry, i miss talking on clag.
and i defently miss you alot alex ..

but on the upside i have a good looking bank account now.

another downer..
my car is dieing...

alittle update into whats happened in my life.

i cut my own hand, and had to be rushed to the hospital.
where i got 4 stitches.

i really got into this anime called initial D
alot... trust me.

i did a burnout from 1 gear into 2nd and kept it spinning, that was in the safeway car park.

i picked up at inflations, which with my strike rate with women seemed to me to be an enomally

i brought more things for my car. (handkit lever)
ive been looking for my own place to live, but cant seem to get around to doing the paper work.
really want to see tokyo drift.

i watched dead mans chest, man i thought it would have been a shit load better.

ummm o and i work to much..

thats about it ...


no wait today i actually cleaned my room..
i was amazed, i havent seen my carpet in 4 months!

now thats all.

tata till i get on the net again. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8757628/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8757628/ Sat, 13 May 2006 09:42:25 PDT Mood: im tired
Listening to: Matt Darey - Liberation (Fly Like An Angel) (Ferry
Reading: sony 50 pack of blank cds
Watching: MI:3

You know your life is weird when, you:

A: had a shower at work.
B: decided at 10:27pm that a trip to tralagon (about 1 1/2 hour drive) is 2 far but a trip to Melbourne (3 hours) is Werth doing.
C: lose 15kgs in one week, but you still eat and drink about 4lt of chocolate.
D: go on a hardcore drinking night and start at 9pm finish at 5am get a breatho at 9am and blow 0.00
E: go on eBay to buy and ipod for a friend and end up with a set of samurai swords
F: some how have a gift to play hockey better than people who have been playing all there life, with only 2 hours of holding the stick.
G: find yourself riding a unicycle, and looking for other people that can and that have one so you can do some unicycle jousting.
H: think your life is a video game and clamed to hold the high score.
I: all the above.


Yes I’ve have done all that with in the last week.
O ive also haven’t had any sleep in 33 hours.
so instead of telling the story of my week, im going to bed.

Peace out Shane

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8718993/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8718993/ Tue, 09 May 2006 09:42:50 PDT Mood: im tired
Listening to: Matt Darey - Liberation (Fly Like An Angel) (Ferry
Reading: smiths cheese & oinion flavoured chips contents
Watching: MI:3

ok i thought i would revisit the list of items i have added to my car
here they are

2 visonik 12" subs enclosed(box) $222.00
back window decal $37.50
boss 1200watt amp 4 channel $180.00
central locking system $80.25
chrome painting (door,window handles,etc) $56.70
chrome side mirrors $97.49
chrome wipers $28.49
dragon side window vinals $30.00
full underbody neon kit $215.25
midnight run, tinted windows $0.00
neon washer jets $11.97
red dashboard/boot lights $22.50
red typeR Tyre Valve Caps $12.75
saas red crome foot pedals $26.25
saas red gear box cover $26.25
saas red gear nob $22.50
steering wheel $116.25
steering wheel boss kit $57.75
streamsound 500watt 4 way speakers $86.40
XPLORE 6.5" SPEAKERS 3WAY 400W $44.55
red seat covers $0.00
amp wire kit $120.00

what i didn't expect was this the final cost

$1,494.84

i didn't think ive spent that much...anyways thats about all i have done to my car in the 7 months ive had it(had money for 1 of those months)

i will take pictures in the near future.
also i will update my page so you can buy items off it.
[link]

and i will also get these for my car.

Kaos 17 x 7 Chrome wheels & KUMHO Tyres $2,040.00
full body kit $1,800.00
8" Inches Roof mount TFT LCD Monitor $232.35
dvd player $225.00
competition seats $225.00
neons LIGHTING KIT- DUAL 30 cm RED $82.20
SAAS HANDBRAKE LEVER KIT $79.05
Interior Rearview Mirror with Flames (red) $75.00
Fire Dragon 118cm Decal Car Sticker $75.00
FLAME A# car sticker decal $45.00
BLUE SCATTER NEON LIGHTS LENS $18.00
red custom doors $450.00


bringing the total of extra mods to come to $5,346.60


and the total total of the mods when complete is $6,841.44
holi crap thats more than expected o well, it will look sweet and i have nothing better to spend money on
e.g hookers or alcohol.

have fun people.

i am,

lata

o and for that journal entry before, it turns out the guy seen it in my light and made them for me under my rules.
yay..

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8569481/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8569481/ Mon, 24 Apr 2006 09:19:28 PDT Mood: pissed off
Listening to: Atb - Dedicated
Reading: digital copyright laws
Watching: scary movie 4

fuck the world.

i mean for gods sake, why cant people ask.
ok ok here is my story.

over the last week ive been making and updating my new website.
and ive been making really great art work, well designs.
anyway. after searching ebay for someone who can custom make pictures for me.
i managed to find 2 people that seemed cool.
both i asked how much for a back window decal for my car saying
"fubar
illegal in all 6 states
[link]"

and one said 25 postage included the other didnt reply. for ages
so i brought that off ebay from the guy that said 25.

anyawy moving on..

i finaly got an email from the other guy saying he can do it for 10,
i was like dam...
so thinking this guy makes them cheaper i asked if he could make my dragon picture for me

this was my email.

"hey,

if you can ignore my request for the “fubar thing”
Ive already go it.

i was wondering if instead,if you could make 2 of these


in white size 20cm by 10cm

thanks and so sorry about you know changing my mind

Lennon jones"

his reply was

"hi,
hope ********* are happy ,this is what we quoted you $10.00 + $4.00 post and optional insurance $3.00.Our decals also are made from 5-7yr external vinyl.A BETTER PICY OF THE DRAGONS WOULD BE GREAT IF IT IS US YOU WANT TO DO THE JOB.

THANKS,*****,
company**********
ph ******
"

so i sent off the picture again, and their reply was

"
hi lennon,thats excellent! shall list item tonight in white with no background at 20x12,did you want the mirror image as well so the decal is a two pack,price will be stated on ad approx $8.00 for the pack and postage of $3.50 standard,any probs or further request let us know,thanks again,appologise for the delay in reply !THANKS"

so the next day(today" i looked on ebay to see if my item was there,
and i finaly find it,
i look at the price its been bumped up to 16 and postage is now 4
i look even closer no mention that its my design.
even closer and i find that they are selling 10 copys.
WTF!!
i dont remember ever giving permission for them to sell multiable copys,
and i dont think that 16 is approximently 8 ether, its double the last time i checked.

so i sent this email today about 2 hours ago.
"Hey,

that’s cool, but umm why are you putting my design on eBay, I in no way gave you permission to sell my design,
I only asked if you could make me one.(set of 2) in white?
also you say in your email quote “approx $8.00” and your selling it for 16!!
and your postage is “4.00” and you say in your email “postage of $3.50 standard”


what is going on..

I would like you to remove my design, and if you think im paying 16 when you say “approx $8.00”
you have another thing coming.

have you sold any yet.
I cant believe you."

reply
"SO HOW THE HELL DO YOU EXPECT TO BUY IT IF ITS NOT ADVERTISED,AS FOR THE PRICE ,THAT WAS CHEAP FOR A SET THAT SIZE,WHATEVER
my reply to that reply

"Hey,

look im pissed off that you didn’t ask if you could sell my design!!

Further more in no way did I give you permission.
I expected so level of professionalism, from such a highly respected ebay seller.

and how did I expect to buy it, directly from you, why is there a need for a third party.

and if you don’t remove my design that is some what a copyright violation I will take further action.
you cant just sell something that isn’t yours."

their replys to that reply of a reply

"im not happy at people wasting my time,if you understood ebay policy we could not sell outside of ebay,we do not wish to deal with you any further .THANKYOU!"

"BY THE WAY THE LISTING WAS ALREADY REMOVED!!!!!!!!
THANKS FOR A WASTE OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DO NOT DEAL WITH THIS COMPANY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!"

... ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8202464/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8202464/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 23:02:47 PST welcome all players
i :fishslap: you all

Mood: optimistic
Listening to: Atb - Dedicated
Reading: nii niii NI!!!
Watching: underworld 2

Yer so hmm what have I been doing lately...

let us recap...

last week all I did was workways/centerlink forms activities and what ever they force feed me...
But on like Wednesday I decided to see if I could get a credit card...
I just walking started talking to this lady about random stuff...
and eventually she asked me what my income is...
I actually laughed out loud.
Then I regained control and said very minimum.
She started asking what accets I own, I said I own my car and my computer.
And she asked me how much they are worth I just said I don’t know.

So yer eventually at the end she said they will get back to me, I walked out thinking "ha-ha as if ill get a card, how could I pay it back I have no money or income."

Then like on Friday I was getting the mail waiting for my steering wheel too come in, and there is this chunky letter from the band.
I open it and it’s got all this unneeded information, and 4 words that I could understand "you have been accepted"

hahahahahah!!!! Clowns!

So yer I have a credit card coming... eBay here I come.
random unneeded additions to my car, a pack of 4 mini motorbikes for $2000 here I come and last but not least... really cheap plastic items im-a-comin...

and well apart from that I watched this thing on "Yamakasi"
it was nuts.. And insane and crazy and cool...
so now i had to learn more about it, but its like non-existent...
but yer it was cool...

and I’ve been practising my handstands, and well i managed to pull off a handstand push up with out falling over, i thought that was cool.
and yer then me and my brother did some horizontal handstands and yer he must me stronger than I am or have a better centre of balance cos he was doing them flatter than I was..

But yer backflips are cool and so on...

end of journal entry.

thank you for dropping in... and make love to when you can ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8155584/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8155584/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 03:21:44 PST welcome all players
i :fishslap: you all

Mood: fuck this
Listening to: none cos my head unit might be dead
Reading: no
Watching: underworld 2

hey all, and others

how the fuck do people know me...

god in my stupid centrelink think i was doing 2 people said they knew me, and i had no fucking clue they even existed,
they where talking about events ive done and stuff..

they also said they had been talking to others about me.

WTF i dont even know these people yet im a topic for them to talk about..
is everyone on drugs or do i have a camera following me around 24/7..

gees like i know other people that talk about me and yer, it creaps me out.
also i mean like one person told me that they have been talking alot about me lately..
and im like i havent seenyou in years what is there to talk about.
and she started talking about events that happened like 2 months ago..

fucking stalkers...

i feel honoured that people have time to talk about me and my misslead adventures.
but really if you have that much time to talk about me for like 2 hours!!!
why not actually call me (0428334907)

or even better come get me from my house and make me drive to melbourne to get your confused girlfriend a motobike...

for fucks sake rhiannon gees!!

your nuts!!
all i wanted to do was go home, have tea at home on time and sleep..
but no it wasnt good enough for you that luke and i drove to melbourne and got you a motobike..(i did all the driving but one 5 min part)
and i mean just cos i dont like being around you and luke costantly fighting, doesn't mean i hate you..
grow a brain or atleast see it from my point of view
and that is.

YOUR FREAKING NUTS!!!!!!!!!

also in this past week ive brought a boss kit and neons for my car.
but i thought hmm i must get more neons so i looked at underbody neons, $130...!!

anyway call me... invite me to a party... tell me to come into town and drive you around(petrol money please)
invite me to have sex with your single 18 year old swim suit model of a daughter...

just something...!! aarrhhh


p.s stop talking about me and do some talking to me..

i just realized how cool is it to have people you dont know know you and then they start talking to you, its great what was i on about before...

arrrh the cheese its just so cheesy,.

yer so anyway, if anyone wants to know what ive done to my car here is the list.
stteeringwheel boss kit - $38.50
steering wheel - $77.50
full underbody neon kit - $143.50
neon washer jets - $7.98
2 visonik 12" subs enclosed(box)- $148.00
streamsound 500watt speakers 4 tweeters 2 midrange - $57.60
1200watt amp 4 channel - $120.00
red gear nob - $15
red gear box cover - $17.50
red crome foot pedals - $17.50
red dashboard/boot lights- $15.00
it already had tinted windows,
but im working on a body kit and what not.

anyway on other news

rhiannon hosted a small gathering where i once again made a idiot of myself, just for the hell of it,
met some new people, throw my phone a new record distance, i got about 120m
drove 2 people home.
then went to joe's and watched family guy on a projector it was session 4..
did this till about 5pm then went to bed.

then the next day went to work, it was average and bad at the same time cos like when i first got there my boss's entire family was there.
i was so out of the loop
and waht made it worse i had no clue what i was doing or going to do
cos everything had been done

and yer not much else to add.
il take pics of my car later.
and ill be hosting them on this site called [link]
its great
my car is already on there it just doesnt have very good pis of it.

catch ya's all
and remember if you microwave your burito for 3 min you have to let it cool down for about 1min before eating it cos its still heating up in that min.




so today i get my neon washerjets, install them everything is fine..
then matt comes over, said he has these red neon things that make the dash red.
we installed them everything was fine that i knew,
and he asked me to come over when it was dark,
and as everything was going fine i said sure.

so at about 8:10 i drove to matts with these cool d... ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8023823/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/8023823/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 01:01:31 PST welcome all players
i :fishslap: you all

Mood: yay!!
Listening to: THX - Digital Bass 305 (Utlra Car Mix)
Reading: none
Watching: underworld 2

thanks to i got a 3 months subscription.

it made me happy.

so did the neons i got for my car.

thank you ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7902305/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7902305/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 00:54:06 PST apart from this time he had a broken arm!

he broke it riding motobikes.
anyway.

he wanted to see if stuwie would lend us his x-box while luke has a broken arm,
well anyway.
we got into town and picked up rhiannon, who i believe treats her family like shit.
but thats a different story.

we went and got macca's and seen lach, so we went up and said hi,
i think it was like 6 or something but we left to see stuwie none the less.
we got there only to find nikki, who i hear doesnt seem to wear clothing much when people are around.
anyway short chat with nikki found out stuwie had gone to work,and we where like 20 min late.

baaahh missed him,

so we spent the next so and so hours at rhiannons where there was a shit load of tension between her and
the rest of her family, best thing about those hours where
a) got to see georgia
b) seen this show called "supernatral" the emisode that i watched was great.
c) that rhiannon got freaked out by this show, and was totally putting on a show to keep luke around that bit longer.

otherwise, it was freaking boring..


hmm well next we rocked up to stuwies but they werent home at the time we where there, so we nocked on the door for like several
hours.

anyawy im sick of typing, so not so long story short.

- tried to piss someone off with loud music
- on account off this i have blown my speakers up!!!
- that sucks ass, that ive done that.
- when to andrews house
- seen stuwie and andrew sing live.
- stole an x-box / controllers.
- i mean borrowed.
- luke has a broken arm.

so yer right now im looking into buying new speakers.
it seems everytime i got to stuwies something distructive happens.

anyway have fun all.

____other news____

permanent ear damage = my car in theory.

i found out this information.
my subs are 500w rms and a metre away from where i sit. SO


500W / ( 4 x 3.14 x 1 )
500W / ( 4 x 3.14 )
500W / ( 12.56 )
= 39 W/m^2
permanent ear damage is at 1 W/m^2
and this is at 1 metre away.
oh, one more thing. 1 W/m^2 is equal to 120dB

so in theory yes my car = loud.

and thats only my subs im getting 600w speakers!!
so thats like 300rms. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7843394/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7843394/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 03:55:49 PST
anyway apart from the couple of days ive worked, ive been sleeping in till 2pm and going to bed at 2am.

anyway enough of that ive done this journal entry because its the start of my like 14 attempt to make a car in 3dmax
but i hope unlike the other times i will complete this one.

other news luke and i hooked up my subs, and well the first like say 2 days ive broken the boot of my car already and im also
rattling the front dash boards and when i have the subs going at a reasonable sound levelage
the rear mirror bounce to the beat.
so funny.

main this is just about the car.
nohing else.

lata people. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7778290/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7778290/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 06:58:11 PST have fun...

life is so boring at home doing nothing,


i finally got my car to be doof doffing.

but its just no fun when the car falls apart.

anyways, what was i going too o yess thats right i had a brake from the internet i think it was about 3 or 4 days, yer so sorry people who did art in that time, i sorta said "oh so not gigity 31 new deviations, screw that." and i just cleared them all,
my bad i know but im slack so bite me.

o and hmm,

remember that it might come in handy, i did read some of the poetry and peoples journals and comments but pictures i just skipped...

so so so SO bored..

im going to bed night... ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7672694/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7672694/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 04:22:46 PST

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]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7524346/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7524346/ Fri, 06 Jan 2006 07:28:58 PST              THE GREAT CLAG ROUNDUP

All members of =Clag-cult and their guests are invited to participate in a once in a life time oppurtunity. On Wednesday the 18th of January at 7:30pm AEST, the power of Clag will be fully realised when we overtake the Evil IdleRPG bumkins in the chat rankings. This is a direct order, this isn't to be taken lightly.

as the prophit i expect you to join us, or let the clag god have mercy on your soul lada ldada la blah blah blah, and the prophit whip those who did not answer to his calling... etc


         

if your not part of the clag, your only the wall, hard and in the way,

join now and recieve a free goat, and pay within the next 20minutes and we will throw in a hand full of selected goat cheese.... free of cost.. now isnt that a great deal ....

clag chat room #clag


i mean it people join it the fun be part of the clag that holds this world together and so on...
           with out cheese, why have legs??

]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7502226/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7502226/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 18:59:44 PST
i made a cover for my album and yer all it is, is the image i made with my name on it.
my album is called "sensualy infuenced expressions" and i have 3 songs on it.
track 1. sensualy infuenced expressions
track 2. you dont know what its like
track 3. messanger

the entire thing is done by me, and a program that use's RSE.

if you would like to hear any of the songs chat to me on msn messanger, and ill send them to you.

--------
prophits/clubs im in---



join now and get a hand full of cheese.... :mmm: ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7419792/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7419792/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 04:30:55 PST
well like a couple of days ago me and some friends went down the beach in lakes,
and well after like about 30seconds of just doing nothing i decided i would do some sort
of flip
and well at the end of the day i was doing:
moon salts
cork screws
backflips
backflip 180's
fowardflips
fowardflip180's
mistyflips
backwardflip corkscrew
running up the wall backflips
up the wall 180 backflips
a couple into sitting postion
a couple backflips up the inbank ment
and eve some forwardflip backflips
and a shit load of backflip veriations.

yep i like my flips also i got guitar pro 5 and it kicks ass ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7298852/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7298852/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 07:30:57 PST tagged to keep me alive.

~10 things you like:

- ambient genre of music
- trance genre of music
- playing my guitar
- helping people out
- talking to people
- chinese elemental astrology
- swimming
- my car
- being able to backflip anywhere
- just chillin out with friends or relaxing by myself



~3 things that make you happy:
- scrubs
- My friends
- Music

~3 things that anger you:
- how the world has spiral'd into a giant ball of killing and distruction. one giant war.
- when i cant make people happy
- not being able to complete stuff


~10 things you hate:
- not being able to socialize as much as i want to.
- how i sleep in till 12pm every day
- how i have become somewhat unfit
- when people miss read me
- when something doesnt work out.
- how i try to help people who just dont take my advice then spit it right back at me.
- how people instantly think their life is so shit they want to die(all because they didnt get a xbox360 for cristmas, wake up people at least you get something if not have a roof over your head for fucks sake go live in a 3rd world country for 12 years with out food then, then you can bitch.
- how people dont like my sences of humour and direction.
- how people judge, before they understand it. (it=anything)
- i hate it when all you want to do is the right thing but in the end it makes life shit, and the people that do this complain, and wish they could go back in time a change it, i hate that, because life isnt always easy so shut up a live with it.


~3 facts about your name:
- Anglicized form of the Irish surname Ó Leannáin, which means "descendent of Leannán"
- it means "lover" in Gaelic.
- Lennon is probably best known as the surname of former Beatles member and activist John Lennon. Born John Winston Lennon (he changed his name to John Ono Lennon after marrying Yoko Ono), he was a prolific musician best known for songs like "Imagine" and "All You Need is Love." On December 8, 1980, John Lennon was shot and killed. He was forty years old.


~5 facts about yourself:
- i broke my arm
- i confuse people alot
- i try to make everything humours
- i like to make people happy
- im lonely..


~2 things you expect:
- i expect that, i dont expect anything, because expecting something usually leads to an expectation and if that expectation isnt what you expected you become said so i dont expect anything that why i can never be sad.
- that no one will understand anything i say, but will agree with me and say they understand>


~4 random thoughts:
- why do we always wait till its gone before we know we want it?
- if i add a glass effedt to the table and then press that button and then place a light in the lamp and make the setting so that the light is visable, why doesnt it show up!!!?
- i really need to start getting fit, look at that 6 pack you use to have that is now a keg, bad lennon bad...
- tipical its 2:27am might want to go to sleep.


~Song you're listening to (give artists):
- gavin rossadale - adrenaline

~Time:
-2:28am (GMT - Canberra, Melbourne, Sydney)


i tag -

and i think thats it due to the amount of people that read my journal, ok 2 people alex and wheaman and considering alex tagged me i dont think i should tag her back.
so the first 2 people that read my journal that arent alex or wheaman, i tag you. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7288650/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7288650/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 04:31:49 PST
now where is that fish...

later... ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7174832/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7174832/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 08:25:40 PST
and well this is the out come of this crazy story...

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not much to add ,

have fun all

meow you later ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7101689/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7101689/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 01:10:59 PST ||-=##===##===##=###==##====##====#==#=#=#=#=###===-||
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|| ive started making my DA theme.
|| ive made the wallpaper -
|| ive made the boot screen -
|| started making the screensaver
|| started the actual theme
|| thougth about the logon screen
||
|| --=-= DA realated =-=--
||
|| im really bored i want something to do.
|| maybe if like i was i dont know...
|| anyway nothing but the DA theme is happening.
||
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|| ahould i make icons for my theme?
||
|| -=-= other =-=-
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|| im in need of a job quick smart.
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||-=-==-===-====-=====-======-======-=====-====-===-==-=-|| ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7062914/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/7062914/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 11:21:23 PST ||-=##===##===##=###==##====##====#==#=#=#=#=###===-||
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|| yay im really bored now so ive decided to make a DA wall paper in 3D max.
|| and cos im even more bored, im going to also make a Xp theme and a boot
|| and logon all dedicated to DA.
||
|| and this isnt one of these ive been up all night, so i talk crap, then make stuff
|| up using a fish and a box of paper, that is usually called "box of paper"
|| see what i mean i just talk crap some times, but not about this xp theme.
||
|| --=-= DA realated =-=--
||
|| im really bored, i dont really have much do but i thought i might do
|| this cos its look so stupid.
||
|| anyway it look like i have a lot of time on my hands so i might
|| actuallytake some advice and do a full touch up on my "raw" .
|| art works
|| changing:
|| - boarders
|| - hue setting
|| - possiably colour
|| - titles and descriptions
|| - just making my are more profesional looking.
||
|| i would like to know should i competely remove all my art work
|| do the touch ups, then resubmit? or just do the touch ups?
||
|| --=-= other news =-=--
||
|| i pass my probationary drivers licence.
|| so now i can drive around for no reason and for reason as well.
|| my car looks really cool. yay!!
|| i need a job.
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|| im really bored, i dont really have much do but i thought i might do
|| this cos its look so stupid.
||
|| anyway it look like i have a lot of time on my hands so i might
|| actuallytake some advice and do a full touch up on my "raw" .
|| art works
|| changing:
|| - boarders
|| - hue setting
|| - possiably colour
|| - titles and descriptions
|| - just making my are more profesional looking.
||
|| i would like to know should i competely remove all my art work
|| do the touch ups, then resubmit? or just do the touch ups?
||
|| --=-= other news =-=--
||
|| i pass my probationary drivers licence.
|| so now i can drive around for no reason and for reason as well.
|| my car looks really cool. yay!!
|| i need a job.
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||-=-==-===-====-=====-======-======-=====-====-===-==-=-|| ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6987550/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6987550/ Tue, 08 Nov 2005 05:36:54 PST
they are all over

now i dont know what to do. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6949537/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6949537/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 22:46:46 PST its split into to different ones, so that means i still have to do an exam.

dam methods...

anywayz keep it fake to the fish or the drabscure deezequib will catch you and eat your nose..

aand you dont want that.

later. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6896215/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6896215/ Wed, 02 Nov 2005 17:50:09 PST im done my english exam and Vet multimedia and this friday is my methods first exam.

latest art by me..
:thumb24579937: -Brittany White-
:thumb24579943: -Robyn McGoldrick-
:thumb24579952: -Rani Gravenall-
:thumb24579954: -Brooke carlesso-
:thumb24579957: -Melissa Slade-
:thumb24300663: -Kate bell –

i hope you liked them as much as i like writing them... ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6869991/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6869991/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 02:54:40 PDT
can believe its over so very very soon..
i have to say some words..
ok first off thank you Artline 90 high performance xylene free pens, ill miss you till the end.
and thank you tax invoice issued the 16-sep-2005 i wouldnt be here with out you..
and all the rest of you ma... talk to me you stupid poo heads.
gees...!!!

bye byez !
first exam is friday...

anyway i wrote 5 poems for 5 special friends from school.
ill upload them after i give them to them but if they ever come across this site.
and find me here.

i have a poem for special people in my life from school, i will upload them later after i have given them in person.
the people are:

-Brittany White-
-Robyn McGoldrick-
-Rani Gravenall-
-Brooke carlesso-
-Melissa Slade-

and i also have one for that i have completed.
-Kate bell – kates poem ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6824627/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6824627/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 03:11:40 PDT
i have no more school, none...
yay,
shit i still have exams..
o well.

anyway i wrote 5 poems for 5 special friends from school.
ill upload them after i give them to them but if they ever come across this site.
and find me here.

i have a poem for special people in my life from school, i will upload them later after i have given them in person.
the people are:

-Brittany White-
-Robyn McGoldrick-
-Rani Gravenall-
-Brooke carlesso-
-Melissa Slade-

and i also have one for that i have completed.
-Kate bell – kates poem ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6763137/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6763137/ Fri, 14 Oct 2005 03:03:41 PDT
here is 20 random things about me

i was tagged by ladyxela
1. I get sucked in by lots of people, and think that im considered a friend only to find
Most of them backstabbing and lying to me.

2. I have always been scared shitless about spiders, but snakes don’t have any affect on me.

3. I spend a maximum of 3 minutes on my hair getting ready for school. And a total of 30 min for everything else, including getting dressed, making lunch, having breakfast, and my 10 min walk to the bus.

4. I quite skateboarding because I broke my arm, and rolled both ankles to about a 180 degree angle.

5. I have almost killed myself several times, once trying to jump off my roof, drowning, driving motorbikes at high speed on a dirt road that happened to be on a cliff (several times), alcohol poisoning, a fridge exploding while I was in a close proximity on a wet floor bear foot.

6. I can now do backflips on the ground, 12 backflips in a row on the trampoline, a double forward flip on the trampoline, misty flip on the trampoline, backflips off tables, backflips off rocks into water and I want to be able to do backflips off walls.

7. I play guitar and can play any song by jack Johnson.

8. I made a song up when I was 2 years old, that’s before I could speak.

9. Im a virgin, and haven’t had a girl friend in 5 years.

10. I write poetry,

11. I do alot of stuff that is considered illegal but im not going to name my actions.

12. My favourite animal is a dolphin then a dragon.

13. I can dislocate both my shoulders and one of my wrists.

14. When I listen to songs, I can tune out to only the instruments I want to hear, and then everything else is a blur,

15. I cant stand dead movement, I mean like if something is dead and someone moves it or it moves because something ads it.

16. One of my life ambitions is to create and sell a concept car.

17. I have flown a plain.

18. I have been around Australia and to New Zealand.

19. I try to make everyone I meet happy, and if I don’t I fell bad.

20. I played on an indoor soccer team that didn’t lose a game, broke more than 20 records, and won the gran final by 7 goals.
The records we broke where
- fastest goal( I passed it to Sam from the centre kick off who kick it straight to the top left hand corner of the goals).
- Most goals in a game.
- Most goal by an individual (I got that one yay it was 25 goals.)
- Most goals in one half.
- Most goals by a goalie.
- Most head butt goals in one game.
- First team to be yellow carded.
- And there where more.

I won player of the year. I also have 6-7 trophies.

i tag no one cos most the people who read my journal have already been tagged and the others i watch dont watch me, therefore tagging them would be useless unless one misscellaneously looks at my journal. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6744797/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6744797/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 01:39:23 PDT
this is my 2nd last week of actually school before my exams.
so to make the most of it i made a new poem.

sick twisted poem

im so close to getting my p's as well, i will hopefull get them like next week,
and 4 the year 12 party im ether going as
- disco stu
- or indiana jones.
i think it will be disco stu but.
tell you one thing though.
making concept cars in 3dmax is hard.

later. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6708605/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6708605/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 23:22:40 PDT ok now for the journal update in point form.
- well first off im 18, so there for i i had a party.
- the party was average.
- im going for my hazard test on monday.
- ive moved my computer into my room.
- i can now do backflips on the ground its so cool.
- its been school time for about a week.
- and its over in 2 more.
- i need a job.
- hmm not much else has happened.
- wait.
- ....
- shit, i almost died 2 weeks ago not very good thing to do.
- yer i got nothing else tp update you on.


Post a comment after this journal entry and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavour of jelly to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6528507/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6528507/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 12:00:07 PDT well just to tell you ive reformatted my computer... again..
it seems that like ever month i reformat, its starting to piss me off.
i think i should just stop screwing around with BIOS settings and speed up programs..
like this time, i lost only my gta san andreas, diablo 2 games and all my 50 gb of family guy..
im actually happy that it was only that. if it had have been my music and 3dmax files i would have flipped..
but it wasnt so its all good.

i recommend not over clocking your cpu...
but i have to say we learn from our mistakes, i know know how to flash my bios and how to run a repair on xp using the windows repair console.

its taken me 2 days to get my computer back to how i like it..
and thats with no games!!!!

on another note its school holidays, man have i been waiting for this.. i dont think i chould have gone to school for another week i would have gone crazy and killed several people...

anyway player its what 4:49am so i think ill go to sleep catch ya soon.. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6500461/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6500461/ Wed, 14 Sep 2005 05:31:56 PDT and secound... bird up?

-=-=-=-start of my useless journal-=-=-=-

yes well lately i have know clue what i've been doing, like i mean i have several SAC's that i have to complete and other school realated crap.
and on monday tuesday and wednesday all i was doing was getting my next year sorted out i mean like UNI sounds good but i just cant be stuff doing all the crap to just get in and for me mostlikey not get in..
but its all done know, i dont really know what i want to do next year i have been throwing around several thoughts..

- if i get into uni or at least excepted ill go live in melbourne with a friend.
- if i get rejected go live in melbourne with a friend.
- stay in this small town of bairnsdale and live with a friend, and keep incontact with all my friends
- go live in adelaide and take up the job i've been offered in IT sercuirty.
- go crazy and travel the world on a total of like $300
- or just live here at home with my dad, playing guitar to fillin the time till i eventually die from borem.

they are the main thought that i've been having..
but now to the artistic side of me.
ive been trying different ways and technecs of 3D modelling a car.
but i have not come close to completing a car...
my thoughts on making it good is not try and do its as a full, and just make small parts every now and again.
that seems like the best way for me..

ok also i cant freaking wait till im 18 ive been waiting for this for like hmm 2 years..
like the secound i got my l's i was like dammit i want my p's and now that its so close i just eeeeeerrrr want it to be here already.

well players thanks for droping in and reading my journal,
ill catch ya l8r that why you dont get hurt.
meow.... ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6447016/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6447016/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 02:28:04 PDT so if any of you have something simplistic for me to make,
nothing harder than like car rims..
and ill try and make it 4 you.

i think a while a go i said i had an idear for something...
well not knowing how hard it was to make although i thought it was simple, well i was mistaken...

anyway its like 23 days till im 18 i cant wait...

anyway players word up the bird dog so that the deezequibs dont drabscure you.. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6428225/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6428225/ Tue, 06 Sep 2005 00:59:40 PDT - drove from where i live along the back roads to bairnsdale.
- drove through a river.
- did lots of hand brake slide things..
- drove through this thing where i should have got bogged but didnt.
- all of this was done in a mazda 323
- then after all the fun got a flat tire..
- didnt have a spare cos i had already used the spare..
- got the car fixed and washed and got it home..
- its still got a flat..
- did jumps on my friends motobike..
- landed no hands!!!!!
- yer watched a movie ..
- and did nothing..

yer thats about it...
o i slept in and missed the bus but thats nothing new.. ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6285608/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6285608/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 06:25:34 PDT ||WELcome all||
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-
Mood: Thumbs Up! yay!!
Listening to: The Used - In Love And Death - I Caught Fire.mp3
Reading: Henry Lawson/ Short stories
Watching: the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy
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thanks to a crazy chat i had with LadyXela...
i've come up with a crasy olive idear for a new 3D image

ill update you as im making it ...
hopefully it doesnt take to long...

l8r.... ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6182809/ http://the-DeCoDeR.deviantart.com/journal/6182809/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 21:38:17 PDT welcome all players
i you all

Mood: yay!!
Listening to: The Used - In Love And Death - I Caught Fire.mp3
Reading: Henry Lawson/ Short stories
Watching: the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy

-==-=-=-=-=-= so yer -=-=-=-=-=-
once again i missed the bus to school hahhha
but hey its all good..

but yer im bored as waiting 4 something 2 do.
all im doing is listening to a new band that i gout told about..

anyway not much to say all i have done today
woke up at 12:30
did some washing
did some homework
listened to "the used"


well meow you all l8r

thank you ]]> ~the-DeCoDeR